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"We're finally seniors,"<a href="">I</a> said excitedly to my girl Sharnique as we walked to first period together.

"Girl tell me about it! we finally here!!! Did you finally tell Marcus about how you felt," she asked.
"No I haven't got around to that yet...why?"
"He was talking to me this morning about how he was going on a date this weekend and i thought it was know he likes you,"<a href="">she</a> said as we walked in class and took our seats.
"That's bullsh** and you know it! how is it that he talks to you but don't even talk to me?...I just don't get it."
"Maybe he's shy can't expect everyone to step up to you."
"Its not that easy to talk to a guy who looks at you like you disgust him or something....and you call that being shy?"
She sighed. "Natalie I really think you're just overreacting about all of this."

Before I could say anything back to that class had begun with our teacher passing the syllabus around as she talked about what her expectations were for music class this year. My thoughts were all over the place to even pay attention to Ms. Woods...I just find it funny that Marcus talks to all of my friends with no problem but with me its like i don't exist. I just wish i knew why.


I think Tahj is aminah's baby daddy !!!!!

RUN IT !!!!!

Run it

Awww mane Aminah finna go kill a nicca lol. wtf is wrong with Nicole??? Jazzy was finna do her in smh... Chris is too sweet.
Run It!!!

<a href="">Chris</a>

I had just pulled up to my house as I got out opening the passenger door for Natalie as I helped her out.

“Babe are you sure I look ok..i don’t wanna over do it,” she said messing with her <a href="">outfit</a>.

I chuckled taking her hands in mines as we walked up to the door.

“Sweetheart you look fine stop being so nervous,” I said pecking her lips as I opened the door seeing my grandmother standing there.

“Well well well if it isn’t my late grandson,” <a href="">she</a> said smiling at me as she looked over at Natalie eyeing her closely.

I sighed. I was telling Natalie not to be nervous but I’m sweating bullets. Here goes nothing….

“Hey Grandma,” I said as I kissed her on the cheek and hugged her before she returned her eyes back on Natalie who fumbled with her hands looking down.

“So you must be Natalie that Chris always talks about,” she said as Natalie smiled.
“Yes ma’am,” she said nervously putting a strand of hair behind her ear as she softly smiled at her.
“Well y’all come on in here food should be ready in a minute,” she said as I grabbed Natalie’s hand following her into the living where everyone was as they all got quiet looking at me and Natalie.
“Hey everybody I’m Chris,” I said smiling and waving at them as they smacked their lips laughing at me as I joked with them. “And this beautiful lady right here is my girlfriend Natalie,” I said as she waved and they all spoke.

“DAAAAAAMMMMNNNNN,” one of my <a href="">cousins</a> said walking up to her as he extended his hand as grandma slapped it.
“Boy watch your mouth,” she said as he rubbed his hand.
“Allllllll I was trying to do was introduce myself,” he said as we all just shook our head at him as he grabbed Natalie’s hand and kissed it.
“I’m Andrew but you can call me Drew for short,” he said smiling at her.
“Boy get yo crusty a** lips off my woman….she don’t want you,” I said as we all laughed including my grandma while he grabbed his chest acting hurt.
“Don’t nobody want yo highlighter a** she needs some chocolate in her life.”
“Yeah that burnt chocolate,” my mom said as we all fell out laughing. My mom a trip I swear.
“Auntie how you gon play me like that,” he said as she walked over and patted him on the back.
“Oh hush boy you’ll be alright,” she said as she walked over hugging both Natalie and I.
“Natalie baby you feeling better,” she asked full of concern as my grandma called everybody into the dining room to eat.

“I’m ok for right now,” she said as I snapped my head in her direction.
“Baby I told you everything was going to be fine”
“You don’t know that Chris…he could be watching me now,” she said as my mom starred at us in confusion.
“What’s going on?”
“The reason why Natalie passed out is because she saw Josh outside the party last night pretty much saying he was going to kill her,” I said as she shook her head.
“How did he even get out?”
“That’s what we both want to know I’ll have to talk to her dad and see what’s up,” I said as she nodded.

“Y’all coming,” my grandmother asked as we slowly started walking in the dining room before I stopped Natalie and hugged and kissed her looking into her eyes.

“You trust me,” I asked her as she nodded.
“No I need to hear you sat it Marie.”
“I trust you Chris….”
“Then believe me when I say everything is going to be ok. I know that you’re scared and afraid but you have me and a whole lot of people that’ll support and help you through anything. We got you,” I said as I kissed her again grabbing her hand as we took our seats at the table.


“Jazz I’ll handle her,” I said.
“You better before I do she got me f*cked up forreal!”
“Hmph…,” Nicole said looking at her up and down. “Sean what is this h*e doing here,” she asked.

“B****,” Jasmine said coming for her but I held her back as she continued talking. “How about you figure out whose you’re baby daddy before you try and come for me.”
“Excuse me?!”
“You heard what I said b**** I didn’t stutter and if you have a problem with it then oh f***ing well should’ve kept ya legs closed,” Jasmine spat.
“B**** I will F*ck you up!!!”

“Then do it then B****!!! I’m not about all that talking sh*t you wanna square up then square the f*ck up,” Jasmine said as Madison started crying. I picked up Madison off the couch and rocked her back to sleep. I’m glad Rissa and my mom aren’t here right now to see this because they’d have a fit.

“Look nobody is about to fighting in my house and not in front of Madison,” said to them both as I laid Madison back down.
“Sean I’m sorry that I woke Madison up but that thang over there had it coming,” jasmine said.
“Its ok Jazz-“
“Oh so you on her side now Sean?!!”
I laughed. “You want me on your side Nicole?! Seriously?!”
“Yes because that’s how it always should be between us….we’re “together” remember,” she said as she eyed Jazz who rolled her eyes.
“Nicole don’t even try and front with me right now because Jasmine is here. I asked yo a** earlier about us getting back together you wanted to wait until the results come and be with whoever the father was so now you see me talking to Jazz and stuff and you want to switch up your story. I don’t have time for your games Nicole..I’m sick of them and I’ve put up with it long enough…I’m done”

“I’m not playing Sean….I love you…I want to be with you,” she said as she tried to hugged me but I pushed her off.
“Whatever Nicole…I’m not trying to hear that bullsh*t”
“If this trick wasn’t here then you wouldn’t even be saying that,” she spat as Jasmine took off running towards her but I stopped her pulling her back as she held on tight to Nicole’s hair pulling it.
“OW!!!! LET ME GO YOU B****!”
“Jazz let her go I don’t need Madison waking up,” I said as she let go of her.

“Sean she needs to leave,” Nicole said rubbing her head.
“No you need to leave,” I told her.
“She started It though….did you not see her pull my hair?!!!”
“No you did and quite frankly you deserved that! Jasmine hasn’t done anything to you…you just always love to drama over nothing.”
“Whatever Sean all I know is that she’s trying to steal you away from me,” she said as she teared up. This girl here loves to put on a show.
“She’s not stealing me if she wants me she can have me not need to steal especially when I’m SINGLE…you cant have your cake and eat it to Nic”
“F*ck you Sean….don’t worry about me and Madison..I’m going home,’ she said as she grabbed Madison’s bag and picked her up heading towards the door.

“I think that’s the best thing you’ve said all night,” Jasmine said sarcastically.
“Only thing I’m worried about is if that little girl is mines not you and your issues,” I said as she walked out slamming the door behind her.
I sighed letting Jasmine go from my grip. “I’m sorry about all that,” I told her.
“Its ok Sean…I should be heading out I need to check on Kiara”
“You need a ride?”
“Oh no I drove my mom’s car so I’m ok…thanks for asking,” she smiled.
“No problem ma,” I said as I walked her to the door.
“Well I’ll see you later,” she said opening the door.
“Yeah…call me when you get home so we can talk,” I said hugging her and kissing her on the cheek as she tried to hide her blush.
“K,” she said as she walked off to her car. Hmm…I thought as I closed the door behind heading back up to my room. I’m not sure how Jazz and I would be in a relationship but I’m open to see where things go,


Tyler and I are doing much better since he found out the truth but I’m still scared. I’ve been receiving phone calls and text messages from him that are full of sorrys and threats. I haven’t told Tyler about this and he’s the only one that knows about the situation. I haven’t even told the crew and I feel pretty bad about that but how can you tell someone your best friend raped you. The doorbell rung taking me out of my thoughts as I went to go answer it.

“Hey....guys,” I said Rissa, Jasmine, and Aminah as they stood there with their arms folded as they said nothing walking past me in the house taking a seat on the couch. I guess I deserved that since I had been ignoring everyone and the last time they all really saw me was at Chris party but that was only because Natalie asked if I’d dance for her after that I left along with Tyler.
“What’s going on,” I asked them sitting down across from them.

“You tell us,” Aminah said.
“There’s nothing going on….everything’s fine.”
“Sooo….You’re telling me that your just purposely ignoring the crew?!! That sh*t don’t fly well with me Kiara,” Rissa said as I sighed.
“We not leaving until you tell us what’s up,” Jasmine said as Aminah and Rissa nodded….looks like I have no choice now.

“Look guys this is not something that’s easy for me to talk about or say ok? I’m not trying to ignore you guys but I was raped ok,” I said holding back tears as the apologized and consoled me.

“I don’t want your sympathy you guys I’m fine and I’m dealing with it the best way I know how. I don’t want to go back into details about it because it’s a painful wound that I don’t want to open but I’m alright,” I told them as Aminah shook her head.

“What,” I asked her.
“You are no better than Natalie always treating things as if its ok when its not. You need to stand up for yourself and fight back don’t let this sh*t control you,” she said.
“She’s right,” Rissa chimed in as she continued. “You have to face the problem and handle it because in the end the only one that’s going to be hurt by it is you while he’s over there living his life…don’t him steal your joy.”
“Who’s the son of a b**** anyways,” Jasmine asked.
“His name is Tahj he’s my best friend…well was.”
“Tahj who,” Aminah asked.
“Tahj Jackson”
“I have to go,” Aminah said as she jumped up running out of the house.
“Aminah!!!!!,” we all called after her but she was quick getting in her car speeding off.

What was all that about?


Dinner was going well and my family accepted Natalie as their own which was great. The only thing that I was concerned about is my grandmother accepting her. She hasn’t really said much to her and that worries me. Natalie grabbed ahold of my hand taking me out of my thoughts.

“Babe you ok,” she asked as I softly smiled at her.
“I’m fine,” I replied bringing her hand up to mine kissing it.
“You sure?”
“Yeah babe don’t worry,” I said as she nodded resting her head on my shoulder. I smiled to myself because I felt like I’ve waited forever and a decade to have Natalie as mine and she’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I looked over at my grandmother and saw her smiling at me as she picked up plates from the table since we all were done eating.

“Do you need any help? I don’t mind helping out,” Natalie asked my grandmother as she started to stand up. My baby is so sweet.

“Oh no thank you baby,” she said smiling at her. “Chris why don’t you take these dishes for me so I can talk to Natalie for a bit,” she said as I did what I was told giving a kiss on Natalie’s cheek as I walked away into the kitchen putting the dishes in the sink as I begun to wash them.

“Chris I have that,” my mom said as I shook my head.
“Nah ma I got It you go relax,” I told her continuing what I was doing.
“I’m relaxed but you’re so tense that it’s written all over your face,” she said as I sighed.
“Your grandmother did the same thing to me when I brought your dad home and introduced him to her. She loves to sit back and observe for a bit and then have a one on one with them. I was so nervous even more nervous because I was pregnant with Jordan at the time but trust me everything is going to work out fine,”
“I hope so ma I mean I plan to marry this girl hell its not even a plan I am going to marry her and I know I’m young but I know that I want….I just hope she see how happy I am with Natalie,” I said drying my hands off.
“She will….cause I see it too,” she said smiling at me as I hugged her tight.
“Now you go in there and play with your cousins while I finish up in here and relax…everything will be fine,” I nodded as I made my way into the living room. I hope she’s right.

T'F Josh want??? Geeeeesssshhhh!!!! He need to go to another b**** and leave Nat alone! Ummm.... Nicole calm yo ass down and quit being f***ing lazy! Yo u the won that got knocked up, but Sean doing all the work?? Hmmm...don't make since. And if that was London yo had no right to be rude caus eyou sure as hell did cheat too. I swear they drving me crazy. But i do hope Madi is Sean's....I want a niece! Uh oh.....I don't think grandma like Nat
Run it!!!!!

Run it

Smh run it

SMH Nicole is a trip. How you gone try to be mad when you don't know who you wanna be with??? Jas do yo thang ma. Nat can't get a break I feel for her. Her moms is crazy how she gon be mad wen she the one in the wrong??? wtf wrong with these women???
Run It!!!


I slowly fluttered my eyes open adjusting them to the light that shone inside the room. When I finally came to I jumped up immediately as I felt a tug around my waist preventing me from moving any further.

“GET OFF OF ME!!!!!,” I cried as I turned around swinging.
“NAT STOP!!! ITS CHRIS ITS ME BABY…CALM DOWN,” he said grabbing both of my hands stopping me as I looked into his eyes feeling bad.
“I’m so sorry,” I whispered as I tried getting out of his grip but It was no use.
“Stop trying to run away from me…that sh*t aggravates me cause I know you be holding stuff in. You need to stop that Nat.”
“Chris you know I don’t like to burden people with my issues and-“
He pulled me on top of him sighing loudly. “Natalie I don’t care what issues are going on…I am your man and if any single hair is touched or misplaced I wanna know about that. I’m keeping it 100% with you so I expect the same thing in return….What are you hiding from me?”
“Chris I-“
“Spill it Marie,” he said sternly as I sighed.
“I saw Josh,” I said looking down playing with my fingers.
“So that explains why you passed out last night,” he said as I looked up at him with confusion as he clenched his jaw.

“Last night? Oh no….I’ve ruined your birthday,” I said raising up but he pushed me back down as he bit his bottom lip shutting his eyes.
“Sh*t,” he cursed. “Natalie you didn’t ruin my birthday alright? I had a great birthday and words can’t even express how grateful and blessed I am to have my family, my friends, and you here by my side. After you passed out I told everyone that it was time to go because if you feel bad then so do I. We all wanted to make sure you were ok because you scared the sh*t out of us especially me…don’t do that to me,” he said as the image of me seeing Josh replayed in my head.

“You’re positive it was Josh.” He said now opening his eyes to look at me as I nodded.
“When Jordan came out with your new car I kept feeling someone eyes on me until I saw someone standing off in the distance and that’s when I noticed him. He was standing there smirking at me as he put his hands up to his head in the form of a gun and mouthed “POW” so I panicked. I don’t understand how he could have gotten out of jail…he’s going to kill me I-“
I was full out crying at this point as Chris pulled me close hugging me tight as I cried on his shoulder.

“Baby I promise you Josh won’t do anything to hurt you…he’ll have to get through me before he gets to you. If I have to die fighting then so be as long as I know you’ll be ok,” he said in my ear.
“Chris….dont say that…I can’t imagine my life without you.”
“Neither can I but I made a promise that I would always protect you and that’s what I’m going to do regardless of what happens to me,” he said as he pulled back kissing my forehead.
“Stop crying you’re too beautiful for that plus you get to meet my grandmother today along with the rest of the family. I can’t have you all down and out so imma need for you to smile for daddy or else.”

“Or else what,” I said as he immediately started tickling me.
“CHRRRIISSSSSS STOPPPPPP,” I said laughing uncontrollably as he continued as he ended up on top of me pinning me down from moving.
“Not until you say Chris is the best,” he said as I laughed.
“F*ck that sh*t ,” I said as he continued you tickling me some more as I wrestled with him trying to get free but he put all his body weight on top of me.
“CHRISSSSS,” I whined as he smirked.
“You know what to say”
“Chris you’re the best,” I mumbled.
“I’m sorry what was that,” he asked smiling.
“I said you’re the f*cking best now get your fat a** up off me,” I said as he kissed me on the lips before getting up as his phone rung.
“Hello…hey grandma….no I didn’t forget I promise…ok ok ok..we’re on our way bye,” he said hanging up.
“Ooohhh someone’s in trouble,” I said jokingly.
He threw a pillow at me.
“Come on so we can head to your house and get ready…..the dinner is at my mom’s house.”
I nodded getting up as we gathered our things heading out.


(Doorbell rings)

“I got it,” I said as I jogged downstairs opening the door.
“What do you want <a href="">Diane</a>”
“Imma act like I didn’t hear that but where is Natalie…I need to talk to her,” she asked.
“She don’t have sh*t to say to you.”
“Drew who is that,” my dad yelled from the living room.
“Somebody I hate,” I yelled back.
“Boy you can’t me I’m your mother in which you need to respect!!!”
“I don’t give a d***,” I said slamming the door in her face as she started beating on the door.


I ignored her as I joined my dad in the living room with Makayla as he looked over at me.

“Watch Makayla while I handle this,” <a href="">he</a> said as I nodded.

Mr. Henderson

“What do you want Diane,” I said opening the door.
“Where’s my daughter I need to speak with her about filling charges on me…I was served with papers today and I don’t appreciate it.”
“You don’t need to speak with her about anything. I meant what I said that I was taking you to court I’m not playing with you.”
“Neither am I drop the charges Michael,” she said sternly as I chuckled.
“B**** you are clearly out of your mind. You put Natalie in danger when your a** knew about this Josh dude and how he treated her. You as her mother should have believed her but no once again all you care about is yourself which is how you lost me and the kids. You deserve to pay for what you’ve done to her and I’m going to make sure of that.”
“Motherf*cker you can’t do sh*t,” she spat as I raised an eyebrow smirking at her.
“You must not know my name B****! See you in court,” I said slamming the door.


Nicole got discharged today from the hospital and her and Madison came by the house. When my mom and Rissa first saw her my mom said she looked just like me and Rissa said she didn’t see the resemblance but we’ll see what the results are when they come. I walked in my room seeing Nicole feeding Madison with a bottle as I sat next to her with a lot on my mind.

“Nicole have you thought about us getting back together,” I asked blurting out.
“No not really…I was just thinking that whoever the father is out of you and Daniel…that’s who I’ll be with.”
“But you love me though Nic…you don’t love him”
“I know but Sean…Madison needs two parents in her life and-“
“My name is the one that’s on the birth certificate!!! I’m more of a father than Daniel could ever be hell he didn’t even come to hospital nor has he been there for you prior to Madison being born but I was!!!”
“Daniel really wants to be the father too…he really does,” she said.
“Sean lower you’re voice before you wake her up!” She whispered sternly. “Daniel deserves a fair chance too.”
“He-… know what f*ck it,” I said storming out of the room and went downstairs about to head into the kitchen until I heard a knock at the door.

“Hey…what are you doing here?” I said surprised to see <a href="">her</a> as she shyly smiled at me. I welcomed her in as I closed the door behind me and joined her on the couch.
“So what’s up Jazzy.”
“Oh um…nothing must just uh checking up on you.”
“What’s wrong you seem nervous about something….everything ok,” I asked full of concern.
“Yeah yeah yeah…I’m fine,” she said as I saw right through her lie.
“Honestly Jaz”
She sighed. “I-“

She cut off by Madison crying upstairs.

“SEAN!!!!,” Nicole yelled.
“I’m coming,” I yelled back as I told Jasmine that I’d be right back as I jogged upstairs.

“What’s going on?”
“Can you change her diaper for me,” she asked as I smacked my lips.
“Really Nicole how come you couldn’t do that!”
“Sean I’m tired ok? Can you just take the baby and the stuff you need downstairs so I can get some sleep please,” as she turned over waving me off. I had to swallow the words that were at the tip of my tongue cause I was ready to smooth curse her out. I picked up Madison and her bag heading back downstairs hoping that Jasmine knew how to change a diaper cause I surely don’t.

“Need help,” Jasmine asked.
“Yeah…you know how to change a diaper I kinda don’t know how,” I chuckled as she smiled.
“Lay a towel down on the couch and I’ll show you how,” she said as I followed her instructions and laid Madison down on the towel she showed me how to changer her.
“All done,” she said as she snapped her onesie back on handing her to me as I held her in my arms softly rocking her.

“She’s so cute…what’s her name,” she asked.
“Madison Skye Anderson,” I replied.
“So she is yours?”
“ I don’t know..I wish I knew,” I said honestly.
“You and Nicole are still together?”
“Nah…funny I just talked to her about that but she’s so stuck on whoever is the father then that’s who she’ll be with and I don’t have time for games so I’m not even gonna waste my time trying when clearly she doesn’t. If Madison is mines I’ll step up and be a father like I’ve already been doing because Daniel hasn’t done sh*t.”
“And if you’re not,” she asked as I thought for a minute before answering.
“Honestly its going to hurt me because already I’m attached but I guess we’ll see but enough about me…what’s on your mind?”
“This is really hard for me to say but I um…I really do like you and have been for a while,” she admitted as my eyes got big. WHAAAATTT???!!!

“Are you serious,” I asked.
“Yeah….,” she laughed nervously.
“Wow…how come you waited so long to tell me? You’re so upfront about everything else,” I joked as she laughed.
“Because I didn’t know how to tell you and I knew Nicole was in the picture and the last thing I want to do is break up a happy home.”
“Well there’s no happy home to break up but at least that explains why you and Lon were at it then…yall talking to each other yet,” I asked.
“Nah I haven’t talked to her in a while since that day.”
I sighed. “Yall need to squash all that beef…life too short man,” I said as she nodded.
“How about we hang out tomorrow some time…would that be cool with you,” I asked as she smiled.
“Yeah I’d like that,” she replied as I heard Nicole coming downstairs yarning loudly.
“Hey Sean how’s Madi,” she asked.
“She’s sleeping…”
“Oh…did you change her diaper like I asked you to,” she asked as Jasmine rolled her eyes.
“Yeah with a little help,” I said looking over at Jasmine smiling.
“Is this that broad London you cheated on me with Sean?!!”
“Oh no she didn’t”

<a href="">Chris</a>

I had just pulled up to my house as I got out opening the passenger door for Natalie as I helped her out.

“Babe are you sure I look ok..i don’t wanna over do it,” she said messing with her <a href="">outfit</a>.

I chuckled taking her hands in mines as we walked up to the door. “Sweetheart you look fine stop being so nervous,” I said pecking her lips as I opened the door seeing my grandmother standing there.

“Well well well if it isn’t my late grandson,” <a href="">she</a> said smiling at me as she looked over at Natalie eyeing her closely.

I sighed. I was telling Natalie not to be nervous but I’m sweating bullets. Here goes nothing….

AHHHHHH HELL NAWWWWW!!!!! Tahj that ass is mine! I'm about to go in on that ass! I promise that b**** is going to regret that s***! Leggo Tyler, we can ride together on his ass! Rih need to take her old Thirsty ass on! Imma name her Aquafina! She tryna ruin a happy home! Oooooo!! Momma came out looking like OH s*** GODDAMN!! What the f*** just happened? I think Rih did some s***! Because Nat was just fine! I wanna know something....why you so thirsty for the dizniick b****???
Run it!!!!!

Typing up an update shall be up soon

RUN IT !!!!

oh man I hope nat is alright.! run it

Aww mane what's going on with Nat?? Dang just when everything was going good for his bday I bet Rih has something to do with it...
Run It!!!


“I couldn’t have asked for a better birthday man…I’m so blessed,” I said to Tyga as he nodded.

“TURN UP,” he yelled as the DJ started playing swimming pools by Kendrick Lamar as the lights went off and party lights came on.

“You can’t possibly turn up without me,” I heard a familiar voice say as I turned and saw Rihanna smirking at me.

“Rih man gon somewhere with that bullsh*t we don’t need no drama on my boy birthday,” Tyga said. What the hell was she doing here?!! I was hoping that Natalie hadn’t noticed her but as I scanned the crowd I saw her standing by Rissa as they both eyed Rih. She tore her eyes away from her and locked eyes with mines as I smirked and winked and mouthed for her to come here. She raised her eyebrows at me while shooting a death glare at Rih causing me to laugh.

“Chrriis are you even listening to me,” Rihanna yelled as I tore my eyes away from Natalie for a second to deal with her.
“Whatever you were saying I’m sure it was irrelevant,” I spat dryly turning my attention back to where Natalie was to see she wasn’t there anymore.
“Where’s that b**** at anyways?....I don’t think she’d appreciate you winking or flirting with other females across the room,” she smirked rubbing my arm as I pushed her off.
“She has a name Rih and she’s far from being a b**** that girl is my Queen and I only have eyes for her none of these other h**s and that includes you,” I said clenching my jaw. If I wasn’t a man I would’ve smacked the sh*t out of her for disrespecting Natalie.

“You’re going to regret not being with me…you’ll see,” Rihanna said as the music and the lights cut off. Everyone was confused trying to figure out what was going on until a spotlight came on shining a chair and a keyboard that sat on a stage that was built by the Dj.

I stood frozen when I saw <a href="" target="_blank">Natalie</a> walk out and sit at the piano adjusting the mike. She softly started playing on the piano as the crowd clapped along.

“You give me that kind of something want it all the time need it everyday
On a scale of one to ten I’m at a hundred never get enough I cant stay away
If you want it, I got it, I got it everyday…you can get whatever you need from me
Stay by your side I’ll never leave you and I ain’t going nowhere cause you’re a keeper

so don’t you worry baby you got me…

I got a bad boy I must admit it..You got my heart don’t know how you did it
And I don’t care who sees it babe I don’t wanna hide the way I feel when you’re next to me…..

Oooh….Chris I love the way
I love the way
Baby I love the way
Ooh I love the way
The way you love me.”

She finished singing as everyone clapped and the lights turned off for a sec.

“It ain’t over Chris,” I heard Natalie say on the mike as the lights turned on the stage as we all saw Natalie, Rissa, Kiara, Aminah. Jasimine. London, and a few other girls stood there. I laughed to myself knowing she was talking about me at the talent show. Everysince then she said she was going to get me back for it so I’m curious as to what she’s up to.

“Hit it dj,” she said as we all saw <a href="">this</a> followed by <a href="">this</a>.

“Happy birthday baby,” Natalie said after they finished. We all cheered for them and everything as I looked over at Rih who was mean mugging Nat. I laughed at the sight.
“Trust me Rih….I have no regrets,” I said before walking off to get to my woman.


Seeing the smile on my baby face is all that mattered to me on his birthday. I just wanted to do something for him to let him know that I appreciate and love him. He deserved it! The DJ started back playing music as Chris walked up to the stage smiling from ear to ear. He lifted me up off the stage and brought me down to the ground as he kissed me.

“Baby….that…was…great,” Chris said in between kisses as I blushed.
“Thank you,” I said.
“No more surprises Natalie I know all of this must have cost a lot baby you’ve done enough,” He said.

I cupped his face in my hands. “Baby you deserve it…all of this. Don’t worry about how much it cost it’s the love that your mom, the crew, and myself put into it to make sure that beautiful smile I love to see stays on your face,” I said pecking his lips.
“I love you,” Chris said.
“I love you too,” I said.
“Alright enough of that lovey dovey sh*t time for shots,” Tyga said as he pulled us apart as Chris and I laughed.


The party was going well so far and I was glad to introduce Natalie to some of my family that came to the party. I was having a dinner tomorrow with the rest of the family so Natalie could meet my grandmother. My grandmother always told me that she wanted to meet the woman who had my heart and had a tug on my soul…not some little fast a** h***. Her words not mines but she said if that girl wasn’t worthy enough to meet her then she definitely wasn’t worth anything to me which is true because she never met Rih.

The music stopped taking me out of my thoughts as my mom grabbed the microphone.

“Chris can you join me on stage,” she said as I shot Natalie a look.
“I have nothing to do with this now go,” she said as she pushed me to walk towards the stage.
“What’s going on ma?” I said as I stood next to her now as she handed me a key. I took it from her and looked up at her with confusion written all over my face.
“What’s this for,” I asked.
“This is the key to your house,” she said as I shook my head in disbelief. I mean the house was beautiful and all that but this was all too much for me to take in.
“Ma…what…I…I don’t deserve all this ma …You, Nat, and the crew has done enough for me already,” I said trying to give the key back as she declined to take it.
“This is all yours Chris. I know you wanted to move into an apartment but I wanted to get this for you for getting a full ride to USC,” she said as I covered my mouth.

“MA!!!! Are you serious?,” I asked over everyone cheering for me as she nodded.

“The Dean called me personally and he wants you to attend there for college tuition paid in full. You did it baby you got it,” she exclaimed as I took in her words. I always wanted to go to USC to major in business like my mom did. They had one of the best business programs that are hard to get into which is why I busted my butt off all these years in high school making sure I make it to the top. I can’t believe all my hard work has paid off. I hugged my mom tightly as I looked out at Natalie as she shed a few tears cheering along with everyone else.

“Good job baby,” she mouthed as I winked at her.
“One more thing,” my mom said pulling back as she grabbed my hand leading us outside. I grabbed on to Natalie’s hand when I reached her so that she was by my side through all of this.
“Ma what’s out here it’s freezing out here,” I said while putting my jacket around Natalie to keep her warm. She rose up one of the garage doors as
<a href="">this</a> pulled out. The car pulled out and stopped by us as Jordan got out…..I made this <a href="">face</a> causing everybody to laugh but i was dead serious. I was truly shocked and amazed as i ran up to it doing a little dance. I looked over at Natalie seeing her smile turn into a blank expression. It was like she wasn't even paying attention to what was going on.

"," I called out to her as i headed back where she was as she passed out on the ground.


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I paced my room back and forth as the tears fell thinking about what Marcel said. So many thoughts ran through my mind about our relationship until my door opened and closed as he stood there. I grabbed a vase which was the closest thing to me and threw it at him as he moved just in time before it hit my door shattering into pieces.

“WTF?!!! LONDON…WAS THAT NECESSARY?,” Marcel asked yelling.
“Get out,” I said ignoring his question….If he knew what was good for him he’d leave.
“Lon I came in here to talk to you,”
“We have nothing to talk about Cel….i think you said enough downstairs,” I spat.
“I’m sorry about that it just came out.”
“Bullsh*t Cel!!!”
“I just made a comment about the situation because it reminded me of you two…that’s all I said no biggie,” he said shrugging.

“Seriously Cel?!!! How the f*ck are we supposed to move on if you’re still stuck in the past,” I asked him as he thought about my question. I thought everything was good between us.

“London I’m sorry ok? It was just hard seeing both of yall in the same room…I still remember what happened like it was yesterday,” he said as I stared at him in disbelief.

“Marcel that incident was long time ago and I thought we moved passed that!! If one mistake me and Sean made is going to bother you that much then the door is right behind you Cel…I’m not going to beg and plead for you to be with me if you don’t….the choice is yours,” I said as tears ran down my face.


After I talked to Rissa and them about the situation, I found myself back at the hospital standing outside of Nicole’s room. I took a deep breath and walked in as she looked up at me and smiled.

“I’m sorry Nic,” I said as I kissed her forehead and the baby’s forehead before I sat down next to her bed.

“Its ok Sean I understand why you left….it hurt me but I understand,” she said as I nodded.

“I want to take the paternity test,” I blurted as she smiled.

“Thank you,” she whispered since the baby was sleeping. I couldn’t help but stare at a beautiful creation.

“What’s her name?”
“Madison Skye Anderson,” she said as I felt tears come to my eyes. Nicole got Skye from my grandmother who I was extremely close to since I was born on up until this day. Before I knew it I was kissing Nicole lips passionately.

“Sorry,” I said as I pulled away and returned to my seat.
“Don’t be I’ve missed this,” she said as she smiled.
“Nicole you love my best friend man….,”
“That’s where you’re wrong Sean,” she said,
“Care to explain,” I asked as she nodded while taking a deep breath.

“Sean we’ve both made so many mistakes when we were in a relationship and I know distance was one of our major issues at hand along with communication. I honestly didn’t think that being away from you would be this hard but it is. You’re in football and I’m a cheerleader at different schools so its not like we get to hang out and spend time together as much as we’d like to. Daniel just so happened to be there for me through it all just like how London was for you. I thought I loved him because he was there for me and you weren’t and Sean I was so mad at you but I had no reason to be. I was just vulnerable and I let it get the best of me and cause all this craziness becoming pregnant not knowing which one of you was the father. I apologize for keeping it from you at first but this pregnancy has opened up my eyes a lot and has made me grow and I owe that to you and this little girl,” she looked down at her smiling before she continued wiping a few tears from her eyes.

“You were there for me through it all and never broke your promise when you said you’d always be there for me. Its hard on me that we’re not together but I know it’ll take a good minute to get back to that but I’m willing Sean….I’m willing no matter how long it takes. Being pregnant has opened up my eyes to see who was really there all along and I’m sorry I pushed you and others away,” she finished as I took in her words.

“Scoot over,” I told her as I took off my shoes and climbed in bed with her as I kissed her cheek. “I forgive you Nicole…I do but as far as us being in a relationship…I don’t know about that right now. Don’t get me wrong I love you but I have a lot on my plate right now dealing with football, recruiters, making sure I ace my classes, and now this beautiful girl here…..I do want to know if she’s mines and if not I will STILL be there Nicole for you and Madison no matter what.”
She smiled. “Would…would you like to hold her,” she asked as I hesitated for a moment but nodded. She handed her over as she yawned and stretched in my arms as she opened her eyes staring at me. She smiled at me and held on to my finger tightly as I smiled back at her. I honestly believe that this is my child.


I grabbed my keys and rushed downstairs as my mom called after me.

“Ty what’s going on,” she asked her voice full of concern.
“I’ll explain later ma…I gotta go take care of something,” I said as I turned to leave before she could question me further. I jumped in my car and sped to Kiara's house making it there in 15 minutes that usually took me about 30 to 45 minutes. I knocked on her door as her mom answered.

“Hey Ms. Jones…is Kiara here,” I asked.
“Hey baby and yes she’s here,” she said giving me a hug welcoming me in as she shut the door calling Kiara to come down stairs. “Is Kiara ok….she hasn’t really been talking to anyone not even Tahj..its like she’s depressed,” she said looking into my eyes for any sort of answer until it hit me….her mom doesn’t know about what’s been going on.

“I’ll get to the bottom of it I promise,” I assured her as
<a href="">Kiara</a> came downstairs. She usually had so much life in her eyes and would brighten up the room with her energy but its like I was looking into an empty soul.

“Alright you two…I have a few errands to run so ill be back soon and thanks again Ty,” she said referring to what we talked about before Kiara came down as she walked out the house. Kiara headed up to her room as I followed closely behind..neither one of us saying a word. I shut the door behind me as she laid down on her side facing the opposite direction. I laid down next to her pulling her on top of me holding her tightly as I felt my shirt getting wet. I looked down and saw her crying. It pains me to see her like this and angers me to know why.

“Stop crying…I’m here now..Tahj won’t do anything to hurt you ever again,” I said kissing her forehead. Tahj better sleep with one eye open…I’m coming for him.


Chris and I had just finished spray painting as we stood back looking at our masterpiece. This was one of my other surprises for him on his birthday that really brightened his day, He looked like a little kid running over to the spray cans and paint when we came into the place where I set everything up. He came up behind me as his arms wrapped around my waist resting his head on top of mines.

“Thank for you the best birthday babe,” he said as I chuckled. Little did he know this was only the beginning.
“Babe you’re birthday isn’t over yet,” I said as he smacked his lips.
“Marie you better not have nothing else up your sleeve,” he warned as I turned around in his arms looking at him.
“And If I do,” I challenged smiling. He raised his eyebrows smirking at me.
“That’s for me to know and for you to find out,” he replied as he kissed my lips.
“Come on nasty boy….we need to go take a shower before we go to your birthday dinner at momma b house,” I said. Momma B always had a big birthday dinner for Chris and Jordan birthdays…this one was going to be slightly different.

“Ummm…would you be joining me in that shower as a little birthday treat,” he asked as I laughed walking away.
“Baby!!!,” he whined after me as we headed to my car. “I was serious!!”

“I was too,” I said still laughing as he opened my door for me and closing it before he got in on the passenger’s side. I headed to his house since I brought a bag of things for me to choose from for tonight. He insisted I use the shower in his room as he used the one down the hall.

<a href="http://cdn.necoleb****">Chris</a>

“Natalie baby are you ready mom just--,” I said as I walked back into the room to see <a href="">her</a> posing in the mirror as she looked over herself. My mouth dropped in awe…she was so beautiful.

“Pick ya face up,” she said looking over at me eyeing my outfit. She walked over to me and pecked my lips. “You look handsome birthday boy,” she smiled.
“And so do you beautiful,” I said kissing her forehead. “Mom is waiting on us downstairs and said that we’re not having dinner here at the house this time so you ready to go?”
“Yeah lets go”

We headed downstairs meeting up with my <a href="http://cdn.necoleb****">mom</a> and <a href="">Jordan and his fiance Mariah</a>. Natalie gave them all hugs as I did the same until I got to my mom.

“Momma where the hell you going dressed like that,” I said as she playfully hit me warning me about my cussing.
“We’re going out for your bday dinner,” she said as I shook my head.
“No you need to go change…I don’t want to have to kill anybody,” I said as they all laughed. I was being serious.
“If she ain’t budging with me she’s definitely not with you…I already tried,” Jordan said.
“Don’t yall be hating because I look good,” she said as Natalie jumped in.
“Yeah Chris don’t be hating on momma B….work it girl,” she said as giggling along with mom and Mariah.
“Females man,” I said shaking my head as Jordan nodded in agreement.

“Come on yall we gon be late,” my mom said as we all headed outside with mom getting in her car, Jordan and Mariah in their car, and then me and Nat in mines as we all followed my mom.
After about 45 minutes of driving we pulled up to this <a href="">beautiful home</a> .

“Wow,” Natalie said in awe as all parked. We all got out and followed my mom to the door as her phone started ringing.

“Here Chris can you open the door for me while I take this call,” she said handing me the keys as I nodded putting the key in the lock and opening the door seeing all the lights were off.
“Ma!! Where the lights at,” I turned around to see that nobody was behind me anymore. “Where the f*ck everybody go,” I said aloud to myself as I felt the walls looking for a light switch. I found one flipping the switch up.



Chris jumped grabbing his chest looking so scared as we all laughed. I snapped a picture of him as he glared at me. I winked at him and blew him a kiss as everyone wished him happy birthday. We invited all his friends and family out to celebrate with him. His smile was so big and bright and it made me smile knowing that he was happy. I went around snapping pictures of everybody making my way back to find Chris to get one of us together stopping dead in my tracks when I saw <a href="">her</a> walking up to Chris as he talked with <a href="">Tyga</a>.

“What the F*ck she doing here,” I heard someone say behind as I turned and saw <a href="">Rissa</a>.
“That’s what I want to know,” I said turning my attention back over towards them.

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her friend is f***ed up like how you gonna do that to her and she suppose to be your friend smh I feel so sorry for it

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D*** thats messed up her own bestfriend raped her smh. Tyler gon kill ol dude and its no help for him. Sean need to get da test done asap. Cel was wrong for that if they gon let the past be the past he gotta stop bringing up the past up.
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<a href="">Chris</a>

“Baby come on stop being so scared,” I said to her as I held my hand out. Natalie made plans for us to ice skate and she scared to come out on the rink scared she’s going to fall.

“You’re not gonna let me fall right,” she asked.
“No babe I’m right here,” I said as she hesitantly as she grabbed my hand stepping onto the ice rink. We slowly made our way down the rink as we made small talk.

“See babe you’re getting the hang of it,” I said as she smiled.
“How are you enjoying your birthday so far….Mr Big 19,” she joked as I chuckled a bit.
“My birthday is just like any other day. I’m living and still breathing on this earth, I’m healthy, I have my family and friends, and most of all you. You complete me in so many ways Natalie and I just want to continue to grow with you,” I said to her as she blushed.

“I want to grow with you too Chris….I’m scared though,” she admitted.
“Its ok to be scared because I am too…I’m sure we’re going to face many hardships along the way but its only to help us better prepare for our future. We’re gonna get through it together.”
She sighed. “You know I hate when we argue or especially when you’re mad at me…I don’t wanna lose you to that,” she said as she looked down.

I stopped us from moving as I faced her lifting up her chin to look at me.

“Sweetheart I hate when we argue, when you’re mad at me or upset period. But baby its all apart of being in a relationship. There’s going to be times where we are going to be at each other throats but its going to be alright. You my Queen girl….me leaving you isn’t even an option,” I said pecking her lips….I meant every word.


I really didn’t mean to leave Nicole at the hospital like that but I needed to clear my head and talk to someone…..and there was only one person I felt like I could talk to. I parked my car and walked up to the porch knocking on the door as they answered.

“Sean what are doing over here,” <a href="">she</a> asked.
“London can we talk,” I asked her as she opened the door wider for me to come in as I went into her den to see <a href="">Cel</a> , <a href="">Rissa</a> , and <a href="">Tyga</a> sitting on the couch as they all stop talking to look up at me.

“What’s up bro,” I said to Cel as I dapped him up. I dapped up Tyga and gave Rissa a hug before taking a seat next to Rissa and Tyga as London joined Cel on the couch across from us.

“What’s up with you Sean…you seem off,” Cel asked.
“Man Nicole had the baby today,” I said sighing running a hand over my face. Rissa pinched my arm.

“Ouch,” I jumped and rubbed my arm. “What you do that for man?”
“Why you didn’t tell anybody we all could’ve went up there to support her…I wanna see my niece,” she said as they all agreed. Rissa was my younger sister but with the way she acts you could swear she was the oldest.

“Rissa I don’t even know if the baby is mines,” I said.
“What did Nicole name her,” questioned London.
“I don’t know,” I said shrugging as Rissa hit me upside the head.
“What the f*ck you mean you don’t know Sean…weren’t you there with her?”

I glared at her as I rubbed my head. I explained the whole story to them as they all started going off on me when I was done especially Rissa.

“Bro you said you was gon be there for her how you just gon up and leave her like that,” Tyga said shaking his head as I grabbed a pillow trying to block Rissa from hitting me.
“Man Rissa chill out with that sh*t man!!! That sh*t hurt”
“Well it should hurt just like you’re hurting Nicole and her baby girl,” she said as I scoffed.
“She the one that hurt me!!! She cheated on me with my best friend!!!”
“hmm…that sounds familiar,” Marcel mumbled.
“TF was that Cel,” London asked.
“You heard what I said,” he said as London eyes glossed over.
“F*ck you Cel,” she said as she stormed upstairs to her room slamming the door as Rissa grabbed Marcel by his shirt.

“Cel I don’t play when it comes to London you better fix that sh*t….you was out of line,” Rissa said as Marcel smacked his lips.
“Smack yo lips again at me and see what happens,” she said as he sighed. Everybody know my sister is not to be messed with and she would not take anyone messing over the ones she cares about. She played no games.

“I’ll go talk to her,” Cel said as Rissa let him go returning to her seat next to Tyga.
“Crazy a**,” Cel mumbled as he headed up the stairs to London room.
“Love you too boo!!!” Rissa said yelling before she turned her attention back to me. “Why wont you take the test Sean…at least see if she’s yours.”

“I’m scared of what the results may be. I’ve been there for Nicole throughout her pregnancy and Daniel hasn’t done sh*t but she so call claims she loves him but yet and still wants things to work out between us. Just by being there for Nicole throughout her pregnancy I’ve already become attached to that baby girl. I’ve talked to her and she kicked for me all the time so to take the test and hear that she’s not mine would be devastating,” I confessed.
“I know the feeling bro,” Tyga said as Rissa glared at him. She wanted to question him but decided against it for now.
“Just take the test Sean and get it over with. I know that regardless if you were the father or not you’d still be in that child’s life,” she said as I took in her words. She was right about that.


I was in my room playing 2k13 when I heard the doorbell ring. I paused the game and jogged downstairs. I looked out the peep hole and saw no one and opened the door looking out as my eyes landed on an envelope with my name on it on the ground. I curiously picked it up and looked around to see if I saw anyone before I headed back inside up to my room.

“Who was that Ty,” my mom yelled from her room.
“No one ma…I just got a letter that’s all,” I yelled back as I sat down on my bed opening the letter.

<strong>Dear Tyler: I'm sorry for all the pain that I put you through. I didn't mean for everything to go down like this. You were my first through everything and you thought I cheated on you but I would never do anything to hurt you. It's hard for me to tell you the truth...the truth that i was was raped by Tahj in which is the reason why i contracted this disease. That night at the party everybody all had way to much to drink including myself......</strong>


<a href="">Kiara</a>

I stumbled my way back into the kitchen as I danced to Versace Rmx by Migos that boomed throughout the speakers. This party was dope af I thought to myself as I poured me a shot taking It to the head as my throat burned. I was feeling myself and this liquor as it slowly started taking control over me.

“f*** all your feelin's cause business is business, its strictly financial
I'm always the first one to get it, man that's how you lead by example,” I rapped along until I felt a tug at my arm.

I turned around and saw <a href=",_(Cropped).jpg">Tahj</a> smiling big with a cup in his hands…his eyes low.

“Hey I’ve been looking all over for you,” he slurred as he tucked a strand of hair behind my ear.
“What’s up,” I asked still rapping along to the music as he pulled me closer to him.
“Lets go upstairs so we can talk,” he said in my ear as I nodded. It was so loud in here so I’m surprised I even heard him say that. We headed upstairs to his room as he shut the door behind him as I sat down on the bed.

“What’s up punk,” I slurred feeling the buzz from all the alcohol I had.
“You,” he said lowly as his lips found their way onto mines. I jumped up….stumbling a bit.
“Tahj…what the hell are you doing?”
“Kissing you…what does it look like,” he said as I shook my head.
“I have a boyfriend Tahj who I love…I think its time for me to head home,” I said starting to get up as he pushed me back down.

“F*ck Tyler I’ve been here since we were kids. You knew I liked you Kiara,” he said...I was shocked…I never knew this.
“I’m leaving Tahj,” I slurred as I attempted to get up again stumbling but I was struck across the head with something….I was out….

I was going in and out of consciousness but i remember him being on top of me with his hands around my neck as he pumped in and out of me. I was scared for my life Ty that he might kill me but i was too weak to fight back....I had no energy. The next day i woke up looking over to see Tahj arm draped across my naked body. I softly cried as I slowly got out of bed careful not to wake him up as gathered my clothes putting them on along with my shoes. I grabbed my purse and phone as I tiptoed towards the door.

“Where are you going,” Tahj said grabbing my arm as I froze in place.
“I’m going home,” I said trying to hide any sort of fear in my voice as I looked away from him.
He chuckled a bit as he turned my face towards him and kissed me roughly before pulling back.
“Had a nice little conversation with Tyler when he called and he’s not too happy with you….and neither will I if I find out you told him about what happened between us you’re dead…understand,” he said through clenched teeth as I nodded. He let go of me and I ran out of the house and got in my car and left crying all the way home….how could my best friend do this to me?
*End Flashback*

<strong>.....I'm so sorry Tyler..I'm really sorry
Love Kiara </strong>

I had so much anger in me after reading that letter…I grabbed my lamp off my nightstand and threw it at the wall as I let the tears fall…


“Yes Aminah I love you,” Drew confessed.
“Drew don’t say all of these things just because of the situation,” I said as he shook his head.

“I’m not…MInah,” he said taking my hands before he continued. “I’m saying this because I LOVE YOU and you mean a lot to me. Amari is apart of you which makes me love and care about her even more.”
“Even though she’s not yours,” I asked as my voice cracked with emotion.
“Yes…even if she isn’t mines I’ll treat her as my own. I don’t know what’s wrong with these dead beat dads out here but f*ck em…that beautiful little girl deserves the world and I’m gonna give it to her,” he said as I cried hugging him tightly as he rubbed my back.

“I’m here baby I’m here,” he said comforting me. I have strong feelings for Drew and I want to tell him I love him too but I don’t want things to end up being a disaster like how things were with Amari’s father who I gave my all to plus more…I’m so scared……

Awwwww! My dad was just like that with my mom! Left her ass and didn't know until he was at the hospital! That's so nice of Sean to have her back. OMFG! That puppy was too gorgeous! I love Nat and Chris together they're perfect! Partaaaaayyyyyy! Turn up! Lol. I'm glad Drew slipped up and said the "L" word, Aminah needs that. I wonder how she's gonna react though... WTF Sean? Yo ass just said that you were going to have her back the best way possible! Ohhh! Please tell me I end up slapping the s*** out of him in that next add because that nigga just pissed me off!
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