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<em>I started this story, but never finished it, so I decided that i'd bring it back.</em>
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All my life I wondered, how many people can I actually call my friends? How many of these people could I actually trust? In reality i've never found the answer, that is until my life took a turn for the worse. The man that raised me and my two older brothers and sister was now six feet under and the woman that gave birth to me was a stranger in our own home, and just when I though things couldn't get any worse they did. I didn't understand why God chose me to give this life to, but no matter how hard it got I needed to stay strong. This is my story, the story of <a href="http://29.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxevd7cg4F1qfgpdmo1_500.jpg">Nevaeh Cruz</a>

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I have to start off by saying.....What is Hayden's real name??? He is soooo finnneeeee. I need tht info PRONTO!!! Butttt, jay know he just came back from f***ing and gone tell his sister she wrong. GTFOH!!! I understand thts his sister though. So are veah and jay through??? Or are they just taking a break for right now??? Run itttt:)))

<a href="http://favimages.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/07/chris-brown-celebrity-hip-hop-rap-cap-smile.jpg">Jaysen</a>

"Uh, uh....right there! Right there!...Uh, Jay.....i'm...cu-cumming." I pumped in and out of her faster, pulling her hair making her arch her back even more. I needed to find ways to get my anger out and this was one way, f***ing dumb b****es! They always fall for the charm and charisma, it always got to them. Her legs began to shake, I continuously pumped in and out of her slowing down my pace. I pulled out and rubbed the head of my d*** slowly over her clit. This sent her over the wall, her body shook violently as she screamed out. "s-stop Jay...p-please!" I smiled in satisfaction, I loved having these girls beg at my mercy. I ignored her request and continued to rub my d*** over her swollen clit, she was spazzing, and I was enjoying it. I did it a few more times until she squirted everywhere. I was impressed, she might have to be a regular. I let her orgasm fade as she layed there, body limp, but ass still in the air. She looked over her shoulder and smiled at me biting her lip. I raised an eyebrow and looked down at my still hard d***, she smiled even wider and turned to face my direction. She took off the condom stroking my d***, as she took the whole thing into her mouth. I grabbed her head pushing it further down my shaft, no gagging or anything, she took it like a pro. I threw my head back in satisfaction, for sure she would be a regular if I needed a good f***. I could feel my d*** swell in her mouth, she took it out of her mouth and jacked me off as she licked and played with my balls. "Cum all in my mouth baby." She sucked me off one last time before I busted in her mouths. She swallowed it up, licking her lips. She crawled her way to the top of her bed and got underneath the covers. "Chill with me?" I shook my head, "can't I have some things to handle." She chuckled, "No need for excuses Jaysen. I know I was just a good f***, and i'm fine with that, you don't even know my name." She flicked on the tv, I watched her in amusement. "Oh, you're still here?" She said glancing at me then back at the tv. "Amber, I---" She cut me off. "It's <a href="http://ouchwow.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/rihanna-blonde-hair-260x300.jpg">Ashley</a>, and it's fine, you were good too. I know how your type works and it's fine." I finished putting on my clothes. "Then, i'll call you sometime?" She smirked. "Anytime."

My antics always found ways to have these girl offering me sex, it worked like a charm because they thought I was nice, but in reality i'm just in it for the sex. Hey, call me a player all you want but at the end of the day, i'm the one getting some ass. I pulled up to my house and got off the car locking it behind me. I walked into the house to see Dez basically f***ing some dude on the couch with clothes on. His hands were creeping up her shirt and I was not having that s***. I walked over to her and snatched her off. "What the f*** Jay?" She said anger in her voice. "If you want to live, I suggest you get the f*** out!" I said threw clenched teeth as he looked at me with fear and then quickly gathered his things and left. Deziraye loosened from my grip and stared at me hands on her hips. "Why the hell did you do that?" "Because, you two were basically f***ing on the damn couch." She shrugged, "and, so what?" I looked at her like she lost her damn mind. "and, that s*** was not going to happen. Where the hell is Dom? That nigga wasn't him." By now she was walking towards the stairs. "We broke up a few weeks ago. Shows how much you pay attention now." She said walking up the stairs. I stood there, how the hell did I miss something like that. I shook it off and made my way upstairs to shower.

<a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ma3t6k20Du1qfgpdmo1_1280.jpg">Nevaeh</a>

I swayed my hips to the music coming from my stereo while washing my dishes. "You look so sexy when you're standing in just a sports bra and pajama shorts." I heard his voice in my ear and his soft touch on my bare abdomen. "Why don't we leave these dishes for later and go clean up the bedroom." It's like I could feel his warm breath on me. I looked over my shoulder to see no one. I sighed and closed my eyes, lately I had been thinking so much about Jaysen and it frustrated me because I knew he wasn't thinking about me at all. I shook it off and continued washing the dishes, I dried off all the plates and stuck them in the dishwasher while singing along to The Weeknd. I was so into what I was doing that I didn't hear someone knocking on the door. I waited until they did it again, once I heard it I walked over and peeped through the hole to see <a href="http://static.tumblr.com/z25xedf/59Mmc5ndb/tumblr_mc4wgkljr21rf30k5o1_500.jpg">him</a>. I unlocked the door and smiled. "Hi, uh, I moved in to the apartment next door with my brother and..." he sighed. "Let me just come out and say it, You could smell the food you're cooking and a little nigga is starving and my brother can't cook, so I was wondering if I could eat over at your place, ya know?" I chuckled, he was adorable. I was about to open my mouth to say something when <a href="http://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/c99.0.403.403/p403x403/598878_10151099720646452_1172301423_n.jpg">he</a> walked out. "Cam, what are you doing nigga? Man, I am so sorry about my little brother, did he harrass you in anyway?" I shook my head chuckling. "I'm sorry about him. C'mon man, i'll order any pizza you want." The younger one smacked his lips. "Nah man, i'm tired of eating out all the time, that's all we've been doing. I want a home cooked meal." The older one sighed, "you know, it's fine. It'd be nice to actually have company." I said a smile present on my face. "I wouldn't want to intrude." "You won't be." He shook his head. "Cam, you go on ahead. I'll be waiting for you." He said walking back into his apartment. Cam, turned and faced me with a smile on his face. "C'mon then." I said opening the door wide enough for he and I. He walked in and looked around. "I like your place." "Thanks. Go ahead and make yourself at home. Dinner will be ready in five." I walked down the hall and into my room putting on a tee shirt and came back out. He wasn't sitting on the couch, I furrowed my eyebrows until I walked into the kitchen to see him setting the table. "Thanks." I said a smile on my face. He smiled back, "no problem. My names Cameron by the way." "Nevaeh." "That other guy is my brother, Hayden" I nodded and brought the food towards the table.

"So how old are you Cam?" I asked biting into my spaghetti. "Fourteen, and you?" "Seventeen." "And you live here by yourself?" He asked with an eyebrow raised. I nodded, "there's a long story behind it, but what about you? Is it just you and your brother or?" He nodded, "Yeah, Hay and I moved out here to Cali from Chicago." "That must've been a long ass drive. Do y'all have family out here?" He shook his head, "Nope, just him and I. We needed a whole new start." I nodded in understandment as we sat there and talked. He helped me clean up the kitchen, when we finished I handed him a plate. "Give this to your brother. Tell him it's a welcome to the neighborhood." He smiled and took the plate as I walked him towards the door. "Have a good night Cam." "You too Vaeh!" I made sure he was inside before I walked back in and called it a night.

Dammit, ignore that add
I wish the edit button was back.

<a href="http://favimages.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/07/chris-brown-celebrity-hip-hop-rap-cap-smile.jpg">Jaysen</a

"Uh, uh....right there! Right there!...Uh, Jay.....i'm...cu-cumming." I pumped in and out of her faster, pulling her hair making her arch her back even more. I needed to find ways to get my anger out and this was one way, f***ing dumb b****es! They always fall for the charm and charisma, it always got to them. Her legs began to shake, I continuously pumped in and out of her slowing down my pace. I pulled out and rubbed the head of my d*** slowly over her clit. This sent her over the wall, her body shook violently as she screamed out. "s-stop Jay...p-please!" I smiled in satisfaction, I loved having these girls beg at my mercy. I ignored her request and continued to rub my d*** over her swollen clit, she was spazzing, and I was enjoying it. I did it a few more times until she squirted everywhere. I was impressed, she might have to be a regular. I let her orgasm fade as she layed there, body limp, but ass still in the air. She looked over her shoulder and smiled at me biting her lip. I raised an eyebrow and looked down at my still hard d***, she smiled even wider and turned to face my direction. She took off the condom stroking my d***, as she took the whole thing into her mouth. I grabbed her head pushing it further down my shaft, no gagging or anything, she took it like a pro. I threw my head back in satisfaction, for sure she would be a regular if I needed a good f***. I could feel my d*** swell in her mouth, she took it out of her mouth and jacked me off as she licked and played with my balls. "Cum all in my mouth baby." She sucked me off one last time before I busted in her mouths. She swallowed it up, licking her lips. She crawled her way to the top of her bed and got underneath the covers. "Chill with me?" I shook my head, "can't I have some things to handle." She chuckled, "No need for excuses Jaysen. I know I was just a good f***, and i'm fine with that, you don't even know my name." She flicked on the tv, I watched her in amusement. "Oh, you're still here?" She said glancing at me then back at the tv. "Amber, I---" She cut me off. "It's <a href="http://cdn.urbanislandz.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/02/Rihanna-Blonde-2012.jpg">Ashley</a>, and it's fine, you were good too. I know how your type works and it's fine." I finished putting on my clothes. "Then, i'll call you sometime?" She smirked. "Anytime."

My antics always found ways to have these girl offering me sex, it worked like a charm because they thought I was nice, but in reality i'm just in it for the sex. Hey, call me a player all you want but at the end of the day, i'm the one getting some ass. I pulled up to my house and got off the car locking it behind me. I walked into the house to see Dez basically f***ing some dude on the couch with clothes on. His hands were creeping up her shirt and I was not having that s***. I walked over to her and snatched her off. "What the f*** Jay?" She said anger in her voice. "If you want to live, I suggest you get the f*** out!" I said threw clenched teeth as he looked at me with fear and then quickly gathered his things and left. Deziraye loosened from my grip and stared at me hands on her hips. "Why the hell did you do that?" "Because, you two were basically f***ing on the damn couch." She shrugged, "and, so what?" I looked at her like she lost her damn mind. "and, that s*** was not going to happen. Where the hell is Dom? That nigga wasn't him." By now she was walking towards the stairs. "We broke up a few weeks ago. Shows how much you pay attention now." She said walking up the stairs. I stood there, how the hell did I miss something like that. I shook it off and made my way upstairs to shower.

<a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ma3t6k20Du1qfgpdmo1_1280.jpg">Nevaeh</a>

I swayed my hips to the music coming from my stereo while washing my dishes. "You look so sexy when you're standing in just a sports bra and pajama shorts." I heard his voice in my ear and his soft touch on my bare abdomen. "Why don't we leave these dishes for later and go clean up the bedroom." It's like I could feel his warm breath on me. I looked over my shoulder to see no one. I sighed and closed my eyes, lately I had been thinking so much about Jaysen and it frustrated me because I knew he wasn't thinking about me at all. I shook it off and continued washing the dishes, I dried off all the plates and stuck them in the dishwasher while singing along to The Weeknd. I was so into what I was doing that I didn't hear someone knocking on the door. I waited until they did it again, once I heard it I walked over and peeped through the hole to see <a href="http://static.tumblr.com/z25xedf/59Mmc5ndb/tumblr_mc4wgkljr21rf30k5o1_500.jpg">him</a>. I unlocked the door and smiled. "Hi, uh, I moved in to the apartment next door with my brother and..." he sighed. "Let me just come out and say it, You could smell the food you're cooking and a little nigga is starving and my brother can't cook, so I was wondering if I could eat over at your place, ya know?" I chuckled, he was adorable. I was about to open my mouth to say something when <a href="http://sphotos-a.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/c99.0.403.403/p403x403/598878_10151099720646452_1172301423_n.jpg">he</a> walked out. "Cam, what are you doing nigga? Man, I am so sorry about my little brother, did he harrass you in anyway?" I shook my head chuckling. "I'm sorry about him. C'mon man, i'll order any pizza you want." The younger one smacked his lips. "Nah man, i'm tired of eating out all the time, that's all we've been doing. I want a home cooked meal." The older one sighed, "you know, it's fine. It'd be nice to actually have company." I said a smile present on my face. "I wouldn't want to intrude." "You won't be." He shook his head. "Cam, you go on ahead. I'll be waiting for you." He said walking back into his apartment. Cam, turned and faced me with a smile on his face. "C'mon then." I said opening the door wide enough for he and I. He walked in and looked around. "I like your place." "Thanks. Go ahead and make yourself at home. Dinner will be ready in five." I walked down the hall and into my room putting on a tee shirt and came back out. He wasn't sitting on the couch, I furrowed my eyebrows until I walked into the kitchen to see him setting the table. "Thanks." I said a smile on my face. He smiled back, "no problem. My names Cameron by the way." "Nevaeh." "That other guy is my brother, Hayden" I nodded and brought the food towards the table.

"So how old are you Cam?" I asked biting into my spaghetti. "Fourteen, and you?" "Seventeen." "And you live here by yourself?" He asked with an eyebrow raised. I nodded, "there's a long story behind it, but what about you? Is it just you and your brother or?" He nodded, "Yeah, Hay and I moved out here to Cali from Chicago." "That must've been a long ass drive. Do y'all have family out here?" He shook his head, "Nope, just him and I. We needed a whole new start." I nodded in understandment as we sat there and talked. He helped me clean up the kitchen, when we finished I handed him a plate. "Give this to your brother. Tell him it's a welcome to the neighborhood." He smiled and took the plate as I walked him towards the door. "Have a good night Cam." "You too Vaeh!" I made sure he was inside before I walked back in and called it a night.

Jay is really trippin!! what in the WORLD??! smh.

Poor Vaeh :(

RUN IT!!

Jaysen is being a little b****. He needs to sick it up and go with the flow. He should try to smooth things over because he know he not over here and its the same thing with veah. Idk I'm just glad you decided to run this again:))) run itttt:)))

Nevaeh

I sat in the drivers seat of my car tears rolling down my cheeks. Who knew that seeing him would make it hurt worse than it did before. The thing that killed me most was the fact that he was acting like I was non existant. How could he be so cold hearted? I wiped the tears and started my engine, pulling off towards Mali's house. She always found a way to give me the right words.

I pulled up to their house and cut off the engine, locking the car behind me I walked up the walkway. I knocked on the door and patiently waited for someone to open the door. A few seconds later Devin's face appeared from behind the door. "Hey, is Mali around?" He chuckled, "I wouldn't be here if she wasn't." I chuckled along with him as he opened the door wide enough for me to make my way through. "Babe! Vaeh is here!" He called walking towards the kitchen. You could hear her footsteps coming towards the end of the stairs, her face appeared and she smiled. "What brings you to my casa?" I shrugged. "Just need to clear my mind." Devin walked back into the room with a soda and chips. "I'll be in the room if you need me babe." He said walking up the stairs towards her room. I smiled, "y'all are so damn cute." She blushed, "What's up with you though?" My smile faded, "James invited me to his doctor appointment today and Jaysen was there. He ignored me the whole time, he didn't even want me there." "I thought you were over him though." I could feel the tears starting to well up. I thought I was over him too, but then I saw him and all the pain and other things came rushing back." I wiped away a tear that fell. "Vaeh, he doesn't deserve you. I hate seeing you cry over Jaysen, he really isn't much. He obviously couldn't handle you and he just didn't deserve you. If you think about it, in a few months from now you'll be able to fully forget about him." I wiped that stray tears that fell. "I guess you're right." She smiled, "Now cheer up. Celebrate and live your life."

Jaysen

I walked into work and threw my stuff into my locker, slipping on my Footlocker shirt and clocking in. A few minutes later, Alex walked in and did the same. "What's up with you bruh?" He asked placing his nametag on his shirt. "Nothing man, my day has just been starting off bad." "Why what happened?" He questioned now clocking in. I sighed, "Nevaeh was at my little brothers doctor appointment." He looked over his shoulder. "For real, why?" "Because he invited her." We walked to the front together. "You were atleast civil with her for your brothers sake, right?" I shook my head. "Nah, her presence just pisses me off." He smacked his lips. "Man, if you ask me, you're acting like a damn child." I looked at him like he had two heads. "I mean c'mon dude, what did she do? All she wants to do is better her life, you have to give her props, she deserves them." I rolled my eyes. "i'm not even trying to hear this right now." I said walking off, I was tired of people telling me this s***. Like you dont even know our situation.

Yesssss!!! Run it!!! Run it!!! Run it!!!

Omg yes!

Yes you do have readers nd I'm one of them:)
RUN IT!!!

I need to finish this.

Do I still have readers?

ugh why is jaysen dissing her she didnt do no wrong! jaysen get yourself together and at least try and be friends with her instead of being a jerk :/
i wanna know whats gonna happen next O.o

Awwww thats so cute. Jaysen so petty lol run it

Nevaeh

I woke up the next morning remembering that I had to be at the doctor's office. I swung my feet over the bed and sluggishly made my way to the bathroom. I stripped of my clothing while handling my business and turning on the shower. I stepped into the shower, letting the water consume my mind and thoughts. Twenty minutes later, I stepped out wrapping a towel around my waist and walking into my room. I dried off and lotioned up, putting on my bra and panties while walking over to my closet where I pulled out some khaki jeans and a red tank top. I walked over to my vanity and started applying some mascara and eye liner. When I finished with that I walked back over to my closet, slipping on my red chucks and denim jacket, placing in my studs along with my gold chain and bracelet. I sprayed some perfume checking myself out in the mirror while tassling my hair. I applied some chapstick, grabbed my purse and phone and headed out.

I pulled up to the doctors office, shutting off my engine and stepping out of the car, locking it behind me. I walked through the door, I looked around the waiting room to see people seated, filling out paperwork. I turned to my left to see James coming towards me. "Vaeh, you made it." He said extending for a hug. I smiled and hugged back, "Where's Erica?" I questioned, "She's in the bathroom." I nodded and took a seat next to him. "Are her parents coming?" He shook his head. "They're too busy, so they just dropped her off." "Who dropped you off?" "Dez." I stared forward as Erica walked out from the back. Being three months pregnant, her stomach was still flat. She smiled when she saw me, taking a seat beside James. We waited there for a few minutes, talking it up, until the nurse came out. "Erica Claudell?" Erica and James stood up. "Go ahead and follow me." We followed her through the halls and into a room. "Go ahead and step on the scale." She did as she was told as the nurse wrote down her weight. "Go ahead into room six. The doctor will be with you soon." We nodded and stepped into the white room as Erica laid on the bed and James standing beside her. I took a seat in the corner as I watched them have their own little conversation. I sat there and looked around, as a light knock on the door was sounded. I watched as it opened, expecting to see the doctor.

Jaysen

I was running later than ever, James wanted me to be at the doctors office before 10 and I couldnt even do that. I quickly freshened up slipping on some jeans, white tee, and jordans grabbing my stuff and heading out the door. Thirty minutes later I finally arrived, rushing into the doctors office. I ran up to the counter, "what room is Erica Claudell in?" She looked up. "Room six." I thanked her and made my way back. I counted the room numbers finally finding six. I lightly knocked on the door before entering. When I walked in, I noticed James and Erica. I smiled and walked in shutting the door behind me, when I looked up I totally thought I was seeing things. Nevaeh, was sitting there. "What are you doing here?" I quizzed, she was about to open her mouth when James did it. "I invited her here." I looked at him. "Can I speak to you oustide real quick?" He nodded and followed me outside the room. "Why did you bring her here?" "Just because you two arent together, doesnt mean I cant bring her around. Shes like a sister and I wanted her here." "You have a sister." I said sternly. "Look, if you dont like it, you can go." He said walking past me and back into the room. I sighed, clenching my jaw before returning. She sat in the corner, by herself , the doctor finally walked in greeting everyone.

He handled whatever he had to and finally told Erica to lay down. He poured the gel on her stomach and put the monitor to her stomach. "You can come over here and see too." He said to Nevaeh who still sat in the corner. She slowly stood up walking over and standing beside James as I stood behind her. The heartbeat of the baby filled the room as a black and white figure appeared on the screen. The doctor talked and showed us all the neccessary things. When he was done he wiped the gel. "Well Ms. Claudell and Mr. King, the baby seems to be doing fine and is growing at a healthy rate. Go ahead and meet with our nurse in the front so she can schedule you another ultrasound." They nodded and he shook our hands walking out. We all followed suit, I stood a distance away from Nevaeh as we waited on Erica and James. When they were done we walked outside. "Thanks for coming Vaeh." He said giving her a hug, she smiled and hugged back. "No problem. Tjanks for letting me be here Erica." "No problem." She said, she turned to me. "Good seeing you again Jaysen." She said, I turned around and got in the car ignoring her.

@ .Dreaming__iYA...
haha same here! first story i got hooked on
aww james a cutie inviting her to a personal thing
dam they must of been real close wen her and jaysen were together
jaysen wake up! get back with her already
runn it :)

Run It !!!

I wonder y he,want her to come nd run it plez

Nevaeh

I was cleaning up around the house making sure everything was in order. It had been almost a month since Jaysen and I had broken up. I hadn't seen him at school and as of right now, I really didnt care. He and I were done. I was stuffing the dishes into the dishwasher when my cell phone rang from my room. I shut off the water and dried my hands rushing out of the kitchen and down the hall, I grabbed my cell without looking at the caller id. "Hello?" "Vaeh?" I looked down at my phone. "James?" "Uh, I was calling to ask if you would come to Erica's ultrasound tomorrow." I was quiet. "Are you sure about that?" "Yeah, I would really appreciate it." I nodded as if he could see me. "Uh yeah, just text me the time and i'll be there." "Great, can't wait." We both hung up, I was really just hoping Jay wouldnt mind that I was there.

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This is all i have. My next add should be longer

this is the story that got me on this board.
first one I ever saw. It was a link on his facebook.
you really slackin Dany! I saw your comments on other stories! LOL!

run it!!

okkay:)

I've been slacking but i promise and add will be up soon

Been a silent reader for about a month...
This actually the first story I read on this site
Found it on fb & im telling everybody these stories are ammazing!
I jus hate waiting for the next part .-.

Daaang. I wasnt expecting that..... Run It Run It!

Glad you love it Dani :)

DANY I LOVE THIS STORYYYY OMGOSH!!!

I am so angry at Jaysen..

So because she wants to finish her goals and dreams you get mad at that?? Seriously nigga.. that is horrible.

I hate that he didnt even listen to her.. He acting like a lil b**** right now.. I dont like that. Smh

Run It boo boo :)

Nevaeh

Jaysen and I were just lounging around my apartment, I was in the kitchen making us some sandwiches while he was sitting on the couch watching television. "Babe?" He called, "what?" I called back. "Come here real quick." I sighed and set down the butter knife and walked into the livingroom. "Where are you?" I asked, "in the bedroom!" He called, I turned on the balls of my feet and trotted into my bedroom to see Jay facing towards my desk. "What is it? I need to finish those sandwiches." He was quiet and then turned around. "What is this?" He asked holding up the letter from San Francisco State. "Uh." "When were you gunna tell me about this Vaeh?" Jaysen now questioned with a serious face. I was speachless, there was nothing I could conjure up. "Jay, I wanted to tell you that night when I asked you about your future but you just had so much going on, it just didn't feel right." I said on the verge of tears. He chuckled while shaking his head. "I don't know what I was thinking falling for you." He said dropping the letter and making his way out. "Jay wait!" I called, he ignored me and shoved past me. I ran after him grabbing his arm before he could opene the door. "You have to hear me out." I pleaded. "What is there to hear? In a matter of a few months you'll be down in the bay area while i'll be here in Los Angeles alone." "Don't say that Jay, i'll be with you every holiday and breaks and you can visit me and stuff." I said trying to make the situation better. "Wow, holidays and breaks huh? I don't want that Nevaeh, long distant relationships never work. They always fail." He said pulling from my grip and reaching for the door. "So that's it? You're just gunna leave me over something that hasn't even happened yet?" I said tears now falling from my face. He turned and looked at me. "Yup, because I don't wanna be around when it does happen." He said opening the door and walking out.

I locked the door and walked back to the room and picked up the letter from San Francisco State. Who knew one dream would cause so much trouble. I looked at theletter and fell to the floor. Just when things were looking up for me thay went straightdown hill. I wiped my tears, if he wasn't going to feel any sympathy, then neither was I. All I needed was to make it through these last two months of school and two months of summer and I was out of here, leaving every memory behind me.

Jaysen

I walked down to my car pissed as f***. How could she do some s*** like this to me and to think I actually saw a future with this girl. I shook my head, man I was head over heels. It pained me to see her like that, but I knew it was best for the both of us. These next two months of school would be a pain but I couldn't quit now, I had came so far. I pulled up to Ray's house and parked my car walking up his walkway and knocking on the door. A few seconds later Mali opened the door. "What you doing here?" She asked letting me in. "Just came to kick it with my boy, that a problem?" I asked jokingly, she shook her head. "He's in his room." I thanked her and nodded at Devin who was sitting on the couch. I jogged up the stairs and made my way down the hall to his room. You could hear music blaring from his room. I just barged into the room as if it was my own, he was holding a blunt he was about to touch his lips. "Nigga, why are you barging into MY room like you own the goddamn place?" He said setting his blunt down. I shut the door behind me and took a seat at his desk. I smacked my lips, "don't worry about it. Just worry about that blunt and lighting it." I said looking at him. He shrugged me off and lit it taking the first hitand then passing it to me. We kept the rotation going like that until it was just down to the bud.

"So basically, you're gunna be a d*** to Vaeh for following her dreams and furthering her education?" Ray asked me while muching away on some Hot Cheetoh's. When he pit it that way he made me seem like a real bad guy. "Well see--" "well see what? Just because you aint thinking about college, doesn't mean she isn't either." I smacked my lips. I hated when Ray was high, that nigga was always ten times smarter. "You know what? You're blowing my high, so just save it." I said snacking on some more cheetoh's. He shrugged, "you just mad cause i'm telling the truth." I smacked my lips and stood up. "Man, i'm out. I'll holla at you later." I said making my way out the room and down the hall. I walked into the livingroom and said bye to Somalia but she just gave me the cold shoulder. I assumed she had already spoken to Vaeh. I shrugged her off and walked out the door making ny way back to my crib.

Come On Jay Let Her Explain!!!
RUN IT:)))

I knew it! smh.

In every story today, all the couples are falling apart.
Cuffing season must be over.

:(

RunIt

Little Sneak Peak for y'all

"What is this?" He asked holding up the letter from San Francisco State. "Uh." "When were you gunna tell me about this Vaeh?" Jaysen now questioned with a serious face. I was speachless, there was nothing I could conjure up. "Jay, I wanted to tell you that night when I asked you about your future but you just had so much going on, it just didn't feel.right." I said on the verge of tears. He chuckled while shaking his head. "I don't know what I was thinking falling for you." He said dropping the letter and making his way out. "Jay wait!" I called

this was the first story i ever read on here.