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The One I Gave My Heart To

I laid face down ass up as he gripped my hips and pumped in and out of me. The alcohol was starting to wear off and suddenly I felt a mixture of emotional pain and heart break. A few tears escaped my honey brown eyes as he enjoyed what no longer his. Usually when we had sex I was the one on top, calling the shots but tonight I was too wrapped in my emotions. I felt him pull out and shoot his warm cum on my ass and he got up, mumbled something and walked to the kitchen. I got off the bed and walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror at me… better yet at what I’ve become. I am 24 years old, beautiful black and Puerto Rican chick, I’m well off because of my father’s death, and I could have anything my heart desired, anyone I bated my long eye lashes at… except for him. He once was mine, I gave him my heart…hell he still had it. We were good together, inseparable, the “good thing” hun, I guess all good things come to an end because we did when he proposed to my sister… and she accepted it.

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After we got finished taking pictures London ran away leaving Trey and I in the same space. "Why you acting all weird?" He asked. I smirked. "I'm not acting weird, this is what it is." I said trying to walk away, but he grabbed my arm. "Paris--" he started but yelling coming from the back cut him off. I took off my heels and ran into the back. I saw my aunt Zoe in Maria and Riley's face. I walked next to my aunt and grabbed her arm. "TeeTee what's wrong?" "You invited el diablo?" She spat. "Who you calling the devil?" Riley asked. "Nobody's talking to you so shut it!" Zoe barked at Riley. "You know her?" I asked my aunt. I didn't know she knew Maria. "Yea I know this puta" Zoe sassed. "Ok Zoe I'm not going to have you disrespecting me." Maria said finally speaking up. "Oh so now you feel some kinda way? You're a Puta and you know it." I looked back and forth between them confused. "Why are you here? This is London's party. You weren't even a mother to Paris. You should be a f***ing shamed of yourself." Zoe said pissed. "Why you mad tho?" Riley asked as Zoe and Maria stared each other down. "You meant everything to my brother! You were like an older sister to me. And you left!" Zoe yelled. I looked around and saw no one was paying attention because Ms. April had started the dance competition. "Zoe I'm sorry." Maria cooed. Trying to touch Zoe but Zoe slapped her hand. "No! Don't touch me!" Zoe sniffed and then continued. "I bet you didn't even know I was hiding in the room when you were packing and on the phone.... You were already pregnant and leaving to go to Va to start a new family with my brother's best friend!... How could you cheating him when he's done nothing but treat you good from day one!" Zoe asked. "Zoe it wasn't like that--" Maria started "Bulls***!! I heard you! You said ima leave that whinny b**** with her father since he loves her so much and I cleared out his safe. Paris wasn't even 3 months old yet." Zoe said shaking her head. Tears swelled in my eyes. This was my first time hearing this story. "You need to go." I said to Maria. "Paris wa--" Maria started. "No you and your daughter, get the f*** out!" I spat as they began walking out of my yard with Zoe and I trailing behind them. "Zoe I'm so sorry mi amor. I didn't mean to hurt you." Maria cooed. "f*** you Maria! You're apologizing to me when your daughter is right here. Does she not look hurt to you? What the f*** is wrong with you? I guess your right mind got knocked out when your mother was beating your all. She was a nasty abusive b****. You should be glad Rick saved you." Zoe said pressing Maria's buttons. "Watch it Zoe!" Maria warned with watery eyes. "I guess bad parenting runs on your side. Look at tu madre, usted, tu hija." She said pointing at Riley and laughing "Y'all all just f***ed up!" Zoe vented. "Whatever ma lets go!" Riley said grabbing Maria and walking away. Zoe watched them until they were gone. My heart was broken. "Estupida puta." Zoe started and the. She turned and looked at me. Her face softened and then she hugged me. "I'm sorry Pari." She started. "I didn't mean to air that out here but it's been years since I've seen her and I needed to get that off my chest. Did tu padre tell you that story?" She asked looking at me. I shook my head no. She hugged me again "I'm sorry mi amor."
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After London cut her cake and opened her gifts everyone stayed and mingled for like 20 minutes before people got their goodie bags and started heading out. "Nice party thanks for inviting us." Natasha said hugging me. "No problem, it was good to finally meet you." I said hugging her back. "You should totally get my number from Kirk and maybe we can kick it." She smiled. I flashed a friendly smile back before I was lifted off my feet. "Oh my god put me down!" I yelled at who ever had me. I heard this deep laugh before I was back on my feet I turned around and saw Terrance. I hit his shoulder "don't you ever do that fool!" I laughed. "My bad. Mama wanted to know if London could spend the night with us. You know since I don't be here like that, I wanna take my niece out." He smiled. "Sure, I mean if she wants to. Where is she?" I asked looking around. "Paris I'm keeping her." Zoe said carrying London and kissing her cheek. "Mommy save me!" London shrieked reaching for me. Terrance and I laughed as I took her from Zoe. "You don't remember TeeTee Zoe?" I asked. She shook her head no. "Well you don't have have to know me. I can just take you home and feed you and keep you forever and ever." Zoe said squeezing London's cheek. "No, I wanna stay with my mommy." London cooed wrapping her arms around my neck. "You don't wanna come with me and grandma and daddy tonight?" Terrance asked. "Yes! Can I go? Mommy please?" She begged. In kissed her cheek "Yes, tell daddy to get your stuff ready." I said putting her down. She grabbed Terrance's hand and ran to find Trey. "You wanna go out tonight? You look like you need to." Zoe asked. "No, probably tomorrow today has been all kinds of crazy." I said shaking my head and rolling my eyes as Ms. April made her way over. "Are you allowing my granddaughter to spend a night tonight?" She asked. I nodded. "Good. About earlier, I didn't mean to upset you. I know it must be hard on you, but as a grandmother I'm happy. I want to be apart of Erin's life and as London's mother you should want to be apart of it too." I felt my blood boil, it seem like she was trying to purposely piss me off. Zoe looked around confused "Who the f*** in Erin." She asked. If looks could kill Ms. April would've been dead. "Look April, you're being very inconsiderate. I understand your happy. Throw a party, shout it to the moon I won't give a f***, but when you keep throwing Erin in my face it makes me want to punch you in yours." I started but Zoe grabbed me. "Paris--" I snatched my arm away from her "No, I'm not done. I just found out yesterday that she is indeed his child I need time to process it. You're a woman before you're a grandmother you should understand... You know like right before Mr. Neverson died and he told you about his affair with Mrs. Stevenson and how Mike might have been his, it took years before Mike was allow over again and he wasn't even his son." The look on her face was priceless. Tears started streaming down her face. I know that was a low blow but she deserved it. "I'ma need you to give me some time before you come flossing her in my face... London's going to your house tonight. I don't care what you say about me but don't say that s*** in front of my daughter." I spat before she stormed out. "What the f*** was that about?" Zoe asked. "I don't even want to talk about it." I scoffed.
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After everyone had left I took a shower and put on a green sports bra and some black shorties. I put my hair up and went back downstairs to clean up. I grabbed a glass and filled it with voldka and cranberry juice before I turned on pandora and I started cleaning up. My door bell rang and I walked over and opened it Chris stood there grinning. "Hey." I smiled letting him in "what are you doing here?" I asked. "I saw London leave with Trey so I decided to come over. You look like you were having a bad day." He said kissing my forehead. I smiled "Bad day was an understatement." I replied. I went back to cleaning up. "You got the cranberry and voldka going on." He said smelling what was in the cup that was next to him. I nodded wrapping up the leftover food. "I needed that voldka straight." I chuckled. My phone rang and I sighed looking at Trey's picture. I knew this was about to be an argument. "Yea." I said answering the phone. "Since when do you disrespect my mother?" He asked. "Since when do your mother disrespect me?" I snapped back. "She's over her still pissed about what I told you about my pops." He argued. "So the f*** what Trey! You think I give a damn? She was in my face with bulls*** that I didn't want to hear and acting like everything is good and all of that when it ain't. It's not f***ing good! She was where I'm at now, she knows how it feels and she wanna come in my face with that. f*** out of here." I argued. "Ok so maybe she did kinda rub it in your face, but don't disrespect my mother again." He warned. I didn't like his tone. "And if I do?" I tested. "Don't worry about that--" he started but I cut him off. "Ain't no don't worry about that. You ain't gone do s*** Tremaine and you know it. Tell yo mother not to f***ing try me again, if she do I'm pretty sure she'd be more shocked to know that I know about all of her skeletons that hidden in her closet. Y'all better not f*** with me." I barked. Trey just started laughing. "Who the f*** do you think you are? You know in all reality you're not mad at my mother. Your mad because your father left out the part about yo momma not wanting you whinny ass. You need to take that s*** up with him." He spat. That was low. Out of everyone I never thought Trey would stoop that low. I laughed as tears fell from my eyes. "So that's what it is? You wanna go there? You know that subject is off limits." I said whispering the last part. "You think I give a f*** Paris?? You wanna go dropping my momma skeletons, you forgot that I know about all of yours!" He gritted. "f*** you! I hate you, you little b****." I sassed. "Yeh f*** you too. You can say whatever you want you just better not disrespect my momma again." He said and then he hung up. I was pissed. I grabbed my sneakers and my keys. "Woah wait where are you going?" Chris asked. I ignored him and left out of my house. I was sick if this s*** and letting people slide. Trey wasn't going to get away with talking to me like that. I opened my car door and got in I tried to close it but Chris grabbed the door. "Where are you going?" He asked again. "I'm going to drop something off to London." I lied. He looked at me like I was stupid. "Well I'm driving." He said as I sighed and climbed over to the passenger side. He got in and we headed for Ms.Aprils house.
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When we got there it was 12:15 and the lights were off. I got out before Chris could even stop the car. I walked to the door and banged on it until someone came to the door. Less than a minute later Trey opened the door wearing no shirt. "You have to be f***ing s***ting me." He said. "You got the right one now. You wanna f***ing talk s*** on the phone?" I asked pushing him . "You need to chill out." He said holding his hand out so that I couldn't hit him. "No you wanna talk s***?" I said swinging at him, he dodged it. "You need to calm down. I'm not going to fight you Paris." He said still dodging my hits. "Well I'ma f*** you up." I said still swinging at him. "You are f***ing crazy." He said as I finally managed to hit him. He grabbed my arms and held them behind my back and I cried. "You need to go home and sleep this off." He said as I squirmed. "Don't tell me what the f*** to do!" I said as he continued to hold my arms. "What's going on?" Chris said as he finally got out the car. "She's drunk and she needs to go to sleep." Trey said. "Why you on her like that tho?" Chris asked pulling up his sweat pants. "Look she came over here trying to fight me. You shouldn't have let her come over here." Trey said. "Tremaine let me go." I sniffed. "If I let you go are you going to hit me." He asked. I sniffed and shook my head no. He let me go and I turned and looked at him "We will talk in the morning." He smirked. My right hand had a mind of its own. It reached up and slapped the s*** out of Trey. Chris grabbed me and Trey touched his face. "Have my daughter back by 11." I spat. "I'll bring her back when I feel like." He spat. I went charging after him again but Chris grabbed me. "Lets go." He said helping me back to the car. He got in and he drove off.
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@screamSONGZ lol i know I haven't added in a while (lol) I'm a busy chick.

Lmao @ yall not remembering Laith. He was Paris 1st boyfriend. He was/is a nonmotherf***ing factor. He had about two lines in the first chapter and the he worked at CVS when she went to get her morning after pill.... but that was a long time ago.

@Kristina Thank you much :)Trey mother smh I'm not going to speak on her but she'll be in this next add :)

@All of my dolls thanks so much for reading. I know I say this like after every post but I mean it.

~ Easha<3

Easha i dunno what u talking bout ma ur adds are good!
gives it the pace it needs

of course i caught on to that! im team chris :) i know that changes a whole lot of things
as for the party scene question does trey mom not like paris anymore or was she not too fond of her from the jump? like seriously why would she mention trey other child in front of her she is a mom imagine how she would feel if someone asked her given paris situation
teammommaj lol
as for riley ugh her ass need a beat down i swear she could of handle her in the front her daughter out back but paris aint ratchet lol and yeah i cant really recall laith .. i guess he wasnt much to remember lol
i hella caught that sister in law title ...she aint even bother to correct that
kevin oh my i love when he comes around he should drop by more often lol hella cappin on her about her daughters name he a fool
but on the real she need to take up on kirk, chris , her girl offer and talk to them bout whats bothering her cuz that aint healthy at all
btw its nice to finally meet kirk new lady he be talking bout she seems cool :)
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That's it??? I want to see this b**** get her ass beat so fcuking bad yo && WTF is LAith I dont remember his ass to save my fc uking life. LOL. This story been out the loop for a minute yo!

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Breakfast went ok. I guess if Trey and I were on better terms it would've went better but it is what it is. I got London dressed with this <a href="http://img0.etsystatic.com/022/0/6527800/il_570xN.478108970_tan7.jpg">tutu</a> this <a href="http://thumbs4.ebaystatic.com/d/l225/m/m-nxI7JrgTz3b5fa8pCsH3A.jpg">vest</a> and these <a href="https://encrypted-tbn1.gstatic.com/images?q=tbn:ANd9GcQpEmyzNIHeEM7Hphnnkj_oaCCrFMvXoSho2kld2SkLacCDTqT5DTQ4xcTRaA">jordans</a> . Her hair was all out curly with a straightened bang and the bow was on the right side of her head. Ms. Joyce came and started taking pictures of London while I went to wash. I got dressed in this <a href="http://s7d9.scene7.com/e2/bebe/bb-216477-v1_pdp">dress</a> , with some gold open toed heels and my hair was just straightened with loose curls. I applied a little make up before I walked down stairs. Trey was putting juice in the cooler. I walked over to the back door and Mike was on the grill. The Dj was there and Mike jr and Makiyah were in the bounce house. "Hey boo boo" Brooklyn said behind me. I turned around and smiled. "Hi babe!" I said hugging her. I felt bad about the way I snapped on her yesterday. "Brooke I'm sorry about yesterday." I said looking down. "It's ok, I understand." She laughed. I looked at her and smiled. "Now come help me set up before Lon's guests get here." She said as we grabbed boxes and finished the remainder of the set up.
I went back in the house to get the cooler. "Don't even act like you can pick this up." Trey smirked. " I wasn't, I was coming to ask you." I lied. "It don't have to be like this between us Paris." He cooed. I let out a long sigh and the doorbell rang. I walked over and opened the door. "Paris!!" Kirko said hugging me. I smiled and hugged him back. "Kirk, I'm glad u made it." I smiled and let him go. I looked over and saw his date. "Hi you must be Natasha" I smiled hugging her. "Yes, I am it's so nice to finally have a face with your name." She laughed hugging me back. I smiled and let go of her. "Well y'all can go in the back Mikes grilling." I said. Kirk turned around picked up the huge gift wrapped in gold and pink. "Kirk I told you not to do it" I said looking at this huge box. "She like my niece, and she only turns four once right?" He smiled. "Kirk you said that last year when you got her that pink piano that she still doesn't know how to play." He laughed. "She'll learn, come on Tash" he said as she followed him in the back. I looked out as cars pulled up and on car in particular caught my eye. When the car parked the driver side door opened and <a href="http://www.topnews.in/files/Zoe-Saldana_4.jpg">she</a> got out, I screamed. "Pari!!!" She yelled running to me. I ran to meet her and I hugged her "TeeTee!! I missed you sooo much!!" I said squeezing her. She moved to PR a couple of months after London was born. "I know, I miss you too!" She said kissing my cheek. I wiped my cheek playfully "You'll live." She laughed as we walked back in the house. "Oh My Gosh it's my Trey!" She screamed hugging him. I turned my head and walked back to the front to greet everyone and their child as they came in. I saw a burnt orange Lamborghini pull up and I shook my head. Chris and Christian came out and I smirked. "Hi TeeTee." Christian said hugging me and walking inside after I kissed his head. "Hey sexy." Chris said reaching for my hand. "Hey." I said taking his hand as he twirled me around. "You look good." He said hugging me. "Yeh, you too. But an orange lambo?" I asked pointing to his car. "Yeh, the color is starting to grow on me." He said as we walked to his car. He opened the trunk and it was full of gifts for Lon. "Nope take them back." I said trying to close the trunk. "No, she told me she wanted all of this." "But she don't need all of this, it's too much." I said waving at the other people walking to my back yard. He kissed my forehead "it's ok." I looked over and saw a black BMW pull up. When the car parked DeSean and Dj got out. "Hey." He said walking over to us. I waved and Chris dapped him up. "Hi Dj." I waved as he stood behind DeSean's leg. He was so cute. "Okay let me go get London, mommy was doing a photo shoot for her an hour ago." I said walking with them back inside. "Wass good" Chris said to Trey dapping him up. "Ain't s***." DeSean nodded and Trey did the same thing before Chris, DeSean and Dj made their way to the back. I went upstairs and London was still taking pictures. I just laughed. " Ma, it's been an hour." " I know she's just too cute!!" She said snapping more pictures. "Grandma I want to go to my party." London pouted while posing. "Ok." Ms. Joyce said kissing her. I picked her up and carried her down stairs. I put her down so she could see could walk outside and when she did her face was priceless. She hugged her little friends and they all went in the bounce house. Ms. April, Ciara Trey's cousin and Terrance Treys younger brother came in. I tried to look the other way but Terrance spotted me and smiled. "s***" I cursed. Ms. April and I haven't spoken to each other since the gum accident. "Look at my sister in law" Terrance smirked hugging me. After high school he went into the Navy so we didn't see him that much. "Hey Terrance." I said as I hugged him back. "Where's my niece?" I pointed as London ran over. "Hi grandma, hi CiCi and Uncle Teee!" She said as he picked her up. "You remember me??" He asked cheesing. "Yes, me and daddy saw you on the computer the other day." She laughed. I smiled and tried to sneak away. "Paris." I heard Ms. April say as she approached me. I turned and looked at her. "Since when don't you speak when you see me?" She asked putting her hand on her hip? I chuckled, I couldn't be rude to her. "hey Ma." I said hugging her tightly even though I didn't want to. She popped me twice. "Don't you ever call yourself being mad at me you hear me?" She asked. I nodded and Trey walked up. "Hey Momma" he said kissing her cheek. "Hi baby" she smiled letting me go. "So when do I meet my other granddaughter?" She asked him. He looked at me, I just shook my head and walked away. "Maa!" I heard Trey yell at his mother. "What? I didn't know it would upset her." She replied. I just kept walking. "Aye Girl.... I know you hear me. Aye damn it!" I looked over and it was Kevin. I smiled "hey!" "Goddamn it I thought I was gone have to get a bull horn or some s***." He said half hugging me. "What are you doing here?" I asked. "Well I was in town and I called Joyce she said London was having a party and I'm like who? She's like Lon-Don, Pairs daughter. And I'm like don't Paris know there's actual human names and not just places." I hit him and laughed. "No but for real though I wanted to bring my kids by, I haven't seen y'all in a minute." He said grabbing a handful of chips. "Well it's good to see you Kev" I smiled and walked away again. I walked to the front of my house and I sat on the pouch. "What's wrong with you?" Kirk asked walking from his car. I shook my head and smiled "nothing" I said looking at him. He smiled and sat next to me "I've knowing you for quite some time now and that nothing looks like a whole heap of something." He said nudging me. I nodded "You're right, I just don't want to deal with it right now." I sighed. "We'll if you ever need to talk you can always call me. I'm not on nobody's side but yours." I smiled and punched his shoulder "Thanks Kirk." "You ready to get back to this party or what?" He asked standing up. I nodded and stood up "I guess so."
When we got back there people were taking pictures of London and Trey...mainly his family. I was happy that they had that moment together. "The f*** you acting all anti for?" Mike asked. I hadn't even noticed I was that close to the grill. I looked at him and smiled. I don't know what happened but his face softened "I've never been where you are but I feel you. You're strong, let that s*** go and enjoy London's birthday. I'm sure she'd love to see pictures of her mommy when she gets older." He was right. I needed to shake it, but it's like looking at Trey was a reminder of the situation. I couldn't do this! I walked in the house and downstairs to the basement. I grabbed a bottle of Tequila and I took a shot. I put the bottle down and went to the bathroom . I looked at my reflection and tears came out instantly. I cried for like 2 minutes before I was able to pull myself together. I hated when I cried. Now I have a red nose. I gave fixed myself up and I opened the door. I jumped and held my heart when I saw Chris standing there. "Mi Dios me asustaste!" I said as my heart beat slowed. "I haven't heard you speak Spanish in years." He said looking at me. I looked down avoiding eye contact. "What's going on with you? Everyone's looking for you and you're down here drinking and crying in the bathroom." He asked concerned. "I don't want to talk about it." I said looking at my nails. "I can't pressure you to tell me what it is but when you feel like opening up you know I got you right?" He asked. I nodded slowly. I hadn't told anyone about the situation. I didn't want them to know just in case Erin wasn't his. I felt him hug me and kiss the crown of my head. "Whenever your ready." He repeated. "Lets go back and party." He said grabbing my hand and going upstairs. "You missed the pony rides" Chris said laughing "You should've saw London's face, she was begging Trey to let her keep it." I smirked and the door bell rang. I walked over to the door and opened it "What the f*** are you doing here trash?" I asked as Chris walked over and sighed. "Uh my son is here and I do think it's my nieces birthday even if her madre didn't tell me" Riley said handing me this small pink polka dotted wrapped box. "You think you real smart. You always show up at kiddie functions and talking s*** knowing that I'm not going to hand you your ass in front of my daughter." I said stepping closer. "Paris please! I'm here for my niece, not you. You can't speak b****?" She snapped looking at Chris. "b****?" He laughed. "That's what you are aren't you? You've been loyal to your owner since day one." She sassed nodding her head in my direction. Before he could talk I held my hand up. "Look if you're bringing drama you matters well leave Riley." She smiled "Oh I'm drama free." She smiled devilishly and waved her hand at her car. Laith and Maria got out. "You have to be f***ing kidding me. Why the f*** is he here?" I asked looking at a smirking Laith. "He's my coworker and I found out that you two used to date so I thought it'd be cool if I brought him by." I wanted to punch that b****. "Hey sexy. Long time no see." Laith cooed. I rolled my eyes. "Hi Paris" Maria smiled. "Hello" I replied leaving them standing there. "Paris the photographer wants pictures." Trey said walking from the back door. "You ok?" He asked and I made a stupid expression. He looked behind me and shook his head. "Hi Maria, Riley, Laith wassup." Trey waved trying to be polite. Maria waved and walked outside. "What's good?" Laith yelled dapping Trey up. "Hi sexy." Riley cooed licking her lips. Oh my god this b****. Chris grabbed my fist that I hadn't even noticed I balled. "Chill" he whispered. "Riley go outside please." I said and she laughed. She turned around and switched out. The problem wasn't that she switched out, it was that her jeans were cut up in the back. Not cute cut up either when she walks by every one will see her ass cheeks. I put my hands on my temples and shook my head. "Don't let her get to you." Chris said before he walked outside. "You good?" Trey asked. I looked at him and nodded before I followed him out of the house and into the back yard where we were going to take pictures.

Sorry for they typos and the girl in the dress is NOT Paris. I never posted a pic of who’s playing her because I gave a description at the beginning :)
More to come ;)

@Kristina lol I hate my user name -.- I suck when it comes down to making up name for myself and stories so that's why it remained what it is :(. I'm Easha Btw. Thank you sooo much for your feedback! It made me smile :) You're the only one who mentioned what Rick said about Christian ;) I'm not going to say anything else but you mighttttt be right on track (get out of my head lol).
@ibadwbu & breezywasted thanks for reading dolls :)

@SHestayfly89 ikr thank you i love mickey.
i understand how Paris feel i wouldnt be able to deal with him like that anymore either. Run it please

@shestayfly89
whats ur name ? i dont like addressing u as ur username lol
mine is Kristina

anyways back to an older add
i loved how well chris know Paris just one look at her and he was already defensive he got mad really to beat who ever made her feel down
Im so glad her dad visited her cuz she really needed that
and he hella hinted christian not being chris
yes!! shes gonna be with chris after all no weird family
well minus the part in still having to explain it to the kids that chris isnt christain biological father but he is his dad since hes raised and loved him since day one
it now makes sense! when he called paris to tell her christain was his how he paused... he loves christian too much to just up and leave him especially with riley unfitted self -__-
okkk to the newer adds
i kinda feel bad for trey like he really wants her back.
paris kinda had a selfish moment when she said she knew she wouldnt marry him but she liked what they had like girrllll u know u playing with emotions!
the way trey hella got on her about bday breakfast he had like a mini panic attack like as if paris wasnt gonna invite him no more cuz of him having another child
i was also trippin too no lie lol
oh and how paris knew what brooke was hinting at... saying her name twice means its real
btw they werent lousy adds!
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July 6
I can't believe my baby is going to be four tomorrow. Time just went by so fast these past two weeks. I couldn't focus on anything for long periods of time. "I said Gold or Silver??" Brooklyn asked holding up stars that's going to be placed on the gift table. "Both." I replied shaking my head. "What's going on with you? You've been zoning out on me for the last hour." Brooklyn said filling a goodie bag. "I'm sorry. It's just so much on my mind like London and this party ugh I can't focus." I confessed. She nodded understandingly "When's the last time you talked to Trey?" "Last weekend." I said opening up a laffy taffy and eating it. "So he hasn't talked to you about Yasmine?" She inquired. "No, and to be honest I don't want to know. The thought of him having another child hurts. I can stomach the thought so I've been ignoring his calls." I said stuffing another goodie bag. "I can see that you're hurt. Is he coming to the party?" She asked. I nodded "Yeh, he is her father I can't say "oh you might have another child so go be with her" that's not right." "Yeh, but you should answer his calls, you need to listen to what he has to say about Yasmine." She said tying a ribbon on a goodie bag that she had just got finished stuffing. This was her second time bring Yasmine's name up so I knew that Yasmine was telling the truth. My eyes started to water and I felt that burning sensation in my throat. "No, no, no Paris don't cry! You don't even know what it is." Brooklyn cooed coming closer. "You said her name twice. I've know you since you were 13 Brooke, I think I know how to read in between the f***ing lines!" I snapped. "Look Par I know you're mad but don't go lashing out at me. I didn't do s***." She said calmly. She was right. "Brooke I'm sorry. It's just--" I started but was cut off by Makiyah and London walking in. "Mommy daddy's here daddy's here!!" London cheered as I wiped my face. "TeeTee can I get a snack for us?" Makiyah asked. I nodded and they went in the pantry and got fruit snacks. I heard my door open and close "DADDY!!!" London screamed excitedly. "Hi princess!" "Daddy I'm going to be four years old tomorrow." London cheesed. "I know, you know what that means?" Trey asked. "Yup, mommy said I'm going to be a big girl." London said proudly."No matter how big you get you'll always be my princess." He cooed as he kissed her and she laughed. I walked to the sink and wet my face as Makiyah and London went back outside. "Hi Brooke" Trey said walking over to us. "Hey Trey." She replied. "I'm going to go see what Kiyah and Lon's doing" she said getting us as I gave her the "wtf" expression. She pointed at Trey and walked out. "Hey." Trey said coming further in the kitchen. "Hey" I replied wiping my face. I was still unable to look at him. "I've been calling you." He cooed. "Yeh, I know. What's up." "I wanted to talk to you about Yasmine and Erin." He said with a hint of fear in his voice. "She's yours." I replied still not looking at him. I could see him nod his his head "yea." "Well congratulations." I said trying to keep my composure. "Congratulations?" He asked. "Yeh, you wanted another child so there you go." "No, why aren't you flipping or cursing me out?" He asked as if he was mad. "Because Trey, I'm tired. I'm tired of fighting." I said on the verge of tears. I knew I wasn't going to marry Trey but I liked what we had. "What you mean you're tired of fighting? I'm not gone let you give up on us. No, not over no s*** that happened in the past. You said not to let stuff that happened before us tear us apart." He sounded like he wanted to cry. "But Tremaine that happened while we were together... I'm done. Like I can't even---" I started but stopped because he kept repeating "No" since "I'm done" left my lips. "Paris no. Baby I love. I--" "I hope this doesn't mess up your relationship with London" I cooed finally looking at him before I walked off.
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July 7th
"Mommy!! It's here! I'm four years old!" London yelled excitedly as she jumped in my bed. I smiled and sat up. "I know!! Happy birthday Princess! birthday kisses!!" I yelled hugging her and I kissed her 5 times as she laughed. "Mommy I'm only fouurrrr why'd you kiss me five times." She asked still laughing. "Because one was for good luck." I said still holding her. I can't believe she's four. I sighed. I vowed not to cry this year. "Where you wanna go for your birthday breakfast?" I asked letting her go. "Ihop!" She shrieked as she jumped on the bed. "Can I wear my tutu to ihop?" She asked. "No. You know you like that strawberry syrup and you get it everywhere. You don't want to mess up your tutu do you?" I asked. She shook her head no. "Where's daddy?" My phone vibrated as soon as she asked and Treys picture popped up. "Here say hello." I said handing her the phone. "Hi daddy... Thank you... We going to ihop... Ok... Ok... Love you too." She said handing me the phone and turning on The Bubble Guppies. "Hello." I said getting out of the bed. "Why didn't I know about ihop? We all go to breakfast... Together... Every year." He said as if I didn't already know. "Yeh maybe it's because she just decided that she wanted to go to Ihop." I said walking into London's room and making her bed. "Well mama wanted to do breakfast for her this year." "Well were going to have to pass today. She's excited about ihop, I'm not just going to tell her no." I replied shaking my head. "Aight,I'll just tell her to do it tomorrow, you wanna come get me?" He asked. "Be ready in an hour" I said handing up. "London baby lets get ready."
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Sorry It's short. I'm about to work on the other half.

July 6
I can't believe my baby is going to be four tomorrow. Time just went by so fast these past two weeks. I couldn't focus on anything for long periods of time. "I said Gold or Silver??" Brooklyn asked holding up stars that's going to be placed on the gift table. "Both." I replied shaking my head. "What's going on with you? You've been zoning out on me for the last hour." Brooklyn said filling a goodie bag. "I'm sorry. It's just so much on my mind like London and this party ugh I can't focus." I confessed. She nodded understandingly "When's the last time you talked to Trey?" "Last weekend." I said opening up a laffy taffy and eating it. "So he hasn't talked to you about Yasmine?" She inquired. "No, and to be honest I don't want to know. The thought of him having another child hurts. I can stomach the thought so I've been ignoring his calls." I said stuffing another goodie bag. "I can see that you're hurt. Is he coming to the party?" She asked. I nodded "Yeh, he is her father I can't say "oh you might have another child so go be with her" that's not right." "Yeh, but you should answer his calls, you need to listen to what he has to say about Yasmine." She said tying a ribbon on a goodie bag that she had just got finished stuffing. This was her second time bring Yasmine's name up so I knew that Yasmine was telling the truth. My eyes started to water and I felt that burning sensation in my throat. "No, no, no Paris don't cry! You don't even know what it is." Brooklyn cooed coming closer. "You said her name twice. I've know you since you were 13 Brooke, I think I know how to read in between the f***ing lines!" I snapped. "Look Par I know you're mad but don't go lashing out at me. I didn't do s***." She said calmly. She was right. "Brooke I'm sorry. It's just--" I started but was cut off by Makiyah and London walking in. "Mommy daddy's here daddy's here!!" London cheered as I wiped my face. "TeeTee can I get a snack for us?" Makiyah asked. I nodded and they went in the pantry and got fruit snacks. I heard my door open and close "DADDY!!!" London screamed excitedly. "Hi princess!" "Daddy I'm going to be four years old tomorrow." London cheesed. "I know, you know what that means?" Trey asked. "Yup, mommy said I'm going to be a big girl." London said proudly."No matter how big you get you'll always be my princess." He cooed as he kissed her and she laughed. I walked to the sink and wet my face as Makiyah and London went back outside. "Hi Brooke" Trey said walking over to us. "Hey Trey." She replied. "I'm going to go see what Kiyah and Lon's doing" she said getting us as I gave her the "wtf" expression. She pointed at Trey and walked out. "Hey." Trey said coming further in the kitchen. "Hey" I replied wiping my face. I was still unable to look at him. "I've been calling you." He cooed. "Yeh, I know. What's up." "I wanted to talk to you about Yasmine and Erin." He said with a hint of fear in his voice. "She's yours." I replied still not looking at him. I could see him nod his his head "yea." "Well congratulations." I said trying to keep my composure. "Congratulations?" He asked. "Yeh, you wanted another child so there you go." "No, why aren't you flipping or cursing me out?" He asked as if he was mad. "Because Trey, I'm tired. I'm tired of fighting." I said on the verge of tears. I knew I wasn't going to marry Trey but I liked what we had. "What you mean you're tired of fighting? I'm not gone let you give up on us. No, not over no s*** that happened in the past. You said not to let stuff that happened before us tear us apart." He sounded like he wanted to cry. "But Tremaine that happened while we were together... I'm done. Like I can't even---" I started but stopped because he kept repeating "No" since "I'm done" left my lips. "Paris no. Baby I love. I--" "I hope this doesn't mess up your relationship with London" I cooed finally looking at him before I walked off.
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July 7th
"Mommy!! It's here! I'm four years old!" London yelled excitedly as she jumped in my bed. I smiled and sat up. "I know!! Happy birthday Princess! birthday kisses!!" I yelled hugging her and I kissed her 5 times as she laughed. "Mommy I'm only fouurrrr why'd you kiss me five times." She asked still laughing. "Because one was for good luck." I said still holding her. I can't believe she's four. I sighed. I vowed not to cry this year. "Where you wanna go for your birthday breakfast?" I asked letting her go. "Ihop!" She shrieked as she jumped on the bed. "Can I wear my tutu to ihop?" She asked. "No. You know you like that strawberry syrup and you get it everywhere. You don't want to mess up your tutu do you?" I asked. She shook her head no. "Where's daddy?" My phone vibrated as soon as she asked and Treys picture popped up. "Here say hello." I said handing her the phone. "Hi daddy... Thank you... We going to ihop... Ok... Ok... Love you too." She said handing me the phone and turning on The Bubble Guppies. "Hello." I said getting out of the bed. "Why didn't I know about ihop? We all go to breakfast... Together... Every year." He said as if I didn't already know. "Yeh maybe it's because she just decided that she wanted to go to Ihop." I said walking into London's room and making her bed. "Well mama wanted to do breakfast for her this year." "Well were going to have to pass today. She's excited about ihop, I'm not just going to tell her no." I replied shaking my head. "Aight,I'll just tell her to do it tomorrow, you wanna come get me?" He asked. "Be ready in an hour" I said handing up. "London baby lets get ready."
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Sorry It's short. I'm about to work on the other half.

I've been working on this last add for a while. I kinda dont like it, but I'm going to post half and fix the other half. I apologize if its sucky, but I promise it'll get better after these next two posts.

@screamSONGZ Awwwwwwwww thanks you :) that means so much!! I'm glad you like my story :D

@KRcBreezy I knew out of all people you would be team Chris :D

@ibadwbu love your account pic :D those cases are too cute

Thanks doll for the runs <3

Okay. This story is what made me not become a silent reader anymore after about almost two years. If you don't add to this MF good ass story.

run it!!!

Run it!!!!

team chris
run it!

Run it...

im not on team Trey anymore he a douche but chris still got a try. they both will be extremely jealous if she meet someone new which would be nice run it please. Im anxious to see where this goes.

Run it

run it

run it!!

If she can't be with anyone new, I'll accept Chris but I prefer a new person because it's just too much with Trey and Chris

i cannot believe trey got another kid smh

Saturday morning
"Paris how are you princess?" I heard a familiar voice ask. I looked around and I was in my old room at my dads house. I heard a chuckle "I know you hear me." The voice said as I continued searching the room for him. "No, I'm right here." My dad said as he appeared on the bed next to me. I gasped as tears fell from my eyes. I got up and hugged him so tightly. "Daddy!!" I cried. "I know, I know. It's ok. It's ok." He said as he caressed the my back and kissed the crown of my head. "I miss you sooo much." I said breathing heavily. "I know, I miss you too. But you doing pretty good for yourself. You're a great mother, you're even taking care of my business and your relationship with Joyce is one i always hoped you'd have." He smiled. His smile snapped me back in to reality. "You're dead. How are you talking to me?? Oh My God am I??" I stated as I started freaking out. He simply laughed. "No, you're asleep. I've been trying to visit you for years but you always had this wall up when it came to me. I saw what happened last night, that's why I'm here." "You're here because of Trey?" I asked wiping my face and looking at him. "No, I'm here because of you. You're my daughter, I know you. Don't do it." "Don't do what?" I asked kinda knowing what he was talking about. "Don't turn against Trey. He's a good guy. Not my number one pick, but he is a great father to my beautiful granddaughter. Don't turn her against Trey." "Dad I'm not." "But you thought about it. That is between that girl and Trey, not you. I can see four paths in your future and two of them are roads I don't want to see you go down because there's no coming back from them." He said as thunder boomed loudly out side of my window. My father looked up as if he was talking to someone "I'm sorry, she's my daughter it slipped." I looked up wondering who he was talking to. "I just want to see you happy. I know who makes you happy. He has always made you happy but life got in the way." I smiled as my eyes watered. "Chris?" I whispered. "You darn right it's Chris" my father cheesed. "That's my boy. He always wanted what's best for you. He didn't intentionally mean to hurt you, so all that stuff you gotta let go." "I did let it go dad. I'm good." I said searching his face. "I know you Paris, you're still a little pissed he's claiming Riley's child." Thunder boomed louder this time. I looked at my dad "What do you mean he's claiming Riley's child? Christian is his." I said moving the hair from my face. My father sighed, looked up and looked back at me "Princess my time is up." He said hugging me. "Dad what were you talking about?" I asked as he kissed my forehead. "I've said too much. I love you, Joyce, London and Chris. Just remember what I said... And even when you don't know it, I'm always with you." He said as he kissed me one last time and he disappeared.
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"I love you too dad." I said as I sat up. I wiped tears from my eyes and sighed. My phone buzzed and my screen was full of text messages and phone calls all from Trey. I slid Treys missed call to the right and put my phone on speaker as it started ringing. He picked up after a half a right. "Hey." He said in a sleep tone. "Hey." I replied putting my hair in a messy bun. "Paris I'm sorry. I swear I had nothing to do with any of that bull s*** last night." He cooed. "Stop apologizing. Are you still coming down today? We need to shop for London's party." I said changing the subject. "You want me there?" He asked hesitantly.I laughed it off. "Yeh, you are her father right?" I asked. "Yeh... I guess I'll be there at 12." He said before we hung up. I didn't want to show emotion towards the whole second baby drama, I'm just tired of fighting with him. I got out of bed and went to take a shower. After I got out I went into my closet. I didn't feel like getting all dressy so I put on a pair of grey oversized sweat pants, a white cropped t shirt and some white and grey Jordan's. I put my hair in a low ponytail at the back of my head and I put on a grey dope SnapBack. I stuffed my phone and wallet in my pocket as I left my room. I grabbed my keys and exited my house. I took in the scenery before I got in my car and headed to Ms.April's house to get London.
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"Hey, you're early." Ms. April said hugging me. "I know, Trey's on his way, we have to go birthday shopping for Londie." I said looking around. "Where is she?" I asked. "Joyce came by and got her, she had a little accident with bubble gum." My eyes widened. "It was just a small piece it got stuck in her hair." Ms. April said. "And that's why I don't allow her to have gum." I said pissed. I hated when people allowed her to do things that they knew I didn't allow her to do. "It's not that serious it's just a small piece." She replied. I sucked my teeth. "Small piece or big piece you shouldn't have given it to her. And since you did you didn't think I needed to know?" I said feeling my self becoming more pissed. She took too long to answer "Ill see you later" I said turning on my heels and calling Ms. J. "I was just about to call you." she answered. "Are you home or at the shop." "I'm almost home, I just got London from Aprils, I guess baby girl is going to have to get a bang." She said as I heard London singing. "Wait until I get there please." I asked. "K, I'm going to get her a happy meal." I nodded before I hung up. I called Trey he answered after the 2nd ring. "Yeh." " what's my gum rule?" I asked. "For Lon? No gum until she's 8. Why?" He asked. "Because your mother allowed her to have gum and now it's in her f***ing hair." I spat. I might've been over reacting just a little but I have a lot on my plate. "She what?" Trey asked. "Yes. Now my mom has to cut her a bang." I informed him. "Let me call her I'll call u back." He said hanging up.
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"Don't cry, It'll be pretty." I said trying to hush London as Ms. Joyce was about to cut her hair. "I'm sorry mommy. I didn't know it would get stucked." She cried. I kissed her forehead. "It'll be ok, we'll take pictures tomorrow." I smiled but inside I was a freaking wreck. It was just too much coming on at one time. "Paris you ok?" Ms. Joyce asked. I wiped my face and nodded. "I need air, be good for grandma ok?" I said to Lon. She nodded and wiped her tears. I walked to my car and leaned against it. I called Brooklyn and she answered on the 3rd ring. "Hey boo boo." "Brooke, I'm going through it." I cooed. "Where you at. I can drop the kids off with their nana and I'm there." She replied. "I'm at my dads place." "10 minutes." She said before she hung up.
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9 minutes later
Brooklyn's car pulled up. She parked in the driveway and got out. After she closed her door she walked over to me and hugged me. I hugged her back and I started sniffing. "What's going on?" She asked as I pulled back from the hug. "You still dream about Poochie?" I asked. Poochie was her older cousin that died when we were younger. She looked at me and shook her head no. "Well every now and then." "I had a dream about my dad last night. It was so real." I said looking at her. "The stuff he said to me was weird." "Poochie didn't tell me things she just let me know she's ok. What did pops say." She asked. "He said he saw what happened last night, I'm sure Mike told you." She nodded. "He said not to turn on Trey because he's a good dad.....I think he's in my head." She smiled "In your head?" I nodded and then shook my head. "I know you think I'm f***ing nuts." I said touching my temples. "No, I don't think that I'm just wondering why you'd say that." She replied. "He just told me things about myself, it was just f***ing weird. Like the whole Trey situation is stupid. Imagine if I would've never caught him. He was f***ing that b**** raw. I don't know her, she could've be a hoe for all I know, if he would've gave me an std oh my god!" I screamed the last part. "Calm down, I totally understand, but it didn't happen. You have a right to feel some type a way." "You damn right I do, but I'm not saying anything to Trey about it. I'll just keep ignoring it. I'm done with him." I said wiping stray tears. "Lets be real, you and Trey are connected forever. Y'all share a child. Don't go cursing him out for it." She started but I cut her off. "I'm not Brooke. When I say I'm done with him I mean we are just going to remain friends for London. No kissing, no f***ing, none of that. Like I can't with him anymore." I said looking up at her. She hugged me again. "If thats how you feel then cool. You wasn't f***ing him anyway. Right?" She asked. I remained silent. She let me go and smirked at me "b**** you've been letting Trey beat it down?" She asked. The look on her face was hilarious I couldn't help but laugh "only one time, but never again." I said seriously. "You need shots tonight?" She asked. "I need the whole damn bar." I laughed as we walked back into Ms. Joyce's house. "Hi ma, awww Londie you look so cute." Brooklyn shrieked looking at London's bang. Ms. Joyce waved and London blushed. "Thank you aunty Brookey." London cooed as she got up and hugged me. "Thank you ma." I said playing with London's bang. I guess it wasn't so bad. "No problem. Do we need to talk?" She asked. I looked down "yeh but not now." I replied. "Ok you know I'm always here right." Ms. J asked. I got up and hugged her and kissed her cheek "Yes ma I know". She kissed my other cheek before I let go and she popped Brooklyn on her shoulder "you too." "Yes, ma I know, geez I never knew such a little lady could hit so hard." Brooklyn whined holding her shoulder. "Ma we're about to go." I said hugging and kissing her again. "Ok." She said hugging and kissing London "no more gum!" She warned. "Ok grandma" London groaned kissing her cheek. Brooklyn waved and we all made our way out side. A black Lamborghini pulled up blasting music. "That boy is going to make me hurt him." Ms. Joyce said as we laughed at her. Chris got out smiling. "Londie!!" He said as London ran to him. "Uncle Chris!! I got gum stucked in my hair so grandma had to cut it and now I'm Chinese." She said in one breath as he picked her up. "You know you mother doesn't let you have gum." He said looking at her. She looked down "I didn't know it was gonna get stuckedddd." She replied. He just shook his head and kissed her forehead "no more gum Lon." He warned as he put her down. "Ok ok" she said walking off. "Hi Brooklyn" he said waving at het. "Christopher" she said waving back. "Paris" he said hugging me and kissing my cheek before he stepped back studied me. "Hey" I said waving. "No, what's wrong?" He asked with anger present in his voice. I looked at Brooklyn and she shook her head. "Nothing." I replied. "Don't lie." He said staring at me. "I'll talk to you later, there's mommy she missed you." I said kissing his cheek and trying to leave. He grabbed my arm and pulled me towards him "I don't like your vibe, I don't like this look, I know something's wrong. You don't have to shut me out." He said loud enough for only me to hear. My eyes glossed as I looked everywhere except for him. "I know, I just don't wanna talk now... I'll call you." I said before I hugged Brooke. I got London and strapped her in. I waved to Ms. J and Chris and got in the car and headed to party city to meet Trey.

Thanks Dolls <3
I see we got more people for Team Chris :) One for someone new (Chelle5)and one who's been against Chris and Paris for a while (Teek711) lol. Thanks for the comments and the feed back dollies :)
~Easha