I don't know if it is true but I feel I had to comment on the "Rumor" regarding your seizure. I suffer from seizures myself and I do know that stress plays a big part. I know that you have had a GREAT DEAL OF STRESS in the last few years. I know the toll that stress can take on you. Emotionally, physically and mentally. Take a break son. I call you son because I have children your age and older. I have grandchildren. My last seizure was in 2010. I was 42 years old. I had a seizure in front of my son, husband, and two youngest daughters. I stopped breathing for 3 minutes. By the GRACE OF GOD I started breathing on my own before the Paramedics arrived. Seizure's are not to be taken lightly. Please take a break and get some rest for a few weeks. I believe you have a very bright future ahead of you despite some bumps and mistakes in the road. Never let them see you sweat. People will keep you down all the time. You work on keeping you well and forget the negative ones around you.