Monday, June 30, 2008 - 17:44
**_ _ My Therapist_ _**
*Flashback*
11 years old Your P.O.V
M/V-Y/n get ur ass in here and clean this damn kitchen
Y/n- wat about Andre' he's not doin nothing why can't he do it?
Y/D-your dad
Y/d- u talkin back to me now b**** ( walks up to u and b**** slaps u)
Y/n-(crying) no im sorry
Y/d-now get ur no good ass in dat kitchen and wash my damn dishes
I walked in to the kitchen and try and hurry up and do the dishes
13 years old Your P.O.v
I was walking home from school jus singing to myself when a car rolled up next to me on the sidewalk. I was scared out of my mind so i started speed walking. Then some guy go out of the car and came up behind me and grabbed me and pulled me back to the car. I dropped my books and everthing and screamed for dear life. my house was 2 houses down and i knew my daddy was home so i started screaming his name.
Me- Daddy!! Daddy help me plzz!!! Dadddy
The man- Shut up b****
just then my father came out of the house to see where the screaming was coming from he looked the opposite when then he looked my way. Our eyes connected and i pleaded with mine for him to help me. He didn't. He just looked at me shook his head and walked back in the house.
That night I was stripped of my innocence,my dignity,my pride, and my identity.
14 years old Your P.o.v
I'm so f***in sick of this s***. why doesn't my father care about me? What did i mess up his perfect family or something? Why does he care about all of his sons and not his DAUGHTER? You kno what I'm goin to show him jus how much i care for him.
I walked into my fathers room and trashed i threw all of his papers all over the place ripped his sheets broke his tv screen and his stereo system and anythin and everything else i could think of. That night I got the beating of my life.
17 Years old Your P.O.v
My father and i had just got into an argument and the next thing i kne he was throwing all of my clothes and personal items out the front door. I begged and pleaded with him but he wouldn't stop. The neighbors watched but no one did anything. No one helped me. I was from then on,On my own.
Years later i developed and anger problem thanks to everything i had been through bcause of my father. My closest friends Kept telling me That I should go see a therapist for my problems. It wasn'y until years later i agreed.
22 years old Your P.O.V (now)
would do you think should i run it ?!?!?!?
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damn run it
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OH U DONT LIKE ME
WELL...TAKE THE TYSON APPROACH AND BITE ME
OPPS I MEAN ....GET LIKE ME!!!
upz
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Wow her dad is a psycho! U need 2 add! Run it.
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Run it!!!
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lolsz yea Z im good but bcause i gotta lot of stuff 2 do 2 get ready for skool my post will be kinda scattered
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we're only as strong as our weakest point. So yes ur not going to get through everything on ur own. So don't front like you can.
I love "him" can't help it but I'm IN "that guy"
OMG glad u ok i was startin 2 get worried but run it
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GOT DAMN!!
RUN IT...
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To all my New readrs Welcome I'm glad yall like it n hope u enjoy tis run might not b long and Thank you for all the compliments really tell me what yall think
~Recap~
I picked up my remote (lmao) and smacked him across the face with it. When he recollected himself he smacked me. I sat there for a minute and wondered what i could use to hurt him badly. i found my old brick laying under my bed and grabbed it. Then i went to work.
~NEW~
When i stopped working on darryl was damn near dead. I had let all of my anger and frustration out that he'd given me throughout the years. Oddly enough i still wasn't whole. That's because i hadn't talked about..........
The First Appointment
Amy(was that her name? lmao)- Um Dr.Brown you appointment for the day is here
Dr.Brown- send em in
Amy- Ms.Y/L/N you can go in now
Y/n P.O.V
I walked back into Chris's office and greeted him
Y/n- Hi Dr.Brown
Dr.Brown- Hello, So Where do you want to start?
Y/n- um childhood?
Dr.Brown- Sure. So what can you tell me as a child that might be the reason for you being in my office today?
After He said that i thought back to my first childhood memory. My Mother's Death. Sorry let me rephrase that her MURDER.
Y/n- Well my earliest childhood memory was watching my mother die.
Dr.Brown- and how did she die? If you don't mind it would be alot easier for both of us if you gave me detail
Y/n- Well she was murdered. I still remember that day like it was yesterday. It was so dark, so cold, the scene was something straight out of a scary movie. The feeling though the feeling was worse. Even though it was dark I could still make out the faces and the body frames. I could recognize the on harsh cold voice and the other terrified one. One was my mother and the other MY FATHER.
~Flashback~
Y/d- B**** I'm sick of you not doing what i say
Y/m- I'm sorry D I'm sorry but i do have to tend to out little girl seeing how you don't do it
Y/d- Shut the F*** up
~End Flashback~
Y/n- There were few words spoken. Tey barely looked each other in the eyes. She looked down scarred for her life. He looked at her ready to take it. She looked around the room and seen me hiding under the stairs she looked away quickly so my father wouldn't look and see me. the last words she said was " I Love You" and he stabbed her right in her heart and if she was a peace of steak. I watched my mother drop to her knee's and take her last breathe all in front of me.
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we're only as strong as our weakest point. So yes ur not going to get through everything on ur own. So don't front like you can.
I love "him" can't help it but I'm IN "that guy"
NEW READER: Im lovin this story girl. It's well written.
RUN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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"I Love Your Girl {Based off of the song by The Dream"
http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/forum/i-love-your-girl-based-song-the-dre...
I'm sorry girls my mom sent me 2 overnight camp unexpectedly and i didnt get a chance to tell yall but anyway im back n i will gladly post in the mornin 2 make up 4 wat i missed srry i didnt tell yall
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we're only as strong as our weakest point. So yes ur not going to get through everything on ur own. So don't front like you can.
I love "him" can't help it but I'm IN "that guy"
Deme whaere u be
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I Luv Him But I'm IN Love with Her
RUN IT.
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*~2 Sexi 4 U~*
upz mamii
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~~new reader~~
damnnn a brick
LMAO SHE BEATIN WIT A BRICK
Run it
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Jesus is Black
Ronald Regan is the Devil
And the government is lying about the 9/11
-The Boondocks
Run it.
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*~2 Sexi 4 U~*
run it
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upz deme
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RUN IT ASAP !!!!!!!
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uipz
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Promises of Love
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run it asap new reader
this shiit right here nigga
this shiit right here nigga THIS SHIIT IS HOTT
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addicted-finished
midnight obsession-runnin
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greed envy and hate my new room
RUN IT ASAP !!!!!!!!!
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**``~``** 305 Haitian 4 Life **``~``**
**``~``** BAND WINNIE A.K.A FRENCHY HORNS **``~``**
upz
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MA Story
Promises of Love
I Luv Him But I'm IN Love with Her
run it
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MA Story
Promises of Love
I Luv Him But I'm IN Love with Her
RUN IT ASAP !!!!!!!!!
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*``* The One and Only Sweet-Lady a.k.a Miss. Sweetz *``*
**``~``** 305 Haitian 4 Life **``~``**
**``~``** BAND WINNIE A.K.A FRENCHY HORNS **``~``**
LOL........WOW,RUN IT ASAP !!!!!!!
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*``* The One and Only Sweet-Lady a.k.a Miss. Sweetz *``*
**``~``** 305 Haitian 4 Life **``~``**
**``~``** BAND WINNIE A.K.A FRENCHY HORNS **``~``**
ahhhh deme upz run ma sissy motha f***in storyhahahaha
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Promises of Love
I Luv Him But I'm IN Love with Her
lol...a brick....run it
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LOLZ u back already & is it really dat bad
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lolsz Z I GOT U lolsz jk I'M BACL LADIES N BOY AM I HAPPY U DONT KNOW HOW BAD THOSE COUPLE OF DAYS WERE N E AZ RUN IT 4 ME AND I GOT YALL A LIL BIT LATER
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we're only as strong as our weakest point. So yes ur not going to get through everything on ur own. So don't front like you can.
I love "him" can't help it but I'm IN "that guy"
upz f***ers
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Promises of Love
I Luv Him But I'm IN Love with Her
upz while ma sissy gone LOLZ run it
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I Luv Him But I'm IN Love with Her
I HOPE SHE KiLLS HiS AZZ THAT DUD EiS WORKiN MY NERVES ONG RUN iT
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gott dayum f*** dat nigga up lolz hope it go wel in the hole LOLZ run it
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gott dayum f*** dat nigga up lolz hope it go wel in the hole LOLZ run it
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Promises of Love
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Aww s***!!!whoo!
The brick reminds me of stomp the yard...run it!!!!
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Lol. Hell na. A brick? Damn. Run it.
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dang a BRICK
she HARD D
AMN hit that b*tch hard kill his ass YAAA B*TCH YAAA
OH YES AND RUN IT =D
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The story changed
My heart is breaking
OK LADIES HERE'S MY LAST POST UNTIL I COME BACK
~RECAP~
Y/n P.O.V
The Banging continued and I was freaking out. I tried to think of people it could be banging the s*** out of my door I had a flashback. ( in case u haven't noticed she has these alot well u have theses alot)
~FLASHBACK~
Y/d-(bangin down your door) Y/n open this f***in door before i beat ya ass
Y/n- why does it matter you gonna beat my ass anyways sicko (sick-o)
Y/d- ur right but it's gonna b alot worse if u don't open this damn door
Back To The Present
I looked back to the door and started moving closer to it I went behind the so I could open it.
Then………………..
Black Out
~NEW~
Darryl P.O.V
I knocked the sh*t out of them mutha f****s. That’s what they get though. Chris should have minded his own business. And Y/n should have never left. Oh wait I kicked her ass out. Haha. But still she should have came back. She should’ve never disappeared from her daddy. I seen Chris Roll Over and I knew he was getting up so. i went and took my seat in my chair. Then Y/n just popped right up. She always did that whenever i came around . I never knew why though haha.
Y/n P.O.V
When I sensed Darryl I just popped right up. I always did that whenever he came around and i did it so he wouldn't be able o do anything to me while i slept or w/e the case may be. I looked around for him and he was sitting across from the bed with a smile on his face. The little smirk on his face alone made me so mad. Then suddenly all the pain and angry he cause me came rushing through me. It was always there it was just resufacing now. I got and went to my night stand.
Darryl- If your looking for that gun it's gone.
Y/n- STFU DARRYL
Darryl- now now that's no way to talk to your father is it
Y/n- what father your are not a FATHER YOU ARE THE WORST PERSO I HAVE EVER MET IN MY LIFE IT WAS JUST UNFORTUNATE THAT U WERE MY MOTHERS SPERM DONER
Darryl- why all the hostility
Y/n- hostility?? HOSTILITY?? hostility doesn't scrath the surface for how i feel about you, you ass whipe.
Darryl- oh really?? tell me how you feel then babygirl
Y/n- naw im good im not gone tell u sh*t im jus show u jus lik u showed me
Darryl-(confused now) showed you what
Y/n-Imma show u how much i care about you daddy
Darryl- HUH?!?!?!?!?
I picked up my remote (lmao) and smacked him across the face with it. When he recollected himself he smacked me. I sat there for a minute and wondered what i could use to hurt him badly. i found my old brick laying under my bed and grabbed it. Then i went to work.
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we're only as strong as our weakest point. So yes ur not going to get through everything on ur own. So don't front like you can.
I love "him" can't help it but I'm IN "that guy"