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Don't Judge Me

The girls and I began to get ready for the Chris Brown concert. It was my 18th birthday and I've always been a die hard Chris Brown fan even through all the bad stuff he went through and all the changes. I did the finishing touches on my hair and make up then put on my sexy baby blue dress and the silver heels. I did the accessories and checked out the ending results in my full length mirror. Just looking at myself all I could say was DAMN!! I confidently walked downstairs and all eyes landed on me. I heard my step brother's friends whispering about how sexy I looked. He snapped himself out of the lil trance he was in and hit them.

"Well damn girl just make us look like some Goodwill swap meat rejects!"

Sasha yelled out and we all laughed. I hugged my mom and step dad then my step brother and we left.

The girls and I sat front row as Chris Brown performed 'Dont Judge Me', 'Countdown', 'Biggest Fan', and a throwback 'Invented Head'. In between songs he would clown, dance, and bring on other artists. The show was coming to an end in about 15 minutes. I swear those 2 hours went by as I glanced at the time on my iPhone 5.

"Now for this last song I'm gunna need a special lady up here. Where's my special lady at?? Let me hear ya!"

The girls began screaming at the TOP of their lungs. Chris looked around the audience then his eyes landed 1 place I thought they never would. On me.

"Shawty right there. I wan you."

My girls screamed as he pointed at me. The security guards came and escorted me to the top of the stairs then Chris gently took my hand in his and brought me to a chair.

"What's ya name gorges??"
"Well Ms. Kiara I hope you don't mind this."

He said as he pulled my body close to his and wrapped his arms around me from behind.

"Can I hold you like this??"

I nodded my head and bit my lip.

"What about if I do this??"

He began kissing on my neck and lightly sucking on it. I moaned a little and he smirked.

"Do you mind that??"

I shook my head no unable to speak fearing that another moan would escape. The beat to '2012' dropped and the crowd went wild. He sat me in the chair and gave me a sexy ass lapdance sneaking kisses in and sucking on my neck. After that song came on they came and took the chair then the 'Sweet Love' beat dropped and the crowd really went wild. He serenaded me as we grinded and he was shocked that I could keep up and move like this. After a lil while he laid me on the stage floor and humped me. I bit my lip and flopped him over so I was humping me. I rubbed my hand on his abs and I could feel him hardening. We stood up and he kissed me as the song ended and we disappeared under the stage.

"Damn. How old are you??"

He asked examining my body closely and biting his lip. Damn that man does things to me!

"As of today 18."

He nodded his head.

"You here alone??"
"I came with my girls."
"Well do me a favor. Let them know you're not leaving with them tonight."

I smirked and did just as he said then found him again and we left to his hotel room after he took pics with fans and signed autographs. From the time we hit the limo to the bedroom neither of us could take it anymore. Let's just said we definitely did it like it was the end of the world. ;-}

As much as I look back on that night and think about it I was not expecting the events that were to come ..


damn..chris betta hope his ass live..LIFE! that aint no joke..

Run It...

Wow is all i can say lol.
Feel better :)

Damn so much has happn that i missed man run it

Run it.... I like this story

Damn. Chris beat Tygas ass. Now ats love right there. Poor Chris he was only defending his one true love. I knew Tygas ass did some sneaky ish to make that happen. I hope he lives and Chris somehow only gets probation.
Thanks for adding. GWS!

Run it! Get well soon

DAMN, Nigga should be dead, or do they not see that????
That's ass yo, poor Chris
RUN IT!!!!

Omg are they serious?! Tyga RAPED her Chris shouldn't get a life for protecting his family that's some bs run it and I hope your feeling better girl don't worry we'll keep running the story this is getting to good lol

((** Sorry guys I'm still recovering from the serious surgery. I'm in a lot of pain, but here's a little something **))

{ CHAPTER 51 }


Chris still isn't speaking to me. I spoke to Mama and she said he's not mad at me he's mad at himself for trusting Tyga and not paying attention to the signs. Mama has the girls today and I had enough so I drove to Chris' house and used my key to get in. I heard a girl giggling so I followed the laughs and it was Tootie on the couch with a guy.

"Hey Toot where's Chris??"

I looked at her confused.

"You didn't hear?? Tyga is in a coma."

I gasped.

"Yes. Almost killed him. It took 3 cops plus Game, Wayne, Sean, & Big Pat to get him off. Tyga is on a life line. He may not make it."

The front door opened and closed then Chris walked in with some girl and Game. Game gave me a hug.

"Wassup lil sis how you been??"
"Yeah you look like you've been losing weight. Have you been eating??"

I looked down.

"Not really."

I mumbled. Chris sighed and took my hand dragging me up to his room. He closed the door and began taking off his suit then started looking for something to change into.

"I uh went to the doctors because I hadn't been feeling well-"
"After effects of the drug."

I looked at him confused.

"How did you-"
"Tyga got wasted with Sean. Admitted to putting pills in your drink that would make you horny and knock you out."

I shook my head.

"Claims he needed to be inside you again. Claims he's still in love with you. He got slick with his mouth. I blacked out."
"What did the judge say??"
"If Tyga lives I get 1 year in jail, parol, & community service. If he dies I get life."

I started crying. He walked over and just held me.

"My lawyer said he'll try to get me off jail time if he lives & he'll try to get my sentence reduced somehow if he dies."
"Chris I can't lose you. Period. The girls need their father."
"I need my daughter's too."

I continued to cry on his shoulder.

Feel Better Soon...
Run It..

Good to hear your surgery went well. Get plenty of rest well be reading.

recover quick an take care....

girl we understand! get all of your rest and glad surgery went fine! and thanks for the clarification!

I just got released from the hospital. Surgery went fine, but I'm on so many different meds now & I'm also on bed rest. The doctors aren't letting me go back to school until next Wednesday so I'll be home. Thing is these pills make me really tired, I can't keep food / drinks down, I get dizzy a lot & fast. I'll try to update as much as I can for you guys though.

Recap about the club situation:

Chris - Diamond needed her medicine & Mama's car was in the shop. He didn't want the girls or mama to see Kiara like that. That's why he didn't take her. Remember in the studio when Chris asked Tyga if he wanted Kiara & he said he was good?? That's why Chris thought it was fine for him to take her home.

Kiara - She was gone, but not over the top gone which is why Chris is confused.

Tyga - Sneaky.

I don't want to give away too much because the next few chapters will give you a glimpse of what really happened. Just know Chris isn't done dealing with Tyga. He was too angry that if he did beat Tyga up he would've literally killed him. That's why he left.

i dont know who to blame:
Kiara: i am a firm believer in "know your limit" i dont think she should have gotten that drunk to the point that she could have been taken advantage of.
Tyga: he knew damn well she was out of it but he did her anyway. ol' b**** ass
Chris: i know he is upset but if he knew she was drunk, he should have taken her when he was leaving instead of leaving her with someone who he suspected of wantin to get some of what was his

*singing* "one more chance, breezy give her one more chance" :)

run it

i have missed out on a lil but im catching up an its really good

run it

I blame this on Chris's ass. He seen how drunk she was he shouldve took her home himself. Tygas fucjed up, he took advantage of her and he knows it i don't think she smashed him tho. And Chris needs to be more understanding and forgive her. And he shouldve whipped Tygas ass. Run It.

Chris it wasn't her fault damn you Tyga messin up a good thing smh run it

it wasnt her fault, all i gotta say is chris better take care of that situation. run it

TF?? tyga u really gon sit there and eat the breakfast afta all that?? they shud have beat his ass.... i can understand why chris is upset..its probably goin to take him a min to get over it..cuz dang they was already having a few issues so he is probably not goin to believe kiara at first..shoot idk..but i kno tyga need to expect some type of whooping comin his way!

good luck witht he surgery and recovery!

I hope you feel better!
but Tyga was wrong and Chris should understand, RUN IT!

Tyga shouldn't have did that.-_-
Hope your surgery and recovery goes well.:)
Run it

Aww Feel Better...
Run It....

This a**hole...Chris should've beat his ass. He knew she was gone so y didn't he take her home? Smh. This that bullshyt! Idk way to say...

Hope all goes well in your surgery and u have a full recovery :)

Run it!

Tyga dead axs wrong for tht shxt! That's the reason I dnt get shxt faced I need to know what the hell I'm doin at all times! Smh I understand y Chrisupset bt I woukd have fxcked up Tyga's whole world!

Run It!

P.s. I hope your surgery goes great with no complications.

*I'm in the hospital. I'll be having surgery tomorrow & again in a few weeks. Here's something small to hold ya over for half a day maybe a full day. Depends on how I feel after.*

{ CHAPTER 50 }

For the rest of the night I didn't speak to Chris. I danced with Tyga, Wayne, and even Game. Game and Wayne weren't tryna do nothing sexual, but Tyga tried to get some free fills so you know I had to stop the dance. I danced with a few other guys and my girls. Around 2 we decided to head out. The girls and I were D O N E like forreal. All I remember is somebody saying they got me & laying on someone's comfortable bed.


I rolled over the bed and threw up. Good thing there was a trashcan there. I felt a chill go over my body as I wiped my mouth. I looked down and I was completely naked. A lightskin guy with tats was in bed with me also naked. I assumed it was Chris and smiled. I put my robe on since I was at my own house and took the trashcan out the room. I threw that out then went and brushed my teeth when the doorbell rang. I sighed and walked downstairs swinging open the door. You can only imagine the shock on my face when I saw Chris standing in front of me dressed in sweats, holding a bag of food, roses, and a small smile.


He said.

"Uh .. Hey .. What uh .. Are you doing here??"
"I wanted to talk things out and apologize. You probably don't remember much from last night since you were past gone."
"Yeah about that how did I end up here?? You didn't bring me home??"
"Nah Tyga did."

My heart stopped. Chris walked in the house and I followed him to the kitchen.

"T .. T .. Tyga brought me home?? Why didn't you!?"
"Woah calm down. I didn't think it was a big deal. Diamond ran outta medicine for her machine, mama car in the shop, and you were drunk. Since I was only tipsy and then some I had Game drop me off to mama crib after I got the stuff. I spent the night there then mama brought me home this morning."
"Chris there's something-"

Chris had a puzzled look on his face as he walked into the hall. Tyga appeared at the top of the stairs in his boxers. Chris looked back and forth from me to Tyga.

"What the f*** is going on??"

Chris asked in a calm voice. I walked over to him.

"You said it yourself Chris I was passed drunk. I swear on my own life I have no memory of what happened last night. The last thing I remember was someone picking me up saying they got me then laying on a bed."

Chris looked at Tyga.

"So wassup?? You slept with her??"
"Man it just happened. We both had some drinks-"

I looked at Tyga.

"No you took advantage of me. You knew I was done and didn't understand anything going on!!"

Chris looked at Tyga then back at me shaking his head. He slowly backed away from me and turned to leave. I ran after him. He shrugged me off.

"Just .. Leave me alone for a while."

With that said he walked out my house and I cried. Tyga showered, ate the breakfast Chris bought for me, and left without so much as an I'm sorry. Only thing he said was I was the best in bed then left.

Kiara come on now, don't start no bs again. Y'all been having a good time all day don't f*** it up. BTW they some freaks lmao. The studio the club lmao at the crew teasing them. At nigga Sean better keep his eyes of Kiara he know Chris don't play when it comes to Run It!!!!

I miss a lot I mad that Kiara keep messing up her and chris this time around she needs to grow up and fast before chris leave her for good... Kiara grow up

they are so confusing at times.smh but they are cute it!