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Im going to be preforming a peom at our forensics practice / auditions. I have two Im guessing over so I wanted to know if any of you could help me choose. The subject is Sex.Body.Lies. Enjoy!

The Reason I Always Cried.

A brother is supposed to be a healer. The most protective kind. And your best friend. From the tip of where his head begins to the tip of his toes at the end.

It seemed, every girl at school could have that but me. Justifyable I wasn't your average teen. Growing fast because of the things my brother did to me. 

He'd sneak in my room at night, when my parents had been asleep. Most of the time they were out. It was worser and I was unlucky. 

Raping me, feeling me and more. Soon as I reached 13, I'd done him the favor and labled myself a whore. I knew it was wrong, so I cried to myself everyday.

My father thinking nothing of it as if it was one of my many tantrums. Mom, thinking it was a bad day for me. But noone knew how I felt. Try letting your blood brother destroy your body.

A time when someone was most needed but I was being blackmailed. So I got tired of staying to myself. Pills and Weed became my best friend.

I just couldn't cope it alone. Going about the situation this way may be wrong. But I'm not like my mother who is strong.

So I wrote a long letter, confessing to the things that happened. Then I commited suicide, by ODing off pills. I just couldn't live my life, forever with my lips sealed.


My Body Is..

My body is my temple.
It is not a playground.

Keeping my virginity is simple.
& its better than getting around.

It cries for the touch of another,
But its something I will fight.

I'll save it for my wedded lover.
Only because I know its right.

My body is my temple.
Its not a holiday inn.

Even when trying to be gentle.
You will not win.

My body is my temple.
So please treat it nice.

Make that note mental.
& you'll really enjoy our honeymoon night.


:D Gonna update Welcome Home Mayleen at 11:00.
Otherwise in the morning when Im.. Not so sleepy :O