naw21: Saturday, December 29, 2012 - 22:21
Secluded Heart
Zaira had everything going for her. She was excelling in her junior year at college at age 21, was involved in multiple extracurricular activities, and was madly in love with her boyfriend, Travis. Everything seemed to be perfect, that is, until she met him and he turned her world upside down.
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Zaira
I wake up the next day, Thursday at around 8 am. I sit up in the bed and I yawn and I look next to me and I see Julian sleeping peacefully on his back. I smile and I lean down and I kiss his cheek. I check my phone and I see a new email notification. I go to my email and I see one from Xavier. I open it and I see details about a commercial two months from now. The pay is $5,000; sounds great to me. I read through the details and the commercial shoot is in Atlanta. Wow I wonder if I could take off work? I will have to look into it. I wonder how they would feel using a pregnant woman as the star. I will be a little over four months pregnant and I will be showing a bit. I also see a side note in the email and it reads: “Zaira I called your phone last night, but Julian answered. I realize it was late I just wanted to give you the details immediately. He sounded upset and I apologize.” Julian answered my phone? I don’t mind I just wonder what he said to Xavier. I send Xavier a quick email with a few questions and then I look through my accepted calls and I see a call from last night, but it doesn’t have Xavier’s name as the contact, just the number. I know it is Xavier’s number by the area code though. Did Julian delete Xavier’s number from my phone? I just sigh and shake my head. Julian acts like he doesn’t trust me. I get out of the bed and I go downstairs and I see JJ and Alexis eating cereal. I smile and I go over to them and I kiss both of their cheeks. I make a bagel and fresh fruit and then I sit at the table and I eat with my babies. By 9 am, Julian comes downstairs to the kitchen and smiles when he sees all of us. He kisses JJ and Alexis’ cheeks and then kisses mine.
“Julian can we talk?,” I said.
“Sure what’s on your mind baby?,” Julian asked.
“In private please.”
“Sure let’s go on the patio.” I stand up from the table and Julian grabs my hand and Julian and I walk outside to the patio. I close the patio door and I look at Julian.
“Julian do you trust me?,” I asked.
“What? Of course I do. What kind of question is that?,” Julian questioned.
“If you trust me, why did you delete Xavier’s contact from my phone?”
“Why is that nigga calling you late at night?”
“You would have to ask him that....but that’s not the point. What gives you the right to delete his number from my phone? He is a professional contact.”
“It’s not professional to call a married woman late at night is it?”
“Julian stop. Why did you do it without asking me?”
“Why are you making a big deal out of this? You make it seem like you want the nigga’s number.”
“Oh please.....I never deleted Shantel’s number from your phone. She was your friend and I respected that until she tried to make a move on you. I trusted you and I deserve the same from you.”
“I do trust you Zaira I just don’t trust him!”
“You clearly don’t trust me! You act so possessive around him like he could take me away from you but you know that’s not true.”
“Whatever....I don’t want you doing any commercials that he is involved in.”
“Excuse me? So now you’re going to control me is that what you’re doing? I don’t think so.”
“So you’re going to do this commercial just because I don’t want you to?”
“If I do the commercial it will be because I want to....why are you so threatened by Xavier? Huh?”
“I’m not threatened by that nigga.”
“Clearly you are or else you wouldn’t be acting like this! Julian....you are my husband and I love you. I would never do anything to hurt you I swear. Why don’t you trust me?,” I said as tears run down my cheeks.
“Damn Zaira don’t cry,” Julian said while sighing. Damn these hormones they make me so emotional for no reason ugh!! Julian tries to wipe my tears but I turn away from him.
“Zaira baby don’t be like that. I’m sorry,” Julian said.
“You’re sorry for what?,” I said while turning to look at him.
“....I’m sorry that you don’t understand why I did what I did.” I just roll my eyes in disbelief.
“That’s your best apology? You are so stubborn sometimes I can’t believe it,” I said. I open the patio door and I walk in and Julian follows behind me.
“Zaira come on this is stupid,” Julian said while sighing.
“Is it? If it is, it’s because of you! You’re the one being stupid! I have never done anything to disrespect you and you are treating me like I have! You’re so stubborn and I hate that about you Julian!,” I screamed in frustration. I just look at everyone as they look at me in shock. I don’t think I have ever lost my cool in front of them like this. I just cover my face with my hands and I run upstairs. I go into the bedroom and I slam the door shut. I lie across the bed and I just sigh. I could care less about Xavier. He may have asked me to go to dinner with him, but I have always declined. Julian makes it seem like I have done something wrong and I just don’t know what. A few minutes later, Julian comes into the room. I look at him and then I roll my eyes and I look away. He closes the door behind him and then sits next to me on the bed.
“Zaira baby I’m sorry. I’m sorry for deleting Xavier’s number. But I don’t understand why it’s a big deal. What do you need his number for? You can email him anything you need to say.....I don’t like how he can just call you whenever he wants to,” Julian said honestly.
“This is more than that....you don’t trust me Julian,” I said while looking at him.
“You know that’s not true,” Julian said defensively.
“It is though.....what do you think Xavier and I talk about? Whenever he calls me it’s always about commercials and that’s it. He never asks me anything else, just how you and our family are doing but that’s it....we can’t keep doing this. We need to trust each other no matter what do you understand?”
“I do trust you ok? I told you I don’t trust him.”
“But you act like you don’t trust me.”
“Well I’m sorry for that.” I just sigh and I look away. I don’t feel like Julian is genuine in what he is saying, he just wants to keep the peace.
“As your wife do you know how it feels to feel like you aren’t trusted?,” I said while looking at Julian.
“I’m sorry to make you feel like that because I do trust you. I would never want to make you feel like I don’t trust because I do. I truly do,” Julian said.
“Prove it then.”
“How?”
“Let me do the commercial, come with me and be genuinely ok with it.” Julian just laughs a bit and shakes his head.
“You can do the commercial. You are a grown woman and you are going to do whatever you want anyway,” Julian said. He gets up from the bed and leaves the bedroom closing the door behind him. I just sigh and I lie across the bed. If Julian is so against this, then I won’t do the commercial. I just want to do it to secure our future for our family financially. Am I wrong?
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Aww they got to see there little baby for the first time, how cute. Julian just insist it's a girl even got the kids thinking it lol. But that was a sweet moment for the whole family to be apart of. That house is lovely. It's nice they can truly afford it. Julians going above and beyond for his family aww. Xavier trippin he know damn well then to be calling Zaira's phone so late. Thats why Ju checked his ass, I hope Z dont get mad when she finds out he deleted his number. Loved it. RUN IT!!!
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Julian
So five days pass and the family is doing great!! I cannot even explain how happy I am to be back with them. I missed them all like crazy. Since I have been back, Zaira and I have been f***ing like rabbits!! We just had to make up for lost times ;) Anyway, it’s Wednesday and today is Zaira’s first ultrasound. To say I am excited would be an understatement. This is the first time where Zaira and I will actually get to see a 2d image of the life we created, our baby girl. Sometimes I still can’t believe that Zaira is pregnant, but I am so happy that she is. I can’t wait to welcome our child into this world. Our appointment is at 10 am and everyone is going. Once we get to the hospital, we all wait patiently and we are called at 10:15. We all go in and Zaira sits on the table and a female doctor comes in.
“Hi Zaira I’m Doctor Wells,” the doctor said.
“Hi nice to meet you....this is my husband Julian, our kids JJ and Alexis and Julian’s mom Karen,” Zaira said.
“It’s nice to meet all of you. Now Zaira I have a few questions for you. Overall how has your first trimester been?,” Doctor W
ells asked.
“It’s been great so far. I haven’t had any nausea or morning sickness. I do get tired quite easily though but that’s it,” Zaira answered.
“Oh you are one of the lucky ones,” Doctor Wells said while smiling.
“Yes you are right,” Zaira said.
“Now this is your fits pregnancy correct?,” Doctor Wells.
“Yes ma’am.”
“Ok.....now if you have any questions about anything you are free to call the office anytime ok? Now I would like to put you on a prenatal vitamin regimen that I would like you to start immediately. Just one vitamin every day ok?”
“Ok sounds great.”
“Now have you noticed anything unusual with your body? Anything that you don’t think should be happening? Any emotions you want to discuss?”
“No everything has been really good so far. I don’t have any questions.”
“Ok great......how about we take a look at the baby.” Zaira smiles big and looks at me and I smile big. Zaira lies across the table and lifts up her shirt. Doctor Wells sets up the ultrasound equipment, puts the warm gel across Zaira’s lower stomach and then looks at the screen. After a minute, I think I see the baby.
“You see the baby?,” Doctor Wells said while pointing to the screen. Everyone just looks and we all gasp when we see the baby.
“I see her! Wow!,” I exclaimed. Zaira is just smiling big and I grab her left hand and I hold it tightly. I lean in and I kiss her forehead.
“Mommy this is amazing! That’s my little sister!,” JJ said.
“And my little cousin!,” Alexis said.
“Oh look at my little grandbaby,” my mom said. I just smile at all of them as they look at the ultrasound equipment screen.
“Your baby looks just fine....you are a little over ten weeks correct?,” Doctor Wells asked.
“Yes that’s correct,” Zaira said.
“Well everything seems to be perfect....would you like pictures?,” Doctor Wells asked.
“Yes please,” I said quickly. Zaira just smiles at me and I pick up her hand and I kiss it multiple times. Once Zaira is cleaned up, I help her sit up. The doctor prints out pictures for us and then we all leave. We eat lunch and now we are all on our way to an open house. Zaira and I set up this appointment earlier this week and we are very excited to look at a house of our own. Once we pull up to the house we all just look in shock. It looks even better in person than it did online.
“Baby oh my goodness it’s beautiful.....are you sure we can afford this?,” Zaira asked.
“I’m 100% sure baby. Come on let’s go inside ya’ll,” I said. We all get out of the car and walk up to the door. The realtor gave me a key to use, since she was unable to make the appointment. She is a close friend of my mom’s, so she trusts me with the keys. I unlock the door and we all go in and look around. The kids run around the first floor. Zaira just looks in awe.
“Baby....this is amazing. Wow,” Zaira said.
“Julian this is great. It’s the perfect place to raise your family baby,” my mom said while rubbing my back. I just smile at her and I hug her tightly then I kiss her cheek. We all look around the living room, kitchen, and dining room and even in the backyard. There is tons of space and a nice patio. We all then go upstairs and the kids go into the rooms they like and my mom take a look around too. Zaira and I go into the master bedroom. It’s so spacious and has its own bathroom.
“Gorgeous how do you like it?,” I asked.
“Oh Julian....I love it. I truly do. It’s everything I could want and so much more,” Zaira said. She just looks at me and then hugs me tight. I smile and I wrap my arms around her and I hug her tight.
“Baby thank you so much. Thank you for taking such good care of me and our family. I appreciate you so much,” Zaira said.
“Oh baby you’re welcome and I’m not alone. You have helped just as much as I have. We are in this together Zaira,” I said. Zaira just nods her head and pulls out of the embrace and kisses my lips a few times. I just smile at Zaira and she smiles back. I swear ever since she has been pregnant, she has been glowing nonstop and I absolutely love it. I grab Zaira’s hand and we leave the master bedroom and we find JJ, Alexis and my mom in the room down the hall.
“So what do you all think? I want honest opinions,” I said.
“Daddy I love it! I think it’s great. We have lots of space,” JJ said.
“Yeah Juju it’s perfect. I like the backyard me and JJ can play back there,” Alexis said.
“Baby I think it’s perfect. It would be a great place for you all and for me to come visit,” my mom said.
“I’m glad you all like it.....if everything goes as planned, we can move in the next couple of months,” I said. JJ and Alexis clap their hands in excitement. Zaira just hugs me tightly and so does my mom. Once we take a tour of the entire house, including the basement, we leave and head back to my mom’s house. We eat dinner and then put the kids to sleep. Zaira and I are going to stay with my mom just until the end of this week, and then we will go back to our apartment. Once the kids are sleep, Zaira and I go into our bedroom. We both change into our pajamas and lie down in the bed. Zaira yawns loudly as she cuddles close to me.
“Tired already baby?,” I said.
“Yes I am exhausted,” Zaira said while closing her eyes. I smile and I lean down and I kiss her forehead and I rub her back gently. 15 minutes later, Zaira phone starts vibrating on the nightstand. I pick it up and I see Xavier is calling. What does this nigga want at this hour? I look and I see Zaira sleeping. I push the “accept” button and I put the phone to my ear.
“Hello?,” I said.
“Julian?,” Xavier questioned.
“Yeah it’s me....can I help you?”
“Just wanted to tell Zaira that she has the opportunity for another commercial, in two months.”
“Ok well send the details to her email.....please don’t call Zaira this late. It’s inappropriate.”
“I’m sorry.”
“Listen you need to back off. Zaira and I are happily married and you need to understand and respect that.”
“Of course. I will send the email tonight with the details.” He hangs up and I just sigh. I look at Zaira and then I delete Xavier’s contact from her phone and then I set it on the nightstand. Everything is going so perfectly for Zaira and I and I can’t let anyone get in the way of that.
so glad he is back home!! and why is xavier so pressed about going out when she has declined numerous times..get the hint..RUN IT!
Thanks for the love ladies!! I will add to this probably tomorrow. Also if you are interested, I have a new story called "To Be Loved" on the Elite Creativity website. I would love your feedback! Here is the link to the website: click here. You do have to make an account but once you make an account, go to the Stories section and then you will find tons of great stories! Love ya'll <3
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The commercial shoot went well. Im proud of zara for doing it, and I'm also glad she didnt take Xavier up on that dinner offer. Yes Julians home, what a pleasant surprise to come home to. Aww Zaira and her hormones crying and ish she really missed her Juju. I hope they find a good house. And it's too cute to see Julian talk to her belly. He's really contentand sure of himself that it's gonna be a girl how cute. i do want it to be a girl tho. They some freaks too, how he gi from talkng cute and sweet to her belly, to whispeing in her ear that he's the f*** the s*** outta her lol, they too much. RUN IT!!!!
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im happy they didnt go on that dinner
especially with out julian and she gave a great explanation
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Sorry I forgot the outfits!!
Zaira has on this
Xavier has on this
Zaira
About three weeks pass and I am missing my husband like crazy!! I miss Julian so much. I get really sad sometimes, but I try my best to keep it together. He calls me at least twice a day and we FaceTime at least once a day as well. He says the training is going really well and I am happy to hear that. He is really looking forward to his first official day at the job. I am so proud of him. JJ and Alexis are doing just fine. They miss Julian just as much as I do and sometimes they get sad, and I do my best to console them. A lot of nights we have all slept in the same bed just because they wanted to. I don’t mind one bit, those are my babies! My pregnancy is going just fine now as well. I am only about 10 weeks pregnant, but so far my first trimester has been great. I have not had any morning sickness, but I go get tired quite easily these days. I still can’t believe that a new life is growing inside of me. I have dreamed of this for so long and I am so happy that is finally a reality. Anyway, it’s Friday and I decided to do the commercial! I am pretty excited. It’s fun to me and I think I am actually pretty good at it. We are at the studio now in Richmond and I am getting my makeup and hair done. Since Julian isn’t here, they changed the script a bit so the storyline is similar to the first commercial, but instead of a date, I am just going out with friends. So it’s a group of two other women with natural hair and three males, Xavier being one of them. Xavier is really friendly towards me, but he has never made a move on me. I truly think he respects me and Julian’s marriage. Anyway, once I am all dressed in THIS I go to Karen, JJ and Alexis, since they all came to support me.
“Oh baby you look gorgeous!,” Karen said.
“Thank you so much Karen,” I said while smiling.
“Mommy you’re so pretty,” JJ said.
“Yes so beautiful!,” Alexis said.
“You are both too sweet,” I said. I grab both of their faces and I peck their lips and they both giggle afterwards. Just then Xavier comes up to me wearing THIS. He smiles at me and I smile back.
“Zaira you look beautiful,” Xavier complimented.
“Thank you Xavier, you look nice as well,” I said.
“Thank you....they’re ready for us on set.” I nod my head and I follow behind him to the set. We do a few shots inside but then we take it outside for a few sets. The commercial shoot went very well. Everyone tells me I am a natural, which I really appreciate. Once the commercial is over, I change back into my clothes, and the director tells me I can keep my outfit. The director then gives me my check, and then he gives me the products that were used for promotion in the commercial. He even gives JJ and Alexis kid sets. We are all so thankful. Once I am all ready to go, we all leave to head out. As we are leaving, Xavier comes up to me. Karen takes the kids to the car and I look at Xavier.
“Zaira you did a really nice job today,” Xavier said.
“Thank you, so did you,” I said.
“....Would you like to get something to eat? Your whole family can come as well.”
“Oh no that’s ok. We have to get to the bank before it closes.”
“You know you always turn down my offers. You’re not allowed to have friends Zaira?”
“Oh Xavier I’m not trying to be rude. I am allowed to have friends; I just don’t want anyone to get the wrong idea about us you know? I’m married and I don’t want to do anything to respect Julian.”
“I understand completely and I would never make an inappropriate move on you. I am very aware of my boundaries.....but friends can go out to lunch or dinner right? Is that allowed?”
“It is Xavier.....but not today ok?”
“Ok I get it Zaira. I’ll back off.....you have a good day.”
“Thanks you too.” I turn to the car and Karen drives me to the bank and I deposit the $7,000 check immediately into my account. Julian and I agreed to keep our accounts separate. We trust each other completely, but we think this is best, even though we are married. Once we leave the bank, we go to Chipotle’s to eat. After that, we head back to Karen’s house. We all walk in and take off our shoes, but we are startled when we hear a noise from upstairs. We all look at each other in fear.
“Mommy what was that?,” JJ asked.
“I’m not sure baby,” I said. We hear a door open upstairs and we all gasp when Julian walks downstairs while smiling big. What is he doing here?!? Damn he looks good!!
“Daddy!!,” JJ screamed in happiness.
“Juju!!,” Alexis said excitedly. JJ and Alexis both run to Julian and he falls on the steps with both of them in his arms. He kisses them both all over their face so many times.
“I missed my babies!,” Julian said to JJ and Alexis.
“Julian boy, you scared us,” Karen said.
“I’m sorry ma. I just wanted to surprise you all. My training got done early and I got on the first plane to come back home to my beautiful family.” For some reason, I just bust out crying. My husband is back and he looks so good!!
“Hey beautiful come here,” Julian said to me. JJ and Alexis sit next to Julian on the steps and I run to him and he grabs me and holds me tightly in his arms as I kneel in front of him and cry on his chest.
“Zaira baby don’t cry....I missed you,” Julian said softly.
“I missed you Julian,” I said through tears.
“Let me look at you.” I pull out of the embrace and Julian wipes my tears while smiling at me.
“You get more beautiful every day,” Julian complimented. Julian then grabs my face and kisses my lips multiple times. His lips feel so good!! Lord knows I want to jump his bones now! I have been so sexually frustrated lately.
“Let me say hi to my baby girl,” Julian said. I smile and I stand up and Julian lifts up my shirt and smiles big at my stomach.
“Hi baby girl! Hi! It’s daddy!! I missed you so much. You have probably gotten so big since I left huh?,” Julian said sweetly. He kisses my stomach multiple times and I laugh as I rub the top of his head. He puts down my shirt and stands up and then hugs me tightly again.
“We f***ing tonight?,” Julian whispered in my ear. I just giggle and I nod my head and he bites my ear gently and then he lets go of me and hugs his mom tightly.
“Daddy I’m so happy to see you. We all missed you,” JJ said.
“I missed all of you too so much. I was going crazy without my family so when I was told that the training was done early, I was too excited and I really got on the first plane that I could.”
“We’re happy you’re home baby,” Karen said.
“I’m happy to be home......Zaira baby you did the commercial today right?,” Julian asked.
“Yes I did baby it went really good. The director says it will air within the next few weeks.....this time it will be countrywide, not just in Virginia like the last one,” I said.
“Really?! Oh baby that’s great! My wife is going to be a star,” Julian said while smiling big.
“You’re so sweet baby....I put the check into my account today....baby we are doing really well with our savings. We can start seriously looking for a house really soon. Do you want to start looking soon?,” I said.
“I would love to baby. I think we all should do it together, even you ma. I think that would be best,” Julian said.
“Oh I can’t wait!! I’m so excited to live with you Juju and Zaira!,” Alexis exclaimed. We all just smile at her and we hug her tight. We all go into the living room and talk for a while. I sat right in Julian’s lap as he held me tight. I am so happy my husband is home!! I missed him beyond measure and I plan to show him that tonight ;) We all cook dinner together and once the kids are sleeping soundly, Julian and I go into our bedroom. He closes the door and then looks at me and I instantly strip for him and he just smiles at him.
“Baby you are so beautiful. I missed you so much. I was going crazy without your fine ass. I thought about you and the kids every day I was gone.....and our baby girl of course....I see you have a little stomach now,” Julian said while smiling.
“Yeah just a little one,” I said while rubbing my small protruding stomach. Julian just smiles at me and I strips completely naked and I just smile as I look him up and down.
“Damn you look good baby. You are so damn fine,” I said while biting my bottom lip.
“You’re horny huh?,” Julian asked.
“Yes baby! I have been so sexually frustrated since you have been gone....I was going crazy without your sexy, handsome ass.”
“Ooo I like this! Come here!” I literally run to Julian and I jump on him. He laughs as he holds my legs so his arms are under my legs. I kiss him deeply and he opens his mouth and I instantly slide my tongue in and play with his. He slowly walks us to the bed and lies me down and gets on top of me in between my legs. He rubs his d*** against my pussy and we both moan out in pleasure.
“Baby put it in please,” I begged. Julian instantly slides inside of me and we both moan loudly. He feels so good!! He starts out slow and he lifts up his head and looks me in my eyes and I look into his.
“Zaira I love you,” Julian said softly.
“I love you Julian.” He pecks my lips then rests his chest against mine so his head is on my shoulder. I am so happy my husband is home :)
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Hey ladies!! I was on a little trip this weekend that is why I didn't add. But hopefully I will add tomorrow or Tuesday. Thanks for all the love <3
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Dammit this will be a tough month w/out Julian. That sucks. Hell I miss him lol. Zaira's missing her boo already and it hasnt been a full day. I hope this month flies by. Aww Julian wants a girl thats too cute, I wonder if his prediction is correct? Glad Zaira at least has the kids and mamma Karen to keep her company though. Xavier called her with another modeling offer, I think she should do it, I wish Julian was there too but still it's good money involved she should go for it. RUN IT!!!
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Aww I know Julian and Zaira are gonna miss each other! I know it will be hard for them, but I know they can make it through 1 month. Run it!
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i sure hope nothing goes wrong if she takes the audition i dont want xavier sneaking up on her
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Ladies I just want to let you know that I MAY be starting another story.....like I have an idea, but it might not even happen. I just wanted to let you know in advance. I will not forget about this story though.....