Zaira

So a little over two months have passed and Julian and I are doing great! We are so happy together. We finished our junior year out strong and Julian and I each had an internship for six weeks that we completed already. We both felt the internships were very beneficial and we both learned so much in our respective fields. We still have a little over a month left for break so today we are actually going on vacation!!! Julian, me, JJ, Alexis are all going to fly to Disney World in Orlando, Florida since the kids are out of school now! We are all so excited, especially the kids!! We of course offered Karen to come with us, but she said she couldn’t take off of work right now and she said she would enjoy the time to herself :) This is going to be our first family vacation and I am so excited. It’s Saturday morning and our flight leaves at 8:40 am. The flight is about 2 hours long. It’s 5:30 am and Julian and I are showering and getting ready. The kids spent the night with us last night and all of us are packed. Once Julian and I are all dressed, we wake up the kids. We are trying to be at the airport at 7 am. JJ and Alexis brush their teeth and wash their face and then get dressed.

“Mommy thank you for braiding my hair last night, I really like it,” JJ said while looking up at me.

“No problem handsome,” I said while smiling. I pick him up and I kiss his cheek and he runs his hands over his neat cornrows that go to the back while smiling.

“Aunty Zaira thanks for doing my hair too. I love my twists!,” Alexis said while shaking her hair. I just laugh and I pick her up and I kiss her cheek multiple times. I did JJ and Alexis’ hair last night so they wouldn’t have to worry about during our week trip since we will be doing lots of swimming and it will be hot in Orlando!

“Ok babies go make sure you have everything you two need and make sure your bags are all packed. Then we can eat a quick breakfast,” I said. JJ and Alexis nod their heads and kiss my cheek and I set them down and they go to their suitcases. I go into the bathroom where Julian is brushing his hair. I smile and I come up behind him and I wrap my arms around him and he smiles at me through the mirror. My baby is so handsome ;)

“You look good baby,” I said.

“Thank you, so do you....I have something for you,” Julian said. I kiss the back of his neck and then I let go of his waist and he picks up a plastic bag from the floor and pulls out a red thong bikini set while smiling big. I just bust out laughing and I shake my head.

“Julian you are something else. I am not going to wear this in front of the kids,” I said.

“I know that, but our villa has a Jacuzzi room, so when the kids are sleep, you and me are going in there and we are going to f***. But you are going to wear this first. Do you like it?,” Julian asked while grinning.

“Yes I love it, it’s cute....why are you such a freak?”

“You make me a freak babe. With your fine ass,” Julian said. Julian grabs my waist and slaps my ass multiple times and I just giggle.

“Baby what if the kids catch us?,” I said softly.

“Well the Jacuzzi is in a private room not near any of the bedrooms in our villa. You are pretty loud though when we have sex, so.....I might just have to kiss you to keep you quiet,” Julian said while smiling.

“I am not that loud!,” I said defensively.

“Awww my baby doesn’t even know how loud she is, how cute,” Julian teased. I just frown and Julian kisses my nose and holds me close.

“It’s ok baby I don’t mind how loud you are at all. I love your screams, yells, moans, all of it,” Julian said.

“Leave me alone,” I said.

“Awww you’re cute...but let’s get ready to go to the airport. Pack this bikini,” Julian said. I smile and I peck Julian’s lips and I pack the bikini in my suitcase.

“Babies are you both ready to go? Do you have everything?,” I asked JJ and Alexis.

“Yes mommy I am ready! I can’t wait!,” JJ said happily.

“Me too I am really excited!,” Alexis exclaimed. I just smile at them and I kiss the both of their cheeks. I take their hands and then we all go into the kitchen. I fix bagels and fruits for JJ and Alexis and Julian and I eat a bowl of cereal. After that, we all gather our bags and suitcases and we leave and head to the airport. We get there at 7 because we wanted to sure we had enough of time, since the airport requires tighter security these days. Once we get checked in, check our bags, go through security, we find our seats on the plane. Alexis has never been on a plane before so she is very excited. JJ has been on a plane before and he says he really likes it. Me on the other hand, I HATE planes. I get so nervous and anxious while on the plane. I need to sit next to Julian or else this is going to be a very awful two hour plane ride. We find our seats in the middle of the plane and Julian sits next to me and Alexis sits on my right side and JJ sits on Julian’s left side. I take a deep breath and I grab Julian’s hand and I hold it tight. Julian looks at me and kisses my forehead.

“Baby you ok?,” Julian said.

“Julian....I have a huge fear of flying,” I confessed.

“What? You do? Baby why didn’t you tell me? We could have gone somewhere else where we could have driven to.”

“It’s ok I really wanted to do this for the kids. Just hold my hand the entire flight ok?”

“No problem baby.” Julian pecks my lips and holds my hand tightly in his. I rest my head against his shoulder and I take another deep breath. At 8:45 our flight takes off. JJ is looking out the window and Alexis is just smiling big. I can tell they both like flying. I just close my eyes shut. Take-off is the worst to me. The change in elevation makes me feel really nauseous. Julian puts up the armrest between us and then wraps both of his arms around me. He gently hums and I do feel a bit calmer after that. Once we are finally in the air at a steady elevation, I feel my body calm down.

“Mommy are you ok?,” JJ asked.

“I’m ok sweetheart, don’t you worry about me,” I said while smiling. JJ smiles and nods his head and looks back out the window. Julian kisses my forehead and I peck his lips. Alexis yawns and rests her head in my lap. I smile and I gently rub her back as she drifts off to sleep. I rest my head on Julian’s shoulder as he holds me the entire flight. Even the slightest turbulence had me so anxious, but after 2 hours we safely landed in Orlando!! I am so thankful and I said a thank you prayer to God.

“We’re here, we’re here!,” JJ said while clapping his hands. Julian and I just smile at him and I gently tap Alexis to wake her up. She yawns and opens her eyes and looks up at me and smiles.

“Hi pretty girl, we’re here,” I said. She nods her head and sits up and stretches. Julian kisses my cheek and then releases me from my arms as he picks up JJ and sets him in his lap and kisses him all over his face. I just smile at them and we wait patiently until we can leave the plane. We get our carry-on bags and then we exit the plane. We wait for our bags and once they come, we get them and then we head to the rental car station. Julian insisted on renting us a car so we could get out and explore more. Also our villa is not within walking distance of Disney World. Once Julian gets the keys to the car, we all leave the airport. It is so warm; it has to be around 80 degrees! I love it! Once we pull up the villa we all just look in awe. It’s beautiful! Julian, me and Karen helped pay for this trip and so far it is absolutely perfect. We all get out of the car with our bags and we go into the villa. JJ and Alexis set down their bags and run around the villa excitedly.

“Baby this is beautiful,” I said.

“Not as beautiful as you....you look really good today baby,” Julian said while looking me up and down. I just look at him and I blush a little.

“You are still so shy. You know very well I tell you are beautiful every day,” Julian teased.

“I know....I should be used to it by now huh?,” I joked.

“Yes you should be.....I have something special planned for us tonight.....we are going to have a good night....with a lot of f***ing,” Julian whispered in my ear. I just slap his chest and he grabs my hands and puts them on his waist as he leans down to kiss me passionately. He wraps his arms around my shoulders and holds me tight as we kiss deeply. Julian is so passionate and I LOVE that about him ;) He has no problem showing me just how much he loves me.

“Ooooo ya’ll kissing!!,” Alexis exclaimed. Julian and I laugh as we pull out of the kiss and look over at JJ and Alexis giggling.

“Oh how about I give you both some kisses?,” I exclaimed. I go over to them and I pick them both up and I kiss them all over their faces while they laugh hard.

“Are you two ready to go to the amusement park?,” I asked.

“Yay!!!!,” Alexis and JJ exclaimed.

“Ok I want you two to put on some cooler clothes since it’s so warm. Also I want you to put on a some sunscreen ok?,” I said.

“Ok,” JJ and Alexis said in unison. I set them down and then I walk them to their room along with their bags. There are two full size beds for them, so they should be comfortable. I get the sunscreen and then I leave the room. I go into me and Julian’s bedroom with our king size bed. I see he has changed into a tank top and cargo shorts. Damn my man is FINE!!! I close the door and I come up behind him and I kiss the back of his neck. He smiles and turns around to face me.

“You look damn fine right now baby....I just want to f*** now,” I said.

“I’m sure you do, but we will have plenty of time for that tonight. I promise,” Julian said while smirking.

“Ok.” I peck his lips and then I go into my suitcase. I take off my shirt and pants and of course Julian slapped my ass multiple times because he is just a freak. I put on a pair of shorts and a tank top and then I take down my hair. I spray a bit of water on it so I can just wear it in its natural state. I shake my head a few times, do a bit of fluffing and then I am satisfied.

“You are so damn gorgeous baby. I am going to have to watch out for all these niggas that may be looking at you,” Julian said.

“You’re so sweet, but you don’t have to worry about them. I am all yours handsome,” I said. Julian just smiles at me and kisses my forehead and then hugs me tight. He is being extra loving today. I kiss his neck and then I pull out of the embrace and I peck his lips. Julian and I put on a bit of sunscreen too and sunglasses and then we leave the bedroom. We see JJ and Alexis sitting on the couch all ready to go.

“Are my babies ready?,” Julian asked.

“Yes!,” JJ and Alexis said happily. They stand up from the couch and Julian makes sure he has all the passes we need to get into the park and then we leave! Disney World is only a 15 minute drive from where we are. Once we are parked, we walk towards the amusement park. JJ is holding my hand and Alexis is holding Julian’s hand. We made sure to tell the kids not to leave our sight because it would be impossible to find them in a park this size. Also we told them that if they get too tired to walk, me and Julian would hold them if they want to. Once we get to the gate and show our passes, we all get wrist bands. Then, we enter the park! JJ and Alexis are looking around in awe! I think they love it already! Today we are going to start at the Magic Kingdom Park, so that is where we go. The park is very crowded so we try to make sure that we all stay close. There are quite a few rides, so we start on the tea cups. Julian and Alexis get in a tea cup and then JJ and I get into the tea cup. As the ride starts, I notice that JJ is having a lot of fun. He can’t stop smiling! JJ smiling makes me smile. I look at Julian and Alexis and they are both smiling too, just having a good time. So we spend about an hour and a half on rides, then we decide to get something to eat since the kids are starving! Once we get our food, we all sit down at a table and start to eat our food.

“JJ and Alexis are you two having fun so far?,” I asked.

“Yes so much fun mommy!,” JJ exclaimed.

“Yes I am having a great time Aunty Zaira!,” Alexis said happily. Julian and I just smile at both of them. JJ scoots close to me and moves his food over close to mine. He climbs in my lap and gets comfortable and continues eating. I just laugh and I kiss his cheek multiple times. I love my baby boy so much! Once we are all done eating, we continue taking our tour of the Magic Kingdom amusement park. We make sure we got on all the rides and see every attraction in this park. By 6 pm, the kids are exhausted, so we decide to take them home. Once we get home, JJ and Alexis take their baths and then they are knocked out as soon as their little heads hit their pillows. Julian and I tuck them in and then turn off the light in their room and close the door behind us as we leave. Julian picks me up in his arms and I laugh as he carries me to our bedroom. He lies me down on the bed and gets on top of me and starts kissing me deeply. I pull him close and I hold him tight as we kiss passionately. After a five minute kiss, Julian pulls out of the kiss and looks at me.

“I have something special planned for you. So what I want you to do is give me thirty minutes while I set up, then meet me in the Jacuzzi room ok?,” Julian said.

“Ok baby I can’t wait,” I said while smiling.

“Make sure you put on the bikini for me ok?” I just nod my head and Julian kisses my forehead and then gets off of me and leaves the room. I sit up in the bed and I just smile to myself. I love Julian so much. He always does the sweetest things for me. 30 minutes later, I am walking down to the Jacuzzi room to meet Julian. I did check all the windows and door to make sure they are secure and I check on the kids one last time and they are both knocked out to the world. The Jacuzzi is in a separate room down a long hallway in the villa. The room is not located anywhere near the kids’ room, so they shouldn’t hear us. I walk to the room with a towel wrapped around me and when I go in I am shocked by what I see. There are candles lit everywhere, so the room has a nice dim lighting to it. Also I see two glasses of champagne and a bowl of chocolate covered strawberries and Julian is sitting in the Jacuzzi. I smile at him and he smiles back at me.

“Come here beautiful,” Julian said. I walk over to the Jacuzzi and I take off my towel and I set it on a nearby bench.

“Turn around let me see that ass,” Julian said while grinning. I just laugh and I turn around so Julian can see me in my thong bikini.

“Mmmhmm I like that! Shake it for me baby!,” Julian exclaimed. I just shake my head and laugh as I shake my ass for Julian.

“That’s right baby, damn you’re beautiful. Now come here,” Julian said. I turn around to look at him and I walk over to the Jacuzzi. The Jacuzzi is in ground built, so Julian holds out his hand to me as I enter the Jacuzzi with him. He pulls me right into his lap and I kiss his lips. He hands me a glass of champagne and then he takes his glass and looks at me.

“Baby can I make a toast?,” Julian said.

“Of course sweetheart,” I said.

“Well...I would like to make a toast to us; you me, and our kids JJ and Alexis. I feel like we are truly a family and I wouldn’t want it any other way baby. My future is you and those kids Zaira I mean that. I am yours forever and you are mine. Anything you need, I will provide for you. Anything you want, I will get that for you. I will take care of you and our kids I promise. I want to spend the rest of my life with you baby. You are my everything and I love you so much,” Julian said sweetly.

“Oh baby you are so sweet. You are my everything too. You and those kids mean the world to me. I am yours Julian and I always will be I mean that. We are going to spend the rest of our lives together I already know that baby. I am so in love with you and I always will be,” I said. Julian just smiles and grabs my face and kisses me deeply. He then feeds me a few strawberries and I feed him a few as well. This is so romantic to me; I love Julian so much for doing things like this for me.

“Baby you do the sweetest things for me and I just want you to know that I appreciate them so much. I love that you show me just how much you love me.....so tonight....you can do anything you want to me.....tell me how you want me baby,” I said seductively.

“You’re too sweet babe, but I forgot the oil in the bedroom I was going to use to give you a massage, can you go get it for me really quick?,” Julian asked.

“Of course baby,” I said. Julian pecks my lips a few times and then I get out of the Jacuzzi. I dry off quickly and then I go into the bedroom and I find the bottle of oil and then I go back to the Jacuzzi and what I see makes my heart stop in my chest. Julian is kneeling down on one knee towards the door. What is he doing?!?

“Ju-Julian.....wh-what are you doing?,” I asked shakily.

“Come here Zaira,” Julian said softly. I swallow hard and I walk right in front of Julian and he looks up at me. He takes the oil from my hands and sets it aside. He grabs my left hand and kisses it multiple times. He then looks me into my eyes as I look into his. I can hardly breathe right now!

“Zaira, baby, woman you are the love of my life. When I first met you....I just knew that you would change my life forever. I wasn’t sure how, but I just knew you would....we have been through so much together good and bad, but our good times outweigh our bad times Zaira. I know when we first met; I was so cold towards you. I was so cold and so rude to you, but that was because I was so scared of you. You scared me Zaira because I could not understand why someone as beautiful and kind hearted as you would want anything to do with me. But as we go to know each other, you reminded me that just because I used to do bad things, that doesn’t mean I am a bad person. You reminded me that I am actually a good person.....I was scared of getting close to you because I was scared to love again. I was so scared baby, but you have shown me that I do not have to be scared of love. You have shown me how to love again and I could never ever thank you enough for that......Zaira you are an amazing woman. You are one of a kind. You are absolutely stunning, I mean every inch of you is beautiful inside and out. You have a heart of gold I swear. You are always worried about me or the kids needs before your own and that amazes me baby and I love you for that. You are so caring and compassionate and loving and I just cannot imagine my life without you in it. I need you and I want you right by my side from this day forward. I love you so much and so do our two beautiful kids JJ and Alexis. You are everything I could ever want in a woman and honestly everything I could ever want in a wife. So Zaira Nicole Andrews, will you do me the honors of marrying me? Will you be my wife? Will you be Mrs. Julian Matthews?,” Julian said as numerous tears stream down his face. What?!?!?! Julian just proposed to me???!!!! My heart just sinks to the pit of my stomach and I put my hand over my mouth as tears continuously stream down my face. I close my eyes tightly and then I open them and I look at Julian as he looks at me.

“Julian.....of course I will marry you! Yes baby! Yes! Yes! Yes!,” I exclaimed in pure happiness. Julian just smiles big and he opens his left hand and shows me this ring. My gosh it is beautiful!! He kisses my left hand and then slides it on my left ring finger and I can’t help but ball at this point! My man just proposed to me!! He is now my fiancé!! I cannot believe it but I am beyond ecstatic right now!! Julian stands up and I literally jump on him and I hug him tight. Julian wraps my legs around his waist and holds me tight while I cry. I just can’t stop crying!

“Julian I love you. I love you so much. You are my world. You are the reason I get up every morning I swear. I cannot wait to become your wife. We are going to be so good together I already know it. I love you with every single fiber in my body I mean that. I love you Julian I love you so much,” I said while balling.

“I love you too baby I love you with all of my heart and soul,” Julian said. Julian pulls out of the embrace and kisses my lips multiple times. Oh best believe my man is going to get the best loving of his life tonight!!!! I grab his face and I just force my tongue inside of his mouth. I can tell Julian was shocked, but he gladly accepted my tongue and forced his tongue inside of my mouth. Our tongues wrestle as our hands explore each other’s bodies. I stop kissing Julian’s lips and I proceed to plant kisses all over his neck. I cannot keep my hands off of him. He sets me down and we are both shocked by what I do next. I kneel down in front of him and I slide his trunks down to his feet and Julian just looks at me in shock.

“Babe what do you think you are doing?!,” Julian asked in shock.

“What does it look like?,” I said sexily. Julian just narrows his eyes at me and steps out of his trunks then looks at me.

“You sure about this Zaira? I mean you kn-......s***!,” Julian is cut off by me sliding his manhood in my mouth. Julian just bulges his eyes at me and I wink at him. I have never done this to Julian before, but what the hell he deserves it and so much more!! He has never ever pressured me to do it, and I really appreciate that, but it makes me want to do it even more. I have only done this few times, but I am just going to watch Julian so I can learn what he likes. I start out at a slow pace and I just bob my head back and forth. I look at Julian and he has his head tilted back. I open my mouth wide and I do my best to slide all of Julian inside of me. He is so big, but I come pretty close ;) Julian groaned out loud when he felt the back of my throat.

“f***!!,” Julian yelled out. He tilts his head forward and looks at me. I look at him and I take him out of my mouth as spit drips down my chin.

“Oh Zaira you’re nasty huh?,” Julian teased.

“Only for you baby,” I said softly. I run my tongue down the shaft of his manhood and then I take him back into my mouth. Within 15 minutes, Julian can feel his climax coming. He pulls out of my mouth and I look up at him and I open my mouth.

“Zaira what are you doing?!,” Julian asked while he strokes his manhood.

“I want to taste you baby,” I said softly. Julian just grins and within thirty seconds I can feel Julian shoot his warm cum inside of my mouth. I just look at him as he tilts his head back in pleasure. Once he tilts his head forward to look at me, I wink and then I swallow. Julian’s eyes get big in shock!! Mmmm kind of sour but I like it ;)

“Zaira........I knew your ass was a freak. You tried to play me all this time, but I knew. I knew,” Julian said while laughing.

“I’m your freak baby, now tell me what you want,” I said as I get into all fours in front of him. Julian just smiles and leans over me and slaps my ass a few times. He unties my bikini top and I take it off. He then holds out his hand and I take his hand and I stand up. He turns me around and presses his hard manhood against my ass. I just moan and I rest my head on his chest. He runs his hands up and down my torso and I just moan as he does this. He then slides his right hand inside of my bikini bottoms and he feels on my womanhood. I open my legs wider and he slides two fingers inside of me.

“Mmmm baby,” I moaned.

“You’re wet for me huh?,” Julian whispered in my ear. I just nod my head and he gently bites my ear and I cooed in pleasure.

“Bend all the way over,” Julian said. I nod my head and I bend over so my hands are touching the floor. Julian stands behind me and then gently caresses my womanhood. He quickly puts on a condom and then grips my waist tight as he slides inside of me. He starts out at a really fast pace and I am yelling quite loud! I don’t want to wake up the kids, so I need to keep it down a bit, but Julian feels amazing inside of me, he always does. Julian and I continue like this for 25 minutes, which is when we both reach our first climax. Julian stands me up and turns me around and kisses me deeply. Julian then takes off his condom and throws it in a small trash can in the corner. He then looks at me and I look at him.

“Zaira....I want to feel the real you so bad baby,” Julian said.

“I know baby I want to feel you too, but we can’t yet....I know if we do it raw, I wouldn’t want you to pull out and I know you wouldn’t and we can’t have our little one just yet,” I said.

“I know it’s just.....I don’t want to wait baby in all honesty. I want to marry you tomorrow and have our baby nine months from now.” Oh my man is so sweet. I just smile at him and I walk over to him and I wrap my arms around his neck.

“You are amazing baby and I love you so much....but you know we have to wait until we finish college to have a baby. The time will fly by I promise baby.....now let’s practice how we make our baby, how does that sound?,” I said sweetly. Julian just smiles and slaps my ass and I just laugh. I take off my bikini bottoms and then I peck Julian’s lips a few times. Julian and I enjoy two more rounds of lovemaking and then we actually get in the Jacuzzi. I am sitting right in Julian’s lap and he has his hands wrapped around my waist as I feed him strawberries. Once the strawberries are all gone, I just admire my engagement ring. I can’t believe I am engaged!! Tears stream down my cheeks and I put my head down.

“Baby what’s wrong?,” Julian asked while rubbing my back. I just take a deep breath and I look at him and he looks me in my eyes.

“Julian....you just made me the happiest woman in the world today I don’t even think you understand. You are making all of my dreams a reality and I just.....I just can’t believe it sometimes. I cannot believe I met someone as amazing as you Julian. You are an amazing man and I....I just.....I question sometimes why I deserve you because....you’re so good to me. You are so good to me. I’ve been through some things.....that most men would be disgusted or turned off by, but not you. You saw past all of that and you truly love me for me and you truly accept everything that I have been through and Julian....that means everything to me. It means everything to me that you can accept me for me. I love you so much for that. I just....I love you Julian. You treat me like a queen and I love that and you are my king baby and I will do my best to show you that. I will be the best woman and wife and mother to our children that I can because I love you Julian. I love you so much,” I said as numerous tears streamed down my cheek. I look at Julian and I notice he has tears streaming down his face as well. We both wipe each other’s tears and then I hug Julian tight.

“Zaira woman you have a heart of gold I swear. You are going to be the perfect wife and mother to our children and I already know that. I know you have been through some tough things but baby you made it through all of that. You are so strong and that just makes me love you that much more. You are my heart Zaira. I am so in love with you,” Julian said. I just smile as I close my eyes and I rest my head on Julian’s shoulder. I never ever thought that I would be engaged to a man as amazing as Julian, but I guess dreams really do come true :)

run it

yasmine deserved every bit of what julian was saying..

Aww Im happy They Doing Good...
Run It....

Julian

It’s been five days since Zaira was in the hospital. She was released on Friday and she is doing just fine. I got rid of that contaminated water and the police are searching for Yasmin. I sure hope they find her before I do, that is all I am going to say. JJ is healthy now and I am happy about that. I hated seeing my lil’ man sick. Anyway, it’s Tuesday afternoon and Zaira and I are in the library studying. We have finals in the next coming days. As I am sitting in the library, I see my phone light up as someone is calling me. I don’t recognize the number at all, but it could be important.

“Baby I’ll be back,” I said. Zaira smiles and nods her head and I get up from the table and go to a private area and I answer my phone. After a 10 minute conversation, I go back to the table with Zaira and I sit next to her.

“Baby the police found Yasmin,” I said.

“What? Really baby? Well that’s great!,” Zaira exclaimed softly.

“Yes it is. I am so happy they caught her....the thing is she won’t talk to the police at all regarding anything she is accused of. She hasn’t said a word.....other than she wants to talk to me,” I said.

“Wow...well you are going to talk to her right?,” Zaira asked.

“No...I would kill her Zaira, you know that.”

“Julian....I think you should talk to her. You could get her to confess to everything.”

“.....Damn you’re right about that....I don’t want her to get away with any of this.....so I’ll do it. Will you come with me babe?”

“You already know the answer to that,” Zaira said while smiling. I smile too and she kisses my cheek. We both gather our things and then we leave the library and we head to the police station. Once we get there, Zaira and I go in holding hands and go to the front desk. I tell them I am here to see Yasmin and they lead me to an interrogation room. The lead detective on the case, the one that called me, asks Zaira to go with him in a room where they can see me and Yasmin’s conversation, since it will be recorded. Zaira gives me a hug and a kiss before she leaves and then she follows the detective down the hall. I take a deep breath and I go into the interrogation room and I see Yasmin sitting at the table with a blanket around her. When she sees me, she smiles big. I just roll my eyes and I close the door.

“I knew you would come Julian,” Yasmin said.

“Yasmin.....give me one good reason why I should not choke you to death. You hit my niece, you tried to poison her, but ended up poisoning my woman instead. You have hurt some of the most important people in my life, so why shouldn’t I hurt you?,” I said through clenched teeth. I am boiling mad already and I haven’t even been in this room for a full minute yet.

“Oh Julian....why do you always deny the feelings you have for me?,” Yasmin questioned. I just look at Yasmin; is this b**** crazy or what?

“You are really crazier than I thought. I have zero feelings for you Yasmin. Absolutely none. My heart belongs to Zaira. She is the only woman I will ever love for the rest of my life. Her, my mom, Alexis, JJ and any child I have, that is it, not you. Those are the people that have my heart. You make me sick Yasmin. You disgust me. I can’t even stand looking at you right now,” I said hatefully. Yasmin just looks at me and tears swell in her eyes and her lip trembles. This b****! Does she expect me to buy this s***, because I don’t!

“You’re sick Yasmin. You are sick. Now....are you going to admit to what you did? Tell me why you did what you did,” I said sternly. Yasmin wipes the few tears that fell down her cheeks, and then looks at me.

“.....I didn’t want Alexis to tell what I did. I was trying to get away before I got caught. So if I could just keep Alexis you know.....out for a day or so, then I could escape,” Yasmin said. This woman is a psycho.

“Yasmin Alexis is your daughter! You carried her for nine months! You gave birth to her! How could you even think of hurting her? Huh?,” I yelled.

“I know it’s crazy....but I didn’t want to go to jail. But I know I am going anyway now.”

“Do you have anyway what a drug like GHB could have done to Alexis? She is only seven years old, that s*** could have killed her! Would you have been able to live with that? Huh?”

“No that is why I didn’t use a lot of it. Only a little.” I just shake my head. This is unbelievable to me.

“....I’m actually glad Zaira drank the water anyway. I hate that b****,” Yasmin said hatefully. I just narrow my eyes at her in pure anger. Does she want to get slapped? Because I am not afraid to slap her! I ball up my fists in anger and I take a deep breath. It is taking so much restraint for me to not slap this ho!

“Yasmin you are so lucky I am not the nigga I use to be. I wish I could hit you right now, but now....I have people to live for. I have my son, my niece and the woman that I love with all of me, Zaira. I have to think about them. If I hit you, I would go to jail and I cannot leave the people I love and the people that love me like that. So you hate Zaira? You don’t even know her and you never even tried to get to know her. You don’t hate her. You are jealous of her. You are jealous because she has my heart and she has your daughter’s heart. If you wanted to be a mother, you could have done that seven years ago when Alexis was born. But you decided to leave Alexis. You chose to do that. So Alexis had to learn to live without you and she has done just that. Zaira and I take care of that little girl along with my mom. You have done nothing for her. Zaira spends time her, helps her with her homework, does her hair, and consoles her when she is upset. They spend so much time together and they love each other. Zaira treats your daughter like she gave birth to her herself. You could actually learn how to be a mother from Zaira,” I said honestly. Yasmin just glares at me and I glare back.

“...I’m not jealous of your little girlfriend Julian....why would I be jealous? I look better than her anyway,” Yasmin said confidently. Really? Does Yasmin want to take it there?! She is pathetic.

“Oh yeah Yasmin you look so much better than her. With your fake hair that flows down your back, fake eyelashes, layers of makeup and fake boobs. Get rid of all that s*** Yasmin, you wouldn’t be s*** and you know it. Zaira is absolutely and naturally gorgeous inside and out unlike you,” I said evilly. Yasmin’s eyes soften and she just looks down. I have no problem hurting her feelings at all.

“...Yasmin you’re going to jail. I don’t know for how long, but that is where you are going. I think that is the best place for you at this point. I don’t need you and neither does Alexis. We would all be better off knowing you are here in prison. Prison is where you belong Yasmin,” I said.

“....I’m scared Julian. I don’t want to go to jail,” Yasmin whispered.

“Maybe you should have thought about that before you slapped your daughter and tried to drug her. You knew what you were doing Yasmin. You’re an adult. Just know that your daughter is going to be taken care of and she is going to be a beautiful young woman without you,” I said. I turn to the door and I leave slamming the door behind me. I take a deep breath and Zaira comes out of the other room down the hall. I smile when I see her and she smiles back. She walks to me and she wraps her arms around my neck and holds me tight. I smile and I wrap my arms around her waist and I hold her close to me.

“Baby you are so sweet. You say the sweetest things about me. I could tell you were so angry in there, but I am so happy that you kept your cool. I am proud of you baby,” Zaira said.

“Thanks baby. It took so much restraint to not hit her because the things she was saying...angered me to my core. But I am proud of myself for keeping my cool. I didn’t want to do something stupid that would ruin my future with you and JJ and Alexis. I want to be around for all of you,” I said.

“And we all love your for that boo....I think you deserve a special gift for keeping your cool in there,” Zaira said.

“Oh yeah? What do you have in mind?,” I said while pulling out of the embrace and looking at Zaira.

“.....Let’s go home and f***. Like no sappy love making, let’s just go f***. How does that sound?,” Zaira said while biting her bottom lip. I just raise my eyebrows in shock! I have turned Zaira into a nympho and I love it ;)

“Ooooo sounds good! Let’s go!,” I exclaimed. I grab Zaira’s hand and I run towards the exit and Zaira laughs as she runs behind me. Once we get into the car, I speed off. By the time we get to our apartment, we are already all over each other. I close and lock the door behind me and I look at Zaira. She smiles at me and she strips completely naked right at the door. I look her up and down and she turns and walks to the living room and I just watch her ass switch the whole time. I follow behind her and I watch her get on the couch on her knees. She opens her legs and pushes her chest into the couch. I watch her as she starts to gently caress her pearl. Ahhh s*** I am hard already.

“Come on baby,” Zaira moaned.

“Let me get a condom babe,” I said. I rush to the bedroom and I get a few condoms. Zaira and I go through so many condoms it’s crazy! Like I have to buy three or four packs at a time ha ;) I strip naked and I put a condom on and I take the extra two and I go to the living room. I set the two extra condoms down on the table next to the couch and then I get behind Zaira. I gently caress her behind and she turns her head to look at me and smile. I slap her ass a few times and Zaira just winks at me. I love her, she is such a freak! I stroke my manhood in my right hand and I look at Zaira’s womanhood. I take my free hand and I gently caress her womanhood lips. She is already dripping.

“You wet for me huh baby?,” I said.

“Yes baby....I want you so bad,” Zaira said through moans. I kneel down in front of the couch and I lick Zaira’s womanhood a few times and she moans out loudly. I smirk and I stand up and I slide right inside of her. Zaira moaned out the second I was inside of her. I grip her waist tight and I start thrusting my hips at a very fast pace.

“Uhhhh Julian! Ahhh!,” Zaira yelled.

“You like that s*** huh?,” I said while slapping Zaira’s behind.

“Mmmm yes! Julian yes! I love it!,” Zaira screamed. I love to make my woman scream ;) I continue like this for a bit, until I slap Zaira’s behind and I tell her to turn over on her back. Zaira does what I say and she opens her legs wide and pulls them back. I lean down and peck her lips and then I slide right back into her. I pin Zaira’s legs down to the couch and then I start to drill Zaira. My baby is screaming at the top of her lungs and that s*** turns me on so much!

“Ahhhhh Julian!!! Baby!!,” Zaira yelled as loud as she can. I just admire her and I smile a bit. I love her expressions and I love to watch her.

“Harder baby! Harder!,” Zaira screamed. I just smile to myself and I drill Zaira as hard as I can. I slide all the way in then all the way out at a very fast pace.

“Ohhhhhhhhh f***!,” Zaira moaned in pleasure.

“Uhhhh damn you feel so good,” I said through groans. Zaira opens her eyes to look at me and I look back at her. I swear every time I look at her, my heart just flutters. She touches my soul in every way and I mean that. I swear I want to marry this woman and have more kids with her and just live my life with her. I cannot see my future without her.

“Damn I love you,” I said softly.

“I bet I love you more,” Zaira said smartly. I just slap her ass and she jumps in shock then laughs. I lean down to kiss her and she holds me close as I continue to stroke in and out of her. 20 minutes later we both reach our climax. I pull out of Zaira and I sit on the couch next to her. Once we both catch our breath, Zaira climbs into my lap and wraps her arms around me and rests her head on my shoulder and looks up at me.

“I said no sappy love making what happened with you?,” Zaira teased.

“I know but....when I looked at you.....hell every time I look at you my heart flutters. You touch the depths of my soul Zaira and I mean that with all of my being. I just love you so damn much I could never ever express how much in words. You are who I am going to marry and have more kids with. You are who I want to live my life with. No other woman is perfect for me, it’s only you baby,” I said honestly. Zaira just looks at me and frowns as tears fill her eyes. I laugh a bit and rub her left cheek.

“You’re so sweet baby. You say the sweetest things to me that literally touch my heart. Julian you mean everything to me. I never ever thought I would meet someone as amazing as you. I always thought I was going to be one of these people that died alone without any family or children or a spouse because I always thought I had bad luck when it comes to relationships.....but you Julian, you came into my life and changed everything. You changed everything I ever thought I knew about love. I know what love is supposed to feel like because of you. I know how to love because of you. You are my everything Julian and I love you more than you could ever know,” Zaira said as tears run down her cheeks.

“Oh baby, I hate to see you cry,” I said softly. I wipe Zaira’s tears and she smiles at me as I do this. I kiss her nose and she pecks my lips. She cuddles close to me and closes her eyes. I just smile to myself and I grab a nearby small blanket and I place it over the both of us. I gently rub Zaira’s back and I rest my head on top of hers; I love cuddling with her. Everything is really starting to go me and Zaira’s way at this point and I wouldn’t want it any other way :)

Yasmin is a sick individual!!! I can't believe she would do that!! I hope they find her ass!!

Oh nawl. That hoe Yasmin done lost her mind. She really tried to harm her daughter tho. So glad she didn't drink that water. Lord knows what couldve happened to her. I hope they make Yasmin pay without Julian doing nothing crazy. Run It.

And just when I thought I couldn't hate Yasmin even more she tried to pull this? Soo glad that Alexis didn't drink that water but now Julian's pissed. I hope that he doesn't do anything that could get him into trouble, that'd hurt Zaira.

Run iT! <3

GHB really tho. Who the hell gave that to Zaira? Julian better get some answers. I've never seen Julian so upset. Run It!!!

what the heck man! i need zaira to wake up so we can see if yasmin been in that house..it had to be her.. RUN IT

aww hes soo cute when hes asks whats wrong with alexis :)
they a cute family
whats going on with Zaria??
run it!

whoa whoa whoa, what the hell happened?

Julian

I wake up the next morning at around 6 am. I set my alarm so I can take Alexis to school today. I yawn and I look next to me and I see Alexis moving around a bit and on the other side I see my woman Zaira sleeping peacefully. Alexis looks at me and I smile and she smiles back.

“Hi Juju,” Alexis said softly.

“Hi gorgeous....are you ok today? Do you want to go to school?,” I asked.

“I’m ok Juju and I would like to go to school today,” Alexis said.

“You sure baby girl?”

“Yes I’m sure. I’m ok.”

“...You’re strong little girl do you know that?”

“Thanks to you, grandma and Zaira I know I am,” Alexis said while smiling a bit. I just smile and I hug Alexis tight and I kiss her face multiple times.

“Ok go get ready beautiful,” I said softly. Alexis nods her head and kisses my cheek then climbs over me to get out of the bed. She gets her overnight bag and goes into the bathroom closing the door behind her. I look at Zaira sleeping peacefully and I smile. I scoot closer to her and I kiss her forehead then her nose. I then get out of the bed and I go into the guest room and I see JJ sleeping on his back. My lil’ man is snoring since he can hardly breathe out of his nose. I go over to him and I feel his forehead and he still feels a bit warm. He should probably stay home today. I feel bad he’s sick. If I could switch places with him I would. I kiss his forehead and then I go back to my bedroom and I see Zaira moving around in the bed. I smirk to myself and I go over to the bed and I get on top of her and I gently kiss her neck. Zaira squirms under me and opens her eyes slowly and when she sees me she smiles at me.

“Hi baby,” Zaira said softly.

“Hi gorgeous,” I said. I lean down and I peck her lips multiple times.

“I’m going to take Alexis to school since she said she wants to go today. JJ is still sick I think he should stay home, but I have a presentation today,” I said.

“I can stay with JJ baby. I don’t have anything important in my classes today,” Zaira said.

“Are you sure baby? You would do that for me?”

“Julian I would do anything for you. You know that.” Zaira grabs my face and kisses me deeply and then looks at me and smiles and I smile back.

“Thank you baby I really appreciate it,” I said. I kiss her forehead and then I get out off of Zaira. Once Alexis comes out of the bathroom, I go in and I brush my teeth, wash my face, then I take a quick shower. Once I am done in the bathroom, I come out in my robe and I see Zaira sitting on the bed with Alexis between her legs. Zaira is putting Alexis’ hair into a high ponytail. I can’t help but smile at the sight. Zaira is everything a mother should be and more. I cannot wait until she has my child. I swear I will be the happiest person walking this earth once that happens. Once Alexis’ hair is done, she looks in the mirror and smiles big.

“Zaira it’s beautiful I love it!,” Alexis exclaimed.

“I’m glad you like it baby girl,” Zaira said while smiling. I look at Alexis and she looks in the mirror and frowns a bit as she looks at the bruise on her left cheek.

“Does it hurt baby girl?,” I asked.

“No....the only thing that hurts is my heart,” Alexis said while looking down. I just look at Zaira and we both frown at each other. What Alexis just said broke both of our hearts.

“Oh baby girl I’m so sorry....I’m so sorry that your so called mother hurt you so deeply....but you know something? You don’t need her. You are just fine without her. You are a beautiful, sweet, and smart little girl and your mother had nothing to do with that. You are way better without her, trust me,” I said.

“Thanks Juju I love you,” Alexis said while smiling.

“I love you too baby girl,” I said. I go over to Alexis and I hug her tight and then I kiss her cheek.

“Baby girl I can try and cover up the bruise for you with a little bit of makeup. Would you like to try that?,” Zaira asked sweetly. Damn I love this woman so much. She always looks out for those she cares about and I love that so much about her.

“I would like that Zaira,” Alexis said. Zaira smiles and takes Alexis to her desk with a mirror and sits Alexis down in the chair. I just smile and I get my clothes and I walk into the bathroom and I get dressed. Once I am dressed, I go back out to the bedroom.

“Oooo Juju you look good!,” Alexis exclaimed.

“Yes baby you look so handsome,” Zaira said. I look down at my black slacks and white button up and then I look back at Zaira and Alexis.

“I just want to look professional for my presentation,” I said.

“You look amazing baby. I know you are going to ace this presentation,” Zaira said.

“Thank you baby,” I said. I walk over to Zaira and Alexis and I hug them both. I look at Alexis’ cheek and I can hardly see the bruise on her left cheek.

“Baby girl Zaira did a good job covering up your bruise huh?,” I asked.

“Yes it’s like it’s not even there,” Alexis said while smiling.

“Come on pretty girl let’s get you some breakfast....Zaira baby you can go back to sleep if you want to,” I said.

“I’m ok baby I’m awake now,” Zaira said. I smile and I kiss her forehead and we all go into the kitchen. I fix oatmeal and fruit for Alexis and Zaira and I eat the same thing as well. As we are all eating, JJ comes into the kitchen wiping his eyes.

“Hey lil’ man,” I said.

“Hi daddy, hi mommy,” JJ said while waving.

“Hi baby boy, how are you feeling today?,” Zaira asked.

“Still sick....daddy can I stay home from school?,” JJ asked.

“Yes JJ I think that would be best. Mommy is going to stay with you, would you like that?,” I asked. JJ just smiles and nods his head and goes over to Zaira and reaches up to her. Zaira smiles and picks JJ up and kisses his forehead.

“Alexis when did you get here?,” JJ asked.

“I came last night,” Alexis said.

“Is everything ok? Is grandma ok?,” JJ asked.

“Yes grandma is just fine. It’s just.....well I had a bad dinner with my mommy and I wanted to be here with you and Zaira and Juju,” Alexis said.

“You did? Are you ok?,” JJ asked with concern.

“Yes JJ I am fine,” Alexis said.

“Did she hurt you?,” JJ asked.

“Yes......she hit me,” Alexis said softly. JJ just gasps in shock and Zaira sets him down and he walks over to Alexis and reaches up to Alexis. Alexis smiles and I pick JJ up and set him in her lap and they hold each other tight.

“I’m sorry Alexis, that isn’t right. Are you going to be ok?,” JJ said softly.

“Yes JJ I am going to be fine,” Alexis said.

“I love you Alexis. I love you a lot,” JJ said.

“I love you too cutie pie,” Alexis said while smiling. Alexis pulls out of the embrace and pinches JJ’s cheeks gently and he just laughs at loud and Alexis giggles. These two kids warm my heart, I swear.

“JJ go back to bed ok? I am going to bring you your breakfast,” Zaira said.

“Ok mommy,” JJ said. JJ goes back into the guest bedroom and I just smile at Zaira.

“I really like how he calls you mommy,” I said.

“I like it too, it melts my heart,” Zaira said. I kiss her cheek and then we finish our food and then Zaira fixes a tray of food for JJ and takes it to him.

“Pretty girl you all ready for school?,” I asked.

“Yes Juju I’m ready,” Alexis said. I smile and I put our dishes in the dishwasher while Alexis puts on her shoes, jacket and backpack. I go into the guest room and I see my lil’ man eating with Zaira sitting next to him on the bed.

“Ok Alexis and I are going to head out. JJ I want you to rest all day. Zaira will take good care of you. Zaira baby if you need anything, please call me. Alexis and I should be home by 4 at the latest ok?,” I said.

“Ok baby. I love you,” Zaira said.

“I love you too baby,” I said. I go over to Zaira and JJ and I kiss their foreheads and then I leave the apartment with Alexis. I drop her off at school and I see a few girls come up to Alexis as she starts walking towards the school. Alexis turns to wave at me and I wave back and then I drive to campus. I park and then I get out and I head to the library. I practice my presentation until class at 11 am. Once my presentation is over, I am so relieved. My professor said I aced it so I am really happy about that. Once my classes are over at 3:20, I head to Alexis’ school to pick her up. Once I get there, I see her talking outside with a few of her girlfriends. I get out of the car and when she sees me, she smiles big and waves. She hugs all of her friends and then runs to me. I pick her up and I kiss her all over her face and I hug her tight.

“How was school gorgeous? Do you have lots of homework?,” I said.

“It was great! No I only have an assignment in math, think you can help me?,” Alexis said.

“I would love to baby girl.” I kiss her forehead and then I put her in the car and I make sure she is strapped in securely in her car seat. I get in the car, get strapped in and then I drive home. Once Alexis and I get to the apartment, we both get out and walk into the apartment.

“Alexis baby girl go into the kitchen and get out your homework. I am going to check on JJ and Zaira,” I said.

“Ok Juju,” Alexis said. Alexis runs into the kitchen and I close and lock the door. I set down my backpack and I take of my jacket and shoes and I go into the guest room and I see JJ sleeping in the bed. He isn’t snoring as much as he was this morning, so he must be doing better. I go over to him and I kiss his forehead. He squirms a bit and turns on his side, still sleeping. I then go into my bedroom and I see Zaira sleeping as well on her side. Zaira is not usually a nap person, but she did get up early this morning. I go over to her and I kiss her all over her face. I just look at her and she isn’t responsive. She usually always reacts to me kissing her face since she is not a heavy sleeper. I gently peck her lips and she still isn’t responsive.

“Baby,” I said while shaking Zaira a bit. I turn her so she is completely on her back and her arm just flings off the side of the bed. I shake her and she does not respond.

“Zaira! Zaira baby wake up!,” I yelled. Zaira does not respond at all and my heart just drops to my stomach. I feel for a pulse, and I do find one. She is unconscious. What is going on?!?

I'm so glad that crazy selfish Yasmin didn't kidnap her
Ugh I'm mad the customers for not doing anything when they seen she was making a scene and she got slapped >:|
Aww JJ he's so cute asking her if its ok to be called mommy
And zaria and Julian been thru alot so far
He is such a freak he already want that baby ;)
Run it