° « My "Cuzin" Chris »°©
I know it's wrong, but I see him everyday. I like him in every way. He treat me like a Princess. He kiss me like a Queen. I'm feeling him in every way now. He don't know, and he never will. It's too wrong to express these feeligs. It wasn't meant to be this way. Everything's wrong. I keep thinking this over, and over. I must be crazy, I`m feeling my cousin. It's so wrong, yet so sweet. It's not innocent, but yet it feel so right. I know Ima be in big trouble if something slip. Gotta let these feelings dip, so slip from my grip.
First page, but not the last thought.
I'm kind of in love with someone right now.
His name is Christopher Brown.
Light-skinned, nice smile, tall, can dance like whoa.
I know you thinking, go for it!
But I can`t...He's my cousin.
Ouch! I know.
Plus I got a boyfriend.
Man, what am I saying I don`t like Chris.
I`m trippin` big time.
Let me tell you about my boyfriend though.
♥ Jamal: http://www.mtv.com/bands/s/songz_trey/flipbook_07_05/1.jpg
Jamal Trey Smith
So fine. So caramel. So delicious.
He's my everything, and I love him with all my little heart.
I hope he don`t break it, I used to say, but I know he won't break it.
He been there for me since 8.03.05.
Yeah 3 years baby. =D.
He makes me happy...
My baby called me extra early today.
Y/n:Hey what u doin boo?
Jamal:Nothin, i miss you, where you at?
Y/n:Home, in bed still. [yawns]
Y/n:lol.You know it.
Jamal:Dang! Im comin` over baby
Y/n:Na, you can`t I think Chris downstairs.
Jamal:Ah fk ya cuz. Im comin`
Y/n:No, you gone get me in trouble.
Jamal:Na, I aint I`m comin. (click)
Ah, just what I need.
I hope he come through my window.
I layed back down, and five minutes later, somebody went knocking on my window.
It was Jamal.
Y/n: (opens it) Hey baby!
Jamal:Hey boo (kisses u)
Jamal:Nun. (tries to take sheet from y/n)
Y/n:lol. Uh uh baby.
Jamal:What? lol. I done seen it before, was up?
Y/n:Nothin. You just aint gone see it again. So stop. lol (sticks tongue out)
Jamal:Oh it's like that ?
Y/n:Yeah, it's like that. lol
Jamal:I see you then wifey (opens window)
Y/n:lol. No stay please !
Jamal: lol. Aight.
Y/n:I wanna put some clothes on. I feel VIOLATED!
Y/n:lol. shutup. (gets up to get clothes and Jamal pulls the sheet) AH BABY!...
Jamal:lol. My bad, it was tempting.
Y/n:lol. Temp ya head nigga.
Jamal:lol. How you gone try me baby ? uh? (walks to you)
Y/n:lol. stop, get away. I`m all naked.
Jamal: I can see that. (licks lips) =D..
Y/n:..lol. Stop baby for we do something sexual.
Jamal:Too late. (throws her on bed)
Y/n:lol. (gigglin cus he always do that)
Jamal:lol. why u laughin?
Y/n:Cus I know what you fina do!
Jamal:What Ima do ?
Y/n:Get off me! (pushes him) lol.
Jamal:Lemme get a kiss though baby.
Jamal:lol. Ok then. (sits down)
Y/n:lol.I`ll give you one pookie.
Jamal:Haha i knew you was baby!
Y/n:(gets on his lap)
Jamal:Man girl if you don`t get dressed. You making it easy access right now, come on now.
Y/n:lol. I bet you like all horny now! I bet you want to like eat me out.
Jamal:lol. If you say so! (cheezin)
Y/n: Im all hot right now.
Jamal:Na, dont do it to me!
Y/n: lol. Gimme ur finger!
Jamal:s*** I do it myself.
Boy he was finger fukin the s*** outta me right now. It felt sooo good.
He went to lickin his finger. I was smiling all hard. He took off his shirt, and threw me on top of him. It was gettin` all wet and steamy, when Chris walked in.