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Don't Judge Me

The girls and I began to get ready for the Chris Brown concert. It was my 18th birthday and I've always been a die hard Chris Brown fan even through all the bad stuff he went through and all the changes. I did the finishing touches on my hair and make up then put on my sexy baby blue dress and the silver heels. I did the accessories and checked out the ending results in my full length mirror. Just looking at myself all I could say was DAMN!! I confidently walked downstairs and all eyes landed on me. I heard my step brother's friends whispering about how sexy I looked. He snapped himself out of the lil trance he was in and hit them.

"Well damn girl just make us look like some Goodwill swap meat rejects!"

Sasha yelled out and we all laughed. I hugged my mom and step dad then my step brother and we left.

The girls and I sat front row as Chris Brown performed 'Dont Judge Me', 'Countdown', 'Biggest Fan', and a throwback 'Invented Head'. In between songs he would clown, dance, and bring on other artists. The show was coming to an end in about 15 minutes. I swear those 2 hours went by as I glanced at the time on my iPhone 5.

"Now for this last song I'm gunna need a special lady up here. Where's my special lady at?? Let me hear ya!"

The girls began screaming at the TOP of their lungs. Chris looked around the audience then his eyes landed 1 place I thought they never would. On me.

"Shawty right there. I wan you."

My girls screamed as he pointed at me. The security guards came and escorted me to the top of the stairs then Chris gently took my hand in his and brought me to a chair.

"What's ya name gorges??"
"Well Ms. Kiara I hope you don't mind this."

He said as he pulled my body close to his and wrapped his arms around me from behind.

"Can I hold you like this??"

I nodded my head and bit my lip.

"What about if I do this??"

He began kissing on my neck and lightly sucking on it. I moaned a little and he smirked.

"Do you mind that??"

I shook my head no unable to speak fearing that another moan would escape. The beat to '2012' dropped and the crowd went wild. He sat me in the chair and gave me a sexy ass lapdance sneaking kisses in and sucking on my neck. After that song came on they came and took the chair then the 'Sweet Love' beat dropped and the crowd really went wild. He serenaded me as we grinded and he was shocked that I could keep up and move like this. After a lil while he laid me on the stage floor and humped me. I bit my lip and flopped him over so I was humping me. I rubbed my hand on his abs and I could feel him hardening. We stood up and he kissed me as the song ended and we disappeared under the stage.

"Damn. How old are you??"

He asked examining my body closely and biting his lip. Damn that man does things to me!

"As of today 18."

He nodded his head.

"You here alone??"
"I came with my girls."
"Well do me a favor. Let them know you're not leaving with them tonight."

I smirked and did just as he said then found him again and we left to his hotel room after he took pics with fans and signed autographs. From the time we hit the limo to the bedroom neither of us could take it anymore. Let's just said we definitely did it like it was the end of the world. ;-}

As much as I look back on that night and think about it I was not expecting the events that were to come ..


Really, Chris?

I have no words right now...

#TeamTriara bussin a nut is more important than his daughter's health???! chris is a straight d*** for that shyt...he deserves like 0 percent parental rights right now. f*** him..and then he gone ask about trey. what that gotta do wit anything??? i swear i would never forgive his ass after that real talk...

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{ CHAPTER 29 }
For the next few days Diamond was getting worse and worse. When I needed Trey he would drop everything even if it had to do with his career. When I would call Chris it would always be "after I finish recording" or "after this photoshoot". Trey spent the night with me and as we were sleeping I heard a thud. Trey and I got out the bed and ran to Diamond's room seeing her passed out on the floor and shaking. I froze, but Trey sprang into action. He dialed 911 while putting her shoes on. After 2 rings he hung up and picked her up himself.

"Baby go get the pills that the doctor has her on. I'll bring her to the car."

I snapped back into reality and grabbed all 3 bottles then put my slippers on and ran out. Trey already had her in and was ready to pull off. I hopped in the back with her and we sped off. Once we got there he barely stopped the car before he ran inside to get a wheelchair. He put her in and I rolled her as he handed the valet his car keys and got the slip with the number of his car.

"Somebody my step daughter needs help!!"

A few nurses and doctors ran over. I knew it wasn't because of Diamond, but because of who Trey is. The doctor examined her then asked us questions. He raced her to the back and Trey followed as I tried calling Chris. After 8x he finally answered and a girl was moaning.

"Can't this .. Damn girl work that tongue! s***!"
"Chris come to Yale right now!!"
"What's .. Ahhh f*** girl harder! Deep throat my s***! Right there! Play wit my balls! f***!"
"Mmmm damn girl .. Trey with you??"
"Then you good. Ahhhh baby right there! Get on top I can't hold this nut much longer."

I heard the girl say yes papi. She sounded like Jennifer.

"Damn Kiara I'll be there after I buss a nut."

He hung up on me. I just stared at my phone until I heard Trey.

"Baby come on. f*** Chris I'm here. Something is happening with her heart. She needs an emergency operation."

Trey and I ran to the where she was. f*** Chris as far as I'm concerned he doesn't have a daughter.

somebody gonna end up hurt regardless of how this relationship wit trey turns glad my baby daddy is also my man lol. trying to date other people when u have a baby daddy and a child (a daughter especially!) can b really stressful unless the baby daddy just dont gaf. they dont b wanting other niggas around they kids and around they baby mama either--even if they dont want the baby mama...double standards man...smh

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Next chapter written. More runs & I'll post!

I just read the whole story. Chris is f***ed up for the way he treats Kiara. And she loves him so is going to keep talking it no matter how hard she doesnt want to. Thats what you do when you're in love.

Everybody keep calling Kiara a hoe and saying she loving the crew and s***.

1. Its not like she's breaking up with one then immediately moving on to the next. She is only Chris baby mama they were never together. She was single for 3 years before she got with Tyga. Then he cheated on her.

So that left her single again for a little while then she met Trey. And waited 7 months before she even gave him any type of serious play.She works in the industry so of course she gonna meet alot of people who are somewhat close to Chris.

Chris is playing with the girl emotions.

thats wat im talkin bout trey tell him what it is..but chris really need to come on an stop wanting t f*** with these othwer girls so they can be together i understand her she not going to wait around forever an its not her fault that she keeps fallin for the crew i dont think its even like that she just needs somebody to fill the void chirs does not want to an until then she can throw it all up in his face by being with other niggas cuz she a good girl an the only way he see it is if somebody else see it to smh at chris.. #team brezzy though..

run it please its getting real good yhu should do atlest two chapters every time yhu post cuz i be anticipating (<<lol)the next one llz songz

Oh my God! Another Amber Rose, but I respect that. Chris didn't step up, Trey did so that's it.
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{ CHAPTER 28 }
Trey and I spent the weekend enjoying each other ( emotionally not physically ) and just being happy. We flew back Sunday night so I didn't get back home until Monday afternoon. Trey came in with me and Chris was sitting on my couch watching tv.

"Chris what are you doing here??"

I said as Trey rolled his eyes then took my suitcase and shopping bags up to my room.

"Diamond is sick and she wanted to be at her mom's house."
"How bad is she??"
"Coughing, sneezing, throwing up, fever. I already called the doctor and they said it's a bug. She's on medicine 2x a day for 5 days. Today is the 1st it started yesterday."
"Why didn't you call me??"
"Figured you were busy with lover boy."

Trey came downstairs and put his arms around my waist.

"I'm never too busy for my daughter Chris. You should've called!"
"Baby calm down."

Chris gave Trey a stank look.

"Since when you start letting this nigga call you baby??"
"Since Valentines Day I've been more than 'this nigga' I'm her man now. That being the case keep ya hands and lips off my girl."
"That's only if she makes me."

Chris did the c**ky smirk of his and Trey scowled at him then stepped to him. I walked over and got between them.

"Baby don't pay this a**hole no mind ok. You know I'm with you and only you. Please let it go."

Trey remained quiet for a little while as Chris continued smirking.

"Aiight baby I'll chill for you."

He put his arms around me again and kissed me. He gave me that mind-blowing-f***-me-right-now type of kiss. He squeezed my ass then smacked it as we pulled away. I bit my lip as he smirked that sexy as smirk of his. This time Chris was scowling.

"Ima let you take care of Diamond. I'll call you later and check up on ya."

Trey said as we walked to my front door.

"Ok baby. Thanks for not getting into with him. I appreciate it."
"I respect you and Diamond too much to disrespect ya home."

I put my arms around his neck and kissed him. He kissed me back for a while then pecked my nose and left. I locked the door behind him and walked into the livingroom.

"You weren't willing to step up. He was. You can let yourself out I'll call you if anything changes with Diamond."

I went upstairs to my babygirl.

Seriously Kiara, what the hell is going on with you. You really needs not to get in another relationship right now especially not with another one of Chris's homies. Like that was so wrong of her to let Chris do those things to her knowing she's semi kicking it with Trey. That's some hoeish behavior. And what kind of role model is that being for Diamond. Seeing her mother hop from man to man. No more crew love Kiara please.
And Chris tryna get mad cause she's moving on, he's the one that not tryna give her the loving committed relationship she wants all he wants to do is smash, but get mad cause she moving on. Jerk. Loved the add. RUN IT!!!

Oh GOD! Kiara when are you gonna stop lying to yourself. Now you are not only giving Trey a chance, but your lying to him too! Why?
Run it

lol Yeah I'm done converted and I have nothing to say bout it.

wow wasnt on for a few days and s*** popn off girl then had all the good ones lol n it would be dope if drake was bestfriend run it

im so jeleous of here first have chris baby then had tyga fall for her then chris winded up falling for her an now she working on trey songz this chick must be bad inside an out....

but run it its getting godd i kno chris gonna bbe mad they together an i see a fight coming soon as drake get put in the story llz that could be her new bestfriend yhu just gotta work it in some how llz...

RUN IT....!!!!

{ CHAPTER 27 }
I woke up at 6 and packed my things for the weekend then I handled my hygiene and got dressed in something comfortable, but cute. I had a slight hangover, but all I needed was asprin, orange juice, and a little more sleep. Trey came and picked me up then we got to the airport and boarded the jet. We had breakfast and lunch on it then arrived in Florida that night. We checked into our hotel and got ready for a night out. We had dinner and everything was going perfect until we were slow dancing.

"Kiara. What's that on your neck??"

Trey said pulling away. I forgot to cover up the 4 big ass hickies Chris left.

"Was it Chris??"
"Was it Chris Kiara??"
".. Yes .."

He just sighed and walked back over to the table asking for the check. I followed him after he paid and we rode back to the hotel in silence. Once we got there he went into the bathroom and showered as I used the other shower. We met back in the room and sat on the bed.

"We didn't have sex Trey I swear."
"Then what happened??"
"He .. uh .. Fingered me .."

He stared at me and laughed.

"You expect me to believe you got 4 big ass hickies from getting fingered??"
"Baby I'm sorry ok, but it's the truth."
"Our 1st Valentines Day and I find out you were messing with him."

I turned and sat on his lap facing him. I kissed his neck then behind his ear.

"It wasn't on purpose. I tried to get him to stop."

I nibbled on his ear.

"Obviously you didn't try hard enough."

I left a trail of kisses along his neck as he held onto my hips.

"I know. I don't want him baby I want you. I wanna be with you Tremaine Neverson."

He pulled me back away from his neck and started into my eyes.

"You sure that's all you want??"
"Yes. I wanna be your girl Trey I really wanna give us a try."
"No more sexual encounters with Chris??"
"No baby I promise."
"... Let's give this a try ..."

My whole face lit up as I kissed him over and over again. He fell back on the bed and we continued kissing. No we didn't have sex. He said he wanted our 1st time together to be special and not rushed. He just held me all night and we talked.

Smh see what I mean.....girl.....I just quit.

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run it.

Ohh! First, Kiara i'm seriously gonna label you a half hoe. Because you stopped Chris AT THE WRONG TIME. JK your not a hoe, but you are loving the crew just a little too much. Second, Chris stop teasing her then leaving her. Goddamn, that's some bulls***.
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{ CHAPTER 26 }
After work I went home and hopped in the shower. I heard the front door opening and closing so I knew Chris was here. I was rinsing the shampoo out my hair when he opened my curtain.

"Chris wtf!?"

I quickly covered my goodies.

"We need to talk."

He said licking his lips.

"Well go wait downstairs then."
"I think I'll wait right here."

He smirked and leaned against the wall. I rolled my eyes closing the shower curtain and finished rinsing my hair and body. I reached for my towel and it was gone.

"Chris stop playing games damn I have to get ready."

Since I turned the water off I was now shivering.

"Nobody stopping you."

I rolled my eyes and stepped out the shower. He was staring at my now hardened nipples.


He licked his lips looking me up and down. I rolled my eyes and snatched my towel from him heading for the door. He closed it and picked me up putting me on the counter.

"Move Chris."

I could feel his hard d*** through his sweatpants.

"I don't wanna."

I tried to push him off, but he pinned my arms above my head and began sucking on my neck while grinding on me. I let a little moan escape and felt him "grow" more. With 1 hand pinning my arms he took the other and snatched off my towel. He began rubbing my clit in slow circular motions and I let out another moan.

"(moan) Mmmm Chris stop."

He just sucked harder and I knew he was leaving hickies, but it felt too good. He started grinding harder and I was dripping, but it wasn't from the shower. He slowly stuck a finger in then pulled it out and kept doing this just teasing me.

"(moan) Ahh Chris stop. (moan)"

This time when he put it back in he kept it in and began fingering me slowly. I moaned louder and he went faster while rubbing my clit at the same time.

"(moan) Mmmm (moan) s***!"

I felt my body shake a little and I came. He took his finger out and licked up all my juices. I stared into his eyes as he did it. He took his hand from around my wrists then gripped my thighs and pulled me to the edge of the counter. I put my hands on his and pushed them off then hopped down.

"Chris stop. We're not together."
"That didn't stop us before."

He began kissing on the my neck and rubbing my pussy lips.

"Ch (moan) Chris."

I moved his hand and walked out the bathroom. I dried myself off and wrapped my hair in a towel. I put on my half bra and thong then applied lotion, body spray, and deodorant. I took my hair out the towel and went back into the bathroom. Chris was watching my every move.

"Stop watching me."

I blow dried my hair then did beach curls. I fluffed it a little then sprayed it and added some make up. I walked out the bathroom and over to my closet picking out a sexy short red and silver dress. I slipped into it and put on accessories. By this time it was 10 and I was supposed to had left at 8:45. I slipped into my heels and grabbed my purse. Chris slowly followed me downstairs and out the door.

"So where you going??"
"Out with the girls."

I unlocked my car and Chris gently pushed my up against the car kissing on my neck again.


He cut me off by kissing me. I got into it for a bit then pushed him off. I looked at him then got into my car and drove off.

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More runs??

Why is Chris mad? He isn't ready and she can't wait forever. Run it

run it.

Next chapter already written. Keep the runs coming and I'll post it!

Although I don't support her decision in talking to Trey....I also don't like the fact that Chris gets pissed that Trey's stepping man the f*** still out there f***ing b****es and doing whatever the hell you want to do and expect her to wait for you?....Nigga.....

Smh idk what to say about them. They all f***ed up...

{ CHAPTER 25 }
It had been months since that day. Chris has been working hard in the studio so I didn't bother him. We're still not together and he's still f***ing with other females so I decided to take a chance with Trey. We're not together we just talk hard body so we cut off other people. Valentines Day fell on a Friday so Thursday morning Mama took Tootie's son and Diamond. I tried to explain to her that I didn't have any plans, but she wouldn't take no for an answer. She's become a mother to me. She knows everything that's going on. Although Chris is her son she respects my decision about talking to Trey. It's almost 3 years that I've been living in v.a. and I can't wait forever. I was at work when Trey walked in with a bouquet of different colored roses. They were absolutely gorges.

"Gorges flowers for my gorges lady."

He said setting them down on my desk and kissing my hand then my forehead.

"Trey these are so beautiful. I bet they cost a lot."
"Price doesn't matter money is money. I'm a working man so it's whatever. Just pay me back by letting me take you away this weekend."
"Yeah. Diamond is gone for the weekend, tomorrow is Valentines Day, we're both single and into each other. Plus we've known each other close to a year."
"I .. I don't know what to say .."
"b**** you better say yes or I will."

Jennifer said nudging me.

"Ok Trey. I'll spend the weekend away with you."

He did a lil dance then acted like he wasn't excited, but his smile said something different.

"Our private jet leaves at 7 tomorrow morning."
"Oh you just figured I would say yes."
"Nah I was just hoping. I'm glad you did though."

Chris, Tyga, and Game walked in. Game became a big brother to me and we talk on a daily basis.

"I gotta hit the studio so I'll call you later. You going straight home or out??"
"Probably out for drinks with the girls."
"Oh ok well if I don't see you or speak to you please be safe. Don't forget our plane leaves at 7."
"I won't."

I kissed his cheek then he left the building after dapping the guys.

"These from Trey??"

Game said gesturing towards the flowers.

"He spent a grip. I got my lady similar flowers. They're from some exotic place. A couple hundred."

My jaw dropped.

"For flowers??"
"He got you ROSES. I got her FLOWERS. He had to have spent more than me and mines were a couple hundred."

I shook my head. Chris rolled his eyes.

"So what you doing for Valentines Day??"
"Trey is taking me away for the weekend."

Chris was pissed.

"Yeah. We leave tomorrow morning."
"How you gunna leave and Diamond-"
"Mama took her this morning against my protest. She's gone until Sunday night. If I'm not back you can get her."
"This some bulls*** yo. I don't even wanna look at you."

He stormed out the building and sped off in his car. Tyga said he would follow him and make sure he didn't do stupid s***. Game stayed and talked with me.

Why? Cause she was lovin' the crew lovin the crew! Lol I'm glad they got everything together, Trey just wants to have S E X his little secret! Go head shawty! Chris better not f*** up this time.
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