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TAMARAH Y R U NOT READY? MY SISTER ASKED ME. READY FOR WHAT? THE PARTY WE R GOING TO BECAUSE YOUR MAN IS COMING HOME TODAY. I TOLD U I AM NOT GOING. AND HE IS NOT MY MAN. U DON'T WANT TO SEE DERRICK? I DID NOT ANSWER HER. I KNOW U WANT TO SEE HIM. U HAVE BEEN SITTING AROUND HERE JUST WORKING AND COMING STRAIGHT BACK HERE. AND YOUR POINT BEING...... I AM JUST SAYING U DON'T EVEN GO OUT ANYMORE WITH US. I KNOW U GUYS HAD BEEN TALKING TO EACH OTHER SINCE HE LEFT TO START THE BASKETBALL SEASON. YEAH AND THAT IS ALL IT IS. U TOO R BEST FRIENDS AND I KNOW HE REALLY WANT TO SEE U TONIGHT. I DON'T THINK THAT IS A GOOD IDEA. IF I GO OVER THERE I MIGHT SEE HIS GIRLFRIEND AND I DON'T WANT HIS PARTY TO BE RUIN. FORGET ABOUT THAT B**CH AND JUST COME WITH US. I SAID NO. IS THIS ABOUT U GUYS SLEEPING TOGETHER THE NIGHT BEFORE HE LEFT? NO IT NOT. THAT NIGHT SHOULD NOT HAVE EVER HAPPEN. HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND AND...... YEAH BUT I THINK HE REALLY WANTS TO BE WITH U BUT DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO TELL U. U KNOW HE DOESN'T LOVE HER AND SHE IS JUST WITH HIM BECAUSE OF WHO IS. LIKE I SAID BEFORE I AM NOT GOING. ALRIGHT BUT TELL ME THIS BEFORE I GO AND I WILL DROP THIS WHOLE THING ABOUT U TOO. OK WHAT IS IT? DO U LOVE HIM? I DID NOT ANSWER HER. OK DID THAT NIGHT U GUYS SLEPT TOGETHER, DID HE TELL U HE LOVE U AND NOT HER? ALRIGHT U DON'T HAVE TO ANSWER THAT AND I WILL DROP THIS WHOLE THING. BUT I KNOW U LOVE HIM BECAUSE U HAVE SLEPT IN HIS JERSEY HE SENT TO U EVERY NIGHT SINCE HE LEFT. I KNOW HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND AND BUT TELLING HIM HOW U FELL WOULDN'T HURT BECAUSE U NEVER KNOW HOW HE MIGHT FEEL. WE WILL SEE U LATER THEN. I WILL JUST TELL DERRICK U HAD SOME WORK TO FINISH.

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I FELT HIM GOING DOWN AND KISSING MY STOMACH. DERRICK WHAT R U DOING? HE NEVER ANSWERED ME. HE KEPT ON KISSING ME AND I FELT HIS TONGUE LICK MY P***Y FOR THE FIRST TIME. I TRIED TO MOVE BUT HE PULLED ME BACK DOWN. I FELT HIS TONGUE JUST MOVING AND HE PUT HIS MOUTH ON IT STARTED SUCKING. I STARTED TO GRIP THE SHEETS ON THE BED AS HE CONTINUED TO TASTED ME. HE CAME BACK UP AND ENTERED INSIDE ME. HE KISS ME SOFTLY AS HE PUMPED IN AND OUT OF ME. WE ROLLED OVER AND NOW I WAS ON TOP OF HIM. I WAS GOING BACK AND FORTH WHILE HE WAS MOVING MY HIPS. WE HEARD A KNOCK AT THE DOOR. DON'T SAY ANYTHING DERRICK SAYS. MOMMA SAID THAT LUNCH IS READY AND THAT U GUYS CAN COME DOWN NOW REGGIE SAYS. HE TURNS ME BACK OVER AND WENT INTO DEEPER AND DEEPER UNTIL WE BOTH CAME AT THE SAME TIME. WE WERE BOTH OUT OF BREATH AND SWEATY AS HELL. WE WERE JUST IN THE BED TRYING TO CATCH OUR BREATH. THAT WAS AMAZING I TELL DERRICK. YEAH IT WAS IT HE SAYS BACK TO ME. I AM GONNA GO TO THE BATHROOM TO FIX MYSELF BACK UP DERRICK. ALRIGHT THEN HE SAYS. I JUST FELT SO GOOD RIGHT NOW AND I REALLY WORKED UP AN APPETITE AS WELL. I PUT MY CLOTHES BACK ON AND FIX MY HAIR BACK SO WE COULD GO DOWNSTAIRS TO EAT. I CAME PUT TO SEE DERRICK WAS DRESS AND READY TO GO DOWNSTAIRS TOO. U READY TO GO? YEAH DERRICK. I REALLY HOPE MY MOM DOESN'T SAY ANYTHING TO US DERRICK SAYS. I DON'T THINK SHE WILL. I KNOW SHE SAW US COME UP HERE DERRICK. NO SHE DID NOT HE SAYS. YEAH SHE DID. SO NOW U R BEING SCARED? I AM NOT SCARED HE SAYS. IT JUST WHEN IT COMES TO SEX, MY MOM CAN BE........ I CAN'T EXPLAIN IT BUT SHE CAN ASK QUESTION ABOUT IT AND IT CAN BE WEIRD FOR ME HE SAYS. U R GONNA BE JUST FINE DERRICK. IF SHE ASKED ANYTHING, I WILL ANSWER THEM FOR U. I DON'T MIND HER ASKING AND I KNOW SHE JUST WANTS U TO BE SAFE WHEN DOING IT DERRICK. I FELL LIKE THAT 13 YEAR OLD KID AGAIN HE SAYS. WHEN SHE SAT ME DOWN TO HAVE "THE TALK", I WAS REALLY UNCOMFORTABLE TALKING TO HER ABOUT IT. SHE WAS MY MOM AND I REALLY WANTED A MALE PERSON TO TELL ME. MY DAD WAS THERE BUT SO WAS SHE. BOTH OF THEM EXPLAINING IT TO BE WAS JUST DISGUSTING TO ME. I TOLD THEM I WAS NEVER GOING TO HAVE SEX. THEY ALSO TOLD ME TO WAIT AS LONG AS I CAN BECAUSE ONCE U LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY, U CAN'T GET IT BACK.

I KNOW THE FEELING BUT MY PARENTS NEVER HAD THAT TALK WITH ME. I BASICALLY LEARN FORM SCHOOL AND WHAT I HEARD FROM THE STREETS. I ALSO WOULD HERE MY SISTER AND MY FRIENDS TALK ABOUT IT AS WELL. HEARING THEM TALK ABOUT IT, I KNEW I WANTED TO WAIT AS LONG I COULD. HEARING ALL THE DIFFERENT DISEASE U CAN CATCH AND COULD ALSO DIE FROM, I JUST WAITED TILL I WAS READY. SO U GUYS FINALLY DECIDED TO JOIN US? ALLAN SAYS. WOW THIS FOOD LOOKS GREAT I TELL BRENDA. THANK U. U GUYS GO RIGHT AHEAD AND EAT. I HAVE TO GO DO A FEW THINGS AND I NEED TO GO TO THE STORE. U NEED US TO COME? DERRICK ASKED HER. NO U GUYS CAN STAY HERE AND EAT. I WILL BE RIGHT BACK. U GUYS REALLY WORKED AND APPETITE DWAYNE SAYS TO US. JUST EAT DWAYNE DERRICK SAYS. SO TAMARAH, HOW GOOD WAS IT? LISA SAYS. I AM NOT HAVING THIS CONVERSATION WITH U GUYS RIGHT NOW. I AM TRYING TO EAT MY LUNCH IN PIECE. U GUYS ALWAYS DO THIS. U KNOW MOM KNOWS WHAT U GUYS WERE DOING UP THERE REGGIE SAYS TO US. WE KNOW DERRICK SAYS. MAYBE SHE WILL GIVE U GUYS SOME ADVICE REGGIE SAYS LAUGHING. VERY FUNNY REGGIE I TELL. FOR YOUR INFORMATION, DERRICK DOESN'T NEED ANY ADVICE. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THEY ALL SAY. SO MY BROTHER CAN PUT DOWN LIKE THAT? ALLAN SAYS. I CAN SEE DERRICK BECOMING A LITTLE SHY ABOUT THE SITUATION. CAN WE PLEASE TALK ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE? DERRICK IT IS ALRIGHT TAMEKAH SAYS TO HIM. U DON'T HAVE TO BE SHY ABOUT ANYTHING. BESIDE WE ALREADY KNEW WHAT U COULD DO SHE SAYS TO HIM. THAT NIGHT BEFORE U GUYS LEFT, WE HEARD EVERYTHING SHE SAYS TO US. TAMARAH R U OK? LISA ASKED ME. YEAH I AM FINE. I WAS CHOKING ON MY FOOD.

ALRIGHT THAT IS ENOUGH TALK ABOUT THIS DERRICK SAYS. I AM JUST HAPPY SHE HAS SOMEBODY LIKE U AND NOT THAT DAMN MARCO IN HER LIFE TAMEKAH SAYS. WHAT DO U THINK HE IS GONNA DO? CHRIS ASKED ME. I DON'T KNOW BUT HE IS CAPABLE OF ANYTHING. AND SEEING HE SAW ME AND DERRICK TOGETHER, I KNOW HE IS GONNA TRY SOMETHING. I WAS REALLY HOPING I WOULD NOT SEE HIM AGAIN. I WAS SO HAPPY WHEN DERRICK AND U GUYS SHOWED UP THAT DAY LISA SAYS. I WAS HAPPY TOO DERRICK SAYS. I CAN'T BELIEVE HIS WAS GONNA HIT U TREY SAYS. WE WERE ALL PISSED OFF ABOUT WHAT HE HAD DONE TO U CHRIS SAYS. WE FELT LIKE IT WAS OUR FAULT WHAT HE HAD DONE TO U. Y WOULD U GUYS THINK THAT? BECAUSE WE INTRODUCE U TO HIM AND.......... IT WAS NOT U GUYS FAULT I TELL THEM. U GUYS DIDN'T KNOW WHAT HE COULD DO THAT. I KNOW BUT WE SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT THOUGH TYGA SAYS. WE KNEW HE WOULD GET MAD AND HAVE HIS MOMENTS BUT WE JUST THOUGHT THAT WAS HOW HE DEALT WITH THINGS. LOOK, IT IS NOT U GUYS FAULT. I WAS THE ONE WHO DECIDED TO DATE HIM NOT YOURS. I SAW THAT HE GOT ANGRY TOO BUT I THOUGHT THE SAME THING. SO U GUYS CAN STOP HOLDING IN ALL THIS GUILT AND BLAMING YOURSELVES FOR SOMETHING HE DID I TELL THEM. WHAT HAPPEN TO ME WAS NOT YOUR FAULT. I AM JUST HAPPY I FINALLY REALIZED WHAT KIND OF A PERSON HE WAS BEFORE MORE DAMAGE WAS DONE. I AM SO FULL RIGHT NOW. YEAH I THINK WE ALL R DRAKE SAYS. YEAH MOMMA REALLY KNOWS HOW TO COOK REGGIE SAYS.

I LOOKED AT MY PHONE TO SEE THAT SOMEONE WAS CALLING ME BUT BLOCKING THERE NUMBER. SO I ANSWERED IT AND IT WAS MARCO. HOW IS MY FAVORITE GIRL DOING? MARCO WHAT DO U WANT? I WANTED TO TALK TO U. I CAN'T BELIEVE HE IS CALLING HER I HEAR MY SISTER SAY. I THOUGHT I TOLD U DON'T EVER CALL ME AGAIN AND TO LOSE MY NUMBER. NOW U KNOW I COULD NOT DO THAT HE SAYS. I OWN U HE SAYS. DID U JUST SAY U OWN ME MARCO? YEAH I DID B**CH HE SAYS TO ME. I HUNG THE PHONE UP IN HIS FACE. I AM GONNA KILL THAT NIGGA DERRICK SAYS. THAT IS NOT WHAT U R GONNA DO I TELL HIM. MY PHONE RINGS AGAIN AND DERRICK ANSWERS IT THIS TIME. TAMARAH IS NOT AVAILABLE RIGHT NOW NIGGA. JUST PUT MY B**CH BACK ON THE PHONE MARCO SAYS. I KNOW U DIDN'T JUST CALL MY GIRL A B**CH. NOW DERRICK U KNOW SHE IS JUST WITH U FOR YOUR MONEY AS IS ALL THESE OTHER HOES AROUND HERE. IS THAT RIGHT MARCO? YEAH IT IS. SEE SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT SHE WANTS. THAT IS Y I DID WHAT I DID TO HER BECAUSE SHE NEEDED TO LEARN. DERRICK JUST HANG UP THE PHONE PLEASE I TELL HIM. I COULD SEE HE WAS GETTING ANGRY BY WHAT MARCO WAS SAYING TO HIM ON THE PHONE. I AM ONLY GOING TO SAYS THIS ONE TIME NIGGA. STAY AWAY FROM HER AND DON'T EVER CALL HER AGAIN MARCO. OH THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN DERRICK BECAUSE I KNOW WHO SHE REALLY IS AND U WILL SEE IT TOO. I KNOW WHAT KIND OF A PERSON SHE IS AND IT IS NOT WHO U THINK IT IS HE SAYS. ALRIGHT DERRICK WE WILL SEE THEN. YEAH WE WILL SEE NIGGA AND DERRICK HANGS THE PHONE UP.

DERRICK WHERE R U GOING? HE DIDN'T ANSWER ME. DERRICK WAIT A MINUTE. WHAT HAPPEN? DO U LOVE ME? DERRICK.........JUST TELL ME PLEASE. YES I DO. U WOULD STILL BE WITH IF I WASN'T WHO I AM NOW? DERRICK WHERE IS THIS COMING FROM? JUST ANSWER ME HE SAYS. YES I WOULD STILL BE WITH U IF U WERE NOT THE PERSON U R RIGHT NOW. I HAVE TOLD THIS BEFORE DERRICK. DID MARCO SAY SOMETHING ON THE PHONE TO U? HE JUST WALKED OUT THE DOOR. DERRICK WHERE R U GOING? TO GO SEE YOUR EX MARCO. DERRICK DON'T THIS PLEASE. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT HE WANTS. WHAT EVER HE SAID TO U ON THE PHONE, JUST LET IT GO. YEAH DERRICK REGGIE SAYS TO HIM. HE IS JUST STIRRING UP THINGS BETWEEN U TOO MY SISTER SAYS. WE ALL JUST WENT BACK IN THE HOUSE AND CLEANED UP FOR HIS MOM. DERRICK COME HERE PLEASE? WHAT IS IT TAMARAH. WHAT HAPPENED? I AM SORRY BUT MARCO JUST SAID SOMETHINGS THAT I............. I GET IT NOW. HE TOLD U I WAS ONLY WITH FOR YOUR MONEY AND THAT THAT IS THE KIND OF GIRL I AM. I AM SORRY BUT I NEEDED TO KNOW HE SAYS. I TOLD U BEFORE THAT IS NOT Y I AM WITH U DERRICK. I KNOW BUT............BUT U JUST HAD TO KNOW RIGHT. I AM GONNA HELP THEM PUT THESE THINGS AWAY. TAMARAH DON'T BE MAD HE SAYS. I HAVE A RIGHT TO BE MAD DERRICK. MARCO COMES BACK AND SAYS THE SLIGHTEST THING TO PISS U OFF AND U BEGAN TO BELIEVE WHAT HE SAYS. IT IS NO LIKE THAT. YEAH IT IS DERRICK. I CAN'T BELIEVE U WOULD EVEN THINK THAT ABOUT ME. I AM SORRY HE SAYS. WHAT EVER DERRICK. IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT? I DID NOT SAY ANYTHING TO THEM. DERRICK WHAT DID U DO? NOTHING AND LETS JUST LEAVE IT AT THAT HE SAYS TO EVERYONE.

Get it De' He was such a protector. Still is, they freak butts bout to get it in at Derricks moms house....

WHAT HAPPENED TO U? BRENDA ASKED ME AS WE GO INTO THE HOUSE. WE WERE PLAYING BALL AND I FELL DOWN. I AM FINE THOUGH I TELL HER. DERRICK I TOLD U ABOUT BEING SO RUFF WITH HER. I KNOW MOM AND IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. YEAH LIKE THE LAST TIME SHE SAYS TO HIM. U TOO R JUST TO COMPETITIVE WITH EACH OTHER BRENDA SAYS TO US. U GUYS NEVER SEEM TO JUST A FRIENDLY WITH EACH OTHER. DERRICK LOOKS AT ME AND SMILES. I DON'T WANT TO SAYS ANYTHING BUT MARCO CAME BY HERE LOOKING FOR U TAMARAH. I KNOW AND WE SAW HIM AT THE COURT JUST NOW. DERRICK GO GET THE FIRST AID KIT FROM UPSTAIRS. I HOPE HE DIDN'T CAUSE ANY PROBLEMS. NOT REALLY MS. ROSE. THERE WAS SOME WORDS SAID BETWEEN HIM AND DERRICK BUT THAT WAS IT. WE DECIDED TO LEAVE BEFORE SOMETHING DID HAPPEN. I JUST HOPE THAT WAS LAST TIME WE SEE HIM MY SISTER SAYS. HE REALLY PUT U THROUGH HELL LISA SAYS TO ME. IF U DON'T MIND ME ASKING, WHAT HAPPENED? BRENDA ASKED ME. BECAUSE WHEN WE FIRST MET U AND HIM, U TOO SEEM SO HAPPY TOGETHER. AT THAT TIME YEAH WE WERE HAPPY. THEN THINGS JUST WENT SOUTH FROM THEN ON. HE STARTED ABUSING ME VERBALLY, NEVER STAYING AT HOME AND HE CHEATED ON ME NUMEROUS OF TIMES. HE NEVER ABUSE ME PHYSICALLY. I KNOW WHEN U GUYS SAW ME I WOULD HAVE A SMILE ON MY FACE. I KNOW U DID LISA SAYS. I WAS COVERING UP THE PAIN WAS FEELING BECAUSE I JUST DIDN'T WANT ANYBODY TO KNOW. I FELT LIKE IF I HAD TOLD ANYBODY THINGS WOULD GET EVEN WORSE AND I WOULD LOSE HIM. I WAS SO IN LOVE WITH THAT I WAS NOT SEEING THINGS CLEARLY ANY MORE. HE WAS MY FIRST AND I THOUGHT NO ONE WOULD EVER LOVE BECAUSE OF THE THINGS HE WOULD TELL. HE WOULD SAY HOW I WOULD NEVER FIND ANYONE WHO TREATS ME BETTER THAN HE DID AND THAT ONE WOULD EVER WANT ANY ONE LIKE ME. AND U BELIEVED THAT? BRENDA ASKED. YEAH I DID AND I KNEW HE WAS WRONG BUT I STAYED ANYWAY. I BELIEVED EVERY WORD HE WAS TELLING ME AND NO ONE KNEW ANY OF THIS. I DID NOT TELL MY FAMILY OR MY FRIENDS WHAT HE WAS DOING TO ME. I FELT LIKE THEY WOULD JUDGE ME AND MAKE ME FELL EVEN WORSE FOR STAYING WITH HIM.

ONE DAY I WAS SITTING AT HOME AND MARCO CAME BY TO SEE ME. HE CAME YELLING AND SCREAMING AT ME ABOUT ME CHEATING ON HIM. HE WAS REALLY PISSED OFF ABOUT IT AND WAS JUST IN RAGED BY WHAT HE HEARD. HE STARTED CALLING ALL KINDS OF NAMES IN FRONT OF MY SISTER AND MY FRIENDS. HE WAS GRABBING ME AND TELLING ME TO COME WITH HIM BACK TO HIS HOUSE. THEY HAD KNOW CLUE HE WAS DOING THIS BEHIND CLOSE DOORS. I WAS TRYING TO EXPLAIN WHAT HE HEARD WAS WRONG BUT HE WASN'T HEARING THAT. THEN OUT OF KNOW WHERE I SAW EVERYTHING SO CLEARLY. I BLOCKED OUT EVERYTHING HE WAS SAYING AND FINALLY REALIZED I COULD DO BETTER AND THAT THERE WAS SOMEONE OUT THERE FOR ME. WHEN I WASN'T PAYING ATTENTION, THAT IS WHEN HE TRIED TO HIT ME AND DERRICK AND EM WALKED IN. DERRICK GRABBED HIS ARM AND THEN THEY STARTED ARGUING BACK AND FORTH AND THEN THEY STARTED FIGHTING. YES I REMEMBER THAT BRENDA SAYS. I HAD FINALLY FELT SO FREE AND I TOLD EVERYONE WHAT HE WAS DOING TO ME THE WHOLE TIME. WE WERE COMPLETELY SHOCKED BY EVERYTHING SHE HAD TOLD US LISA SAYS. U MEAN U GUYS HAD KNOW CLUE BRENDA ASKED. NONE MY SISTER SAYS. SHE JUST SEEMED SO HAPPY AND NEVER SAID A BAD THING ABOUT HIM. I WAS JUST THAT FAR GONE FROM NOT SEEING WHAT HE REALLY WAS DOING TO ME. CAN I ASK U SOMETHING PERSONAL? SURE MS.ROSE. DID HE EVER FORCE HIMSELF ON U? THIS WAS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO SAY AND TELL HER THIS. YEAH HE DID. HE WOULD ALWAYS MAKE ME HAVE SEX WITH HIM WHEN HE WANTED IT.

THAT IS WHAT REALLY MADE ME NOT WANT TO TELL ANYONE ABOUT WHAT HE WAS DOING. I JUST FELT SO BAD ABOUT THE WHOLE THINGS AND NOT SPEAKING UP ABOUT IT. I STARTED TO CRY A LITTLE BECAUSE IT STILLS HURTS ME TO THIS DAY WHAT HE DID TO ME. I KNEW IT WAS WRONG BUT I JUST COULD NOT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT. IS THAT Y DERRICK WENT AFTER HIM THE NEXT DAY? TAMEKAH ASKED ME. YEAH I HAD TOLD HIM WHAT HE DID THAT NIGHT BEFORE I TOLD U GUYS THE NEXT MORNING. I HAD TO CALM DERRICK DOWN THAT NIGHT BECAUSE HE WAS REALLY PISSED OFF ABOUT WHAT HE DID TO ME. I HAD ASKED HIM TO STAY WITH ME THAT NIGHT BECAUSE I NEEDED MY FRIEND THERE WITH ME. I HAD NO CLUE HE HAD EVEN WENT TO SEE MARCO UNTIL U CALLED ME THE NEXT MORNING MS. ROSE. I HAVE NOT SPOKE OF THIS IN ALMOST 2 YEARS. I PROMISE MYSELF THAT I WOULD NEVER PUT MYSELF IN THAT KIND OF SITUATION AGAIN. I ALSO PROMISE TO MYSELF BEFORE ANYBODY. I REALLY NEEDED TO WORK ON MYSELF AND I AM GLAD U GUYS THERE WITH ME THE WHOLE TIME. I DON'T KNOW WHERE I WOULD BE WITH OUT U GUYS. HERE IS THE FIRST AID KIT? DERRICK SAYS. THANK U. NOW LETS CLEAN THESE AND PUT SOME BANDAGES ON THEM BRENDA SAYS. DOESN'T THAT HURT? LISA ASKED ME. YEAH IT DOES BUT I WASN'T SHOWING THAT IT WAS HURTING ME. ALRIGHT ALL DONE. THANK U SO MUCH MS. ROSE. U R WELCOME AND I AM GLAD I COULD HELP.

R U GUYS HUNGRY? YEAH WE ALL SAY. I WILL FIX U GUYS SOME LUNCH BRENDA SAYS. U GUYS CAN GO AND I WILL FIX SOMETHING FOR U GUYS. LETS GO OUT BACK AND JUST HANG OUT FOR AWHILE DRAKE SAYS. HOLD ON FOR A MINUTE TAMARAH. WASSUP DERRICK? R U OK? U HEARD ME TALKING ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN ME AND MARCO. YEAH I DID. I AM FINE DERRICK. IT FELT SO WEIRD TALKING ABOUT IT AFTER SO LONG. HE REALLY DID PUT U THROUGH HELL. YEAH HE DID AND I AM GLAD U WERE THERE FOR THEN AND U R HEAR WITH ME NOW I TELL HIM. U HAVE BEEN SUCH A GREAT FRIEND TO ME AND I AM GRATEFUL FOR THAT DERRICK. WHEN WE FIRST MET, I KNEW U WERE SOMEONE I COULD BE FRIENDS WITH AND JUST TELL U ANYTHING. U WERE SO SWEET TO ME AND I JUST LOVE BEING AROUND U. I HAD FINALLY FOUND A TRUE FRIEND WHO I COULD DEPEND ON AND BE THERE WHEN I NEEDED U TOO. WELL NOW I WILL BE HERE FOREVER HE SAYS TO ME. I AM NOT GOING ANYWHERE. I WILL NEVER LEAVE U AND NO ONE IS GOING TO TAKE U FROM ME. I KNOW I AM A FRIEND BUT I WILL BE EVEN BETTER AS YOUR MAN AND NO ONE IS GONNA COME BETWEEN US BEING TOGETHER. HE LEANS IN AND GIVE ME A LONG PASSIONATE KISS LIKE HE HAS NEVER GIVEN ME BEFORE. I WAS SPEECHLESS FROM THE KISS. ALRIGHT DERRICK. HE SMILED AT ME. WHERE R U GOING? I AM GOING TO THE BACK WITH EVERYONE DERRICK. NO U R NOT HE SAYS. WE R ABOUT TO GO UPSTAIRS HE SAYS. DERRICK NO NOT NOW I TELL HIM. YES RIGHT NOW HE SAYS. I DON'T FELL RIGHT DOING THIS RIGHT HERE. Y R U SO SCARED NOW? HE ASKED ME. WE HAVE DONE HERE BEFORE HE SAYS. YEAH BUT YOUR MOM WAS NOT HERE EITHER DERRICK.

NO ONE WILL KNOW AS HE KISSES MY NECK. YEAH THEY WILL DERRICK. NO THEY WON'T AS HE KISSES ME AGAIN. I COULD NOT SAY ANYTHING. COME ON AND LETS GO UPSTAIRS. I JUST FOLLOWED HIM UPSTAIRS AND I KNOW I SAW MS. ROSE LOOKING AS WE WENT UPSTAIRS. MOM. YES DWAYNE. WHERE IS DERRICK AND TAMARAH? THEY R OCCUPIED RIGHT NOW. WHAT DO U MEAN OCCUPIED? SHE JUST GAVE HIM A LOOK. OH ALRIGHT DWAYNE SAYS. WE CAN LET THEM BE ALONE FOR AWHILE AND LUNCH IS NOT READY YET. I STILL DON'T THINKS WE SHOULD...... AND DERRICK KISSES ME AGAIN AS I FALL TO THE BED. I JUST LET EVERYTHING GO AND LET HIM MAKE LOVE TO ME. I DON'T KNOW Y BUT EVERY TIME WE DO IT FEEL LIKE THE FIRST TIME BUT BETTER AND THE FACT THAT HE IS ALL MINE NOW. HIM TOUCHING ME AND KISSING ME MAKES ME FEEL SO GOOD. I NEVER WANTED THE MOMENT TO END.

Good game girls. And ohhh T and Derrick was getting it in on a regular lol. But naw it's good they back together, but these mofos from there past need to fall back fo real. Run It!!!

CAN I ASK U SOMETHING? MY SISTER ASKED ME. SURE WHAT IS IT. SO THAT NIGHT BEFORE DERRICK LEFT WASN'T THE FIRST TIME U SLEPT WITH HIM. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS NOW AND HERE. WE WANT TO KNOW LISA SAYS. I DIDN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT BUT I KNEW THEY WERE JUST GONNA KEEP HOUNDING ME ABOUT IT. ALRIGHT I WILL TELL U GUYS. THE FIRST TIME I MET DERRICK, WE WERE BECOMING FRIENDS. YA'LL KNOW WE WERE BECOMING CLOSE AND WE JUST LIKE HANGIN OUT TOGETHER. BUT THAT NIGHT AT TREY'S PARTY WHEN WE U GUYS COULDN'T FIND US.............U GUYS WERE HAVING SEX MIKA SAYS. YEAH AND WE THOUGHT TO JUST KEEP TO OURSELVES BECAUSE IT WAS JUST SEX BETWEEN US. IT WAS GREAT SEX TOO. BUT THEN AS WE KEPT DOING IT, I STARTED TO FIND MYSELF HAVING FEELING FOR HIM. I DID NOT KNOW IF HE WAS FEELING THE SAME WAY SO I TOLD HIM I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE BEST TO END THINGS BECAUSE HE ENDED UP MEETING TANYA. SO WE BOTH DECIDED TO GO BACK TO WAY THINGS WE BETWEEN US AND THAT WAS BEING FRIENDS. IT WAS HARD AT FIRST, BUT WE BOTH HANDLE IT WELL. THEN WHEN TANYA CAME ALONG, I KNEW I SHOULD HAVE TOLD HIM THEN HOW I FELT BUT I DID'T. I JUST KEPT MY FEELING TO MYSELF AND LET HIM GO WITH HIS LIFE. THAT MUST HAVE BEEN REALLY HARD TO DO ANGIE SAYS. IT WAS BUT I MANAGE TO KEEP MY EMOTION IN SO KNOW ONE WOULD KNOW. WHEN HIM AND TANYA STARTED TO BECOME MORE SERIOUS, I FELT LIKE I WAS LOSING MY BEST FRIEND. WE WERE NOT TALKING OR HANGIN OUT LIKE WE USE TO DO AND I WAS PRETTY MAD ABOUT THAT. THEN THAT NIGHT CAME WHEN HE HAD TO LEAVE AND WE SLEPT TOGETHER. I KNEW HE WAS WITH HER BUT THAT DID NOT STOP US FROM DOING WHAT WE HAD DONE. AND FOR THE FIRST TIME, I FELT THAT WE WERE NOT HAVING SEX BUT HE MADE LOVE TO ME THAT NIGHT. Y DIDN'T U JUST TELL HIM THEN? LISA ASKED ME. I DON'T KNOW. I GUESS THAT NIGHT WAS IN THE SPUR OF THE MOMENT AND I KNEW HE WAS NOT GONNA LEAVE HER FOR ME. I THOUGHT HIM SAYING HE LOVE ME WOULD HAVE CHANGE THINGS, BUT IT DIDN'T. WHEN I SAW HOW THEY WERE IN THE MEDIA, I KNEW HE PROBABLY WAS HAPPY WITH HER.

BUT THEN I STARTED TO SEE SOMETHING WAS WRONG WHEN THEY WOULD BE TOGETHER ON TV. HE LOOKED HAPPY BUT I JUST LIKE SOMETHING WAS WRONG. BUT U TALKED TO HIM ON SEVERAL OCCASION AND U STILL DIDN'T SAYS ANYTHING MIKA ASKED ME. NO AN I WAS REGRETTING ALL THE TIME. I FELT LIKE IF I SAID ANYTHING ABOUT HOW I REALLY FELT, HE MIGHT NOT HAVE FELT THE SAME WAY. U KEPT ALL THIS IN AND DIDN'T SAY A WORD TO US MY SISTER SAYS. I KNOW I SHOULD HAVE TOLD U GUYS, BUT I JUST REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT. IT WAS KILLING ME SO BADLY IN THE INSIDE. I NEVER SHOWED IT AN I DIDN'T WANT TO LET ANYBODY KNOW IT WAS KILLING ME. SO THAT IS Y U STOP GOING OUT AND JUST STAYING TO YOURSELF MIKA SAYS. YEAH AND I WISH I HADN'T WAIT A WHOLE YEAR FOR ME TO TELL U GUYS ABOUT THIS. WE UNDERSTAND TAMEKAH SAYS. I JUST HAVE ONE QUESTION SHE ASKED ME. HOW MANY TIMES DID U GUYS SLEEP TOGETHER? I AM NOT TELLING U GUYS THAT BECAUSE IF I DO U GUYS R GONNA JUST MAKE A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT AN I DON'T WANT U GUYS HASSLING DERRICK ABOUT IT. WAS IT TEN TIMES? LISA ASKED. I AM NOT ANSWERING THAT LISA. IT WAS MORE THAN THAT SHE SAYS. OOOHHHHH I CAN SEE Y U WERE ALWAYS HAPPY WHEN U GUYS WERE TOGETHER. U KNOW WHEN SHE FINDS THIS OUT SHE IS REALLY GONNA BE ON A RAMPAGE ABOUT THE TWO OF U. SHE CAN GO RIGHT AHEAD AND I READY FOR WHAT SHE BRINGS.

U GUYS R DONE PLAYING? I ASKED THEM. NO WE R NOT DRAKE SAYS. WE WANTED TO KNOW IF U GUYS WANTED TO PLAY WITH US? DERRICK ASKED US. NO NO NO I TELL THEM. Y NOT DERRICK SAYS. BECAUSE THE LAST TIME WE PLAYED, U GUYS WERE BEING AGGRESSIVE AND AND GETTING IN FREE FEELS ON US. WE WERE JUST PLAYING THE GAME DRAKE SAYS. WHEN DID BASKETBALL BECOME A TIME WHERE U GUYS CAN GET IN FREE FEELS? MIKA SAYS. BESIDES THE LAST TIME WE PLAYED, U GUYS LOST TO US I TELL THE GUYS. AND WE SAID WE WOULD NEVER PLAY AGAINST EACH OTHER AGAIN CHRIS SAYS. YEAH BUT WE WERE JUST SAYING STUFF DERRICK SAYS. SO WHAT NOW YA'LL SCARED TO PLAY AGAINST US DERRICK SAYS TO US. BOY AIN'T NOBODY SCARED OF YA'LL I TELL HIM. OK THEN LETS PLAY BALL THEN AS DERRICK THROWS ME THE BALL. ALRIGHT GIRLS I THINK IT'S TIME TO BEAT THEM AGAIN AS I AM LOOKING IN DERRICK FACE. JUST LIKE OLD TIMES DERRICK SAYS. JUST LIKE OLD TIME I SAYS BACK TO HIM. WE STARTED TO SEE SOME OF THE NEIGHBORS AND KIDS COME TO WATCH US PLAY LIKE THEY ALWAYS DID. U READY DERRICK. OH LET PLAY TAMARAH. R WE PLAYING HALF COURT OR FULL COURT. WE PLAYING FULL COURT TREY SAYS TO ME. SO AS WE R PLAYING, WE R KICKING THERE BUTTS AS USUAL. WE ALWAYS PLAYED FIRST TEAM TO GET 30 POINTS WINS. THE SCORE WAS ALREADY 14-10. U GUYS R CHEATING DERRICK SAYS. U KNOW U SAY THAT EVERY TIME WE PLAY AS I KNOCK DOWN A THREE POINTER. THE CROWD WENT CRAZY WHEN I MADE THAT SHOT.

I SAW DERRICK LOOK AT ME AND SMILE AS WE RAN BACK DOWN THE COURT. I SEE U HAVE IMPROVE U SKILLS HE SAYS. I JUST SMILED AT HIM. HE STARTED TO POST ME UP WHEN HE TURN AND KNOCK ME DOWN. I HIT THE GROUND HARD. DAMN DERRICK LISA SAYS. I WAS LYING THERE ON THE GROUND FOR A FEW SECOND. R U ALRIGHT TAMARAH. I AM FINE U GUYS. I LOOKED TO SEE MY ARM AND HAND WAS BLEEDING A LITTLE BIT. WILL U GUYS PLEASE STOP? I ASKED THEM. I AM SO SORRY BABY DERRICK SAYS. IT IS ALRIGHT DERRICK. COME ON AND SIT DOWN MIKA SAYS. I HEARD EVERYONE REACTION AS I HIT THE GROUND. R U OK MS. TAMARAH ONE OF THE KIDS ASKED ME. I AM FINE U GUYS REALLY. IT IS OBVIOUS U CAN'T PLAY, SO I WILL TAKE YOUR PLACE ANGIE SAYS. I WILL TAKE YOUR DWAYNE SAYS TO DERRICK. ALRIGHT U GUYS GO AHEAD AND FINISH AND I WILL SIT WITH HER DERRICK SAYS. LET ME YOUR ARM? HE SAYS TO ME. I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THIS HE SAYS. I KNOW U R AND IT IS OK DERRICK. I STILL HAVE THE MARK ON MY LEG THAT HAPPEN THAT LAST TIME WE PLAYED. LET ME WRAP YOUR HAND FOR U. U KNOW I CAN BE..............I KNOW DERRICK AND I CAN BE THAT WAY TOO. THERE ALL DONE HE SAYS. WE HAD COMPLETELY FORGOT THAT THE GAME WAS EVEN GOING ON. WE DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE THAT THE SCORE WAS TIED 28-28 AND THE GIRLS HAD THE BALL. MY SISTER HAD THE BALL AND ALLAN WAS GUARDING HER. SHE PASS THE BALL TO MIKA AND SHE PASS IT TO LISA WHO PUTS THE BALL UP AND MAKES THE LAST SHOT TO WIN THE GAME. EVERYONE WAS CHEERING AND JUST HAVING FUN. THAT IS NOW 2 STRAIGHT GAME WE HAVE WON AGAINST U GUYS MIKA SAYS. YEAH YEAH YEAH REGGIE SAYS TO HER. STOP BEING MAD MY SISTER SAYS. I THOUGH U GUYS HAD US FOR A MOMENT I TELL THEM. THIS GAME HAS NEVER BEEN THIS CLOSE BEFORE.

HOW IS YOUR HAND? TREY ASKED ME. IT IS FINE. GREAT GAME U GUYS AS ALWAYS ONE OF THE NEIGHBORS SAY WALKING PASSED US. WE HEAR SOMEONE CLAPPING THERE HANDS BEHIND US AS WE R TALKING. YEAH GREAT GAME. JUST LIKE OLD TIMES. I LOOKED UP TO SEE THAT IS WAS MARCO MY EX. IT IS SO GREAT TO SEE THE GANG BACK TOGETHER. WHAT THE HELL DO U WANT MARCO? I ASKED HIM. I JUST CAME TO SEE IF U WERE OK THAT IS ALL. WELL I AM FINE AND U CAN GO NOW. CAN WE PLEASE LEAVE NOW? AS I TURN TO DERRICK. SO I SEE U FINALLY GOT WHAT U WANTED DERRICK HE SAYS. LOOK MARCO I AM NOT TRYING TO GET INTO THIS WITH U NOW. OH WE R GONNA GET INTO THIS RIGHT NOW. DERRICK LETS JUST GO HOME ALRIGHT. U JUST HAD TO HAVE HER AND U STOLE HER AWAY FROM HE SAYS. SERIOUSLY MARCO U R STILL ON THAT I ASKED HIM. I DID NOT STEAL ANYTHING FROM U MARCO. U LOST HER AND NOW U R JUST BITTER ABOUT NOW BECAUSE I HAVE HER AND U DON'T. COME DERRICK LETS JUST GO ALRIGHT. COME ON YA'LL LETS GO MIKA SAYS. I AM SORRY ABOUT HIM DERRICK. I GUESS HE IS STILL BITTER ABOUT OUR BREAKUP. I CAN SEE THAT DERRICK SAYS. THE WAY HE TREATED U, I CAN'T BELIEVE HE THINKS HE STILL HAS A SHOT WITH U. I WAS REALLY HOPING I WOULD NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN AFTER WHAT HE DID TO U. DERRICK CALM DOWN OK. I AM REALLY PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING. I AM TRYING TO KEEP EVERYTHING STRESS FREE AND HER COMES MARCO COMING BACK AND THE FACT THAT TANYA IS DOING THE SAME THING.

Yot know Tanya brought Tamarah outta her element for her to almost tell her about she and Derricks past. But the question is when will Tanya learn to fall back Derrick aint checking for her. Run IT!!!

I KNOW THIS IS MUCH BUT HE CAN HANDLE THIS BRENDA SAYS. SO WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR NECK? SHE ASKED ME. NOTHING I SAY TO HER. SO MY SON DID OT DO THAT? SHE ASKED ME. I JUST LOOKED AT HER. I KNOW HE DID THAT TO U JUST LIKE THE LAST TIME SHE SAYS TO ME. I AM JUST SO HAPPY FOR THE TWO OF U SHE SAYS TO ME. I HAVE BEEN WAITING ON THIS DAY TO COME FOR A LONG TIME NOW. HE HAS BEEN SO MISERABLE BEING WITH HER AND I COULD TELL WHEN HE WAS ON THE ROAD. I KNEW SOMETHING WAS NOT RIGHT WITH THEM BUT HE WOULD ALWAYS SAY THAT EVERYTHING WAS FINE BETWEEN THEM. THEY ONLY SEEMED TO BE A COUPLE IS WHEN THEY WERE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERAS. I KNOW WHAT U MEAN AND I COULD TELL THAT TOO. HERE R MY TWO FAVORITE GIRLS WE HEAR DERRICK SAY COMING INTO THE KITCHEN WITH EVERYBODY. HELLO SWEETIE BRENDA SAYS TO HIM. Y DID U DO THAT TO HER DERRICK? SHE ASKED HIM. DO WHAT MOMMA? THIS AS SHE POINTS AT MY NECK. HE COULD NOT SAY ANYTHING. I DID NOT MEAN TO AND SHE KNOWS THAT. U COULD NOT HAVE COVERED THEM UP? DERRICK IT IS HOT OUT SIDE AND COVER THEM UP WITH WHAT. I TOLD U NOT TO DO THAT AND U DID. U R ALWAYS DOING THIS TO ME I SAY TO HIM SMILING. SO R U COOKING TODAY MOMMA? YES I AM AND I WANT ALL OF U HERE TONIGHT. I AM CALLING THIS A CELEBRATION DINNER TO U TOO AND THAT U GOT RID OF TANYA SHE SAYS TO US. I AM JUST FINALLY HAPPY THAT U SAW HER FOR WHO SHE WAS DERRICK. I KNOW MOMMA AND I AM GLAD THAT I FINALLY SAW IT TOO. U KNOW SHE IS GONNA KEEP TRYING TO GET U BACK MY SISTER SAYS TO HIM. I KNOW AND IT IS BECOMING RIDICULOUS HE SAYS. U DON'T NEED TO BE STRESSING OUT OVER HER DERRICK I TELL HIM. U JUST NEED TO LET WHATEVER SHE SAYS AND DOES GO. U SHOULD BE ENJOYING THIS TIME U HAVE AND NOT WORRYING ABOUT HER AND WHAT SHE IS GONNA DO. I KNOW AND I HAVE U THERE SO I CAN KEEP A COOL HEAD ABOUT THIS HE SAYS TO ME. SO R U GUYS READY TO GO? CHRIS ASKED US. YEAH WE ALL SAY. U GUYS CAN GO AHEAD DERRICK SAYS. WE WILL MEET U GUYS THERE. YA'LL BETTER NOT TAKE LONG REGGIE SAYS TO US. WE KNOW HOW U GUYS CAN GET. I PROMISE WE WON'T BE LONG. COME WITH ME UPSTAIRS HE SAYS. I HAVE SOMETHING TO GIVE U HE SAYS. I HOPE U R NOT..............I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT THAT HE SAYS. HIS ROOM STILL LOOKED THE SAME. HIS MOM DIDN'T CHANGE ANYTHING IN HERE. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS ROOM HAS NOT CHANGED SINCE U LEFT DERRICK. I KNOW AND MY MOM HAS BEEN KEEPING IT THIS WAY FOR ME. I KNOW I HAVE MY OWN HOUSE BUT WHEN I DO STAY HERE, I LIKE TO SEE IT THE WAY I HAVE ALWAYS SEEN IT HE SAYS. Y DO U STILL HAVE THIS PICTURE DERRICK? HE JUST SMILED AT ME. I TOLD U TO GET RID OF THIS PICTURE. I KNOW BUT U WERE SO CUTE IN THIS PICTURE. NO I WAS NOT. MY HAIR WAS EVERYWHERE AND I HAD JUST WOKE UP. YEAH BUT U WERE STILL BEAUTIFUL TO ME HE SAYS. HE GIVES ME A BLACK BOX AND TELLS ME TO OPEN IT. I OPEN IT AND IT A NECKLACE THAT HAS THE NUMBER ONE ON IT. WOW DERRICK THIS IS BEAUTIFUL. WHEN DID U GET THIS? I GOT THIS RIGHT BEFORE I CAME HOME. I HAD IT MADE ESPECIALLY FOR U HE SAYS. IT IS MY JERSEY NUMBER BUT IT ALSO MEANS U R THE NUMBER ONE PERSON IN MY LIFE HE SAYS PUTTING IT ON ME. THIS IS SO SWEET OF U DERRICK AND I LOVE IT AS I GIVE HIM A KISS.

WHAT R U THINKING ABOUT DERRICK? NOTHING HE SAYS. I KNOW U R THINKING ABOUT TANYA AND WHAT SHE MIGHT BE DOING. LET JUST GO TO THE COURT WITH OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS. HANGIN OUT WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND YOUR BROTHERS WILL TAKE YOUR MIND OFF OF HER. I KNOW SOMETHING ELSE THAT WILL TAKE MY MIND OFF OF HER. NOPE LETS GO DERRICK AS I PUSHED HIM AWAY. I HERE MY PHONE RING AND I KNEW IT WAS MY SISTER. WE R COMING NOW I SAYS TO HER. YA'LL BETTER HURRY UP AS I HERE MIKA'S VOICE. MIKA WHAT IS WRONG? TANYA AND TAMEKAH R OVER HERE FIGHTING RIGHT NOW. ALRIGHT WE R COMING NOW. WHAT'S WRONG? DERRICK ASKED ME. WE NEED TO GO NOW. TANYA AND TAMEKAH R FIGHTING AT THE COURT RIGHT NOW. SO WE RUSH TO THE COURT AS FAST AS WE COULD. WE GET THERE AND THERE IS A HUGE CROWD OF PEOPLE STANDING THERE AS THEY R FIGHTING. OH MY GOD AS I SEE THEM ON THE GROUND. I LOOKED AND SEE ALLAN AND DWAYNE TRYING TO PULL THEM APART. EXCUSE ME PLEASE AS WE R TRYING TO GET THROUGH THE CROWD. ALLAN AND DWAYNE R HOLDING THE BOTH OF THEM FROM EACH OTHER. THEY R YELLING AND SCREAMING AT EACH OTHER. WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED HERE? I ASKED THEM. IF I KNOW MY SISTER, TANYA PROBABLY WAS TALKING S**T AGAIN TO HER. TANYA CAME IN TAMEKAH'S FACE SAYING STUFF ABOUT U AND CALLING U ALL KINDS OF NAMES. THEN TANYA CALLED HER A B**CH AND A HOE AND TAMEKAH JUST WENT OFF ON HER CHRIS SAYS. TAMEKAH JUST STOP IT NOW. IT IS DONE AND OVER WITH I TELL. U R LETTING HER GET TO OVER SOME DUMB STUFF. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT SHE WANTS U TO DO TO KEEP S**T GOING. I DON'T CARE AND SHE GET IN FACE AGAIN I AM GONNA GIVE HER ASS ANOTHER BLACK EYE. U AIN'T GONNA DO S**T TO ME B**CH AS TANYA RAN TOWARD TAMEKAH AGAIN. I LOOKED AT TANYA'S FACE AND MY SISTER DID A NUMBER ON HER. AS ALWAYS, YOUR SISTER IS FIGHTING YOUR BATTLES FOR U SHE SAYS TO ME. FIRST OF ALL TANYA, I DON'T ANYBODY TO FIGHT MY BATTLES FOR ME. TAMARAH...............NO DERRICK I AM SICK OF TALKING S**T TO ME. U JUST DON'T GET IT. HE DOES NOT WANT U ANYMORE. U HAD YOUR SHOT AND U BLEW IT TANYA. U R STEADY KEEPING UP ALL THIS DRAMA BECAUSE U CAN'T HAVE MY MAN NOW I TELL HER. U KNOW WHAT THAT IS FINE SHE SAYS. U CAN HAVE MY SLOPPY SECONDS. FIRST OF ALL I DID NOT HAVE YOUR SLOPPY SECOND TANYA U HAD MIND. WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSE TO MEAN? SHE ASKED ME. SO U THOUGHT U SLEPT SLEPT WITH HIM BEFORE I DID. I THINK THAT THIS CONVERSATION IS OVER WITH DERRICK SAYS. THE HELL I AIN'T SHE SAYS TO DERRICK. TANYA I REALLY THINK U SHOULD JUST GO AND LEAVE IT ALONE. NO I WILL NOT LEAVE AND I WANT TO HEAR WHAT THIS B**CH IS TALKING ABOUT.

SEE.............COME ON TAMARAH JUST LET IT GO DERRICK SAYS TO ME. U KNOW WHAT TANYA I REALLY DON'T WANT TO HURT YOUR FEELING RIGHT NOW BUT I DON'T CARE AND IT WAS GONNA COME OUT ANY WAY. WHAT IS SHE TALKING ABOUT DERRICK? REGGIE SAYS. I AM TALKING ABOUT ME AND DERRICK...................OK THAT IS ENOUGH DERRICK SAYS. NO SHE WANT TO KNOW AND I THINK SHE SHOULD KNOW. TANYA JUST LEAVE HE TELLS HER. THIS IS NOT OVER AND I WILL FIND OUT WHAT SHE IS TALKING ABOUT. COME ON AND LETS PLAY SOME BALL DERRICK SAY. NOPE WE WANNA KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON DRAKE SAYS. IF U SLEPT WITH HIM FIRST, THAT MEANS U GUYS WERE MESSING AROUND BEFORE AND WHILE HE WAS WITH TANYA REGGIE SAYS. I KNEW U GUYS WERE DOING SOMETHING MY SISTER SAYS. U WERE SLEEPING WITH THE BOTH OF THEM? CHRIS ASKED HIM. NO I WAS NOT. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO GET INTO THIS RIGHT NOW I TELL THEM. U WERE JUST READY TO IT A FEW MINUTES AGO TREY SAYS. THAT WAS ONLY BECAUSE SHE WAS PISSING ME OFF AND I WANTED TO MAKE HER FEEL EVEN WORST THEN SHE LOOKED. WELL COME ON AND LETS PLAY SOME BALL THEN TREY SAYS. U KNOW WE R GONNA TALK ABOUT THIS LATER LISA SAYS TO ME.

HAVE U GUYS SEEN MY KEYS? THEY R RIGHT HERE ON THE TABLE LISA SAYS. COME ON YA'LL LETS GO. I SEE DERRICK HAS LEFT HIS MARK ON YO ASS AGAIN TREY SAYS TO ME. GET AWAY FROM ME TREY. SINCE WHEN U GUYS GET UP THIS EARLY? LISA ASKED THEM. WE HAVE BEEN UP THIS EARLY BEFORE CHRIS SAYS. YEAH RIGHT MIKA SAYS. BESIDE WE WERE HEADED TO DERRICK'S HOUSE ANYWAY AND I CAN SEE U GUYS R GOING THERE TOO. HERE COMES TROUBLE ANGIE SAYS. I LOOK AND SEE TANYA COMING TOWARD AS WE R HEADING TO DERRICK'S HOUSE. SO WHERE IS DERRICK? SHE ASKED US. NO ONE SAID ANYTHING TO HER. I SEE I NEED TO REPEAT MY SELF. NO U DON'T NEED TO DO THAT TANYA. WE HEARD U LOUD AND CLEAR I TELL HER. IS HE IN THERE? SHE ASKED ME. Y DO U WANT TO KNOW. I JUST NEED TO TALK TO HIM SHE SAYS. I JUST KEPT IGNORING HER. U JUST THINK U HAVE HIM NOW DON'T U B**CH. I KNOW HE LOVES ME STILL AND HE WILL BE MINE SHE SAYS. WHATEVER TANYA. DERRICK SHE YELLS OUT FOR HIM. I BLAME U FOR THIS AS SHE GETS IN MY FACE. THE ONLY PERSON U SHOULD BE BLAMING IS YOURSELF. U SAW ONE THING IN DERRICK AND THAT WAS MONEY. U SAW A WAY TO GET MONEY AND BE IN THE SPOT LIGHT LIKE AS DO ALL THESE OTHER GIRLS THINK WHEN THEY SEE SOMEONE LIKE DERRICK. U R WITH HIM FOR HIS MONEY NOT ME SHE SAYS. REALLY TANYA AS I SAYS LAUGHING A LITTLE BIT. I AM WITH HIM FOR HIS MONEY. YEAH U R AND I KNOW IT AND MY GIRLS KNOW IT SHE SAYS TO ME. U KNOW WHAT TANYA............ I AM RIGHT HERE TANYA AS DERRICK CUTS ME OFF. IT FINE TAMARAH HE SAYS TO ME. CALM DOWN AND GO IN THE HOUSE FOR ME HE SAYS. MY MOM IS WAITING TO SEE U HE SAYS. ALRIGHT DERRICK. I WILL BE IN A MINUTE HE SAYS. YEAH U CAN GO NOW SHE SAYS TO ME. Y R U WITH THAT HOE? TANYA SAYS TO HIM. WHO THE F**K R U CALLING A HOE? DERRICK GRAB ME BEFORE I COULD GET TO HER. TAMARAH LOOK AT ME. I WILL HANDLE THIS. SO DON'T WORRY ABOUT WHAT SHE IS SAYING RIGHT NOW. SHE GOT ONE MORE TIME TO CALL ME OTHER NAME. COME ON IN THE HOUSE YA'LL I HEAR BRENDA SAY. COME ON TAMARAH SHE SAYS GRABBING MY HAND. HI MS. ROSE. HI TANYA SHE SAYS CLOSING THE DOOR. R U ALRIGHT? I AM FINE MS. ROSE.

SO WHAT DO U WANT TANYA? I WANT US BACK TOGETHER DERRICK. I KNOW I MESSED UP BUT I REALLY DO LOVE U AND I WAS HOPING WE COULD MAKE THIS WORK SHE SAYS. I ALREADY TOLD U NO AND THAT IS IT TANYA. U HAVE TOOK YOUR LAST DIME FROM ME AND YOUR MOMENTS IN THE SPOTLIGHT R OVER AS WELL. BUT WE R SO GOOD TOGETHER AS SHE GETS IN HIS FACE. U DON'T MISS THIS AS SHE TAKES HIS HANDS AND RUBS THEM OVER HER FRAME. TANYA U R BEING REALLY DESPERATE RIGHT NOW AS HE PUSHES HER AWAY. I DON'T MISS U OR YOUR BODY HE SAYS TO HER. I HAVE SOMETHING BETTER AND IT FEELS SO MUCH BETTER THAN U HE SAYS. I AM LISTENING AT THE WINDOW AT WHAT THEY R SAYING. SO LIKE I TOLD U BEFORE, WE R DONE AND YOUR STUFF BETTER BE GONE FROM MY HOUSE BY THE END OF THE DAY. U KNOW SHE IS JUST GONNA USE U DERRICK. LIKE U DID HE SAYS TO HER. NO NOT LIKE ME. FIRST OF ALL TANYA SHE IS NOT GONNA DO THAT TO ME. SHE HAS HER OWN MONEY AND A JOB WHICH IS WHAT YO ASS NEED AND STOP TRYING TO GET A QUICK DOLLAR WHEN U SEE IT. IF SHE DOES GET MONEY FROM ME, IT WILL BE BECAUSE I GAVE IT HER AND SHE WON'T JUST TAKE IT LIKE U HAVE BEEN DOING. I KNOW I WAS GIVING U MONEY BUT THEN U WENT TO FAR BY JUST SPENDING IT LIKE IT WAS YOURS HE SAYS. I WASN'T SEEING IT AT FIRST BUT IT IS SO CLEAR TO ME. SO IF U DON'T MIND TANYA, U CAN GET FORM IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE AND LEAVE ME AND TAMARAH ALONE. SHE TURNED AND WALKED AWAY MAD AS HELL. I AM JUST FEELING BAD FOR DERRICK AND THE FACT HE HAS TO DEAL WITH THIS. HE SHOULD BE RELAXING AND NOT HAVING TO STRESS OVER THIS PROBLEM RIGHT NOW. MY FAVORITE DAUGHTER-IN-LAW IS BACK BRENDA SAYS TO ME.

I AM SO HAPPY TO SEE THAT U R BACK IN DERRICK'S LIFE. I THINK HE NEEDED TO SEE WHAT SHE WAS DOING TO HIM AND THAT U R THE BETTER GIRL FOR HIM. I KNOW BUT I JUST DON'T LIKE THAT SHE IS CAUSING ALL THIS STRESS TO HIM WHEN HE SHOULD BE ENJOYING HIS TIME BACK HOME WITH HIS FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND NOT ARGUING WITH HER.

run it!!!

I WILL UPDATE AGAIN LATER

I HAD TOOK ME A NICE LONG SHOWER. I WAS JUST SO HAPPY THAT DERRICK AND I TOGETHER NOW. I JUST LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I AM HAPPY THAT HE IS HOME. I HAVE WAITED FOR THIS MOMENT TO HAPPEN FOR A LONG TIME. I KNOW THAT HE IS HAPPY TO BE HOME AND THAT HE CAN FINAlLY MOVE ON WITHOUT TANYA BEING IN HIS NOW. I GOT OUT THS SHOWER AND GOT DRESS SO I COULD EAT AND GO OVER TO DERRICK'S HOUSE. I KNOW HIS MOM IS GONNA BE REALLY HAPPY ABOUT THIS NEWS. IF SHE DOESN:T ALREADY KNOW BY NOW. IT WS GONNA BE HOT TODAY SO I THREW ON ME SOME SHORTS AND A TANK TOP AND MY SANDLES. IT TOOK U LONG ENOUGH MY SISTER SAYS TO ME. IT IS EARLY IN HE MORNING AND U GUYS R TAKING STUFF ALREADY TO ME. WE R JUST PLAYING AND WE OVE MESSING WITH U LISA SAYS. MAN YOUR ASS KNOW HOW TO COOK MIKA SAYS. THANK U MIKA. ANGIE AND EM SAID THEY WOULD BE HERE SOON LISA SAYS TO ME. SO LAST NIGHT WITH DERRICK WAS AMAZING HUH? LISA ASKED ME. YES IT WAS. I NEVER THOUGHT THIS DAY WOULD EVER COME. I CAN TELL HE IS BETTER NOW AnD HE SEEM SO MUCH MORE RELAX. YEAH WE SAW THAT MIKA SAYS. U REALLY LOVE HIM DON'T U LISA ASKED ME. I DO BUT I KNOW TANYA IS NOT GONNA GIVE UP SO EASILY WHEN IT COMES TO DERRICK. SHE NOT GOING TO BE LIVING THE GOOD LIFE ANYMORE. SO I ALREADY KNOW WHAT SHE IS GONNA TRY TO DO. U KNOW WE GOT YOUR BACK WHEN IT COMES TO HER. YEAH I KNOW U GUYS DO AND I THANK U GUYS FOR THAT. I WILL GET THE DOOR LISA SAYS. WHAT'S UP B**CHES ANGIE SAYS. WASSUP ANGIE WE ALL SAYS TO HER. TAMARAH I SEE U R GLOWING SHE SAYS TO ME. SO WHO GAVE U SOME LAST NIGHT? SHE ASKE ME. U SHOULD ALREADY KNOW THAT ANSWER MIKA SAYS TO HER. I DON'T KNOW SHE SAYS. GUESS WHO CAME BACK YESTERDAY LISA SAYS. ONLY PERSON I KNOW WHO IS BACK IS DERRICK SHE SAYS. OK SO DERRICK IS THE ONE. SO THAT IS WHAT U WERE TRYING TO TELL ME LAST NIGHT SHE SAYS TO MIKA. SO HE FINALLY BROKE UP WITH TANYA SHE SAYS TO ME. YEAH HE DID IT LAST NIGHT AND I WAS SO HAPPY THAT HE DID. HE JUST LOOKED SO RELEAVED AND RELAXED WHEN HE LEFT HERE THIS MORNING. I KNOW TANYA IS PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW ANGIE SAYS. U HAVE KNOW IDEA I TELL HER. THE LOOK ON HER FACE WAS PRICELESS. SO THAT IS WHY U HAE THESE ON YOUR NECK. YEAH I AM GONNA KILL HIM FOR DOIN THIS TO MY NECK AGAIN. YEAH I REMEMBER WHEN HE LEFT HIS MARK BEFORE TAMEKAH SAYS TO ME. U HAD YOR NECK COVERED FOR ALMOST A WEEK. I DON'T Y HE LIKES DOING THIS TO ME. I DO MIA SAYS. HE IS LEAVING HIS MARK TO LET EVERYBODY KNOW THAT U R HIS AND NOBODY CAN HAVE U BUT HIM. SORRY WE MISSED THE PARTY LAST NIGHT FOR DERRICK ANGIE SAYS. DID U GO? YEAH I WENT AND THEN TANYA STARTED UP SOME S**T WITH NY SISTER TAMEKAH AND WITH ME SO I LEFT AND CAME BACK HERE. I WOULD HAVE STAYED AND LET HER BE MAD BARBARA SAYS TO ME. I KNOW BUT I DID NOT WANT TO RUIN HIS PARTY AND I WAS NOT TRYING TO GET INTO ANYHING WITH HER. I WOULD HAVE ANGIE SAYS. U AND MY SISTER R TOO MUCH ALIKE. U R SO RIGHT TAMEKAH SAYS. WE ALL HATE HER AND SHE DESERVES THIS RIGHT NOW. YEAH I KNOW AS WE STARTED TO LAUGH. SO WHERE IS DERRICK NOW? ANGIE ASKED ME. HE WENT HOME TO SHOWER AND CHANGE HIS CLOTHES. MAN I SAW TREY AND EM AND THEY LOOK GOOD BARBARA SAYS. WE KNOW AS WE LAUGHED AGAIN. Y R U NOT AT WORK? BARBARA ASKED ME. THE BUILDING IS AVING SOME REPAIRS DONE SO IT WILL NOT BE OPEN BACK UNTIL WEDNESDAY. I AM GLAD U TOLD ME BECAUSE I WAS ABOUT TO GO THIS MORNING TO GO TO WORK BARBARA SAYS. SARAH DIDN'T CALL U? SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH MY PHONE. SO IF SHE DID I WOULD NOT KNOW SHE SAYS. COME ON YA'LL LET'S HEAD OVER TO DERRICK HOUSE. I HAVE TO SEE HIS MOM AND I KNOW SHE IS PROBABLY WAITING ON US TO COME BY ANY WAY.

Aww that was too cute waking up next to D sleeping peacefully and then him saying that was the best sleep he had in a long time, all thanks to Tamarah.

I WOKE UP THE NEXT MORNING STARING OUT THE WINDOW. I WAS STILL IN SHOCK ABOUT WHAT HAD HAPPEN YESTERDAY BETWEEN DERRICK AND TANYA. DERRICK WAS STILL SLEEPING AND HE LOOKED SO PEACEFUL LAYING THERE. I WENT TO GO BRUSH MY TEETH AND HEAD DOWNSTAIRS TO GO FIX BREAKFAST. I DID NOT WANT TO WAKE HIM BECAUSE I KNOW HE COULD USE THE REST RIGHT NOW. HEY GIRL LISA SAYS. GOOD MORNING YA'LL. I SEE U R NICE AND RELAXED THIS MORNING MY SISTER SAYS. I DO FEEL RELAX AND I SLEPT GOOD LAST NIGHT. YEAH WE KNOW MIKA SAYS. SO WHERE IS DERRICK? MY SISTER ASKED ME. HE IS UPSTAIRS SLEEPING STILL. I DID NOT WANT TO WAKE HIM. U BETTER COVER THAT HICKEY UP MIKA SAYS. I AM GONNA KILL HIM. HE PUT ANOTHER ONE ON MY NECK. SO U GUYS R OFFICIALLY TOGETHER AND HE NEEDED TO LEAVE HER ASS MY SISTER SAYS. I KNOW BRENDA IS GONNA BE REALLY HAPPY ABOUT THIS IF SHE DOESN'T ALREADY KNOW BY NOW. YEAH I KNOW SHE IS AND I AM GLAD THIS HAPPENED TOO. GOOD MORNING EVERYBODY. GOOD MORNING DERRICK MY GIRLS SAY TO HIM IN UNISON. GOOD MORNING DERRICK I SAY TO HIM. GOOD MORNING TAMARAH. I HAVE NOT SLEPT THAT GOOD IN A WHILE HE SAYS. THAT IS Y I DID NOT WAKE U. I KNEW U COULD USE THE REST. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR NECK? DERRICK ASKED ME. A VAMPIRE BITE ME LAST NIGHT I TELL DERRICK LAUGHING. I AM GONNA HEAD HOME TO CHANGE AND SHOWER HE SAYS. I WILL BE RIGHT BACK WHEN I AM DONE. ALRIGHT I WILL SEE U LATER THEN DERRICK. SEE U GIRLS. BYE DERRICK THEY ALL SAY TO HIM. HE LAUGHED AND LEFT OUT THE DOOR. YA'LL R CRAZY I TELL THEM. Y R NOT READY FOR WORK? MIKA ASKED ME. THE CENTER IS GONNA BE CLOSE FOR THE NEXT TWO DAYS FOR REPAIRS. SO I GET TO ENJOY TWO DAYS OFF FROM WORK. I LIKE WORKING THERE BUT I COULD USE A BREAK FROM THOSE KIDS. I LOVE THEM BUT THEY CAN BE A PAIN SOMETIMES. SO U GONNA GET TO SPEND TIME WITH DERRICK FOR THE NEXT TWO DAYS? LISA ASKED ME. YEAH AND I CAN'T WAIT. YA'LL CAN GET SOME OF THIS FOOD I JUST FIX. I AM GONNA GO GET IN THE SHOWER AND COME BACK DOWN AND EAT.

Awww yay she got her boo. F off Tanya you've just been dismissed. Cant wait Derrick put it down huh lol.

ALRIGHT DERRICK WHAT DID U WANT TO TALK ABOUT? HE WAS PACING BACK AND FORTH NOT SAYING ANYTHING. DERRICK ITS ME AND TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED. I AM JUST SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW. TANYA IS REALLY STARTING TO PISS ME OFF RIGHT NOW. COME SIT DOWN WITH ME AND JUST BREATHE OK. I HAVE NEVER SEEN HIM ANGRY LIKE THIS BEFORE. HE MAY BE A QUIET AND SHY PERSON, BUT WHEN HE GET ANGRY ITS LIKE HE IS A DIFFERENT PERSON. U GUYS WERE ARGUING ABOUT ME. YEAH BUT HER TELLING ME NOT TO TALK AND SEE IT NOT GONNA HAPPEN. I AM SORRY DERRICK ABOUT THIS. U SHOULD NOT BE APOLOGIZING ABOUT ANYTHING HE SAYS. U HAVE NOT DONE ANYTHING WRONG TO HER FOR HER TO BE CALLING U THE NAMES SHE HAS BEEN SAYING. SO Y WON'T U JUST LEAVE HER? I AM JUST AFRAID SHE MIGHT THROW MY NAME IN THE DIRT AND DO THE SAME TO U. IF SHE DOES, U KNOW I WILL BE THERE FOR U. AND IF SHE BRINGS ME INTO IT, I AM A BIG GIRL AND I CAN HANDLE MYSELF. I KNOW WHAT I HAVE TO NOW DERRICK SAYS TO ME. I WANT U TO BE THERE WHEN I TELL HER DERRICK SAYS. I DON'T THINK THAT IS A GOOD IDEA. I KNOW BUT I REALLY NEED U RIGHT NOW HE SAYS. PLEASE HE SAYS MAKING A SAD FACE AT ME. ALRIGHT FINE I WILL BE THERE WITH U DERRICK. BESIDE I CAN'T SAY NO TO MY POOH BEAR. I REALLY WANT TO KISS U RIGHT NOW. AS HE WAS ABOUT TO KISS ME, HIS PHONE STARTS RINGING. I THINK U BETTER ANSWER THAT. IT CAN WAIT HE SAYS. IF THAT IS HER, THEN U KNOW SHE GONNA KEEP CALLING U UNTIL U ANSWER YOUR PHONE. LIKE I SAID, SHE CAN WAIT AS HE STARTS KISSING ME. DERRICK WAIT A MINUTE AS I BROKE OUR KISS. WHAT IS THE PROBLEM? R U SURE THIS IS WHAT U WANT? I AM JUST ASKING THAT'S ALL. YES I AM SURE AS WE STARTED KISSING AGAIN. HE POSITION HIMSELF BETWEEN MY LEGS AND WE CONTINUED KISSING. HIS PHONE KEPT ON RINGING AND HE IGNORED IT.

I HEAR A KNOCK AT MY DOOR. DON'T ANSWER THAT HE SAYS TO ME KISSING MY NECK. DERRICK, TANYA IS DOWNSTAIRS ASKING FOR U. ALRIGHT I WILL BE RIGHT DOWN. DERRICK I BET NOT HAVE HICKEY ON MY NECK LIKE U DID THE LAST TIME. HE STARTED LAUGHING AND GAVE ME ONE LAST KISS BEFORE HE LEFT OUT THE ROOM. I LOOKED IN THE MIRROR AND SAW IT WAS STARTING TO COME IN. HE STARTED LAUGHING AND LEFT THE ROOM. I WENT DOWN STAIRS WITH HIM COVERING MY NECK WITH MY HAND. WHAT DO U WANT TANYA? HE ASKED HER. CAN WE TALK PLEASE? WE CAN TALK TOMORROW HE SAYS TO HER. SO U CAN TALK TO HER AND NOT ME SHE SAYS. NOW U WANT TO TALK TO ME ABOUT WHAT HAS BEEN HAPPENING IN THIS SO CALLED RELATIONSHIP. WE HAVE NOT BEEN HAPPY FOR AWHILE NOW HE SAYS. ALL U CARE ABOUT IS MY CAREER AND WHAT I HAVE BECOME TANYA. I WASN'T SEEING IT BEFORE, BUT NOW I AM SEEING THINGS MORE CLEARLY NOW. WE WILL GIVE U GUYS SOME PRIVACY MY SISTER SAYS. COME ON YA'LL LETS GO IN THE HOUSE. TAMARAH I WANT U STAY DERRICK SAYS. NO SHE CAN GO IN THE HOUSE WITH THE REST OF THEM. NO I SAID STAY. I WAS GONNA TELL U THIS TOMORROW BUT I THINK SINCE U R HERE I CAN TELL U NOW. R U BREAKING UP WITH ME DERRICK? YES I AM TANYA. SO U WANT TO BE WITH HER NOW SHE SAYS. I DO AND I SHOULD HAVE BEEN WITH HER ANYWAY. LIKE I SAID BEFORE U CARE ABOUT ONE THING AND THAT IS MY MONEY AND ME BEING FAMOUS. I WANTED SO HARD TO BELIEVE U WERE NOT THAT KIND OF GIRL. BUT LATELY U HAVE BEEN SPENDING MY MONEY AND NOT EVEN SHOWING ME THAT U LOVE ME TANYA. U MIGHT THINK U DO, BUT U DON'T AND I CAN TELL HE SAYS.

WE R DONE TANYA AND I WANT YOUR STUFF YOUR STUFF OUT OF MY HOUSE. DERRICK WE CAN WORK THROUGH THIS SHE SAYS. NO WE CAN NOT AND I DONE TALKING ABOUT IT. U B**CH SHE SAYS TO ME. I KNEW U WERE TRYING TO BREAK US UP. FIRST OF ALL...........NO I GOT THIS DERRICK SAYS. SHE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING. I WAS THE ONE WHO DID THIS NOT HER. I CAN'T HELP HOW I FEEL FOR HER TANYA. DID U SLEEP WITH HER? WHY? DID U SLEEP WITH HER? SHE YELLS AT HIM. HELL YEAH I DID HE SAYS. SO THAT IS WHY U R OVER HERE. I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT NOW HE SAYS. I SLEPT WITH HER THAT NIGHT BEFORE I LEFT FOR THE SEASON LAST YEAR. WE PROBABLY WOULD HAVE DONE IT AGAIN IF U HAD NOT SHOWED UP HE SAYS TO HER. I COULD NOT BELIEVE HE WAS GOING IN AT HER LIKE THIS. I WAS JUST COVERING MY MOUTH AND WAS JUST AMAZED BY HOW HE WAS TALKING TO HER. U R REALLY ENJOYING THIS RIGHT NOW SHE SAYS TO ME. I STARTED LAUGHING. U HAD THIS COMING TANYA I TELL HER. U BROUGHT THIS ON YOURSELF AND DON'T BLAME ME FOR SOMETHING U DO DID. THIS IS NOT OVER DERRICK. YEAH IT IS AND U CAN TRY AND TRASH MY NAME ALL U WANT, BUT I WE R DONE AND I KNOW THE TRUTH. SO U CAN LEAVE NOW TANYA DERRICK SAYS. U BETTER WATCH YOUR BACK TAMARAH SHE SAYS TO ME. BYE TANYA I TELL HER. U R GONNA REGRET THIS ONE OF TANYA'S FRIENDS SAY. THE ONLY THING I REGRET IS BEING WITH THAT RIGHT THERE DERRICK SAYS.

HOW DO U FEEL RIGHT NOW? I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER DERRICK SAYS. NOW THAT SHE IS GONE, HOW ABOUT WE FINISH WHAT WE STARTED UPSTAIRS. SORRY DERRICK I CAN'T. WHY NOT? HE SAYS KISSING AT MY LIPS. I HAVE TO GET UP EARLY TOMORROW. I PROMISE I WON'T KEEP U UP ALL NIGHT LIKE LAST TIME HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. YEAH U SAY THAT NOW DERRICK AS WE WALKED INTO MY HOUSE. FINALLY, U LEFT THAT B**CH TAMEKAH SAYS. I CAN'T BELIEVE U TALK TO HER LIKE THAT CHRIS SAYS. WE HAVE NEVER HEARD U GO AT SOMEBODY LIKE THAT BEFORE. I THINK WE OUR HABIT FINALLY KICK IN JUST NOW TREY SAYS TO HIM. I JUST TOLD HER THE TRUTH AND I AM HAPPY RIGHT NOW. SO R U GUYS OFFICIALLY TOGETHER? MIKA ASKED. WE DID NOT ANSWER. I TAKE THAT AS A YES THEN DRAKE SAYS. IS THAT MY PHONE RINGING? YEAH IT IS MY SISTER SAYS. I LEFT IT UPSTAIRS. HELLO I SAY. R U OK? YES I AM FINE. THIS IS SARAH CALLING. HEY SARAH. I WAS CALLING TO LET U KNOW THAT THE CENTER WILL BE CLOSED TOMORROW BECAUSE SOME REPAIRS NEED TO BE DONE. SO U DON'T HAVE TO COME IN TOMORROW. ALRIGHT THEN SARAH. I CALLED EVERYONE INCLUDING THE PARENTS. OK THEN. IT SHOULD BE BACK OPEN ON WEDNESDAY SHE SAYS. ALRIGHT THEN I WILL SEE U GUYS IN TWO DAYS THEN. BYE TAMARAH. BYE SARAH. IS EVERYTHING OK? YEAH DERRICK. THAT WAS SARAH CALLING ME TO TELL ME THAT I HAVE THE NEXT TWO DAYS OFF BECAUSE THE CENTER NEEDS SOME REPAIRS DONE TO IT. SO U DON'T HAVE TO GO INTO WORK TOMORROW? NO I DON'T DERRICK. SO NOW WE HAVE THE REST OF THE NIGHT TO WHAT I WANTED TO DO AS HE LOCKS THE DOOR. I HAVE BEEN WAITING A LONG TIME TO DO THIS HE SAYS TO ME. WELL U DON'T HAVE TO WAIT ANY LONGER NOW DERRICK.

WE FALL ON BED KISSING EACH OTHER. IT DIDN'T TAKE US VERY LONG TO TAKE OUR CLOTHES OFF. HE KISS ME SO SOFTLY ALL OVER MY BODY. HE PUT HIS D**K RIGHT INTO ME NOT WASTING ANY TIME. YOUR P***Y IS TIGHT HE SAYS. HE STARTED TAKING LONG DEEP STROKES INTO ME. HE BEGAN TO CARESS MY BREAST AS HE LICKED AND SUCK ON THEM. IT WAS FEELING SO GOOD RIGHT NOW. AW S**T DERRICK. THAT FEELS SO GOOD. HE CAME DOWN AND STARTED KISSING ME AS HE WENT IN AND OUT OF ME. I STARTED TO DIG MY NAILS INTO HIS BACK. I FINALLY HAD WHAT I WANTED AND AND SO DID HE. I LOVE U TAMARAH. I LOVE U TOO DERRICK. HE MADE LOVE TO ME THE WHOLE NIGHT AND I WAS HAPPY.

Derrick needs to gone ahead and dismiss Tanya, she worthless, and besides he knows he's feeling Tamarah something tough so just needs to admit it and make her wifey. Trey, Chris, Tyga and Drake are too damn goofy but I see they diggin Tamarah and her girls. I wonder what Derrick wants to "Talk" about with T. We shall see huh. Upz!!

I STARTED TO LAUGH A LITTLE BIT THINKING ABOUT HIM CLOSING THE DOOR IN TANYA'S FACE. I KNOW RIGHT NOW SHE IS PISSED OFF AT WHAT HE JUST DID TO HER WHILE ON HE PHONE WITH ME. I CAN ALREADY HEAR HIM TELLING ME ABOUT HER ASS TOMORROW AND THE ARGUMENT THEY HAD. IT FELT SO GOOD JUST TALKING TO HIM LIKE THAT ON PHONE LIKE HOW WE USE TO DO. I JUST HOPE HE IS ALRIGHT ABOUT NO MAKING TO ALL THE WAY TO WIN A CHAMPIONSHIP THIS YEAR. WHEN IT COMES TO BASKETBALL, HE REALLY PUTS HIS EVERYTHING INTO IT. HE HAS REALLY TAKEN THIS TEAM FAR AND I KNOW HE FEELS LIKE HE LET THE TEAM DOWN. I CAN TELL HE IS FEELING THIS WAY. BUT I KNOW THIS SEASON COMING UP WILL BE BETTER AND I KNOW EVERYONE ON THE TEAM HAS LEARNED A LOT AND WILL BE MUCH BETTER WHEN THE SEASON STARTS UP AGAIN. I WAS HAPPY THAT WENT AS FAR AS THEY DID AND HAD THE TOP RECORD IN THE NBA. SO I THINK THIS TIME OFF WILL HELP HIM. BEING HOME WITH EVERYONE RIGHT NOW IS WHAT HE NEEDS RIGHT NOW. I HEAR MY DOOR BELL RING. I AM COMING DAMN. I OPENED THE DOOR AN SAW TREY AND CHRIS STANDING THERE. WHO THE F**K R U CURSING AT? CHRIS SAYS. YA'LL ASSES. RINGING MY DOOR BELL LIKE THAT. DAMN I HEAR BOTH OF THEM SAY. WHERE YOUR SISTER AND EM AT? TREY ASKED. THEY R ACROSS THE STREET AT DERRICK'S HOUSE FOR HIS PARTY. AW S**T THAT NIGGA BACK HOME CHRIS SAYS. YEAH YA'LL BUDDY IS BACK HOME. Y U NOT OVER THERE? TREY ASKED ME. I JUST LOOKED AT HIM. I WAS OVER THERE FOR A LITTLE BIT, BUT U KNOW TANYA. PLUS, MY SISTER AND HER GOT INTO AND THEN SHE SAID SOME STUFF TO ME SO I FIGURE THAT WAS MY Q TO LEAVE. I DID WANT TO CAUSE ANY TROUBLE AT HIS PARTY FOR HIM.

WELL WE R GONNA LEAVE U AND GO WELCOME OUR NIGGA BACK HOME TREY SAYS. WE WILL SEE U LATER TAMARAH. BYE GUYS AS I CLOSED THE DOOR. MY DOOR BELL RANG AGAIN. WHAT DO U GUYS WANT NOW? DAMN I HEAR THEM SAYS. I STARTED LAUGHING. IS CHRIS AND TREY HERE? DRAKE ASKED ME. NO THEY WENT ACROSS THE STREET TO DERRICK'S HOUSE FOR HIS WELCOME HOME PARTY. I FORGOT THAT NIGGA CAME BACK HOME TODAY TYGA SAYS. THEY R RIGHT THERE I TELL THEM. BYE TAMARAH. BYE. ALL OF THEM HUNG OUT TOGETHER. U NEVER SEEN APART. THEY HUNG OUT EVERYDAY WITH EACH OTHER. THEY R ALL BEST FRIENDS AND THEY WERE HAPPY FOR DERRICK WHEN HE GOT HIS SHOT TO BE IN THE NBA. SO I ALREADY KNOW WHAT IT IS GONNA BE LIKE NOW THAT THEY R BACK TOGETHER NOW.

MEAN WHILE BACK AT THE PARTY....................

I KNOW U DIDN'T CLOSE THE DOOR IN MY FACE DERRICK. TANYA I AM NOT TRYING TO HEAR U RIGHT NOW. I TOLD U I DID NOT WANT U TALKING TO HER OR BEING AROUND U. U HEAR ME TALKING TO U. I HEAR TANYA AND I AM NOT HEARING U RIGHT NOW. SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND AND I WILL TALK AND SEE HER. NO U WILL NOT SHE SAYS. YES I WILL AND I THROUGH TALKING ABOUT THIS WITH U TANYA. I AM NOT GONNA LET U DO THIS TO ME. WE WILL TALK ABOUT THIS LATER AS THEY GO DOWNSTAIRS. THERE U R DERRICK HIS MOM SAYS. DERRICK WE R NOT DONE TALKING ABOUT THIS SHE YELLS TO HIM. YES WE R DONE SO STOP F**KING YELLING. WHAT EVER YA'LL R ARGUING ABOUT IT CAN WAIT HIS MOM SAYS. I WOULD LIKE TO SAYS THAT WE R PROUD OF U AND WE R HAPPY U R HOME. I KNOW IT WAS HARD FOR U TO SEE U GUYS NOT MAKE IT ALL THE WAY TO THE CHAMPIONSHIP. BUT I KNOW U GUYS WILL DO BETTER NEXT YEAR AND WE CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT HIS MOM SAYS. I LOVE SO MUCH POOH BEAR AND WELCOME HOME. THANK U MOMMA HE SAYS. HIS BROTHERS BRING OUT HIS CAKE FOR HIM. IT HAD HIS NAME ON IT AND THE NUMBER 1 RIGHT IN THE CENTER WITH PICTURES OF EVERYONE ON THERE EXCEPT TANYA. I DON'T SEE A PICTURE OF US ON HERE TANYA SAYS. THAT IS BECAUSE U DID NOT GIVE A PICTURE OF U TWO TOGETHER LIKE I ASKED U TOO TO GET FOR ME. I THOUGHT U HAD PICTURES OF US ALREADY. WELL U THOUGH WRONG TANYA BRENDA SAYS TO HER. SO U CAN PUT THIS B**CH ON HERE AND NOT ME. DON'T BE CALLING MY SISTER A B**CH MY SISTER SAYS. I AM JUST CALLING IT AS I SEE IT TANYA SAYS TO HER.

TANYA JUST CALM DOWN DERRICK SAYS. SO NOW U TAKING UP FOR HER NOW. THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT DERRICK. SHE IS CAUSING ALL THIS DRAMA BETWEEN US AND U R LETTING HER. ONLY DRAMA I AM SEEING RIGHT NOW IS FROM U TANYA. IF U DON'T LIKE IT, THEN U CAN LEAVE. U R NOT GONNA TELL ME WHO I CAN AND CAN NOT SEE. SHE HAS NOT DONE ANYTHING TO U. I DON'T TELL U U CAN'T BE FRIEND WITH YOUR EX WHEN HE COMES AND SEE U AT MY HOUSE DERRICK SAYS. SO U CAN CUT THIS OUT RIGHT NOW. U KNOW WHAT I AM LEAVING AND WE WILL TALK ABOUT THIS AT HOME. NO WE R DONE TALKING ABOUT THIS AND I AM STAYING HERE TONIGHT. SO U CAN GO BACK HOME AND STAY THERE FOR TONIGHT. ALRIGHT FINE DERRICK. DERRICK.........MOM NOT NOW PLEASE. LETS JUST CUT THIS CAKE PLEASE. HEY DERRICK LOOK WHO HERE REGGIE SAYS. WELCOME HOME NIGGA TREY SAYS. WASSUP YA'LL. U ALRIGHT NIGGA? CHRIS ASKED HIM. YEAH I AM. R U STILL WITH HER? DRAKE ASKED HIM. I DON'T KNOW MAN. I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHERE MY HEAD IS RIGHT NOW. SHE IS REALLY STARTING TO GET ON MY DAMN NERVES RIGHT NOW. WELL JUST LEAVE HER ASS THEN TYGA SAYS. WE JUST SAW TAMARAH CHRIS SAYS. SHE IS LOOKING GOOD AS HELL RIGHT NOW DERRICK. YEAH I KNOW NIGGA. SO Y R U TOO NOT TOGETHER RIGHT NOW. THIS WHOLE THING WITH TANYA AND MY I........ I JUST HAVE SOME DECISION I NEED TO MAKE DERRICK SAYS. IN THIS CASE THE DECISION IS SIMPLE DRAKE SAYS. TO U GUYS IT MAY BE SIMPLE BUT I FEEL LIKE IF I DUMP TANYA SHE IS GONNA TRY AND RUIN ME.

I DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN TO ME OR TAMARAH. I JUST WANT TO BE HERE AND RELAX WITH MY PEOPLE. BUT THAT IS WHAT HAPPENS AND WE KNOW U CAN DEAL WITH IT TYGA SAYS. I AM PRETTY SURE TAMARAH CAN HANDLE HERSELF AS WELL. I GUESS U GUYS R RIGHT. I REALLY MISS HANGIN OUT WITH YA'LL NIGGAS DERRICK SAYS. HOW ABOUT WE HANG OUT TOMORROW? TREY SAYS. WE CAN MEET AT THE COURT TOMORROW LIKE WE USE TO DO TYGA SAYS. ALRIGHT WE CAN DO THAT TOMORROW DERRICK SAYS. COME ON YA'LL LET GO OUTSIDE CHRIS SAYS. MS .ROSE WE R GONNA HEAD HOME AND WE REALLY ENJOYED OURSELVES TONIGHT. I AM GLAD U GUYS DID AND I AM SORRY ABOUT TANYA. THAT IS ALRIGHT AND WE KNEW SHE WAS GONNA ACT LIKE THAT ANYWAY. HERE IS YOUR SISTER FOOD AND TELL HER I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING HER COME BACK OVER HERE. WE WILL TELL HER LISA SAYS. HERE R U GUYS JACKETS ALLAN SAYS. SEE U GUYS LATER. BYE MS. ROSE. CAN WE PLEASE GET PASS? AS THE GUYS MOVE OUT THE WAY. WE HAD FUN DERRICK AND WELCOME HOME. THANK U HE SAYS. DAMN YA'LL LOOK GOOD TREY SAYS BITING HIS LIP. THE GIRLS JUST SMILED AND WALKED AWAY. THEY R NOTHING LIKE THESE OTHER GIRLS AROUND HERE DRAKE SAYS. YEAH THAT IS Y I LIKE HANGIN OUT WITH THEM DERRICK SAYS. THEY GOT JOBS AND DON'T EXPECT NO MAN TO TAKE CARE OF THEM TREY SAYS. YEAH AND PRETTY MUCH EVERY GIRL AROUND HERE DON'T LIKE THEM CHRIS SAYS. U KNOW WHAT I HAVE NOTICED THAT DERRICK SAYS. THEY HAVE THAT HOUSE OVER THERE AND MOST OF THESE GIRLS AROUND HERE GET MONEY FROM DOING ANY EVERYTHING WITH THESE GUYS DRAKE SAYS. YEAH LIKE THEM GIRLS U GUYS ALWAYS R AROUND DERRICK SAYS. YEAH AND U GOT ONE OF THEM TOO TYGA SAYS AS THEY ALL STARTED LAUGHING.

CAN'T FIND YOUR KEY CAN U AS I OPENED THE DOOR. U LEFT IT HERE WHEN U CAME BACK THE FIRST TIME. HERE IS YOUR FOOD MY SISTER SAYS. I WILL EAT THIS TOMORROW FOR MY LUNCH. COME ON OUT HERE AND SIT WITH US FOR AWHILE TAMARAH LISA SAYS. LET ME GO PUT THIS UP AND I WILL BE RIGHT OUT. THEY R STILL WATCHING US MIKA SAYS. YEAH THEY R. JUST LIKE OLD TIMES LISA SAYS. I SEE THEY R WATCHING US AS USUAL I TELL MY GIRLS. DAMN TAMARAH LOOKS GOOD CHRIS SAYS. SO WHEN R U GONNA HIT THAT? CHRIS SAYS. HE ALREADY DID DWAYNE SAYS. KNOW HE DIDN'T DRAKE SAYS. YEAH HE DID AND WE JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT IT ALLAN SAYS. WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN? TYGA SAYS. THE DAY BEFORE I LEFT TO LEAVE FOR THE SEASON. SO JUST DROP IT DERRICK SAYS WALKING OVER TOWARD US. HERE COMES YOUR MAN TAMARAH. I WISH U GUYS WOULD STOP SAYING THAT S**T. HELLO LADIES. HI DERRICK MY GIRLS SAY TOGETHER. I STARTED LAUGHING. TAMARAH CAN I TALK TO U IN PRIVATE. SURE WE CAN GO TO MY ROOM AND TALK. SO WHERE R THEY GOING? CHRIS ASKED. THEY R GOING TO TALK MY SISTER SAYS. YEAH WHATEVER TREY SAYS. THEY R NOT GOING TO TALK TYGA SAYS. MAY BE THEY R MIKA SAYS. MIKA NOW U KNOW LISA SAYS OT HER. YEAH YA'LL RIGHT.

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I WILL UPDATE AGAIN TOMORROW

I WENT BACK INTO MY HOUSE AND WATCHED A LITTLE TV FOR AWHILE. I LOOKED DOWN AND SEE MY SISTER CALLING ME. HELLO SIS. R U OK? I AM FINE TAMEKAH. R U OK? YEAH I AM FINE. I CAN'T STAND THAT B**CH THOUGH. U SHOULD HAVE LET ME BEAT HER ASS. U R CRAZY AS I STARTED LAUGHING. I AM DEAD SERIOUS RIGHT NOW. SHE JUST REALLY GET ON MY NERVES. I JUST CAN'T SEE HOW U R CALM ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING THOUGH. WELL U KNOW ME SIS AND I AM NOT THAT TYPE OF PERSON UNLESS I NEED TO BE. WHAT DID U AND DERRICK TALK ABOUT? NOTHING IMPORTANT. HE JUST APOLOGIZE TO ME ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED AND THAT HE WAS HAPPY THAT I CAME. I SAW U KISS HIM. IT WAS A FRIENDLY KISS ON THE CHEEK TAMEKAH. I KNOW BUT I SEE HOW HE LOOKS AT U AND THE WAY U LOOK AT HIM. TAMEKAH......... I KNOW SIS I AM JUST SAYING THAT'S ALL. IT IS SO QUIET. I AM IN THE KITCHEN. I HAD TO GET AWAY FROM THAT OUT THERE SHE SAYS. AND I GETTING U A PLATE READY TO BRING HOME. ALRIGHT THEN. WHAT R U DOING? I AM JUST WATCHING TV. WELL WE BE HOME IN A LITTLE BIT. BRENDA WANTS US TO STAY TO SEE THE CAKE SHE GOT FOR HIM. IS THAT YOUR SISTER ON THE PHONE? I HEAR BRENDA ASKED. YES IT IS. WHAT DOES SHE WANT TO EAT? JUST TELL HER TO SEND ME SOMETHING OF EVERYTHING. SHE SAID SOMETHING OF EVERYTHING MS. ROSE. ALRIGHT THEN I HEAR HER SAY. I AM GONNA LET U GO THEN TAMARAH. ALRIGHT I WILL SEE U YA'LL WHEN YA'LL GET HERE. PLEASE DON'T GET INTO IT WITH TANYA. I AM NOT MAKING ANY PROMISES BUT I WILL SHE SAYS. ALRIGHT BYE TAMEKAH. BYE.

MY SISTER IS CRAZY. SHE ALWAYS HAS MY BACK AND MY FRIENDS DO TO. I HEAR MY PHONE RING AGAIN. U KNOW U SHOULD NOT BE CALLING ME. SO WE CAN'T TALK ON THE PHONE NOW DERRICK SAYS. U KNOW HOW TANYA'S ASS IS. I AM NOT DOING ANYTHING WRONG SO SHE CAN'T GET MAD. WHERE R U AT? I AM IN MY ROOM HE SAYS. Y DO U ASK. BECAUSE IT IS QUIET AND I DON'T HERE TANYA IN YOUR EAR. HE STARTED LAUGHING. R U IN YOUR ROOM? NO I AM DOWN STAIRS WATCHING TV. GO UPSTAIRS TO YOUR ROOM TO THE WINDOW. WHY? JUST TAKE YO ASS UPSTAIRS HE SAYS. I GO UPSTAIRS TO MY ROOM AND SEE HIM WAVING AT ME OUT HIS WINDOW. U R CRAZY AS I STARTED LAUGHING. I MISS HEARING U LAUGH AND SEEING U SMILE HE SAYS. SO Y DID U CALL ME DERRICK? I HAD TO TALK TO SOMEBODY. U COULD NOT TALK TO TANYA. SHE IS DOWN THERE TALKING ABOUT ME AND HOW MY CAREER WAS AND HOW SHE HAS BIG PLANS FOR ME NEXT YEAR AND I JUST WANT TO COME BACK HERE AND BE DERRICK. EVERYBODY CALLING ME FAMOUS AND D-ROSE AND.............. I KNOW DERRICK. U R NOT USE TO THIS ATTENTION. YEAH BUT THEY R TREATING LIKE I AM THIS NEW PERSON AND I AM STILL THE SAME PERSON. THEY R JUST EXCITED ABOUT U MAKING IT BIG AND COMING FROM THIS NEIGHBORHOOD LET THEM KNOW ANYBODY CAN BECOME WHATEVER THEY WANT TODAY. I KNOW IT IS MUCH TO TAKE IN BUT I SEE U CAN HANDLE IT. I WATCHED U IN YOUR INTERVIEWS AND U R BECOMING MORE COMFORTABLE WITH IT. I HAVE BUT I STILL DON'T I WILL EVER GET USE TO THIS THOUGH HE SAYS. I KNOW DERRICK. I JUST WANNA COME HOME AND JUST BE ME AND NOT THAT PERSON IN THE MEDIA ALL THE TIME. I AM HAPPY ABOUT PLAYING BALL BUT I JUST WANNA BE ABLE FOR PEOPLE TO JUST SEE I AM STILL DERRICK ROSE. THEY WILL AND AS LONG AS U KNOW WHO U R, THEN THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS AT THE END OF THE DAY.

IT CAN BE OVER WHELMING SOMETIMES, BUT I SEE THAT U CAN HANDLE IT. I TOLD TANYA TO NOT TALK ABOUT MY CAREER SO MUCH WHEN WE CAME BACK. BUT SHE IS JUST SO INTO MY CAREER FOR SOMEBODY WHO DOESN'T EVEN FOLLOW BASKETBALL AND NEVER CAME TO ANY OF MY GAME EXCEPT ONE HE SAYS. SHE ALWAYS SAYS SHE WAS BUSY OR SHE JUST DIDN'T WANT TO WATCH. THE GAME SHE DID COME TO, I HAD TO MAKE HER GO. I WANTED TO TELL HIM SO BADLY TO TELL HIM WHAT SHE IS TRYING DO. I MISS TALKING TO U LIKE THIS HE SAYS. I MISS THIS TOO. I CAN'T TALK TO TANYA LIKE THIS. I WAS HAPPY TO SEE U AT MY GAME AGAINST MIAMI. U KNOW I HAD TO BE THERE FOR THAT GAME. I WAS GLAD YOUR MOM ASKED ME TO COME AND SEE U PLAY. SHE ALSO TOLD ME U WERE AT EVERY HOME GAME WE HAD HERE. YEAH I WAS AND I ENJOY WATCHING U PLAY. I JUST WISH TANYA WAS LIKE U HE SAYS. MAYBE SHE WILL COME AROUND I TELL HIM. KNOWING IN MY MIND I DID NOT WANT TO SAY THAT. DERRICK R U IN HERE? YEAH I AM TANYA. EVERYBODY IS WAITING ON U DOWNSTAIRS. I WILL BE DOWN IN A MINUTE. WHO IS THAT ON THE PHONE? IT IS TAMARAH AND I WILL BE RIGHT THERE. U UP HERE TALKIN TO HER WHEN I TOLD U I DON'T WANT U TALKING TO HER AND I DON'T WANT HER AROUND U. I HEARD WHAT U SAID AND I AM NOT GONNA DO THAT. IF U CAN HERE THIS, U BETTA STAY AWAY FROM MY MAN B**CH. I AM NOT PLAYING WITH U AS I HEAR HIM CLOSING THE DOOR ON HER.

I KNOW U DIDN'T JUST CLOSE THIS DOOR ON ME. I WILL BE RIGHT DOWN. I AM SORRY ABOUT THAT. I AM GONNA LET U GO. THEY NEED ME DOWNSTAIRS. I ENJOYED TALKING TO U TAMARAH. I ENJOYED IT TOO. WILL I SEE U TOMORROW? WE WILL SEE DERRICK I TELL HIM. PROMISE. ALRIGHT I PROMISE. BYE DERRICK. BYE TAMARAH. I COULD STILL SEE HIM WAVING AT ME FROM HIS WINDOW AND ACTING GOOFY AS USUAL. I JUST WANTED TO REACH THROUGH MY PHONE AND SLAP THE S**T OUT HER. I SWEAR SHE TRIES ANYTHING WITH ME, SHE IS GONNA REGRET IT.

Should've let Mekah beat Tanyas ass lol. I cant wait till the truth comes out Tonya's face gone crack lol. Aew now Ms. Rose knows what happend, I can see her tryna get Derrick and Tam together.

WHAT DO U MEAN MS. ROSE? I ASKED HER. THE BOTH OF U KNOW WHAT I MEAN. I KNOW U STOP COMING OVER HERE BECAUSE OF HER. I HAVE A FEELING SOMETHING ELSE HAPPEN BETWEEN U TOO AND THAT IS THE REAL REASON U STOP COMING BY HERE. NOTHING ELSE HAPPEN BETWEEN US MOMMA DERRICK SAYS. HE IS RIGHT I DID STOP COMING OVER HERE BECAUSE OF HER AND THAT IS THE ONLY REASON. THE BOTH OF U R LYING TO ME RIGHT SHE SAYS. WE STILL DID NOT ANSWER HER. ALRIGHT I WILL NOT PUSH U GUYS TO TELL ME BUT WHATEVER IT IS I HOPE IT WON'T RUIN U GUYS FRIENDSHIP SHE SAYS. I PROMISE U MOMMA IT WON'T AS HE LOOKS OVER AT ME. ALRIGHT DERRICK U CAN GO BACK TO THE PARTY AND TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND TANYA. MOMMA PLEASE DON'T START. DERRICK I AM STARTING ANYTHING. THE WAY U SAID THAT..... JUST GO BACK TO THE PARTY BRENDA SAYS. ALRIGHT TAMARAH SPILL IT. SPILL WHAT? I WANNA KNOW WHAT WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN U TOO. U JUST SAID U WERE NOT GONNA PUSH THE MATTER. I KNOW I DID. I JUST THOUGHT U WOULD WANNA JUST TALK TO ME ABOUT IT WITHOUT DERRICK IN THE ROOM. I CAN'T BELIEVE U MS. ROSE AS I STARTED LAUGHING. I AM JUST TRYING TO WRAP MY FINGER AROUND THIS THAT IS ALL. U GUYS WERE SO CLOSE AND ALL OF A SUDDEN EVERYTHING JUST STOP BETWEEN U TO. WHAT DID HE DO THAT U GUYS JUST STOP TALKING? U KNOW U CAN TELL ME ANYTHING. NOT THIS TIME AND IF IT GETS OUT, I DON'T WANT THE MEDIA TO GET INTO THIS AND MAKE DERRICK HAVE TO BE IN THE SPOTLIGHT. I KNOW HOW HE FEELS ABOUT THIS WHOLE BECOMING FAMOUS AND I JUST FEEL LIKE IF THIS GETS OUT, IT MIGHT BE TO MUCH ON HIM.

U GUYS R STILL IN HERE REGGIE SAYS. YEAH WE R BRENDA SAYS. WHAT R U GUYS TALKING ABOUT IN HERE? ALLAN ASKED. NOTHING MUCH I TELL THEM. WE WERE JUST TALKING ABOUT HER AND DERRICK. SO SHE TOLD U ABOUT THE NIGHT BEFORE HE LEFT DWAYNE SAYS. NO BUT U JUST DID. SORRY HE SAYS. WHAT HAPPENED THAT NIGHT BEFORE HE LEFT. HOW DID U GUYS KNOW ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED THAT NIGHT I ASKD THEM. WE R GONNA LEAVE NOW ALLAN SAYS. SO SOMETHING DID HAPPEN BETWEEN U TO. IT IS ALREADY OUT THERE SO TELL ME TAMARAH SHE SAYS. DERRICK AND I........ I PAUSED FOR A SECOND BECAUSE I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO SAY ANYTHING TO HER. U AN DERRICK....... WE SLEPT TOGETHER THAT NIGHT BEFORE HE LEFT. IT WAS SOMETHING THAT JUST HAPPENED AND THAT IS THE REASON I STOP COMING OVER HERE. NOW I KNOW WHY HE WAS SO HAPPY AND ACTING THE WAY HE WAS THE NEXT DAY SHE SAYS. I REALLY DON'T WANT THIS TO GET OUT AND I THOUGHT IT WAS BEST JUST TO LEAVE AT THAT. WHAT ELSE HAPPENED? HE TOLD ME HE LOVE ME TO. SHE WAS LOST FOR WORDS. REGGIE GO TELL DERRICK TO COME HERE PLEASE? MS. ROSE DON'T PLEASE. IT WAS SOMETHING THAT WAS SAID AT THAT TIME. I THINK HE HAS TO FIGURE OUT WHAT HE WANT ON HIS OWN. I ALREADY TOLD HIM THAT AND HE SAID HE LOVE ME AGAIN AND THAT HE MEANT THEN AND HE MEANT NOW. I JUST THINK HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO LET TANYA GO JUST YET. I DON'T IF HE LOVES HER OR NOT BUT I TOLD HIM IT IS EITHER ME OR HER. SO I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHERE HIS MIND IS AT RIGHT NOW. SO PLEASE JUST LET IT BE FOR RIGHT NOW.

OK I WON'T SAY ANYTHING TO HIM BUT I WANNA STILL TALK TO HIM ABOUT THIS. JUST DON'T FORCE HIM TO DO TO WHAT U THINK IS BEST FOR HIM. HE NEED TO MAKE THAT DECISION ON HIS OWN RIGHT NOW. WE ALL KNOW WHAT KIND OF PERSON TANYA IS AND RIGHT NOW HE IS JUST NOT SEEING IT AND HE WILL EVENTUALLY. SEE THIS IS Y I LIKE U TO BE WITH DERRICK AND NOT THAT OUT THERE SHE SAYS. TAMARAH YOUR SISTER IS OUT HERE ARGUING WITH TANYA. U BETTER COME BEFORE SOMETHING COMES OUT THAT U DON'T WANNA COME OUT. SO WE LEFT THE KITCHEN AND THEY WERE JUST YELLING BACK AND FORTH WITH EACH OTHER. REGGIE IS HOLDING MY SISTER AND DERRICK IS HOLDING TANYA. LOOKS LIKE THEY WERE ABOUT TO FIGHT. TAMEKAH JUST STOP PLEASE. WHAT IS GOING ON? BRENDA ASKED, THIS B**CH STARTS TALKING S**T TO ME ABOUT TAMARAH. WHO U CALLING A B**CH AS SHE TRIES TO GET FREE FROM DERRICK. IT IS OK TAMEKAH. NO IT IS NOT OK TAMARAH. I AM SICK OF HER ALWAYS THROWING HER LITTLE RELATIONSHIP IN YOUR FACE AND IN MY FACE. LOOK I DID NOT COME OVER HERE TO START ANYTHING AND JUST LET GO. BUT..... JUST LET IT GO TAMEKAH. THIS IS Y U SHOULD NOT EVEN BE HERE TANYA SAYS TO ME. HE IS MY MAN AND NOT YOURS SHE SAYS TO ME. EITHER SHE GOES OR I AM LEAVING TANYA SAYS. BYE MY SISTER SAYS. I WILL LEAVE I SAYS TO EVERYONE. U DON'T HAVE U LEAVE JUST YET BRENDA SAYS. YES SHE DOES. I AM NOT TALKING TO U TANYA BRENDA SAYS. I KNOW BUT I REALLY DO NEED TO GET GOING. I HAVE TO GET UP EARLY FOR WORK TOMORROW. ALRIGHT THEN BUT U GIRLS STAY LONGER BRENDA SAYS TO MY SISTER AND THE REST OF THEM. IF U DON'T LIKE IT TANYA, THEN U CAN LEAVE BRENDA TELLS HER. I AM FINE SHE SAYS. DERRICK I CAN'T BELIEVE U R GONNA........MS. ROSE IT IS FINE I TELL HER. I WILL GET YOUR COAT REGGIE SAYS. THANK U. COME ON I WILL WALK U OUT BRENDA SAYS.

DERRICK I DON'T WANT HER NEAR U TANYA SAYS. WHY? R U SERIOUS RIGHT NOW. SHE IS JUST TRYING TO KEEP UP TROUBLE BETWEEN US AND I KNOW SHE WANTS U SHE SAYS. LIKE I TOLD U BEFORE, SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND AND NOTHING MORE OK. YEAH WELL I DON'T THINK SHE KNOW THAT TANYA SAYS. SHE DOES AND U CAN STOP BEING SO MAD. ALRIGHT BABY I BELIEVE U AS HE KISSES HIM. HERE IS YOUR COAT TAMARAH. THANK U REGGIE. I AM GLAD U CAME EVEN IF IT WAS FOR A SHORT TIME BRENDA SAYS. I AM GLAD TO AND I WILL START BACK COMING TO SEE U GUYS AGAIN. GOOD SHE SAYS. I AM SORRY ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING. IT IS OK AND I WILL BE FINE. I WILL SEE U GUYS AT HOME. I WILL SEND U HOME SOME FOOD AND SOME CAKE BRENDA SAYS TO ME. ALRIGHT BYE. BYE TAMARAH. TAMARAH WAIT A MINUTE. I AM SORRY ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED I THERE DERRICK SAYS. IT IS ALRIGHT AND U DON'T HAVE TO APOLOGIZE. I AM GLAD U CAME. I AM GLAD TO. I THINK U BETTER GO BECAUSE I SEE TANYA STANDING AT THE DOOR. WELCOME HOME DERRICK AS I GIVE HIM A KISS ON THE CHEEK AND WALKED BACK ACROSS THE STREET TO MY HOUSE.

Im diggin' this. D. Rose is a hottie. Aww its obvious him and Tamarah share a tight bond. it's cute even his moms loves her. But this Tanya chick needs to fall back and go away. She's such a thirsy beggy hoe. Run It!!

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I JUST STOOD THERE STARING OUT THE WINDOW. I STOP AND CHANGED MY MIND ABOUT GOING OVER THERE. SO I CHANGED AND PUT ME ON SOME CLOTHES AND HEADED TO HIS HOUSE FOR THE PARTY. I WAS REALLY ONLY GOING TO SEE HIS MOM BECAUSE I KNOW SHE REALLY WANTED ME THERE. A LITTLE PART OF ME DID GO BECAUSE DERRICK ASKED ME TO AS WELL. I JUST THREW ON A PAIR OF MY JEAN AND A TANK TOP WITH MY HEEL BOOTS AND WENT OVER THERE. AS I WAS WALKING, I HEARD THESE GUYS WHISTLING AT ME AS I CROSS THE STREET. I LOOKED BACK AND STARTED SMILING AS THE DROVE PASS. AS I WALKED TO THE DOOR, I SAW MS. ROSE STANDING AT DOOR. OH MY GOD I SEE HER SMILING. HI MS. ROSE. I AM SO GLAD U CAME AS SHE GIVES ME A LONG HUG. I MISS U SHE SAID. I MISSED U TOO. SO U FINALLY DECIDED TO SHOW UP? REGGIE SAYS WITH HIS ARMS FOLDED. WE BOTH STARTED LAUGHING AS HE GAVE ME A HUG. U KNOW WE MISS U AROUND HERE HE SAYS. I KNOW U GUYS DID. SO R WE GONNA START BACK SEEING U OVER HERE MORE. WE KNOW HOW THINGS R SO WHENEVER U WANT TO COME BY U CAN BRENDA SAYS TO ME. LET ME TAKE YOUR COAT REGGIE SAYS. SO U CAME LISA SAYS. YEAH I DECIDED TO COME. WE HAVE MUCH TO TALK ABOUT BRENDA SAYS TO ME. COME ON TO THE KITCHEN BECAUSE I WANT TO TALK TO U ABOUT SOMETHING SHE SAYS TO ME. IS THAT TAMARAH OVER THERE? DWAYNE SAYS. WHERE? ALLAN SAYS. OVER THERE WITH OUR MOM DWAYNE SAYS. YEAH THAT IS HER AND DAMN SHE LOOKS GOOD. WHO R U GUYS TALKING ABOUT NOW? DERRICK SAYS YOUR GIRL TAMARAH ALLAN SAYS. SHE IS HERE. YES RIGHT OVER THERE WITH MOMMA. SHE IS NOT MY GIRL. YEAH U KEEP SAYING THAT BUT WE ALREADY KNOW U LIKE HER. WE R JUST FRIEND DERRICK SAYS. SO U THINK U GUYS WILL GET BACK TOGETHER. AS FRIENDS ALLAN SAYS. I DON'T KNOW BECAUSE AFTER SLEEPING WITH HER THE NIGHT BEFORE I LEFT I DON'T THINK WE WILL EVER BE FRIENDS AGAIN. WAIT WAIT WAIT DWAYNE SAYS. DID U JUST SAY U GUYS SLEPT TOGETHER? HE DID NOT SAYS ANYTHING. U SLEPT WITH TAMARAH AND U DIDN'T TELL US ALLAN SAYS. CAN U KEEP YOUR VOICE DOWN NIGGA.

COME ON DERRICK REGGIE SAYS. WE NEED TO TALK. U HAD SEX WITH TAMARAH? REGGIE SAYS. U ALREADY TOLD US SO TELL US WHAT HAPPENED DWAYNE SAYS. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS DERRICK SAYS. YES WE R ALLAN SAYS. NOW I SEE WHY SHE STOP COMING AROUND HERE. AND I SEE Y U WERE SO HAPPY THE NEXT MORNING BEFORE U LEFT FOR THE SEASON REGGIE SAYS. IT WAS SOMETHING THAT JUST HAPPEN. WE WERE JUST TALKING AND TALKING ABOUT OLD STORIES ABOUT HANGIN OUT AND I KISSED HER. NEXT THING I KNOW WE WERE HAVING SEX AND I TOLD HER I LOVED HER DERRICK SAYS. I WOULD MAD AS YOUR ASS TOO DWAYNE SAYS. Y WOULD U TELL HER THAT THAN GO BACK TO TANYA ALLAN SAYS. I DON'T KNOW DERRICK SAYS. I DO LOVE HER DERRICK SAYS I JUST.......... AS HE PAUSED. I GUESS SHE WAS RIGHT WHEN SHE SAID I HAD TO MAKE SOME BIG DECISION. HELL YEAH U DO REGGIE SAYS. U CAN'T KEEP TELLING HER THESE THINGS AND EXPECT HER TO JUST WAIT ON U. SO YEAH U DO HAVE SOME DECISION TO MAKE DERRICK. THERE U GUYS R TANYA SAYS. YOUR MOM IS LOOKING FOR U DERRICK. ALRIGHT TELL HER I WILL BE RIGHT THERE. I JUST HAVE ONE QUESTION ALLAN ASKED. WAS SHE GOOD? I AM LEAVING DERRICK SAYS. YEAH SHE WAS GOOD DWAYNE SAYS. I KNOW SHE WAS BECAUSE OF THE WAY U ACTED BEFORE WE LEFT. ALRIGHT SHUT UP AS THEY ALL STARTED LAUGHING.

U WANTED TO SEE ME MOMMA? DERRICK SAYS. LOOK WHO IS HERE SHE SAYS. I KNOW HE SAYS. I SAW HER WHEN U GUYS CAME INTO THE KITCHEN. I WANTED TO TALK TO THE BOTH OF U SHE SAYS. THEN WE HERE TANYA'S ASS COMING INTO THE KITCHEN. DERRICK I NEED.......... AS SHE PAUSED. WHAT R U DOING HERE? TANYA SAYS. NICE TO SEE U TOO. SHE HAS THE RIGHT TO BE HERE TANYA BRENDA SAYS. DID U INVITE HER HERE DERRICK? NO BUT I WANTED HER TO BE HE SAYS. SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND AND I WANTED HER HERE. WELL I DON'T THINK SHE SHOULD BE HERE. WELL THIS IS NOT YOUR HOUSE BRENDA SAYS. I WANTED HER TO BE HERE. RIGHT NOW I WAS GONNA TALK TO THEM. SO IF U R DONE HERE, THIS IS A PRIVATE CONVERSATION. WELL I AM STAYING IF THIS INVOLVES DERRICK SHE SAYS LOOKING AT ME. NO U CAN LEAVE AND WHEN WE R DONE TALKING IN HERE, HE WILL BE RIGHT OUT. TANYA JUST GO WAIT FOR ME OUT THERE PLEASE. ALRIGHT THEN BABY SHE SAYS GIVING HIM A LONG DEEP KISS. I WILL WAITING SHE SAYS. I JUST SHOOK MY HEAD AND SMILED AS SHE LEFT THE ROOM. SO WHAT IS THE DEAL WITH U TOO? SHE ASKED US. WE BOTH JUST LOOKED AT EACH OTHER.

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SO U R REALLY NOT GONNA GO? MY FRIEND LISA ASKED ME. NO I AM NOT GOING LISA AND I WISH EVERYONE WOULD JUST LEAVE THIS WHOLE MATTER ALONE. I JUST HEARD WHAT U AND YOUR SISTER TALKED ABOUT AND SHE HAS A POINT. LISA.... YEAH.... WOULD U BRING YOUR ASS OWN SO WE CAN GO. ALRIGHT I AM COMING. SEE U LATER. I HOPE U CHANGE YOUR MIND AND DO COME. MY SISTER DID HAVE A POINT. I DO LOVE HIM BUT HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND AND I AM NOT THAT TYPE OF PERSON TO STEALS SOMEBODIES MAN FROM THEM. BUT IN THIS CASE, SOME PEOPLE WISH I WOULD BECAUSE I ALREADY KNOW HIS FAMILY DOES NOT LIKE HER ONE BIT. I REALLY LOVE HIS MOM BRENDA AND HIS THREE OTHER BROTHERS DWAYNE, REGGIE, AND ALLAN. THEY HAVE REALLY LOOKED OUT FOR HIM WHEN IT COME HIS CAREER AS A BASKETBALL PLAYER. I MET DERRICK AND HIS MOM ABOUT 2 YEARS AGO WHEN HE FIRST STARTED IN THE NBA. THEY WOULD COME DOWN TO THE CENTER WHERE I WORK AND HELP OUT WITH THE KIDS AND TALK TO THEM ABOUT THE IMPORTANCE OF STAYING IN SCHOOL AND GETTING A GOOD EDUCATION. ME AND HIS MOM SPENT A LOT OF TIME TOGETHER. I REMEMBER I HAD EVEN TOOK A TRIP WITH THEM TO GO SEE HIM PLAY AT AN AWAY GAME HE HAD. HIS MOM IS VERY PROTECTIVE OF HIM AND HIS CAREER. SO I CAN UNDERSTAND HOW SHE FEELS ABOUT WHO IS WITH SO THAT PERSON WON'T JUST BE WITH HIM FOR HIS MONEY. AND THE GIRL WHO IS WITH NOW IS EXACTLY ONE OF THOSE GIRLS. THE MOMENT IS BECAME FAMOUS, SHE JUST HAD TO HAVE HIM. WHEN HE MET HER, I JUST TOLD HIM TO BE CAREFUL ABOUT THESE GIRLS AROUND HERE. I DID NOT WANT TO TELL HIM WHO HE COULD DATE BUT JUST TO BE AWARE OF WHAT THESE GIRLS REALLY SEE WHEN IT COME TO HIM AND WHO HE IS. HIS MOM WOULD ALWAYS PLAY AROUND WITH HIM ABOUT US GOING OUT WITH EACH OTHER. HE WOULD ALWAYS RESPOND BY SAYING WE WILL SEE MOM. HE IS SUCH A SHY PERSON AND A MOMMA'S BOY. I CAN TELL HOW MUCH HE LOVES HIS MOM.

ME AND MY FAMILY ALWAYS HUNG OUT WITH HIS FAMILY. U COULD NOT KEEP THE TWO OF US FROM EACH OTHER. HE FELT LIKE HE COULD TELL ME ANY AND EVERYTHING AND I DID THE SAME. WE BECAME BEST FRIENDS AND HUNG OUT ALL THE TIME BEFORE HE STARTED HIS CAREER. WHEN EVER HE GOT SOME OFF TIME, WE WOULD HANG OUT. BUT WHEN HE MET HIS GIRLFRIEND SOME OF THAT CHANGE. WE HUNG OUT WITH EACH OTHER BUT NOT AS MUCH BECAUSE OF HER. SHE DID NOT LIKE ME AND I DID NOT LIKE HER EITHER. I KNEW WHAT KIND OF GIRL SHE WAS AND SO DID THE WHOLE NEIGHBORHOOD. HIS MOM WOULD INVITE ME TO THE HOUSE AND SHE WOULD BE THERE. ONE TIME I REMEMBER TELLING HIS MOM I COULD NOT COME BY ANYMORE BECAUSE OF HER. SHE DIDN'T UNDERSTAND Y UNTIL I TOLD HER AND SHE DIDN'T CARE ABOUT HER. I THOUGHT IT WAS BEST TO NOT COME BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE STIRRING UP TROUBLE UNLESS IT IS STARTED BY THE PERSON. SHE TOLD ME I WANT U TO KEEP COMING OVER HERE. I LIKE THE TIME WE SPEND TOGETHER AND I LIKE IT WHEN U AND YOUR MOM AND YOUR FRIENDS COME OVER HERE. DON'T LET HIS GIRLFRIEND CHANGE THAT. I NEVER STOP GOING OVER THERE. I WOULD GO WHENEVER SHE WAS HOME FROM NOT BEING ON THE ROAD WITH DERRICK. HIS MOM IS SO SWEET AND I LOVE HER SO MUCH. SHE IS LIKE A SECOND MOM TO ME.

BUT NOW I HAVE NOT TALK TO HER AND SEEN HER IN ABOUT A MONTH. MY SISTER ALWAYS TELLS ME SHE HAS BEEN WAITING TO SEE ME. ONE DAY MY SISTER TOLD ME SHE SAID WHENEVER I WAS READY TO TALK TO HER SHE WOULD BE WAITING. I REALLY DID MISS GOING OVER THERE BUT HIS GIRLFRIEND WAS ALWAYS THERE. SO I DECIDED TO JUST BE BY MYSELF FOR A WHILE. I HATED NOT GOING OVER THERE, BUT AGAIN I THOUGHT IT WAS BEST.

MEANWHILE AT THE PARTY........

SO WHAT R U GONNA TELL DERRICK TAMEKAH? I TOLD TAMARAH I WOULD JUST TELL HIM SHE HAD SOME WORK TO FINISH UP. U KNOW HE IS NOT GOING TO BELIEVE THAT FOR ONE SECOND. I KNOW AND........ HEY THERE R MY GIRLS BRENDA SAYS TO THEM. HI MS. ROSE. HOW R U GUYS DOING? WE R DOING FINE. I SEE U GUYS R MISSING SOME ONE SHE SAYS. U GIRLS DON'T HAVE TO EXPLAIN ANYTHING AND I JUST HOPE SHE WILL COME BRENDA SAYS. YA'LL COME ON IN AND LET ME TAKE U GUYS COATS. MOM WE CAN TAKE THOSE FOR U HER OTHER SONS COME OVER. HEY GUYS MIKA SAYS. SO WHERE IS TAMARAH? ALLAN ASKED. U KNOW WHAT I UNDERSTAND HE SAYS. WE WILL GO PUT THESE COATS AWAY AND U GIRLS CAN ENJOY THE PARTY. COME ON SO U GUYS CAN GO SEE DERRICK BRENDA SAYS. WELCOME HOME DERRICK MY SISTER SAYS TO HIM. THEY EACH GAVE HIM A HUG. SO HOW THE FAMOUS LIFE TREATING U? LISA ASKED HIM. I WISH EVERYONE WOULD STOP CALLING ME FAMOUS. I SEE U DON'T LIKE THAT WORD VERY MUCH. NO I DON'T. I AM STILL THE SAME PERSON AND I REALLY DON'T LIKE ALL THIS ATTENTION AND I DON'T KNOW IF I WILL EVER GET USE TO THIS. U KNOW THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT TAMARAH SAID TO US SHALAMEKE SAYS. SPEAKING OF TAMARAH, WHERE IS SHE? SHE UM...... SHE DID NOT WANT TO COME DERRICK SAYS. THEY DID NOT ANSWER. THERE IS MY BABY. HEY TANYA DERRICK SAYS AS HE GIVES HER A KISS. HEY GIRLS TANYA SAYS. HEY TANYA THEY SAY BACK TO HER. IS SHE AT HOME? YEAH SHE IS MIKA SAYS TO HIM. I SEE TAMARAH DID NOT COME TANYA SAYS. I WAS REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING HER TONIGHT. NO U WERE NOT MY SISTER SAYS. U KNOW WHAT U R RIGHT AND SHE DOES NOT NEED TO BE HERE ANY WAY. SHE HAS EVERY RIGHT TO BE. U R THE ONE WHO SHOULD NOT BE HERE MIKA SAYS. OH REALLY AS MY GIRLS START ARGUING WITH HER.

I AM GONNA GO SEE HER DERRICK SAYS. NO U R NOT TANYA SAYS. LOOK CAN U TAKE ME TO HER TAMEKAH HE SAYS. I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD DERRICK. SHE REALLY DOESN'T WANT TO SEE ME HE SAYS. SHE IS JUST HAVING MIXED FEELINGS ABOUT THINGS RIGHT NOW LISA SAYS. WELL I DON'T CARE AND I WAN TO SEE HER. I AM COMING WITH U TANYA SAYS. NO U CAN STAY YOUR ASS RIGHT HERE HE TELLS HER. I WILL TAKE U MY SISTER SAYS. MOM I WILL BE RIGHT BACK. I AM GONNA GO SEE TAMARAH AND I WILL BE RIGHT BACK. ALRIGHT AND TELL HER I SAID HI AND SHE REALLY NEEDS TO COME. I HEAR THE DOOR OPEN FROM DOWNSTAIRS. TAMARAH.......... I AM UP HERE. U GUYS R BACK ALREADY. NO THERE IS SOMEONE WHO WANTS TO SEE U. I WILL LET U GUYS TALK. WHAT R U DOING HERE? A NIGGA CAN'T COME BY AND SEE HIS BEST FRIEND. I CAN'T GET A HUG FROM U. I GOT UP AND GAVE HIM A SHORT HUG. THAT IS ALL I GET. YEAH AND Y DID U COME OVER HERE. I JUST HAD TO SEE MY BEST FRIENDS AND Y U R NOT OVER AT MY PARTY. U SHOULD ALREADY KNOW Y AND I AM NOT GONNA EXPLAIN IT TO U. I KNOW U AND TANYA DON'T GET ALONG AND THAT HAS NEVER STOP U BEFORE. WELL JUST DON'T THINK I WILL GO OVER THERE. I BET SHE TRIED TO BRING HER ASS OVER HERE WITH U. HE STARTED LAUGHING. I REALLY WANT U THERE AND I MOM WANT U THERE AS WELL. I JUST REALLY WANT MY FRIEND BACK AND I REALLY WANT U AS HE WRAPS HIS ARMS AROUND ME.

NO U CAN'T DO THIS TO ME AGAIN DERRICK. U DID NOT LIKE THAT NIGHT WE HAD TOGETHER AS HE STARTS KISSING MY NECK. WE CAN'T DO THIS AND I AM NOT GOING TO BE YOUR GIRL ON THE SIDE. U CAN'T HAVE YOUR CAKE AND EAT IT TOO. IF U R GONNA BE WITH TANYA THEN BE WITH HER. IF U WANT TO BE WITH ME THEN U R GONNA HAVE TO DUMP HER. I AM NOT DOING THIS. U THINK I ENJOYED WATCHING THE TWO OF U IN THE MEDIA AFTER WHAT WE HAD DID. I DON'T LIKE THIS SNEAKING AROUND STUFF. ALL I AM SAYING IS THAT U NEED TO FIGURE OUT WHAT U WANT AND RIGHT NOW I DON'T THINK U WANT TO BE WITH ME. IF U DID U WOULD NOT BE WITH TANYA RIGHT NOW. HE JUST LOOKED AT ME. I THINK U SHOULD HEAD BACK TO YOUR PARTY AND YOUR GIRLFRIEND BEFORE SHE COMES OVER TALKING S**T TO ME. ALRIGHT I WILL LEAVE U BUT KNOW THIS, I DO LOVE U AND I MEANT THEN AND I MEAN IT NOW AS HE WALKS OUT THE DOOR. TAMARAH I...... JUST LEAVE ME ALONE OK AND GO BACK TO THE PARTY AS I STARED TO CRY. ALRIGHT THEN TAMARAH. I WILL CALL U TO SEE HOW U DOING. JUST CALL ME OR ANY OF US IF U NEED ANYTHING.

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