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~*THE YOUNG DO WEEP*~ [REAL TALK]

*REAL TALK*
The title really says it all. The young do weep...TEENAGERS...CHILDREN...YOUNG ADULTS. WE DO FEEL PAIN, WE DO HURT, WE DO GO THROUGH TRIALS AND THINGS THAT SOME PEOPLE DON'T REALIZE OR UNDERSTAND. SO I DON'T THINK I HAVE TO TELL YA'LL THIS IS BASED ON A TRUE STORII CAUSE IT HAPPENS. I DON'T KNOE HOW OFTEN I WILL BE ADDING TO THIS STORII...I'M WORKIN ON MY OTHER STORII "ANGEL IN DISGUISE" SO PLEASE BE PATIENT & THIS IS REALLY NOT JUST ANUTHA SAD STORII BUT LIKE REALLY THINK ABOUT IT. THIS COULD BE HAPPENING, TO YOUR FRIENDS, NEIGHBORS, RELATIVES...WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING IT OR MAYBEII EVEN U. I WANNA ADDRESS THIS CAUSE ITS A REAL ISSUE AND IDUNNO MAYBE IT WILL HELP SOMEONE...MAYBE EVEN ME

~* The Young Do Weep*~
There was the compass ...lying in my left hand. The bathroom door was locked, I was in there all alone and had gazed upon the compass for five minutes now. I looked at myself in the mirror. I hated me and despised the other character that lied within. Full of pain.hurt. trusted none. tired of lies.lonely.full of anger.

Then I took my right hand, made a fist and swung it towards the mirror. The glass shattered and you could see a dent where I sent tha blow. My right hand was bloody. I took the compass in my left, brought my right closer and slowly drew the needle towards my arm. With squints and natural reactions to physical pain I carved the word "HATE" into my skin.

voice: hello?! 'as the person waved their hand in my face'
I shooked my head as the flash went away and I was back to the present.
I replied "hunh?"
Are you okay there? You looked a little idunno...spaced out.

'Yeah' I smiled then walked away

Oh no it was happening again. The tears began gathering in my eyes and flowed down my cheeks. At the moment I could not control my emotions, my mind was just constantly focused on the pain.

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AWWW...dis is a gud storii she needa finish it.RUN IT!!!!
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Make Luv Not War!!

&& Live. Laugh. Love. Learn. =]

A COUPLE MONTHS HAD PAST AND I HAD GOTTEN USED TO BEING SINGLE IT DIDN'T REALLY BOTHER ME AS MUCH. I DEALT WITH THE STUCK UP POPULAR GURLS BY IGNORING THEM. THEY OBVIOUSLY DIDN'T CARE ABOUT HOW OUR LIVES WE'RE GOING OR WHAT WE CONVERSED ABOUT AND IDK IF THEI THINK WE DID BUT I SURE DIDN'T GIVE ONE WHAT THEI DID ON THEIR SPARE TIME OR WUT THEY TALKED ABOUT.

MAYBE ITS JUST ME MAYBE SOME OTHER PPL FEEL THIS WAY IDUNNO BUT WHAT I DO KNOE IS I DIDN'T CARE IF I WAS POPULAR I DIDN'T WANT TO BE POPULAR I DIDN'T WANT TO BE ONE OF THE OTHER GURLS IN SKOOL I JUST WANTED TO BE ME AND HAVE SOMEONE TO CONFIDE IN

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I FINALLY HAD A BF MY FIRST BF. I WAS REALLY ANXIOUS ABOUT THIS RELATIONSHIP. I DIDN'T WANT PEOPLE IN OUR BUSINESS OR NOTHING. BUT WOW WAS I WRONG. OR RELATIONSHIP SPREAD LIKE BUTTER IN A FRYING PAN. AND BOY DID PEOPLE TRY TO MESS IT UP...

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I KNOE ITS SHORT. LEMME KNOE IF YA WANT ME TO RUN IT

RuN iT gIrLy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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~*Chris' Shawtiie*~
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wow man. like a story alot of people can relate to...i like that

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Chris? Can I have a kiss? For......um....good luck?
I'm wearin' my hair I'm workin' my jeans I'm talkin' that talk just like he like he like it I keep it on and POPPIN'
5 years younger bet he hype. Gimmie That He be talking like he like what I got.

RUN IT!!!

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***He*CanStandUnderMyUmbrella*AndI'mGoneBeHis*Cinderella***

run it
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C.I.E.R.R.A!!!

FLASHBACK:::

AT SKOOL

PAIGE: WAS GOOD Y/N?
Y/N: NUTTHIN REALLI
PAIGE: OH IIGHT

I WENT THROUGH MY DAY LIKE ALMOST ANY OTHER DAY. DURING THIS CLASS IT WAS LIKE ENGLISH CLASS BUT NOT *AN EXTTRA CLASS* I FINISHED MY WORK QUICKLY AND LISTENED TO THIS CONVERSATION A COUPLE OF THE KIDS WERE HAVING

IT WAS RUBBISH THEI WAS TALKING ABOUT PPL THEI DIDN'T LIKE AND THOUGHT WAS UGLY AND MAKING FUN AND ALL THIS OTHER JUNK. I WAS FED UP WIT THAT SO I TOOK OUT MY IPOD AND STARTED LISTENING TO SOME MUSIQ. MUSIQ ALWAYS CALMS ME DOWN. I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE A SINGER BUT I HAD STAGE FRIGHT SO THERE'S ONE OF MY DREAMS I LEFT BURIED IN THE SAND

THEN I SAW MY SISTERS(NOT REALLI MY SIS. BUT I CALL EM THAT) IN THE HALLWAY TITI AND MICKEY THEI IS OLDER THAN ME THEI ONE OF THE FEW I'M CLOSE TO IN SKOOL. I FEEL LIKE THE RELATIONSHIP IS GOOD CAUSE SOME KIDS MY AGE CAN'T HANDLE CONVERSATIONS LIKE WE DO BUH I STILL DON'T TRUST THEM 100 PERCENT. I LUV EM LIKE THEI MY BLOOD BUT IF THEI WERE TO EVER TURN AGAINST ME IT'DHURT A LIL BUT I WOULD STILL BE ABLE TO MOVE ON CAUSE I DON'T BRING NOBODII TOO CLOSE TAH ME...AT LEAST, NOT ANIMORE...

RING RING!!!

FINALLI THIS CLASS WAS OVER

*~AT THE TABLE*~

PAIGE:BOO WASS WRONG?

Y/N: NUTTHIN ITS JUST...

P: COMMON TELL ME

Y/N:IIGHT MUFFIN. ITS JUST I SEEN THIS DUDE I REALLI LIKE WHEN I WAS OUT PLAYIN BALL AND AND FOR THE FIRST TIME STEPPIN UP I TRIED TALKIN TO HIM THOUGH SOME PPL WERE INTERUPTTING AND HE KEPT FRONTING AND IN A NICE BUT RUDE KINDA WAY HE KINDA THREW ME OFF. AND I REALLI LIKED DUDE

*GASP*

P: AWW BOO ITS ARITE. IF HE AIN'T COME ALONG U'LL FIND ONE SOON

Y/N: I KEPT THINKING ABOUT HIM WHEN I GOT HOME AND DAYDREAMING BOUT HIM. AND HOW U KNOE I'LL FIND ONE SOON? ALMOST EVERYBODDI IN OUR GRADE HAS DATED SOMEONE AND I'M STILL SINGLE HAVEN'T HAD A BOYFRIEND YET. WHEN?! U GONE OUT WIT A COUPLE A DUDES ALREADII

P: ITS ARIIGHT. ERIIBODII GOT DIFFERENT TIMES. JUST DON'T WORRI BOUT IT, OKAI?

Y/N: WUTEVA MUFFIN

::END OF FLASH:::

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Run It!!

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***He*CanStandUnderMyUmbrella*AndI'mGoneBeHis*Cinderella***

These flashes i often have them once in a while. The other part of me sortta brings them up. confused? u'll get to knoe later on in the story

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When i got home i went through the same routine i had been following for about a year now. when ppl would ask me how i was doing i would say "fine, good, or okaii' really i was going through alot. some may call that "faking" or "not keeping it real" but as i have learned over the years, people like to see u suffer and i wasn't going to give them that satisfaction. even if i did let them knoe what was going on wit me they wouldn't help, just make it worst. & i could neva speak to my mom about it. she wouldn't understand. she looked at things from a different perspective. i really didn't trust her, as a matter of fact i didn't really trust anyone. why?

A Young Gurl's Perspective
fact #1: trust starts off small & as the person's faith in u grows and depending on how u handle the trust "it either decreases or increases"

not good to keep bottled up but when u hand a person a bottle they can either keep it safe or shake it. what happens when u shake a bottle then open it? yes. it overflows and spills over.

trust is like a rubberband it's flexible yeah hmm...but it can break and when it breaks it can be tied again but there is always that knot to remind u of that break---if u don't get those metaphors lemme break them down 4 u

when u let someone in on something thats hard for u to talk about u'd trust that thei would keep it a secret. right? but if thei say something to someone else it start to spread like a rumor.

tha rubber band one...when u trust someone and thei betray u its hard for u to trust them again and if u decide to still be friends wit them ur often reminded of what they did to u.

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LOW SELF-ESTEEM
COMMON THESE DAYS EHN? AS A LITTLE GURL U WOULD THINK AT LEAST IN UR DREAMS U WOULD FEEL GOOD. BUT NO NOT FOR ME OFTEN REMINDED THAT I WASN'T AS PRETTY AS SOME OF THE OTHER GURLS OR DIDN'T FEEL PRETTY. TURNED DOWN BY DUDES AND CELEBRITIES I HAD MAJOR CRUSHES ON CONSTANTLY IN MY DREAMS. FOR ME...MY FIRST COUPLE OF YEARS OF CHILD HOOD WAS HAPPY. GREAT. FUN.CHERISHABLE...IT WAS THIS THING CALLED INNOCENTS.

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U tHinK i'M stRanGe cAuse I don't aCt l!ke u...BuT gEt it StRa!gh+
I'm oRiGinal nOt a copy.

I wanna be in it
Name:Mickey
Age: Whateva Fits
Man: Chozen( CB.s Back up dancer)

run it!!!!

Wow this sounds like its gone be real good.............................Run It!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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***He*CanStandUnderMyUmbrella*AndI'mGoneBeHis*Cinderella***

I like this story so far,cause' yea,all that is true about young teens and what they go through,some people don't know what goes on,maybe because they just don't care,or maybe they never been through it but either way it goes,it could be a life changing delima.And if you need cast,can I be in it?....

Name:Ti Ti
Age:Whatever age you need
Personality:Im kind,country as hell,advice person,bad temper for the most part but we wont speak on that lol
Person:Tiffany Evans
Man:Omarion or Jboog{maybe}
Role:Sister orrr Bestfriend

THX ♥
SOOOO,run it mamma!!!

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[601 til I fall down and die]and dont forget kidsz TI TI 0N DECK HOES!!!!!

y3a i'm in dat storii but dis go b3 good , can i b3 in it plz??

I wanna b3 tha b3 tha main charact3r b3stfri3nd and hav3 chris as ma brotha and hav3 shad as ma bf.
Nam3: Paig3 aka muffin or poohb3ar or chris br33zy's shawtiie
Ag3:16 or wat3va u pick
Look lik: nu-nu frm atl
p3rsonality: I'm shy, sw33t, confid3nt, lik3s to hav3 fun wit fam and fri3nds, not a p3rson to b3 m3ss3d wit,
man: shad, chris, sammi3, yung b3rg, pli3s, sp3ctacular, carn3ll, s3an kingston , Llody.

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