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<a href="http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/us/node/725317">...* No Frame</a>
the first part! To Get a BETTER Understanding, BUT I will try make this story to where you may not have to read the first part.
.....* 3 years ago!
Please stop crying! PLease dont be mad at me...Josiah...Josiah is gone! I can barely write this letter because I am shaking and so traumatized. I watched him die in front of my eyes babe. He was announced dead at the childrens hospital. Richard was shad's cousin as well as that guy andrew u told me about. I want u to know that there already taken care of as well. Baby I want you to know that I never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever in my life wanted to leave you like this...I love you but I couldn't live another moment on this earth feeling guilty for everything I caused! Why me? What did I ever do to deserve such a life that I had...I only wanted to be loved and u came along and brought me true unconditional love but the pain that's inside of me grew faster and faster everyday. I tried to be happy with my life and at one point I really was. Getting back with u was amazing and then when josiah came, I felt reborn. He is my life and you are 2 baby dont get me wrong....I just couldnt leave him so I decided to go with him. I know that ur heart is destroyed and broken and probably will be a wound forever but just like u found me...Im sure there's another person out there for u 2. I can hear ur knockin and screaming but...something just wont let me open the door...I love u sooo sooo sooo sooo sooo much words can't explain. please gone on and live in london and have janelle and live a good life. I will always be with u in spirit and theres enough in my bank account to where u dont have to ever worry again babe. I been saving for u and u know that.... please believe me when I tell u that I love u, I just couldnt take this pain anymore im sorry ...I didnt know what other way to escape from! I feel like I can finally be happy now....
Love you baby...
I balled up the letter and bend down in front of him still crying.
mya- why....u and josiah? u said u love me BUT WHY U LEAVE ME??? U LEFT ME LIKE EVERYONE ELSEEEEEE.....WHY CHRIS THATS SO SELFISH OF YOU, MS.WHITE TRIED TO HELP U, U SHOULD OF STUCK IT OUTTTT UGHHHH IM SO MAD AT YOUUU, I HATE U FOR LEAVING MEEEEEEEE!! What a birthday for u, (shakin her head) i guess i can just return the ring and not propose to u like i planned today....(sighed and cried)
I felt like the ambulance was taking forever. I didnt understand why chris would leave me like this...I knew he loved me but why...Josiah was gone 2, I felt a connection with him even though he wasnt my biological son. I couldnt explain the pain that was stabbing me in my heart. How could chris and dewayne paint this perfect picture for me...and then both end of up leaving with "No Frame". I got up and went to go look for chris's other gun. I loaded and it could hear the ambulance now arriving. I took a deep breath and looked at chris,I refused to live with "No Frame"...
...3 years LATER!
....* <a href="http://www.google.com/imgres?um=1&hl=en&sa=X&biw=1366&bih=667&tbm=isch&tbnid=Jr2eKQwNSXX87M:&imgrefurl=http://weheartit.com/entry/14909676&docid=Uf-KkiXpwr49OM&imgurl=http://data.whicdn.com/images/14909676/tumblr_lhpipanwjo1qex84no1_500_large.jpg&w=330&h=700&ei=r_XvTt7mCsbqtgeov42BCw&zoom=1&iact=hc&vpx=502&vpy=350&dur=325&hovh=203&hovw=96&tx=85&ty=106&sig=107431003163364780815&page=3&tbnh=129&tbnw=64&start=46&ndsp=26&ved=1t:429,r:20,s:46"> I </a> Walked into my beautiful London home. It was very different from Miami & Atlanta put together. I looked at my <a href="http://www.google.com/imgres?hl=en&gbv=2&biw=1366&bih=667&tbm=isch&tbnid=-nYnH66SIzhRwM:&imgrefurl=http://www.since1910.com/engagement-ring-blog/ochocinco-engagement-ring/&docid=vGBHEVSJ67RFTM&imgurl=http://www.since1910.com/engagement-ring-blog/wp-content/uploads/2010/11/Ochocincos-Engagement-Ring-to-Evelyn-.png&w=442&h=537&ei=q_zvTveAM9SUtwfmhoiZBA&zoom=1&iact=hc&vpx=184&vpy=122&dur=2165&hovh=248&hovw=204&tx=91&ty=127&sig=107431003163364780815&sqi=2&page=1&tbnh=133&tbnw=132&start=0&ndsp=21&ved=1t:429,r:0,s:0">hand</a> and smiled to myself. I felt arms wrapped around me and I turned to see <a href="http://www.google.com/imgres?hl=en&gbv=2&biw=1366&bih=667&tbm=isch&tbnid=IihFOAeqh6fmHM:&imgrefurl=http://popdust.com/2011/12/15/chris-brown-kevin-mccall-strip-video/&docid=Wjv_eO3GSJIBFM&imgurl=http://popdust3.presscdn.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/chris-brown-strip-video.jpg&w=617&h=413&ei=m_3vTv71GISutwfexPW9DA&zoom=1&iact=rc&dur=587&sig=107431003163364780815&page=1&tbnh=145&tbnw=186&start=0&ndsp=18&ved=1t:429,r:0,s:0&tx=84&ty=59">my fiance'</a>.
I wrapped my hands around his neck and stood on my tippy toes hugging him. He looked at me in my eyes and I looked at him back. He pulled him into another hug as tears fell onto his shirt. "we made it babe.." he whispered into my ear. "noo...you made it" I whispered back. Being grateful for not only my life, but his and <a href="http://www.google.com/imgres?um=1&hl=en&biw=1366&bih=667&tbm=isch&tbnid=xeLWZwHD_ovtzM:&imgrefurl=http://www.thecubiclechick.com/index.php/2011/01/13/tips-for-dealing-with-a-child-who-stutters/&docid=wHzRBEgfo6z7yM&imgurl=http://www.thecubiclechick.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/01/little-black-girl.jpg&w=355&h=236&ei=DPzvTpPZMJGXtwfpvdy3Cg&zoom=1">our daughter</a>.
RUN IT!!... for the readers that read No Frame. if you are confused, just continue to read all questions will be answered in due time! For those who didn't read n STILL CONFUSED the same applys !!! :)