okay, so i have a problem...
a few months ago, i broke up w/ my ex. we'll call him d***sauce, lol. but i fell in love with him. So on Valentine's day, i poured my heart out to him. told him he was my first love, blah blah blah, and that i need him back in my life some how, not nessicarily as boyfriend and girlfriend.
it took him 3 hours to reply -_____________________________-
he said:
"i'm not gonna be a d***, cuz you poured your heart out to me, but it made smile, but the damage is done, and i dont love you anymore."
Ordinarily, id be like okay. But this kid was my first love. Even worse, i let him hit, smh. I wasnt ready; i did it to keep him, cuz we got into a big argument about meeting my dad. i know, BIG ASS red flag.
But that crushed me. Just the day before, he was tellin my best friend" oh, i miss her. i love her. ima fix s***, i promise. we'll be back together tomorrow(valentine's day)"
lies lies lies. he ruined that whole day for me. and ive never been a fan of valentines day to begin with, but now i REALLY hate it.
long story short, theres this kid named Alex. Alex has been there for me thru out this whole debacle. But now he wants to go out. Or ask me out, i should say. I was sitting next to him 3rd period today and i heard my name, and how he likes me and what not, and how he's afraid to ask me out. I only know this cuz he was talkin loud, lol, and he didnt think i was listening.
Anyway, idk. I still love Brian (d***sauce). Im not 100% completely over him yet. But Alex has been there, the whole way thru...
HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPP. :/
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Kendra!!!! :)
Nique.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D
tbh, idek anymore....
all i know is, he broke up with me conviently 3 days after we smushed. smh. He swears on his dad that he didnt use me. but ive been finding out s*** bout him, so idk what to believe outta him
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The hottest love has the coldest end.
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He's probably just hurt right now.
If he loved you in the first place, he would still love you now.
Like I said though, he's hurt & saying that out of anger.
Why'd you break up with him in the first place? :/
@kendra lol yes.
@Tropical_Butterfly- i feel myself gettin tired. i hate myself for loving him still even though hes treating me like s***. but as drizzy said, the first love is the sweetest, but that first cut is the deepest. *sighs* idk.
Oh danng -________-
Watch when you get with Alex, Mr. d***sauce will want you back.
Maybe you should wait a little to see if he comes around & you can get to know Alex more during that time.
If you feel like he's taking too long, then keep it moving.. no one deserves to wait forever for someone who doesn't know what they want.
:/
Is thia the nique that use to read all my stories.?!