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The One I Gave My Heart To

I laid face down ass up as he gripped my hips and pumped in and out of me. The alcohol was starting to wear off and suddenly I felt a mixture of emotional pain and heart break. A few tears escaped my honey brown eyes as he enjoyed what no longer his. Usually when we had sex I was the one on top, calling the shots but tonight I was too wrapped in my emotions. I felt him pull out and shoot his warm cum on my ass and he got up, mumbled something and walked to the kitchen. I got off the bed and walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror at me… better yet at what I’ve become. I am 24 years old, beautiful black and Puerto Rican chick, I’m well off because of my father’s death, and I could have anything my heart desired, anyone I bated my long eye lashes at… except for him. He once was mine, I gave him my heart…hell he still had it. We were good together, inseparable, the “good thing” hun, I guess all good things come to an end because we did when he proposed to my sister… and she accepted it.


she in a jacked up situation. run it

Can she just start over with someone new?

This is crazy but i hope she not he's smh...i dnt think heR n chris should gt together run it

i want her and chris to work it out..forget trey!!! run it!!!

im really out done with trey he nasty and bogus and yasmin a dummy y make your child wait that long he better pray looks are deceiving she never said he was the only man she was with . Run it

im really out done with trey he nasty and bogus and yasmin a dummy y make your child wait that long he better pray looks are deceiving she never said he was the only man she was with . Run it

Crazy as it sounds I want her and Chris to find a way to work it out...

Friday Night
I was putting the finishing touches on my look. Trey had gotten me pampered earlier today. He was trying to get in my good side :). I looked at myself in the mirror and ran my fingers through my curls and I sighed. I was having second thoughts about going and playing "buddy buddy" with Trey's bosses to make him look good. I quickly did a winged liner in my eye. I added mascara, black eyeliner to my water line and rih rih woo (red lip stick by Mac) to my lips. I ran my fingers through my curls and sighed again. "Knock knock." Trey said as he entered the room. "What's wrong?" He asked. "I'm having second thoughts." I said looking at him through the mirror. "Come on Paris it'll be fine." He said as he came closer and kissed my forehead. "I just have this feeling." "You need as shot?" He asked opening up his mini bar. I chuckled "No, I'm not drinking tonight. I don't need any mistakes and I don't want to embarrass you." I said putting on my earrings. He nodded "Well you'll be the only sober person there." "And I'm perfectly fine with that." I smiled putting on my necklace and shoes. "What time you think you'll be ready baby?" He asked. I looked at him and then stood up and looked at my self in the mirror. "I am ready." He came behind me and hugged me. "You look beautiful." "Thanks." I blushed. "If you wasn't my baby mother." He started as he walked away. I shook my head, grabbed my clutch and followed him through his big ass house. "Why did you get this big ass 5 bedroom 6 bathroom house and you're the only one that lives here?" I asked as my shoes clicked against the marble floors. "I had hopes that my daughter and my wife would come live with me and we could finish up our family." He said looking down. "You was planning on doing a lot of sexing." I said smirking. He's such a freak. "You damn right. When I got this house me and my future wife wasn't getting along. I knew she'd finally come around and I was going to tear her ass up... But it didn't work like that... I'm thinking about downsizing." "Why you talking about me to me?" I laughed. "Because it makes it less awkward." He said looking over at me. I smirked and looked down. "Lets go."
We were the last people there. Everyone was having a good time. They had card tables, karaoke and a fully stocked bar. The dance floor was empty thanks to the off beat old white guy singing old school r&b. "Trey!" Someone called. We both looked back and saw Blake, one of founders. "Blake! How's it going?" Trey asked shaking his hand. "I can't complain, I can't complain." Blake laughed. "How's Karen and the kids." Trey asked. "They're fine. How's my little London? Getting big I bet." "Yeh, yeh. This is Paris, London's mother." Trey introduced. "Ah Paris, tu es belle." He said kissing my hand. I gave him a warm smile "thanks." "Go get some drinks you guys I'm going to talk to Steven." He said patting Trey's shoulder and walking away. I laughed "I'm glad I'm my own boss. I hate this ass kissing s***." I said taking a seat. "I know, but it pays the bills." Trey said sitting in front of me. "2 more hours of this I might need a drink." I joked. Trey looked behind me and his expression changed. I started to look back but Mike walked up. "Damn he got you away from your habitat?"Mike asked reaching for a hug. "Mike just say Paris I've missed you. Damn." I said hugging him. "Where's my baby?" I asked referring to Brooklyn. "At home with the kids. She said she don't like that ass kissy s*** and plus my moms had plans tonight." He said looking at Trey. "The f*** wrong with this nigga?" Mike asked. I looked at Trey and he looked back at me "I'm good. I need a drink. Aye can I get two shots of Belvedere?" He said to the guy making the drinks. "Two shots?" I asked. He nodded and took both of the shots. "This might be a long night." "Not for me because I'm leaving soon as they gimme my bonus." Mike asked doing a little dance and we both laughed. "Aye I'll see you later I need to holla at Blake. I need a bigger office. Yo BLAKE!" He yelled walking off. I shook my head and looked at Trey. "What's wrong with you?" I asked. He blinked his eyes twice and shook his head. "Whatever it is spit it out now." I said looking around. "Nothing I'm good. You wanna dance?" He asked. I smiled and grabbed his hand and we made our way to the dance floor. Moments later more people joined us on the dance floor. I looked over and saw Mike was the Dj, he was doing a pretty good job. I looked by the bar and I saw this girl stating at me. Something about her face was familiar but I ignored her and kept dancing.
3 hour later
Everyone was sitting down waiting for the bonuses to be handed out. Blake and Steven were in the stage. "Ok it's time for bonuses!!" Steven said as all the employees cheered. He continued talking but I looked at Trey. He looked off. "What's wrong?" I asked grabbing his hand. He sighed. "You've been acting off for the last few hours talk to me." I said wanting to know wtf was wrong with him. "I didn't want to tell you this, but Yasmine is here." When her name left his lips my mood instantly went from cheery to pissed. He could've been told me that. I moved my hand away from his, but he grabbed my hand before I got them completely away. "Baby I swear I haven't worked with, or seen that girl since I fired her." He said looking into my eyes. "You could've told me Trey." I sighed. "Yeh, but I know how you get. And plus she's been staring at you all night. I didn't want you to cut the b**** in front of these white people." He said whispering the last part. I laughed because he was so serious. "Tremaine Neverson!" Blake yelled as the spot light shinned on us and everyone cheered. "Don't be shy, come on up." Steven added. Trey got up and walked on the stage and they gave him a trophy. "To be honest I don't even know why I'm up here." Trey said honestly and everyone laughed. "They just make you Vice President lucky bastard!" Someone yelled causing the crowd to laugh. I knew it was Mike. Treys eyes widened and he hugged Steven and Blake "Thank you so much. You don't know what this means to me. I swear I won't let you guys down." "Well we hope not. We're promoting Yasmine also so she'll be you're right hand wo-man" Steven said raising his eye brows. The look on Treys face was horrible. He didn't say a word. He looked at me and then at Yasmine and then back at me and he rubbed the back of his neck. "Don't I have a say in this?" Yasmine said walking on stage. Everyone cheered her on. She look better now than she did before. Maybe its the Malaysian Virgin hair she has in now versus the cheap beauty supply store s*** she used to wear. I needed air so I got up and walked outside. A few seconds later Mike was standing next to me. "He's not messing with Yas." Mike said. "Hun?" I asked. "He's not f***in that b****. It's written all over your face, you bout to set it off in this b****." He said. "I'm not worrying about that." I replied. I don't know if I was trying to convince him or myself. Mike chuckled "You keep forgetting that before Brooklyn came it was me you and Trey, best friends 4lyfe. So I know you, I can read you all that s*** that going on up here." He said tapping my forehead. "I'm good." I assured. He smirked "If you say so." Trey came walking out of the building fast. "I swear I had nothing to do with that!" He said grabbing my hands. "It's ok Trey. Congratulations." I said forcing my self to smile. Trey sucked his teeth and Yasmine came walking out. "Hi Mike." She greeted. "You know I don't like you Home wrecker." Mike said causing me to laugh internally. She looked at me and then at Trey. "I need to talk to you." She said to him. "I don't have nothing to say to you Yasmine." Trey said calmly. "It's important." She cooed. "What could be important? I haven't seen you in what? 4 years." Trey said looking at her. I didn't understand why he was mad. He's the one who cheated, not her. "It'll only take a minute...please." She begged. "Don't do it. Y'all good, don't let this skank tempt you." Mike roared. She rolled her eyes at Mike. "One minute Yas." Trey said. "I'm private please." She begged. "Whatever you have to say you can say it in front of them." He said staring at her. She looked at me and then Trey and she bit her lip, she looked like she wanted to cry. "50 seconds Yas." Trey said irritated. She pulled out her phone and handed it to Trey. He looked at it and frowned "Ok what the f*** is this?" He asked as tears came down her face. "Yasmine WHAT THE f*** IS THIS?" He yelled. "SHE'S YOURS" She yelled wiping her tears. I looked at her phone and my heart broke. Her baby looked like a browner skinned version of London. She looked like she's that same age too. I felt tears swell in my eyes. "No, no, Hell No! You've been gone for years and now you wanna tell me that this is my baby? f*** outa here with that!" Trey yelled forcefully giving her her phone back. "You FIRED ME! YOU CHANGED YOUR NUMBER, AND TOLD ME TO STAY OUT OF YOUR LIFE SO YOU AND YOUR FIANCÉ COULD WORK IT OUT!!" She cried. "Erin needs her daddy." Yasmine added. "She's not mine." Trey said not wanting to believe it. "TREY!!! We never used condoms!! Erin will be 4 August 26th do the math!!" She yelled. I wiped a stray tear that fell and I took off my shoes. I started walking. "Paris wait!" Trey called running towards me. "Nah, bruh go handle that I got her." Mike said gently grabbing my arm. "I'm going to fix it. I swear I am." Trey said as Mike walked me to his car. I couldn't even look at Trey. How stupid could he be? I mean I'm over the cheating part, but how you not protect yourself? "You ok?" Mike asked after we got in the car. I nodded and rested my head against the window. He started the car and headed towards the highway. Erin's face was stuck in my head. She almost looked like London's twin. I wiped stray tear as Mike rapped along with Nas the whole 2 hour and 30 minute ride home.

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There so many things I have up my sleeve (insert evil grin here).
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Goodnight Dolls <3

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Aww that was such a sweet date, Chris sure knows how to plan a date man. Aww he wants to see her again soon... Damn Trey's on her too, Paris is a G, got both them sexy ass men anting her attention... Go girl... Riley needs that ass beat. Chris should've let Paris kick her ass. RUN IT!!!

Riley be on that BULL i swear..

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she need to get her one good time. smh... run it

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We woke up the next morning at the same time thanks to the yachts horn. I sat up and held my head. "You ok?" Chris asked sitting up also. "Yeh. I sat up to fast." I replied getting out of the bed. "What time do we get back on land?" I asked opening up the duffel bag of clothes he had for us. "In 2 hours." He said looking at the clock on the wall. I pulled out some underwear and the first thing that caught my attention was that is was La Perla underwear, he must've been crazy cause that whole line is expensive... Sexy but expensive. I pulled out black and white maxi dress that had the sides (like the rib area) cut out and it was cut low in the front. It was super cute. I held it up and smiled. "Who helped you." I asked. He walked over and hugged me. "Nobody. I just envisioned you in this." He said as he pecked my lips. I bit my bottom lip and smirked. "I need to get dressed." I said as he held on to me. "No you don't. you can stay like you are." He said touching my curly hair. "Yeh and when the yacht docks?" "It's paid for so don't worry about that." He said kissing me again. I couldn't stop blushing. "You like that s***?" He asked smiling. "What s***?" I asked already knowing what he was talking about. He smirked and let me go "if you were mine, if only you were mine." He said as he looked through the duffel bag. "If I were only your... You'd?" I questioned. He looked at me and smiled "don't worry about it, go get dressed we have breakfast waiting." I walked past and squeezed his ass. "If only you were mine." I said imitating him, laughing and going into the bathroom. "You better watch it." He warned. "Oh trust me I will." I said as I bit my bottom lip and closed the door.
After we got dressed we went to breakfast and ate. We reminisced and before we knew it we were back on land. "Moms got London until 7 what you wanna do?" He asked as we got back in the car. "I just want to Chill." "You wanna go to my place or yours." I looked at him and smirked. "Not like that" he smiled. "We can watch a movie." He added holding up some red box movies. "Oh so you had this planned? You picked out the sexiest laced La Perla underwear. You trying to get some?" I joked. "Nah I just wanted to do it big for you... That's all. Maybe we can do a photo shoot." He laughed. "Sounds like fun, I'm in." I smiled putting on my seat belt. "You know I was joking about the photo shoot right?" He asked. "Yeh, but I wasn't. I haven't had a fake photo shoot since... I don't know when but were doing it today." He sighed and took off in the direction of my house.
When we got to my house he carried my things in for me. He followed me upstairs to my room and snapped a picture of me. "Why'd you do that?" I asked as he looked down at the picture. "I don't have a recent picture of you in my phone." I looked at him and smirked. "So you have old pics of me in your phone?" He blushed, looked down and nodded. "Awww." I laughed. "Don't say aww that some sick stalker s***." He chuckled slightly embarrassed. "Let me see the pictures." I said smiling. He pressed the stock app on his phone and then put in a password and he handed me his phone. "Oh My Gosh!! This is old." I cheesed showing him the picture. It was a picture that he took right after we started dating. I swiped through looking at multiple pictures if Chris and I and I couldn't help but to blush. We were a good looking couple. These pictures reminded me of why it was so hard for me to let him go. I saw a play button so I pressed it and it was a video of us laying in our bed. I felt my cheeks turning red as I remembered that day.
Years ago
"What are you doing?" I asked. "I'm recording my sexy ass girlfriend." He said moving the camera closer to my face as I crossed my eyes and stuck my finger up my nose. "Yeh that's real sexy Par." He said causing me to stop and laugh. "You wanna do something for the camera." He said in a sexy tone. I nodded and stood up. "You can't show nobody this." I warned. "The f*** I look like showing somebody my baby? You doing this s*** for me." He said as the camera moved. "You show somebody and I'm f***ing you up." I said squinting my eye at him. "You won't ever have to worry about that." He said as he turned the camera to his face and smiled. "Pause it so I can put something on." I said as I grabbed my bag and ran in to the bathroom. I fluffed up my curls, put on some red lipstick, some red laced knee highs and put on <a href=" ">this</a> with some clear platform heels that I only wore in the bedroom. "Start recording again." I yelled from the bathroom. "It's on." Chris yelled back. I opened the door and posed. I slowly and sexily strutted over to him as he bit down on his bottom lip. When I got in front of him I started dancing for him. I made sure to keep eye contact with him as I moved my body to the beat in my head. I straddled him and kissed his neck. "You got me hard. I'm bout to turn this s*** off and it's going down." Chris said. I pecked his lips "lets make a movie." I said taking the camera from him and capturing reaction. "For real?" He asked. "Yeh." I said as I gave him the camera back and stripped for him. He followed suit and it went down.
Present Day
I couldn't watch the sex scene it was to awkward with him being there watching me. I know it was amazing, sex was always amazing with him, but I just couldn't watch it. I gave him is head back and shook my head. "I can't believe you still have that." I said sitting on the bed. "I couldn't let it go." He said honestly. I nodded "I think that photo shoot will be a little awkward after seeing that. I mean we both know what happened after photo shoots and we're not ready for that step." I said looking at him. He nodded agreeing with me. "Yeh you're right, so when am I going to see you again? Can we do dinner tomorrow?" He asked. Before my mouth could say yes Trey called. I held up one finger up to Chris and answered my phone "Hey." I said after I put the phone to my ear. "We still on for tomorrow right?" He asked. I crossed my eyes and slapped my forehead, I completely forgot. "Yeh." I answered. "Good I'll be there tomorrow after work to come get you." "When are you bring me back?" I asked "Damn you make it sound like I'm trying to keep your ass." He said causing both of us to laugh. "Sometime Saturday so we can spend some time with Lon." He replied. I nodded and looked at Chris. "Ok I'll see you tomorrow." I said before we both hung up. "I forgot Trey has this business party thing and he wants me there." I confessed. "Well we'll plan it for some other day." He said kissing my forehead. "You wanna go to mommas house?" He asked. "Yeh, I miss my London." I smiled.

When we got to Joyce's house we walked inside and London ran to me. "Mommy!!!! I missed youuuu." She sang as I picked her up and kissed her cheeks. "I've missed you too Londie love!!" I sang back. She laughed and reached for Chris. "Uncle Chris I saw a picture of you and my mommy at the beach." She said as he picked her up. "You did?" He asked and she giggled and nodded. "Mommy was kissing your cheek. That's nasty you're her brother right??" She asked. Chris and I both looked at each other lost for words. "Sometimes family members kiss each other on the cheek see." Ms. J said coming around the corner and kissing the 3 of us on the cheek. "Now there's nothing wrong with that." Ms. J added. "Ya Hun grandma it is something wrong, uncle Chris was a boy so he has germs." London replied making an ugly face that caused me and Ms. J to laugh. "Oh yeh?" Chris asked. London nodded and he started playfully kissing her all over her face and tickling her. "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! Stop it! Stop it!!!! Mommy Helllpppp!!!" She yelled laughing. "Nope your mommy can't help you because she don't want my germs." Chris said still tickling her. "Ok Chris let her go." Ms. J said taking London from Chris. "Thanks grandma." "Go clean up your room baby." I said knowing it was a mess. "Oh kayyy" she groaned dragging her feet to get room. "How'd the yacht surprise go?" Ms. J asked. "It was really nice." I blushed. "Well that's good." She said as we followed her into the kitchen. "Where's Christian?" Chris asked. "Your crazy baby momma came and got him talking some nonsense about him going to see her mother and it's not fair that you always brings Chrissy here. I swear I just want to choke her some time." Ms.J said as she washed her hands and took out ingredient for a chief salad. Chris frowned and I laughed. "She's so dramatic it makes me sick. I don't even see her like that. I just can't with her." I said washing my hands and cutting up a cucumber. "Don't worry I'll handle her." Chris said pulling out his phone and walking away. "Now she's going to be nice for about a month but she be back to being a b**** again." Ms. J said shaking her head.
1 hour later London was knocked out so I decided it was time for us to go. I gave Ms. J a hug and a kiss on the cheek. "Come back soon." She said kissing London's cheek. I nodded and picked London up. When I walked outside Riley was outside near my car arguing with Chris. We drove separate cars there."What the f*** you mean? He's my mothers only grandchild. She just moved out here so she deserves to see him." She yelled. "Bull s*** he's the only grandchild that your mother acknowledges but she has one more." "Don't nobody give a f*** about that bastard child. That b**** wanna try to play my mother get the f*** outa here." She yelled looking in my direction. My blood was boiling! "Why the f*** you bringing that s*** up? That not your place. Leave her out of it." Chris defended. "Leave her out of it." Riley laughed imitating Chris. "Nigga bye! You're still protecting her like what the f*** is it with y'all? Does that mixed pussy taste better?" She asked as I locked London in her seat. She was one comment away. Just one comment. "Riley chill with that s***!" Chris started but she cut him off. "No I'm not chilling with nothing. You stay defending this nothing ass b****! For what tho? I'm the mother of your child and you can't even stick up for me." Riley wined. "I'm done with this conversation, you need to go. And you better not ever come out your mouth like that to my momma again." He warned. "Or what you gone get that b**** to fight me?" She asked cutting her eye at me. That was it. I charged at her and she screamed and ran to her car. Chris grabbed me before I got to her. "No Paris go home it's not worth it!" He cooed. "I'm going to beat her ass!" I said pointing at her as she laughed in her car. "I know but not here. She's just jealous, let her hating ass hate." He said kissing my forehead. I sighed loudly and got in my car. "Calm down and call me later." He said looking in my car. I looked at him and nodded before he pecked my cheek and I drove off.

Thanks Dolls :)

Aww that was sweet. Damn they're history is so deep. That date was dope.. I'm Team Chris again lol.

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that was so nice!!

omg my favorite add so far
ok im glad he talked about rick like all there feelings coming together from the past that were unexplained
it really pieced the story together
and it made me more team chris
i thought that was so cute but dam a baby??! welllll now thinking about it they were in bed like rabbits!
and she just confirmed her true feelings! she loves chris more that is her true love it seems like she has love for trey for being baby daddy but she no longer loves him the way she used too or as close as she loves chris. She's IN Love with chris
as for her reason for not tryin get with him ... its understandable but they can explain it to them as they get more curious
chris is too dam cute!
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that was one of the sweetest adds ever!! Chris really wants Paris. I understand where she is coming from because how do you explain something like that to a child? But nonetheless, I'm still team Chris lol...She finally told him about the baby..that's good although the way he found out is a little messed up. I got hope for them thou .

awww she finally told him and he told her what him and her dad talked about.
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I decided to take Chris up on his offer. It's nothing serious, I just want to see where his head is. I'm in the inventory room at the shop trying to kill time. "Your boo here." Kirk said as he walked through the door. "My boo?" I asked. "Yeh Chris, are y'all dating again?" "No Kirk, it's just lunch." I said counting tires. "You say it's just lunch but dude got your favorite flowers and all." He smirked. "Whatever Kirk." "I'm dead ass. What's going on with y'all?" He asked. "Nothing." "Well you're like a little sister to me, I just want to see you happy... No matter who you're with." I smiled "Aww Kirk that was sweet." "Oh and I got a new girl that I want you to meet." I raised my eyebrow and sighed thinking about his last girlfriend who was a stuck up mess. "I swear she's nothing like Tiffany." He laughed. "She better not be." I said recording the number if tires that I just counted. "I'll probably bring her by the house or something." "Well as long as her name isn't Riley we're good." I said closing the inventory book and looking at Kirk. His face looked confused "How do you know Rie?" He asked. My mouth dropped and he started laughing. "I'm just playing. Her name is Natasha, but your face, your face was priceless." He said still laughing. I hit him 3 times "don't play like that my heart just fell into my stomach." "I'm sorry" "yeh, whatever I'm takin lunch, hold down the shop." I said going to put the inventory book up and grabbing my purse before I went to the lobby. The first thing saw were the beautiful Lillie's. "Oh MY GOD!!! THERE'RE GORGE!!" I said admiring them. "Just like you." I heard a males voice say and I looked over and saw Chris. Damn he looked soo good. I blushed and looked down. "Hi Paris." He said. I looked up and waved. I swear I felt like I was 16 again. I don't know why he makes me so nervous. "You ready to go?" He asked. I nodded and walked out of the shop with him following me. "Damn you can show me no love." He asked pulling my arm. I turned around and hugged him. "Where are we going?" I asked as I let go. "That's for me to know and you to find out he said kissing my cheek." He opened my door for me and I got in. He closed my door and walked around to the drivers side and got in before he took off. We conversed a little until we pulled up at the board walk. "Chris really? I have on heels." I said thinking about me having to watch my step. He reached back and handed me a Chanel box. "I figured you would have on heels so I got you those." He said as I opened the box. It was some flat Chanel sandals with 2 blinged out Cs on them. I smiled, they were so cute. "Thanks, but you could've gotten some less expensive." I said changing my shoes. "They just looked like something you'd buy so I got then for you." He said opening his glove compartment. He pulled out a blind fold. "I hope you don't expect me to wear that." I said. "Yeh I do." "You know how long it takes me to get my hair like this and you want me to mess it up with a blind fold? Not gone happen." I said folding my arms. "Come on Paris." I sighed "blindfold me." I said as he smiled and put the blindfold over my eyes. I'm coming to get you." I heard him say before I heard the door slam, something unlock, something slam and then I felt my door being opened. "I'm right here." He said as he grabbed my hand and helped me out of the car. He closed the door and held my hand. "I feel stupid. You better not let me fall." I said and he laughed. "I'm not going to let you fall." I said ok before I started counting steps.
209 steps later
"I need to pick you up." He said before he picked me up and carried me bridal style. I counted 10 extra steps before he put me down. "Can I take this stupid thing off?" I asked. "I'll do it." He said doing my blindfold. When I opened my eyes my mouth dropped. We were on a freakin yacht!!! "Oh My God Chris!! lunch on a yacht??" I asked shocked. "No, we're staying the night here. Moms has London and Kirk was already in on it." I looked at him. "But I have no clothes." He smiled. "I got that covered." He said holding up a duffle bag. I smiled. "Lets have lunch." He said escorting me to the front of the yacht which was set up like a picnic. I smiled and sat down. "This is really special." I said as he sat in front of me. "And you are very special to me." He replied opening the basket. "Chris what's with the cheesy lines? The Lillie's are gorge like me and I'm very special to you... What's going on?" I asked with a raised eyebrow. "Calm down its nothing. I this is just something that I've wanted to do for a long time." He said licking his lips. "Really? How long? And why didn't I know about it?" I asked biting into a strawberry. "Really long. Like before you broke up with me. Remember the night before it took us forever to leave from your pops house?" He asked. I smirked and nodded remembering him and my father on the patio and both me and Ms.J couldn't get them to come in. "Yeh we was talking about me doing this for you. He told me that he liked the way I think. He said that I reminded him of a younger Rick." He laughed and then continued. "He also said that I'm the only person that he knows can take care if you. And that he loved me for loving you so much." I started crying. "We just stayed there talking until you and moms got mad. I can never apologize enough for not being there when he died. I should've been there not only for you and moms but for Rick. That man was the closest thing I had to a father and now he's gone." "Why'd you have to bring him up?" I sniffed. "Everything was ok until you-you brought my father into it." I said. "I just wanted to get that off of my chest." He said hugging me. "We'll next time warn me first because that's still not an easy subject." I said sniffing. "Yeh I know. I know." "Next subject." I said wiping my face as he smiled and kissed my cheek and let me go. "I've missed you." He added. "Chris you're being weird." "I'm not being weird. It's just that it's always years when we break up. Years Paris and I be missing you. I even got your name tattooed on me this time." He said showing me my name tatted on his chest. It wasn't obvious because he had a lot if things tatted in his chest but it damn sure was there. "I know what's out there and I don't want it I want you. I miss the times we shared, the crazy s*** we did together, I even miss the sad times, baby I miss you." "And I miss you too Chris, you know that, but it doesn't change reality baby. You have a child by my sister and I have a child with Trey. I don't know how this could work. No matter what the out come is Christian is my nephew and London's cousin. I can't have her thinking its ok that her mom and her cousins daddy are together. Like that's not ok." I said truthfully. "So what exactly are you saying." I looked at him and shrugged. "You said we'd have to find a way to make it work." He added and I nodded. "I know I said that but WE haven't come up with anything yet." I said looking at him. He looked down and I lifted his face. "No matter what I promise to be open with you. No lies." I said holding out my pinky. "No lies." Chris added locking pinkies with me. "
Later on that night we were in the jacuzzi enjoying each others company. We had a little Champagne and I was tipsy . "I'm so happy that you did this for me." I said walking over a d hugging him. He took my glass. "You had a little too much to drink Paris." "No, No I'm serious Chris. I miss us too like I don't be wanting to tell you because of Trey." I said letting him go. "What about Trey?" He asked. "I don't know man it's like I messed up. Ok I said it Paris Robinson is messed the f*** up. I love the both of you. But it's on different levels. Like you're my love and he's my baby daddy love it's so confusing. I wish our baby would've never died." I blabbed and then I looked down. "Our baby?" He asked and I nodded and sniffed. "You got me pregnant before you left to play basketball. After my dad died I couldn't eat or sleep. One day I was in so much pain. I knew- I knew I was dying, but it wasn't me, it was our baby." I said as tears fell from my eyes. "Paris..." "Don't blame me! I didn't know I was pregnant! And I didn't tell you because there was nothing you could do and I didn't want you looking at me the way you are now with those big brown eyes." I said as I got out leaving him in the jacuzzi. I can't believe I told him that. That was something Brooklyn and I were going to take to the grave. I went into my room and got in the shower. Not even 2 minutes later Chris was there. "I wish you would've told me." He said as he got in the shower. "Why? It was already dead there was nothing you could do." I said as I washed. "Yeh there is. I could've been there for you Paris. I know that had to be hard on you. It kinda explains why you hated me so much and then the next time we meet was the whole engagement thing. Baby I'm sorry. If I would've known-" he said before I cut him off. "It doesn't matter Chris it's the past. There's nothing you could've done so lets not pretend we could change the past. I shouldn't have ever told you. Now I feel ashamed." I said not looking at him and getting out of the shower. I dried off and put on a t shirt and some underwear before I got in the bed. I felt the bed move moments later and kisses on my shoulder. "I love you. And I'm sorry for everything. I know you don't want to hear it but you mean the world to me Par and I just want to hold you tonight for all those times I wasn't there." He said as I faced him. He kissed my forehead and I cuddled against him before he started singing to me and I fell asleep.

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