“I’m done; I can’t deal with this anymore.” Angel got up and tried to grab my hand, “Kita, just let me explain—“I pulled away from him. “No, you’re not going to drag me back to you this time.” He looked at me with tears in his eyes. “Don’t give me that look. I’m not falling for the lies. Just let me go.” <a target='_blank' title='ImageShack - Image And Video Hosting' href='http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/215/aksent.jpg/'><img src='http://img215.imageshack.us/img215/3621/aksent.jpg' border='0'/>I </a>grabbed my iPhone, headphones and keys. I’ve got to go for a run. “Please be gone by the time I get back.” I ran out of the house with tears streaming down my face. I don’t know why I always allow guys to hurt me. What am I doing wrong? Do I have to be a b**** to get respect? I just don’t know what it is. I put on my headphones and I just run.
<a target='_blank' title='ImageShack - Image And Video Hosting' href='http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/18/fp3369356brownchrisvah0.jpg/'><img src='http://img18.imageshack.us/img18/4324/fp3369356brownchrisvah0.jpg' border='0'/>I </a>was in the car riding around with my boo, we just left the studio. The entourage wants to go out and party tonight. You know I’m always down to party. “Babe, Seiko wants to know what time we rolling out.” I heard Karrueche talking to me but, my mind was somewhere else. I just saw this shawty pass by. “Bae, what time we rolling out?” She laughed and elbowed me; I laughed back and answered her.
I finished my run and just walked to the gym, some of my girls were over there. They were walking out when I got there. They were talking to me and I could hear words coming out my mouth but I couldn’t make out what I was saying. He just kept staring at me and I was flattered but I am through with men for a while. I was saying bye to the girls and putting in my headphones and I tripped over the curb and fell, before I could catch my balance all I could hear was tires screeching and people screaming.
My mind was still on that girl I saw earlier. I wasn’t paying attention to the road and someone was in the street. I couldn’t swerve, so I hit the brakes as quick as I could. I heard a thud. I put the car in park and hopped out. Karrueche was spazing out. I went to the front of the car and saw a motionless lump. Someone ran up behind me saying they called 911 and the ambulance was on the way.
What the hell is going on? Why is it so cold out? Where am I?
“Kita, It’s going to be alright.”
“Look what this punk did now.”
I could hear everything clear, but I couldn’t move, speak or see. I tried to talk. I tried to move.
“He killed her!”
Oh my Lord, what am I going to do. I don’t know what made me reach out but I did. I pulled her hair back off her face and my pulse sped up. It was her. I touched her face and I felt her move.
I can feel my feet, and my legs. I tried to talk but it came out as a cough. I opened my eyes and even amongst all the chaos all I saw were these beautiful brown eyes and adorable freckles, then I heard the sirens and felt the darkness τακεονεя♥™