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<em>I started this story, but never finished it, so I decided that i'd bring it back.</em>
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All my life I wondered, how many people can I actually call my friends? How many of these people could I actually trust? In reality i've never found the answer, that is until my life took a turn for the worse. The man that raised me and my two older brothers and sister was now six feet under and the woman that gave birth to me was a stranger in our own home, and just when I though things couldn't get any worse they did. I didn't understand why God chose me to give this life to, but no matter how hard it got I needed to stay strong. This is my story, the story of <a href="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxevd7cg4F1qfgpdmo1_500.jpg">Nevaeh Cruz</a>

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Damn. Jay is switching rolls with his daddy smh. I think I know where he's gonna live at. Run it:)))

run it!!!!!

I am a new reader and i love it
Run it
thats all i have to say

I love the add.... i cant get over jay acting the way he is.... im loving the way vaeh life is going.... run it...

Isn't that what Jaysen wanted?!! When he was taking care of s*** he resented his dad for not doing it, now when his dad is stepping up, then he hates him for stepping on his toes. smh Ima need Jay to get it together, did he drop outta school too? He needs to get his life in order and fast!! I hope he doesn't start hustling either. Veah and Hayden are cute. She needs to tell her siblings tho. I hope things go well when she does. Run it!!

A few months later

Nevaeh

"No, I don't want no scrub, a scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me." Sochi and I sang along to TLC as we stood in my kitchen cooking. I was having a little get together at my place before graduation which was in a few weeks. All of the closest people I knew from school were coming and I was quite excited because this would be the last thing we'd all be able to do together as high school students before we all went our seperate ways. "Is your brother coming?" She nodded, "said he wouldn't miss it. Dev said he was going to be a little late but he would show up." I nodded and stuffed the cake batter into the oven. “Did you invite Jaysen?” She asked rinsing out the large bowl we used for the cake. I shook my head, “You know him, he’s still holding a got damn grudge. And quite frankly, i’m over it.” She nodded, “I’m going to go shower before everyone gets here.” I nodded, “Better not finish all my hot water b****.” She chuckled and flipped me the bird before walking down the hall. I turned around and walked towards the sink to finish washing up the dishes.

I was into what I was doing that I didn’t hear the door open or close. I felt a presence in the room, turning around to see Hayden stepping in with some lunch. “Hey boo.” I said leaning up and pecking his lips. “I brought us and Sochi some lunch, where she at?” He asked looking around. “In the shower.” He nodded and pulled out hamburger and fries along with mine from the Carls Jr bag. “I wasn’t sure if you wanted Coke or Dr. Pepper so I got you Dr. Pepper.” “Thank you.” I said smiling and hopping up on the counter next to his food. I watched as he organized his food before he bit into his hamburger. “What?” He asked chewing on his burger and wiping his mouth. “Nothing. You’re just so cute.” I said smiling and stealing his fries. “And you’re beautiful.” I blushed, he always found a way to make me blush or smile. “Babe, I want your siblings to know about us.” He said stuffing some fries into his mouth. I bit my lip, I have been avoiding this because I knew Anthony and Xavier would flip that I was dating someone three years older, especially X. I nodded, “Okay, just pick a day and we’ll go over there.” He smiled and stood between my legs, leaning in for a kiss, I smiled and gave him one. He pulled out of our kiss and went back to eating his food. Maybe someone older is exactly what I needed.

Jaysen

I threw my head back as I released the smoke from my blunt. I was just kicking it in my room with the blind closed, making the room dark. Rick Ross blared from the speakers, removing any noise from the outside world. I took another drag of the blunt and let it sit before blowing the smoke out throught my nose. I didn’t even know what the time was, I hadn’t been out of my room since I woke up. I lightly bobbed my head, taking another drag. I was about to take another when there was some pounding on my door. I sighed and set the blunt down in the ash tray. I stood up and adjusted my boxers, making way to the door, I unlocked it to come face to face with my pops. I squinted from the bright light from outside my room. “You been smoking in my damn house?” He questioned his voice raised, I smacked my lips. “Pops, I ain’t got time for your bulls***.” I said trying to close the door but he held it open pushing past me and into my room. He walked over at opened the blinds. “Get the f*** and clean up this mess.” He said motioning towards the mess all over my room. “When did you decided to play house and become daddy?” I asked and eyebrow raised, this nigga was blowing my high and it was pissing me off. “I’ve been your daddy since you were just a sperm in my sack. So start cleaning up this room.” I waved him off and went back to the spot on my bed. “I’m grown, i’ll do as I please.” “You grown huh? Since you so grown, find yourself a place to live because I won’t be maintaining you grown ass.” He said walking out the room.

Did he really quick me out? How the hell was I supposed to find a place to live when a nigga didn’t even have a job anymore. Yup, that’s right. I lost my job all because I kept showing up late. What the hell am I going to do without a diploma and no money. I stood up and paced the room back and forth, knocking all the things that were on my dresser to the floor. That man was on some bulls*** and he knew it. I sat on the edge of my bed and thought about. Lately he had been home more often and even started hanging out with Dez and James. He slowly was gaining back that mentality of being a father and I hated him for that.

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Here's and add. More coming soon.

A few months later

Nevaeh

"No, I don't want no scrub, a scrub is a guy that can't get no love from me." Sochi and I sang along to TLC as we stood in my kitchen cooking. I was having a little get together at my place before graduation which was in a few weeks. All of the closest people I knew from school were coming and I was quite excited because this would be the last thing we'd all be able to do together as high school students before we all went our seperate ways. "Is your brother coming?" She nodded, "said he wouldn't miss it. Dev said he was going to be a little late but he would show up." I nodded and stuffed the cake batter into the oven. “Did you invite Jaysen?” She asked rinsing out the large bowl we used for the cake. I shook my head, “You know him, he’s still holding a got damn grudge. And quite frankly, i’m over it.” She nodded, “I’m going to go shower before everyone gets here.” I nodded, “Better not finish all my hot water b****.” She chuckled and flipped me the bird before walking down the hall. I turned around and walked towards the sink to finish washing up the dishes.

I was into what I was doing that I didn’t hear the door open or close. I felt a presence in the room, turning around to see Hayden stepping in with some lunch. “Hey boo.” I said leaning up and pecking his lips. “I brought us and Sochi some lunch, where she at?” He asked looking around. “In the shower.” He nodded and pulled out hamburger and fries along with mine from the Carls Jr bag. “I wasn’t sure if you wanted Coke or Dr. Pepper so I got you Dr. Pepper.” “Thank you.” I said smiling and hopping up on the counter next to his food. I watched as he organized his food before he bit into his hamburger. “What?” He asked chewing on his burger and wiping his mouth. “Nothing. You’re just so cute.” I said smiling and stealing his fries. “And you’re beautiful.” I blushed, he always found a way to make me blush or smile. “Babe, I want your siblings to know about us.” He said stuffing some fries into his mouth. I bit my lip, I have been avoiding this because I knew Anthony and Xavier would flip that I was dating someone three years older, especially X. I nodded, “Okay, just pick a day and we’ll go over there.” He smiled and stood between my legs, leaning in for a kiss, I smiled and gave him one. He pulled out of our kiss and went back to eating his food. Maybe someone older is exactly what I needed.

Jaysen

I threw my head back as I released the smoke from my blunt. I was just kicking it in my room with the blind closed, making the room dark. Rick Ross blared from the speakers, removing any noise from the outside world. I took another drag of the blunt and let it sit before blowing the smoke out throught my nose. I didn’t even know what the time was, I hadn’t been out of my room since I woke up. I lightly bobbed my head, taking another drag. I was about to take another when there was some pounding on my door. I sighed and set the blunt down in the ash tray. I stood up and adjusted my boxers, making way to the door, I unlocked it to come face to face with my pops. I squinted from the bright light from outside my room. “You been smoking in my damn house?” He questioned his voice raised, I smacked my lips. “Pops, I ain’t got time for your bulls***.” I said trying to close the door but he held it open pushing past me and into my room. He walked over at opened the blinds. “Get the f*** and clean up this mess.” He said motioning towards the mess all over my room. “When did you decided to play house and become daddy?” I asked and eyebrow raised, this nigga was blowing my high and it was pissing me off. “I’ve been your daddy since you were just a sperm in my sack. So start cleaning up this room.” I waved him off and went back to the spot on my bed. “I’m grown, i’ll do as I please.” “You grown huh? Since you so grown, find yourself a place to live because I won’t be maintaining you grown ass.” He said walking out the room.

Did he really quick me out? How the hell was I supposed to find a place to live when a nigga didn’t even have a job anymore. Yup, that’s right. I lost my job all because I kept showing up late. What the hell am I going to do without a diploma and no money. I stood up and paced the room back and forth, knocking all the things that were on my dresser to the floor. That man was on some bulls*** and he knew it. I sat on the edge of my bed and thought about. Lately he had been home more often and even started hanging out with Dez and James. He slowly was gaining back that mentality of being a father and I hated him for that.

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Here's and add. More coming soon.

Did yu get your cast cut off yet. Run it please

I REALLY like this story!!! I want to see what happens next with vaeh and hayden.... if jay going to talk to vaeh and get to the real reason y he dont want her go and y he is so cold hearted to her...

runnnnnnn it .

Run it!!!

i like hayden (: jay is an ass .

run it .

jay is an ass! does he not think that he hurt her enough? talking about fast huff this dude over here effin the whole dam city!
dam i hate to be jay chick ryte now he cant even remember her name!
but u know jay still love veah , he didn't want to go home with that chick cuz of veah and hayden
aww i see hayden he cool but maybe as just friends
run this
and i hope ur ankle gets better
i know from first hand experiance that is a b*tch -__-

Jay is an ass. How he gone say he cant understand her moving on "tht fast" but gone kiss the girl in front of veah?!?! Where Tf they do tht at?!?! Hayden seems like a good guy. He complements veah and notices her actions. Run it.

I like the connection between Hayden and Veah. i think they can be good friends, but not with all this flirting goin on. Its so sad what happened to Hay and his lil brother. I'm glad he got Chris away from that, but it had to be hard to leave their mom. I'm still mad at Jaysen. Why would he let her go that easily? He's such a fool, but I hope he at least apologizes. And why he so worried about her now? He wasn't worried when he left her, so why he all concerned about her moving on? Psshhh, he obviously aint thinking about her. Lol run it!!

Jaysen

"What do you think about this dress?" Kira, or was it Karie, said standing in the mirror and running her hands over her body. "Yeah, sure." I said looking over at the other girl who was trying on some nice fitted jeans. Damn, that girl had a fatass. I faced fowards to see that Kyra was back in the dressing room. She came back out fully dressed, with the dress in hand. I got up and followed her over to the cash register where she waited in line. "I have to take this phone call, i'll be waiting for you outside." She nodded and I made my way outside. Did I really have to take a call? No, I just didn't want to be in there. I pulled out my phone and scrolled through my Twitter timeline. I swear, the mall was packed as hell. I looked into the store to still see her waiting in line. I sighed and walked over to the vending machine, pulling out my wallet so I could stick money into the machine. I pulled out a dollar and stuck it in, fumbling for another and realizing I didn't. I searched through my pockets for some change, and when I finally found two quarters I pulled them out only to be quickly dropped from my hands. "Are you f***ing kidding me?" I yelled, staring towards the ground where my quarters fell. "I am so so--Oh." I looked up to see none other than Nevaeh, she bit her lip and stared towards the ground. "uh, let me give you the quarters I knocked out of your hands." She said rummaging through her purse. "Nah, it's fine." "Here man, I got you. We didn't mean it. I wouldn't have been chasing her if I knew she was going to run in to someone." I looked to my right to see some guy standing right beside her. He was about my height, he held a dollar in his hand. I looked at it, then back up at him. "Keep it." Just as I said that Kira walked up beside me. "Who are your friends?" I looked down at her, "Nah, these are just some people that accidently bumped into me knocking my quarters out of my hand." "Oh. Well, here's a dollar for your soda." She said sticking it in. I thanked her and leaned down to peck her lips. Out of the corner of my eye, I could see Nevaeh staring towards the ground. "Well, let's get going Vaeh." He said, she nodded as he grabbed her hand and they walked off down the mall strip.

For some reason, I couldn't get my mind off Nevaeh and that guy. Did she really move on that fast? What type of s*** is this? "Jay, are you alright?" Kyra questioned snapping me from my thoughts. I nodded, "Yeah, i'm good. I just have some other things in mind." She smirked. "Like?" I looked down at her as he hand ran up and down my abs. I knew exactly what she wanted, "maybe we can head back to your place?" She asked whispering in my ear, I shook my head, "Nah, i'm not really up for that. I'll just drop you off at home." I said pushing past her and making my way towards my car.

Nevaeh

"Are you sure you're alright?" Hayden questioned from the other room. I walked into the livingroom to see him in the same position Jaysen would be in. Feet on the table and one hand behind his head. "Yeah, i'm fine." I said walking in and laying down the sandwiches and chips I had brought from the kitchen. He sat up correctly and stared at me. "It has to do with that guy from the mall huh? Because right after we bumped into him your attitude changed. Who was he?" I opened ny bag of Doritos and looked up at him. "My ex Jayeen." "Ex?" I nodded. "So are you going to tell me what happened between the two of you that puts you in this mood that I hate to see you in." "He broke up with me over some stupid s***." "Like?" He asked biting into his sandwich. "Like me not telling him about my acceptance letter to San Francisco State." He chuckled, "That really is some dumb s***." I chuckled too. "Well, sometimes guys are dumb, but don't let that get to you. He doesn't know what he's missing out on. You're a great, beautiful, smart gorgeous girl. If he couldn't handle something simple as that, he doesn't deserve you." I glanced over at him and smiled, "thank you Hay." he shrugged, "that's what i'm here for."

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Sorry its short. The next one will be longer especially since i have cast on my ankle.

hey Dany!
My name is Kristina ... Tina, freckks, or Sprinkles either is fine to used :)
like Shela this is my story i read and now im an addict to these stories -___- i swear i be on here more than i be doing my hw! but its all good these stories are hella interesting
btw i also like gemini u should update o that one too please! :D
21 and an 18year old mhmm idk im hoping they can be like sibling like
i still believe jay will get his act together and get back with Neah
anyways runn this !

mmm mmm mmmm. helooooooooooo neighbor, my neighbor. it's a BEAUTIFUL day in the neighborhood! lol. 6'3" just my kinda height. smh.

Wow they really hit it off, FAST! But he's sooooo cool.

And Veah will understand their story.

RUN IT !!

Damn they hit it off quick!!! I liiikkkkeeee. But what ab jay??? I guess he waited too long. Run it:)))

Nevaeh

I woke up bright and early, throwing the covers from over my body. I stretched and sluggishly walked towards the bathroom, handling my business and walking back out throwing on a hoodie, some running shorts, and my running shoes while throwing my hair a messy bun. I grabbed my iPhone and keys and began my way towards the front door where I would begin my morning run. I quickly stretched before opening the door and seeing the sun barely rising. It was a little chilly, but my body temperature would keep me warm as I began my jog. I looked dow towards my feet and saw my shoe untied, I bent down to fix it as I heard a door open and close. I looked to my left to see none other than Hayden leaning against the railing about to light a cigarette. "Morning." I said standing up and putting my headphones in the jack while pulling up my itunes and scrolling to my workout playlist. He turned and looked at me, "Good morning." He said nodding his head in return, he seemed tired and stressed, you could tell just by the look in his eye. "You know cigarettes are a quick way to your death bed." He looked at me then at the cigarette he still hadn't lit. I shrugged and popped in my headphones before jogging down the steps and off to my normal route.

Hayden

I watched her jog down the stairs and off into the distance until I couldn't see her anymore. I stared at the cigarette I still hadn't lit and decided against it, instead I stuck it back into the box and walked back inside making my way into the kitchen. I knew smoking was bad, everyone told me, but for some odd reason when she told me she seemed more concerned for my well being. I opened the drawer and threw them in there, I shut it and grabbed a coffee mug and made myself some instant coffee. I would take a seat on the couch but so far, Cam and I had no furniture. We came here from New York with only five thousand dollars, and our clothes that sat in two small duffle bags. I leaned against the counter and sipped on my coffee, replaying our last few days in New York.

<em>"Cam, where's ma?" I questioned stepping into the dusty two bedroom apaprtment my mother and Cameron lived in. He shrugged, "she left yesterday night and hasn't been home since." "For real?" He nodded, I sighed and reached for my cell phone, dialing her number, each and everytime it sent me straight to voicemail. Just as I was about to go out and look for her she came stumbling through the door. "Ma, where have you been?" She waved me off, "Hayden, don't worry about me, i'm a grown ass women!" "Yeah, you're a grown ass woman, but with a fourteen year old at home." She rolled her eyes and stumbled past Cameron and I, "I don't have time for your bulls***. If all you're going to ever do is come over here and complain about me being a bad mother then don't come visit me anymore." Was she serious right now? I knew she was high and drunk, just talking out her ass, but if she wanted me to go, i'd leave as she wanted. "Fine, but remember when you need something, I won't be around to help you." She waved me off as Cameron quickly stood up to stop me. "You can't leave me here alone." I looked down at my little brother and patted his shoulder, "Don't worry, i'll come visit." With that I walked out the door. </em>

<em>"Go away! It's too early for this s***!" I yelled to someone knocking on the door. They ignored me and kept knocking anyway, I sighed in frustration and sat up on the couch, sure I slept in the livingroom of my boys apartment, but it was better than nothing. They knocked again, this time I stood up and walked towards the door, ready to cuss someone out, that is until I saw Cameron standing there with his head down. "Cam, what are you doing here man?" He looked up at me, his face bruised and dry blood staining his shirt. "What happened Cameron?!" "The dude mama brought home for the night beat me because I wouldn't leave the house for a few hours. She just stood back and let him do it." He said now on the brink of tears. I pulled my baby brother into a hug and let him cry, this nigga and my mother weren't going to get away with it.</em>

I shook off the thought and finished off my mug of coffee, Cameron would be waking up soon so I needed to go get him breakfast. I grabbed the car keys and jogged down the stairs, on the way down, I met up with the girl from next door. "Where you off to?" She asked taking the headphones from her ears. Sweat glistened on her body as she stood in her running shorts and sports bra with her hoodie wrapped around her waist. "Going to go look for a McDonald's or something so I can feed Cameron." "Oh well, I was about to shower and make breakfast. Maybe you guys could join me instead?" I shook my head. "Nah, that's fine." She sighed and grabbed my hand, "you're really stubborn and that's fine because i'm the same way." She said talking as we walked back up the stairs. She fumbled for her keys and unlocked the door, dragging me inside with her. "Do you know how to cook?" I just stared at her like she lost her damn mind. "Okay then...everything is in the kitchen, i'll be back to help you. I just have to take a quick shower first. Oh, and if you're thinking about leaving, you can't...I have your keys so, you have no choice." She said dangling them in my face and walking down the hall and shutting the door behind her.

I stood in the kitchen for fifteen minutes not wanting to touch anything, I mean i'm a man of pride and to know i'm in the kitchen of a girl whom I don't know, gives me a reason to be hesitant. "I would've thought you would have been done by now." She said walking in finishing off the braid in her hair. She was now dressed in some light wash jeans, a plain white v-neck and some black and white Converse. "Oh, here' your keys" she said handing them to me, I grabbed them and instinctively laid them on the counter. "French toast or pancakes?" She said reaching for the pans. "Doesn't really matter." "Do you mind getting the milk, eggs, butter, and bacon from the fridge? Please?" I removed myself from the spot against the counter and grabbed them, she thanked me and began on the pancakes. After watching her I decided to help with the eggs, she smiled. "I'm Nevaeh by the way." "Hayden." It was quiet as we cooked until her voice filled the kitchen again. "How old are you?" I smirked, "why, you wanna get it in?" She chuckled and rolled her eyes. "No. I was just wondering, since Cameron is fourteen." "Twenty one. You?" "Eighteen." "Look at the baby!" I said in a baby tone trying to pinch her cheeks. She giggled and moved away. "Whatever." She said waving me off, "So are you still in highschool?" She looked over at me and smirked, "Why, you tryna get it in?" She said imitating me, I looked at her as she chuckled and nodded. "Yeah, it's my senior year, just six more months." She said more to herself than me. "You going to college?" She nodded, "San Francisco." "You applied there?" "They gave me an academic scholarship." She said with a half smile, "Congrats." I instinctively gave her a hug and realized it. "My bad." She smiled, "It's fine and thank you." We were quiet, "I like your New York accent." I looked down at her, "oh you do huh?" I don't know why but flirting with her seemed natural. "Yeah, I do." She said seductively while biting her lip. We both laughed, "What part of New York?" "Brooklyn." I said. "So why California?" She asked turning off the stove and walking towards the table to lay the food out. I was quiet, I wasn't sure if I could tell her. "Too personal? It's fine." I was about to open ny mouth when someone knocked on the door. She walked over and opened it and behind her walked in Cameron. "Yo, this is heaven right now." She chuckled. "Go ahead and take your seats. I'll get the glasses and plates." Cam took a seat as I followed her into the kitchen to help her. She looked to the side of me and smiled while handing me plates. I looked down at her size, she was small in height but had curves of a grown women. "How tall are you?" I asked randomly. "Five foot." She said struggling to reach the plates. I leaned up and helped her, she thanked me. "You?" "Six foot three." She shook her head. "Sasquatch." I chuckled and followed her back out to the table.

Who is this Hayden fellow??!! I can see something happening here if Jay doesn't shape up and get it together!! Hay's lil bro is such a cutie, coming to the door asking for food!!! I love it!! Lol Run it!!

Glad you started to this again..

Jaysean is just acting like a b****.. Didnt even give Veah and chance to explain.

Hayden is a lil cutie..

I see something with him and Veah happening..

Aw Shela, thanks for that comment.
Im glad I could bring you to the fan fiction site here.

I should have an add up before the night is over.

Hey Danny!!! I'm shela. This story is what got me started on reading the fan fiction section on Chris' fan page so I'm soooooo happy you started it up again. Keep doing what you do and runnnn ittttt:)))

HEY DANY! lol.
My name is Key / KeKe or Yaya / Yanna..
I live that nightlife [ it's 1:50AM ]
That is all. lol

Thanks for the feedback ladies, it really helps when i'm typing adds for this story, especially since i'm not really sure where i'm going with it.

Now to answer the questions you ladies have.

@Shela, Hayden's real name is Bluey Robinson.

@KRcbreezy, his sister is 16

Btw, I would love to get to know my readers, that way I have a better feel for who i'm writing. So starting off with names would be nice. As all of you may know, i'm Danyell or Dany, so hey :)

And how this dummy gonna say "I was tired of people telling me this s***. Like you dont even know our situation." Smh. Alex, Mali, & Ray know.

omg. helloooooooo new neighbor!! whew!! lol
Jay is an ass. Great, Ashley put him up to his own game. Got him callin her. lol. Or did I read that wrong??

Im glad u came back to this Dany! (:

RUN IT!

first off i wanna say thank you! for coming back to this story
ugh i just dislike how jay being and i agree he is being an ass going back to his old ways
and i dont think they are done... watch when jay see his boo move on with another dude he gon regret leaving her
boys -_-
aww cam is a cutie asking for food like that and was respectful to set up the table hella cute
i wonder what there story about?
and dang how old is jay sis?? and dayum see he aint even paying attention to his sis anymore smh he needs veah back!
run run

See now Jay, gone make me beat his ass, real talk!
Like come.now u wrong and u know it! Talking bout they don't the situation apparently u don't either!

So, now u gone revert back to ur old ways, so u just gone be like f*** it back to the old Jay? Then have some nerve to be angry when ur sister follows ur footsteps? See now that couldn't be my bdother! I would have cussed him all types of out! Like nigga f*** you, treat females the way you want me to be treated! Then had the amitagated gal to not care that ur not evdn there for me anymore?

Poor Veah, awe she missing him something terrible and he doesn't seem to care at all!
Run It!