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Scared of Beautiful

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<em>No wonder why, there’s no mirrors on these walls no more
You can’t tell me why, you’re so terrified of beautiful
Scared of the good, more than the evil
Scared of the light, more than the dark
Scared of the truth so much more than the lie
I’m scared for you
I’m scared of you
Scared of beautiful</em>





I blinked my eyes open as I adjusted to my surroundings, realizing I was still in Donovan’s room. I turned over to see his face, and frowned when he wasn’t there. He wasn’t in the room at all. I sat up in his bed and rubbed my eyes before I stretched and stepped out of the bed. I walked into his bathroom to pee and wash my face, and happily smiled when I saw mouth wash on his sink since I didn’t have my tooth brush. I rinsed my mouth out as best I could and put my hair up in a messy bun, before I stepped out of the bathroom.

I looked around the room searching for any evidence of his presence, and when I didn’t find any, I left and headed down the hallway. I laughed when I saw him removing containers filled with breakfast food from a bag.

He jumped at the sound of my voice and smiled at the sight of me. I was chuckling now and shaking my head.

“Couldn’t cook me breakfast huh? Had to go buy it.” I said narrowing my eyes as he grinned.

“I ain’t have sh*t in the fridge. So I had to make sure you were fed somehow.” He smiled as he pulled out a chair. “Sit. I’ll get you some juice.” He ordered as I did as I was told.

I chuckled as I noticed it was food from Roscoes. He got us chicken, waffles, eggs and hashbrowns.

“This smells good.” I complimented as I got my plate together. “Kudos to the chef.”

“Yeah yeah. I can cook just as good, if not better.” He replied arrogantly as he sat down two tall glasses of orange juice. I rolled my eyes at his comment and bowed my head to pray over my food. Ever since he got on me the first time, I made sure I did it each time I ate.

“So what are your plans for today?” I asked him as I started to cut up my waffle. He looked up and smiled.

“I don’t have anyone on my books surprisingly, so…I was wondering if I could hang out with you?” He suggested nervously as I giggled.

“And do what?”

“Be big kids..” He smirked as I gave him a strange look.

“How so?”

He shrugged a little, “I was thinking we could go to this arcade not too far from your house.”

My eyes widened, “Arcade? Oh you must want your ass whooped in some games then. Cool, I never lose.”

He crossed his eyes, “Man gone. I don’t lose in sh*t. You losing today.”

I smiled devilishly, “Let the games begin.”


“Man you’re cheating!” Don yelled as he placed his right hand on my steering wheel to the virtual racing game we were playing. I laughed as I pushed his hand off.

“Move nigga! I ain’t cheating! You just suck!” I screeched as I pressed harder on the gas making sure his car didn’t get in front of mine. We were on the last lap, and I knew I was going to win. It would be the sixth game I won in a row.

“Man Barbara, I’m body slamming you if I lose.” He growled as I laughed. All of a sudden my car was slammed by his and he zoomed past me to the finish line. My mouth dropped in shock.

“The f*ck was that?!” I yelled at the game as Don stood up and began dancing next to my game booth. I smacked my lips and shoved his happy ass out the way.

“Move! You cheated!” I fake pouted as I crossed my arms and he smiled at me while tugging at them.

“Don’t be a hater all ya life.” He teased before leaning in and pecking me on the lips. He was doing that often, it was cute.

“For someone who doesn’t kiss, you sure do love kissing me.” I said as I bit my lip causing him to lean in and kiss me again. It was soft and sensual.

“I love your lips.” He said inches away from my face. I placed my hand on his cheeks and leaned in for another kiss, causing it to be deeper this time. I loved his lips too.

He chuckled before he removed himself from our embrace, “Kids around. Gotta chill.” He leaned back from my car booth and reached his hand out to help me out of it. We kept our hands intertwined as we walked through the arcade trying to figure out what to play next.

“Thanks for this Don..I’m having a really good time.” I said innocently as he looked over at me.

“Me too.”

“So..” I started, a little hesitant of asking this question. “Is it safe to ask where we’re going with this?”

“Wherever you’re ready to go…” He replied as I sighed.

“More like wherever you’re ready to go…I haven’t done this relationship thing in two years, and you haven’t at all.” I felt his hand tighten up with mine. This conversation was making him nervous.

I stopped walking and tugged at his hand a little so he would face me. We paid no mine to the kids and teenagers running all over the place around us.

“I’m not rushing you Donovan. I just want to be clear about where we stand with each other.” I said softly as he looked down and nodded.

“I like you.” He blushed as I did too.

“I like you too.” I admitted as we both giggled.

“We’re gay.” He laughed as I joined him.

“Hella gay.” Our laughter settled and he looked me in my eyes.

“I want to see where this goes. I don’t want to rush anything, because we’ve both been through some sh*t. But I definitely want to get to know you better. And do more things together..” He explained as I nodded in agreement.

“I’m ready when you are.”

awwwww they are so cute :-)
RUN IT!!!!!

I'm glad they are finally opening up to each other
Run it!!!

so sweet! i love them together..wonder what he gon do..breakfast in bed would be nice! :) RUN IT!!!


Awwww Don and Bobbi just make me smile so much :D I love how their relationship is progressing and I love how they are both letting their walls down. They both really want and need love and I think they could find that in each other if they stay on the path they are on now. Can't wait to see what Don is going to do for Bobbi. RUN IT!!!

awwww , yayyyyyy ! i knew there was something about her . don can't get enough . & he respects her . good (:

They've both let their guards down and are being open with each other...I love it!!

They've both let their guards down and are being open with each other...I love it!!

It's so adorable how quickly and easily she can fall asleep in his arms or just being next to him

Awww how cute. I wonder what don is gonna do for her??? Hmmmmm lol. Run it.

Loved it :)


Ughhh they need to f*** already:)))

that is too cute :) run it. sweet! love them now :)

run it!!!

Aww Don and Bobbi are soo darn cute!!! I love that they are letting those walls down but its going to take more time and more struggle for this to prevail. Run it!! I wonder what Don is going to do for her.

What's he gonna do, RUN IT!

thank you! More soon!


I stood behind Donovan as he opened the door to his home and then followed him inside. He set his keys down on the counter and grabbed my hand to lead me back into his room. He opened the door and allowed me to go in first.

I walked towards his bed and stopped before wrapping my arms around my body. I was shivering with fear and nervousness. I couldn’t even understand why I was so jittery. This time felt different. I felt vulnerable and open, simply because I had asked to be here. I didn’t want to be anywhere else.

I felt him walk up and gently place his hands on my waist, turning me around to face him.

“Relax.” He said before looking into my eyes. I quickly turned away and he used his index finger against my chin to have me look at him again.

“You don’t like me looking at you anymore?” He asked softly as I bit my cheek with nervousness.

“I don’t want you reading me..” I admitted as he smiled.

“Too late for that. I don’t want you to be nervous. We can just lay here and watch TV until you’re comfortable enough to fall asleep..” He explained as I looked up completely.


He nodded, “Of course. I just want you around Bobbi. I’m not rushing anything with you.”

I looked at him with question, “I just don’t get it Don. I really don’t understand what makes you so different with me.”

He swallowed hard before he answered, “There’s a familiarity with you…” He started as I watched him stop himself.

“Who do I remind you of..” I questioned as he shook his head to avoid answering. I already knew. “Your mom?”

He looked at me quickly and clenched his jaw making the sexiest look I had ever seen him make. He didn’t say anything, just continued to breathe in and out, staring at me.

“I’m shocked you even want to get close to me because of that..” I said softly grabbing his right hand and intertwining our fingers.

“You made me realize how much I miss..feeling something towards someone.” He confessed as I looked up.

“Teach me how to not be afraid of feeling something back..” I suggested as he placed his hand on the back of my neck.

“Teach me first.” He whispered before he pressed his soft lips against mine.

I slipped my tongue in to deepen the kiss before wrapping my arms around his neck. Each kiss that we’ve ever shared has always been passionate and electrifying. He began backing me up towards the bed and I missed a step and flopped back on the bed as he landed on top of me laughing.

He looked down and moved some hair out of my eyes before he placed a soft kiss on my lips, and then stood up.

“You need something to sleep in?” He asked as he walked over to his dresser. I nodded as if he could see me.

“Yes something comfortable please.” I said in a small voice as I tucked my knees under my chin. He came back with a t-shirt and some Jordan sweat pants. I grabbed them from him and stood up.

“The bathroom is right there.” He directed as he began to strip from his pants.

“I don’t need the bathroom.” I said removing my dress in one motion. He looked up and caught me in my bra and panties and I gave him a small smirk before throwing the shirt over my head and slipping on the sweats. He chuckled as he climbed on one side of the bed.

“You like to tease huh?” He asked as I giggled and shook my head while climbing on the other side.

“Not at all.” I replied snuggling deep in the covers as he turned the TV on with his remote. He quickly turned it to ESPN and I instantly started to whine.

“Man nooo! We’re not watching this sh*t!” I pouted as his mouth dropped.

“Wha? Why not? I gotta catch up on the games.” He said as I quickly shook my head.

“F*ck that. Not while I’m here. Let’s watch Basketball Wives.” I suggested as he quickly smacked his teeth.

“Hell f*ckin no.”

“Love and Hip Hop?”

“No.” I sighed as I thought long and hard.

“What about Family Guy?” I threw it out there, hoping he’d catch it and he quickly flipped it to the channel it was on. We both smiled happily.

“Can never go wrong with Family Guy.” He grinned as I did too and scooted closer to him. He put his arm around my waist and I laid my head against his chest, listening to the rhythm of his heart beat more than the show.

“Sorry, if this is a corny way to spend your night…” I said sympathetically as I felt him shake his head.

“My night ending perfect.”


Not too long after we started watching the show Bobbi’s ass was knocked out as usual. She did all that complaining, to not even stay up anyway. I chuckled and shook my head before turning it back to ESPN to catch up on the games I had missed while being out. I felt Bobbi stirring a little against my chest so I moved to the side and replaced my body with a pillow for her to lie on. She got comfortable and tucked her hands under her chin as she drifted back to sleep.

I didn’t even realize I was staring at her for so long. She looked so peaceful and harmless. I wasn’t lying when I said she reminded me of my mom. She has since the beginning which I think is why I gravitated to her so much. I always got this warm feeling around her, and felt safe again. My heart felt safe. She wasn’t wrong when she picked up on me being afraid that everyone I loved or cared about would leave me. Which is why I never used the word love. What good is love when people are not permanent anyway, emotionally or physically.

I leaned down and placed a soft kiss on Bobbi’s temple and saw a small smile form while she was sleeping. It was the cutest thing I had seen in a while. It made me want to do something special for her when she woke up….and I was.

run it

Don't stop get it, get it! RUN IT!

they're definitely about to get it in ..

finally !

Bout time you let a nigka get it in bobbi damn!!! Lol. But naw I don't think they should f***. I think it should be another cuddling type thing bc they aint even in a relationship yet. Poor karrie, he did my dog dirty!!! Kicked her ass straight to the curb!!! Sent her ass packin!!! Ok I'm done with tht trick. He need to cut her ass off too. I'll be happy when him and bobbi make it official. Run it:)))

lol karrie got straight up dissed..hilarious..


Damn Don just dissed Karrie huh? Karrie, boo, Don is not into anymore so just accept it lol. Bobbi better get her man!! I just love Bobbi and Don together. They just need to stop frontin' all the time though and just say how they feel and give each other a chance. Oh so Bobbi wants to go home with Don huh? Mmmhmm she probably wants to finish what they started before Jay interrupted them that time. Well I can't wait to see what happens next!! RUN IT!!!

Uh oh I'm ready to see where this goes
Run it!!!!

Yaaass Got damnit!!! You better get yo man Bobbi!!


Bobbi straight c**k blocked karrie ass lol. I'm loving that they are keyring their true colors show. I love that they are becoming more and more open to one another. What's about to go down at the crib tho?!!

Run it!!