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TTD - I put on hold because Illi pissed me off with something about it so I don`t feel like doing that story at the moment, not angry at her just not feeling like that story.

Hitch 2.. Omgosh, so sorry that`s pure laziness.. I`ll sort that out tonight when I get home kz =)

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Add One.One: LOVE

---[].. Trinity-Rose Neverson ..[]---
March 5th, 2005 – Carnival Night
It`s amazing how..
My Normal could be another person’s goal,
My Swag,
Their Fashion Icon,
My Hobbies,
Their Passion,

My Life, Their Obsession

Even though this is definitely flattering, it can be annoying. I don`t see how Duplicating my Prestige makes you, you? Or maybe she`s just trying to be better then me? Each way it really doesn`t matter because I do me, so you should do you. Well that`s my philosophy but who really wouldn’t want to be like me? I`m f***ing perfect!

I am conceited and I don`t mind, it comes with the territory when everyone tries to be like me, well except my two best friends, they have their own style, personality, and we are like a jigsaw, we fit perfectly. But that`s what I strive for.. PEFECTION

There is one thing however, Love the one thing every girl wants and dreams about when they are growing up, their happy ever after.

~*!!*~

I find it hard to express my emotions in a way that a normal person would express them, it is not the fact that they are unwillingly able to flow free like a waterfall set in the depths of a jungle. A flow of emotions that freely cascade down the rock face of the cliff as the water sprinkles on the moss that grows so willingly and noticeably, yet unimportantly down the rock face.

You see, my heart is the jungle, so wild and untamed, if it is allowed it will flourish with a beauty that a lot may not understand or mistake for something devious. Like all obstacles in life my jungle holds a lot of valleys of emotions that go up and down, to the point that my jungle feels so exposed I need my security like wild animals to protect it. The walls I`ve created to keep the outside world out and my untamed desires in.

I guess in more simple terms my emotions are so poetic that putting them in simple terms would underestimate the amount of emotions that each word represents.
If I was to let my emotions flow free like the aqua water of the waterfall, would you be able to stay afloat? Or would you simply drown in the murky dark waters that we try to stay away from? To be honest, I don`t know if it’s easier to get in or out of this jungle.

There is one word, one emotion, one creation as a whole that every person in the world, in the universe has experienced. Every person has felt the warmth of this, but also the cold side of it. Love.

I sit, caught in a daze as I think of all the things Love means to me, and my mind is unsettled on one memory, one item, and one person.

I`ve experienced way too many things that would best describe Love, even though every experience is different, the ending result is always the same; me, alone, and in tears. This is why I keep my walls high to protect my heart from being hurt, that is why I have the persona I do, so no one knows the real me, well besides Eli`Zaney, Skye-Lynne, and Xavier.

But no matter how many men enter and leave my jungle, one forever remains. Xavier Cypress

Xavier is our other best friend and my annoyance, his nicknames Deucey for us but Shadow for everyone else, I never got that ‘Shadow’ name since he wasn’t dark at all.

When we were younger our parents always had to bribe us to take him with us everywhere we went. He was that annoying type of person but as we got older the roles reversed and we were annoying to him. Funny how that works, righ?

But, he has always shined a light into all of our darkest moments in life with his silly self. I guess when you think about it everyone has a Deucey, the person that would embarrass themselves just to see a hint of your smile, the sparkle to brighten your eyes. Sometimes it`s not even a person but an object, your blanket, your pillow, or even your diary, the way in which you vent your frustrations.

I hate how he dresses and always try to dress him more fashionable, but always fail miserably since he does what ever he wants. Kinda like what I do!

---[].. Eli`Zane Himiona ..[]---
March 5th, 2005

I stepped out of the Cadillac Escalade as Demas aka Dice held the door open for me.
“3.15PM sharp, E.Z” he called out to me, climbing back into the truck.
“Yeah, Yeah” I mumbled under my breath as I clicked my neck side to side

I walked towards the school entrance clutching my book bag before being stopped, “Hey Zaney, How you been girl?” a random guy asked as I turned and gave him the stare of death, “I’m aight, how you doin?” I asked in a seductive way.
“I’m good” he stuttered then quickly recomposed himself “Want me to carry your book bag for you?” he asked licking his lips looking me up and down as I chuckled, this would have been a polite gesture but the fact he looked at me like a piece of meat, no way!
“Why? Does it look like I can’t hold my own books?” I asked as his jaw clenched together with shock and a smirk spread across my rosy red lips.
“Damns girl, I was just trying to be a gentleman, carry your own damn books then” he spat back looking at me with a stank look.
“I was just playing damns, but I got it thanks anyways” I winked as he looked at me and shrugged before walking off causing me to laugh
“Boys these days are too damn sensitive” I said to no one in particular as I saw my girls waving out to me, with a smile spread across my face I continued walking towards them

“Hey Eli, how you doing?” Skye asked as we proceeded to hug.
“Good, How can your hair always sit so perfect” I complimented, yet rolled my eyes as we pulled away from the hug.
“Thanks girl, its natural beauty” Skye smiled flicking some of her hair as we both laughed
“I can definitely tell” I giggled as we both struck a pose, pretending like we were posing for the cameras.

“What was going on with you and Kane?” I heard Trinny ask pulling me into a hug as we all turned and watched him standing with his boys looking mad angry.
“I didn’t do anything; he can’t take a small joke?” I replied putting my thumb and index finger up to emphasize how small the joke was as he flipped me off, which offended me causing my brows to furrow. “Dean is just too damn sensitive, acting like I’m a prissy girl that can’t hold my own books” I replied staring at him with an eyebrow raised as my hand automatically found my hip and I dipped to the side

“I don’t get it, you dress perfectly in my books but you act so ghetto” Trinny questioned as I waved her off
“I’m not prissy or ghetto.. I’m just me” I smiled with attitude
“So.. Do you know how to fight? Like properly?” Trinny asked as I thought about it
“Well I did take Tae Bo classes? If that would actually work in a real fight” I laughed as Skye rubbed her forehead
“How you gon` act ghetto when you can’t even fight, and don`t get me started on who your family is” she laughed shaking her head
“Who needs to fight when I have people with guns to shot them” I said quietly as I shrugged causing them to laugh and agree

I can actually fight but I never let anyone know that, I only use it when I need to.

The bell to start first period was about to ring as we took our normal seats at the back of the class and waited for the teacher to began the lesson.

Trinny, Skye and Kade chatted to each other as I sighed and stared out the window. The class began to quieten down as the teacher organized himself before the door crept open and in walked Deucey.

“Mr Cypress, I see this is becoming a tradition for you to come into my class late” Mr. Simmons sarcastically asked not looking towards him
“Sorry sir, training” he replied shrugging as placed his sign in form on Mr Simmons desk before proceeding to his seat next to Kade. I watched as he walked to his seat and sat down, not even glancing in my direction.

“Are you still angry with me?” Deuce whispered shoving Kade out of the way as I stared to the front of the class. He adjusted himself in his seat, carefully placing his snapback on his desk and stared to the front of the class as well.
“Be like that” he mumbled in an annoyed tone
“Damn Shadow” Kade whined pushing him back, breaking his stare from the front of the class
“Whatever” he mumbled
“It’s ok bae” Skye pouted as she rubbed his chest then smiled
“Thanks Bae” he replied kissing her cheek as me, Trinny, and Xav rolled our eyes
“Get a f***en room” Deuce and I mumbled in unison as he took a quick glance at me then back to the teacher.

“This hostility is too intense for me” Skye said out loud as the entire classed turned their attention to her
“Is there something you’d like to share with the class Miss Stevenson?” Mr Simmons asked as Skye stuttered on her words looking around the class
“Sorry sir, I was thinking out loud” she smiled as she buried her head in her hands with embarrassment.
“So are you going to ignore me forever?” Xav asked me as Kade moved seats to sit next to Skye
“Not forever, just for now” I replied still watching the teacher
“What? I didn’t even do anything” he replied moving to the seat next to me
“I didn’t even do anything” I mimicked him before turning towards him “I asked you 20 billion times and you said NO” I sighed shaking my head as he slipped his snapback back onto his head and leaned back in his seat
“I’m sorry ok, I know I should have told you, but you know how those things work” he replied with attitude as I sat back in my seat and listened to the teachers lecture.
“No excuses, we`re bestfriends. We never keep secrets from each other” I said as I turned away from him, “And you broke that” I threw over my shoulder

A second before the bell rang to signal the end of class I collected my things and walked straight out of the class as he quickly trailed behind me.
“Zaney!” he called out as he grabbed my arm and swung me around to face him “Would you just talk to me” he growled in defeat as I stopped and took a deep breath to sigh loudly
“What Xav?” I asked in an annoyed voice
“You act like you’ve never kept anything from me before” he frowned as I rolled my eyes
“Yeah well, this was the one thing I asked you to stay away from, and you go running to it” I started as he sighed looking down “You know what, Forget about it, Do YOU!” I said sucking my teeth
“Do me? Why can`t you let me do me then?” he growled back trying not to raise his voice in the school hallway
“Yeah, but you know what I’m like, I've always been around that s*** and you, Trinny, and Skye are my escape from it” I huffed as he cracked a small smile
“I know, but you know I need this and I`m good at it” he said as I shook my head before walking away
“Sweetness! What the hell” he called out with his arms in the air as I continued walking away.

“What the hell is her problem” he huffed to himself
“You! By the sounds of things” he heard from behind him
He turned around, “Just saying” Trinity shrugged
“Yeah, you right.. But..” he began as Trinny cut him off
“No excuses, she`s raised in a mobster family, she didn`t want any of us to be a part of that lifestyle and you go and work for her dad, against her word” Trinny said raising her eyebrows
“I know, I know, but I`m good at what I do, if she`d trust me” he defended himself
“Yeah you have skills, but what if you get hurt? Killed? Anything, she`ll think it`s her fault” Trinny lectured as Xavier looked down
“I need the extra money for college, that`s the only reason why I`m doing it and I don`t like hand outs, can you talk to her for me? She won`t talk to me when she`s angry”
“Or.. You could get Skye to talk to her” Trinny suggested as he thought about
“Look at you, miss want-to-help-people” Xav joked as she rolled her eyes
“I`m helping MY people, no one else!” she replied flicking her hair at him, “Remember that” she said kissing his cheek and walking away, “Bye bestfriend” she yelled over her shoulder’

That Afternoon…

I got home and dropped my bag on the ground as I entered the front door, letting out a loud sigh as I flicked the door closed behind me.
“Eli`Zane Dulce’ Himiona, that better not be the sound of your bag hitting my newly polished floors” I heard mama yell from the kitchen as my eyes widened and I quickly picked my bag up off the floor and put it on the chair.
“No ma” I replied as my mama walked into the room with a trail of tomato, spices, and parmesan cheese following behind her
“MmHmm! I thought so, how was school baby? ”she asked as I walked over and gave her a peck on the cheek
“It was ok Ma” I replied as I smelt the air “Mmm Pasta tonight?” I asked rubbing my stomach
“Of course, do you have any homework that needs to be done?” she asked with a raised eyebrow swinging the wooden spoon she had in her hand around in the air.
“No Ma, I did it at school already” I replied as her expression changed to surprise

“Well that’s good baby, do you have training tonight?” she asked as I nodded
“Yeah ma, are you taking me to training tonight?” I asked as my mother frowned
“Doesn’t Xavier normally take you?” she asked wiping her hands on her apron
“Normally, but we`re not talking at the moment” I sighed as I followed her back into the kitchen and took a seat on the stool at the kitchen island bench
“Aint you two always not talking to each other” she asked using her fingers to make the quote signs
“Yeah, but this time is inexcusable” I said leaning my chin in the palm of my hands, “So can you take me?”
“Well I can’t tonight baby, your fathers taking me out to a comedy show tonight” she replied stirring the pot that was boiling on the oven top “Ask Skye to take you” she said testing the sauce before turning it down to simmer
“Naw she’s busy, I’ll just bus” I sighed as I stood up and walked out
“No, I will call Dice to take you, and I’ll leave your dinner in the oven for when you get home” I heard my mom call out as I continued to walk upstairs to my room.
I sat on my bed and kicked off my shoes, I stretched my arms above my head as a yawn escaped my lips, the tears from the yawn tickled the edges of my eyes as they slowly slid down, I wiped them away and stared at the carpet of my room.
My focus on the carpet was interrupted when I saw a light switch on out the corner of my eye as I turned my attention from the carpet to my neighbours’ house, where the light was switched on. I thought about it for a few seconds then got up and grabbed my art pad and a blue permanent marker and began writing on a blank page then placed the book in my window.
I walked into my bathroom and changed into my training gear then slipped my tracksuit over the top. I walked out of the bathroom to find my gloves, strapping, and padding to put in my gym bag and once I was ready I threw my gym bag over my shoulder and jogged downstairs.

As Dice drove down the street I looked back up to my bedroom window to see my sign I left, I’m still mad Xavier I read to myself as I flicked up my collar, dug my hands in my pocket, and listened to the music on my ipod.
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---[].. Skye-Lynne Stevenson ..[]---

When I had first met Calius Blacklaw, I didn’t really see any potential in him, his dress sense was appalling and his snapback hardly covered the curly mess he called hair; I mean I was mortified with his dress sense but his personality and beautiful smile caught my attention first, plus the way he acted was mysterious, slightly c**ky yet laid back.

I had forced Trinity and Eli`Zane to attend the annual carnival, these type of events were never an excitement for them, but for me I absolutely loved them. The smell of popcorn, the carnival rides noises, and the bright lights intrigued me. Normally I was the type of friend that was a pushover, always so gullible, and one to cave into peer pressure. Trinity and Eli` became my friends and always protected me from those types of people. So for me to make them come to a carnival was a huge step, and as for Eli`s security, you could barely tell they were there.

There was a certain ride that had caught my attention, ‘The Dare Devil’ but of course you had to be in pairs but the girls weren`t really into the whole scary haunted rides so I was forced to either miss the only ride I was dying to go on or find someone to be my partner.
I felt like a person begging for money to buy me food as I stood near the ride with searching eyes, I sighed in misery coming to the conclusion that I would have to settle for the rides the girls wanted since I wasn’t able to find a partner, not that I tried very hard to look for one.

I rested my head in my palms as I sat in defeat on the wheel of a trailer when I saw two set of dirty black chucks stop in front of me. A finger began poking at the top of my shoulder as I sat up and looked into the bloodshot eyes of a guy.

“Are you ok? You seem down?” he stated in a sincere way as I tilted my head at him
“I`m fine, thank you, I just..” I began to reply before I stopped realising that I was about to pour my frustrations out to a stranger as I cleared my throat, ‘I`m fine” I started again then stopped.
“Well, ok, But can I ask you a favour?” he asked as the corner of his lip lifted and a small low giggle escaped his lips
“Sure, depending on what it is” I replied as he nodded and rubbed his hands together then looked towards the Dare Devil then back to me
“You see, I really want to go on this ride but my crew are somewhat occupied and you need a partner to go on it” he started as I looked over to his collective of friends, who were all over my own friends as I shook my head, not in disappointment, but at the typical actions of my friends, “Since your sitting here, do you wanna come with me?” he asked so confidently, as I pushed my lips to one side of my face to think about it, “I`ll even pay for your ticket” he continued as I kept thinking, “Please?” he said in a questioning tone as I smiled.
“Sure, I will” I replied as he put his hand out for me to take as I reached for it and tightened my grasp around it, allowing him to pull me to my feet from my sitting position.
He paid for our ticket as we waited for the rail to finally stop and the previous riders to exit before we could climb in and fasten ourselves to the machine. I was excited; I could see he was to as the ride finally began. I`m not the type of person to be scared, but I hated getting frights, even though this ride was suppose to be a real screamer with frights I always tested them out to see if they were actually scary, which they never were. Half way through the ride my arm had slid under his arm and I tried to hug into it as much as possible as he laughed at me.
“I thought you weren’t scared easily?” he asked as we finally made it out of the ride alive
“I.. I wasn’t scared” I said letting go of his arm as I blushed and looked away.
He climbed out of the cart then put his hand out for me to grab a hold of it, as I did and stepped over the small gap, “Thank you, and I wasn’t that scared” I replied with a hint of sarcasm
“Haha, so making my arm go numb wasn’t you being scared?” he said as he made small circles with his arm as I chuckled
“Ok, Ok, It wasn’t what I expected” I replied as I looked down to realise our hands were still entwined.
“I`m Calius” he said, stopping as he used his hand that was entwined with mine to pull me back, “What`s your name?” he asked as I stopped just in front of him
“I`m Skye-Lynne or just Skye for short” I replied coughing to clear my throat as I raised our entwined hands to our eye level as he looked at them then smiled.
“I like your name Skye-Lynne” he replied as he turned and pulled me out the exit gate of the ride.
It was beyond me why he left our hands entwined, but as weird as it seemed, it felt comforting.

“These butterflies that flutter their wings inside me, brings me a feeling of adrenalin and fulfilment.”

Calius kept leading me through the tunnel as we officially exited the ride and its surrounding area. He turned back and smiled at me as I smiled then quickly looked down.
He lifted my chin with his index finger, “So, I was wondering” he asked as he finally let go of my hand and slipped it into the pocket of his jeans. I motioned for him to continue as I slightly rocked from my heels to my toes. “Do you like” he started as he paused and cleared his throat, at this point I wasn’t sure on his intentions as I patiently waited for him to continue as his lips created a smile.

My facial expression changed as my eyebrows furrowed and my hands slid up the side of my thighs and rested on my hips as I leant to one side. “Do I like what?” I asked as he laughed.
“Skye, Would you” he started as he pulled his hand out of his pocket and grabbed my hand in his, “Would you do me the honours of accompanying me to the candyfloss stand?” he asked in a serious tone as I looked at him confused. The longer I thought about his question the more I realised it as a joke, I busted into giggles before covering my mouth with my hands
“Oh my gosh, I thought it was something serious” I said through my chuckle and hand as he just smiled.
“Oh girl, it`s dead serious, don`t mess with a man and his candyfloss” he joked as he dropped my hand and rubbed his stomach. “You don`t even understand my love for candyfloss, it`s like my own personal brand of cocaine” he winks and waited for me to process what he said before giving up to explain, “Haven`t you seen Twilight?” he asked as I laughed
“Twilight? You? Your truly something else” I said as he gave me the universal “sup” nod then took my hand and led me towards the food stands.
‘I like twilight though, Alice was my favourite” I said with a smile, “Who was yours?”
“I`m not gay if that`s what you think” he said looking back at me
“I-I didn`t, I-I don`t think that?” I replied in a questioning tone as we stopped at the end of the queue to the candyfloss stand.
“I know, I`m just saying, my sister Antonia loves that saga and made me watch it repeatedly” he sighed as I gave a small chuckle
“Is your sister here?” I asked as we took a few steps forward
“Yeah, she`s around somewhere, probably on the merry-go-round or something” he shrugged as I looked at him again confused
“Is she young?” I asked as he laughed
“No, well yes, she`s a year younger than me” he said as we took another step closer to his pot of gold at the end of the rainbow
“Oh ok, so do you have a girlfriend?” I asked nonchalantly before realising I had asked, “I mean, I`m not hinting or nothing, just asking” I continued as I awkwardly laughed.
“You`re cute, and no I don`t” he replied as I blushed and brushed my stray hair behind my ear, “Do you have a man?” he asked looking back at me, “And I`m hinting” he smiled confidently
“Oh, no I don`t” I said shaking my head
“That`s good, why don`t you have a man?” he asked as I was a bit taken back by his abruptness but luckily he could see from my expressions and body language that wasn’t the question to ask. “Sorry, don`t answer that” he finally said breaking the awkwardness between us as we finally approached the stand.
He ordered floss on a stick, and it was the biggest thing in the world to me as he paid for it then took me by the hand and led me towards the Ferris wheel.
“This is so beautiful” I said as I pulled off some of the blue candyfloss and put it into my mouth, I looked out to the lights of the city as they twinkled onto the harbours water.
“Yeah definitely beautiful” Calius said as I turned to find him staring at me as I blushed and looked away, “Why do you do that?” he asked as he turned me back towards him
“I don`t know, I guess I`m just not use to this, this doesn’t happen to me” I said pointing between me and him as he looked out over the city then back at me
“Want to see what I like doing with candyfloss?” he asked as I smiled and nodded, I watched as he started licking it as it began to dissolve, “you see that” he said with a cheeky grin as I laughed, “watch this” he said pulling the whole thing off and shoving it all in his mouth as he lifted his index finger up to show me to wait until he was finished as he finally stopped and smiled at me as I busted out laughing.
“Why you laughing for?” he asked as I kept laughing and pointing, “What? You ain`t seen a person with blue teeth before?” he continued as I kept laughing. I quickly pulled my phone out and snapped a photo before he could object. “Hey no fair” he said as I put my phone back into my pocket, “you didn`t even let me pose first” he continued striking a pose like superman as I continued to laugh.
I liked how he would turn awkward situations into a more lively atmosphere, he really reminded me of Deucey.

Nearing the end of the night we slowly walked towards the exit, he had won me a huge white gorilla and I won him a princess bracelet, and being the gentleman I had learnt he was, he wore the bracelet and showed it to nearly every person we had passed on our way out of the carnival.
We finally met up with our respective friends as we greeted everyone and exchanged small talk before it was time for us to part our ways. Calius pulled me into a hug as I slid my arms around his waist and embraced him. “Thank you so much for tonight, I really enjoyed it” I said as he pulled away from the hug and shrugged, “It was.. You know” he said nonchalantly before he looked at me with the same look letting me know it was a joke as I playfully slapped his arm.
“I think you enjoyed it more than I did though” I said as I hugged my gorilla
“Yeah, favourite part was you being awkward and oh yeah I can`t forget the whole numb arm thing” he replied making small circles with his arm as I chuckled.

I heard Dice beeping the horn, he was never the patient type, “Well it was nice meeting you Calius” I said waving to him with the arms of my gorilla
“Like wise” he smiled as he turned to walk away, “I programmed my number into your phone when you weren`t looking, use it” he threw over his shoulder as he picked up his pace and jogged over to the truck his friends were waiting in as they all laughed and hi-fived him.
I contained my excitement as he waved out as they drove past before I turned and walked to my truck where my girls were waiting around, as soon as I got to them all the questions began.
I played it cool and climbed into the truck, pulled my phone out and scrolled through the contacts trying to find his number before I received a text from “Princess Candy” as I frowned and opened the text message.
“I wanted to make sure you found my number – CB”
I exhaled deeply with a huge smile as I attached the photo I snapped of him on the Ferris wheel to his contact profile then put my phone away.

“So, Skye.. Who was that?’ Eli` asked as I smiled
“My future” I chuckled as her eyes widened
“SPILL!” Trinity demanded as I shook my head
“A lady never kisses and tells”
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awwww i like this its interesting i kinda wanna know what happened especially with the one that i guess is suppose to be crazy like omg run it