"But when things start to go your way and you make it out of here will you still Remember Me?"
Chris is the MAN!! I'm glad he didn't completely give up on her. RUN IT!
Selena needs Blair now more than anything
James can go die, RUN IT!
James is a b****!
Blair needs to hurry and best his ass!
James James James, what the f*** is wrong with you!! I hope Blair beats your ass fr all the suffering you put Selena through. s*** I hope I beat your ass too. You don't deserve Selena, so kick rocks and chuck up yo dueces b****!
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James needs to flung into the deepest darkest black hole at the bottom of the sea! Fxck Boy!
Blair has to keep his promise pretty little Selena shouldn't be caking on make up and hiding from the world!
Run It Lady!
blair needs to tear james ass up!!! i feel so bad for selena..run it!
Poor selena!!! I hope Blair can help her. She really needs it. James can die for all I care.
Awww poor Selena I hope Blair can keep his promise run it
James can go die!
Ugh, he just ugh!!
Blair, thank you for showing Selena a new light.
Selena, how did you let it get this far?
Girl, pull yourself together.
I hope James gets the living s*** beat outta him by Blair. Him and Selena need to get together! He seems so protective of her, its adorable :))))) RUN IT!
Oh wow I feel bad for Selena but I wish James would get his ass beat
"I don't know how it got this bad." She said pulling her knees closer to her chest.
I sat in front of her on my bed and lifted her chin, "why are you allowing this?" I said pushing some hair behind her ear.
"I've always said 'that could never be me' when it came to things like this but people don't understand that it's hard to just say bye. That person takes control over mind. It's not just physical it's emotional and mental. He makes me think things and says things that no one would understand. He controls my every move, my every thought. It's scary." She said crying, her face was bright red.
"Why didn't you talk to anyone?" I grabbed her hand and she shook her head no.
"I couldn't. It ALWAYS got back to him somehow. I feel weak. I am weak." She pulled her knees even closer and buried her face in them.
"Selena you can trust me. I'll never let anything happen to you." I said rubbing her cheek with my thumb.
"Why are you so nice to me Blair? You hardly know me." She looked me in my eyes and I saw hope.
"I don't know. You're different. I feel protective of you like you were put in my life for a reason." I looked in her eyes and she smiled.
"You promise?" She said referring to the trust statement I had made previously.
I nodded my head and held out my pinky.
"Selena you have my word and hopefully one day my heart."
I leaned in and kissed her forehead while pulling her into a hug. If I got her, all of her right now I'll never let her go again.
It had been about a month since I last talked to Selena. Classes were getting ready to start and I was chillin. For the first few days Corrine would give me updates on her but I made if clear to her that I wanted nothing to do with Selena so she stopped talking about her.
I grabbed my keys off my dresser along with my phone and a notebook and made my way to my first class of the semester. I put my headphones in my ear and bobbed my head to Wale's new mixtape. I wasn't paying attention and bumped into someone knocking them completely over.
"I'm so sorry!" I said to her while picking up my notebook. I held my hand out to help her up.
When she removed her hair out of her face I realized it was Selena. She looked so different. She sat up and put her shades back on and looked up at me with so much pain in her eyes.
"I've gotta go." She said trying to scurry off.
"Selena wait." I said lightly while pulling her back. I looked down at her arm and saw a bruise at the top of her shoulder probably going on to her back. "Please let me in." I said touching her face lightly.
She looked at me and I took her shades off revealing two big scratches on her and a black eye. The tears fell from her eyes like waterfalls. She put the glasses back on and grabbed my hand.
I'll never know what we learned in Sociology that day.
I got to the gym with the bottle of water empty. I started to eat some chips and a honey bun to take the smell off of my breath. Then popped in a piece of gum. I stumbled over to the benches and sat down. I put my head in my hands and then felt my phone vibrate.
"Hello?" I asked half dead. I began to put my shoes on with the phone stuck between my shoulder and my ear.
"Best f***ing friend! Don't hate me?" I heard Bre say, I looked at the phone confused.
"For what? What did you do?" I asked sipping my Gatorade.
"I ain't be able to make it. Plane tickets are like $500 to get out there." She said, I could hear her pouting through the phone.
"Why were you coming here?" I asked attempting to stand up and take my sweatpants off.
"Cause you called me last night all distraught and crying and s***!" She yelled over her noisy background.
"I did? Look I don't remember much of anything from last night but I'm at practice. I'll call you later." I said the best I could before hanging up and stumbling across the gym to begin practice.
I stood on the free throw line and got into a defensive stance. The room began to spin and I wobbled a little. I felt myself sweating more than usual and I could barely see straight.
"You ok Moore?" My coach yelled. I held my thumb down and she let me go back to my room.
I barely made it to my room and when I did it was empty. I looked at myself in the mirror and saw a worthless person. I used to be so full of life. But now all I saw was a mess.
I laid in my bed and stayed there.
Selena turning dumb!
Blair don't leave she need you!
Nooooo Blair you have to be there to beat James' ass and to catch Selena when she falls. ughhhhhhhhh whyyyyyyyyyy!!!!??
Damn he really f***ed her up bad!
He must've messed up her common sense too!
Why would she accept him hitting her.
Now it really is going to become a habit. Smdh
You know what Selena? You're in the wrong.
Blair is just trying to help!
James has you so f***ed up thay he got you drinking
during the day. all that s*** is whats gunna get you
Kicked off the team.
I walked back to my dorm after morning workouts and showered getting ready for the rest of the day. I figured I'd make a trip to see Selena and Corrine. I left my room and shut my door looking over at James who was leaving out of his room too except he had a bag with him.
"You out this weekend bro?" I asked while he mugged me and nodded his head yes. I laughed it off and made my way to the other side of campus.
I walked through the front door and made my way to their room. I knocked in the door and heard some shuffling and a door close. Corrine opened the door half dead. She waived before getting in the bed and gettin under the covers.
"Where's Selena?" I asked while Corrine poked her head out of the covers. She pointed to the bathroom and turned To face the wall. I chuckled a little and plopped on Selena's bed waiting for her.
I heard the bathroom door open and she stepped out with an enormous amount of foundation on her face. I knew she was hiding something. She looked over at me and her eyes got big.
"Uhhhhh hey." She said grabbing her bag and a bottle of water.
"Where you going?" I asked getting up to walk with her.
"Workouts" she said hiding her face from me and throwing on some shades. She grabbed her keys and phone and walked out of the room with me on her heels.
"What's wrong?" I asked watching her walk further and further away from me.
"Don't you have somewhere to be?" She asked opening her bottle and taking a large swig.
A strong scent of alcohol permeated my nostrils and I looked over at Selena with wide eyes. I snatched the bottle from her and sniffed it.
"The f*** you drinking in the middle of the day for?" I asked genuinely concerned.
"None of your business!" She said angrily snatching the bottle from me and walking away.
"Selena this isn't like you." I said grabbing her hand likely. She turned around and put her finger in my face the best she could.
"You don't know me! I met you 4 days ago! Learn your place Blair!" She shouted taking another gulp of the alcohol and stumbled away.
I was going to run after her, but she was right. I didn't know her and this wasn't my place.
So that day I decided that I'd be done with Selena.
I rolled over on my back and held my head in pain. I looked straight at the ceiling and heard moaning.
Where the f*** am I?
I stood up and whispered a painful shout. I heard loud music coming from the living room and looked over at the couple f***ing on the bed. I quickly walked out of the room and checked my phone, 3:28 am. I held my head down and walked to the front door as swiftly and sober as I could. My dorm wasn't far so I did my best to make it there in one piece. I struggled into my building and made it to my door. I unlocked it and quietly walked in. I noticed Corrine wasn't there so I cut a light on. I grabbed my towel and started the shower. I took off my clothes and examined my body in the mirror. The bruises were starting to turn purple. I looked at the trying to recreate what had happened to me and couldn't put my finger on it. Last thing I remember was talking to Blair. I looked at my eye and touched it lightly it was terrible. I had a cut on my side that had stopped bleeding but wasn't closed. I stepped in the shower slowly and carefully making sure to avoid the scrapes.
Eventually the water felt good on my skin and I tilted my head back to allow the water to run through my hair. I was in the shower for what felt like an hour. A much needed hour. I turned the water off and grabbed my towel. I looked in the mirror one last time before cutting off the light so that Corrine wouldn't see me. I noticed she still wasn't there and sighed in relief. I didn't want her questioning something I didn't even know happened. I grabbed my phone and saw a text from James.
I'm sorry baby. I love you.
I looked at the message confused, I figured it was because of him hitting me earlier. I touched my cheek lightly reminiscing the slap. I dropped my head.
I love you too baby. Just don't make it a habit.
I wiped a tear away knowing I was missing something, I just couldn't figure it out. I put my phone face down on my dresser and got in the bed almost falling asleep immediately.
wtf is up with james!!? i was really hoping that it was blaire knocking on that door..but it wasnt :( im glad bre coming to her rescue..she gon get to kansas and shake some s*** up! RUN IT
HELL NAW!!! I'm about to kill James my damn self...smh
You need to run it run it girlie... I need to know what's coming up!!!
Dang James is freaking crazy I wish he could get what's coming to him soon