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Camilla Donteqeuez 17/Chris Brown As Zamir Brown 18
Samone Jackson 18/Tyga as Mikhail Stevenson 18
Bre'Na Wells 19/Trey Songz As Jaclyn Neverson 21
JordynJohnson 21/ Lil Fizz As Adeledie Fredricks 22

A walk with you in the silence of the other, when you can feel each step, each sigh, when warmth of your hand can share your emotional state and each word takes on speacial significance and reflects the unique attitude to each other- it's everything beyond my wildesr dreams. you mean alot to me; remember it always in spite of everything!!! As i seal this love with a kiss.......i adore you, i love you.......forever more.


May 10,2006
Los Angles, CA
I sit my room drawing whatever came to mind. I look out the window to see it still raining. It's been raining for the past week and im loving every minute of it. Oh im so sorry, let me introduce myself, my name is Camilla Mesalina Donteqeuez, i'm 11 and im Egyptian and pertuo rican and black i have long golden brown hair and peach-hazel eyes. I'm a senior at Public Union middle school and would be going to San Deigo broading school in the fall, Anything to leave this hell call home. If you look outside of the house, you would think nothing wrong, just a perfect family......wrong. I have a crack addict for a mother and a Drug dealer/drunk for a step dad. I never knew my real father, but for what my mother said, he was just a one night stand. My mom met Donnovan when i was eight, three months of dating, they decided to get married. He the reason my mother the way she is now, it like i dont know her anymore.


speaking of her , probaly need a fix since Donnovan aint here. i get up and go down stairs to see what she wanted. she laying on ground in the same clothes she been having on since last week, her hair is matted and dry. Her eyes are bloodshot red. At one point of time, people said we look like just she was just alot more curvier than she just skin and bones.

Me: yes momma
Mom:(scratching like she got fleas) come clean this damn kitchen and start on dinner. Your daddy will be home in a little while with some friends.
Me:(mumbling) he not my dad
Mom: what was that?
Me:(sigh) nothing momma

I went in the kitchen and started cleaning up. after i was done with that, i started on dinner. I had just put the meatloaf in the oven when i heard the door much of peace and quiet. Donnovan came in the kitchen and went to the refrigderator to get a beer. he turned and look at me up and down.
Donnovan: where yo momma?
Me: if she not in th livingroom then she probraly upstairs.
I went to leave to the kitchen till Donnovan blocked my way.
Me: um excuse me.
Donnovan: you know you grown up to be a pretty young lady.

the more i stepped back, the more he came closer to me. My back hit the wall as i started to panicked.

Me: Donnovan please dont do this.

his hand guided down my shorts in between my thighs. He crushed his lips against mine and went down to my neck. I sliently cried as he inserted two fingers inside me, why is this happening to me.

Donnovan:(smirk) hmmmm i bet you taste good too.
Mom: (high) what yall in here doing?

He quickly backed off of and continued on drinking his beer. I looked up at the ceiling thanking god.

Donnovan: We just talking, i was telling her how i was proud of her, she growning up into a beautiful young lady.

Mom: yep, that my girl. (Grabbing his arm ) come on baby come dance

with me and let milly finish cooking.
He followed my mom, Then stopped at the entrance of the kitchen and turned back to me.

Donnovan:(sucking on his fingers)(smirks) Damn i was right, hopefully i get a full course meal.

with that he left into the living room. I slid down the wall and cried. I should've saw this coming, the way he looked at me, The times he brushed past me. Why is this happening to me. I got down on my knees and started praying.

Me: Our Father, Who Art in heaven, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is done in heaven. give us this day our daily bread. And forgives those whose trespasses, as we forgive those who tresspass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom, the power and the glory. Forever and ever. Amen.


Me:(wiping my face) yes mam

I got off the floor and went back to cooking.
1 Hour Later
I finally finish dinner and was setting up the table when my mom came and pushed me.
Mom: took your ass long enough.......just go to the room, i make the plates, your ass might take two years to set the damn table.

I did what i was told and went to my room. I locked my door and put my chair that i had in my room, under the door knob. After what happen in the kitchen, i'm staying as far away from Donnovan. I go to my dresser for night clothes so i can take a shower, Good thing i had my own bathroom. I looked down to see an old picutre of me and my bestie/crush, Zamir brown. He passed away last year, a month before my birthday. tears fell down my eyes as i remeber that day. How his blood was all on my shirt and me holding his body close to me.

A year ago
October 5,2006

Me and Zamir were sitting in the park like we always do after school. we usually stopped at my house, but since momma been "sick" latey, i haven't invited anybody over. i dont want people seeing her like that. I blamed donnovan for it, ever since they came back from that date they had last week, she being this different person that i don't reconizge. Zamir brought me out of my thoughts.

Me: i'm sorry what?
Zamir: (chuckles) i said are you going to the corn field maze party for holloween?
Me: naw i'n goood on that.
ZAMIR:(sigh)you cant save someone that don't want to be saved.
Me: excuse me?
Zamir: your cant save her, s*** she doesnt want to be save.
Me: first off how do even know that reason why i dont want to go?
Zamir: milly, remember who you talking me, Zamir brown. I know you better than you know yourself. For the past five weeks, you been making up excuses of why you cant do this and can't do that. You putting your social life on a back burner so you can help your mom, dont get me wrong, i love momma jill, but she seem like she okay where she at right now, because if she didnt, she wouldn't let that nigga shoot that s*** up her arm. so your distanting yourself from people for nothing, bascailly wasting your damn time.

i looked down on the ground registering every he said. i knew he was right, but i wasnt going down without a fight, i knew that women i admired was in there some where, i just had to find her. i felt tears coming down my face. finally releasling all the anger and hurt i had in me for the past five weeks.

Me: (crying) i just want my mom back.....i just want her back.

zamir put me on his lap and held me close while i cried. After ten minutes of crying, i wiped my eyes and my head on his chest.

Zamir: you feel better
Me: yea i do actully,................Za Za
Zamir: yeah?
Me: thanks... for everything.
Zamir: you know i got you ma, no matter what. i'm not going know where. we connected to the hip, you anit know that?

i laughed at his goofiness. He knew just how to get to smile, i dont know what i'll do without him. we got and headed back home since it was getting dark. We were walking when we decided to go to the corner store and get icecream.

Zamir: man i hope they got my chocolate chip cookie dough icecream cause all other s*** be nasty.
Me: oh no dont do cookie and cream, that the best icecream right there.
Zamir: okay i know you were drop on your head when you were a baby cause i know that didnt just come out your mouth.

We got our icecream and walked to the counter still arguing bout who icecream is better. Mr. harry was laughing at us argue and shaking his head.
Me: mr. harry, what you perfer, chocolate chip cookie dough or cookie and cream.
Mr. h: i like cookie and cream.
Me: BOOYAH Camilla one, Zamir zero.
Zamir:(rolling his eyes) anyways how much we owe you mr. harry?
Mr.h: now you know when yall come in here, yall dont have to pay for nothing.
Me: thanks mr. H

we was walking out the store when Roland or what he was known in the street bishop was leaning on the wall, like he been waiting for us. See Roland and Zamir used to be cool, i wouldn't say friends, because zamir hated to be around him. but like i said, they used to be cool untill roland got Zamir's cousin vanecisa pregnat then made her get and abortion. Zamir was so piss that he beat the s*** out Roland. This is first time seeing him since that addcident.

Roland: well well, no time no see, wat sup Zamir, Camilla.

i was going to say hi untill Zamir cut me off.
Zamir: milly go ahead and start walking i'll catch up with you.

i nodded my head and started walking. i wasn't even two block and half down the street when i heard the gunshots.

I wanted to run all the way home, but somthing to me go back. i ran back to the store to see Zamir laid on floor in a puddle of his own blood. i drop the bag and went to him, he was blarely breathing he looked at me and tried to say somthing but blood was coming out his mouth.


Mr. harry came outside with the phone to his ear calling 911. i kept my eyes on Zamir as i held him close.
Zamir:9(teing to breathe) m...m...milly
Me:(crying) shhhhh it going to be okay, the amblance will be here soon.
Zamir:: i...i ....i love you(his eyes closed)

~~~Back flash over~~~
The week after that they held his funeral at the school. Every body was hugging me, saying how sorry they was. Me and his momma held on each other as we cried. when the police came to her door with me, she knew somthing happen. I blamed myself, i shouldn't have even left his side, i shouldv'e just stayed there. The police couldn't find roland since he was the last person to see him. it like he disappered off they face of the earth. Then two day after buried Zamir, The police found Roland body behind some abandon wharehouse on the other side town. said that by looks of it his neck had been cut and looks like he been robbed. I should've been happy but i wasn' was going to bring Zamir back. I wiped my Face and put the picutre back and went back to find my night clothes. i picked out some swets and and tank top to put on. i put the clothes on my bed when an evenlope fell out the pockets of the sweats....what is this? i picked it up looking at it. it said Happy birthday from your bestie Zamir.....p.s dont open it till you birthday, you know how you are lol. I smiled knowing he must have snuck in my room and put this in my sweats. i sat on my bed and open the evenlope and read the letter.

If your reading this, that mean your either found it or it fell out the pocket of your sweats lol. i just want to say happy birthday to the second important lady in my life, l love you.
Your Bestie,
Zarmir Brown, The sexiest nigga on earth lol.

I chuckled as i read it. Zamir always knew how to make smile. I was about to put the letter back when i realized somthing else was in there. I pulled it oput and saw and covered my mouth. it was Zamir's gold chain with a basket ball on with the his number ingraved on the back of the ball. I can't belived he gave this to me. I remember the day he got it at the basket ball banquer. he face lit up with some excitment. I always thought he was going to be a basket ball star. i put it around my neck and went to the mirrior to see how it look i......perfect.

me:(holding in tears) oh Zamir......I miss you.

i got my clothes and changed and put my dirty clothes in the hamper. i got and the the cover and prayed.

Me: now i lay me down to sleep, i pray the lord my soul to keep, i should die before i wake,i prayed the lord my soul to take.......lord, make my mom better, i need her right now, she not same anymore. i feel like i'm losing her day by day. And lord send me an angel to watch over me, to protect me. In your name i pray amen.

i turned my lamp off and pulled the cover over me. I close my eyes and drifted to sleep.


i laid on my bed watching milly sleep from my Mirrior. She looked so peaceful as she clutched the gold chain that was her neck. I sighed wishing i couldbe there to hold her, tell her that every thing was going to be okay. I miss her so much. i know yall wondering what going on right? well as you know i'm dead, and beacame white lighter. A white lighter is a former human mortal who are given a second chance at life in order to serve under an angelic group known as the elders, i guess yall called it guardian angels. we protect the innocent and other future white lighters. That what i was, a future white lighter, So that night i was suppose to die, i know messed up right. The elders said i would have went up to heavens like the others but the big man(god) said i wasn't done yet. i wouldnt be able to get my wings untill i went through my rite of passage, it when a white lighter trainee get his/her first charge(innocent or future white lighter) and have to direct them in the path, we do it right, we get our wings and chose to go to heaven or become a full white lighter, and a full white light has thier elder that they obey and when that time comes, they take the elder place as the new elder. Are powers are orbing,healing,telepathic(talk in your mind) and sensing our charges with a adittional power which every white lighter has is a fifth one that is different like mine is freezing time. it scared me at first but i got the hang of it.

F/v: there you are, i been looking all over mesidona(mid-heaven) for you.

i look uop to see my Aunt Aqua who was also my elder. she died when i was a baby, when i came here i knew excatly who she was. i know she look like she could be eighteen huh? well that how old she was when she died. my mom was only sixteen when she had me. the thing is when you die, you never age, you stay the same. i sat up on my bed so she could sit down.

me: i just been in here chillin.

she looks at the mirror to what i was watching and smiled. she knew my relationship camilla and how i always came out my way to protect her and do anything for her.

Aqua: i wish i could've met her, she seem like a sweetheart.
me: she is auntie, she always keeps a smile on her face even though i could see through it, she know i hated when i saw her mad,sad or she breaks my heart to see her like this....i wish i was there with her.

Aqua: wellll.....
me: auntie i know (mocking her) welllllll, you know somthing dont you?
Aqua: i wont say anything right now, in about a hour, come to the Elders chambers.

with that she left out my room left me wondering what was going on.

i look at the mirrior watching camilla some more, making sure she was fast alseep. i waved over my mirror and change back to just me seeing my reflection. now i'm wondering what she knows, it making me uneasy.

Am hour later

I head to the elder chamber with what Aunt Aqua said. what she had to tell me? once i got there, I saw my homies Mikhail,Jaclyn,and Adeledie.when i got here, they explain about everything to me. M- ikhail Had was car aciddent and threw from the car, his power is to see the past,present and the future.Jaclyn's mom tried shoot his dad and he end up in the cross fire and got shot in the head, he a fire starter he can make and control a fire with is mind. Adeledie, he comitted suicide by taking alot of pills, instead of him going to hell, the elders gave him a second chance, he act like he don't care, but deep inside he does., his is painous emotionsau, it means he can make other peopl feel pain with his mind...very scary. They gave me a head nod and i gave them one in return. The elders orb in and sat down on thier thronez looking at us.Modunus, the Head elder nodded to my Aunt and she got up and walk towards us. She looked me and smiled and looked back at the other.

Aqua: do you know why you four are here?

we shooked are head no.

Aqua: well the elders i talked over some stuff and even though you four are still trainee, you will aleast know who your charges will be.

she turned around and went to the fountain that was in the middle of the room. she gently rose her arms up as the water came up as a wall. I couldn't belive what i seeing.....she was my charge.....Camilla was my charge.



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Chapter 1 Part 3

Memory is a golden chain that binds us together until we meet again.


Me: Samone come on we got one more class to go.
Samone: Milly, like on some real s***, i cant walk no more , my feet hurt, i'm hungry a-
Camilla: chica, you always hungry lol so what another excuse?
Samone: i just dont want to go to nomore classes cause if i hear another lecture, camilla i swear my head is goning to blow up.
Camilla: lol girl come on.

I linked my arm with samone and basically dragged her to last class which was ubran art class which was a class on the campus i dont what it about but it sound intresting. we walked in the class and sat down waitng for the c lass to fill up. once it did the Professor started his lecture.

Professeor: hello, i'm professor washington, And this is Urban Art. once you walked into this door, you no longer in truth university, you stepped into my home. And by the end of this lecture, you will no longer be a stranger to me or to eachother.... so my home is your home.

45 mins later.....

Samone: omg did you see the tagg by mz.dimez, the color she used and she shaded it in with the black.
Me: i see somebody found thier favorite class already lol.
Samone: uh....i mean it cool and all, it aint all that.
Camilla: yeah whatever.

we gather our stuff and headed to the door when i bumped in to somebody making me and thier stuff fall.

Me: omg i'm sorry, i didnt mean to. i'm shuch a clutz (soft chuckle)
M/v: oh naw you good, i should be apologizing i'm the one who bump into you.

We got our stuff in order and stood up. I looked up and saw this dude who was a little taleller than me by inch. he had tattoos all down his arms to his neck.

M/v:I'm Mikhail, but you can me khail.(extends his out for to shake)
Me: Nice to meet you.(shakes his hand)
Khail:your first year huh?
Me: it that obvisus?
Khail: kind of and because these people are either juniors are seniors so ..
Me: oh wow, well you must be a senior then.
khail: oh naw im a freshman like you.
Me: well dang you couldv'e fooled me lol.
Khail:i know i'm fly. lol

we both started laughing when samone came back around corner, i guess she realized i wasnt behind her. Suddenly Khail stop laughing when he saw samone it was like he was in a trance or somthing.

Samone: yoou know that akward moment when you you think your talking to your best friend and you turn around because she replying to but come to find she she wasnt behind you this whole time?
Me: uh
Samone: well i have and let me tell you people looking at me like im crazy or some s***. i was woondering why you werent behind me(looking at khail) now i see.
Me: lol it aint nothing like that, we addicently bumped into each other and my i dropped my stuff.
Samone: yeah yeah, can we go now, i'm still tired from early this morning.
Me:lol excuse my best freind she been cranky since this morning when i woke her up.
Khail: (still looking at samone) oh um naw yall cool, i mean i understand how you feel when you moving stuff from one place to another.
me: yea we better get going, it was nice meeting you
khail:it was nice meeting you miss...
Me: oh my bad lol my name is camilla and this right here is samone
Samone: uh excuse me, how you know i wanted him to know my name?

Khail came up to samone and face to face with her i swear if they were so close you though they would kissing.

Khail: (it not like i didnt know your name before) so you dont want to know your name? uh.....i didnt mean it like that.

m/v: Dang nigga now i she aint one of professor lol

we all turn our to see.....


I was walking out of my photography class when i felt this cool feeling go through my body......she here. i started looking for as i walked futher up the hall way. next thing you khail alerts me.

Khail:(telepathic) thier here.
Me:(telepathic) i know i feel her...wait your charge here too?
Khail:(telepathic) yeah look come to the visual arts builing.

i waled out maing building and cross the grass to get to the visual arts building,. man i'm so anxiox i dont know what to do. the closer i get the more the i can sense her. i walk in the down and turn left....there she was......standing there smiling while she talke to khail....her smile, her laugh...everything about her never change...there all pure. just like her heart.khail went up to the other girll . they so closes to each other you would think they were kissing. let me stop him now before this pat out. lol yeah he that smototh.

Me: dang nigga i now i know she aint one ofyour professor.

they turn thier atteion towards me as i walked over to them. God please dont let make a fool of my self.

Me:(dapping Khail) nigga i was tryin find you everywhere.
Khail: lol nigga i told you my next class was in the visual arts building.
Me: yea yea
Khail:lol yall this brother Z-
Camilla: zamir Brown
Me:(omg she remeber me)um have we met.
Camilla: lol no but you are the zamir brown, you made mvp your freshman year at advondale high school,and feb 1,2012 you made 177 points at the basket ball game tourment in san deigo, cailfornia.
Khail:(telepathic) for her not to remeber who you are, she does know somthing about you.
Camilla: im not a stalker it just the same night you won the tournment is the night i've won all american -
me: all amercian gold medal for acrobact gymnastics. you madde a scor 10.0 flat somthing nobody could manage, but you did.
Me:Zamir brown(extending my hand)
Camilla:(shake his hands)Camilla Donteqeuez.
i wantto
when she grab my hand, it was as if the world froze in time,i got my best friend back and i'm going to protect her with all the life in me.

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Wanna see what happens!

Kmsl, sexapades. Oh wow, I hope that they meet at orientation.
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I bet their gonna meet up at the orientation
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Chapter 1 part 2

Memory is a golden chain that binds us together until we meet again.

The next day


Man All that damn moving and s*** got a b**** tired ass hell. Once we got to Hotlanta at like 12:00 a.m, Bre came and got us, took us to the Apartment that we were sharing with her and jordyn, Had us moving funitre in me and milly rooms...come to think of it, i still dont where the hell this funiture came from, that be somthing i have to asked her about because if this stuff was brought with drug money, then she cant it back(another story for another time),But yeah After we finished moving stuff in. we didn't go to bed till 3:30 a.m., now i'm in my room spawed out on my bed when i felt someone jump on my bed.

Me(sleeply) Man wtf
Camilla: samone wake up we gone be late for Oritetation
Me: man f*** oritetation, i'm tired, my body hurts and i went to bed at 3:30 a.m., i'm sleeping in.
Jordyn:(walking in the room) Man monie, get your ass up. Orientation is very important, so get up, wash your ass,brush your teeth and comb you that hive you called hair and be in the kitchen to eat.

I rolled my eyes and pull the covers over my, f*** what they saying. i'm taking my ass back to sleep. I Felt camilla rubbing my back.

Camilla: monie come on,jordy right, today is very important, and it not even that long. All we got to do is get our schedules and meet out professors that it.
Me:(whineing) Man i'm tired and all i want to do is sleep. and why you so amped up, you went to bed that same time i did?
Camilla: yeah but you also know i can sleep for an hour be okay.

that was true, Aslong she got some sleep, she good for the rest of the day. I force myself out of my bed and went to the bathroom.....Damn it look like sombody done whipped my ass, i take my morining pee and go back in my room and take out my fit for today. i get in the shower and let the water hit my skin. I aint gone front, i'm happy i made it this far. with the help of ms.rose and my girls, i'm very grateful...oh and we can'r forget about god lol. My parents......f*** them, they dont care so i dont care.(another story for a nother day.. I get out the shower and dry myself off and put on my fit. since my hair was wet, ill leave down since it had a wavy curl to it.I leave out the room and went to the kitchen where Jordy and Milly were. they were eating pancakes,bacon and eggs...s*** that look good.

Camilla: your plate is in the microwave

i take my food out and sat down at the island with them and started eating.

Me: where bre at?
Jodry: she went to jaclyn place, Since they dont have class today, they're planning on going out and spending thier three year anniversity.
Me: damn this early
Jordy: lol you know she take this serioulsy
Camiila: i can't wait to meet him, s*** i need to thank him s*** bre been calming down every since she been dating him.
Jordy: that because he giving her that good di-
Jordy: girl dont act like you innocent cause you not.

we all bust out lauging cause we all knew it was true, we talked some more untill we had to go to oritentation......Ugh i'm die of boredum lol.


okay i'm thinking for chapter two so bare with me, gotta make sure that this is gonna be a good story.

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Can't wait to see how Cam react!
I swear i love this story!
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Awww I knew he hate the fact they have to start over but it's for the best. I think that Ad guy gon cause problems.
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I can't wait!!! I hope they hit off really well.
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Chapter 1

Memory is a golden chain that binds us together until we meet again

Six Years Later

San deigo,CA


I know right, it been a minutes since last time i talk to yall huh? well i'm seventeen now and i graduted from San deigo broading school with honors and got a full ride scholarship for Gymnastic. I will be going to Truth State University in Atlanta, Ga, I always love that school, up there, they keep it real. I think If it wasn't for my good luck charm(gold chain with the basket ball on it) I wouldnt have did most of the stuff i acommplished now. I wonder who ever had this chain before me, have good luck too. Oh yeah i forgot to tell you, that night after dinner, i went up to my room and found this chain in my drawer just laying there under my clothes, i don't who it was, but somthing tells me it was a boy. Ever since then i been wearing it, it keeps me safe, protected, i feel whoever had it before me, wanted me to feel like they were there for me. idk i'm strange lol. Oh yeah, i forgot to tell you, Well one night i was coming home from the store and i went up to my room to see Donnovan sitting on my bed waiting for me. I dropped the bag and started run for the stairs untill he grab me by my hair dragged me back into the room. He pushed me down on the bed, and ripped my shirt open and tried get to my sweats, before he could do anything else, my mom came in my room to tellme to stop all that screaming but she stopped when she saw what was going on. He got up quickly telling her that i was trying suduce him and he pushed me on the bed to get me off of him and do you know she belived it. that night she took everything of mine and threw out the window and dragged me out the door telling me i was a slut and i was no daughter of hers. I got up crying and picking up my stuff. i had found a old suite case that was in the garbage can and put my clothes and stuff in there. I walked barefooted for like two hours until i saw Grey hound bus staion and sat down thinking what i was gone do untill this lady came up to me asking if i was okay? i just looked up at her and started crying all over again. she huggedd me and told me to come with her. We got to this group home called W.O.W: Worker of the word, group home for girls. Samone Jackson, she was only girl that open her arm to me when i came. The lady Ms. Rose thought it would be good if we became roommates. For the whole summer, we became best friends, come to find out samone was going to San deigo broading school also. When we got there, we met two other girls: Bre'Na wells And Jordyn Johnson. They were in a higher grade than us, but they didnt hold that over our heads nor look down on us. they were actully cool and they became our bestfriends. Bre and jordy go to truth now, this there sophmore year. Right now i'm in my dorm at the bording school packing my clothes.

Me: lol i'm in here mone.

Damn why she gotta be loud.

Samone: Damn you still packing clothes, i been done bout an hour ago.
Me: i was looking through my clothes to see what i was gonna take to the W.O.W group home.
Samone: milly they still have clothes from last month lol, keep playing they gone need a to build a freaking closet with all the clothes you keep taking tto them lol

Me: i know it just if it wasn't for ms. rose taking me in, i don't know what happen to me.
Samone: don't think like that cause i could'nt picutre you not in my life or bre and jordy, so stay postive, hurry your ass up and so we can leave. we got our flight and we got orientataion in the moring and you know bre wants us to have our stuff moved in the apartment by tonight so we can go shopping tomorrow afternoon so chop chop, let go.

she walked out my dorm dancing acting crazy as usual, i swear she is wierd,but i love her. i touched my gold chain and kneeled down and started my daily converstaion with god.

Me: hey god, i want to thank for everything you done for me, you make my life as sweet as it can be i want to thank you for that, there has been some bumps in the road but aslong as i have you, i can't be stopped. Now i will be going to another step in my life and i know you will be there with me. And can you make sure the person that had this chain before me know i thanked them for living this behind. with this chain i have hope. in your name i pray amen.

i got up and continued to pack my last bag. lol.


Wasup yall, yeah i know it been a while, i know i look older right? Well that because after we found out who are charges would be, the elders told us that we would remain on earth untill we finished our rite of passgage. So Aunt Aqua volunteered to be our Parent through this. We settled in a house in Atlanta,Ga. We went back to school and continued with our lives like nothing happen. i played basket ball through out school and i grauduated from avondale high school with High honors and got a full ride Basket ball Scholar ship to Truth State University while Mikhail got a acdemic scholar ship, i'm telling you that nigga smart as hell,....excuse my langage lol. Jaclyn and Adeledie is already there and in there third year since they were in a higher grade than us. They Already met they charges, Speaking of which Jaclyn dating his, which against the rules. Me and Mikhail and Adeledie know only bout it. Matter of fact, i got to talk to him about that any way. Adeledie he keep his distance from his charge, only goes to her when need him but that it. He need to break out his shell with this i don't care attitude smh. I can't wait to see her again man, but i'm sad she don't know who i am. The elders erase me from her memory so it will be a easier task for me, say if she see me, she freak out or somthing. So it was like we never met. (sigh) i guess we can start a new friendship. I was zipping up my last suite case when mikhail came in.

Khail: yo za you ready?
Me: yeah this the last one.

I waved my hand over it and it disapeered to the apartement where jaclyn and Adeledie was.

Me:(teleplath) that the last one yall
Adeledie:(telepath) you telling us like we suppose to unpack yall s*** or somthing
Khail:(telepath) ooooooh somebody on they rag
Adeledie:(telepath) dont try me leapin lizard
me:(telepath) anyway we on our way their.
Jaclyn:(telepath) aight and ad, stop cussing man, the big man hear you he gone strike you.
Adeledie:(telepath) don't care.

I shook my head at that fool, he need to chill foreal. Auntie aqua came in the room. Her Hair what in a neat and tight bun and she was wearing a sun dress. she gotten older since we been down here but she was still beatutiful to me.

Aqua: so yall packed up.
Me&Khail: yes mam
Aqua: Alright, yall be care full and remember what yall task at hand is.

we nodded our head and she walked us out to the door. i was on my way to my car khail got in his when Auntie stopped me.

Aqua: Zamir
Me: yes mam
Aqua: you know it was not my choice to have camilla's memory of you erased right, that not what i wanted to happen.
Me: i know, it better this way, we can make new memories together.

she smiled and kissed my cheek and told me be careful. I got in the car and look at Khail who was starting the his car and smirked at me.

Khail: Want to race for old time sake?
Me:(smirk) sure, just dont be mad when i leave that ass in the dust.
Khail: lol that what you think.

i started my car and we rode down the street where the stop was. we counted to three and took out off onto the highway, zooming in and out of traffic, i swear thank god for giving me a second chance..........i promise camilla i wasnt going no where and i'm keeping it.

Ahh!!!! I'm in love with this story already. I like how you made it as if Camellia's prayer came true. I hope she doesn't try to deny the fact that Zamir is coming back. Oh this story has my mind all over the place.
Run it!!

Omg I was in tears too. That bastard Roland. I'm so glad Chris & the others are white lighters in training. I feel so bad for Camilla, having to see her mother go down hill & her abusive step father. Ugh I hate him :/. Anyways I'm so excited I wonder how she's gonna react when she sees Chris.
Run it sis :D

okay i have chapter one up in the morining so be on the look out.

Her mama need help
Her step daddy need to be beat
And Zamir super sweet

Lovin it!!
Run it!!!!


That had me in tears!

Zamir is just so!

Ugh sweet!

At first I was like oh no everyones dead!

But now im like oh i get it!

Thats sad how all them ended up there!

So that means That they Charged to us right!?

This is some deep s***!

And her step daddy need his ass beat!

Along with her mom!

Just saying!

Can't wait till the next add.!