naw21: Saturday, December 29, 2012 - 22:21
Secluded Heart
Zaira had everything going for her. She was excelling in her junior year at college at age 21, was involved in multiple extracurricular activities, and was madly in love with her boyfriend, Travis. Everything seemed to be perfect, that is, until she met him and he turned her world upside down.
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Imma have to beat Yasmin's ass smh lol
RUN IT
yasmine was outtaline..i hope she never gets to see alexis again! RUN IT!
Oh lord if those freaks ain't careful J.J. Will have a lil sibling sooner rather then later. Freaks lol. Those two are so sweet tho. Can't believe they've come so far from when they met in the beginning. Oh no this b**** Yasmin did not put her hands on Alexis. Oh she gone pay. First with an ass whopping then with a stint in jail And no shot at custody of Alexis. Loved the add. Run It.
Zaira
So four days pass and today is Wednesday. Julian and I are doing just fine. We are very excited about finishing up our classes for the semester. We are almost done with our junior year! We have a week left of classes and then a week of finals. We are both ready for a break. Well anyway, it’s around 5 pm and I am sitting on my bed with JJ. JJ is visiting me and Julian this evening. My baby is actually sick ;( He wanted to be with Julian and me, so his mom dropped him off here today at around 2 pm. His fever was really high in school so he left early. I took him to a pediatrician and he gave a prescription for JJ to take. Right now JJ is lying down in the bed in our guest room under the covers frowning. I feel so bad for him. He looks so miserable. Julian is at the store right now picking up some medicine, orange juice and soup for him. I just made him some tea and he is slowly sipping it. I feel his forehead and he still feels really warm. He just looks at me frowning and I notice his nose starts running. I take a tissue and I put it to his nose.
“Blow for me baby,” I said. JJ closes his eyes and blows his nose hard. I make sure his nose is clean and then I throw the tissue away and I wash my hands thoroughly. I gently rub JJ’s forehead and then I kiss it gently.
“Daddy should be back soon with your medicine ok handsome? It will make you feel better,” I said.
“Ok...I don’t like being sick Zaira,” JJ said miserably.
“I know baby. But don’t worry daddy and I are going to get you healthy as soon as we can.”
“I know....Zaira I love you.”
“I love you more baby,” I said while smiling. JJ smiles and he rests his head in my lap and I run my hands through his hair and he sniffles a bit. I gently rub his arm and we just wait patiently for Julian. 15 minutes later, Julian comes into the bedroom.
“Hey lil’ man how you feeling?,” Julian asked JJ.
“I’m ok daddy,” JJ said.
“Ok I have your medicine right here.” Julian takes JJ’s medicine out of the bag and fixes him the appropriate dose. JJ drinks it and makes a face of disgust afterwards. He quickly drinks some more tea and then lays his head back in my lap.
“JJ I am going to make you some soup ok?,” Julian said.
“Ok daddy,” JJ said. Julian smiles at me and kisses my cheek and then he leaves the bedroom. I look down at JJ and I smile. He is so beautiful to me. He looks a lot like Julian; he even has a few freckles like Julian. They are so cute to me.
“After you eat your soup, daddy and I want you to get some rest ok?,” I said softly.
“Ok Zaira.....uh.....can I ask you something?,” JJ asked.
“Anything sweetheart.”
“Would it be ok.....if I call you mommy from now on? I mean....I know who my real mommy is, but she’s in heaven now. I have two mommies, you and her. One is in heaven and one is here. Is that ok?,” JJ asked sweetly. My gosh, my heart just stopped in my chest!
“JJ.....are you sure? You know you don’t have to right?,” I asked.
“I know but I want to....when you and daddy get married, you will be my step mommy right? So can I call you mommy?,” JJ asked eagerly.
“JJ....I would love it if you call me mommy,” I said while smiling big. JJ just smiles big and hugs my waist and I hug him back.
“I love you so much JJ. You’re my baby,” I said.
“I love you too mommy,” JJ said while smiling big. I just smile and I kiss JJ’s forehead multiple times. 25 minutes later, Julian comes to the bedroom with a tray in his hand. JJ sits up in the bed and Terrence sets the tray of soup and orange juice in front of JJ. JJ says his blessing and then starts to carefully eat his soup.
“Is it ok?,” Julian asked.
“Yes daddy it’s good,” JJ said. Julian smiles and rubs JJ shoulders. Julian and I sit with JJ until he finishes his soup and orange juice. Once JJ is done, JJ lies back down in the bed and Julian sings him to sleep. Once JJ is sleep, Julian and I leave the bedroom, taking the empty tray along with us. We go into the kitchen and Julian puts the dishes in the dishwasher and puts the tray away. He then looks at me and smiles.
“Julian I need to tell you something,” I said.
“Sure babe, talk to me,” Julian said. Julian rests against the counter and grabs my waist and pulls me close to him and holds me tight. I look up at him and he looks at me.
“Well.....JJ asked me if it was ok if he called me mommy,” I said.
“Are you serious babe?,” Julian asked in shock.
“Yes and I was in shock too....he said he knows who is real mommy is. He said that he has a mommy in heaven and one here on earth. He also said that once you and I get married, I will be his step mommy, so he asked me if it was ok if he called me mommy.”
“What did you say?”
“I told him as long as he wanted to call me mommy, it was fine with me. You know I love that little boy like he was my own,” I said as tears filled my eyes.
“Oh baby I know you do. And he loves you just as much. Don’t cry.”
“Julian....after my parents died....I really thought that I was alone. I thought I was going to die alone. I never thought that I would meet someone amazing as you or your family. I am so thankful for all of you because you love me just the way I am. And I love you all for that,” I said as tears ran down my cheeks.
“Oh baby it’s ok,” Julian said. Julian wipes my tears, kisses my cheek, and then holds me tight.
“Zaira all of us love you so much. We are your family and we will not abandon you. We are right here whenever you need us you hear me?,” Julian said softly to me.
“Yes baby I know,” I said. I pull out of the embrace and Julian pecks my lips.
“You good?,” Julian asked.
“Yes Julian I am fine,” I said.
“....So when we do get married, that same night, our honeymoon I am getting you pregnant.....I have to be honest. I just want you to have my baby now. I want to expand our family so bad. And unprotected sex with you is going to be.......so amazing! No way would I want to pull out,” Julian teased.
“You are such a freak....but honestly I would be honored to carry your child Julian. I mean that with all of my heart.”
“I cannot wait until you are my wife. It may sound crazy, but I know in my heart you are the woman that I am supposed to marry.”
“You’re so sweet baby.....it’s crazy to think about how far we have come....do you remember when we first met?,” I said while laughing a bit.
“Oh of course.....I was an a**hole towards you. The day that we first crossed paths was the day you ran into me and caused my notebooks to fly everywhere,” Julian said while laughing a bit.
“Yes I was not paying attention at all....and Julian when I knelt down to pick up your notebooks and papers and you put your hand on top of mine....I literally got chills that instant. It was crazy.”
“I felt that too.....I was such a jerk to you in the beginning....but seriously when I first saw you and looked into your eyes, I thought you were the most beautiful woman I had ever seen in my life.”
“That is so sweet. Why were you so mean to me in the beginning? I was nothing but nice to you,” I said while pouting playfully.
“Because I was scared and I couldn’t understand why you would ever be interested in someone like me,” Julian said honestly.
“Oh baby.....so every other woman that you have come across just judged you instantly?”
“Yes that is exactly what happened. When me and Krystal weren’t together, I tried to date in college and everything, but back then I was selling a lot more than I did when I met you, so every female that I came across just assumed I was this terrible thug and they wanted nothing to do with me. So I just walked around with a “f**k everything” attitude. Deep down I always thought I was a good person, just made some bad decisions, but everyone does.”
“Oh baby I understand.....and Julian you are a great person. You are an amazing person. You have a heart of gold and if those women from your past couldn’t see that just because of what you use to do as a job, then that is their fault. I would personally like to thank all of them because if they wouldn’t have been so judgmental, then I wouldn’t have met the man of my dreams and the love of my life,” I said while smiling big.
“Awww you’re so sweet. Thank you baby.” Julian puckers his lips and leans down and pecks my lips a few times.
“So can we go practice making JJ’s little brother or sister?,” Julian said playfully.
“Julian you are a non-stop sex machine!,” I exclaimed.
“I can’t help it with you baby....you’re so d**n sexy!!” I just laugh and I grab Julian’s face and I kiss him passionately. He holds me tight and turns us so I am against the counter. He grips my waist and picks up and sets me on the counter as we kiss passionately. I wrap my legs around his waist and he caresses my thighs. A few minutes into our kiss, Julian and I both feel his phone vibrate in his pocket. Julian pulls out of the kiss and takes out his phone and looks at it.
“It’s my mom,” Julian said.
“Answer it babe,” I said. Julian nods his head and pushes the “accept” button on his phone and then says “hello” and then we both hear Karen practically screaming frantically through the phone. I just look at Julian confused and he looks at me.
“Whoa mom slow down....Yasmin did what?,” Julian said. After about a minute, I see Julian turn completely angry and he balls his free fist in pure anger. His jaw clenches tightly and his nose flares up in anger.
“Ok mom you bring Alexis here,” Julian said. He hangs up and shakes his head and looks at me.
“Baby what is it? What happened?,” I asked with concern.
“That f**kin’ b***h. Yasmin asked to take Alexis out for dinner tonight and my mom said it was ok. My mom went with them.....but my mom said that when she went to the bathroom in the restaurant, then came back, Alexis was sitting at the table all by herself crying holding her left cheek. Alexis said Yasmin slapped her,” Julian said angrily.
“What?!? Yasmin slapped Alexis?! Oh h**l no that b***h. She hurt my baby girl?,” I said angrily.
“Alexis said that Yasmin tried to take her while my mom was gone. Like she wanted them to leave without my mom and Alexis caused a scene and that is when Yasmin slapped her then left.”
“I cannot believe this.....that’s not right Julian. I want to kick her a**.”
“I do too baby, but my mom called the police and they are going to do their best to find Yasmin. My mom is on the way right now with Alexis.”
“This is crazy Julian.....my poor baby girl. She must be so hurt.”
“I know she is....she has always wanted Yasmin to be a part of her life, but Yasmin is not mother material. She never has been and she never will be. I still can’t believe she put her hands on my baby girl. She is so lucky you and I weren’t at the dinner, we would have taken care of her really quick.”
“I know that’s right Julian. I am not violent, but you don’t touch any of my babies. You will be sorry.”
“Aww my baby thinks she’s a thug huh?,” Julian joked. I just stick my tongue out and Julian uses his tongue to lick my tongue. I slap his chest and he laughs and pulls away from me. He grabs my waist and lifts me from the counter. Julian and I go into the living room and wait for Alexis and Karen. 45 minutes later, there is a knock on our door. Julian and I go to the door hand in hand and Julian opens the door and we see Karen and Alexis standing there. Alexis runs to Julian and hugs his waist tight and Karen hands Alexis’ overnight bag to me. Julian picks up Alexis and kisses her face multiple times as she cries.
“Alexis is very upset. I know you two will do your best to console her. You are both so good at that,” Karen said.
“Ma do you want to stay for a bit?,” Julian asked.
“It’s ok baby. Just get Alexis calm ok. I have to go back to the police station to give my statement,” Karen said.
“Ok ma,” Julian said. Karen hugs and kisses the cheek of me, Julian and Alexis and then she leaves. I close the door and I look at Alexis and I rub her arm. She looks at me and reaches out to me. I take her from Julian and she holds me tight as she cries on my shoulder. I gently rub her back and I walk to our bedroom with her and Julian follows us. I set Alexis’ overnight bag on the bed, and then I sit on the bed and I hold Alexis close and Julian sits next to me.
“Baby girl are you alright?,” I asked.
“....Why does she hate me? You don’t hit people that you love,” Alexis said through tears. I just look at Julian frowning and he looks at me hurt. We are both hurt by this. This is our baby girl and when she is hurting, so are we.
“Alexis I am so sorry that your so called mother hit you tonight. She was wrong for what she did. You did absolutely nothing wrong ok? I mean that. No one ever deserves to be slapped. I can’t say for sure that Yasmin hates you, but she does not know how to be a mother I know that much.”
“I hate her....I wish you were my mommy Zaira, not her. I love you not her,” Alexis said.
“Oh baby girl I know. I love you too. It’s ok. If you do not want to see her ever again, then you don’t have to. I promise you that,” I said.
“Yeah Alexis. We will do all we can to protect you. We both promise you that,” Julian said. Alexis nods her head and Julian hugs me and her until she calms down. Once she is calm, she takes her bath with me by her side. We talked the entire time. Once Alexis is bathed, she puts on her pajamas and I wrap her hair in a scarf for her. She then lies down in our bed and gets under the covers. Julian and I just look at her. I notice her left cheek has a slight bruise. I sigh and I rub it gently and then I kiss it softly.
“Is JJ ok?,” Alexis asked.
“He should be fine baby girl, he just has a little cold....are you ok?,” Julian said.
“I’m ok Juju,” Alexis said softly.
“Baby sing to her,” I suggested. Julian nods his head and he starts to sing while holding Alexis’ hand. Within 30 minutes, Alexis is sleeping peacefully. Julian and I both just watch her sleeping for a bit. I rest my head on Julian’s shoulder and tears just flow from my eyes. I just hate seeing the people I love in any pain.
“Gorgeous what’s wrong?,” Julian asked softly.
“I hate seeing anyone I love hurting. This kills me right now. Alexis is so beautiful, inside and out. How could Yasmin hurt her like this? It’s just not right Julian. It’s not right,” I said.
“I know baby and I completely agree with her. This little girl has a heart of gold beating in her chest. She doesn’t deserve all the pain that she has been through in just her short seven years of living. It’s not fair I know that much. But Alexis didn’t need Yasmin in the past and she doesn’t need her now. Alexis will never need Yasmin. Alexis is just fine without her.”
“I just hope Yasmin gets exactly what she deserves for what she did to Alexis.”
“She will be. Karma will take care of her.” Julian wipes my tears and he holds me tight as we watch Alexis sleep. I just know that if karma doesn’t take care of Yasmin, I sure as hell will.
Run It....
love this story.
RUN IT ..
yasmine needs to to seriously get a life..im so glad alexis is smart enough to realize wht she is doing..RUNIT
yasmine needs to to seriously get a life..im so glad alexis is smart enough to realize wht she is doing..RUNIT
Okay so Yasmin's hoe ass really wants a beat down I see. First off she super late to a lunch she planned, then she first with Julian disrespecting Zaira. Alexis see's how fake and un sincere she is, damn shame. She's so young but she's very smart and observant. Julian talking bout wanting to make a baby with Zaira, awww. They some freaks tho getting it in at his mammas house lol. Freaks. Loved the add, RUN IT!!!
Ugh that yasmine chick really want her ass beat! She is doin the most. I wanna see zaria handle her for the old and the new
ugh she is doing the most
she aint even wanna be with her child sh just wanna start meddling with juju and zaria relationship
uh no go get u another dude
and aww alexis thats my girl im glad shes smart and didn't fall for it
and i swear juju and Z are too cute and so dam sexuaL I SWEAR how do she dont get pregnant
and i hope grandma was just out tot he store and nothing was going on...
run it
Enjoy ladies :)
Zaira
So a week passes and today is the day Alexis is having lunch with her mom, Yasmin. Alexis says she is excited, but she said she wants to keep near me during the lunch. She’s my baby girl and she knows it :) I love her so much and if Yasmin hurts Alexis, then I will hurt Yasmin. I swear I am not a violent person, but if you mess with the people that I love, then you will regret it. Anyway it’s around 12:45 pm and Julian, Alexis, JJ and I are waiting at Applebee’s for Yasmin. Julian asked Karen to come but she refused. She said if she saw Yasmin, she would probably kill her for leaving her grandbaby, so she declined the offer. Love that woman ;) We are sitting at a six person table and Alexis is sitting next to me and Julian and JJ are sitting across from us. We are all sipping on our drinks waiting for Yasmin to come. We planned the lunch for 12:30, so Yasmin is already late.
“She is already late, that’s not good,” Alexis said.
“Hopefully she will come soon baby girl,” I said. Alexis looks up at me and I can tell she is hurt already. I just rub her back and I look at Julian and I can tell that he can tell that Alexis is hurt as well.
“You ok Alexis?,” JJ asked.
“Yeah JJ I’m fine,” Alexis said while smiling a bit. Five minutes later, Yasmin comes to our table smiling big. I look her up and down and she is wearing skinny jeans, stilettos, and a fitted blazer that makes it look like her boobs are going to pop out. Who wears that to a lunch?! Julian looks down and shakes his head and I roll my eyes so she can’t see. Yasmin thinks she is slick but she isn’t.
“I am so sorry I am late everyone. I didn’t plan ahead for traffic.....hi Alexis baby girl,” Yasmin said sweetly.
“Hi,” Alexis said shyly. Yasmin leans down and kisses Alexis’ forehead and then sits down. She sits at the head of the table so Alexis is at her right side and Julian is at her left side. She better not touch my man that is all I have to say.
“It’s nice to see you again Julian,” Yasmin said while resting her hand on top of Julian’s. Julian quickly pulls his hand away and Yasmin smiles to herself.
“It’s nice to see you again Yasmin,” I said politely. She just looks at me and narrows her eyes while smiling. Oh this b***h is really trying to bring the evil out of me I see. I really do not want Alexis or JJ to see that side of me, especially since Yasmin is Alexis’ mother, but she better not test me.
“Yasmin I have some questions for you,” Alexis said.
“Sure baby girl you can ask me anything,” Yasmin said.
“Ok,” Alexis said. Alexis pulls out a piece of paper from her pocket and unfolds a short list of questions. Julian and I just look at each other and smile. Our baby girl is too smart!
“Ok first question....do you have a job?,” Alexis asked.
“Well....I am currently not working. I worked for about three years and I have plenty of money saved up for us baby girl,” Yasmin said.
“What kind of job did you have?,” Alexis said.
“I uh.....I made films for adults only baby girl,” Yasmin said. Alexis just looks at Yasmin and then nods her head.
“Ok....do you have a boyfriend? Or are you dating?,” Alexis asked.
“I don’t have a boyfriend Alexis....but I do go out on dates.....I’m hoping to find that special person soon,” Yasmin said. She looks at Julian and I just look at her.
“Ok....now I love it when Zaira does my hair....can you do my hair too?,” Alexis asked.
“Oh baby girl, I don’t even do my own hair,” Yasmin said while laughing a bit. Alexis just sighs and sets the paper down.
“Ok....why are you here then Yasmin? I am seven now, you have missed too much I think,” Alexis said.
“Oh Alexis....when I had you I was young and I did not know the first thing about being a mother. I was young and stupid ok? But now I can do better I know I can,” Yasmin said.
“But....daddy was young too and he still took care of me...why couldn’t you? How could you just leave me?,” Alexis asked.
“Oh baby girl I can’t answer that....I made a mistake I know I did. But I am trying to make it right. Can you just give me a chance?,” Yasmin asked.
“....We’ll see....but I have to tell you this. Don’t be mean to Zaira at all. She is way too nice for you to be mean to her. She has taken good care of me too ok?,” Alexis said smartly.
“.....Did you put her up to this Zaira?,” Yasmin asked rudely.
“Excuse me?,” I said in shock.
“You have brainwashed my daughter. You have convinced her that I am this bad mother and you don’t even know me,” Yasmin said rudely.
“Yasmin don’t you dare,” Julian said.
“What are you talking about? Zaira didn’t tell me anything. I’m smart I can think for myself,” Alexis said defensively.
“Ok baby girl I’m sorry. Ok? I’m sorry,” Yasmin said sympathetically. Alexis just looks at me and I look at her. I gently rub her cheek and she smiles a bit and pulls my face down to hers and kisses my cheek a few times and I just laugh. I look at Yasmin and I can tell she is jealous.
“Is everyone ready to order?,” Julian asked trying to lighten the mood.
“I’m ready babe,” I said.
“Me too,” Alexis said.
“Me too. I’m hungry!,” JJ exclaimed. Julian calls the waitress over and we all order our food. It is kind of awkward waiting for the food. Yasmin keeps looking at her phone like she has something better to do.
“Yasmin can you put your phone away or do you have somewhere you rather be?,” Julian noticed.
“I’m sorry Julian,” Yasmin said while smiling big. I just watch her and I swear I see her rest her left hand on Julian’s thigh. Oh hell no! Julian quickly takes her hand away and just looks at her evilly.
“Zaira can you please take me to the bathroom?,” Alexis asked.
“I can take you baby girl,” Yasmin offered.
“No I rather go with Zaira,” Alexis said.
“Ok baby girl, let’s go,” I said. Alexis and I stand up and Alexis grabs my hand tightly as we walk to the bathroom. Once we get to the bathroom, Alexis doesn’t go into a stall she just looks at me.
“What’s wrong Alexis?,” I asked.
“Zaira......I think I saw Yasmin touch Juju.....like the way you touch Juju,” Alexis said hesitantly. Wow she is so observant.
“.....I saw it too baby girl,” I said.
“....That’s not right.....does she like him or something?,” Alexis asked.
“....I think she does,” I said.
“That’s not good......Zaira I don’t like her.....and her boobs are big and scary,” Alexis said. I just laugh and Alexis laughs a bit too.
“Hey my boobs are big too,” I joked.
“But Juju and JJ like yours,” Alexis joked back.
“Oh you got jokes huh?,” I asked playfully. Alexis just giggles and nods her head.
“Zaira....I don’t think Yasmin really cares about me. What if she just came to try and steal Juju from you? I don’t want that.....I don’t want to see her again,” Alexis said.
“Alexis...she is your mother, do you mean that?,” I asked.
“She gave birth to me but that’s it....grandma, you and Juju take care of me, not her. She can’t even do my hair she says and that’s a little thing. I just want to live with grandma for now, then you and Juju and JJ when you finish school. If I live with Yasmin, I don’t think I would see you....I know she doesn’t like you but I don’t know why. You’re a good person Zaira.”
“Oh baby girl you are so sweet thank you so much.”
“I don’t like it when she calls me baby girl either.”
“Alexis....I know it’s confusing that Yasmin left but now she is back. She might want to do better, but then again she might not. I cannot tell you what she really wants, because I don’t know and I know you don’t know either. You have to be honest with her though Alexis, no matter how you feel ok?”
“Ok Zaira. You always know what to say. I love you so much. Kiss!,” Alexis said. Alexis puckers her lips and I just laugh and I peck her lips and then she hugs me tight. I love this little girl so much. She is so genuine and sweet. Alexis and I go back to the table and we see the waiter bringing our food. We sit down and then we say our blessing and we start eating. Yasmin and Alexis have a bit of small talk, but not too much. I can tell that Alexis is just not comfortable with Yasmin at all. Once we are all done eating, Yasmin actually pays for all of us and then we leave the restaurant.
“Alexis I am so happy that I got to see you today. I know it was kind of weird between us but I am hoping that we could change that. I don’t want to rush you into anything so if you want to see me again you call me ok? Your grandma has my number ok?,” Yasmin said. Alexis just nods her head and Yasmin hugs her tight and kisses her cheek. Yasmin then looks at Julian holding JJ and bites her lip.
“Bye cutie,” Yasmin said. She rubs JJ’s cheek and then leaves. I am sure she meant that to Julian and JJ. Julian looks at me and I look at him.
“Baby I am so sorry about her,” Julian said.
“It’s ok babe it is not your fault at all. Don’t worry about it,” I said while smiling. Julian smiles and I peck his lips. I then pick up Alexis and I kiss her all over her face and she just laughs.
“Aunty Zaira can we go to the park? JJ do you want to go?,” Alexis asked.
“Yeah!,” JJ exclaimed.
“Ok pretty girl we can go,” Zaira said. I grab Julian’s hand and we get in his car and we head to the local park. Once we get there, JJ and Alexis quickly run out of the car and head to the swings. Alexis picks JJ up and puts him on the swing and starts to push him and they both just laugh and have fun. Julian puts his arm around my shoulder and we walk to a bench where we can see Alexis and JJ and we sit down. I rest my head against Julian’s shoulder as he still has his arm around mine. He kisses my forehead a few times.
“How do you think Alexis liked Yasmin?,” Julian asked.
“Honestly....I don’t think Alexis liked her too much. When we went to the bathroom, she didn’t have to go, we just talked. She said she saw Yasmin put her hand on your thigh,” I said.
“My baby girl saw that? Damn.....but she has always been so observant.”
“Yes she is....she said she didn’t like the fact that Yasmin has an obvious crush on you....and she said her boobs are big and scary.”
“She said that?,” Julian said while laughing a bit.
“She did....I told her I have big boobs too and Alexis said you and JJ like them,” I said while laughing a bit.
“Oh I love them....they’re good friends of mine.”
“So silly.” Julian laughs and kisses my cheek.
“Alexis said she doesn’t like it when Yasmin calls her baby girl and she doesn’t think she wants to see Yasmin again,” I said.
“Really?,” Julian asked.
“Yeah baby.....it’s sad to me that Yasmin could just leave Alexis the way she did. Look at how beautiful Alexis is. I will claim her as my own if Yasmin doesn’t want to.”
“You’re sweet baby....I don’t think Yasmin’s intentions are pure. I just think she wants to cause hell because she can.”
“I think you’re right....she was working my nerves today. She wants you I know that much but she cannot have you.”
“You got that right I’m all yours. No one or nothing can take me away from you.”
“Mmm I like the way that sounds.”
“....You want to know something?”
“What babe?”
“It’s random but I am just thinking how amazing you are going to look when I get you pregnant,” Julian said while laughing a bit.
“Julian you’re crazy,” I said while laughing.
“I’m serious though.....like you are going to be glowing. And your boobs are going to get bigger! And your hips! I am going to love that!”
“Oh my gosh you freak! Do you think about anything else other than my body?”
“Mmmm....it’s always in the back of my mind.” I just hit Julian’s chest playfully and he grabs my hand and kisses it multiple times.
“You would make an excellent mother Zaira. I mean that with all of me. The way you treat Alexis and JJ amazes me. You love them even though they aren’t yours biologically. But regardless, those are your babies and they love you.”
“You’re so sweet baby. I love them both so much. They both make me so happy. Seeing them happy makes me happy. They are just so beautiful to me.”
“When we have our baby, he or she will be just as beautiful. I want a little girl that will look like her beautiful mother,” Julian said while rubbing my cheek.
“You’re so sweet,” I said as tears roll down my cheeks.
“Don’t cry gorgeous,” Julian said while wiping my tears.
“I’m sorry Julian it’s just.....you are so sweet. You say the sweetest things to me.....I have been hurt so much Julian and you know that. You know all about that because you were there for some of it. But whenever I am with you none of that even matters. I don’t even remember it because I have you, this man that cares for me and loves me so deeply. I don’t care about my past anymore because of you Julian. I only care about our present and our future. I love you so much Julian I could never express how much in words.”
“Oh my baby is so sweet....give me some sugar.” Julian closes his eyes and pecks his lips and I laugh and I lean in and I peck his lips multiple times and then we share an embrace. We then look at JJ and Alexis playing on the playground. Alexis sits JJ on the slide and then goes to the bottom of the slide and catches him. She kisses his cheek multiple times as he giggles.
“Let’s play tag with them. I’m it,” Julian said.
“Ok babe,” I said while smiling. I peck his lips and then we both stand up and go over to JJ and Alexis.
“Ok we are going to play tag and guess what.....I’m it!,” Julian exclaimed. JJ and Alexis gasp in shock and they both take off running. I run after them and Julian runs after us. It’s really fun to have moments like these. These people truly are my family and I love them so much. We play tag for about 25 minutes, until the kids are too tired to continue. They are both about to be knocked out when we get them home. Julian and I each pick up a child and then we get in Julian’s car and we head to Karen’s house. Once we get there, JJ and Alexis are both knocked out. Once we get there, we notice Karen isn’t home; she must have gone out. I get Alexis and Julian gets JJ and we go into the house, with Julian locking and closing the door behind us. We take off JJ and Alexis’ jacket and shoes without waking them up and then we carry them to their rooms and we lie them down in their beds. Julian and I then go into his bedroom and Julian closes the door behind him. He comes up to me and wraps his arms around my waist and kisses my forehead. I love it when he does that :)
“So the kids are sleep and my mom isn’t home.....have any ideas on what we could do?,” Julian said while licking his lips.
“Mmm take a nap too?,” I joked.
“Oh you got jokes huh?,” Julian said while laughing. I just bite my bottom lip and I turn around in Julian’s arms and I start to slowly grind on him. I can already feel him becoming hard; it only takes me seconds ;).
“You want me baby?,” I asked.
“I always want you with your sexy a**,” Julian said.
“How do you want me? Just tell me baby,” I said through moans.
“Strip and get face down a** up,” Julian demanded. I turn around in his arms and I quickly take off my shirt and bra. Julian grabs my waist and instantly attacks my breasts with his lips. I moan out loud as I unbutton and unzip my pants. Julian stops kissing my chest and he steps away from me. I strip naked and then I turn around and I get in doggystyle position on the bed. I open my legs and I feel Julian caressing my behind gently. Within a minute, Julian slides himself inside of me and starts out at a slow pace. I love him inside of him I swear I wish we could stay like this forever. He grips my waist tight and picks up his pace. I scream into the bed trying not to wake up the kids if possible. 20 minutes later, I collapse on the bed as Julian and I climax simultaneously. Julian collapses next to me on his back. I turn over and I cuddle close to him and he kisses my forehead multiple times.
“Damn....I seriously will never get tired of making love to you. It’s one of my favorite activities,” Julian said.
“I feel the same way baby,” I said while smiling. Julian smiles and rests his head on my shoulder and closes his eyes. I kiss his forehead and I rest my head on his. I wrap my arms around him and I hold him tight.
“Baby I love you,” I said softly.
“I love you more baby,” Julian said back. Julian softly pecks my neck and I close my eyes and Julian and I drift off to sleep. I swear there is no place I rather be than wrapped in my man’s arms. This is when I feel the safest and the most loved :)
Oh Nicole sorry to hear that. Just know that we'll be here you just handle all your personal issues. Don't let it get the best of you though.
We understand Nicole. Take all the time you need to deal with whatever you need to deal with.
Awww its ok girl take your time
Its Ok we all understand... Just take your time...
Thanks for all the support ladies. I have to inform you that I will taking a leave of absence for a bit. I just cannot write at this point. Too many personal issues going on that I need to deal with. I am not in a good place right now, so I just need a break. Please understand. I love you all <3
yasmine gon try to get custody just to eff up a good thing..your daughter doesnt want u! and julian sure as hell dont want u so give it up..run it!
Omg I Knew They Happiness Wouldn't Last 4ever...
Run It...
Ugh yasmine needs to go somewhere....run it
Oh this hoe Yasmin is doing the most. How dare pop up after all these years wanting to play mamma. Im glad Julian clowned her ass and told her about herself. On top of that she was rude and disrespectful to Zaira. Tryna flirt with Julian tho, she lucky Zaira didn't kick her ass. They better watch and her ass. Im glad Alexa smart enough to see what her moms really about no good. Kids are wiser then they appear. Knew some s*** was gone turn up there happy. Loved the add Run It.
Yasmine gon mess around and get her feeling hurt! I already feel like she's gonna try and get her daughter back and try to mess Julian and zaira's relationship up.
Julian
So it’s been two months and Zaira and I are doing great! I am recovering quite well. I got my cast off of my leg two weeks ago, but it is still hard for me to walk sometimes, so I limp. I am able to get around a lot better though. Also Zaira and I are getting our intimacy back on track slowly but surely :) I have still been excelling in school and I am happy about that. JJ and Alexis are doing great too. Zaira and I see them at least three times a week. Sometimes we spend the night with them, or they spend the night with us. I love it. Those are my babies and I love them so much. Summer is actually approaching quickly, so I know once the summer finally arrives, Zaira and I will see a lot more of JJ and Alexis and I cannot wait for that. Zaira and I have both found paid internships for the summer so we are both very excited about that. We will have a few weeks free, and we plan to spend that time with our family. Anyway it’s Saturday afternoon and Zaira and I are at my mom’s house with JJ and Alexis. JJ and I are in the kitchen talking and Alexis and Zaira are sitting in the living room. My mom is out for the day. The time now is around 1 pm and as I am just chilling with my son, the doorbell rings. I get up from the kitchen and I go to the door. I open it and I am stunned when I see her standing in front of me. She looks me up and down and then looks me in my eyes and smiles at me.
“Wow....Julian is that you? You look amazing,” she said sweetly.
“Yasmin.....what the h**l are you doing here?,” I said through clenched teeth.
“I came to see my baby girl Alexis,” Yasmin said innocently.
“What? So after seven years you finally want to be in her life? Huh? No, leave. Leave now. I am not going to let you hurt my baby girl.”
“Your baby girl? You aren’t her father,” Yasmin said defensively.
“I am the closest thing she has had since Justin died and since you were never around. I am all that little girl knows. I have fed her, clothed her, and taken care of her since birth. My mom and I have done that, not you. You come and go as you please. How dare you just show up out of nowhere like this. You really have some nerve. I am not going to tell you again to leave.” I can feel my blood boiling with anger right now. I have never ever liked Yasmin and I always told Justin that she would be bad for him. Something about her just does not sit right with me. It didn’t help that she always flirted with me behind my brother’s back, thirsty trick.
“Julian I have rights. I am Alexis’ mother,” Yasmin said.
“I don’t think so,” I said.
“I just want to see her.”
“Why? I doubt she will even remember you.”
“She is my daughter and I have missed out I know, but I want to do better.”
“I think you’re too late.”
“I don’t think that is really something for you to decide. It would be her choice, not yours or your mother’s, it’s Alexis’ choice. I have every right to see my daughter. Can I please come in?” I just sigh; I do not feel like arguing with this woman right now. I move to the side and she walks in and I close and lock the door behind her.
“Alexis, come here gorgeous,” I called out. Within a minute, Zaira comes to the door while holding Alexis’ hand. Alexis gasps when she sees Yasmin, and she holds onto Zaira’s waist and turns away. Zaira just rubs her back and Yasmin looks at me, then back at Zaira.
“Who are you?,” Yasmin asked.
“Hi I’m Zaira, I’m Julian’s girlfriend,” Zaira said politely.
“I’m Yasmin, I’m Alexis’ mother,” Yasmin said rudely.
“Oh...well it’s really nice to meet you,” Zaira said. Zaira holds out her hand and Yasmin shakes it loosely.
“Alexis....hi baby girl,” Yasmin said. Yasmin kneels in front of Alexis and Alexis turns her head to look at Yasmin, while still holding onto Zaira for dear life. This was a bad idea, I can already tell.
“Hi gorgeous.....you have gotten so big, look at you......do you know who I am? Do you remember me?,” Yasmin said. Alexis just looks at me, then at Zaira, then at Yasmin. Alexis slowly nods her head.
“You’re.....you’re my mommy,” Alexis said softly.
“That’s right Alexis....can I get a hug?,” Yasmin asked. Yasmin holds out her arms and Alexis just looks at her. Alexis then goes over to Yasmin and they hug each other tightly.
“That’s my girl. I’ve missed you,” Yasmin said. I just roll my eyes. Yasmin sure can act. I sure hope she doesn’t decide to just walk in and out of Alexis’ life whenever she wants to; that’s just not right and I won’t allow it. Zaira looks at me and I walk over to her and I kiss her forehead.
“Let me look at my baby,” Yasmin said. Yasmin pulls out of the embrace and examines Alexis closely.
“You are so beautiful Alexis. Wow,” Yasmin said.
“Daddy use to say I look like you,” Alexis said softly.
“You are my twin baby girl,” Yasmin said.
“.....I miss you,” Alexis said hesitantly.
“I miss you more gorgeous. I have missed you so much. Mommy is going to better this time. I want to spend more time with you....I want to be a part of your life. I know I have missed some time but I am here now,” Yasmin said. Is she serious right now?!? Ugh I have never liked Yasmin and I never will. I swear if she hurts my baby girl, she will pay for it. Yasmin gently rubs Alexis’ cheek and then stands up.
“Julian can me and you talk for a bit?,” Yasmin asked.
“Yeah,” I said nonchalantly. Alexis walks over to Zaira and takes her hand and they go into the living room. I walk into the kitchen with Yasmin and I see JJ sitting at the table still.
“Who is this handsome little boy?,” Yasmin asked.
“This is JJ, my son,” I said.
“Your son? What.....oh wait I remember you did have a son. Wow he is so handsome....hi JJ I’m Yasmin. I’m Alexis’ mom,” Yasmin said.
“Hi Yasmin,” JJ said politely.
“JJ can you please go sit with Zaira and Alexis in the living room? Yasmin and I need to talk,” I said.
“Yes daddy,” JJ said. He gets up and leaves the kitchen. I rest against the counter and Yasmin faces me and bites her bottom lip while smiling. She is so sneaky I can’t stand her.
“Julian you look really good....I hope your girlfriend is taking care of you,” Yasmin said quietly.
“My girlfriend is amazing. She gives me everything I need and more,” I said. Yasmin moves closer to me and looks me in my eyes.
“Everything?,” Yasmin said softly. She brushes a few of her fingers across my abs through my shirt and I just move away from her.
“Yasmin don’t,” I said sternly.
“Don’t what? Julian you know there has always been a mutual physical attraction between us,” Yasmin said.
“You wish....I can’t stand your a** Yasmin. Never have and I never will.....let’s talk about the reason you are here.” Yasmin sighs and steps away from me.
“I want to be in Alexis’ life Julian. She is my baby girl. I want to be a mother. I am able to support me and Alexis. When I first had her, I wasn’t able to but now I can.”
“Oh yeah? Do you have a job?”
“I’m not working anymore, but I have plenty of money saved up.”
“How did you get plenty of money saved up?”
“Well....it’s kind of embarrassing but I did some adult films.” Is this woman serious right now?!
“What?!? You did what? So you’re a.....wow. It really doesn’t matter though because you don’t have to worry about Alexis. My mom, Zaira and I take good care of her.”
“Julian she is my blood. I want to get an apartment with her and raise her from this day forward.”
“Ok you’re joking right?”
“I’m serious.”
“Zaira and I already have plans to move in a house with JJ and Alexis once we graduate from college in about a year.
“Wow....so you and Zaira are close huh?”
“She’s my heart.
“Sounds serious, are you going to marry her?”
“I definitely see myself marrying Zaira.” Yasmin frowns a bit and I just roll my eyes. She is unbelievable.
“I have a better idea. How about you drop Zaira, and get with me and we can raise JJ and Alexis together.” Is Yasmin on something? Like why doesn’t she understand that I do not want anything to do with her?!
“Yasmin I don’t have time for this. I think you need to leave,” I said sternly.
“I can’t do that Julian. I am serious about this. I want to be in my daughter’s life. I deserve a chance at least,” Yasmin said.
“I don’t think so....but if Alexis wants you in her life, then that would be ok. But she doesn’t know you Yasmin and you don’t know her. You don’t know anything about her. She’s not a baby; you can’t just come into her life and possibly leave because she will remember that.”
“I don’t want to leave her Julian. I want to be here to stay this time. I mean that Julian I really do. I was thinking that next weekend I can take her out to lunch, with your supervision of course. I just want to spend time with her.”
“We’ll see about all of that.....anything else you want to say?” I’m aggravated now and I want Yasmin to leave.
“Is your relationship with Zaira really going as great as you make it sound?,” Yasmin asked. I just roll my eyes; I cannot stand Yasmin.
“Yes Yasmin it is.....I swear if you try anything sneaky with Zaira or me, you will pay for it,” I said defensively. Yasmin just smiles evilly and then leaves the kitchen. I knew I should not have even let her step foot into this house. I hope I don’t regret this. I follow Yasmin out to the living room and Zaira looks at me. I smile at her and she stands up and walks over to me and kisses my cheek. Yasmin goes over to Alexis and kneels in front of her.
“Alexis baby how would you like to go to lunch with me next weekend? We can talk and catch up. Would you like that? Uncle Julian can come too,” Yasmin said nicely.
“Zaira will you come too?,” Alexis asked eagerly.
“Baby girl Zaira doesn’t have to come,” Yasmin said.
“If Zaira can’t come, then I don’t want to,” Alexis said. I just smile; Alexis is so smart. She knows exactly who really cares for her.
“...Ok baby girl Zaira can come,” Yasmin said.
“And JJ too,” Alexis said.
“Ok JJ too....I am going to see you next weekend ok pretty girl?,” Yasmin said. Alexis just nods her head and Yasmin smiles and kisses Alexis’ forehead. She then runs her hands though JJ’s hair as she stands up and JJ laughs a bit. Yasmin then stands in front of me.
“Julian, it was really nice seeing you again. You look absolutely amazing,” Yasmin said in a flirtatious tone. How am I supposed to respond to that? Ugh this woman works my nerves!
“Just call next time you plan on coming to visit. My mom’s number is still the same,” I said.
“Ok I can do that,” Yasmin said.
“It was nice meeting you Yasmin,” Zaira said politely. Yasmin just looks at Zaira and puts on the fakest smile and then leaves. Zaira and I walk over to the door and I lock it behind Yasmin, and then I turn to look at Zaira.
“Julian.....I’m not a violent person, but I will beat her behind if she flirts with you in front of my face again or is as rude to me as she just was. You’re mine you got that?,” Zaira said while gripping my shirt tightly. Oh I love this!! Zaira’s aggressive side turns me on ;)
“Oh I hear you loud and clear baby! Your aggressiveness turns me on,” I said while licking my lips.
“Mmm is that right? Tonight I will show you my real aggressive side. I have complete control not you, understand?,” Zaira said sweetly.
“I understand completely.” I slap Zaira’s a** a few times and she giggles. I will take care of her tonight! Actually she is going to take care of me ;) Zaira and I go back into the living room and we both sit on either side of Alexis.
“Alexis baby how was it seeing your mommy?,” Zaira asked.
“I don’t know,” Alexis said while shrugging his shoulders.
“Talk to us baby girl,” I said.
“I just....I don’t get it. Why did she leave and now just come back? I’m seven now, she missed a lot,” Alexis said.
“You’re right baby girl but she wants to be in your life now. She thinks she can do better,” I said.
“I know but....I like it here. I don’t want to live with her. I want to live with you, JJ and Zaira when you two finish school. Wouldn’t she take me away?,” Alexis asked.
“She might try, but if you don’t want to, then you do not have to. I promise you that,” I said.
“Ok....and Zaira she was mean to you, I saw that. I don’t like that at all. She better watch it,” Alexis said. Zaira and I just laugh at her and we both hug her tight. Alexis climbs into Zaira’s lap and hugs her tight.
“Zaira I love you. I love you so much.....if anyone....you’re like my mommy,” Alexis said. Zaira just looks at me in shock and I just smile at her.
“Oh Alexis that’s sweet.....that means a lot to me. I love you,” Zaira said. She kisses Alexis forehead multiple times and they hold each other close. I just love the growing relationships between Zaira, Alexis and JJ. They truly melt my heart. I love seeing them together. We are all so genuinely happy, and I just hope and pray that by letting Yasmin walk through the door, I didn’t jeopardize our happiness.
run it
Noooo please no more drama for them lol
RUN!
Run It...
Ugh just when everything is going good i just know bs is coming their way
Awww there so sweet together. I love them. There lil family is cute tho. Can't wait till they finish school and all live together. Lmao at Juju not wanting Zaira to come out wet in the shower. This will be a tough six weeks lol. There all happy now, but how long will it last??? RUN IT!!!