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"I Cry" (Please read to let me know if u like what i have so far)

I Cry to hide the pain that i feel. no one knows that i cry myself to sleep some nights. i wonder where my life is heading. i feel sometimes i should not be here and should be in another place. i feel like my life is not where it should be so I Cry. my life has been hard growing up. i have always been a big girl so I Cry. i try not to think about what people say about me but I Cry still cry becuz it hurts. people see me happy and always smiling not knowing i cry to hide the pain. I Cry wondering if i will ever find that special someone to luv me for me I Cry sometimes to relieve pressure off me. I Cry becuz i don't like to talk about it so i like to write instead. even though I Cry i still find a way to keep going each day. i know i have people who luv me and want to help but I Cry. maybe one day will have the strength to talk to someone and realize that i do belong here and i will find love. right now i sit here and still cry. may be i will find that special someone and my life will feel complete. i am going to keep my head up and continue to do what i have been doing with my life. one day i will feel lucky and everything will be fine so i won't have to cry anymore.

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CAN U GET ME SOME WATER? I CAN DO THAT FOR U NICKI SAYS. THE CROWD HAD CALMED A LITTLE AND EVERYTHING WAS BACK TO NORMAL. I AM STILL IN SHOCK THAT WE HAD THIS MUCH BUSINESS MY SISTER SAYS. U GUYS CAN THANK ME FOR THAT. CRYSTAL I SAY. HEY EVERYBODY SHE SAYS. HEY GIRL. HI TAMARAH. U DID THIS I ASKED HER. YEAH I DID. THANK U SO MUCH CRYSTAL. U R WELCOME. WE HAVE NEVER HAD THIS MUCH BUSINESS BEFORE MY SISTER SAYS. WE EVEN HAD SOME CELEBRITIES COME THROUGH HERE TODAY I TELL HER. NOW THAT WAS NOT ME SHE SAYS. I AM STILL GRATEFUL FOR THIS THOUGH. WHAT R U DOING HERE? I THOUGHT U GIRLS COULD USE SOME LUNCH AFTER ALL THIS HARD WORK. WE SURE COULD NICKI SAYS. I HEARD WHAT HAPPENED TO U LAST NIGHT. HOW DID U HEAR............ YOUR SISTER CALLED ME. I AM DOING FINE THOUGH. SHE SAID U PASSED OUT. YEAH I DID. MY BLOOD SUGAR AND PRESSURE WAS LOW. BUT MY TESTS AND EVERYTHING CAME BACK FINE. YEAH BUT CHRIS IS STILL WORRIED ABOUT HER THOUGH MY SISTER SAYS. I THREW UP THIS MORNING AND HE THINKS I AM NOT TELLING HIM EVERYTHING THAT HAPPEN. I TOLD HIM THAT EVERYTHING IS FINE AND THAT I MIGHT JUST HAVE A LITTLE BUG. SO WHERE IS YOUR FIANCEE? HE HAS TO GO TO THE STUDIO AND HE HAS A PHOTO SHOOT. I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE U R WITH CHRIS BROWN SHE SAYS. WELL I COULD NOT BELIEVE IT EITHER. I HAD NO IDEA HE EVEN LIKED ME. HE HAD BEEN WATCHING ME FOR AWHILE HE TOLD ME WHEN WE FINALLY MET EACH OTHER. I WAS JUST STILL SO UPSET ABOUT WHAT USHER HAD DONE TO ME THAT I STAYED TO MYSELF FOR A WHILE.

I KNOW SHE SAYS. I TRIED TO FIND U BUT I HAD KNOW LUCK SHE SAYS. THANK GOD THAT IS THE LAST CUSTOMER TASHA SAYS. I HOPE U GUYS R HUNGRY BECAUSE I GOT US SOME POPEYE SHE SAYS. I HAVE NOT HAD THIS IN A LONG TIME I TELL HER. I AM GONNA LOCK THIS DOOR AND SO KNOW ONE ELSE COMES IN HERE. PUT THE SIGN IN THE DOOR THAT SAYS OUT TO LUNCH I TELL MIKA. SO HOW DID U AND CHRIS MEET? I WAS GETTING READY TO DO A LITTLE SHOPPING WITH MY GIRLS, WHEN WE RAN INTO HIM AND HIS FRIENDS AT BEST BUY. BEST BUY SHE SAYS. I KNOW I TELL HER. BUT MY SISTER AN EM SET THE WHOLE THING UP THOUGH. I WASN'T MAD AT THEM FOR TRYING TO GET ME BACK OUT THERE. I HAD KNOWN ABOUT WHAT HE DONE WITH THE WHOLE RIHANNA THING BUT I WAS LOOKING AT HOW HE IS NOW. I KNOW HOW SOME PEOPLE R STILL ANGRY AND WON'T FORGIVE FOR WHAT HE HAS DONE. EVEN WHEN IT HAPPENED, I WAS STILL SUPPORTING HIM. ONLY PEOPLE KNOW WHAT HAPPEN R THE TWO OF THEM. I KNOW WHAT HE DID WAS WRONG BUT I AM ALSO I FORGIVING PERSON. PEOPLE DON'T SEEM TO REALIZE THAT HE HUMAN AND EVEN HE MAKES MISTAKES. BUT BY HIM BEING A CELEBRITY, I GUESS PEOPLE R THINKING HE SHOULD HAVE KNOWN BETTER. AND THAT IS THE ONE THING I DON'T GET. WE R ALL HUMAN AND WE MAKE MISTAKES. SO DON'T THINK BECAUSE WE HAVE FAMOUS PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD THAT THEY R PERFECT. I KNOW MOST OF THE PEOPLE WHO R JUDGING HIM R NOT PERFECT. I KNOW THAT'S RIGHT MY SISTER SAYS.

I WAS NOT ABOUT TO STOP LISTENING TO HIS MUSIC OR JUST START SLANDERING HIM BECAUSE OF THIS ONE THING HE HAD DONE. WOW CRYSTAL SAYS TO ME. U REALLY LOVE HIM. I DO CRYSTAL AN I COULD NOT BE MORE HAPPY RIGHT NOW. I KNOW U R HAPPY TOO. I AM BUT I HAD THOSE SAME FEELINGS WHEN I MET USHER SHE SAYS. I MET USHER WHEN I WAS IN NEW YORK ON VACATION. HE HAD APPROACHED ME AND I BLEW HIM OFF A COUPLE OF TIME BECAUSE I WAS THINKING ABOUT WHAT HE HAD DONE TO U. BUT THEN I DECIDED TO TALK TO HIM AND WE ENDED UP HITTING IT OFF. WHEN WE WENT OUT ON OUR FIRST DATE, IT WAS TERRIBLE. I TOLD HIM THAT I KNEW AND U WERE MY BEST FRIEND AND HE WAS SHOCKED BY IT. THEN HE STARTED TELLING ME HOW HE CHEATED ON U AND CAUSE U TO HAVE A MISCARRIAGE. BUT THE DATE REALLY GOT BAD IS WHEN HE TOLE ME ABOUT HOW HE WAS THE ONE WHO PUT THAT SEX TAPE OUT OF U AND HIM BECAUSE HE WAS TRYING TO MAKE U LOOK BAD. I WAS COMPLETELY SHOCKED AND PISSED OFF AT HIM FOR THAT. I REMEMBER LEAVING THAT DATE MAD AND JUST LOST FOR WORDS. I COULD NOT BELIEVE HE HAD GONE TO THAT LEVEL TO MAKE U LOOK BAD. I DID NOT TALK TO HIM FOR ABOUT 5 MONTHS BEFORE HE CALLED ME AND SAID HE NEEDED TO SEE. I WAS FEELING LIKE MAYBE HE WOULD DO THE SAME TO ME. I WAS FEELING THE SAME WAY ABOUT CHRIS TOO. BUT THE USHER I WAS GETTING TO KNOW WAS NOT THE PERSON HE WAS TELLING ME ABOUT WHEN WE GOT TO TALK. I WAS REALLY FALLEN FOR HIM AND I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. SO I DECIDED TO MEET WITH AND HE EXPLAIN HOW U HAD FORGIVEN HIM AND THAT HE WAS SORRY AND HE WAS HAPPY THAT U FOUND SOMEBODY LIKE CHRIS TO BE IN YOUR LIFE. I WAS ALSO UPSET THAT HE WAS ACTING LIKE THIS AND HE HAS TWO SONS THAT LOOK UP TO HIM. SO WHEN HE TOLD ME HE SAW U IN HAWAII, I FELT LIKE IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO TELL U THAT WE WERE DATING.

I JUST DIDN'T FEEL RIGHT DATING YOUR EX AND U HAD TO FIND OUT ABOUT IT THROUGH THE TABLOIDS SHE SAYS. I WAS SCARED THAT U MIGHT NOT APPROVE BECAUSE OF WHAT HE HAD DONE TO U AND THAT HE MIGHT DO IT TO ME. I WOULD NEVER HAD DONE THAT BECAUSE I KNOW WHAT IT IS LIKE I TELL HER. I STILL GET PEOPLE LOOKING AT ME LIKE HOW COULD I BE WITH SOMEBODY WHO BEAT HIS GIRLFRIEND. I LOOK AT THE FACT HE TOOK RESPONSIBILITY FOR HIS ACTION AND IS BECOMING A BETTER PERSON BECAUSE OF IT. I HAVE SEEN CHRIS GROW SO MUCH AS A PERSON AND PEOPLE R STILL BLINDED BY THAT ONE THING. WHEN I SAW USHER AND U COME IN MY OFFICE THAT DAY AND ASK FOR MY BLESSING, I KNEW HE HAD FINALLY FOUND SOMEBODY THAT MADE HIM HAPPY AGAIN. SO I UNDERSTAND Y U FELT LIKE U NEEDED TO LET ME KNOW U GUYS WERE DATING. AND I DID FORGIVE USHER FOR WHAT HE HAD DONE TO ME. I DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE THAT ON MY MIND DAY IN AND DAY OUT OF WHAT HE HAD DONE. I HAD TO FORGIVE HIM SO I COULD MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE. I AM GLAD I DID BECAUSE NOW I AM SO MUCH BETTER BECAUSE OF IT. EVEN WHEN THAT TAPE CAME OUT, I DIDN'T HAVE ONE PERSON WHO SAID ANYTHING BAD ABOUT IT. MOST PEOPLE WERE SHOCKED BY IT AND SOME PEOPLE JOKES WITH ME ABOUT IT. I HAD EVEN GOT OFFERS TO DO PORN MOVIES. REALLY CRYSTAL SAYS AS SHE CHOKED ON HER FOOD. YEAH I TELL HER. I WAS MAD BUT I JUST LAUGH IT OFF. WOW U TOO R AMAZING NICKI SAYS. I DON'T THINK I WOULD BE SO OPEN TO LETTING MY FRIEND DATE MY EX SHE SAYS. THAT IS Y I LOVE SO MUCH CRYSTAL SAYS. I KNEW SHE WOULD UNDERSTAND SHE SAYS. AND THAT IS THE TYPE OF PERSON SHE IS SHE SAYS. WE KNOW EVERYBODY SAYS AS WE ALL STARTED LAUGHING.

SO WHAT IS IT LIKE BEING A COUGAR? CRYSTAL SAYS SMILING AT ME. I REALLY HATE BEING CALLED THAT I TELL HER. I KNOW I AM OLDER THAN HIM BUT I JUST............ BUT U R MY SISTER SAYS. OK U GUYS SAY TO THEM. WE R JUST MESSING WITH U MONIQUE SAYS. I BET U GUYS SEX LIFE IS............... YEAH IT IS I TELL HER. SPEAKING OF U GUYS SEX LIFE, WE HEARD ABOUT THIS MORNING MY SISTER SAYS. OH MY GOD. THOSE TWO JUST HAD TO SAY SOMETHING. WHAT HAPPEN THIS MORNING? CRYSTAL ASKED. U WANNA TELL HER OR SHOULD WE MIKA SAYS. MY MOM AND CHRIS'S MOM STOP BY THE HOUSE THIS MORNING TO CHECK ON ME BECAUSE WHAT HAPPEN LAST NIGHT. WELL WHEN THEY GOT THERE, THEY HEARD US HAVING SEX. NO SHE SAYS LAUGHING. YEAH THEY DID. WE LEFT THE WINDOW OPEN AND THEY HEARD EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING. YES CRYSTAL I TELL HER. I AM GLAD U GUYS FIND THIS FUNNY. CHRIS'S MOM SAYS U GUYS DIDN'T HEAR THEM. WE KNOW U GUYS HEARD THEM. WE DID AND THINK THEY KNEW THAT BUT DIDN'T GET MAD THOUGH. I TOLD CHRIS NOT TO STOP AND THAT WHOEVER WAS AT THE DOOR WAS GONNA HAVE TO WAIT. DAMN TASHA SAYS. HE GIVING IT TO U LIKE THAT. U KNOW WHAT I AM DONE TALKING ABOUT THIS. CHRIS'S MOM AND YOUR MOM WAS SHOCKED BY WHAT THEY HAD HEARD. CHRIS'S MOM WAS ACTUALLY IN HERE BRAGGING ABOUT HIM AND THAT HE COULD PUT IT DOWN LIKE HE DID MY SISTER SAYS. ALRIGHT THIS CONVERSATION IS OVER AND WE NEED TO OPEN THE STORE BACK UP. THERE WAS A KNOCK AT THE DOOR. I WILL GET ANGIE SAYS. WHEN SHE OPEN THE DOOR, I WAS SHOCKED TO SEE WHO WAS STANDING THERE. IS THAT.......... RIHANNA I SAY TO THEM. I COULD NOT BELIEVE SHE IS HERE RIGHT NOW. LET ALONG IN MY STORE.

I wonder if shes gone accidentally slip up and tell them, its hard to keep that secret, when everybodys think you not telling them something. Chris is gone be so excited tho, I hope she can keep it under wraps till his bday. And wow business is booming at the store ats wassup. RUN IT!!!!

AS I WAS I THE SHOWER, I JUST KEPT THINKING ABOUT CHRIS AND AND SUSPENSION HE IS GONNA HAVE NOW. I HAVE ALSO BEEN THINKING HOW STRANGE IT WAS THAT I GET PREGNANT RIGHT AFTER MY SISTER FOUND SHE WAS PREGNANT. I MEAN SHE IS ABOUT A MONTH INTO HERS BUT IT IS REALLY WEIRD. I JUST I CAN KEEP THIS SECRET IN A LITTLE WHILE LONGER. HIS BIRTHDAY IS STILL QUITE A FEW DAYS AWAY AND I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN WAIT TIL THEN. AS I GOT OUT THE SHOWER, I HEARD CHRIS ON HIS PHONE TALKING. I WAS FEELING SO MUCH BETTER TO. U FEEL BETTER? YES I DO CHRIS. IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT? EVERYTHING FINE CHRIS SAYS. I JUST HAVE SOME THINGS I NEED TO DO AT THE STUDIO AND I HAVE A PHOTO SHOOT TO DO TODAY FOR MY ALBUM HE SAYS. SO I AM GONNA HOPE IN THE SHOWER SO I CAN GET READY HE SAYS. I WILL BE OUT SO I CAN DROP U OFF AT WORK AND THEN I CAN GO AND DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO TODAY HE SAYS. I WILL BE WAITING FOR U I TELL HIM. I GET ANOTHER CALL FROM MY SISTER AT THE STORE. HELLO. WE COULD REALLY USE U SHE SAYS LAUGHING. I AM GETTING DRESS NOW I TELL HER. IS IT REALLY THAT BUSY? YEAH IT IS. I AM COMING SO JUST HANG IN THERE. ALRIGHT TAMARAH. BYE. SO I STARTED RUSHING TO GET READY. U R IN A HURRY CHRIS SAYS. WELL TAMEKAH JUST CALLED AND THEY NEED ME. IT IS REALLY BUSY TODAY. I KNOW WE R BUSY BUT NOT LIKE THIS THOUGH I TELL HIM. I HEARD EVERYTHING THAT WAS IN BACKGROUND. THIS IS A GOOD THING FOR YOUR STORE CHRIS SAYS. MORE BUSINESS MEANS MORE MONEY FOR U GUYS HE SAYS.

YEAH U R RIGHT I TELL HIM. SO R U READY? I AM CHRIS SO LETS GO. AS WE WERE HEADING OUT THE DOOR, CHRIS GOT ANOTHER CALL ON HIS PHONE. I WAS WAITING IN THE CAR FOR HIM TO GET IN. EVERYTHING OK? THAT WAS JUST TREY ASKING WHAT I HAD TO DO TODAY. THEY GUYS R GONNA HANG OUT WITH ME TODAY AT THE STUDIO AND AT MY SHOOT HE SAYS. I BET THEY R I TELL HIM SMILING. THE GIRLS R PROBABLY WORKING THEM TO DEATH RIGHT NOW. I GET ANOTHER CALL ON MY PHONE. HELLO. TAMARAH. IT IS MIKA. WASSUP BECAUSE I AM ALMOST TO U GUYS. I AM NOT CALLING FOR THAT SHE SAYS. DO WE HAVE ANYMORE BAGS? YEAH THEY R IN MY OFFICE CLOSET. ALRIGHT BYE SHE SAYS. OK THEY R REALLY BUSY FOR REAL TODAY. WE HAVE NEVER HAD THIS MUCH BUSINESS BEFORE. MAYBE SOMEBODY TOLD THERE FRIENDS ABOUT U GUYS CHRIS SAYS. IF THAT IS TRUE, THEN I WANT TO THANK THEM PERSONAL THEM. WE PULLED UP TO THE STORE AND ALL I SAW WAS PEOPLE COMING IN AND OUT. I SAW REGULAR PEOPLE AND A FEW CELEBRITIES AS WELL. OH MY GOD. MONICA. HEY GIRL. I HAVE NOT SEEN U SINCE CHRIS PROPOSE LAST YEAR SHE SAYS. I ALSO HEARD ABOUT U GUYS SPLIT AND EVERYTHING. BUT U GUYS SEEM BACK HAPPY NOW SHE SAYS LOOKING AT CHRIS. I AM SO SORRY ABOUT U LOSING THE BABY SHE SAYS. THANK U. I ALSO HEARD U GUYS GOT BACK ENGAGE SHE SAYS. YEAH WE R. I AM SO HAPPY FOR THE TWO OF U. I WAS SO MAD WHEN I FOUND OUT U GUYS HAD SPLIT SHE SAYS. BUT I KNEW U GUYS WOULD WORK THINGS OUT SHE SAYS. WELL I HAVE TO GET OUT OF HERE BECAUSE I HAVE SOME MORE SHOPPING TO DO.

PLUS I HAVE TO HURRY BECAUSE I AM WORKING ON SOME NEW MUSIC AS WELL. I WILL BE EXPECTING MY INVITATION IN THE MAIL FOR THE WEDDING SHE SAYS. ALRIGHT MONICA. I KNOW U HAVE TO GET IN THERE AND I WILL TALK TO U LATER. BYE MONICA. BYE. SHE HAD A FEW OF HER FRIENDS AND FAMILY WITH HER THAT HAD COME OUT THE STORE. THANK GOD U R HERE R TASHA SAYS. WE ME AND CHRIS WALKED IN EVERYBODY JUST STOP FOR A SECOND. HI EVERYBODY I SAY TO THEM. U GUYS WERE NOT KIDDING WHEN U SAID IT WAS BUSY. I DON'T KNOW WHO MAY HAVE DONE THIS, BUT THIS IS AMAZING MY SISTER SAYS. I SAW MONICA LEAVE FROM HERE. YEAH AND BRANDY WAS IN HERE BEFORE U GOT HERE. SHE REALLY WANTED TO MEET U. SHE SAYS MONICA HAD TOLD HER ABOUT THE STORE AND THE CLOTHES U MAKE SHE SAYS. I KNOW THAT IS NOT RAPPER EVE OVER THERE. YES THAT IS HER MY SISTER SAYS. HELLO MS. TAMARAH. HI EVE. I FINALLY GET THE CHANCE TO MEET U AND BUY SOME OF YOUR DESIGNS SHE SAYS. U R SO TALENTED AN I LIKE HOW U DON'T FOCUS JUST ON ONE SIZE HERE. I THINK U R AMAZING SHE SAYS. THANK U SO MUCH. I AM ABOUT TO HEAD OUT BUT I WILL BE TELLING MT FRIENDS ABOUT U AND THIS STORE WHEN THEY COME TO CHICAGO SHE SAYS. THANK U AND I APPRECIATE THAT EVE. NICE TO MEET ALL OF U BUT I REALLY HAVE TO RUN SHE SAYS. WE R GONNA HEAD OUT CHRIS SAYS AND LEAVE U GUYS TO THIS HE SAYS. ALRIGHT CHRIS. SEE U LATER BABY AS HE GIVES ME A KISS. AWWWWWWWWWWW THE WHOLE STORE SAYS.

BACK TO SHOPPING LADIES I TELL THEM. U TAKE IT EASY TODAY. I WILL CHRIS AND STOP WORRYING. U FOCUS ON YOUR PHOTO SHOOT AND WORKING ON YOUR MUSIC TODAY. I WILL HE SAYS. PROMISE. BECAUSE I KNOW U AND HOW U WILL BE CALLING AND CHECKING IN ONE ME. I PROMISE HE SAYS. U GUYS KEEP AN EYE ON HER FOR ME HE TELLS MY GIRLS. WE WILL NICKI SAYS. WHAT IS TALKING ABOUT? I THREW UP THIS MORNING AND HE IS JUST CONCERNED GIVING THE FACT ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT. U KNOW HE IS JUST LOOKING OUT FOR U MICKI SAYS. I KNOW HE IS GIRL. HE THINKS I AM NOT BEING HONEST WITH HIM ABOUT WHAT THE DOCTOR SAID. WELL R U? I TOLD U GUYS EVERYTHING MY DOCTOR SAID. I AM NOT HIDING ANYTHING FROM U GUYS IF THAT IS WHAT U R THINKING NICKI. I AM NOT THINKING THAT AT ALL. BUT CHRIS PROBABLY IS SHE SAYS. WELL I AM NOT HIDING ANYTHING I TELL HER. NOW CAN WE PLEASE GET BACK OUT THERE AND MAKE THIS MONEY I TELL HER. ALRIGHT SHE SAYS BUT WE WILL DO WHAT CHRIS ASK US SHE SAY. I KNOW U GUYS R GONNA DO THAT. NOW COME ON I TELL NICKI.

LMAO At the moms interrupting there love session lol, and then figuring out what they were doing that took so long to answer the door. Parents.... Aww damn Tamarah throwing up n front of Chris I really hope he doesnt suspect anything.... Damn hid bday needs to hurry up so she can reveal her surprise.

I WALKED OUT THE BATHROOM TO SEE CHRIS WAS LYING IN BED READY TO GO. I SEE U HAVE GOTTEN REALLY COMFORTABLE. I AM WAITING AN U HE SAYS. I CAN SEE THAT. HE GOT UP FROM THE BED AND WALKED TOWARD ME. HE TOOK MY HAND AND WE WALKED BACK TO THE BED. HE OPENED UP MY ROBE AND SAW I HAD NOTHING ON. HE JUST SMILED AT ME AND LEND DOWN AND KISS ME. I LAID DOWN ON THE BED AS HE TOOK OFF HIS BOXER. HE CLIMB ON TOP AND STARTED KISSING ME. HE SLOWLY ENTERED INSIDE ME. HE WENT IN AND OUT TAKING LONG DEEP STROKES. I COULD NOT STOP SCREAMING. AW S**T CHRIS. AS WE WERE KISSING, WE HEARD THE DOORBELL RINGING. CHRIS U BETTER NOT STOP AS HE WAS SLOWING DOWN. BUT THE DOOR HE SAYS. WHOEVER IT IS, IS GONNA HAVE TO WAIT AS I PULLED HIM BACK DOWN TO KISS ME. EACH TIME THE BELL RANG HE STARTED TO SPEED UP. THEN WHOEVER WAS AT THE DOOR STARTED KNOCKING. HE WENT IN AND OUT A FEW MORE TIMES BEFORE WE BOTH CAME AND WAS OUT OF BREATH. THEN BOTH OF OUR PHONES STARTED RINGING. CHRIS GOT UP AND GRABBED HIS PHONE AND I GRABBED MINE. WE BOTH LOOK AT EACH OTHER LAUGHING. IT IS MY MOM CHRIS SAYS. THIS IS MY MOM I TELL HIM. I PICKED MINE UP. HI MOM I SAY TO HER. I KNOW U GUYS HERE US DOWN KNOCKING AND RINGING THE DOORBELL. SORRY MOM BUT WE DID'T HEAR U GUYS I TELL HER. YES U GUYS DID SHE SAYS. I HAD HER ON SPEAKER PHONE AND CHRIS WAS TRYING NOT TO LAUGH. I WAS TRYING NOT TO LAUGH TO. WE WILL BE DOWN TO OPEN THE DOOR FOR U GUYS. WE WILL BE WAITING SHE SAYS. U CAN GO AND ANSWER THE DOOR CHRIS. HE STARTED LAUGHING. SINCE I ANSWERED MY PHONE, U CAN GET THE DOOR CHRIS. ALRIGHT FINE HE SAYS. U KNOW THEY R GONNA WONDER Y WE TOOK SO LONG CHRIS SAYS. I HAVE A FEELING THEY ALREADY KNOW THAT CHRIS. I AM NOT GOING DOWN THERE HE SAYS TO ME LAUGHING. I KNOW U R NOT SCARED TO ANSWERED THE DOOR. FINE I WILL GO GET THE DOOR.

YEAH U DO THAT CHRIS SAYS. I WALKED DOWN AND SAW THEM LOOKING THROUGH THE GLASS OF THE DOOR. IT IS ABOUT TIME MS. JOYCE SAYS. SORRY ABOUT THAT I TELL THEM. U GUYS SERIOUSLY DIDN'T HEAR US MY MOM SAYS. NO WE DIDN'T AS I LOOKED DOWN AT THE FLOOR. R U GOING TO WORK TODAY? I AM. I JUST ASKED TAMEKAH IF SHE COULD OPEN AND WATCH THE STORE FOR ME FOR A FEW HOURS. SINCE WHAT HAPPEN LAST NIGHT, CHRIS THOUGHT I SHOULD WAIT BEFORE I WENT IN. WHAT HAPPEN LAST NIGHT? I JUST GOT DIZZY AND PASSED OUT. MY BLOOD PRESSURE AND MY BLOOD SUGAR WAS LOW. THEY RAN SOME TEST AND EVERYTHING CAME BACK FINE THOUGH. WELL THAT IS GOOD MY MOM SAYS. NICE OF U TO JOIN US CHRIS HIS MOM SAYS. GOOD MORNING MOM. GOOD MORNING MOM. U TOOK YOUR TIME COMING DOWN HERE THIS MORNING. HE JUST LOOKED AT THEM SMILING. SO EVERYTHING IS OK WITH U? YES MOMS I TELL THEM. WELL I WILL THE FAMILY KNOW THAT U R DOING FINE AND THEY DON'T HAVE TO WORRY. WE R GONNA LEAVE U GUYS TO YOUR MORNING MS. JOYCE SAYS. WE WILL WALK U GUYS OUT. I AM COOKING DINNER TONIGHT AN I WOULD LIKE U GUYS TO COME OVER MY MOM SAYS. WE WILL BE THERE. OH ONE MORE, WE KNOW WHAT U GUYS WERE DOING AND NEXT TIME U MIGHT WANNA CLOSE THE WINDOW MS. JOYCE SAYS TO US. THANK U MOM CHRIS SAYS. I REMEMBER THOSE DAYS MY MOM SAYS. YEAH ME TOO MS. JOYCE SAYS. ALRIGHT BYE MOMS. BYE U GUYS THEY SAYS. OH MY GOD I TELL CHRIS. WE BOTH STARTED LAUGHING. WE R NEVER GONNA HEAR THE END OF THIS R WE? NO CHRIS WE WON'T. U KNOW OUR MOM AND WE BETTER BE PREPARED FOR WHAT THEY R GONNA SAY TO US. U WANT SOME BREAKFAST?

SURE CHRIS AS WE WALKED BACK INTO THE KITCHEN. U JUST SIT AND I WILL FIX US SOME BREAKFAST. IT IS MY SISTER. HELLO. HEY TAMARAH. WASSUP. DID U ORDER THOSE BABY PHAT JEANS WE DECIDED TO START SELLING? YEAH Y? BECAUSE I CAN'T FIND THE BOXES. THEY R IN MY OFFICE. I PUT THEM IN THERE INSTEAD OF THE CLOSET. U HAVE MY SPARE KEY? YES I DO. IT SOUNDS BUSINESS THERE. IT IS BUT WE CAN HANDLE THINGS UNTIL U GET HERE. R U SURE? BECAUSE I WANT U TO BE TAKING IT EASY SINCE U R PREGNANT I TELL HER. I AM FINE AND U KNOW WE HAVE HAD PLENTY OF DAYS LIKE THIS SHE SAYS. WELL I WILL BE IN SOON AS I AM DONE EATING BREAKFAST. WE WILL BE WAITING. CALL ME IF ANYTHING GOES WRONG. I WILL AND BYE. BYE TAMEKAH. EVERYTHING ALRIGHT? EVERYTHING IS FINE. NOTHING THEY CAN'T HANDLE. BREAKFAST SMELLS GOOD. STOP TAKING THE SAUSAGES. SORRY CHRIS. DON'T U TOUCH MY BACON HE SAYS. I DON'T YOUR YOUR BACON CHRIS. BUT U WANT THE SAUSAGES THOUGH HE SAYS LOOKING AT ME SMILING. U R JUST NASTY CHRIS. DO U HAVE ANY......... YES U DO. HAVE WHAT? SOME STRAWBERRIES. LET ME HAVE ONE? HE SAYS PULLING ME TO HIM. I PUT ONE END IN HIS MOUTH AND I BIT THE OTHER END. HE LOOKED AT ME SMILING. COME ON AND LETS EAT CHRIS SAYS. SO R U READY FOR YOUR NEXT ALBUM TO BE RELEASED? YEAH I AM AND I KNOW IT STILL SOMETIME BEFORE IT COMES OUT BUT I AM READY. I AM ALSO GLAD I WILL BE ABLE TO CELEBRATE MY MOMENT WITH U. I AM GLAD TO CHRIS. U HAVE JUST BEEN SO FOCUS ON YOUR MUSIC AND I AM SO PROUD OF U. THANK U BABY. THAT MEANS A LOT TO ME. I KNOW IT DOES. U DESERVES EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING TO U AND U SHOULD BE PROUD OF YOURSELF. I AM PROUD OF MYSELF HE SAYS. R U ALRIGHT? NO I AM NOT. I WENT RUNNING TO THE BATHROOM. I HAD TO THROW UP. CHRIS WAS HOLDING MY HAIR BACK. R U ALRIGHT NOW? AS I WAS ABOUT TO ANSWER, I THREW UP SOME MORE. BETTER? YES CHRIS. COME SIT DOWN. CAN U GET ME SOME WATER PLEASE? I WILL BE RIGHT BACK. NOW I KNOW HE IS GONNA BE WONDERING ABOUT IF I WAS TELLING HIM THE TRUTH. HERE IS YOUR WATER. THANK U CHRIS. I AM JUST THINKING NOW EVERYBODY IS GONNA BE ASKING QUESTION ABOUT ME. R U BETTER NOW? I AM FINE NOW CHRIS. I AM GONNA HOP IN THE SHOWER AND HEAD TO WORK. R U SURE U WANT TO GO IN? CHRIS I WILL BE FINE. IT JUST PROBABLY A LITTLE BUG I HAVE. SO DON'T WORRY. OK HE SAYS. I WILL LEAVE U TO YOUR SHOWER. CHRIS STOP WORRYING. I AM FINE.

Aww I know Chris is gonna be so excited when he finds out Tamarah's pregnant, bet this is super hard for her to keep in until his birthday. Too cute how he's rubbing her belly and stuff and he doesn't even know she's preggers yet. Ther're a great couple as well as some freaky lil mofo too lol. Run It!!!

MOM SAID SHE WOULD COME TO SEE U IN THE MORNING MY SISTER SAYS. ALRIGHT THEN. WE WILL SEE U GUYS TOMORROW. I LET OUT A BIG YAWN. U REALLY R TIRED. YEAH I AM CHRIS. SO EVERYTHING IS FINE? YES CHRIS AND STOP WORRYING. I HAVE TO WORRY HE SAYS. U HAVE BEEN THROUGH THIS BEFORE AND I JUST WANT U TO BE OK. I AM OK AND NOTHING ELSE WON'T GO WRONG AS LONG AS I FOLLOW THE STEPS TO GET EVERYTHING BACK TO NORMAL. I JUST LOVE U SO MUCH AND I DON'T WANT TO LOSE U. U WON'T LOSE ME CHRIS. I STARTED TO FALL ASLEEP IN THE CAR. TAMARAH. HUH. R U KEEPING SOMETHING FROM ME? NO CHRIS I AM NOT. Y DO U ASKED? JUST GET THE FEELING U R NOT TELLING EVERYTHING THE DOCTOR TOLD U. CHRIS I AM REALLY TIRED AND I HAVE TOLD U EVERYTHING. PLEASE DON'T BE PARANOID BY THIS SITUATION WITH. ALRIGHT BUT LIKE I SAID BEFORE, I WILL BE KEEPING MY EYE ON U. HE WAS STARTING TO SOUND LIKE ME. I DIDN'T WANT TO KEEP MY PREGNANCY A SECRET. I JUST WANT TO SURPRISE HIM ON HIS BIRTHDAY. WE R HOME TAMARAH. CAN U MAKE IT TO THE DOOR? CAN MAKE CHRIS. WHEN WE GET IN HERE, I WANT U TO GO RIGHT TO BED. YES DADDY I TELL HIM. I REALLY WANT U TO TAKE IT EASY. I KNOW CHRIS. I WENT UPSTAIRS AND CHANGED OUT OF MU CLOTHES. CAN U GO AND GET ME SOME WATER? SURE. I WILL BE RIGHT BACK. I WANT TO HIDE THE PAPER SHE HAD GIVEN ME. HERE IS YOUR WATER. THANK U BABY. I DRANK THE WATER AND LAID DOWN IN THE BED. I LAID THERE AND CLOSE MY EYES. TAMARAH. HUH. I AM SORRY CHRIS SAYS. U GO RIGHT TO SLEEP HE SAYS. HE CLIMBS IN BED AND HELD ME AS I FELL ASLEEP. I SLEPT REALLY GOOD THAT NIGHT.

I WOKE UP THE NEXT MORNING FEELING MUCH BETTER. CHRIS. HUH. CAN U MOVE OVER SO I CAN GET UP? LAY BACK DOWN IN BED WITH ME. I DO HAVE TO GO TO WORK TODAY CHRIS. U CAN BE LATE HE SAYS HOLDING ME. U CAN CALL YOUR SISTER AND HAVE WATCH THINGS FOR AWHILE HE SAYS. HE GAVE ME A SAD FACE. U R JUST TO MUCH CHRIS. AND I CAN'T SAYS NO TO THIS FACE I TELL HIM. ALRIGHT I WILL CALL HER AND ASKED HER TO OPEN UP FOR ME AND TO WATCH THE STORE UNTIL I GET THERE. I WILL TEXT HER INSTEAD. GOOD CHRIS SAYS. U R SUCH A BIG KID CHRIS. YEAH BUT U LOVE ME STILL. I LAID BACK IN THE BED. SO WHEN DO U THINK WE WILL BE READY FOR A BABY? CHRIS ASKED ME. U KNOW THE PROCESS CHRIS. I HAVE A FEELING IT WILL BE SOONER THAN U THINK. HOW DO U KNOW THAT? IT IS JUST A HUNCH I HAVE. WILL U STOP RUBBING MY STOMACH? THERE IS NOTHING IN THERE CHRIS. I KNOW BUT ONE DAY THERE WILL BE. U REALLY WANT TO BE A DAD DON'T U? I DO BUT I KNOW WE DON'T WANT TO RUSH BACK INTO THINGS AND HAVE THE SAME OUTCOME AGAIN. I HAVE A FEELING THIS TIME WILL BE DIFFERENT. TRUST ME WHEN I SAY THINGS WE BE BETTER THIS TIME CHRIS. I JUST KNOW THEY R. CHRIS DO NOT KISS ME WITH YOUR MORNING BREATH. YOUR BREATH IS NOT THAT REFRESHING EITHER. U RIGHT AS WE STARTED LAUGHING. I GOT A TEXT FROM MY SISTER. SHE SHE WOULD DO THAT FOR AND TAKE AS MUCH TIME AS I NEED. SO WHAT DO U WANT TO DO? CHRIS. I THINK U KNOW ALREADY CHRIS SAYS. SO THIS MAKEUP SINCE WE COULD NOT DO IT LAST NIGHT. YES CHRIS SAYS SMILING AT ME. I THINK WE SHOULD BRUSH BEFORE WE SO ANYTHING I TELL CHRIS. WE BOTH STARTED LAUGHING AND WENT TO BRUSH OUR TEETH.

Aww yay, She's pregnant. I think it's so great that she's getting another chance at being a mom. I cant wait till she tells Chris.

TAMARAH CAN U HERE ME? CHRIS SAYS AGAIN. THE PARAMEDIC CAME TO SEE WHAT HAS HAPPEN. WHAT HAPPEN TO HER? SHE SAID SHE WAS DIZZY AND WHEN SHE STOOD UP, SHE JUST FELL DOWN CHRIS SAYS. HER BLOOD PRESSURE IS SLIGHTLY LOW THE MAN SAYS. WE NEED TO TAKE HER IN JUST TO BE ON THE SAFE SIDE. U GO AHEAD CHRIS AND WE WILL BE RIGHT BEHIND U TREY SAYS. I NEED SOMEBODY TO DRIVE MY CAR FOR ME. I CAN THAT DRAKE SAYS. JUST GO AND BE WITH TAMARAH. EVERYTHING IS IS GONNA BE FINE TAMARAH CHRIS SAYS TO ME. THEY PUT ME INTO THE AMBULANCE AND TOOK ME TO THE HOSPITAL. CHRIS I CALLED OUT. WHAT HAPPENED? U PASSED OUT AND WE R ON OUR WAY TO THE HOSPITAL HE SAYS TO ME. THE PARAMEDIC THOUGHT IT WOULD BEST TO GO JUST TO BE ON THE SAFE SIDE. ALRIGHT I TELL HIM. U SCARED THE HELL OUT OF ME HE SAYS. I AM SORRY CHRIS. JUST RELAX AND WE R ALMOST TO THE HOSPITAL THE MAN SAYS. WE GOT TO THE HOSPITAL AND THEY WANTED TO RUN TESTS ON ME. U CAN WAIT RIGHT HERE CHRIS AND WE WILL LET U KNOW IF ANYTHING IS WRONG. WE R JUST GONNA UN A FEW TEST TO MAKE SURE U HAVE NOTHING SERIOUS WRONG WITH U. U WERE FEELING DIZZY. YEAH AND IT CAME FROM OUT OF NOWHERE. I WAS FINE THE WHOLE DAY UNTIL WE WERE AT THE CLUB. I REMEMBER STANDING UP AND THE ROOM JUST STARTED SPINNING AND THEN I WOKE UP IN THE AMBULANCE. I HAVE THIS PROBLEM BEFORE WHEN I WAS PREGNANT LAST YEAR. I SEE HERE IT SAYS U HAD A MISCARRIAGE LAST YEAR AND ONE BEFORE THAT. YEAH I DID. WELL JUST RELAX AND U WILL BE OUT OF HERE IN NO TIME IF EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT I TELL THE DOCTOR. I WILL BE RIGHT BACK THE DOCTOR SAYS.

WE R GONNA RUNS SOME TEST ON HER TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING IS FINE THE DOCTOR SAYS. I ALSO CALLED HER REGULAR DOCTOR TO LET HER KNOW SHE IS HERE. I WILL KEEP U UPDATED AND HOPEFULLY SHE CAN GO BACK HOME TONIGHT. THANK U DOCTOR. IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT? MY SISTER ASKED CHRIS. THEY R ABOUT TO RUN TESTS ON HER TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING IS FINE. I DON'T GET IT MY SISTER SAYS. SHE HAS BEEN FINE THIS WHOLE TIME AND IT IS JUST WEIRD THAT THIS HAPPENED OUT OF THE BLUE WITH HER MY SISTER SAYS. JUST PRAY THAT NOTHING IS WRONG AND THAT IT SOMETHING THEY CAN FIX. HELLO THERE STRANGER MY DOCTOR SAYS COMING IN. I WAS NOT SUPPOSE TO SEE U UNTIL TOMORROW. I KNOW I TELL HER. I SEE YOUR BLOOD PRESSURE S SLIGHTLY LOW AND SO IS YOUR BLOOD SUGAR SHE SAYS. EVERYTHING ELSE IS FINE WITH AND WE R WAITING FOR YOUR RESULT FROM THE PREGNANCY TEST TO COME BACK. A PREGNANCY TEST? YES SHE SAYS. I THINK U COULD BE SHE SAYS. IF U R, THEN U R GONNA NEED TO CARE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF. GIVEN THE FACT U HAVE HAD TWO MISCARRIAGES, I DON'T WANT U TO HAVE A THIRD SHE SAYS. HAVE U GUYS BEEN TRYING? NO BUT I AM NOT SURPRISED GIVING THE FACT WE HAVE BEEN AT IT A LOT I TELL HER. SHE SMILED AT ME. THAT IS UNDERSTANDABLE SHE SAYS. WE HAD DECIDED WHEN THE TIME WAS RIGHT, THEN WE WOULD KNOW I TELL HER. THE NURSE CAME IN WITH THE PAPERS OF MY RESULTS. SHE LOOKED AT THE PAPER FOR A FEW SECONDS BEFORE SHE SAID ANYTHING. WELL DOCTOR I ASKED HER. I WAS RIGHT. U R PREGNANT SHE SAYS.

I AM COMPLETELY SHOCKED RIGHT NOW BY THIS. WOW I TELL THE DOCTOR. I JUST WASN'T EXPECTING IT TO HAPPEN SO SOON. I AM HAPPY BUT I AM JUST AFRAID OF THE OUTCOME. I KNOW BUT U HAVE TO REALIZE THAT EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON. U KNOW HOW PEOPLE SAY GOD HAS A PLAN FOR EVERYONE? YEAH I DO. WELL THIS IS HIS PLAN FOR U SHE SAYS. OBVIOUSLY GOD WANTS U TO HAVE A BABY AND NOW U R. U JUST HAVE TO STAY POSITIVE AND NOT THINK ABOUT LOSING THIS BABY OR BABIES SHE SAYS. I KNOW TWINS RUNS IN YOUR FAMILY SHE SAYS. SO JUST BE HAPPY THAT THIS IS HAPPENING FOR U AGAIN. I AM HAPPY AND SURPRISE I TELL HER. I AM GONNA TELL CHRIS HE CAN COME IN AND SEE U. CAN U PLEASE NOT SAY ANYTHING TO HIM ABOUT ME BEING PREGNANT? I WANT IT TO BE A SURPRISE. HE HAS HIS BIRTHDAY NEXT WEEK AND I WANT IT TO BE MY GIFT TO HIM. ALRIGHT SHE SAYS. U TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF OK. I WILL DOCTOR. I WILL GET YOUR PAPER SO U CAN LEAVE. THANK U AGAIN DOCTOR. U R WELCOME AND U DON'T HAVE TO COME IN FOR YOUR APPOINTMENT TOMORROW SHE SAYS. HI CHRIS. HEY HE SAYS. HOW R U? EVERYTHING IS FINE CHRIS. I JUST NEED TO TAKE BETTER CARE OF MYSELF TELL HIM. THAT IS GOOD HE SAYS. SO U CAN GO HOME? YES I CAN. MY DOCTOR IS GETTING MY RELEASE PAPERS READY. U HAD ALL OF US REALLY SCARED CHRIS SAYS. I KNOW AND I WAS SCARED TO. I AM GONNA KEEP A CLOSE EYE ON U HE SAYS. I KNOW U R CHRIS. I AM NOT GONNA ARGUE WITH THAT I TELL HIM. GOOD HE SAYS. I DON'T WANT ANYTHING ELSE HAPPENING TO U HE SAYS.

HERE R YOUR PAPERS MY DOCTOR SAYS. JUST SIGN HERE AND U R FREE TO GO. THANK U AND U R FREE TO GO. CHRIS TAKE CARE OF HER SHE SAYS. I WILL HE SAYS. ALSO CONGRATULATION ON U GUYS ENGAGEMENT SHE SAYS. THANK U. I AM GONNA GO AND PULL THE CAR AROUND. ALRIGHT CHRIS. I WILL BE OUT IN A MINUTE. I ALSO WANTED TO GIVE U THESE PAPERS TO HELP U WITH GETTING YOUR BLOOD SUGAR BACK UP AND YOUR BLOOD PRESSURE TO SHE SAYS. IT IS ALSO SOME INFORMATION ON WHAT TO LOOK OUT FOR SINCE U R PREGNANT SHE SAYS. I WANTED TO GIVE THIS TO U WHEN HE LEFT. THANK U DOCTOR. IF ANYTHING ELSE HAPPENS, JUST CALL ME OR COME STRAIGHT TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM SHE SAYS. I WILL I TELL HER. I SEE EVERYONE WAITING OUTSIDE FOR ME. CHRIS SAYS EVERYTHING IS FINE MY SISTER SAYS. YES I AM FINE. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME AND GO TO BED I TELL THEM. WELL COME ON MY SISTER SAYS. CHRIS IS GETTING THE CAR NOW. SO WHAT WAS WRONG? MY BLOOD SUGAR AND PRESSURE WAS LOW. SO SHE JUST GAVE ME SOME INFORMATION ON HOW TO GET IT BACK TO NORMAL. I AM GLAD THAT WAS ALL IT WAS AND NOT SOMETHING SERIOUS I TELL THEM. THERE IS CHRIS MIKA SAYS. I WILL TALK TO U GUYS TOMORROW ABOUT EVERYTHING I TELL THEM. ALRIGHT THEN MY SISTER SAYS. U READY TO GO HOME? YEAH I AM. I JUST WANT TO GO HOME AND GO TO SLEEP. ALRIGHT CHRIS SAYS. U DESERVE THE REST TONIGHT CHRIS SAYS TO ME.

Oh wow, What's wrong with Tamarah? RUN IT!!!

R U READY TO HAVE SOME FUN TONIGHT? U KNOW I AM CHRIS. I JUST HOPE WE CAN GET THROUGH THIS NIGHT WITHOUT ANY FIGHTS OR ARGUMENTS HAPPENING. I AM NOT TRYING TO GET INTO IT WITH NOBODY TONIGHT. I KNOW SOON AS WE GET THERE, GIRLS R GONNA BE SWARMING U GUYS. I AM JUST SO SICK OF THAT S**T EVERY TIME WE GO OUT ANYWHERE. U WILL BE FINE AND SO WILL THE GIRLS. WE ARRIVED AT THE CLUB AND IT WAS A LINE OUT THE DOOR. AS USUAL, THERE WERE PAPARAZZI WAITING FOR PICTURES. WE GOT OUT THE CAR AND HEADED RIGHT IN THE CLUB. WELL IF IT ISN'T CHRIS AND HIS LOVELY GIRLFRIEND WAYNE SAYS. IT IS NICE TO SEE U GUYS BACK TOGETHER. THANKS MAN CHRIS SAYS. JUST SO U KNOW, U GUYS WILL NOT BE BOTHERED BY ANYBODY TONIGHT. U SURE ABOUT THAT? YES TAMARAH HE SAYS. NO GIRLS OR GUYS WILL BE BOTHERING U GUYS TONIGHT. I WAS SO RELIEVED BY WHAT HE SAID. BUT THEN AGAIN, THESE GIRLS WILL DO ANYTHING TO CLOSE TO THESE GUYS. R U GONNA DRINK TONIGHT? CHRIS ASKED ME. SURE. Y NOT I TELL HIM. WAYNE REALLY HOOKED US UP OVER HERE TREY SAYS. I AM MAD I CAN'T DRINK WITH YA'LL MY SISTER SAYS. I STARTED LAUGHING AT HER. U R GONNA BE FINE I TELL HER. U KNOW WHAT, I WILL DRINK WHAT U R HAVING SO U WON'T FEEL LEFT OUT OK I TELL HER. U DON'T HAVE TO THAT TAMARAH SHE SAYS. I DON'T MIND OK. SO CHRIS, HAVE U DECIDED WHERE U WANT TO GO FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? DRAKE ASKED. I DO AND IT IS A SURPRISE HE SAYS TO ME. WELL I CAN'T WAIT BECAUSE I REALLY WANT TO TAKE ANOTHER TRIP. THAT TRIP TO HAWAII WAS SO MUCH FUN. R U GUYS ALRIGHT OVER HERE? WAYNE ASKED US. YEAH WE R I TELL HIM. SO WHEN R U TWO GONNA TIE THE KNOT FOR GOOD? WAYNE ASKED US. WE HAVE NOT PICKED A DAY YET CHRIS SAYS. IF U GUYS NEED ANYTHING, JUST LET ME KNOW WAYNE SAYS. WE WILL DO THAT I TELL HIM.

LET ME CHECK ON THIS SITUATION WAYNE SAYS. THERE WAS AN ALTERCATION ABOUT TO HAPPEN. R U ALRIGHT? I AM FINE CHRIS. R U SURE? BECAUSE U LOOK LIKE U R SICK. I AM FINE CHRIS. I HAVE A DOCTORS APPOINTMENT TOMORROW ANYWAY. IF SOMETHING IS WRONG, THEN I WILL FIND OUT OK. OK CHRIS SAYS. U WANNA DANCE WITH ME. SURE CHRIS. DON'T HURT HIM MY SISTER SAYS. I STARTED LAUGHING WHEN SHE SAID THAT. I SEE WE HAVE OUR BOY CHRIS BROWN IN THE HOUSE TONIGHT THE DJ SAYS. I AM ABOUT TO PLAY CHRIS NEW SINGLE SWEET LOVE AND I HOPE U GUYS ENJOY IT. WHEN THE SONG CAME ON, I WAS HOOKED SO FAST TO IT. HE WRAPPED HIS ARMS AROUND ME AND PULLED ME CLOSER INTO HIM. HE STARTED SINGING TO ME IN MY EAR. OK THIS SONG IS HOT MIKA SAYS. CHRIS HAS DONE IT AGAIN NICKI SAYS. I TURNED FACE AROUND TO FACE HIM AND HE WAS SMILING. I TAKE IT U LIKE THIS SONG HE SAYS. I DO A LOT. HOW DID U COME UP WITH THIS SONG? I ASKED HIM. IT WAS JUST SOMETHING THAT CAME TO ME HE SAYS. SO NOTHING INSPIRED U WHEN U STARTED MAKING THIS SONG. HE JUST SMILED AT ME. YEAH CHRIS I SAY TO THEM, OF COURSE I DID GET SOME INSPIRATION FROM THINKING ABOUT U HE SAYS. I STARTED TO FEEL A LITTLE DIZZY. TAMARAH CHRIS SAYS. LETS GO SIT DOWN. R U ALRIGHT TAMARAH? MY SISTER ASKED ME. I GOT LITTLE DIZZY THERE FOR A MOMENT. I JUST THINK I NEED TO SIT AND HAVE SOME WATER. R U SURE? YES CHRIS I AM SURE. THIS JUST CAME OUT OF NOWHERE I TELL THEM.

U WANT TO GO HOME? CHRIS ASKED ME. NO I THINK I AM BETTER NOW. I REALLY THINK I SHOULD TAKE U HOME CHRIS SAYS. I AM WITH CHRIS ON THIS MY SISTER SAYS. WE CAN ALWAYS DO THIS ANOTHER NIGHT CHRIS SAYS. I AM NOT GONNA ARGUE WITH THAT. LETS GO HOME CHRIS. I GOT UP AN THE ROOM STARTED SPINNING. TAMARAH CHRIS CALLED OUT TO ME. I ENDED UP FALLEN TO TO THE GROUND AND PASSING OUT. TAMARAH CAN U HEAR ME CHRIS SAYS. THE AMBULANCE IS ON ITS WAY CHRIS. TAMARAH CAN U HEAR ME CHRIS SAYS AGAIN. EVERYONE WAS STANDING AROUND CALLING FOR ME TO WAKE UP.

Swear Chris is the boggest freak lol. Always tryna get it in. And why everybody gotta always point out what these two are doing. RUN IT!!

SO U JUST HAVE EVERYTHING READY? YES I DO HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. I REALLY LIKE YOUR SISTER DEE DEE. SHE IS A NICE PERSON. I KNOW AND I GLAD THAT SHE WILL BE AROUND MORE. I MISS THEM COMING AROUND AND NOW THAT THEY R, I CAN SEE NY NIECES AND NEPHEWS MORE. R U TIRED? HE ASKED ME BECAUSE I YAWNED. A LITTLE BIT I TELL HIM. I DON'T KNOW Y I AM SO TIRED RIGHT NOW. I KNOW Y CHRIS SAYS TO ME. GOING OUT TONIGHT WILL DO ME SOME GOOD I TELL CHRIS. U KNOW WE CAN JUST STAY IN TONIGHT. OF COURSE WE COULD CHRIS AS I GET OUT THE CAR. WE R GOING OUT TONIGHT I TELL HIM AS WE WALK TO THE DOOR. I KNOW WHAT U R TRYING TO DO CHRIS. I WAS JUST MAKING A SUGGESTION HE SAYS. UN HUH I SAY TO HIM. HOW COME U R ALWAYS THINKING I JUST WANT ONE THING FROM U? BECAUSE U DO CHRIS I SAY LAUGHING AT HIM. NO I DON'T HE SAYS. YEAH U DO AS WE R GOING UPSTAIRS. IF U WASN'T THINKING WHAT I THOUGHT U WERE, THEN WHAT WERE U THINKING ABOUT DOING TONIGHT? HE JUST LOOKED AT ME AND STARTED LAUGHING. EXACTLY MY POINT CHRIS. OK HE SAYS. BUT CAN U BLAME ME HE SAYS HOLDING ME. I GUESS NOT CHRIS. U KNOW U BE WANTING IT AS MUCH AS I DO. I DO. U KNOW U DO HE SAY TO ME. I AM NOT GONNA EVEN SAY ANYTHING ON THAT. U DON'T HAVE TO HE SAYS. U KNOW I AM RIGHT. U R BECOMING WEAK FOR ME RIGHT NOW HE SAYS. I AM CHRIS. YEAH U R AS HE PULLS ME TO HIM. HE STARTED KISSING ME ON MY NECK. CHRIS WE REALLY NEED TO GET READY. WE HAVE PLENTY OF TIME HE SAYS KISSING ME. HE LIFTS ME UP AND CARRIES TO THE BED.

I HEAR MY PHONE RINGING. CHRIS LET ME ANSWER MY PHONE. LET IT RING HE SAYS TO ME. IT STOP FOR A MOMENT. SEE I TOLD U HE SAY KISSING ME AGAIN. IT STARTED RINGING AGAIN. THAT AIN'T NOBODY BUT YOUR SISTER HE SAYS LAUGHING AT ME. HELLO. I HOPE U TWO R GETTING READY. WE R ABOUT TO NOW TAMEKAH. WE DON'T WANT TO BE WAITING ON U TWO. U GUYS WON'T I TELL HER. CHRIS STARTED KISSING ME ON MY NECK AGAIN. I AM GETTING READY RIGHT NOW. TELL CHRIS TO STOP IT RIGHT NOW SHE SAYS. I HEARD THAT CHRIS SAYS. SHE STARTED LAUGHING. WE R ABOUT TO GET READY NOW I TELL HER. ALRIGHT BYE. BYE TAMEKAH. U KNOW OUR FRIENDS R ALWAYS RUINING THINGS HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. JUST PUT YOUR CLOTHES ON CHRIS. BESIDE, I HAVE SOMETHING FOR U WHEN WE GET BACK HERE TONIGHT. THAT IS ONLY IF U R GOOD TONIGHT I TELL HIM. GIVE ME A PREVIEW RIGHT NOW HE SAYS. U R JUST GONNA HAVE TO WAIT CHRIS AS I GIVE HIM A KISS. THIS DRESS U GOT FOR ME IS BEAUTIFUL CHRIS. DAMN HE SAYS. I DON'T THINK I AM GONNA MAKE IT THROUGH THIS NIGHT HE SAYS. YES U WILL I SAY LAUGHING. LETS GO BEFORE OUR FRIENDS START RINGING OUR PHONES I TELL CHRIS. SPEAKING OF OUR FRIENDS AS THE DOORBELL RINGS. I WILL GET CHRIS SAYS. I WILL BE DOWN. YA'LL BETTER HAD BEEN READY. SHUT UP TAMEKAH. WHERE IS TAMARAH? I AM COMING I YELL DOWN TO THEM. I AM GLAD I CALL MY SISTER SAYS.

WE WOULD PROBABLY BE WAITING RIGHT NOW MY SISTER SAYS. TAMARAH THAT DRESS IS BEAUTIFUL MY SISTER SAYS. THANK U. CHRIS BOUGHT IT FOR ME. THE SHOES TOO. YES HE DID. IS THAT A HICKEY? TREY ASKED ME. WHERE? I AM GONNA KILL U CHRIS. HE STARTED LAUGHING. LETS JUST GO I TELL THEM. DON'T BE MAD CHRIS SAYS. NOW I AM GONNA HAVE THIS MARK ON MY NECK NOW. AW HE CHRIS SAYS. IT IS NOT FUNNY CHRIS. I AM SORRY HE SAYS. I BET U R I TELL HIM. IF U R THAT MAD, THEN I WILL BE LOOKING FORWARD TO MY PUNISHMENT TONIGHT HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. OH U WILL BE PUNISH TONIGHT CHRIS. CAN YA'LL GET IN THE CAR? MIKA SAYS. ALRIGHT WE R.

yeah Chri's ass is up to something...

HE THINKS THAT IT IS GREAT THAT I AM LOOKING AT DRESSES AND THE FACT THAT HE WANTS TO TAKE A TRIP SOON WITH ME. LOOK TAMARAH, ALL HE SAID WAS IT WAS GREAT THAT U WERE LOOKING AT DRESSES NICKI SAYS TO ME. I GUESS U R RIGHT. WE R GONNA HEAD OUT MY SISTER DEE DEE SAYS. I HAVE SOMETHINGS HAVE TO DO TOMORROW SHE SAYS. WE HAD FUN HANGING OUT WITH YA'LL TODAY. I AM GLAD U GUYS CAME I TELL HER. I CAN TAKE U GUYS BACK THEN CHRIS SAYS. CAN WE TAKE SOME OF THIS HOME WITH US? AJA ASKED ME. SURE U GUYS CAN TELL THEM. I HOPE U GUYS WILL COME AROUND MORE OFTEN. WE WILL SHE SAYS TO ME. I AM SO HAPPY TO SEE MY TWO NIECES. WE HAD FUN TODAY BRIANNA SAYS TO ME. I AM GLAD U GUYS DID AN U GUYS CAN COME AND HANG OUT WHENEVER U LIKE I TELL THEM. U GUYS HAVE TO ASK YOUR MOM FIRST THOUGH AND MAYBE NEXT TIME U GUYS CAN HELP MORE AND I CAN PAY U GUYS. THAT IS RIGHT UP THERE ALLEY DEE DEE SAYS. I LOVE U GUYS AND CALL ME WHEN U GUYS MAKE IT HOME. I WILL. I WILL BE RIGHT BACK CHRIS SAYS TO ME. ALRIGHT THEN I TELL HIM AS HE GIVES ME A KISS. OOOOOHHHHH MY NIECES SAYS. BYE GUYS. BYE THEY SAYS BACK TO ME. YOUR SISTER IS SO NICE MONIQUE SAYS. SHE IS GREAT TO TALK TO. I KNOW I TELL THEM. NOT TO CHANGE THE SUBJECT, BUT WHAT IS GOING ON WITH CRYSTAL AND USHER MY SISTER ASKED ME. THEY R DATING NOW. THERE WAS SILENCE FOR A SECOND. AND U R OK WITH THAT? TASHA SAYS. YES I AM I TELL THEM. I AM HAPPY FOR THE BOTH OF THEM. I KNOW U GUYS R STILL MAD ABOUT WHAT HE DID TO ME BUT I HAVE FORGIVEN HIM. HE DESERVES TO BE HAPPY. I AM JUST HAPPY HE HAS FOUND SOMEBODY LIKE HER INSTEAD OF U KNOW WHO FROM BEFORE.

U THINK SHE KNOWS ABOUT WHAT HE DD TO U? NICKI SAYS. SHE MIGHT BUT DON'T KNOW. WE HAVE DECIDED TO GET TOGETHER AND CATCH UP WITH EACH OTHER AN I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO DOING THAT WITH HER. WE WERE SO CLOSE BACK IN GRAMMAR SCHOOL. I HAD BEEN TRYING TO FIND HER FOR A LONG TIME. I DID NOT KNOW WHERE SHE HAD GONE AFTER WE STARTED DIFFERENT HIGH SCHOOL. WE HAD KEPT IN TOUCH FOR A FEW MONTHS BUT THEN SHE LEFT OUT OF THE BLUE AND I COULD NOT FIND HER UNTIL NOW. SHE SEEMS LIKES A NICE GIRL ANGIE SAYS. SHE IS AND LOVE HER SO MUCH. SHE HELP ME THROUGH TOUGH TIMES IN MY LIFE WHEN WE WERE YOUNGER. WELL I CAN'T WAIT TO SIT DOWN WITH HER SO WE CAN GET TO KNOW HER LIKE U AND TAMEKAH DO TASHA SAYS. U GUYS R GONNA LOVE HER I TELL THEM. I CAN'T BELIEVE TIME HAS FLOWN BY SO FAST I TELL THEM. U R RIGHT BUN SAYS. COME ON YA'LL. WE HAVE TO CLEAN UP AND RESTOCK I TELL THEM. WE CAN TAKE CARE OF THINGS OUT HERE MY SISTER SAYS. ALRIGHT U GUYS. WE R BACK DRAKE SAYS. WHERE IS TAMARAH? CHRIS ASKED. YOUR BABY IS IN HER OFFICE ANGIE SAYS. U GUYS BET NOT BE BACK THERE ALL NIGHT NIGGA TREY SAYS. I AM NOT MAKING ANY PROMISES HE SAYS. I AM BACK AS HE GRABS ME FROM BEHIND. I TOLD YOUR SISTER I WOULD JUST TELL U WE MADE THERE SAFE HE SAYS TO ME. R U READY TO HAVE SOME FUN TONIGHT? YES I AM CHRIS. I AM GLAD WE R GOING OUT TONIGHT. I COULD USE A NIGHT OF FUN. I KNOW CHRIS SAYS. WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN? I JUST MEAN U HAVE BEEN A LITTLE TENSE AND U COULD USE A NIGHT OUT WITH US AND JUST HAVE FUN HE SAYS TO ME.

I KNOW AN I AM SORRY ABOUT THAT. WITH EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPEN, I AM TRYING TO GET BACK TO MY OUTGOING SELF. I AM JUST HAPPY U R COMING AROUND AFTER U AND YOUR DAD MADE UP WITH EACH OTHER HE SAYS TO ME. THE ONLY THING I AM WAITING ON, IS FOR US TO WALK DOWN THE ISLE AND TO SPEND THE REST OF MY LIFE WITH U AS HE KISSES ME. U TOO CAN NEVER TAKE A BREAK FROM EACH OTHER MIKA SAYS. I CAME BACK HERE TO TELL U THAT WE R DONE AND R READY TO LEAVE SO WE CAN GET READY FOR TONIGHT. WE WILL BE RIGHT OUT MIKA. YA'LL BETTER SHE SAYS SMILING AT US. I WAS THINKING THAT SINCE MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP, I WAS THINKING WE COULD TAKE OUR TRIP IN THE NEXT WEEK COMING UP. OK CHRIS. WHAT R U PLANNING? WHAT? HE SAYS LAUGHING. I JUST WANT TO SPEND MY BIRTHDAY AWAY FROM HERE WITH U HE SAYS. U R UP TO SOMETHING AN I WANT TO KNOW. EVEN IF I WAS, Y WOULD I TELL U WHAT I AM PLANNING HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. OK CHRIS. I AM GONNA DROP THIS WHOLE THING AND TAKE YOUR WORD FOR IT. OK HE SAYS. NOW CAN WE GO? YES WE CAN. LET ME GRAB MY THINGS AND I WILL BE RIGHT OUT. I KNOW HE IS UP TO SOMETHING. I AM NOT BEING PARANOID ABOUT THIS I WAS THINKING IN MY HEAD. R U ALRIGHT? I AM FINE TAMEKAH. U DON'T SEEM FINE. TRUST ME. I AM FINE. OK SHE SAYS. U READY TO GO? YES. WE CAN GO. NOW I AM GONNA HAVE THIS ON MY MIND AND I JUST CAN'T SHAKE THIS FEELING ABOUT WHAT CHRIS WANTS TO DO. I WENT TO GO GET IN THE CAR AND CHRIS WAS STARING AT ME. R U ALRIGHT? I AM FINE CHRIS.

U STILL THINK I AM PLANNING SOMETHING? I DID NOT ANSWER HIM. I PROMISE U THAT I AM NOT PLANNING ANYTHING HE SAYS. ONLY THING I HAVE IN MIND IS TO HAVE A NICE RELAXING TRIP WITH U ON MY BIRTHDAY HE SAYS. ALRIGHT CHRIS. I BELIEVE U. I AM JUST GONNA HAVE FUN TONIGHT AND NOT THINK ABOUT THIS ANYMORE I TELL HIM. U PROMISE? YES. I PROMISE CHRIS. WELL LETS GO AND GET READY TO GO TO THIS CLUB TONIGHT. I NEED TO STOP BY MY HOUSE AND PICK UP WHAT I AM WEARING. U DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT THAT HE SAYS. I HAVE EVERYTHING READY FOR U WHEN U GET BACK TO MY HOUSE HE SAYS.

UPDATE TOMORROW

LOL at the girls grilling Chris. My nieces do the same thing lol. Hmm what is Chris got up his sleeve????

CRYSTAL LOOKS GREAT MY SISTER SAYS. YEAH SHE DOES. THEY SEEM PRETTY CLOSE MY SISTER SAYS. IF U GUYS MUST KNOW, THEY R DATING EACH OTHER. WHAT? TASHA SAYS. THEY R DATING. YES. AN U R FINE WITH THAT? YES I AM TASHA. LOOK, I KNOW WE HAVE THIS RULE ABOUT DATING EACH OTHER EX'S BUT I AM FINE WITH IT. I AM GLAD HE HAS SOMEBODY LIKE CRYSTAL IN HIS LIFE. WOW MIKA SAYS. SHE DESERVES SOMEBODY WHO LOVES HER LIKE HE DOES. SHE HAS HAD A ROUGH TIME FINDING LOVE AND SHE HAS IT NOW. U GUYS DIDN'T SEE HOW THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER IN MY OFFICE. I SHOULD KNOW BECAUSE HE LOOKED AT ME THAT SAME WAY WHEN WE TOGETHER. SO U GUYS CAN STOP ASKING ME IF I AM OK WITH IT BECAUSE I AM. U R JUST AMAZING MY SISTER DEE DEE SAYS. I KNOW. SO HOW IS EVERYTHING WITH U? I AM DOING FINE DEE DEE SAYS. STILL TRYING TO FIND ME A JOB THOUGH SHE SAYS. U KNOW U CAN WORK HERE UNTIL U FIND SOMETHING I TELL HER. I KNOW BUT THIS IS JUST NOT ME SHE SAYS. ALRIGHT BUT U KNOW U CAN ANY TIME. THANK U SHE SAYS. I DO HAVE AN INTERVIEW COMING FOR ME. I AM WAITING FOR THE LADY TO CALL ME BACK. WE'LL THAT IS GOOD TAMEKAH SAYS. R U GUYS ALWAYS THIS BUSY? YEAH WE R NICKI SAYS. I KNOW I DON'T WORK HERE, BUT WHEN I AM THEY R BUSY LIKE THIS. R U GONNA SEE CRYSTAL AGAIN? DEE DEE ASKED ME. I GAVE HER MY NUMBER SO WE COULD TALK AGAIN. SHE GAVE ME HERS TOO. I AM JUST SO HAPPY TO SEE HER AGAIN. I CAN'T WAIT TO TALK TO HER SO WE CAN CATCH UP ON THINGS. WE R DONE TYGA SAYS. THANK U GUYS SO MUCH. UM UNCLE CHRIS AJA SAYS. CAN WE HAVE A LITTLE TALK WITH U? BRIANNA SAYS. UM YEAH HE SAYS. DON'T BE SCARED AJA SAYS. WE JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE U HAVE THE BEST INTENSION FOR OUR AUNTIE AJA SAYS. I STARTED LAUGHING. YOUR KIDS R A MESS DEE DEE. I KNOW THEY R. ACTAULLY, ALL U GUYS COME UP HERE BRIANNA SAYS. I THINK ALL OF U NEED TO HEAR THIS. YA'LL BETTER GONE UP THERE MIKA SAYS. EXCUSE ME I HAVE TO TAKE THIS DEE DEE SAYS. U GUYS WANNA GO OUT TONIGHT? ANGIE SAYS. I DO I T THEM. I HAVE NOT BEEN OUT SINCE I GOT BACK. HOW ABOUT WE GO CUBBIN' TONIGHT? BUN SAYS. I REALLY COULD GO FOR THAT I TELL THEM. I GOT THE INTERVIEW DEE DEE SAYS. THAT IS GREAT I TELL HER. I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO WEAR SHE SAYS. YES U DO TAMEKAH SAYS. WE R GONNA HELP U SHE SAYS. IT IS NOT A PROBLEM I TELL HER. WHATEVER U PICK OUT, U CAN KEEP I TELL HER. I CAN'T DO THAT SHE SAYS. YEAH U CAN. AND U WILL I TELL HER. U GUYS HELP HER AND I WILL TAKE CARE OF THESE CUSTOMERS.

WE CAN HANDLE THESE CUSTOMERS ANGIE SAYS. ALRIGHT THEN. SO WHEN R U GUYS GONNA PICK A DATE FOR THE WEDDING? NICKI ASKED ME. I DON'T KNOW YET. I REALLY WANT TO START LOOKING AT DRESSES TO SEE HOW I WANT MINE TO BE. U R IN LUCK BECAUSE I BROUGHT U SOME BRIDAL MAGAZINE TO LOOK AT NICKI SAYS. WE CAN LOOK IN THEM NOW SHE SAYS. U R A LIFE SAVER NICKI. THOSE TWO GIRLS UP THERE R A TRIP CHRIS SAYS. THEY ACT GROWNER THAN THEY LOOK DRAKE SAYS. I KNOW I TELL THEM. THEY R JUST LOOKING OUT FOR US GIRLS. SO U R LOOKING AT DRESSES? YES CHRIS. THAT IS A GREAT IDEA CHRIS SAYS. IT IS? OK CHRIS. WHAT R U UP TO? NOTHING HE SAYS. YEAH RIGHT. I AM TELLING U I AM NOT UP TO ANYTHING. WHATEVER U SAY CHRIS. U GUYS WANNA GO CLUBBIN' TONIGHT? BECAUSE WE ALL DECIDE WE WANNA GO OUT TONIGHT I TELL THEM. WE CAN DO THAT TYGA SAYS. BESIDE, I HAVE NOT BEEN OUT IN A WHILE. I THINK CHRIS IS UP TO SOMETHING I TELL NICKI. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS. HE SAYS HE IS NOT. HE JUST GOT WAY TO HAPPY WHEN HE SAW ME LOOKING AT THESE DRESSES. THAT WE HAD ABOUT TAKING A TRIP AND NOW HE HE HAPPY I AM LOOKING AT DRESSES. U R JUST BEING PARANORD NICKI SAYS. I DON'T THINK I AM NICKI.

I'm glad Usher has moved on. And with Crystal none the less. Glad they got to talk after all this time. LOL swear Chris is a big ol freak, I bet he'll be PAID very well lol. Run It!!!!

U KNOW U CAN RIDE WITH ME TO GET THEM. I KNOW BUT I HAVE SOMETHINGS THAT I NEED TO DO BECAUSE I WAS GONE ON MY TRIP. HAVE U SEEN MY PHONE? THANK U CHRIS. HERE R YOUR KEYS TOO HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. COME ON U GUYS. WE R COMING I YELL DOWN. SHALAMEKE SAYS SHE WILL BE A LITTLE LATE TODAY. SHE HAS TO TAKE THE BABY TO THE DOCTOR. THAT IS FINE I TELL MY SISTER. SHE WANTED TO KNOW IF SHE WAS STILL GONNA GET PAID FOR THE HOURS SHE WILL MISS. I STARTED LAUGHING. SHE KNOW I GOT HER. THAT GIRL IS CRAZY. HOW WOULD U LIKE IF WE TOOK A TRIP TOGETHER. I AM NOT TALKING RIGHT NOW BUT IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS. A TRIP TO WHERE? I CAN'T TELL U HE SAYS. IT WILL BE A SURPRSE HE SAYS. ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT IT WILL BE A TRIP U WON'T FORGET. WHAT R U THINKING? I AM THINKING WHAT IT IS U COULD BE PLANNING IS JUST A FEW WEEKS FOR THIS TRIP. DON'T SAY U R NOT PLANNING ANYTHING SPECIAL ON THIS TRIP EITHER. BUT I AM REALLLY JUST PLANNING A TRIP FOR THE TWO OF US HE SAYS. WE WILL SEE CHRIS. SEE U WHEN U GET BACK. I CAN'T HAVE A KISS. U HAPPY NOW AS I GAVE HIM A KISS. HE LEND OVER AND GAVE ME ANOTHER KISS. BYE CHRIS I TELL. U TWO NEVER QUIT TASHA SAYS. U BETTER GONE HEAD TO GO GET MY SISTER AND EM. I GOING HE SAYS. I SEE U R FEELING IN A GOOD MOOD THIS MORNING MIKA SAYS. I SHOULD BE AFTER WHAT HAPPEN YESTERDAY. I AM TALKING ABOUT MY DAD AND THE FAMILY BEFORE U GUYS SAY ANYTHING. WE KNOW THAT MONIQUE SAYS SMILING AT ME. SURE U GUYS DO I TELL THEM. BUT FOR REAL, WE R HAPPY THAT U AND YOUR DAD HAVE MADE UP DRAKE SAYS. BUT I THINK U R MORE HAPPY FROM WHAT U AND CHRIS DID LAST NIGHT ANGIE SAYS. I AM NOT GONNA EVEN SAY ANYTHING ON THAT I TELL THEM. U GUYS DID INVENTORY ALL READY? YES WE DID SO U WOULD NOT HAVE ANYTHING TO WORRY ABOUT WHEN U CAME BACK. U GUYS R SO GREAT. WE KNOW MY SISTER SAYS. THERE IS SOMEBODY TO SEE U TASHA SAYS. WHO IS IT? IT IS ME AS USHER WALKED IN MY OFFICE. I HOPE THIS IS NOT A BAD TIME. NO. COME IN. WE WILL LEAVE U TOO MY SISTER SAYS. SO WHAT BRINGS U HERE? HE DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING. U KNOW U CAN TALK TO ME. I HAVE BEEN SEEING SOMEONE AND I AM AFRAID SHE DOES NOT WANT TO TAKE THINGS FURTHER BECAUSE OF U HE SAYS. BECAUSE OF ME. YOU KNOW HER VERY WELL HE SAYS TO ME.

OH MY GOD CRYSTAL. HI TAMARAH. OH MY GOD I SAY GIVING HER A HUG. IT WAS MY BEST FRIEND FROM GRAMMAR SCHOOL. COME IN AND SIT DOWN. HOW R U DOING? I AM FINE TAMARAH. IT HAS BEEN WHAT ABOUT 7 YEARS SINCE WE SEEN EACH OTHER. YEAH IT HAS SHE SAYS. U R DOING WELL FOR YOURSELF. I CAN COMPLAIN I TELL HER. U FINALLY OPEN UP THE STORE U ALWAYS DREAMED ABOUT. IT WAS A LONG PROCESS AN I AM PROUD OF IT. SO U TOO R DATING NOW? YEAH WE R SHE SAYS. THIS IS Y I ASKED USHER TO COME U. I JUST DIDN'T FEEL RIGHT ABOUT DATING HIM WITHOUT TALKING TO U FIRST. WERE U ON THE TRIP WITH HIM IN HAWAII? NO. I COULD NOT MAKE THAT TRIP WITH HIM. I WAS GONNA ASK U THEN BUT I DIDN'T KNOW HOW USHER SAYS. THEN I FOUND OUT WHAT HAPPNEED BETWEEN U AND CHRIS AND LOSING THE BABY, I JUST THOGHT IT WASN'T THE RIGHT TIME. Y DIDN'T U TELL ME WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO U. I DIDN'T WANT TO GO BACK TO THAT PLACE AGAIN. AND I DIDN'T WANT U TO FEEL LIKE U WERE AT FAULT FOR ME LOSING ANOTHER BABY. IT WAS HARD FOR ME LOSING A SECOND CHILD AND THE TRIP WAS FOR ME TO GET MY LIFE BACK ON TRACK. I AM JUST TALKING ABOUT ME. SO HOW LONG U GUYS HAVE BEEN DATING? JUST A FEW MONTHS NOW CRYSTAL SAYS. WE DIDN'T WANT TO MOVE FORWARD UNTIL WE BOTH TALK TO U. WELL I AM HAPPY U GUYS R DATING. U GUYS HAVE MY BLESSING. THANK U SO MUCH SHE SAYS. U GUYS SEEM SO HAPPY. WE R AND I LOVE HER USHER SAYS. I CAN TELL U DO. WE R GONNA GET OUT OF YOUR HAIR SHE SAYS. WE KNOW U HAVE A LOT OF WORK TO DO AND I SAW THIS DRESS I LIKED OUT HERE. LET ME GIVE U MY NUMBER SO WE CAN TALK SOME MORE. TAMARAH. I AM BACK HERE. YOUR SISTER AN ME R HERE. WASSUP CHRIS. WASSUP USHER. HERE IS MY NUMBER. AND CHRIS THIS IS MY BEST FRIEND CRYSTAL. CRYSTAL IS CHRIS. NICE TO MEET U CHRIS. YEAH U TOO. IT WAS SO GOOD SEEING U CRYSTAl. U TOO TAMARAH. CALL ME SO WE CAN GET TOGETHER AND TALK. YEAH AND WE DEFINATELY HAVE SOME TALKING TO DO AS SHE SMILE AT ME AND LOOKS AT CHRIS. SAME OL CRYSTAL. I KNOW U WANNA KNOW WHAT JUST HAPPENED IN HERE. NO I DON'T HE SAYS. STOP LYING CHRIS. THEY JUST WANTED TO HAVE MY BLESSING ON THEM DATING. R U OK WITH IT? I AM FINE WITH IT. I CAN TELL HE LOVE HER. IF THEY R HAPPY, THEN I AM HAPPY FOR THEM. I AM EVEN MORE HAPPY HE FOUND SOME LIKE HER. SHE IS A WONDERFUL PERSON AND SHE DESERVES IT. U R JUST SO AMAZING CHRIS SAYS TO ME. I KNOW I AM AS HE IS HOLDING ME. OK U GUYS COULD AT LEAST CLOSE THE DOOR MY SISTERS SAYS. WHAT DO U NEED? DO WE HAVE THIS DRESS IN A SIZE 12? CHECK THE CLOSET. ALRIGHT. I WILL CLOSE THE DOOR SHE SAYS SMILING. THANK U TAMEKAH. SO WHAT DO U HAVE PLANNED TODAY? NOTHING. I WAS JUST GONNA HANG AROUND HERE WITH U HE SAYS. ALRIGHT THEN. THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT WE R GONNA COME IN HERE AND HAVING SEX CHRIS. I KNOW HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. DON'T BE SMILING BECAUSE I KNOW U CHRIS. I KOW HE SAYS AGAIN. SINCE U R HERE, I CAN PUT U AND THE GUYS TO WORK THEN. SINCE I AM GONNA BE WORKING, I AM EXPECTING TO GET PAID HE SAYS. U R NASTY CHRIS. WHAT HE SAYS LAUGHING. I KNOW WHAT U R TALKING ABOUT. LET'S GO. ALRGHT AS HE SMACKS ME ON MY ASS.

DID U FIND THE DRESS? I ASKED ME SISTER. YES I DID. THAT DRESS IS GONNA LOOK GOOD ON U CRYSTAL. THANK U GIRL. U GUYS DON'T HAVE THIS IN BLUE DO U? YEAH WE DO MY SISTER SAYS TO HER. I WILL GET IT FOR U. HEY DEE DEE. HEY SIS. HIS STORE IS AMAZING. THANK U. SINCE U GUYS R HERE, HOW ABOUT U U GUYS GO AND THROW SOME OF THE BOXES OUT FOR ME. ALRIGHT DRAKE SAYS. LIKE I SAID BEFORE, I AM EXPECTING MY PAYMENT CHRIS SAYS TO ME. I KNOW HIS ASS DON'T THINK HE IS GETTING PAID FOR REAL? TASHA ASKED ME. NO. AND THAT IS NOT WHAT HE IS TALKING ABOUT I TELL HER. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHH MY NIECES SAY. SORRY ABOUT THAT U TWO. WE CAN NOT BE TALKING LIKE THIS IN FRONT OF THEM. IT IS FINE DEE DEE SAYS. LONG AS THEY R NOT DOING IT SHE SAYS. THEY JUST LOOKED AT EACH OTHER. IF U GUYS R HUNGRY, THERE IS FOOD UPSTAIRS. WE R GOING UPSTAIRS SO WE DON'T HAVE TO HEAR YA'LL TALK NASTY DOWN HERE HER DAUGHTER BRIANNA SAYS.

Well damn at the rate they freaky asses is going they'll be pregnant in no time lol. Chris is such a sweet guy. RUN IT!!!

WE HURRIED UP AND TOOK OUR CLOTHES OFF. WE WERE NOT WASTING ANY TIME. HE WENT RIGHT INSIDE OF ME. KISSING ME SO DEEPLY, AND PUSHING DEEP INSIDE OF ME. AW F**K CHRIS. THAT FEEL SO GOOD DADDY. HE STARTED TO GO FASTER AND FASTER. HE PUSHED IN ME ONE LAST TIME AND CAME RIGHT INSIDE OF ME. WE BOTH R BREATHING HEAVILY AND THERE IS SWEAT ALL OVER US. HE LEND OVER AND STARTED KISSSING ME AGAIN. CHRIS. DON'T DO THAT AS HE STARTS TO GO DOWN ON ME. U DON'T WANT DADDY TO DO THIS. I FELT HIS TONGUE TOUCH MY P***Y. U WANT ME TO STOP? HE KEPT ON LICKING ME. NO.......... CHRIS. HE PUSHED MY LEGS BACK AND KEPT GOING UNTIL I CAME FOR HIM. U TASTE SO SWEET HE SAYS LICKING ME ONE LAST TIME. HE CAME UP TO ME AND GAVE ME A LONG DEEP KISS AGAIN. HE LAID DOWN ON HIS BACK. U KNOW WHAT I WANT HE SAYS TO ME. I KISSED HIM DOWN TO HIS BODY AND WENT RIGHT FOR HIS D**K. DAMN GIRL HE SAYS TO ME. I FELT HIM RUBBING ON MY P***Y AND FINGERING ME. HE WAS SLAPPING MY ASS HARD. CLIMB ON TOP SO DADDY CAN TASTE U AGAIN. WE WERE JUST GOING AT IT KNOWING I HAVE TO GET UP FOR WORK TOMORROW. I WOKE UP HE NEXT MORNING FEELING GREAT. I WAS NOT TIRED AT ALL. CHRIS WAS NOT IN THE BED WITH ME. I SMELLED SOMETHING COMING FROM THE KITCHEN. SO I GOT UP AND HOPE IN THE SHOWER SO I COULD BE READY FOR WORK. I BRUSH MY TEETH AND PUT ON MY CLOTHES SO I COULD HEAD DOWNSTAIRS. I SEE U R READY FOR WORK. YES I AM CHRIS. BREAKFAST SMELLS GOOD. THIS IS MY WAY OF THANKING U FOR LAST NIGHT AS HE GIVES ME A KISS. I AM STARVING I TELL HIM. UN HUH HE SAYS HOLDING ME. YOUR SISTER DEE DEE CALLED THIS MORNING. SHE FORGOT TO ASKED U HOW TO GET TO YOUR STORE. LET ME CALL HER BACK THEN. DON'T WORRY HE SAYS. I TOLD HER I WOULD COME AND PICK THEM UP FOR U. SHE TOLD ME THEY WERE STAYING BACK AT HOME WITH YOUR MOM AND DAD. THANK U BABY. U R JUST TOO GOOD TO ME. I KNOW AS HE SLAPS ME ON MY BUTT. I WILL GET THE DOOR BECAUSE I KNOW THAT IS TREY AND MY SISTER. WHO IS IT? U KNOW WHO THE HELL IT IS MY SISTER TAMEKAH SAYS. WHO THE HELL U CURSING AT? WE ALL STARTED LAUGHING. CHRIS IN THE KITCHEN COOKING AGAIN. YES HE IS TREY. U MUST HAVE GAVE IT TO HIM GOOD LAST NIGHT.

JUST COME IN I TELL THEM. GOOD MORNING CHRIS SAYS. U R IN A GOOD MOOD TREY SAYS. SHUT UP NIGGA CHRIS SAYS. DID U TALK TO DEE DEE? I DIDN'T BUT CHRIS DID. HE IS GONNA GO GET THEM FOR ME. THAT IS SWEET OF U CHRIS. U GUYS CAN GONE AND EAT. I AM GONNA GO HOP N THE SHOWER AND I WILL BE RIGHT BACK DOWN. SO HOW GOOD WAS YESTERDAY? MY SISTER SAYS. IT WAS GREAT YESTERDAY. I COULD NOT BE MORE HAPPIER THAT EVERYTHING IS GOING GREAT RIGHT NOW. I AM JUST HAPPY U AND DADDY MADE UP I AM HAPPY TOO. I HAVE WAITED SO LONG FOR HIM TO COME AROUND. WAS IT WORTH THE WAIT? TREY ASKED ME. YES IT WAS. IT WAS LONG BUT I AM GLAD IT WAS A POSITIVE TURN OUT. WHAT TIME R U GETTING MY SISTER CHRIS? SHE SAID SHE WOULD CALL WHEN THEY WERE READY. HAVE U BEEN HAVING MORNING SICKNESS? NO SHE SAYS STUFFING HER FACE. U TWO R SO MUCH ALIKE TREY SAYS. HE IS RIGHT. I WAS EATING THE SAME WAY U R DOING NOW. THE PHONE RINGS. THIS IS YOUR SISTER. HELLO. CHRIS. WE R READY SHE SAYS. ALRIGHT. I AM GONNA DROP TAMARAH OFF AND THEN I WILL BE BY TO GET U GUYS. ALRIGHT THEN CHRIS. AND THANK U SO MUCH. U R WELCOME AND IT IS NO PROBLEM. SEE U IN A FEW CHRIS. BYE. COME ON SEXY. IT IS TIME TO GO CHRIS SAYS. LET ME GRAB MY PURSE AND STUFF AND WE CAN Go.

Aww Trey and Meka are having a baby, yay. Im glad Tamarah's happy for them. She and Chris will get there chance again. It was so good having there friends and family together and her daddy coming and finally accepting she and Chris, I love them. Now they bout to get it in lil freaks lol. Run IT!!!

WE JUST HAVE NOT DISCUSS THIS YET MY SISTER SAYS. U GUYS HAVE BEEN TOETHER FOR A LONG TIME NOW MY DAD SAYS. YES WE HAVE AND THAT HAS NOT COME UP TREY SAYS. WE DO HAVE GOOD NEWS THOUGH MY SISTER SAYS. WHAT IS IT? I ASKED HER. THEY BOTH JUST SMILED. R U GUYS....... UN HUH SHE SAYS. WHAT? MY DAD SAYS. I STARTED SCREAMING AND SO DID OUR MOM. SHE IS PREGNANT I TELL EVERYONE. MY LITTLE SISTER IS HAVING A BABY I SAY TO HER. YES WE R TREY SAYS. WHEN DID U GUYS FIND OUT? CHRIS ASKED. TWO DAYS AGO MY SISTER SAYS. WE WANTED TO SURPRISE EVERYONE WITH OUR NEWS. WELL THIS IS GREAT NEWS MY DAD SAYS. HOW FAR ALONG R U? MIKA ASKED HER. I AM ONE MONTH SHE SAYS. I DID NOT KNOW. I HAD BEEN FEELING SICK AND JUST THOUGHT I ATE SOMETHING BAD THAT ME SICK. I AM HAPPY FOR THE BOTH OF U I TELL THEM. THIS HAS TRULY BEEN A GREAT DAY TASHA SAYS. YEAH IT HAS JOYCE SAYS. I AM GONNA GO AND GET SOMETHING TO DRINK. R U ALRIGHT? MY SISTER TAMEKAH ASKED ME. I AM FINE. Y DO U ASK? THIS TALK ABOUT ME HAVING A BABY AND.......... U THOUGHT I WOULD FEEL SAD ABOUT THIS BECAUSE OF WHAT HAS HAPPENED. YES. I AM HAPPY FOR U TWO AND U SHOUD NOT FEEL LIKE U HAD TO KEEP THIS FROM ME. I KNOW LOSING MY BABIS WAS HARD, BUT I AM FINE WITH THIS. WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT FOR ME, IT WILL HAPPEN FOR ME AND CHRIS. THANK U SIS. U R WELCOME TAMEKAH. U BETTER HOPE U R NOT THE ONE TO HAVE TWINS INSTEAD OF ME I TELL HER. PLESE DON'T SAY THAT SHE SAYS. Y NOT? IT WOULD BE LIKE HAVING THE KIDS U WANTED JUST AT ONE TIME I TELL HER. IT IS GETTING LATE TREY SAYS. YEAH IT IS TYGA SAYS. HOW ABOUT WE START CLEANING UP AND FIXING SOME OF THIS FOOD UP SO U GUYS CAN TAKES SOME HOME JOYCE SAYS. HOLD ON TAMARAH CHIS SAYS. WHAT HAPPEN IN THERE? SHE THOUGHT THAT SHE SHOULD HAVE NOT TOLD US ABOUT HER BEING PREGNANT. BECAUSE OF WHAT HAS HAPPEN TO U. YEAH. I TOLD HER SHE SHOULD NOT HAVE FELT LIKE THAT. I AM HAPPY FOR THE BOTH OF THEM. I KNOW HOW SHE ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT HAVING KIDS. I AM FINE WITH THIS. WHEN IT HAPPENS FOR US, I WILL BE HAPPY. I DON't WANT HER FEEL LIKE SHE HAS TO KEEP THINGS LIKE THIS FROM ME.

IT JUST FEEL GOOD KNOWING THAT SHE IS ABOUT TO HAVE A BABY, M DAD IS BACK IN MY LIFE, AND THAT WE R GETTING MARRIED. THINGS R COMING ALONG JUST FINE. I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DAY WHEN WE GET MARRIED. I CAN'T WAIT EITHER CHRIS SAYS TO ME. GIVE ME A KISS HE SAYS TO ME. ALRIGHT U TWO. EVERYBODY IS RIGHT ABOU HOW U TWO CAN'T KEEP AWAY FROM EACH OTHER. YEAH DADDY I SAY TO HIM. LOOKS LIKE WE R ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY NOW. YES WE R CHRIS. UM YA'LL CAN HELP US IN HERE DERRICK SAYS. WE R COMING CHRIS SAYS. U GUYS WILL HAVE THE PLACE BACK IN JUST A FEW MINUTES JOYCE SAYS TO US. I DO NOT WANT TO HERE THIS MY DAD SAYS. I WILL BE IN THE CAR. U TAKE CARE OF MY DAUGHTER CHRIS. I WILL. I WILL TALK TO U SOON. ALRIGHT DADDY. THANK U FOR COMING DADDY. I WAS GLAD TO BE HERE. I LOVE U. I LOVE U TOO DADDY. U GUYS HURRY UP MY DAD SAYS. WE WILL SEE U TOMORROW NICKI SAYS TO ME. ALRIGHT THEN. BYE DJ. BYE TAMARAH. I SEE SHAD JR. IS ALREADY SLEEP. YEAH AN I AM HAPPY TO SHALAMEKE SAYS. SEE U GUYS TOMORROW. BYE LITTLE SISTER DEE DEE SAYS. I HAD SO MUCH FUN TODAY. I AM JUST GLAD U GUYS FINALLY CAME I TELL HER. ME TOO AND I WILL SEE U TOMORROW. BYE AUNTIE AS MY NIECES AND NEPEWS HUG ME. BYE U GUYS. I LEFT U GUYS SOME FODD IN THERE JOYCE SAYS. WE R GONNA LET U GUYS GET TO YOUR....... MOM PLEASE DON'T FINISH THAT SENTENCE CHRIS SAYS. I WAS JUST GONNA SAY...... BYE MOM CHRIS SAYS. I STARTED LAUGHING. WHAT A GREAT DAY. YES IT WAS CHRIS SAYS BACK TO ME. I KNOW WHAT WILL MAKE THINGS A LITTLE BETTER. WELL I AM TIRED CHRIS I TELL HIM. SO SORRY NOT TONIGHT. I WALKED OUT THE KITCHEN LAUGHING TO MYSELF. I KNOW U JOKING HE SAYS. I AM NOT JOKING CHRIS AS I RUN UP THE STAIRS. WHEN I CATCH U, U R GONNA GET IT HE SAYS RUNNING AFTER ME. GET OFF THE DOOR TAMARAH. NO CHRIS I SAY LAUGHING. I CRAWL ACROSS THE BED TO GET AWAY FROM HIM. HE GRABBED MY LEGS AND PULLED ME BACK TO HIM. OK CHRIS I QUIT. U R STILL IN TROUBLE HE SAYS TO ME. THAT IS FINE WITH ME I TELL HIM. HE STARTED TO KISS ME AS I FELT HIS HAND GO BETWEEN MY LEGS.

Aww her dad really has come around. It's nice he offered to pay for the wedding. LOL at her dad putting Trey on blast asking when he and Mekah getting married lmao. RUN IT!!

U GUYS THE FODD IS READY TREY SAYS. I CAN'T BELIEVE U R REALLY GETTING MARRIED MY DAD SAYS. I SHOULD NOT BE SURPRISE BECAUSE SHE ALWAYS SAID SHE WOULD BE THE FIRST ONE TO GET MARRIED FIRTS IN THE FAMILY. SHE ALWAYS SAID THAT IF ANYONE WAS TO GET MARRIED FIRST, IT WOULD BE HER MY SISTER TAMEKAH SAYS. I DID SAY THAT. I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THIS DAY HAS FINALLY COME JOYCE SAYS. THIS HOW IT SHOULD ALWAYS BE TREY SAYS. ONE BIG HAPPY FAMILY I TELL EVERYONE. SO HAVE U GUYS THOUGHT WHEN U WANT TO GET MARRIED? MY DAD ASKED US. NO WE HAVE NOT CHRIS SAYS. WELL I HAVE YOUR WEDDING GIFT ALREADY HE SAYS. MY GIFT TO U GUYS IS THAT I WILL PAY FOR THE WHOLE WEDDING HE SAYS. U DON'T HAVE TO DO THAT CHRIS SAYS. I INSIST HE SAYS. I REALLY WANT TO THIS FOR U GUYS HE SAYS. THANK U DADDY. YOUR WELCOME HE SAYS TO ME. I KNOW I HAVE A LOT OF MAKING UP TO DO, AND I JUST THOUGHT I COULD DO THIS FOR U TOO. HIS FODD IS GREAT MY DAD SAYS. THANK U TREY SAYS. SO WHEN R U TOO GONNA GT MARRIED? MY DAD ASKED TREY. THEY JUST LOOKED AT EACH OTHER. THANK GOD SOMEBODY TALKS ABOUT ONE OF YA'LL INSTEAD OF ME AND CHRIS ALL THE TIME.

Aww Chris contacted her dad that was very big of him. I'm glad Tamarah accepted him back. Everything's coming together in her life yay.

THIS IS SUCH A GREAT DAY I TELL THEM. EVERYTHING IS GOING RIGHT AND I AM GALD U GUYS R ALL HERE TO SEE THIS HAPPEN FOR US. I HAVE SOMETHING ELSE TO TELL U CHRIS SAYS. I HOPE U DON'T GET MAD BUT I CALLED SOMONE WHO I CONVINCED TOBE HERE TODAY. DADDY. I SEE HIM STANDING THERE WITH FLOWERS IN HIS HANDS. U CALLED HIM. LOOK I KNOW U GUYS HAVE NOT SEEN EYE TO EYE, BUT U GUYS REALLY NEED TO TALK CHRIS SAYS. NO. I CAN'T TALK TO HIM. I GO IN THE HOUSE CRYING. TAMARAH WAIT CHRIS SAYS. CHRIS NO I CAN'T. U KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS FOR ME TO TRY AND GET OVER EVERYTHING HE SAID TO ME AND NOT TO MENTION U. I AM STIL TRYING TO GET OVER EVERTHING THAT HAS HAPPEN. I AM SORRY BUT U NEED TO DO THIS. U DON'T GET DO U. HAVING SOMEBODY TELL U THEY R NOT PROUD OF U, OR THAT I WAS THE CAUSE OF MY RELATIONSHIP FAILING, OR THE FACT THAT HE WAS HAPPY THAT MY BABY, MY BABY I LOST WAS THE BEST THING BECAUSE WE COULD FINALLY NOT BE TOGETHER. SO KNOW I AM NOT TALKING TO HIM. I KNOW U R ANGRY WITH ME RIGHT NOW MY DAD SAYS. U HAVE NOT SEEN ME ANGRY I TELL HIM. I AM SORRY FOR SAYING ALL THE THOSE THINGS TO AND TO CHRIS. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO DO THIS RIGHT NOW. U THINK SORRY IS GONNA MAKE UP FOR ALL THE THINGS U HAVE SAID TO HURT ME. TAMARAH JUST GIVE HIM A CHANCE PLEASE CHRIS SAYS. DO IT FOR ME HE SAYS. JUST SO U KNOW, I CALLED HIM BECAUSE I WANTED HIM TO GIVE ME HIS BLESSING THIS TIME. I KNOW HOW HE WAS FELING AND HE JUST WANTS TO MAKE SURE THAT U DON'T GET HURT. I WAS SURRISED HE CALLED ME AFTER WHAT HAD HAPPEN MY DAD SAYS. WE ACTUALLY TALK TO EACH OTHER WITHOUT ANY ARGUING OR YELLING AT EACH OTHER CHRIS SAYS TO ME. HE ALREADY MADE IT CLEAR TO ME THAT IF I HURT U IN ANY WAY, I WOULD HAVE TO ANSWER TO HIM CHRIS SAYS. I ONLY WANT TO TALK TO U AND TO CHRIS HE SAYS. I DID NOT COME OVER HERE TO MESS UP ANYTHING HE SAYS TO ME. ALRIGHT FINE WE CAN TALK I TELL HIM. COME ON CHRIS SAYS. WE CAN GO INTO THE DEN AND TALK. WE WILL BE RIGHT BACK CHRIS TELLS EVERYONE. I CAN'T BELIEVE CHRIS DID THAT JOYCE SAYS. HE REALLY WANT THEM TO WORK THINGS OUT. I THINK THAT WAS BRAVE OF HIM TO DO THIS FOR HER AND HIM. THE THINGS HE HAD SAID ABOUT HIM MUST HAVE MADE HIM WANT TO TRY AGAIN TO GET HIM TO SEE HOW HAPPY SHE IS WITH HIM. U KNOW CHRISS'S FATHER WAS NOT THERE FOR HIM GROWING UP. I THINK HE DOESN'T WANT THE SAME THING TO HAPPEN TO HER. WELL I JUST HOPE THEY CAN WORK THINGS OUT MY MOM SAYS.

HOW R U DOING NOW? I AM DOING GREAT DAD. TAKING THAT TRIP WITH MY MOM AND HIS MOM GAVE ME A LOT OF TIME TO THINK ABOUT MY LIFE AND WHERE IT WAS GONNA BE. I SAW THE PICTURES U GUYS TOOK. LOKS LIKE U GUYS REALLY ENJOYED YOURSELVES. WE DID I TELL HIM. I AM SORRY FOR ALL THE PAIN I HAVE CAUSED THE BOTH OF U. I SEE NOW HOW HAPPY HE MAKES U AND I AM WILLING TO TRY HE SAYS. I AM PROUD OF U AND WHAT U HAVE DONE WITH YOUR LIFE. I SORRY I NEVER TOLD U THAT BUT I AM. I LOVE U SO MUCH AND I JUST GOT UPSET AT THE FACT THAT U CHOSE TO BE WITH HIM AFTER WHAT HE HAD DONE IN THE PAST. I WAS ONLY LOOKNG AT THAT ONE THING AND NOT WHAT HE HAS BEEN DOING TO GET HIS LIFE BACK ON TRACK. I WAS ANGRY TOO BECAUSE U GUYS GOT ENGAGED AND U DIDN'T WANT ME TO KNOW. WELL GIVEN YOUR THOUGHT ABOUT HIM, I DIDN'T SEE THE POINT. U HAD MADE IT CLEAR U DID NOT LIKE HIM AND U DID NOT WANT US TOGETHER. WELL I AM HAPPY FOR THE BOTH OF U AND I AM NOT GONNA STOP U TO FROM BEING HAPPY. THE ONLY THING I ASK IS THAT U WOULD LET ME GIVE U AWAY AT YOUR WEDDING. STOP CRYING MY DAD SAYS. I AM SORRY BUT I HAVE BEN WAITING ON U TO SAY THIS FOR ALONG TIME. I WOULD LOVE FOR U TO GIVE ME AWAY AT MY WEDDING DAD. I GET UP AND GIVE HIM A LONG HUG. IT HAS BEEN. SO LONG SINCE U HAVE HUGGED ME LIKE THIS I TELL MY DAD. I AM NEVER GONNA LET U GO OR HURT U AGAIN HE SAYS TO ME. CHRIS IS THE BEST THING FOR U AND I AM HAPPY FOR THE BOTH OF U HE TELLS US. U TAKE GOOD CARE OF HER CHRIS. I WILL DAD HE SAYS TO HIM. IS EVRYTHING ALRIGHT IN HERE? MY MOM SAYS. EVRYTHING IS FINE I TELL HER. GOOD BECAUSE I WAS NOT GONNA BE IN THE MIDDLE OF U GUYS FIGHTING AGAIN MY MOM SAYS. LET GO EAT I TELL EVERYONE. CHRIS. YEAH. THANK U I TELL HIM. HE UST SMILED AT ME AND WE WE ALL WENT BACK OUTSIDE TO EAT.

Aww Chris proposed I knew it yay.

COME ON EVERYBODY JOYCE SAYS. U GUYS COME AND GO GET THE KIDS AND BRING THEM. WHTAT IS GOIG ON? MY MOM ASKED HER. I THINK CHRIS IS ABOUT TO GIVE HER IS SURPRISE. U MEAN HE IS GONNA PROPOSE AGAIN TO HER MY MOM SAYS SOFTLY. YES HE S SO GRAB EVERYONEAND COME ON. SO WHAT IS IT THAT U WANTED WITH ME CHRIS? JUST FOLLOW ME PLEASE? HE SAYS. HE TOOK ME INTO THE DEN WHERE I SAW OUR FAMILY STANDING AROUND THE ROOM.OK WHAT IS GOING ON? I ASKED CHRIS. COME AND SIT RIGHT HERE HE SAYS TO ME. BEFORE WE START COOKING AND EVERYTHING, I HAVE SOMETHING TO ASK U HE SAYS. MY HEART JUST STARTED POUNDING AND I WAS A LITTLE SCARED BECAUSE I DID NOT KNOW WHAT HE WAS ABOUT TO DO. IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE WE HAVE BEEN APART AND I LOVE U SO MUCH. I DON'T WANT TO LOSE U EVER AGAIN. WILL U MARRY ME AGAIN? HE SAYS SMILING. HE OPENED THE RING BOX UP AND I ALMOST FELL OUT OF MY CHAIR. NEXT THINGS I KNOW THE WHOLE FAMILY SAID DAMN AT THE SAME TIME. CHRIS THAT RING IS GORGEOUS HIS MOM SAYS. THAT IS NOT THE SAME RING I SAY TO CHRIS. I KNOW HE SAYS. I WAS SPEECHLESS AND STUN BY HOW BIG IT WAS. WILL U MARRY ME? HE ASKED ME AGAIN. YES. YES I WILL CHRIS. HE GOT UP AND KISS ME AND THE FAMILY WAS CHEERING AND CLAPPING FOR US. CONGRATULATION U TWO OUR MOM SAY TO US. I KNEW U WERE UP TO SOMETHING CHRIS I TELL HIM. I JUST DIDN'T THINK IT WAS THIS I TELL HIM. COME EVERYBODY LET GIVE THEM SOME TIME ALONE MY MOM SAYS. WE CAN GO AND START COOKING TREY SAYS. I CAN'T BELIEVE U THIS IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW. WELL IT IS AND I AM NEVER LETTING U GO AGAIN HE SAYS TO ME. THIS RING IS JUST BEAUTIFUL CHRIS. I KNEW U WOULD LIKE HE SAYS TO ME. THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING HE SAYS TO ME. I AM GONNA MAKE U SO HAPPY AND I AM NOT GOING ANYWHERE THIS TIME. SINCE WE R GETTING MARRIED, IT ONLY FEEL RIGHT FOR ME TO MOVE BACK IN WITH U CHRIS. R U SURE? I DON'T WANT U TO FEEL LIKE U HAVE TO RUSH YOUR DECISION BECAUSE I ASK U TO MARRY ME. I KNOW BUT I WANT TO MOVE BACK IN WITH U. IT JUST FEEL LIKE THE RIGHT THING TO DO. I LOVE U AND I DON'T WANT TO WAKE UP NOT SEEING U THERE NEXT TO ME.

ALRIGHT THEN HE SAYS TO ME. I LOVE U MRS. BROWN. I OVE U MR. BROWN AS HE KISSES ME. ALRIGHT NOW. TIME TO BREAK THIS S**T UP SO YA'LL CAN HELP US OUT HERE. SHUT UP TAMEKAH. WE R COMING NOW I TELL HER. MY BABY IS GETTING MARRIED MY MOM SAYS TO ME AS I GO INTO THE KITCHEN. THIS TIME WE R GONNA DO THIS RIGHT JOYCE SAYS. WE R GONNA HELP U PLAN THIS WEDDING FROM TOP TO BOTTOM SHE SAYS. AND WE R GONNA GIVE U A BACHLORETTE PARTY TO TASHA SAYS TO ME. I DON'T KNOW ABOUT THAT I TELL HER. U GOTTA HAVE A THAT PARTY NICKI SAYS. IT WILL BE THE LAST TIME U WILL BE FREE AND TO SEE A HALF NAKED MAN STRIP FOR U BEFORE U R TIED DONW FOREVER TO CHRIS MIKA SAYS. I AM GLAD I WILL BE MARRIED TO CHRIS AND I WON't NEED TO LOOK AT OTHER MEN BECAUSE CHRIS HAS EVRYTHING I WANT ANDMORE I TELL THEM. HEEEYYYY THEY ALL SAYS AS WE STARTED LAUGHING. U GUYS JUST WANT ME TO HAVE SO YA'LL CAN ACT A FOOL FOR THAT ONE NIGHT. UM YEAH THEY ALL THEY. U GUYS R CRAZY I TELL THEM. SO R U MOVING BACK N WITH HIM? ANGIE ASKED ME. YES I AM MOVING BACK IN WITH HIM. I THINK I AM READY TO DO THIS. WELL WE R JUST HAPPY FOR U TOO DEE DEE SAYS TO ME. U GUYS KNOW HOW TO HAVE FUN SHE SAYS. WE DO AND THAT IS Y U NEED TO COME AROUND MORE OFTEN TAMEKAH TELLS HER. I AM NOT INTO THOSE THINGS LIKE U GUYS R SHE SAYS. I KNOW THAT I TELL HER. BUT I DO WANT TO HANG OUT WITH U MORE EVEN IF WE JUST GO FOR A WALK OR U JUST COME TO VISIT I TELL HER. I WOULD LIKE THAT SHE SAYS. Y DON'T U COME AND SEE THE STORE TOMORROW AND WE CAN AND WE CAN HAVE LUNCH TOGETHER. I WOULD LIKE THAT SHE SAYS. U CAN EVEN BRING BRIAANA AN AJA DOWN TOO. THEY HAVE BEEN WAITING TO COME TO YOUR STORE FOR THE LONGEST SHE SAYS. WLL I WILL SE U GUYS TOMORROW THEN. LET'S GO OUTSIDE AND SEE IF ANY OF THE FOOD IS READY YET JOYCE SAYS.