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HI MY NAME IS TAMARAH. I AM 29 AND I AM A PHAT GYRL. I WORK AT A PERFORMING ART COLLEGE. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A BIG GIRL AND GOT TEASED THROUGHOUT MY YEARS IN SCHOOL. EVEN WHEN I STARTED TAKING THIS COLLEGE 6 YEARS AGO, I WENT THROUGH HELL. I HAD TRANSFERED TO THIS COLLEGE AFTER I COULD NOT TAKE THE TEASING. I THOUGHT I HAD FOUND A SCHOOL THAT WAS RGHT FOR ME BUT THAT WAS NOT THE CASE. I DECIDED TO STICK IT OUT AND I STAYED HERE. I STARTED TAKING AN ART CLASS TO HELP TAKE MY MIND OFF THE TEASING. I REALLY LIKE DRAWING AND FOR ME IT REALLY HELPS ME STAY FOCUS. ABOUT 2 YEARS AGO, I COULD NOT TAKE IT ANY MORE. THIS ONE GIRL NAME MELISSA MADE MY LIFE HELL. HER AND HER GIRLS JUST TALKED ABOUT ME TO THE POINT I DECIDED I HAD HAD ENOUGH. ONE DAY I DECIDED NOT TO GO TO MY CLASS. I SAT IN MY ROOM THE WHOLE DAY LOOKING AT PICTURES OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I STARTED CRYING HOLDING THE PICTURES CLOSE TO ME. I THEN LOOK AT ONE PICTURE I TOOK WITH MY BEST FRIEND WHO I LOVED SO DEEPLY. HE WAS THERE FOR ME THROUGH EVERYTHING. WE HUNG OUT ALL THE TIME AND HE NEVER LOOKED AT AS A BIG GIRL. WE ACTUALLY GOT CLOSE TO THE POINT THAT I WAS STARTING TO FALL FOR HIM. I DID NOT KNOW IF HER WAS FEELING THE SAME WAY UNTIL HE ASKED ME TO SPEND A WEEK WITH HIM WITHOUT ANYBODY KNOWING. I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT WEEK. WE HAD SO MUCH FUN TOGETHER. WE MADE LOVE THE WHOLE TIME WE WE TOGETHER. KNOW ONE KNEW WHERE WE WERE AND THAT WE HAD EVEN HOOKED UP WITH EACH OTHER. WE TURNED OFF OUR PHONES AND JUST DID NOT WANT TO BE DISTURBED BY ANY ONE. HE MADE ME FEEL LIKE A WOMAN AND THAT IS Y I WAS STARTING TO FALL FOR HIM. HE DID NOT CARE HOW I LOOKED ON THE OUTSIDE AND I WAS HAPPY. UNTIL ONE DAY HE WAS ABOUT TO GO ON TOUR FOR A YEAR. I OVERHEARD A CONVERSATION HE WAS HAVING WITH HIS MANAGEMENT. THEY THOUGHT I WAS NOT RIGHT FOR HIS IMAGE. THEY WANTED HIM WITH SOMEBODY THINNER. IT MADE ME MAD AS HELL AND HE WAS FURIOUS BY WHAT THEY WERE SAYING. HE HAD AN IMAGE TO UPHOLD AND I WAS NOT WHAT THEY WANTED FOR HIM. WHEN HE CAME TO TELL ME WHAT THEY HAD TOLD HIM, HE COULD NOT TELL ME. HE THOUGHT IT WAS BEST THAT WE END THINGS NOW BECAUSE HE WAS GONNA BE SO FAR AWAY. THAT MADE ME EVEN MADDER THAT HE COULD NOT BE HONEST WITH ME ABOUT WHAT THEY SAID. I WAS PISSED OFF ABOUT THE WHOLE SITUATION. THINKING ABOUT THAT WHILE SITTING IN MY ROOM MADE IT WORSE. I DECIDED TO CUT MY WRIST. I WA SO NUMB THAT I DID NOT EVEN FEEL IT. I LAID ON MY FLOOR BLEEDING. I HAD NO CARE IN THE WORLD AND I WAS FEELING RELIEVED BY WHAT I HAD DONE. MY SISTER AND FRIENDS FOUND ME AND WERE SCARED OUT OF THERE MIND. I HEARD THEM CALLING ME BUT I DID NOT WAKE UP. EVERYBODY THOUGHT I HAD A REALLY BAD ACCIDENT. I STARTED TALKING TO COUNSELOR AND I STARTED THE GROUP PHAT GYRLS. I STARTED THE GROUP SO GIRLS WOULD HAVE A PLACE TO FELL WELCOME KNOW MATTER HOW THE LOOK. I AM SO HAPPY THAT I STARTED THIS GROUP WITH MY SISTER AND OUR CLOSE FRIENDS. THE GROUP HAS BEEN GOING STRONG FOR A YEAR NOW. WE HAVE RAISED MONEY FOR THE SCHOOL AND FOR DIFFERENT CHARITIES. WE R APPROACHING OUR 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF STARTING THE GROUP. I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW. BUT LITTLE DID I KNOW THAT I WAS ABOUT TO BE REUNITED WITH THE ONE PERSON WHO CARED ABOUT ME AND LOVE ME FOR ME AND TREATED ME SO GOOD AND WAS MY CLOSE FRIEND.