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A Girl Like Her

Prologue.

<em> You see THAT girl, yeah her. She seems so invincible right? But just touch her and she'll flinch. She has secrets and she trusts no one. She is the perfect example of betrayal. Because everyone she ever trusted, broke her. </em>

<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/johnekaminski/8685004062/galleries/">Promise Morgan</a>
<a href="http://www.fanpop.com/clubs/chris-brown/images/30919131/title/pink-slams-chris-browns-lipsync-billboard-performance-photo">Parker Smith</a>
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"Aite bruh I'll be right back!" I heard a familiar voice say before the door to Parker's room flung open.

He looked at me and I looked at him.

"Promise? You aite?" He asked looking at my rosy red tear stained cheeks.

I had been up for 3 days ignoring anybody that isn't Jay. After me and Parker's day at the park that memory of my step father replayed in my head over and over again. That last line was burned into my memory.

<em>"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to."</em>

The touch on my shoulder the words he spoke hit me like a sack if bricks when Parker repeated those exact same actions at the park, it scared the hell out of me.

"I'm fine." I replied dropping my head. He picked up my chin and looked in my eyes.

His eyebrows furrowed and met in the middle of his face, he could see the pain in my eyes. He embraced me in a hug and I broke down in tears.

"Let's take a walk?" He offered grabbing my head, I nodded and walked away with my hand in his.

<em>>>Fast Forward>></em>

It's October now, homecoming time! Parker and I have grown extremely close and we're always together. No we don't go out but where you see one you see the other. Jay doesn't like our relationship, he says there's something that doesn't sit right with him, but he just leaves it alone and ignores him for the most part. Julissa is an amazing roommate and an even better friend. It feels like I've known this girl all my life we tell each other everything and I mean EVERYTHING! She admitted to me that she had a crush on Jay so I told him about it, they're talking now. Right now I am leaving the cafe with one of my classmates Aundrea. She's a cutie pie, she reminds me of Janet Jackson in poetic justice, the way she dresses, acts, and even looks. Parker was with us too.

"Come on Parker lets go play ball right now." I said hanging onto Aundrea's back with my legs dangling.

"Right now?" He asked to be sure and chuckled a little when I shook my head yes. "But you have on Uggs." I shrugged my shoulders.

"I don't care come on!" I said grabbing his and Aundrea's hands and making our way to the gym on campus.

We walked in and swiped our ID's to get upstairs to where the courts were. I grabbed a ball and began to dribble it, walking to an open court and shooting from the free throw line and making it.

"Alright Promise D up!" He said getting low and putting his hands up I dribbled slowly and slightly crossed him up and going for a lay up.

"D up Parker!" I said jokingly mocking him. I started dribbling again and pulled up for a three pointer. It bounced off of the rim and I ran for the rebound until he picked me up from behind and turned me around. "You cheated! I don't wanna play anymore!" I said pretending to sound upset but truth be told I was tired and beginning to sweat.

"Y'all are so cute!" Aundrea said while fidgeting with her phone.

"I guess," I chuckled and shrugged my shoulders. "Come on you ready to start the project?" She nodded at my question. "Alright Parker we boutta leave." I watched as he began a game of his own with another guy. He came over to me and kissed my forehead.

"Alright I'll text you later," I nodded before he called my name I turned back to him and looked at his mischievous face. "Let's make a bet."

I etched my eyebrows in confusion and looked at him.

"If I make this shot you gotta be my girl." I widened my eyes and looked at where he was standing and agreed. There was no way he was making this shot from all the way outside of the 3point line, I had nothing to worry about.

"Alright fine." I said looking at Aundrea and winking. I looked back at Parker only to see him take off and make a lay up. My eyes widened and Aundrea jumped up and down for joy.

"What?! You can't be serious! Parker you're playing right! I don't believe you prove it!" I shouted to him while walked over to me and grabbed my face kissing me in front of the whole gym.

He pulled back and I felt my cheeks turn seven shades of red.

"Dead serious." He said still holding my face and kissing my lips once more.

What did I just get myself into.

aw that's so sad...
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<em>I sat in my bedroom staring at the ceiling.</em>

<em>"Get yo ass up Yvette!" I heard through the wall of my room.

<em>I heard a few thumps and watched as a few pictures and trinkets shook on top of my dresser and desk. I pulled the pillow up covering both of my ears with it and shut my eyes tighter than I ever have in my life. The screams got louder and the thumps got harder until it all stopped. I shot up out of my bed quickly and looked at the bottom of my door to see the hallway light still on, until a shadow covered it. I pulled my knees up to my chest and rocked back and forth afraid of what would happen next.

<em>"Promise honey? You ok?" I heard my mothers soft voice speak through the door, she sounded so weak. She cracked the door open and slowly made her way in.

<em>I flinched in pain as I stared back at her bruised and battered face, there was blood everywhere. I let a tear fall and quickly covered my mouth and shook my head vigorously. She came closer and I moved back until my back was against the headboard.

<em>"Come here baby, I need you to go talk to daddy." My eyes widened the last time she made me "talk" to daddy I was bleeding and in pain when it was over.

<em>I whimpered some more and watched as Carter poked his head around the corner and barged into my room and pulled my mothers hand back away from me.

<em>"No! I won't let you do this to her she's 10!" He yelled, I looked back at the door only to see my step father coming after me slowly and carefully. He grabbed my hand and picked me up off of the bed.

<em>"No! I DON'T WANT TOO! LEAVE ME ALONE!" I screamed Carter and my mother both fought to get to me. My mother fighting to push Carter off and away from the both of us and Carter fought to get me.

<em>I watched as David pushed my mother to the ground like a dog and kicked Carter in the mouth and took me into the hallway. I kicked and screamed all the way to their room. He threw me on the bed and slapped me across my face and told me to shut up. I looked at him fear in my eyes and quickly did as I was told.

<em>"This'll only hurt a little bit." He said as he hovered over top of me and gently moved some stray blonde hairs away from my face.

<em>I winced at his touch and trembled under his breath. His fingers traced the side of my body and I tensed up even more. Scared couldn't even begin to define how I felt.

<em>I gasped in pain as I felt something inside of me I didn't know what it was. In and out. In and out. In and out. Over and over. I turned my head and looked at a picture of the 4 of us standing in front of the White House, smiling. This wasn't the same man, it couldn't be.

<em>A feeling of relief took over my body once it was over and he sat me up and sat me on his lap. He looked in my eyes and moved a curl out of my face and out his hand on my shoulder.

<em>"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to." He spoke before setting me on the bed and leaving the room.</em>

I shook the thoughts from my head not wanting to remember another thing from my past. I wiped a tear and stood in front of Parker's door, I owed him some sort of apology.

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she is weird. I understand she has issues but....I guess run it

what's up with her? why is she so closed off? They were having fun and she just bolted. Run it!!

dang they were having such a good time

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I wonder what happened to her parents and why she doesn't open up to anyone other than her best friend and brother. Run it

"I just don't like white sauce." I said laughing while walking towards the Farrison Newton Communications building.

"So no mayonnaise?" He asked, I shook my head no. "No ranch or bleu cheese?" I said no again and he laughed a little. "That's wild, I can't eat wings without my bleu cheese."

"Come on I know there's something that you don't like, I know you aren't just ok with everything that goes into your mouth." His eyes got wide and we both laughed.

"I hate cauliflower." He said with the most disgusted face. I burst out into laughter while his face remained the same. "I'm dead serious, I hate that s***." I continued to laugh and asked why as soon as I found the breath to speak those words.

"Because that s*** is dumb. It's just fake ass white ass broccoli. Like whose idea was it to create that s***? Who woke up one morning and said you know what I want some white broccoli because that green s*** is too mainstream. Like that nigga should be fired from his job." He went on and on about his hatred for broccoli and I just continued to laugh, laughing so hard tears were falling down effortlessly.

"Ok, ok enough." I said calming down and wiping my face while holding onto my stomach. "You are hilarious Parker." We came to a stop once we got in front of the communications building and sat on a bench.

"So where are you from?" He asked checking his phone and quickly putting it away giving me all of his attention.

"Oakland. And you?" I asked trying to look anywhere but his eyes because I knew I would immediately get lost in them.

"South side Jamaica Queens." He said proudly. I scrunched my face up in confusion and he laughed, "New York." I nodded my head and played with my thumbs.

"Any siblings?" I asked remembering the pictures on his wall.

"Two older sisters and a younger brother. You?" He pressed the power button on his phone to wake it up and them almost immediately put it back in his pocket.

"Just one brother. I consider my best friend a brother too, since I've known him forever." He nodded in understanding and looking me in my eyes and smiled.

"Your eyes are amazing Promise." I blushed and looked away from him not wanting him to see my rosy cheeks. "How'd you get the name promise anyway?" I moved my head quickly in his direction and dropped my head again.

"I don't know." I said knowing what question would be next.

"Why didn't you ask your parents?" He said kind of uneasy. I hated this question, I always got it and I always answers the same way.

"I don't have parents." I dropped my head and aimlessly played with my thumbs, the mood got awkward.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean too." He said putting his hand on my shoulder, I quickly moved and immediately apologized.

"It's fine you didn't know." My mood was shot now, there was no bouncing back for me.

"Are you ok Promise? You're whole mood changed." He looked genuinely concerned and I looked back with apologetic eyes. I stood to my feet and threw my purse over my shoulder.

"I'm sorry Parker I've gotta go." I could feel myself beginning to open up like a book to a person that I barely knew and some things about me were better left unsaid.

"But we just left." He stood up to follow me but I picked up my pace. I turned back and apologized one last time before I disappeared onto the campus.

they're too cute. wanna see where this goes. is Jay gonna get jealous?

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Parker and Promise are so cute. I like that they have this genuine connection.

Aww she's breaking outta that shell!!

Sorry this add is so boring i'll be adding again shortly

Today was suppose to be the day we went around looking for our classes, where the located, all the "good" stuff I guess. I felt my phone buzz and felt around for it, I grabbed it and slid the green arrow.

"Hello?" I said half awake.

"How's my baby sister?" I heard Carter's voice on the other end of my line and immediately popped up.

"Carter!" I said excitedly while now sitting up in my bed.

"How's everything baby girl?" He sounded busy.

"It's good. Not missing home too much yet." I chuckled nervously at that.

"Any boys?" He asked apprehensively, I made a face as if he could see me and burst into laughter.

"Ewwww even if there were I'd never tell you creep!" We both laughed at that, "what are you doing anyway?" I asked pulling at the thread on my bed spread to busy my hands.

"Nothing getting ready for work in a minute. How about you?" I could here a loud mixing noise, he must've been making his daily fruit smoothie.

"Nothing, I guess I'll go look around for my classes today, just kind of chill. Maybe go to this party later." I said shrugging my shoulders.

"You? Party? I'm glad you're stepping out of your shell Blue." I smiled and nodded my head, I was proud of myself too.

We talked a little longer before we said our goodbyes and told each other we'd call back. I looked over to see a sleeping Julissa and decided to gather my things and shower. After my daily hygiene routine I returned to my room and got <a href="http://fashionistatrends.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/04/everyday-outfits-3.jpg">dressed</a>. Julissa was up by now but I told her I wanted to explore the campus alone today. She understood and said we'd catch up for lunch later. I sent Jay a text and told him that the 4 of us could do lunch later and he said alright.

I grabbed my schedule, keys, and ID and shoved them into my oversized bag. I left out of my room and made my way down the stairs only to see Parker coming up, we both shared a smile and a hey.

"Where you headed?" He asked almost out of breath. He was sweaty and obviously just got finished working out.

"Just around campus, look for my classes." I said shrugging.

"Can I go with you?" He asked with hopeful eyes that I just couldn't say no to.

"But you're all sweaty and gross." I said poking his shoulder cautiously.

"Well I'm going to take a shower duhhhhhh." We both laughed, and I nodded my head.

"Yeah sure, you can." I felt really bad inviting him to your the campus with me when I told both Jay and Julissa I wanted to go alone.

"Cool just come up to my room and I'll get dressed and stuff. All I need is 15 minutes." He said grabbing my hand leading me to the elevator.

I was extremely shy and felt extremely uncomfortable going to his room and he could tell because my whole movement changed.

"You alright?" He asked, his hazel eyes peering into my blue ones. It felt as if he was looking through me and could read my mind, almost as if I couldn't even begin to think of a lie without him knowing.

"I've just never been to a boys room before unless it's my best friend. Just nervous I guess." I said with my head down staring at my shoes.

He lift my face by my chin and looked into my eyes.

"Don't be nervous, I don't bite." He said in the sexiest voice I had ever heard. I smiled sheepishly and got onto the elevator.

We stopped on the 6th floor and walked down the hall to room 624. He pulled his key out and unlocked his door. His roommate wasn't there which I was silently thanking The Lord for.

"Make yourself comfortable. The remote's over there, I've got gatorades and Capri suns in the fridge, and snacks in the top drawer. I'll only be a minute." He grabbed all his items to take a shower and brush his teeth while he was talking. He left the room and locked the door behind him.

I sat in silence for a little while looking at the difference in style between him and his roommate. I grabbed the remote and turned the TV on. <em>SportsCenter....typical</em> I thought to myself. I flipped through the channels and landed on Adventure Time so I decided that would suffice for now. I looked at some pictures he had on his wall of him and various basketball teams, friends, but mainly of him and his what seemed to be mother. I stopped being nosey and grabbed a Capri sun and fruit roll up and kicked my shoes off, sitting Indian style on his bed. After about 20 minutes I heard a lock click and saw <a href="http://cdn.singersroom.com/upload/2012/06/Chris-Brown-061012-6.jpg">him</a> walk in. He smiled at how comfortable I had gotten and motioned for me to get up so we could leave.

run it im loving it so far

yes! they finally got to talk , caaaa;t wait for the "hook up" lol
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aww they finally met..RUN IT!

Lol run it

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Parker and Promise's lil interaction was SOOOO Cute!!! They finally got to talk. lol I love it. Jay and Promise have a cute friendship. Run it!!

Cute add, love Jay and Blue's bond. Run It!

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"Is that enough ketchup? Damn." I heard someone say. I shook my head and rid myself of my thoughts and looked at my hands. Covered completely in ketchup.

"Oh nooooo," I said shaking my hand, careful not to get any ketchup on mine or Kamron's outfits.

"You cool? You blanked on me for a little bit." Kamron said taking a sip of his soda.

How embarrassing was that? Daydreaming about a guy I barely know. I looked over to where Jay was standing and wiped the remainder of ketchup off of my hands.

"Come on let's head back over to Jay and Julissa." I said tapping Kam on his shoulder. He agreed and followed.

We stayed at the cookout a little longer, just having a good time. Dancing to the music occasionally, watching the Greeks stroll, eating, and joking around. It was about 7:30 and everyone was headed to the practice football field for the bonfire. I didn't even know why I decided to go, big giant fires scare the hell out of me. I sat off to the side while they all mingled around the fire and played doodle jump on my phone. I felt eyes on me and looked up and saw him yet again, only this time it was real. He looked at me and winked and I turned my head and blushed a bit. I looked back up and noticed him walking my way. I quickly sat up and brushed my hands down my legs. The closer he got the more my palms sweat. A few feet away and I felt someone pull my hand, hoping it was him I got disappointed when I saw Julissa.

"Come on Jay is in a battle with this other nigga. I ain't know he could sing!" Julissa said pulling me towards the crowd of people.

I got closer to where the hype was coming from and frowned at all the girls making googly eyes at my best friend. This was a job I had since 7th grade, fighting off the groupies. Jay made eye contact with me after his battle was done which of course he won and made his way closer to where I was. I noticed the girls eyes dart in my direction with envy, jealousy, and the look of 'I hope that ain't his girl'. He put his arm around me and smiled while we walked out of the crowd. I looked over to where I was previously sitting to see the boy looking over at me with a questioning look, he raised his eyebrows and turned his head in the other direction.

And that's been Jeremiah's job since 6th grade, keeping all the boys away. All of them.

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It was about 2:37 in the morning and I couldn't sleep. I tossed and turned and finally just stopped and stared at the ceiling. I sat up in my bed and threw my feet over the other side of it. I stood up and slid my feet into my slippers and tossed on a hoodie. I grabbed my key and my ID and quietly left my room. I took the steps down to the first floor and found the vending machine getting myself a snickers and a Pepsi. I walked out of the front door of my dorm building and saw a bench off to the side so I sat down and opened my snickers.

I leaned back on the brick structure behind the bench and just looked up at the sky, I hated that you couldn't see stars in Cali, but the night sky was still beautiful nonetheless. I opened my Pepsi and took a nice long swig. This was what I needed, just a little fresh air. I heard some talking and laughing and immediately shot my head in that direction. I saw a group of guys walking up towards the building and I put my head back down in my lap and focused on the rest of my snickers.

"Mannnnn shawty was thirsty for the kid." One of them said laughing a little in between words.

"You pressed you finally got one girl on your d***!" The other 2 laughed. "Yo is that somebody sitting down?" They asked getting closer to me. I looked up and immediately looked back down.

A few seconds later I noticed a pair of Jordan Crimson 3's standing toe to toe with my bunny slippers. I looked up to see <a href="http://www.usmagazine.com/uploads/assets/articles/57966-chris-brown-jenny-johnson-twitter-feud-spurs-death-threats-from-fans/1354032675_chris-brown-lg.jpg">him</a>. I choked a little on my Pepsi and covered my mouth. He laughed a little bit.

"Aye imma catch up with y'all tomorrow." He said before sitting down next to me and removing his Atlanta Braves SnapBack.

I looked over at him with wide questioning eyes and he smiled and waved.

"Finally." He said laughing some more.

"What?" I asked taking another sip of my Pepsi.

"I finally get to talk to you." He said smiling like a kid in the candy store.

"I'm not that exciting though." I said finishing off my snickers and balling up the wrapper.

"Why are you out here so late?" He asked taking the wrapper from me and throwing it away, I shrugged my shoulders.

"Needed fresh air I guess. But I was just getting ready to go in. Are you busy tomorrow?" I asked sliding my feet all the way into my slippers.

"Nahhhh I'm not. Maybe we can hook up?" He said with hopeful eyes I laughed a little.

"Sure, ummm I didn't catch your name." I said with my hand held out.

"Parker. And yours?" He said shaking my hand.

"Promise." I said walking backwards while we both smiled nervously at each other.

"Good night Promise." He smiled while rubbing the back if his head.

"Goodnight Parker." I waved before continuing into the building.

I walked up to the second floor and into my room with a smile plastered to my face. I slept like a baby for the rest of the night.

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So far so good! RUN IT!