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The Background Dancer


"aye CB you better get a sexy ass female dancer, these old ones looking type done" Keeis said walking into the gym where they were holding the audition to be Chris Browns background dancer.
"imma hire who ever is able to keep up with me, weather it's a man or a woman doesn't matter" chris responded.

They stood up and waited for Big Hood to let in the first person. It was a girl. She walked in wearing black vans, gray sweatpants and a black sports bra.

"whats your name?" chris asked her.
"Tash" she said holding her hand on her hips.
"okay tash, i want you to freestyle to one of my songs then imma teach you a quick routine and you'll do that, okay?" Chris asked.
"got it" she said.

Keeis pressed play on the stereo and Bassline began to play. Chris, Big hood, Keeis and 2 of his best female dancers watched as Tash began to dance.

"what you thinking CB?" hood asked as chris watched her closely.
"she got potential, i gotta see how she does on my routine" she answered.

Tash ended her dance and the guys clapped for her. She smiled as she caught her breath.

"you ready? you gotta keep up with me" chris spoke.
"i got it" she said as chris stood in front up her and began to show her the steps. After he finished showing her the steps the music was turned on once more and she performed the routine with ease.

"iight, step through the door on the right and i'll let you know in about an hour" chris said as tash smiled and walked away.

The other door opened again and in walked in another girl wearing Concords, black tights and a white sports bra.

"whats your name?" chris asked.
"Christina" she spoke with a smile.

Chris told Christina the same thing he told Tash and she agreed. Keeis turned on the radio but this time played Turn Up The Music. Christina began to dance and added a more hip hop feel to her dance.

"i like her" keeis said as chris nodded her head.
"yeah she's good" chris said."iight now follow me" chris spoke to Christina. He played on making his routine alot harder for Christina since she was a really good dancer.

"can you doo it first and i'll do it after" she said as chris looked at her like she was crazy.
"you sure?" he asked.
"yeah, i got this" she laughed a little.
"iight" he smiled as he stood in front of her and did his routine as Christina watched him.

"you got that?" he asked when he was done. without an answer she went straight into the dance routine performing it with ease.

"okay, step through that door to the right and i'll get back at you" chris said as christina nodded and walked out.

"what yall think?" chris asked his team.
"she's a keeper" hood said.

"she iight" one of the other background dancer said.
"why you hating Kayla?" keeis asked.
"i dance better then her" kayla spoke.
"you just being bitter" summer spoke.
"whatever" kayla said.

They went though the rest of the girls and guys who were lined up outside and came down to a decision. Everyone who danced for them were now standing in front of them in a line.

"keeis here is gonna tap you on your shoulder, if you get tapped step up" chris spoke as keeis tapped Tash and 3 other people on the shoulder.

"you guys are really good, ut you didn't make it, BUT i do want you guys to stick around as back up for the background dancers" chris spoke."NOW the person who will be filling thethats' shoes for Gui is..." he paused as he walked in front of the line of people like he was a drill Sargent."Chrisina" He said as she jumped up and down and screamed. She ran to tash and they hugged each other.

"i'm sorry" christina said laughing as she calmed herself down.
"yall know each other?" hood asked.
"this is my best friend" christina said.
"thats whats up" chris said."but listen rehearsals start tomorrow at 8am and the back up dancers will be learning it to so be here at EIGHT AM" he said.

(it WILL get interesting as we go along)



I don't wanna spoil anything for you guys
But there will never be a point where rih and Christina will.get along.
But they won't hate each out towards the end
You guys will see how everything unfolds

Love my readers you guys actually help me write better
And more with your comments and input

I'll have a post for all my stories when I get out of class at 5

Its not getting boring. But I agree I thought she and Rih would be more cooler to since Rihanna did tell Chris about her accident. Im glad they made up and I do hope Chris can stay faithful and there's no more lies between the two of them. They're gonna have a baby yay. Run It

no, not at all...addicted to this. :)

No it's not boring..I like how this story isn't rushed


nah you good
the pace is good
although i would think rih and her would talk diffferently since rih was the one who informed chris about christina... just saying
and the baby well that was a twist i sure hope there is no complications
run it


Christina sat in the hospital room as the Doctor finished the exams he had to take to make sure Christina was able to carry her child to full term. He wrote everything down in his chart before turning around to face Christina.

"i don't see any reason why you wouldn't be able to carry this child to full term, there isn't scaring on anything that would affect you delivery process so that to should not have an complications" he told her.
"what about disabilities? you said that was possible?" Christina asked him.

"there is a small chance of your child being born with a disabilities but unfortunately we wouldn't be able to know for sure until the child is about 1 or 2 years old" he told her.
"okay, when can i leave from here?" she asked him.
"i believe you can leave today, IF you have someone who can take care of you" he said.
"i do" she told him.
"then when your ready, sign the release forms and you can be on your way" he said.
"thank you" she said to him
"no problem just doing my job" he said as he walked out the room.

As soon as he walked out the room Christina sat all the way up. Although the pain was fading little by little it still hurt for her to move. She looked at her close fold in the corner and then looked at her arm having no idea how she was supposed to get dressed with one hand but she tried her best. She only managed to get her pants on but wasn't able to bottom them.

"you need some help?" she heard chris's voice as she turned to face him.
"yeah" she said embarrassed that she wasn't able to put her own clothes on.

He softly helped her take off the hospital gown and helped put her broken arm through the sleeve of her shirt.

"thanks" she said as he buttoned her pants for her.
"no problem" he said standing straight up.
"is tash here, i need her to take me home" she said.
"nah, but i can take you" he said.
"thats fine, i'll wait" she said sitting back on the bed.
"come on baby.." she cut him off.

"don't baby me" she said."i feel stupid chris" she said."you got me out here calling you and calling you while you were f***ing your ex" she added.
"i'm sorry i really am, i don't know what to do to prove it to you, should i get down on my knees cause i'll so it" he said as he was about to get down on his knees but she stopped him.

"i'm not a weak person chris, and i don't let people walk all over me" she began as he gave her eye contact.
"i know" he said holding her face in between his hands."i love YOU" he added.
"...i love you too" she said closing her eyes as he pecked her lips.
"why are you crying?" chris asked as he pulled back and seen a tear come down her face.

"because i missed you" she said honestly.
"i missed you to" he said."now can i take you home?" he said as she nodded.

He helped her off the bed and she slid her feet into some flip flops. He helped her walk out to the room and to the front desk so she could sign her release papers. When she was done they walked out to the car and chris opened the door for her and closed it once she was in.

"don't go fast, okay?" christina asked.
"of course" chris said as he started the car and pulled off.
"if we're going to make this work we have to agree on something" chrisitna said.
"anything" chris said.
"truth, no matter what it is or how bad it may be, we have to tell each other the truth" she said."deal?" she asked.
"deal" he agreed.

The rest of the car ride was silent as chris held christina's left hand in his and kissed it. She looked over at him and smiled. In that same moment his phone rang, he picked it up to see rihanna's name and put it back down.

"who was it?" christina asked.
"umm it was rih" he said honestly.
"you're not gonna pick it up?" she asked.
"what for?" he asked as christina shrugged and looked out the window.

They pulled up to christina's house and parked in her driveway. Chris got out the car and walked around to help christina out the car. They walked into the house and christina sat on the couch.

"imma go to the bathroom i'll be back" chris said as he walked out the living room and to the bathroom.

Christina laid her head back as she tried to relax but kept hearing chris's phone ring on the table. She stugled to stang up and walked over to his phone to see rihanna's name and picked it up.

"hello?" christina picked up.
"oh, wheres chris?" rihanna asked.
"in the bathroom, what do you need?" she asked.
"nothing from you, put my man on the phone" rihanna said with attitude.
"look, he's not picking up for a reason you had your little fun because i wasn't in the picture but i'm back and i'm not going anywhere it's over between you too" christina said.
"aint s*** ov---" christina cut her off by hanging up.

"who was that?" chris asked walking back into the living room seeing christina hanging up his phone.
"rihanna" she told him."i told her you were only with her because i wasn't in the picture and it's over between you and her" she told him honestly.
"umm i uh i don't have a responded to that but damn" he said as she walked back over to the couch and sat down.

He sat down next to her and wrapped his arm around her as she leaned into his chest.

"you think we can ever get back to the way we were before?" christina asked.
"better, because we learned from out mistakes" chris said, kissing the top of her forehead.

(i feel an end coming to this soon, its beginning to get boring, no?"

what a twist!!

run it!!

Wow, RUN IT!

Uh oh..RUN IT!!

I knew it !!!

Run it

that was definitely unexpected! RUN IT

that was definitely unexpected! RUN IT


Chris was there when she woke up. Aww. Oh my damn Christina's still preggo. Dang the lord works in mysterious ways. Aww I feel like thats a sign/miracle. I hope the baby survives. I hope its healthy with no complications. Run It...


The next morning christina woke up the next morning to the sound of her heart beat coming through the cardiac monitor. She blinked her eyes open and stared up at the white ceiling. She was startled by the sound of light snoring next to her and looked over to see chris sleeping uncomfortably in the chair next to her.

"h..." she tried to speak but her mouth and throat was dry."hey" christina said reaching over and touch his knee.

He felt someone touch his knee and looked up to see christina fully awake with a slight smile on her face as she was happy to see him.

"hey how do you feel?" he asked sitting up in his chair.
"everything hurts, my head, my arm, everything" she said."how are you?" she asked.
"you're in the hospital and your worried about me?" he asked.
"something is on your mind, i can see it in your face" she said.

"i uh..i'm sorry about everything, i've been acting like an complete a**hole" he said.
"it's okay, you had every right to be mad at me, what i did was wrong" she said.
"it's not okay though, i left you alone during a really hard time and i went to rihanna and i..." he stopped when he noticed the look on her face.
"you were with rihanna?" she asked.

"i was" he said looking down."but i only ran back because i was mad at you, i don't want to be with her i want to be with you" he said.
"so what happened when ever we get into a argument again, are you gonna run back to her every time?" she asked.
"christina please, i only want to make this work between us, i love you" he said grabbing her hand and holding it but she moved it away slowly.

Moments later the door opened up and levi and lisa walked in with worried expressions.

"i am so sorry about messing up the car" christina said to them.
"we don't care about that, we just wanna know that you're okay" lisa said.
"are you okay?" levi asked.
"yeah i'm fine, just in some pain" she told them.
"should i go get the doctor?" lisa asked.
"yeah, please" christina said as lisa walked out the room.

"i'm gonna go" chris said as he got up and was about to walk out the room when the door opened and lisa walked in with the doctor.
"you might wanna sit down" lisa told chris.
"why?" chris asked with a confused facial expression as she walked back to his chair.
"Dr Brooks will tell you" lisa said.

"we can't give christina anymore of the medication we've given here" Dr Brooks said.
"why not she's in pain?" chris asked.
"we didn't know before but christina is about 3 to 4 weeks pregnant" the Dr spoke as the room stood silent.
"wait what?" chris asked.

"thats not possible, i..." christina stopped herself and looked at chris before continuing."i had an abortion" she added.
"who ever performed your procedure was unsuccessful with removing the embryo from the womb" the Dr spoke.

"so what now?" lisa asked.
"we do a few exams to make sure you are able to carry this baby to full term" he said.
"is it possible she won't be?" lisa asked as both chris and christina stood silent.
"theres about a 35% chance that she won't be able to carry the baby to full term and theres also a 50% chance that the child would be able born with a disability of some kind" the Dr spoke.

Lisa and Levi looked at christina and chris who walked as if they were in a different world.

"maybe we should give them a moment" levi said as he, lisa and the doctor walked out the room.

"i'm not sure whats going on" christina said holding her hand up to her head as if had a head ache.
"you're still pregnant?" chris asked rhetorically."you didn't realize?" he asked her.
"no, i don't feel sick like i did at first, i thought...." she trailed off as she put her hand on her stomach.

"what do you wanna do?" he asked looking at her.
"i'm keeping him, or her" chrisitna said.

(Short chapter don't really like it but ehhh)

dam bad timing rain and wanting chris she blacked glad she is ok
its funny how he says that hes girl when he was all over rih smh -__- dont play with either of their emotions .
run it

man that's messed glad she is ok though! chris is gonna feel even worst when he listens to that voicemail..RUN IT

chris been acting like a b**** u gone get mad and run back n f*** wit yo crazy ex? yes christina shouldve told him, but i understand y she didnt...she still couldve kept the baby tho...she decided to get rid of the baby too quick...

run it!

aww, there're meant for each other . they just need to rekindle and find each others trust again .. after she recovers and chris tells her where he was and what happened he's going to be the one calling and begging for forgiveness like he always does.
run it !

Aww watching Issy made her think of the baby she let go dang. Poor thing. Damn she had a accident thinking about the night she lost her parents. Levy and Lisa are gonna be shocked and frightened after learning she was in an accident after he told her to get home safe. Im just glad she suffered minor damage. Im shocked Rihanna told Chris about the accident. Guess she has some class... Seeing Chris run to her side was so sweet. It proved deep down he still loves her no matter what. Wonder how she's gone act learning he was with Rihanna tho. Run It.

Aw man, RUN IT!


Lisa and Levi had been gone for about 2 hours and Christina sat on the floor Indian style in front of Isabella as she slowly sung in her swing. Christina made popping sounds with her mouth and watched as Issy tried to mimic her.

"you can do it" Christina said in her baby voice as she ticked her and watched her laugh."are you hungry?" she asked looking at the time and noticing it was time for her to eat.

Before Lisa left she had giving Christina the run down about when to feed Isabella, take her a bath and put her to bed. Christina went over to the kitchen grabbed a jar of baby food, put in a bowl and heated it up a little. When she came back with the food and sat back down on the ground Isabella did a little dance in her set.

"yummy" Christina said as she got a spoonful and feed it to Isabella. Christina smiled at the way Isabella clapped when she was finished eating. "lets get you cleaned up for bed" Christina said taking her out the swing.

Christina carried Issy to her room where she got some pajamas, a towel, her pamper and her body wash. She then took her back to the kitchen and washed her up in the sink like Lisa told her.

"bubbles!" Issy said as she splashed in the soapy water. When Christina was done washing her, she stood her up and let the and wrapped her in her towel as she started shivering. She took her back to the couch and dressed her as she yawned.

Christina picked her up, put her back in her swing and watched as she slowly drifted off to sleep. As Christina watched Issy sleep she felt something about herself change. There was a new motherly instinct forming in her and a tear dropped from her eyes as she remembered what she had done.

"tuh boy bye why you always lying" she said lisa say as she and levi walked in. Christina wiped the tears from her eyes before turning to look at them.

"you guys are home early" she said.
"we missed issy, is she asleep already?" lisa asked.
"out like a light" christina said pointing at the swing as lisa walked over to her.
"how was she?" levi asked.
"perfect little angel" christina said with a smile.

"thanks again for watching her" lisa said.
"no problem, were family" christina said."and thank you guys for the car" she said picking up her keys from the table.
"your welcome, you should get going it's supposed to rain soon i don't want you to dive when its wet" levi said.
"right, thanks again" she said hugging them both."see you guys" she said walking out the door.

She walked over to her new car and hopped in. She put her seat belt on and started the car with a wide smile on her face. She put her address in the GPS and watched as it calculated her route. She back out the drive way and processed down the road. As she drove she could seem to keep her mind off of chris. When she pulled up to a red light she dialed chris's number, put it on speaker and sat it on the dashboard.

<em>Your call has been forwarded to an automated voice message system the number you have dialed is not available. at the tone, please record your message. when you are finished recording, you may hang up, or press 1 for more options...Beep</em>

"hey chris it's me, i know i'm probably the last person you what to hear from but you're the only person i wanna to talk to. I don't know what else to do, to show you that i love you and that i am sorry for everything. The last thing i wanted to do was hurt you, please just talk to that rain?" she drifted off as she seen small drops off water drop on her windshield.

She blacked out for a moment as she remembered that rainy night she lost her parents.

<em>MOMMY! DADDY! little christina yelled as she tried to run back to the car where the EMT workers pulled her parents out the car but a cop held her back. She watched as their body were put on stretchers and carried away.</em>

She came back to reality and realized her car was no longer moving. She looked up to see bright red and blue light. Her head was hurting and her right arm wouldn't move from its place. She began to breath heavily as she began to fully register what happened to her. She looked straight ahead and seen she drove head first into a tree.

"we got you" a EMT said as they opened the car door and got Christina out of the drivers seat.
"i want my baby back" christina mumbled as they put her on a stretcher.

Rihanna walked down to her kitchen to get a bottle of water when she looked over at the TV and did a double take when she seen Christina and chris's <a href="http://cdn.necoleb****">picture</a>. She walked into the living room and turned the TV up.

<em>Breaking News Chris Brown's Girlfriend Christina Griffin was in devastating car crash just a few minutes ago. Fortunately she was able to make it out alive with just a minor head injury and a broken arm.</em>

"CHRIS!" Rihanna called out as she rushed up stairs.
"what?" he asked as she turned her bed room TV on and flipped to the news report quickly. He stood up as he looked at the screen. He quickly put on his shirt and sneakers and rushed out to his car.

When he got in his started it up and pulled off down the road calling tash as he drove who confirmed everything and told him she was already at the hospital with her. When he got to the hospital and rushed in and went up to the receptionist desk.

"what room is christina griffin?" he asked the woman as she looked up at him start struck.
"your chris brown" she said.
"i know who i am, i don't have time for this" he said as he heard tash call him name.

"is she okay?" he asked her ans he walked up.
"she was in a lot of pain so they had to give her medication to put her to sleep" she told him as he ran his hand over his face."where had you been?" she asked him.
"with rihanna" he said under his breath.
"i'm sorry what?" tash asked.

"i was with rih" he said louder as she was begin to say something but he cut her off."i don't wanna get into right now i just wanna see my girl alright" he said.
"alright" she said defeated."she's in that room" tash said pointing as he nodded and walked into her room quietly.

He walked over to the side of her bed seeing the stitches she had above her eye brow. He leaned down and kissed the top of her forehead. He sat in the hair next to the bed and just watched her. The quite room was soon filled with chris's voice as he softly sang Ne-Yo's Part Of List.

<em>The way your sweet smell lingers when you leave the room Stories you tell as we lay in bed all afternoon I dream you now, every night, in my mind is where we meet And when I'm awake staring at pictures of you asleep Touching your face Invading your space.. They're part of the list Things that I miss
things like your funny little laugh or the way you smile or the way we kiss what I notice is this I come up with Something new every single time that I sit and reminisce</em>

(if you don't know the song or wanna here it here it is, <a href="">Part Of List</a>)

Wow chris u slow as hell bro smh run it

Really chris back to rihanna..

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo... I had so much more to my comment but idk where it went when i posted it but ..

Runn It!! Can't wait for more


Can rihanna not try to help and still be selfish like b**** pick one.. In the end yo feelings will still get hurt because he is in love with Christina bro.

I am happy Christina is trying to find happiness again by forgiving herself.

Tash sooooooo bammmmmeeeddd but I mean hey it is kind of hard to keep a secret from your man because he notices when something is bothering you..

Overall good stuff Ms. Tina... :)
Can't wait for more .

Runnn It

Chris is stupid. Just because she posted pics of her new car doesn't mean she's over him. Qih was getting on my good side for being honest till she told Chris to f it and be with her. She wouldn't have made tweets about him if she didn't care. Now that car though is bad ass ass. Run It

Well that was shocking of Rihanna lol..Chris knows he wants Christina back