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Subjects of Deceit. 10.30.12

I stood there and watched as my man made love to another woman. I tried to hold back the tears but I slowly felt them fall. We had an argument earlier that day. What I didnt expect was for him to find his way inside of another woman. I felt my face flush and my hands started to tremble. I walked back to my car and sat there debating on what I would do next. I started my baby put a rock on the accelarator and put her in drive. I watched as my car went slamming into her house. I stood there lit my blunt and waited. I Waited to see his reaction. I didn't give a f*** about this dusty ass b****. she aint have s***. This was the slums. Hell. I did her a favor.

'<a href="http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/lashontae-heckard?before=1325212612">Tracey</a> , wtf did you do?' he asked , like he clearly couldnt tell.

'What do you mean what did I do, wtf are you here for?' I asked him.

At that point he didnt have an answer he simply stood there naked looking at me unable to explain.

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Run it

I need.yu to add.for me please.im too ready to kno.wat trecey gona do. Jamal need to get some help.runit

We sat in Jamal's <a href="http://missjia.com/images/2011/09/jackie.jpg">mothers</a> house and I could cut the tension with a knife.

"Jamal why are you sitting over there like your no used to being in your own home." she asked while bringing out a plate of crackers and cheese.

"Ma first off I said I'm good,and who wanna eat this garbage. Im lactose or did you forget that to MOM" He got up and knocked the tray over and walked upstairs to I guess what used be his room. We both looked at him storm off upstairs like a fool.

"I'm so sorry, I shouldn't have let him drink on our way up here." i said helping her get the crackers off the floor. She was shaking her head.

"He's going to be just like his father and It's my fault. I knew this would be hard on him but I thought he would have grown up by then." She rubbed her hands on her apron and took the tray back in the kitchen. I had yet to meet his father but I was actually kind of scared to, hell the way they make him seem. He's a damn monster. IF he was then I couldn't understand for the life of me what made her want to take him back, especially after all of these years. I went upstiars and found Jamal sitting on the edge of the bed with his cup in one hand and his head down.

"Babe, that was really disrespectful and I think you should go down there and apologize to your mother." I said sitting down next to him.

"Why should I apologize, why am I even here. You made me come here." He said looking at me with anger written all over his face.

"Your mom asked that you come and hear what's going on. At least do that much." He looked me in my eyes and sat his drink down and pulled me into a tight hug.

"You keep me so grounded baby, you being me back down. I love you so much for that." I smiled and shook my head. This man would be mush without me.

"I know baby, I love you too. Get ya ass downstairs and apologize to your mom." I said pulling him off the bed. I stood in front of him and placed a kiss on his lips. Everything will be fine okay. Just keep your cool.'" I pecked his lips one last time and we headed back downstairs. I was following behind Jamal and I bumped into him and fell down. He stopped so abruptly I didn't know what was going on. I Got up and Looked past him and there <a href="http://media-cache-ec3.pinterest.com/upload/186758715767071286_wGzGQOSA_c.jpg">he</a>was. I squeezed my way past Jamal and pulled him down the stairs.

"Rick, this is Kendra, Jamal's girlfriend. Ken this is Jamal's father Rick." Ms.Tasha introduced. He stood up and gosh golly I could see where Jamal got his height and looks. He looked like a nice man.

He extended his hand out to shake mine and before he could touch me hand Jamal walked in the middle of us.

"Don't you think about touching her." They stared in each others face for what seemed like forever.

They all better than me.

I would have murked shawty smh ... And you was just going to walk out on me !! Hmm I think not you gonna take this ass whoopin hoe !!

Jamal girl needs to take him to talk to someone get some AA meetings poppin.

They all just need to work on communication. Because Love isnt worth much if you can't at least try to work and talk things out. :)

Runnn it ;)

"It was a mistake Mykah, I mistake I'm regretting for the rest of my life. I hurt you and I will never be able to live with myself." I looked at her from off the couch. I got up and started pacing back and forth again.

"Baby, please just-.' "Just what, you want me to f***ing pretend like this s*** is nothing. Like it's a f***ing game. Like this not my f***ing life. Then you tried to leave. Just f***ing leave. Without as much as a f***ing explanation. Had me round this b**** like I did something wrong. Like it was me. b**** how dare you." I was pissed. I walked over towards her and was about to swing on her again but then I thought about it. I looked at her again. This was the woman I loved. The woman I lived for everyday. I shook my head in disgust.

"Get your s***, and get the f*** out." I said barely above a whisper.

'Where am I supposed to go Myke.?' I looked at her with a stale face.

"I don't give a f*** where you go, but you getting the f*** up out of here" I shook my head and grabbed my keys and walked out with my sister right behind me.

"Have your s*** out of here by the time we get back TRAMP"
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By the time <a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdnot4BnDB1riiqh5o1_500.jpg">I</a> got to Ken's I could see that mostly everybody was there. I walked in and heard the girls laughing.

'Heyyy crazy ass, since when did you start driving through b****es houses" <a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maenf2oqeN1qd4up7o1_500.jpg">Mykah</a> asked laughing.

"Oh I guess I must have been the topic of discussion just then huh?" I walked in and sat down around the able, when <a href="http://lisafordblog.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/08/ZOE-SALDANA-2A_phixr2-692x350.jpg">Renee</a> walked in the room.

"Yes, you were. I could not keep that s*** to myself. It was to crazy." Ree said.

"Yo, <a href="http://cdn.eurweb.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/03/nicki-minaj2.jpg">I</a> still cant believe you did. I knew your ass was crazy but not tha crazy." Nahlia said while getting some grapes from the tray Kendra had layed out for us.

" You do crazy things when your pissed off. I beat the f*** out of ol' girl though. I must say I didnt even want to do her that bad "

"But you did" Renee finished. I looked over and seen that Mykah was kind of spaced out and in her own zone. Not really her usual self. I went over and sat on her lap. She was the only lesbian out of the group but she had managed to get all of us at least once.

"What;s wrong Mykie?" I poked her lip with my finger.

"That b**** got Clamydia" everyone gasped.

"WTF you mean she got clamydia" <a href="http://www.juicymagonline.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/10/Keke2.jpg">Kendra</a> yelled as she walked in.

"Yeah, she told me that s*** today and I punched her ass in her f***ing face. She just tried to up and leave me and not even tell me." Mykah said getting kind of teary eyed.

"It took every bit out of me not to kill that b****. Yall no that right." Nahlia said

"I bet, s*** I woulda pounced on that b****. I wouldnt be able to hold myself off." everyone broke out into laughter trying to imagine Kendra lil ass jumping on somebody.

"Im pregnant" I blurted out. They girls all turned thier head towards me.

"Aww hell naw, you pregnant by the bastard to, and he goes out and does this." Nana said.

"He didnt know, I just told him last night out of rage." I shook my head.

"So what are you going to do?" ken asked sipping her wine.

"I'm going to keep it of course.' "What did he say when you told him" Mykie chimed in.

" He asked why didn't I tell him. I wasn't up for talking to him yet though. Things kind of go head and I just left. I'm going to keep it though. As far as me and him though I really don't know.' We sat around and talked and sipped and got pampered. Everyone was talking about their problems and things that we're going on in their lives. Kendra was telling us about how Jamal is coping with his father and all of that. No one wants to deal with an alcoholic that's for sure. Mykah was confused she loved Shantae to the extreme and everybody knew that. Sometimes enough was just enough though. Renee she found her a new love interest and they were going out soon. We couldn't wait for that lord knows Ree needs some d***. As for me I was in a bind the girls think that I should say f*** him. Easier said than done of course. We we're all f***ed up and toasted out of our minds. Nana and Ree left . They had things to do I guess. Mykah was on her way to get one of her little flings and me and ken were laid out. I loved my girls

Add coming. !

what she gone say thats worth hearing out?? i need 2 know lol

Run it

“What’s wrong Kay?” Nana asked while rubbing my back. I sniffed and tried to speak but I couldn’t. I couldn’t stop crying. I was crying because I was pissed. Chlamydia? That’s not a common cold or ear infection this s*** was real. When I finally calmed myself down long enough for me to get a sentence out Tae was coming down
the stairs holding a tissue over her nose.

“Kay please come talk to me, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.” She begged. I just looked at her and started crying again. I didn’t want to fight her because I loved her and I knew I would hurt her.

“Kay just come talk to me, that’s all. I just want you to come talk to me.” She pleaded.

“Oh. Now you want to talk to her. You’ve been having her moping around this b**** like a sad ass puppy and now you want to talk to her?” Nana said in my defense.

“Nana no one is talking to you” she said threw her tears. She walked over and tried to grab my arm I snatched away from her. “Mykah please just listen.” I was weak for her. I was going to hear her out then make her leave.

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smh nasty heffa! how u gone hide that shyt? n then just try 2 leave?? she deserved that punch to the face. real talk!

run it!

Lao had me over here dying. lol

*throws laptop on bed and kicks feet in the air* Ohhhhh laaawwwwwwwwddd.

That b**** didnt just f*** up, she f***ed down, to the front, back snd side-to-side ... what the fudge stick????

Jamal ... need to see a doctor because he on the very same path as his papi

tracy and her dude can work that s*** out

Runnnn It

I woke up with this worst headache known to man. I didn’t know how I even got in my bed last night. I rolled over to an empty space and shook my head. I sat up stretched and looked down at my belly and started to rub it. ‘Hey there, this is mommy if you can hear me. I love you little one.’ I said to my tummy and smiled. I really did want this baby. I was ready for a family and I thought he was too. Everything that happened yesterday instantly filled my thoughts. Now it was kind of funny when you look at it, but my car. DAMN. I had insurance but I do not want that s*** on my policy. Anger makes you do crazy s***. I started smelling a breakfast aroma. I rolled my eyes because this means he was still here and he wants to talk. I damn sure didn’t want to talk but I did want to eat. I got up put my hair in a messy pony tail washed my face, brushed my teeth and headed down stairs. I walked in the kitchen and there he was standing over the stove flipping pancakes. I walked right past him to the fridge and grabbed me some orange juice, right next to him and grabbed a cup.

“Tracy when are you going to speak to me about this?” he asked turning his attention towards me.

“Boy you better keep flipping those pancakes” I said not paying him any attention. I was too busy listening to CNN. Obama was back in it.

“You can’t sit here and not talk to me, I know what I did was wrong baby, but you have to forgive me. Things been real rough with us lately. What was I supposed to do.?” He said. When he said that my head turned around so quickly and I lased out.

“What the f*** do you mean, what was I supposed to do? How about come to me, be a grown ass man and talk to me about it. And rough, rough where? I thought we were good. It’s been you. You have been stepping out on me. I’ve been here PREGNANT. “I said walking off.

“Talking bout muthaf***ing rough, what was he supposed to do? TUH. Who the f*** do he think he is” I said talking to myself loud enough for him to hear me. I went and sat on the couch and waited for his ass to get done with the food. I heard my phone go off and my best b**** was calling.

“Wassup Ree?” I said flipping through the channels.

“How you feeling Tray? Did you kill him” she asked laughing.

“Nah, I didn’t kill him, but I sure as hell tried. He had the audacity to tell me we been kind of rough and said what was he supposed to do? He lucky he was on the side of the kitchen with the knives cuz if I was, one probably would’ve been launched.” I said cracking a smile.

“Yep, and you would’ve been calling my ass from county” she said cracking up.

“So Kendra wants us to come over for a little spa treatment ordeal you down? “She asked. I said yeah. I always loved kicking it with my girls. Kendra only did these things when something was wrong. I was actually glad, I needed to get some feedback on what it is I should do with my situation anyway. When I got off the phone with Renee, Terrance walked in with a huge tray with both of our plates and drinks on them. I just looked at him disgust written all over my face. He looked at me and smiled and when I didn’t smile back he turned his head to the T.V.

“When were you going to tell me about the baby?” at this point he was looking at me.

“I was going to surprise you, but what does it matter now.” I said. I knew we had to talk about it. I just really didn’t want to talk to him now. I felt like anything I said at this moment I would probably not really mean.

“What do you mean, what does it matter now. I know you’re not thinking about getting rid of our baby just because a nigga made a mistake.” He screamed. His vein started popping out the side of his head and I knew this was getting to him. He wanted a baby more than I did.

“I never said I was getting rid of it Terrance. I just didn’t tell you right away. It’s not like you’re interested in keeping THIS family anyway. Out here f***ing raggedy ass street b****es.” I said. He looked at me and started clenching his jaw.

“Tray you know why, huh? You want to know the real reason why I f***ed that girl?” He asked me. I wasn’t sure if I was ready for the answer but I said yes anyway.

“I f***ed her because for the past 5 months, you haven’t looked my way. You barely speak. You don’t even touch me no more. 5 months Tray. What you expect me to do? Don’t say I haven’t came to you because I have plenty of nights and days asking you baby what’s wrong, just talk to me, I want to be here for you. Just for you to tell me you good, everything okay, when it wasn’t. I got what I wanted from a nobody because my somebody wasn’t giving it to me.” He said.

I sat there in silence I didn’t know what to say. I suddenly wasn’t hungry anymore. I looked at him with tears in my eyes he looked at me with pleading eyes. I shook my head got up and went upstairs to prepare for my day. In a sense he was right but I couldn’t admit that to him. The past 5 months I have been neglectful but only because I didn’t really know how to take this pregnancy. I haven’t even been sure about us.

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“<a href=http://c308991.r91.cf1.rackcdn.com/SiteFiles/Artists/762/trey_songz_bio_image1.jpg>Jamal</a> baby, come on we have to go.” I said yelling from down the stairs. He was always making me late. I had planned a spa day for me and the girls today and I had to take him to get his car out the shop so I could finally have a little peace. He came down the stairs and I swear this man makes me fall in love over and over again every single day. We may have our ups and downs but overall he’s good to me.

“Damn loud mouth I’m ready.” He said smiling “Damn where you think you going looking all extra good like that?” He licked his lips and was looking me up and down. Every time he did this it just made me blush.

“I’m dropping you off and I’m having a day with the girls.” I said grabbing my purse keys and phone and opening the door.

“As always, baby I want to apologize for coming in here all drunk last night. You know I would never put my hands on you.” He said and I believed him.

“What’s wrong babe, why have you picked drinking back up again anyway.”

I asked I was concerned and I think I frankly needed to know. He hadn’t had a drink in over 3 months. Why did he have to start back up now? His father was a terrible alcoholic and I didn’t want that for him. He was bad when he got this way. I wasn’t going to stay around either if that was what he was going to choose to do.

“My dad coming back to town, he and my mom are getting back together” he said. As he spoke it’s like he was drifting off into another place.

“I just don’t know how to deal with that. He been gone since I was ten you know. When he was there all he did was --“he took a deep breath and I could tell it was hard for him so leaned over and kissed him. I didn’t even want him to finish. I heard enough. I was going to help my baby get his mind right. If his mom can accept his father back it must be a reason why so therefore he had a reason as well.

“Baby you’re going to be fine and so will your mom and dad. If it’s a reason that she’s letting him back in then it must be a good reason behind it. Maybe he’s a changed man and would like a second chance. You should give him that instead of making your way to end up just like him.” When I said that he turned to look at me.

“I will never end up like him, you hear me.” He yelled. I jumped. I didn’t know what really made him this way and I couldn’t bare sitting here watching him in pain as he tried to explain. I just wanted him to be better. A better man than his dad ever was to him. I pulled up at the shop and he gave me a kiss and told me to give him a call when I stated to miss him. Gosh I loved that man.
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I was glad that my sister had came to spend the day with me, we got so high and drunk she passed out my living room. We were just now waking up.

“Mykah get up and make us some breakfast please, I’m starved” Nahlia said rubbing her stomach. She was my older sister. Everybody thought we were twins but I couldn’t see how. I looked better she was made.

“Nana, I do not feel like cooking. I’m going through a depressing ass stage you should be cooking for me.” I said getting up and checking my phone. Nothin but some texts from random hoes I didn’t give a s*** about talking to.

“Ight, ight I’ll cook. Only because you’re my little sis and I’m hungry. You need to stop claiming you’re depressed because of some stupid ass trick. “Just as she said that Shantae was walking through the front door. “Speak of the she devil herself.”

“Ugh, don’t start with me Nahlia, I’m not even in the mood.” Shantae stormed past us and didn’t even speak to me. I got up and walked in the kitchen behind her. She turned around and just looked at me.

“I told you not to come back here.” I said

“Oh stop fronting Mykah, you know you happy I came back here.” She said smiling at me. I didn’t see s*** to smile about. I was pissed the f*** off and wasn’t happy. “Shantae look we really got to talk.” She huffed and rolled her eyes. This made me want to punch the s*** out of her. I hated when she acted this way.

“What you want to talk about Mykah? About why I just want to be friends, I don’t want a relationship Mykah that’s all.” She said looking me in my eyes. I can tell she seen the hurt in my eyes after she said that. I could read her. It was something more to it than just that. I wasn’t letting go that easy. She had my heart and I wanted to know why. I know she loved me I could tell by how she was looking at me right now.

“Tell me why tae, I’ve been good to you. My attitude yeah its slightly f***ed but I’ve been good to you. I’ve given you everything, all of me.” I said on the brink of tears.

‘Man KayKay quit begging that b****” my sister yelled from the room. “SHUT UP NANA” I yelled back. Tae just rolled her eyes and leaned her head to the side.

“Tae I asked you a question man.” She just looked at me and tears started to well up in her eyes.

“Let’s go upstairs, it’s too many EARS down here.” She said in reference to Nana. “Oh girl stfu don’t nobody want to hear yo’ lying ass anyway” my sister said. She grabbed my hand and led me up the stairs to what used to be our room. She sat me on the bed and she sat in the computer chair in front of me.

“Mykah you know I love you, I love you with all my heart, but I f***ed up. I didn’t want to hurt you so I did the only thing I thought would be best and that’s leave. I’ve been so mean and angry because I know you feel it. I no you’re hurting and I’m mad because it’s my fault.” As the tears rolled down her face I couldn’t help but let mine fall and prepare myself for what I was about to hear.

“What did you do Tae?” I asked

“I have Chlamydia” she said. My heart dropped and I felt sick before I knew it I had punched the s*** out her square in her face. I ran down stairs and into my sisters arms.

Next post will be kind of long

Run this s*** Boo!

Like right now!

This s*** is like very interesting!

I'm on the computer like!

Aww s*** the car threw that hoe house!

And who plays Jamal the link wouldn't work!

And Shantae need to come back to Chyna on some real!

Aww and Tray prefers!

Run it now Charm!

ummm.

Hold alll the got damn phones !!!!!

......... s*** drop'em idk what the f*** to say .....

But runn it

*Tracy*
Renee dropped me off because she had some errands to run, that was fine. I kind of needed to be alone at the moment anyway. I couldnt believe what I just saw or what happened. I looked at the blood on my tims and shook my head. I hated tob e brought of of character Im a lady and I axt just as such. I got up to pour me a glass of moscato lord knows I needed it. I poured my moscato and started rolled me a blunt turned on my Mary J. Blidge My Life album and burried my sorrows in Track 11 Not Gon' Cry. I smoked and drink until I started to feel my buzz. I went through about 3 blunts and 4 cups of moscato when I heard my front door open. I looked up through my puffy swollen red low eyes and felt my anger resurface.

'Tray, we need tot alk about this.' I got up off the floor 'Talk, you wanna talk. Okay let's talk. Im listening.

'I wanna apologoze okay, I love you and you know I love you. She meant nothing and will never mean s***. I am sorry.' he pleaded

I looked at him with my eyebrow arched. 'Sorry, was you thinking about sorry when you f***ing that b****, when you was smaking her ass, pulling her hair. KISSING THAT b****. Was you sorry then?' I was now yelling. 'Tray- I' 'Save I dont want to hear that s***. 5 f***ing years. 5 and this the thanks I get. You no how many niggas would loooveee to have a piece of this pussy.' I grabbed the wine bottle and launched it. 'I gave you the f***in best of me and this is wtf you do to me.' I was crying and hurt. I didnt know what to do.

'Stop tray please, before you make a mistake.'he said trying to stay clear of s***.

'The only mistake I made was deciding to be faithful to your ass and keep this bastard ass child im carrying.'She launched the table lamp at him and broke down crying.

'Tray, your pregnant' he said in shock

'3 months' she couldnt stop crying she was hurt drunk and high.
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(Sorry work picked up again )

*Tracy*
Renee dropped me off because she had some errands to run, that was fine. I kind of needed to be alone at the moment anyway. I couldnt believe what I just saw or what happened. I looked at the blood on my tims and shook my head. I hated tob e brought of of character Im a lady and I axt just as such. I got up to pour me a glass of moscato lord knows I needed it. I poured my moscato and started rolled me a blunt turned on my Mary J. Blidge My Life album and burried my sorrows in Track 11 Not Gon' Cry. I smoked and drink until I started to feel my buzz. I went through about 3 blunts and 4 cups of moscato when I heard my front door open. I looked up through my puffy swollen red low eyes and felt my anger resurface.

'Tray, we need tot alk about this.' I got up off the floor 'Talk, you wanna talk. Okay let's talk. Im listening.

'I wanna apologoze okay, I love you and you know I love you. She meant nothing and will never mean s***. I am sorry.' he pleaded

I looked at him with my eyebrow arched. 'Sorry, was you thinking about sorry when you f***ing that b****, when you was smaking her ass, pulling her hair. KISSING THAT b****. Was you sorry then?' I was now yelling. 'Tray- I' 'Save I dont want to hear that s***. 5 f***ing years. 5 and this the thanks I get. You no how many niggas would loooveee to have a piece of this pussy.' I grabbed the wine bottle and launched it. 'I gave you the f***in best of me and this is wtf you do to me.' I was crying and hurt. I didnt know what to do.

'Stop tray please, before you make a mistake.'he said trying to stay clear of s***.

'The only mistake I made was deciding to be faithful to your ass and keep this bastard ass child im carrying.'She launched the table lamp at him and broke down crying.

'Tray, your pregnant' he said in shock

'3 months' she couldnt stop crying she was hurt drunk and high.
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(Sorry work picked up again )

Add coming

well damb this shyt is drama filled lol

run it.!

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Tisk tisk .. So much drama !!

Runnn it !!

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I heard a loud ass thump and I went upstairs to see what it was. I looked in my 3 bedrooms nothing, I walked in the bathroom to see Jamal K.O'ed in the tub with the shower running over him. GOSH I absolutley hated this. I turned off the waer put my hair in a ponytail and tried my hardest to get him out this tub. Drunk weight is dead weight and my little ass was struggling.

'Mal you gotta help me.' He was drunk but by now he was aware of me touching him and trying to get him out of this tub. He didnt budge. 'JAMAL HELP ME.' I screamed.

'Damnnn Ken, stop yelling pleaseee' he managed to slur. He took his time stepping out the tub and I took him in the room. He simply just passed out on the bed. I looked at him and shook his head. I loved him but he had to stop.
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'Biitchh I will f*** you up keep talking to me like that.' <a href="http://ronewiznation.files.wordpress.com/2012/07/blac-chyna.png">I</a> said yelling at my girlfriend <a href="http://www.rucuss.com/home/wp-content/uploads/2012/08/16-300x205.jpg">Shantae</a>.

'Mykah you better calm the f*** down , okay nobody got time for your s*** today.' she said putting her hands in my face. I slapped her finger out my face and looked at her.

'Your going toh ave time If i say you got time.' 'Bet you I dont' she said as she waved me off and started walking away.

'Shantae if you walk out that door, dont come back.' I said feeling like my world was ending.She turned around and looked at me.

'Fine' With that said she grabed er purse and walked out. Instantly I shut down. How could she just do this. We had history 3 years together and now she wants to just walk out and expect me to be okay with being just friends. Yeah right not Mykah. I aint want to cry so I called my sister. I needed her.

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'Nigga dont nobody wanna smell your stale ass feet. You no what just get up and get out. Over staying your welcome and s***.

ring, ring, ring

"Hey Sissie, wassup.' 'Can you please come over here?' My little sister Mykah called me sounded like a little sad puppy.

'Im not getting in the middle of you and ya b**** s*** okay.' <a href="http://abicte.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/10/Nicki-Minaj-ThatGJ.png">I said</a> 'I barely even like thr broad' 'I no Nana please I really need you.' she said. I loved my sister so of course I was going to go. 'Okay Kaykay, i'll be there' We hung up and <a href="http://hiphopwired.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/09/drake.jpg">this</a> nigga was still on my couch. 'GET UPPP!!!! and get out im leaving' I yelled. Damn jailbird. I loved my nigga I did, but what was I supposed to do with a nigga who couldnt even do for his damn self. I was getting pretty tired of being mommy rather than woman.

At that point he didnt have an answer he simply stood there naked looking at me unable to explain. I turned around and started walking towards my <a href="http://files.clubplanet.com/SiteFiles/ArticleImages/6406/Zoe_Saldana_Colombiana.jpg">bestfriend Renee's</a> car. I asked her to come with me not sure of what I was going to do.

'So you just going to run into somebody house and leave' His b**** said. I turned around looked at her frowned my face up arched my eyebrow and I charged at her. I tackled that ass downa nd went for what I knew. I started beating the f*** out this b****. I took her head and started smacking her s*** into the concrete. I was giving her blows to the face when I felt <a href="http://mediaoutrage.files.wordpress.com/2010/03/pooch-hall.jpg?w=434&h=600">him</a> grab me by my waist. the last blow was me kicking her in her face.

'PUT ME DOWN TERRANCE.' He put me down . I putmy hair in a ponytail and I looked at her.

'Now, yes i'm going to just crash somebody s*** beat they ass,and know your about to watch me leave.' I turned to Terrance 'I'll see you when you get home.' If looks could kill they both wouldve been dead. I started walking towards the car and I could feel my heart breaking. I couldnt believe him. I opened the door got in and broke down.

'Tray no, your to strong for this. f*** that nigga. He doesnt deserve you.' Ree said as she was rubing my back. She started the car and pulled up towards my car. The way she was parked she couldnt see what happened. She gasped when she seen my car inside the house.

"Tray what the f***.'She started going on and on about my car and all of that as she drove. All I heard was blah blah blah. The b**** shouldnt have been f***ing my man. Then there would be no car in her house. I couldnt even stomach the fact I was being cheated on.

'Stop the car Ree' she looked at me as i opened the door before she could even stop and started throwing up. She rubbed my back as I let it come on up. I wiped my mouth and continued to cry.

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'<a href="http://ia.media-imdb.com/images/M/MV5BMjM0NzY0OTI0M15BMl5BanBnXkFtZTcwNzQyMDY4Mg@@._V1._SX214_CR0,0,214,314_.jpg>JAMAALL</a> let me go' I screamed as he had me in a chokehold. He was drunk again. Everytime he came home drunk and in his feelings this always happens. Frankly <a href="http://fashionbombdaily.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/keke-palmer-kids-choice.jpg">I</a> was getting sick of this s***. I dont know the f*** this nigga think he is , but this s*** here has to stop.

'Baby just come here' his hands let go of my neck and held a tight grip to my waist now.

'Jamal you stink, how about you just go get a shower and then we can talk and all of that. You need to sober up before I loose it on your ass' I said freeing myself from his grip. He frowned up his face looked down at me and turned for the stairs. I sighed I hated when he came home like this.

Ohhh Run It !!

Noah's Arc was the shizzz.
what happened to it?

Yesss, girl I remember that episode..!

Love Me some Noah's arc.