Heart Wanderer ; A heart that constantly drifts off to places unknown, within the realm of the universe.
Yesterday my heart was in his bed. Just where I had wanted to be. He placed my hands in his as he kissed them. "I love you Jae." I said while looking him into his eyes. "I love you too, but you have to go..Stephanie will be home any minute." "Sure." I said while grabbing my clothes.
Stephanie was his step-sister/girlfriend. I know it sounds crazy but people pick who their heart chooses, and well, it was Stephanie over me.
It didn't freak me out one bit when he told me he was cheating on me with Stephanie. I've been with my step-father before! People always judge me and the things I do. Some say I do it to 'get around'. I do it for 'love'. Something that may not really exist.
Today I was lying with her, Asia. From the moment our eyes met, I fell in love. She's been the best all these years. She's what I called a 'real' best friend, but my heart was always wondering and wanted to know more. It wanted to know if it could take it to the 'next level' with her.
I slowly kissed her lips as she jumped up and slapped my ass. "b****! You keep kissing me and we'll end up bi in this b****!" She yelled as we laughed together. "Ima go shower." She said to me as she got naked. "I wanna join." I said biting my lip. "Cool, I'll be waiting." She said while making her way to the bathroom.
She wasn't serious at all. We were just being 'best friends'. I huffed as I texted Jake. He was Asia's boyfriend of three years, but he was mine a couple of nights ago and I wondered if he thought about me today.
My heart was always wandering.