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Don't Judge Me

The girls and I began to get ready for the Chris Brown concert. It was my 18th birthday and I've always been a die hard Chris Brown fan even through all the bad stuff he went through and all the changes. I did the finishing touches on my hair and make up then put on my sexy baby blue dress and the silver heels. I did the accessories and checked out the ending results in my full length mirror. Just looking at myself all I could say was DAMN!! I confidently walked downstairs and all eyes landed on me. I heard my step brother's friends whispering about how sexy I looked. He snapped himself out of the lil trance he was in and hit them.

"Well damn girl just make us look like some Goodwill swap meat rejects!"

Sasha yelled out and we all laughed. I hugged my mom and step dad then my step brother and we left.

The girls and I sat front row as Chris Brown performed 'Dont Judge Me', 'Countdown', 'Biggest Fan', and a throwback 'Invented Head'. In between songs he would clown, dance, and bring on other artists. The show was coming to an end in about 15 minutes. I swear those 2 hours went by as I glanced at the time on my iPhone 5.

"Now for this last song I'm gunna need a special lady up here. Where's my special lady at?? Let me hear ya!"

The girls began screaming at the TOP of their lungs. Chris looked around the audience then his eyes landed 1 place I thought they never would. On me.

"Shawty right there. I wan you."

My girls screamed as he pointed at me. The security guards came and escorted me to the top of the stairs then Chris gently took my hand in his and brought me to a chair.

"What's ya name gorges??"
"Well Ms. Kiara I hope you don't mind this."

He said as he pulled my body close to his and wrapped his arms around me from behind.

"Can I hold you like this??"

I nodded my head and bit my lip.

"What about if I do this??"

He began kissing on my neck and lightly sucking on it. I moaned a little and he smirked.

"Do you mind that??"

I shook my head no unable to speak fearing that another moan would escape. The beat to '2012' dropped and the crowd went wild. He sat me in the chair and gave me a sexy ass lapdance sneaking kisses in and sucking on my neck. After that song came on they came and took the chair then the 'Sweet Love' beat dropped and the crowd really went wild. He serenaded me as we grinded and he was shocked that I could keep up and move like this. After a lil while he laid me on the stage floor and humped me. I bit my lip and flopped him over so I was humping me. I rubbed my hand on his abs and I could feel him hardening. We stood up and he kissed me as the song ended and we disappeared under the stage.

"Damn. How old are you??"

He asked examining my body closely and biting his lip. Damn that man does things to me!

"As of today 18."

He nodded his head.

"You here alone??"
"I came with my girls."
"Well do me a favor. Let them know you're not leaving with them tonight."

I smirked and did just as he said then found him again and we left to his hotel room after he took pics with fans and signed autographs. From the time we hit the limo to the bedroom neither of us could take it anymore. Let's just said we definitely did it like it was the end of the world. ;-}

As much as I look back on that night and think about it I was not expecting the events that were to come ..


Thanks for the love guys

I'll try to update tonight ..

Great story so far.I hope diamond is okay.Chris is a douche. Nigga talkin bout busting a nut smh. Run It

Feel better too:)

damn i hope yhur doing okay that sucks to hear bbout yhu but yhu will be okay take yhur time to get better though....

Aww feel better soon.

This is a great story! She did kinda seem like a homie hopper, but Chris never stepped up. I hope Diamond makes it, RUN IT!


I've been quite busy with school & my personal life

Good & bad news

Bad = I'm on crutches

Good = I'll be home so I'll be able to write !

Run it!!!!!!!

RUN it

So busting a nut was more important then your daughter being in the hospital!!! Smh!!!!
I hope Diamond is okay though!!!

Run it!

run it, please

sorry to hear that hope everything is okay....

Sorry ya I've been having a lot of personal problems lately

I'll update when I get home ..

Wow, like really though!? This nigga said "wait till I buss a nut" that really shows how much of an asswhole he really is.
Run It.

yea chris is being real petty wtf would he do that like wtf

run it though

omfg i wnt to slap the s*** out of chris how the hell put a nut before ur kid smh that nigga aint s*** man i hope the baby girl be ok run it

thank god for trey . chris shouldn't have even came . atleast have some respect for your kid and don't bring your whore . he should've been there the first fckn phone call . a**hole -___-

I hope diamond is going to be ok! Tre is a good man. Run it!!!!

First off its about time his ass showed up and secondly he had no business bringing his lil whore to the hospital with him.
OMG poor Diamond she's so young and having to go through all this. Please dont let her die, Kiara couldn't deal with such a loss. Chris better get his s*** together too. Thank God for Trey, he's by her side.

Chris is petty af. He only brought that hoe cuz Trey is there. Simple af...smh I hope diamond is okay after all this. WTF was she on meds that would do this 2 her tho??

Chris why did you bring her and I hoPe diamond is ok run it

What the f*** how he gon bring Hoe of the day with him. There's so much I wanna say to him, but can't.
Run it

omg i hope everything gets better..


{ CHAPTER 30 }
By time Chris arrived Diamond had been in the operation room for close to 3 hours. He strolled in with Jennifer by his side sucking a lollipop.

"Where is she??"
"Operation room."

Trey had his arm around me and my head was on his shoulder. I finally stopped crying when he sang to me.

"What's wrong with her??"
"Her heart. The meds. Her blood is thin. Her heart is weak. She might not make it off that operation table."

The water works started up again and Trey stood up kneeling in front of me.

"Baby I told you she'll be fine. We just gotta keep praying."
"She's only 5 Trey. She has her whole life ahead of her."
"I know baby I know. Stop thinking negative though. She's gunna be ok. You have me and God right by ya side every step of the way."

I pulled him close to me and gave him a tight hug crying on his shoulder. Chris was leaned against the wall with his hat over his eyes and Jennifer was leaning against him whispering in his ear. The doctor came out to the waiting room.

"Parents of Diamond Renee Brown??"

Chris and I shot up and walked over to her.

"I'm her mother Kiara and this is her father Chris. How is she??"
"Stable. For now."
"For now??"
"Her blood is quite thin, it's hard for her to receive oxygen, her heart is in bad condition."

I almost fainted. Chris gave my hand a squeeze and put his arm around my waist.

"Will she make it??"

Chris finally spoke.

"We don't know to be honest."

I almost hit the ground from crying so hard. Chris caught me and held me, kneeling on the ground with me. I heard mama's voice.

"Where is she!? How's my grandbaby!?"

Trey walked over to her.

"We'll have to keep an eye-"

Next thing I know doctors including Diamond's doctor and nurses ran to the back. I tried to get past, but the security guards kept pushing me back.

"Aye watch ya hands bruh."

Trey said coming to my side. He pulled me to him and led me to the chairs. He sat down with me on his lap and cradled me like a baby as the never ending tears came.

Ya know I hate to admit it but this story made for some interesting reading but simply because of its decadence. I mean who f***s other people when they are in love with someone else and is our girl so thirsty that she has to be passed around her baby daddy's friends does she not now this seriously attractive to chris. I mean when they finally hook up all his friends will be commenting on her private bits...ewwww!!!!DEFINITELY NOT CUTE...but i still read every word even though it was delisciously low!!!LMAO

Updating after school =]

really ?! who chooses head over their kid ? poor baby could die & he's worried about getting his . ridiculous

I'm done sticking up for Chris. How the f*** can you disrespect somebody to that level, that s*** ain't cool. Kiara stay with Trey and tell Chris' mom what he did. You should leave V.A, be happy. I am officially over #Kris (Kiara and Chris). I just don't get how jealousy can make you do something so terrible, I mean one day you put your daughter in front of everything, next day you don't even give two s***s about her. I hope the hoe you with got gingivitis b****.
Run it

Well seems to me that Chris is jealous of Trey and Kiara's relationship, get over it. Trey stepped up you didnt. He's being the man Kiara wants, the man you wasnt trying to be. With your c**ky ass. Jealous is such an ugly look for you Christopher.

WTF Chris really, f***ing a b****/ busting a nut is more important then your only child being in the hospital. Like really whether Treys there or not your that girls father, you should be there period, like drop everything and get to your baby girl mannn. Thank god for Trey he stepped up got the situation under control and made sure they got Diamond to the hospital asap.I wasnt cool with the idea of Trey and Kiara being together cause hes one of Chris's boys but, He's proven to be an aight man. OMG what's wrong with Diamonds heart? She just a child omg. UGH I hate Chris right now, I hope when Kiara see's him she beats his ass fo'real. RUN IT!!!

I'm speechless wtf Chris that's your daughter run it