I apologize for the way that I treat ya
but I gotta leave ya
unless somehow I come across a case of AMNESIA
4 years later
A lot has changed since <a href=" http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRj6TpmGeOZJlGW6doEUk3lwG2JRAMhu-ac9lrDsqfcqJ0rOQP6ZA">I</a> move back to New York. I’ve transferred my credits to NYU and I’ve graduated at 22. I spent a lot of time alone working on me and then I met <a href="http://t2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcTB2uLH0W0YimfvBooZ7oqQeevyI7fAHNV63QqnPtD1uZQwMuLG">him</a>. His name was Colin. We went to school together when we were younger and we never got along. So when we bumped into each other in the store there were foul words exchanged. Over a few weeks we kept running into each other and he was really rude to me and we cursed each other out several times before he finally asked for my number. I don’t know what it was about him but I liked him. We ended up hitting it off. As of now we’ve been dating for 1 year 3 months. It seemed like less time because he’s in the nfl and he’s always gone. I know you’re like ok what about Chris right? f*** Chris and his b**** ass. Just kidding, since he showed up at my house 4 years ago I lost contact with him. I needed time away from him, he really hurt me and I didn’t want to deal with him like that. And so far I didn’t have to because he stayed in Virginia and I stayed in New York. If there was something important Christie and Chyna came to New York. My birthday is in two days and Chyna and Christie are flying out to celebrate. I was at Colin’s house sitting on his bed…
“Babe you sure you don’t just want to have a dinner for your birthday instead of going to some sleezy club when I’m not going to be there?” Colin asked . “Uh, no. You and I can do a dinner date tonight because my girls are coming tomorrow.” I replied looking at a Victoria’s secret catalog. He sucked his teeth and said” iight whatever but I better not hear about you being all up on some nigga tho”. Colin had a jealous streak in him. At first I thought it was sexy but we got drunk one night and he put his hands on me. I only ended up with a black eye and he promised that he’d never do it again. So far he’s kept his word. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his waist “You know I only have eyes for you” I cooed. He smiled and pecked my lips and started to pack. “So I’m going to be gone for 3 days then I come back for 2 and I’m going back for 2 weeks. Are you sure you don’t want me to have Big L (his body guard) escort you on your birthday?” I shook my head no “It’s just going me and my girls hanging out like we used to”. He nodded and continued packing.
2 days later
<a href="http://t3.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcSJsu4Cl9MpsT8IBNyrhr6QwNaNQRedgZb_445iGdmuy0GaiBnsiQ">Chyna</a> and <a href="http://t1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQ26y34ztH9lq1S29Ci9RGtIFNoJI2NaG9irSUJmGMrk05pwKFg">Christie</a> arrived in NY at 10am. I wanted them to stay over at my house but Colin booked their flights and hotels so that’s where they stayed. I picked them up and we all went to this amazing spa and got our hair did we were going to have a good time tonight. When we got back to my house Chyna looked at a picture of me and Colin and smiled. “I hope he makes you happy love” she said sitting next to me. “Yes he do. He’s such a sweetie” I said and Christie smiled. “Livie boo you look like you’re in love” I shrugged my shoulders “I don’t know about all of that but we have something special” “Aww” the screamed in unison and we all laughed. “So what’s been going on in Virginia?” I asked eating some grapes. “Same s*** just a different day” Chyna spat. “OH she’s just bitter” Christie started “It’s good for me. Drake and I are still going strong. No Kids except my niece”. “Niece?” I asked confused. “You didn’t tell her?” Chyna asked. “I probably forgot to mention that Chris has a daughter” Christie said a little above a whisper. “Well good for him he’s been dodging babies since I met him” I said now drinking water. “Sorry was that too soon, you know with the twins and all?” Christie asked with a concerned look on her face. “No I’m over that, that was years ago. How’s things with you and Mike” I asked Chyna changing the subject. “Mike who?” She scuffed. Christie laughed and I smiled “What did he do?” I asked. “You know this nigga wants to be a rapper right?” She asked and I nodded. “He quits his job making 60k a year to be a f***ing rapper!” Chyna yelled obviously pissed. “No” I chimed in “Yes the f*** he did and we live together. This mother f***er gone tell me that Lil’ Wayne saw him spitting on youtube and messaged him, like nigga come on now really? You don’t know if that’s Wayne you didn’’t even meet him so why the f*** would you quit?” I shook my head “It’ll be ok Chy” Christie said trying to make her feel better but she shook her head “It better be or his ass is on the next train smoking to his mother’s house” Christie laughed as Chyna walked out… She was dead serious.
Later on that night we all got dressed in cute dresses and heels and made our way to the club. When we got in the VIP section Chyna poured us shots and raised her glass. “To Olivia turning 23” we all clicked our glasses and downed the drinks. “Oooh isn’t that Trey over there?” Chyna asked and we all looked over and for damn sure it was <a href=" http://t2.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRKtGNQ7KjSC0s90oKhl15n-O_ba9Lph_9-Ig3I1FrYxt4Sn_nQKg">Trey</a>. “Sure is” Christie said swaying her hips to the beat. “Please don’t call him over” I said to myself when I heard “TREY!!!!” I looked up and saw Chyna waving him over. He smiled approached us. I took another shot as he hugged Christie and Chyna. He looked at me and smiled “Olivia what has it been 4 years?” I nodded and looked over the balcony. “Can I speak with you?” Trey asked. I looked over at him and nodded. I told the girls I’d be back and we walked do the side. “You look good Livie how’ve you been?” he asked and I huffed “Like you care” I responded. “What you talking about?” He asked. I looked at him like he had 3 heads “Are you kidding me, I still haven’t forgot what you said to Chris about me, that was a b**** ass move and you know it” He laughed “Yeh, about that I’m sorry” I nodded. “So why are you in New York” “My fiancé” I smiled I was happy for him. “That’s good for you—“ I was cut off by a random guy “You’re Olivia Smith? Colin Kaeparnick’s girl friend right?” I nodded. “You don’t know how big of a fan I am do you mind If I get a pic of you?” he asked “sure” I said as Trey tried to move away “No you’re her friend you can stay” The guy said and Trey didn’t object. They guy took the pic of us and thanked me before leaving. “Well that’s my que It was nice seeing you again Livie” I nodded as he walked off. I made my way back over to Chyna and Christie and we partied the night away. Although I was intoxicated I made sure I danced with myself of the girls to avoid drama with Colin.
The next morning I woke up due to being slapped in the face. I jumped up and was staring in the face of a mad man. “Colin what the f***” I asked and he slapped me again. “b**** what the f*** did I say before I left??” He asked. I was stunned I can’t believe he just hit me. “Ouch” I said holding my face. “Wrong motherf***ing answer” He said grabbing my hair and pulling me off the bed. I screamed the whole while he dragged me in to the bathroom. “You’re a dirty ungrateful b**** you know that?” he asked throwing me into the shower. “Babe I didn’t do anything”. He punched me in my stomach and I screamed in pain. “You like making a f***ing fool of me don’t you Olivia??” He asked. “I-I-I don’t know wh-what yo-you’re talking about” I cried. He pulled out his phone and showed me this <a href="http://t1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcRTlSu5LrFL_ihh1l1VvxAcyVnU3OtE29JUoJRMer4AEC0dCAWXZQ">Picture</a>. “So you f***ing him now” he asked and I shook my head. “I’ma teach you a motherf***ing lesson today” “Colin baby pleassse! I sweeaarrrr I didn’t sleep with him!” I yelled as I watched him take off his belt. “Lying b****” he yelled spitting on me. I got up and started running but he caught me and tackled me on the floor. “Don’t you know I run for a motherf***ing living? Wrong move, baby now you know this only makes it worse” He said smiling. Who was this man? I was scared s*** less. I closed my eyes and started crying hysterically only to have spread my legs and insert himself inside of me. “Don’t you ever disrespect me like that again” he roared while pumping in and out of me. I kept my eyes closed. I can’t believe I was being raped by my own boyfriend. I zoned out I heard his voice but I couldn’t make out what he was saying. I don’t know how long I was laying there but I felt him pull out. I still had my eyes closed hoping he wouldn’t hit me anymore. He didn’t, he came on my face. “Go clean yourself up” He said as I heard his footsteps leave the room. I opened my eyes and got up. I was disgusted with his actions like how the f*** could he do this to me??? I went in the bathroom and started my shower. I took off my clothes and started to clean up myself as I continued to cry… I have to leave him.
This is part Two to I Wish I Never Met Him so please if you didn't read that go read it :)