Saturday, July 5, 2008 - 03:11
Off Our Chest!!
I got some s*** to get off my chest.
Sometimes I wish my mom didn't have any sons.
Sometiems I wish my f***ing stupid ass dad wasn't my dad.
Sometiems I wish my friends weren't my friends.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't a virgin.
I wish ALOT of things and then take them back because if I didn't have them I wouldn't realize how my life isn't as bad as others. I know that more ppl are hurting worse than me and I wish I could help them get a better life!!!!
My cuss me the f*** out everyday and they are my little brothers. 6,8, and 14 years old. Yeah I say my words but it dont phase them. I feel hurt because when they want something they always run to me. And I just give. My 14 year old brother always wants to fight me. And he calls me a whore, When im a virgin and b****es and all kinds of name the f***ing book. And he thinks he doesn't have to listen to me at all. and my other little brothers are looking up to him thinking they can do the same s***. And it hurts really bad. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep just to get away. But im not crying any more and im not giving s*** to them. When they realize that im they only sister and when they need help, I HOPE THEY f***ING KNOW THAT I WONT f***ING CARE!!!! THEY NEED MONEY, GO WORK FOR THAT s*** CAUSE MY MONEY BELONGS TO ME!!!!!! They dirty up the house after I clean it and I just pick it up so they wont get in trouble. NOT ANY MORE!!!!! PICK UP YA s*** OR GET YA ASS BEAT!!! They ask if I can take them places like the store. WALK YA ASS OVER THERE YA SELF!!!!!! I just dont care anymore.
As for my dad, the man is sick!!!!!! JUST SICK!!! FO REAL HE IS SICK!! He's bi-polar and acts like he cant do s***. NIGGA PLEASE YOU A GROWN ASS MAN, TAKE YA MEDACATION AND KEEP STEPPING. My dad is so lazy and stupid. I dont like him at all. He was only there when my mom was preggy until I was 2. Then I turn 10 and this nigga jump out the f***ing bushes saying "Hey wanna come stay with me?" NO NIGGA I DONT f***ING KNOW YA ASS! I've known my dad for 6 years!!! 6 f***ing years and im 16 years old. He has 6 kids and takes care a 2. I love all my brothers and little sister and that's they only reason why I spend the night and everything. I even told my dad I dont like him and dont feel guilty about s***!!!! He thinks I dont like him....NIGGA KNOW I DONT LIKE YOU. I ALREADY TOLD YOU!!!!
My friends are just annoying at times. They make me feel like im ugly when I know im not. No, they dont say that im ugly but they throw dudes in my face and keep on stepping. They tell me the boys that I like are ugly when I KNOW TROY IS SEXII AS HELL!!! LOL Sorry you dont know who Troy is. But sometimes I wish I had UGLY friends. They throw sex in my face and s***. I want to do it but im scared. They aren't forcing me to have sex or nothing but when they talk about I feel out of place. But I thinmk about it and tell myself that Im better than them!!! I love my friends more than my f***ing dad. Aint that some s***.
I HAVE TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST!! AND I THINK IF YOU GOT SOME s*** TO GET OFF YA CHEST THEM SAY IT... YOU GUYS ARE LIKE MY BIBLE SOMETIMES. I CAN TALK TO YALL AND DONT EVEN KNOW YALL IN PERSON!!!! THANKS FOR READING AND THANX FOR BEING THERE!!! LOVE ALL!! PEACE!!
~Abby
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I think we all like High school because we were getting older, but the real reason was you would see all of your friends and hang out at football games, but just remember this when your senior year hits...ENJOY IT!!! Because you only get to do it once (unless you become a super senior like I few people I knew.. LOL) and just have a great time because it will go by quick!!! Like at me, I graduated 3 years ago and doesn't even feel like it.. I wish I could relive my senior year all over again, because it was fun!!! :)
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Money on my mind, money is my habit
Stay on the grind, until money's automatic
b**** I love money, I'ma f***in fanatic
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s*** I wouldn't have f***ed that up too lol
I can't wait till Im out of High School, Although Im ready to go back to school cause my summer is a bummer but....I got two more years left....imma be a junior next school year...I CANT WAIT!!!! I LIKE MY SCHOOL FOR SOME ODD REASON!
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{Abryle&&Chris Brown}
I Wanna Be
Would It Be Cool, Would You Mind If I Called You My Boo
Take You Down
Your Body Body (Oooo) Your Body Body Up && Down
LOL
I was real bad when I was in elementary...But I started to get better when I got to middle and high school.. I only went off on one teacher in high school and left her classroom. But I knew to get my work done..Because I was graduating to get out of that f***in' gay ass school and my graduation present was going to HAWAII!!!! SO I didn't f***ed that up!!!! LOL
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Money on my mind, money is my habit
Stay on the grind, until money's automatic
b**** I love money, I'ma f***in fanatic
Weezy-Brand New
LOL @ Channy.
Like teachers always wanted to suspend me but it would never happen cause I would rip up that s*** and just go somewhere for the rest of the day and then come back tomorrow and they be like "I thought I suspended you?" I said "It was wrong of you to do that I ripped it up." and they just look at me and start teaching again LMAO...That was when I was in Ele. School though...in High School I make good grades...my last report card I made a 3.50.......I might be bad but Im good on paper! =]
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{Abryle&&Chris Brown}
I Wanna Be
Would It Be Cool, Would You Mind If I Called You My Boo
Take You Down
Your Body Body (Oooo) Your Body Body Up && Down
I never skipped class. I've only got suspended three times in the 4 years I went to high school. One for beating this girl's ass and the second time for hitting this boy because he almost hit me with his car...and the last time was my senior year, when I almost took down the girls' locker room door because my P.E. teacher was taking too f***in' long and I wanted the door opened... LOL But other than that, I was a good kid.. LOL
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Money on my mind, money is my habit
Stay on the grind, until money's automatic
b**** I love money, I'ma f***in fanatic
Weezy-Brand New
I only skipped twice once was freshmen year of high school...I sikpped cause I didn't like my teacher and that b**** was getting on my last nerves...well I guess I didn't skipped I basicly walked out of her class room and told her to shut up lol....yup yup....but that was at a different school...the school that im at now, I sikpped my Art class cause she wated me to go outside and draw some damn flowers....I didn't want to go outside cause me and pollen dont mix lol so I sikpped her class and went to my Biology teacher and told her some lie to stay with her....lol IM BAD AT SCHOOL!
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{Abryle&&Chris Brown}
I Wanna Be
Would It Be Cool, Would You Mind If I Called You My Boo
Take You Down
Your Body Body (Oooo) Your Body Body Up && Down
lol but it was so funny cause
she had just got them jordans
from then on i never skipped again
i learned my lesson.
lmao damn
i use to skip all the time and never got caught.
*sigh* the good old days...lol j/p
don't skip kids!!!!
Am a good girl compared to yall the worst thing i
done is skip 2nd prd and the teacher caught me cause
i was laughing at my friend well she white and she was
scared so when i seen her face i was cracking up we were
on top of the toilets in the bathroom and when i started cracking up her foot fell in the toilet cause she was shaking
so the teacher looked under the stalls and we got caught.
LOL...
Okay, that's some crazy ass s***!!!
I never saw any of that before..
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Money on my mind, money is my habit
Stay on the grind, until money's automatic
b**** I love money, I'ma f***in fanatic
Weezy-Brand New
lmao channy when i was in vegas i was at the new york new york hotel and outside there was a guy holdin a sign says give me money my dad was kidnapped by ninjas!!! lmao no lie i wasn't even drunk...yet!
Getting drunk in Vegas is the best thing to do... :)
Just be careful cause you have a lot of crazy people out here
who will do stupid s*** when they're drunk!!! LOL
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Money on my mind, money is my habit
Stay on the grind, until money's automatic
b**** I love money, I'ma f***in fanatic
Weezy-Brand New
awww you guys make me feel bad...
i ain did s***...
ima good girl fa real...i dont drink, smoke, or have sex lol.
sounds fun tho :]
lmao u gotta get drunk atleast once! in vegas....omg...*shakes head*....never mind lmao
I never want to get drunk................SIKE IM LYING LOL!! I CANT WAIT TILL IM 21 AND MY BROTHER WILL BE 24...IMMA GO CLUBING WITH HIM AND MY COUSINS(WHO DONT DRINK LOL) AND GET DRUNK AS HELL....IT'LL BE A FIRST AND LAST TIME!!!
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{Abryle&&Chris Brown}
I Wanna Be
Would It Be Cool, Would You Mind If I Called You My Boo
Take You Down
Your Body Body (Oooo) Your Body Body Up && Down
@ abby: i drink only when i party but i don't get drunk. 2 or 3 drinks max.
LOL PARTAY GURL,BUT YEA I PUT ALL DAT STUFF BEHIND ME AND KEEP GOING BUT YEA EVERBODY KNOW ME AT SCHOOL IN A GOOD WAY AND IF DEY DONT KNO MY NAME DEY SHOL DO KNOW WAT I LOOK LIKE,IM POPULAR GOT A LOT OF FRIENDS AM ALWAYS OUTSIDE AND HAVIN FUN
SHOOT ITS FUNNY CUZZ SO MUCH DUDES BE ASKIN ME OUT BUT I TURN DEN DOWN CUZZ I AINT READY FOR SOME ONE TO BE BRIGING ME DOWN SO I LIVE LIFE TO DA FULLEST AND JUST HAVE FUN
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Da 1 @ onli
NapTowns Finest
Ms.SweetiePie
yeah, also since im STILL in anger management I take up kick boxing at the Bally's. It takes away my stress kick and punching the damn bag. lol
Kristal...I listen to music too or go to sleep...or just ignore everybody lol
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{Abryle&&Chris Brown}
I Wanna Be
Would It Be Cool, Would You Mind If I Called You My Boo
Take You Down
Your Body Body (Oooo) Your Body Body Up && Down
Thanx SweetiePie, I feel ya girl...altough some ppl at school think im nothing, I'll she them WTF I'm about lol I remember one day I threw this brick at this gril nose for messing with my brother.....I got all her respect now but that was when I was like 11. lol
Im not a bad girl lucky. lol I just like to party...but i haven't been to a party since FEB.......UGH! I NEED A PARTY TO GO TOO..........OH AND I DRINK SOMETIMES....ONLY WHEN IM WITH MY OLDER COUSINS THO.....NOBODY ELSE. THEY THE ONLY PPL I TRUST TO DRINK WITH YA DIGG, THEY DONT ALLOW ME TO GET DRUNK.....s*** I DONT ALLOW MYSELF TO GET DRUNK...MAYBE 2 OR 3 DRINKS I'LL HAVE !
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{Abryle&&Chris Brown}
I Wanna Be
Would It Be Cool, Would You Mind If I Called You My Boo
Take You Down
Your Body Body (Oooo) Your Body Body Up && Down
aw i loud all yall..im sorry that walk are having a hard time right now..but you have to remember to stay strong..when im feel sad i like to listen to some CB or MJB...then cuss out everybody that did me wrong then ill be all good...so try that ladies
fa sho i agree what she says.
lmao OoOo Abby a bad girl!!!
i love going to parties and clubs, but i slow down now since i been doing that at 14 with a fake id. lmao but when i had my 21st birthday this year in vegas....IT WAS ON!!!!!
OMG ABBY YOU IZ NOT DA ONLY ONE GOING TRU STUFF LIKE DAT CUZZ OMG IM LIKE GOING TRU DA SAME STUFF AND YES IT IS A CRAZY LIFE
LIKE SEE IM DA YOUNGEST RIGHT BUT IVE BEEN BLESSED TO WELL AND I LOOK LIKE IM 18 WHEN IM ONLY 14 AND LIKE MY DAD HAS A DRINKING PROBLEM AND SO I LIVE WIT MY MOM AND I HAVE 3 BRO'S ONE IS A WHOLE BRO AND HE LIVE WIT ME AND DA OTHER TWO IS HALFS BUT DA THING IS MY BRO JR RIGHT HE KILLED HIMSELF CAUSE OF MY DAD PRESSUREING HIM, AND LIKE DAT WUZZ ONE OF DA NICESES BROS I HAVE DA ONE I LIVE WIT IS MEAN CRUEL AND THINK HE KNOW EVER THING BUT DA OTHER ONE IS IN CUBA AND HE LIVE DERE,SHOOT HE DONT EVEN KNO IM ALIVE I COULD BE A FREAKIN AUNT FOR ALL I KNO BUT LIKE MY DAD I CAINT SAY IT BUT LETS JUST SAY HE HAD ALOT OF GF'S IN HIS YRS AND STILL GOT EM AND LIKE ITS JUST SO MUCH STREES FOR ME MY DAD HE DIDNT EVEN WANT ME OR MY BRO ETHAN AND LIKE ON OUR BIRTH CERTIFICATES IT SAYS DAT WE DONT HAVE NO DAD AND LIKE HE HAD NOTHIN TO DO WIT MY LIFE BUT ONE DAY I WUZ IN 3RD GRADE AND HE IZ JUS GON COME UP IN MY LIFE RIGHT LIKE NOTHIN HAPPEND SO WE LET HIM STAY WIT US FOR BOUT LIKE 1 MONTH OR LESS BUT ONE DAY I WUZ OUT WIT MY MOM SHOPPING AND MY BRO WUZ HOME AND HE HAD CALLED DA HOUSE AND STARTED TO YELL AT MY BRO (HE WUZ DRUNK) MY BRO WUZZ SCURD SO WE CAME AND GOT HIM AND DEN HE FINALLY CAME HOME AND MY MOM AND HIM WUZ YELLIN E WUZ LYING BOUT HE WUZZENT DRINKING ALL DAT ISH BUT SO DEN WE PACK ALL HIS STUFF AND HE LEFT
BUT I REMEMBER ONE DAY WE WUZ ALL IN DA LIVINROOM AND I WANT HIS ATTENTION AND I WUZ LIKE HEY,I DIDNT SAY DAT OR NOTHIN AND LIKE HE SAID HUH BUT DEN HE SAID HOL UP WHY DONT YOU NEVA CALLY ME DAD OR DADDY OR PAPI OR PAPA OR ANY OF EM RIGHT THEN AND THERE I JUST WANTED TO KILL HIM BUT YEA ABBY I FEEL YA
SHOOT MY FAMILY IS SO CRAZY I TURNED TO A INDEPENDENT WOMEN I KNOW HOW TO DO SO MUCH STUFF OWN MY OWN I CAN FIGHT GOOD I GOT MAD RESPECT ON MY BLOCK AND I DONT SHOW FEAR TO NOBODY I AM LIKE DA ONE YOU DONT MESS WIT, BUTT ONCE YOU GET TO KNO ME IM COOL LAID BACK PERSON WHO LIKE TO DO ANYTHANG ITS JUST WAT HAS HAPPEN TO ME IN MY LIFE HAS MADE ME BECOME HARD AND EVIL AND MEAN TO ANYONE WHO COMES AT ME DA WRONG WAY I KNOW SOOOOOOOO MUCH STUFF BOUT DA STREETS AND ALL DAT STUFF I NOT FUNNY IVE BEEN IN SO MUCH CRAZY SITUATIONS ITS NOT FUNNY ABBY I KNO HOW YOU FEEL AND ITS GON BE ALRIGHT
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Da 1 @ onli
NapTowns Finest
Ms.SweetiePie
I know it's ok lol
Imma freak tho....in a way!!!
I mean, I go to parties and freak dance
And............YEA THATS IT....Im a freak behind closed doors I guess......NOPE IM A FREAK DANCER!!!!! LOL
And I kiss boys that become my boyfriend.......well, he was the only I kissed...MAN JUST FORGET IT....IMMA FREAK DANCER BUT STILL A GOOD GIRL!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
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{Abryle&&Chris Brown}
I Wanna Be
Would It Be Cool, Would You Mind If I Called You My Boo
Take You Down
Your Body Body (Oooo) Your Body Body Up && Down
It's ok being a good girl Abby. I'm a good girl now! =)
@ with_you, I got into this fight with this girl in high school and she stole my phone and my money. she claims she didn't do it but i found it in her locker. lol my friend shares a locker with her. well, i confront her in the bathroom. lmao what a place huh? she slap me so i grab he by the hair and smash her face against the sink. so yeah, i got in ALOT of trouble!!!
LOL
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Awww I feel so left out of place....Im a good girl lol
I swear I am, I had my first kiss last Dec. and Im 16...I ws 15 in Dec......AND im a virgin......GOOD GIRL IN THE HOUSE!!! LOL
LOVE YA TOO ASIA!!!!
EVERYBODY KEEP YA HEAD UP....I FEEL LIKE LISTENING TO FABLOUS BY JAHEIM....
NEVER G-I-V-E U-P
AND
KEEP YA H-E-A-D U-P!!!!
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{Abryle&&Chris Brown}
I Wanna Be
Would It Be Cool, Would You Mind If I Called You My Boo
Take You Down
Your Body Body (Oooo) Your Body Body Up && Down
Well yeah, I wasn't a good girl... LOL
I started kinda... young LOL
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Money on my mind, money is my habit
Stay on the grind, until money's automatic
b**** I love money, I'ma f***in fanatic
Weezy-Brand New
what was the worst thing you did as a teen lucky?
i felt the same way when i was 14, after my grandpa die i didn't take his death well. so i "act out" because i don't like to show my emotions to people.
lol i was BAD as a teen *shakes head*
i came a looooooooooonnnnng way!
i KN0 i WiLL i ALWAyz D0 L0L i AM A VEGAS MANiAC iN T0TAL L0VE WiTH THAT PLACE BEEN G0iNG EVERy yEAR SiNCE 1 AND A HALF
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LOL @ channy
@ lucky well once i get out of my house nobody better be calling me for problems rite now i feel like im 40 and am only 16 i do stuff that only adults do except sex and all that fun s***.
Lucky-When I turned 18 and I did the same exact thing. Left, but yeah the drama still stays.
Channy-Lmao, we know you weren't a good girl.
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You need to get like me
Stunting is a habit
Just gotta have it
-Chris Brown, Get Like Me
When you hit 21, it's over.
It's not that fun when you've already done everything
that you're wasn't suppose to do when you were a teen.. LOL
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Money on my mind, money is my habit
Stay on the grind, until money's automatic
b**** I love money, I'ma f***in fanatic
Weezy-Brand New
Hope you have fun in vegas.
true. when i turned 18 i got the hell out! yet i always still have drama with my parents =/
lol i hope u have fun...i kno i did!!!!!!!!!
to me it is cause
that means you
don't have to leave
with your parents.