naw21: szombat, december 29, 2012 - 22:21
Secluded Heart
Zaira had everything going for her. She was excelling in her junior year at college at age 21, was involved in multiple extracurricular activities, and was madly in love with her boyfriend, Travis. Everything seemed to be perfect, that is, until she met him and he turned her world upside down.
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yeah it wasnt bad at all!
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its not as bad as you thik. it was entertaining. run it
Julian
So about three months pass and Zaira and I started our senior year of college about two months ago!! We were both so excited to finally start our last year of college. We are both already looking forward to graduation. I cannot wait to marry my baby and f*** her raw already!! Ugh! I swear the millisecond I am inside of Zaira raw, I am nutting ASAP!! I don’t like to be quick when it comes to sex, but I know with raw sex I won’t be able to help it. She will surely be pregnant within two months at least I promise ;) Right now, Zaira and I are just focusing on our last year of college and slowly but surely planning our wedding. Cameron and Angela are doing great! They found out about two months ago, they are expecting a baby boy. They already have the name, Cameron Junior so CJ for short. I am really happy for them I mean that. Angela is about six months pregnant now and Cameron takes care of her every need. Angela’s mom actually lives close so until Angela finishes this semester, she will take care of CJ. I know Angela and Cameron will be excellent parents, since they are both so good with JJ and Alexis. Alexis and JJ are excited for Angela and Cameron’s baby as well. JJ is so silly talking about Cameron got his girlfriend pregnant. I am going to have to watch JJ and Alexis when they get older, they are both so flirtatious! I know JJ got it from me though ;) Zaira and I have been to every ultrasound that Angela and Cameron have had and it’s amazing. It’s amazing to see a child grow by the month; it’s beautiful to me actually. I cannot wait to go to ultrasounds with Zaira when she is pregnant! Damn this year needs to fly by! Anyway, about two weeks ago, Zaira got an opportunity to be in a commercial!!! She didn’t want to do it because she didn’t think she would be good for the job, but I told her she was perfect and I told her she should do it. So actually me, Zaira, JJ and Alexis are on the way to Richmond now. It’s about 1 pm on a Saturday afternoon. The commercial shoot starts at 3 and they wanted Zaira there by 2 pm. I can tell she is nervous, but she shouldn’t be.
“Baby don’t be nervous,” I said while rubbing her left thigh.
“Is it that obvious?,” Zaira asked.
“Yeah baby just calm down ok? Talk to me.....what is the commercial storyline?”
“Well so I am going on a date, but my hair is just not how I want it. So I use this natural hair product, and it defines my curls perfectly so I can leave the house for my date. So once I leave the house I go on my date and I guess the ending scene is me and my date sharing an embrace then I look at the camera and promote the product,” Zaira said while laughing a bit.
“Sounds good baby......who is going to play your date?” Better not be that Xavier nigga. Zaira just looks over at me and smiles big and I just look at her strangely.
“Is there something you aren’t telling me?,” I asked.
“Well.....I wanted it to be a surprise, but one of the recruiters noticed our chemistry.....so he wants you to play my date,” Zaira said while smiling big.
“What??! Baby are you serious?!,” I asked in shock.
“Yes baby I’m serious!”
“Wow! Why didn’t you tell me? I would have looked better than this,” I said while looking down at my basketball shorts, Jordans and t-shirt.
“Baby they are going to give us both wardrobes so don’t worry.....you look handsome now anyway.”
“Thank you beautiful.” I lean over and I peck Zaira’s cheek quickly and I grab her hand and I hold it tight. Once we get there and park, we all get out of the car. Zaira holds JJ’s hand and I hold Alexis’ as we go into the building with the set. JJ and Alexis are seated in an area where they can see us. They both brought a bit of homework and books to keep them occupied. Zaira and I are taken to wardrobe and makeup. Zaira is first made up so her hair is all over her head and she is in her bedroom looking in the mirror trying to figure out how to fix it. She is a natural at this acting thing I swear. I can tell the directors of the commercial are impressed with her. So since Zaira has a few hours to do her hair before her date, the hair team then actually puts the product in her hair and then they use a diffuser to dry it. She looks so beautiful. Zaira actually likes the product and the company is willing to give Zaira free products. She is kind of a product junkie so I know she loves this already. So as they are doing Zaira’s hair, I am dressed and prepped for the date scene of the commercial. I am dressed in this and I think I look pretty good! I wait for Zaira and I just smile big when she comes out to the set in this. She is so gorgeous! I just smile big at her and she smiles at me. She walks over to me and hugs me tight and then pecks my lips.
“Baby you look so handsome!,” Zaira exclaimed.
“Thank you baby. You look absolutely gorgeous,” I said.
“You’re so sweet.”
“Mommy and daddy you look good!,” JJ exclaimed. Alexis just nods her head happily and Zaira and I just laugh at them. I kiss Zaira’s lips again and then we go onto the set and we act all our parts. My job wasn’t so hard; I just had to act natural with Zaira. You know like holding her hand at the dinner table and complimenting her. I am used to doing all of those things, so this is easy to me. As we are acting, Xavier appears on the set, watching from behind the camera. I notice him looking at Zaira and smiling like he likes what he sees. He better watch his eyes, I do not play when it comes to my woman. I am going to try to keep my cool. The entire commercial recording and prepping took about two and a half hours. The director said that he will send us the final product before it airs in less than a month. The director gives Zaira her free hair products, and he says we can keep the outfits we wore for the commercial. So once we are all dressed back in the clothes we came in, we come out of the dressing room and Xavier comes up to us.
“Hey Zaira, hey Julian. Zaira how did you like everything? You seemed to be a natural on set,” Xavier said while smiling.
“Thank you Xavier, I really enjoyed everything,” Zaira said while smiling.
“How about you Julian?,” Xavier asked. Like he even cares what I think.
“It was good. I loved making a commercial with my baby,” I said while pulling Zaira close to me. She looks at me and smiles and pecks my lips and then we both look at Xavier.
“A few of us are going to dinner downtown. Would you like to come? Your kids can come too, what do you say?,” Xavier said while looking at Zaira.
“Baby I am hungry. What do you think?,” Zaira said while looking up at me.
“Baby I told my mom we would have the kids back by 7,” I said.
“Oh you’re right baby.....Xavier thank you for the offer, but I think we are going to have to decline,” Zaira said politely.
“No problem Zaira I understand......you did a really good job today. I think you are going to become a highly requested model. You’re so naturally beautiful and we really need models like you,” Xavier complimented.
“Yeah and she’s mine,” I said. Zaira and Xavier just look at me in shock. Damn did I say that out loud?!?!
“Julian,” Zaira said sternly.
“I’m sorry.....me and the kids are going to be in the car,” I said quickly. I just walk away and I get the kids and we wait for Zaira in the car. I can’t believe I let that slip. I have a hot temper when it comes to jealousy. I don’t like feeling threatened in any way. 5 minutes later, Zaira comes out to the car with her bag of products and outfit and she gets in the car, closes the door, gets strapped in and looks at me with her arms crossed.
“I’m sorry ok? I didn’t mean for it to slip,” I said honestly.
“Julian why did you say that? He was only complimenting me,” Zaira said.
“You didn’t see the way he was looking at you when we were filming Zaira. He definitely likes you.”
“Oh please Julian he does not....he’s just friendly that’s all. And if he does, it doesn’t matter because we are engaged and I love you and I would never hurt you.”
“I know that. I’m not worried about you, I’m worried about him.” Zaira just sighs and grabs my hand and holds it tightly. Just then Zaira’s phone vibrates. She picks it up and reads something and then laughs. She types a reply, puts her phone away and then looks at me. What was that?!?
“Who was that?,” I asked.
“Oh it was Xavier,” Zaira said.
“Why does he have your number?,” I asked.
“Julian don’t. It is strictly professional between us ok?”
“Oh yeah? Is that why you just laughed at something he sent you?”
“Julian stop. I don’t want to argue in front of the kids.”
“....Don’t be stupid Zaira.”
“What does that mean?”
“You know what it means.” I start up the car and I drive off. I don’t talk to Zaira the entire car ride to my mom’s house. Once we get there, we take the kids out of the car since they are knocked out. We go into the house and we tuck them in. We then tell my mom everything about the commercial. She could sense tension between us though, so she told us to go upstairs and talk so here we are. We are both sitting on the bed in my bedroom next to each other.
“Julian I do not want you mad at me. But you need to know that Xavier and I don’t talk inappropriately at all. Here is my phone, look through the messages yourself,” Zaira said while holding her phone out to me. I just sigh and shake my head.
“....I don’t need to do that Zaira....I get really hot tempered when it comes to jealousy. I don’t like anyone looking at you the way I look at you,” I confessed.
“Yeah I can tell....but you don’t need to be jealous. My eyes are only on your sexy, fine ass,” Zaira teased. She climbs into my lap and gently kisses my neck and I laugh a bit. I slap her ass and she jumps and laughs at loud.
“Baby I don’t want you to feel threatened by any man. You have my heart Julian I mean that,” Zaira said while looking me in my eyes.
“....Sometimes I don’t know what I did to deserve you,” I said softly. Zaira just smiles and grabs my face and kisses me deeply. I need to do better for Zaira. I need to learn to communicate better with her and not let my emotions take control of my actions in certain situations. She deserves the best husband in the world, and I will do all I can to be just that to her.
Ummmm yeah that add was awful :( next one will be better though I promise!
so glad they made up..julian was being so stubborn! RUN IT
Yes Moe I would love input!! How would you like to see this story progress?
I'll be patient. You got this Nic. You'll figure it out. If you need input or ideas let me know.
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Thank you for the support ladies! Unfortunately I am struggling with this story a bit :( This happens to me with every story I write. Obviously I know what I want to happen, just not sure how to make the story flow if that makes sense. Please just be patient with me!
Yeah he was wrong to get mad but she got mad too when he said to get married after college. She don't want to be pregnant while in school but you want to plan a wedding while you in school. He had told her that once they were married he wasn't gonna use condoms, so if they got married now.... she would be pregnant while in school. SO if he have to wait then so do she.....Everyone going in on him for wanting a baby now but once she said to wait after they finished school and wanting him to keep on using condoms even after the wedding...Then she needs to wait too.
I'm glad they made up. Julian is super stubborn. I hope they work on the fighting soon. Everything can't or isn't supposed to happen when they want it too. So I think they should slow it down a notch and relax.
Julians so damn stubborn ugh, but when he made Zaira cry, he knew he was wrong. Aww that was so sweet. They made up. Julian's a freak lol. So happy for those two. Never good to be mad at one another, and lol that fool made sure he bought plenty of condoms tho. Loved the add run it.
yay! i'm glad they made up
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Zaira
I have been calling Julian ever since he left. I hate it when we fight. We said we wouldn’t leave when one was upset, but Julian did just that. He is so stubborn! He has always been like that though. I do understand his point of view, but he needs to understand mine too. I know we both want the same thing; we just want it at different times. Julian wants it all now, but I think we should wait until we graduate. It would be so much easier to have a child once we graduate. How do I convince Julian of this? I’m not sure yet. Angela called me right after she left because she was worried about me and Julian. I explained the situation to her and she felt awful. She had no idea that telling Julian and I her good news, was at such a bad time. I told her she shouldn’t feel bad at all. She completely understands how I feel because she felt the same way at first with Cameron too. She said she was just going to let fate take care of everything. She said that she and Cameron stopped using condoms about six months ago, and whatever happened would happen. She has a plan though. She only has one more semester of college and I have two. She just said I should do what is best for me since I am the one that will be pregnant. What is best for me is to have a baby once I graduate. This is best for Julian too; I just hope he sees that. I sit up in the bed and I wait for Julian. He doesn’t come home until 3 am. I wonder where he was? I hear the front door close and lock and then shortly he comes into the bedroom carrying a plastic bag. I haven’t even been to sleep because I can’t fall asleep without him.
“Julian where have you been? We both said if we got into an argument, neither of us would leave, we would try and work it out,” I said.
“Just had to clear my head Zaira,” Julian said. He takes four boxes of condoms out of the plastic bag and sets them in the drawer. He then takes off his clothes so he just has on a beater and boxers. He lies down in the bed and turns away from me.
“Baby where did you go? I was worried about you,” I said to Julian’s back.
“Don’t worry about it. It’s late go to sleep,” Julian said.
“....I can’t sleep unless you hold me baby,” I said softly. I hear Julian sigh and he turns towards me and drapes his arm around me. I can tell he doesn’t want to hold me right now.
“Why are you acting like this? You know you are acting like a big baby right? You need to think about this Julian. It would be too difficult to have a baby before we graduate. I don’t want to go to class with morning sickness and all of that. I want us to be settled in our jobs and a home before we welcome a child into this world. You may want a baby now, but I am not ready for that yet. I am the one that has to carry the baby Julian not you, so I ultimately get to decide when we have a baby,” I said sternly.
“Ok I get it. Good night,” Julian said nonchalantly. Julian just closes his eyes and I just sigh and I take his arm from off of me and I get out of the bed. I look at Julian and he still has his eyes closed. Ugh stubborn ass! I leave the bedroom and I go into the guest bedroom. I just sigh and I lie down in the bed, and I didn’t sleep at all that night.
I get out of the bed the next morning, Monday at 9 am. I barely slept last night. I hate it when Julian is mad at me. I get out of the bed and I use the bathroom and then I go into the kitchen and I see Julian setting two plates on the table.
“Hi,” I said.
“Hey,” Julian said. I go over to him and I look at him and I kiss his cheek.
“I hope you aren’t still mad at me. I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings,” I said.
“I’m over it Zaira. Sit down and eat,” Julian said. I just nod my head and I sit down at the table and Julian sits across from me. We say our blessing and then we start to eat. I just look at Julian. I know he is still mad at me.
“Julian just talk to me. Tell me what you are feeling,” I said.
“Zaira I am over it. Why are you still talking about it?,” Julian asked in an aggravated tone.
“Because you are obviously mad and giving me an attitude that’s why. Julian....you need to grow up and stop being so selfish. It takes two of us to make a baby, but I have to carry it. You don’t!,” I yelled. Ugh he is pissing me off!
“I get it damn! Stop yelling!,” Julian yelled back. I just shake my head as I take a deep breath. I am so mad right now and Julian has never made me this mad before.
“Julian what do you want from me? Do you want me to just lie down, have raw sex with you, and get pregnant? Is that really what you want from me? What about what I want? I want to get my degree in biology Julian. I want to graduate. You know what I also want? I want you to be happy. I want you to get what you want to, but we have to compromise Julian. Do you get that?,” I said in a calm tone.
“Yes I got it last night Zaira. Just drop the situation ok. We won’t have a baby now. We won’t get married until the summer. I get it ok?,” Julian said slow like I’m stupid.
“Why are you talking to me like I’m stupid?” Julian just laughs and shakes his head.
“Man whatever. I told you I was over it last night; I don’t even know why we are having this conversation,” Julian said. I just look at Julian and I don’t even know why but tears start running down my cheeks. He is making me feel awful for no reason. Julian just sighs when he sees my tears. He hates it when I cry but right now I can’t help it.
“Zaira......come on now don’t cry,” Julian said.
“Julian you are making me feel awful. You know very well that I want to have our child, but not now. But in the meantime, I don’t want you mad at me. It kills me when you are mad at me. I don’t want anything to change between us and I already feel like it has. You’re treating me different and I don’t want that,” I said. Julian just sighs and wipes my tears away and I just look at him.
“I’m sorry ok Zaira? But I told you I wasn’t mad this morning, but you continuing to talk about it just made me mad ok? I’m sorry.....I’m sorry for being so rude to you, I didn’t mean it. I just.....I’m impatient ok? The way that I love you Zaira....I just want everything now. I want the wedding, the house, and the kids with you all right now.....but I know I need to chill. I was in my feelings yesterday and I’m sorry. I am truly sorry,” Julian said.
“Baby I understand how you feel because I want it all with you too. I swear I do. If I could fast forward a year from now, I would but I can’t. We just have to be patient......I know Angela and Cameron had bad timing with their news, but you know they didn’t mean to do that.”
“Oh I know that.....it sucked they told us when we had our argument, which I can admit was pointless, but that’s life you know? I’m not mad at them....I am very happy for them. I have never been a godfather before so I am excited. They are going to be great parents I know that.”
“You’re right....and their baby is going to be sooo cute I can’t wait to see him or her.....so Julian be honest. Are you mad at me still?” Julian just smiles and grabs my face and kisses me deeply. He then looks at me and narrows his eyes while biting his bottom lip. I already know where this is going ;)
“Why are you looking at me like that?,” I asked.
“I just realized something.....I haven’t tasted you in a minute,” Julian said sexily.
“Julian stop. Eat your breakfast,” I said while laughing a bit.
“I rather eat you.” Julian just looks at me and he slides his plate out of the way and I don’t even know how, but he grabbed my waist and picked me up and put me in the table in front of him. Damn he is strong! He unties my robe and spreads my legs outward. He looks at me while he gently caresses my womanhood.
“Julian! We are not about to do this here! We eat here!,” I exclaimed.
“Exactly,” Julian said while licking his lips.
“Julian if we do this.....you can’t make me squirt,” I said while closing my legs a bit. Julian slaps my thighs and I gasp in shock and I open my legs instantly. He grabs me by my waist and pulls my hips to his face. Oh gosh this man!!
“You don’t tell me what to do,” Julian said smartly. The next thing I know, Julian’s tongue is deep inside of me. I just screamed out loud in pleasure.
“Julian!!! Ahhhh!,” I yelled. Julian flicks his tongue across my clit and I just moan in pleasure. This feels too good. He spreads my legs farther out and then stiffens his tongue and moves it in and out of me at a slow pace.
“Ohhhh Julian,” I moaned lowly. I run my hands over the top of his head, and then he moves at a faster pace while gripping my waist tight. I am trying to move away from him, but he won’t let me.
“Baby......ahhhhh!,” I screamed. Damn I feel it coming. I don’t want to squirt here! I try to move Julian’s head or his hands, but he is holding onto me too tight and I cannot get away.
“Julian don’t!,” I yelled. He slaps my thighs hard as he continues to work his tongue and within seconds, I am squirting all over the place, while screaming at the top of my lungs. Once I catch my breath I open my eyes and I see Julian licking his lips. His shirt and the table are both wet. I just glare at him and he smiles at me.
“I’m not cleaning this up,” I said while crossing my arms.
“I know I will.....later. I’m not done with you yet,” Julian said. Julian rips my robe off and then stands up and looks at me. He then throws me over his shoulder and slaps my ass. I just laugh out loud as Julian carries me to our bedroom. He lies me down in the bed and we enjoy multiple rounds of lovemaking. I love it when we make up ;)
Julian was not playing he wemt and checked that hoe Yazmin real quick wow.I hope she actually leaves and doesnt bring any more trouble. Can you say trouble in paradise. Damn all this over not wanting a baby like really tho. Julian needs to grow up seriously. Nows just not a good time for them. Damn Angela and Cameron would pop up sying there preggo, right after the big disagreement Ju and Zaira had talk about bad timing. RUN IT!!!
I'm with Zaria on this one..Julian sounds super selfish.But overall the argument they are having is pointless.
RUN IT!
they went from good to bad un a matter of seconds smh all because of a baby. run it
Omg!!! This argument their having is pointless!! I can tell that they want the same thing but they just want it at different times. I feel like Julian is being extra stubborn and inconsiderate of Zaira's feelings. Also Zaira is being a bit defensive, selfish and not seeing it from Julian's pov. Angela and Cameron coming by and dropping their news didn't help the situation either. It only worsened it! I hope they can resolve this before they get married. This is something they have to discuss together because its very important.
ohmygawd... they couldnt have came at a better time... wow
i hope julian doesnt get into any trouble while he is out mad
congrats on angela and cameron :)
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Zaira
I wake up the next morning, Sunday, to Julian gently rubbing my left cheek. I squirm a bit and I open my eyes and I smile when I see Julian. He is so handsome, even when he just wakes up.
“You know you’re the most handsome man in the world even when you wake up right?,” I said softly.
“You’re sweet and you are the most beautiful woman in the world. I’m so blessed to wake up to this pretty face every day,” Julian said. I just smile and we both lean in and kiss each other’s lips.
“Baby how do you feel?,” Julian asked.
“I feel just fine baby. Every now and then I feel a little pain in my arm, but it’s nothing serious.”
“Ok.....well I took care of Yasmin so we shouldn’t worry about her.” I just raise my eyebrows and I look at him in shock.
“What do you mean you take care of her Julian? I hope you didn’t hurt her,” I said sternly.
“Naw I didn’t do that baby....I just......told her to disappear before I made her disappear,” Julian said calmly.
“Julian.....tell me exactly what you did. Please.”
“Well I went over there, put a gun to her forehead, told her ass off for hurting you, then told her to disappear fast or I would make her disappear. That’s it.”
“Julian.....you put a gun to her head?,” I said while sitting up.
“Yeah a gun with no bullets Zaira. It was just for dramatic effect. She had to know I was serious.....are you mad at me?,” Julian said while sitting up.
“Julian.....what if Yasmin tries to turn on you and accuse you of attempted murder? There will be no way to prove that the gun had no bullets. What would me or the kids do without you?,” I said distraughtly.
“Hey baby nothing like that is going to happen. Yasmin knows better than to f*** with me. I mean that.” I just look at Julian and I hug him tightly. I LOVE that he always does his best to protect me; I just don’t want him to do anything to jeopardize what we have.
“Baby thank you for doing your best to protect me. I love you for that. That means everything to me,” I said.
“Zaira as your man that’s my job. I would do anything to make sure you are safe.....if I had to sit in jail for the rest of my life, if you and the kids were safe, I would be ok with that,” Julian said.
“Oh baby don’t say that.....I don’t want you anywhere then right here with me.” Julian just holds me tighter and continuously kisses my forehead.
“Woman I love you. I love you so much,” Julian said.
“I love you more baby,” I said. I pull out of the embrace and I kiss Julian’s lips. There is then a knock on the door.
“Come in!,” Julian called out. The door opens and JJ and Alexis come running into our room and jump on the bed with us and Julian and I just laugh. Julian picks up JJ and throws him in the air then catches him and JJ laughs loudly. Alexis hugs me tight and I hug her back and then she looks at me.
“Aunty Zaira is your arm ok?,” Alexis asked.
“It’s just fine sweetie. I don’t want you to worry ok pretty girl?,” I said.
“You’re pretty too!,” Alexis said while giggling.
“Thank you beautiful,” I said while smiling.
“What about me?,” JJ said. I just laugh and Julian laughs as well.
“JJ you are the most handsome little boy in the world.....you’re even more handsome than daddy,” I said. JJ just laughs and hugs me and Julian glares at me. I wink at him and he mouths “You are going to pay for that tonight.” I am sure I will ;)
“Mommy are you alright? Is your arm ok?,” JJ said while gently rubbing the bandage over my left arm. Oh he is so sweet; he gets that from his daddy :).
“Yes handsome I am just fine. JJ and Alexis I don’t want you to worry about me, I am fine,” I said. They both nod their heads at me and they hug me tight and Julian hugs all of us. I love moments like these.
“Let’s go fix my babies some breakfast....but I want kisses first,” I said playfully. I close my eyes and pucker my lips and JJ and Alexis both peck my lips and then we all laugh afterwards. JJ and Alexis get out of the bed and run out of the room and I stand up from the bed.
“Oh so daddy doesn’t get any kisses?,” Julian joked.
“You’re not my daddy,” I said with my hands on my hips. Julian narrows his eyes at me and I stick out my tongue at him.
“Mmm you and these smart comments this morning. I will put that ass in check tonight,” Julian said sternly.
“Boy please you aren’t going to do anything,” I said while rolling my eyes playfully.
“Boy?! Woman now you know better than that! I doubt a boy could f*** you, or make you scream or squirt the way I do,” Julian said seductively.
“Julian please....a vibrator could make me scream and squirt the way you do,” I joked. Julian’s mouth just flies open in shock and I just bust out laughing.
“Baby I’m messing with you,” I said. I go over to him and I try to hug him, but he stops me and I laugh.
“Awww is my baby mad at me?,” I said.
“Yes very mad,” Julian said sternly. I know he is only joking with me. I bite my bottom lip and I climb in the bed next to Julian and I sit in his lap and he turns his head away from me. I smile and I lean in and I gently nibble on his left ear and he shivers. I run my hands up and down his chest and then I kiss down to his neck and I kiss the lion tattoo I love so much.
“Still mad at me baby?,” I said kindly.
“Uh.....s*** I can never stay mad at you,” Julian said. I smile and Julian grabs my face and kisses me deeply and then he looks at me and we smile at each other.
“You’re still going to pay for what you said tonight though,” Julian said while slapping my ass.
“Oh yeah what are you going to do to me?”
“Well....every time you are about to climax, I won’t let you.”
“That sounds mean,” I said while pouting.
“It’s ok.....once I finally let you climax, you will be screaming and squirting more than you ever have before.”
“Ooooo I can’t wait!!” Julian just laughs at me I kiss his lips and then we both go downstairs to the kitchen. Karen, Julian and I all cook breakfast together and then we eat together. After that, we just spend the day with Karen, JJ and Alexis. It was a really nice family day :). Once the kids are sleep, we say bye to Karen and then we start our drive home.
“Baby you feeling alright?,” Julian asked.
“Yes baby I am fine....I don’t want anyone of ya’ll to worry about me I am just fine,” I said.
“I’m always going to worry about you...I still can’t believe Yasmin hurt you. I swear I could kill her with no regrets.”
“Don’t talk like that baby.....honestly I wish I would have beaten her ass. She is always messing with me and testing me, but I never react. She probably thinks I’m soft, which I’m really not.”
“You are not soft baby.....but I know you. I know you want to set a good example for the kids. If Alexis would have seen you fighting her mother, it would have upset her that much more. I’m glad you didn’t fight her; she isn’t worth that kind of energy anyway.”
“You’re right baby. I definitely didn’t want to fight in front of JJ or Alexis. I don’t want either of them to think it’s ok or that’s what you should do.....but if the kids weren’t there.....I would have pulled all that b****’s tracks out and then stomped her face in. That’s a promise.”
“Awww my baby thinks she’s a thug huh?,” Julian joked. I just laugh and I hit Julian’s chest and he grabs my hand and holds it tightly as he kisses it. I just smile at him.
“Why are you so sweet huh?,” I asked.
“Because I am the luckiest man in the world to have you as my woman and future wife,” Julian said. I just pout and I rest my head on his shoulder while he drives.
“Baby I love you so much,” I said.
“I love you too baby.....don’t get tired on me though. I am going to work your ass out when we get home,” Julian said.
“I know you are baby,” I said while smiling.
“...I want you to have my baby already Zaira,” Julian said while sighing.
“Whoa where did that come from? Baby.....don’t you want us to finish school first?”
“Yes and no. I am very impatient when it comes to this.....I have had so many dreams about you telling me you are pregnant with our first child....I just want it to be real and not a dream. The way I feel in those dreams, I want to feel that for real....it’s really starting to get to me.”
“Oh baby why didn’t you tell me about the dreams?”
“Because I don’t want you to think I will pressure you into the situation because I won’t....but I can admit that I am impatient about all of it.”
“Oh Julian I understand.....I want us to start our lives together as mad as you do, but we have to finish school or there will be no way for us to support ourselves or a baby.”
“I know baby. I know.”
“We will have our baby exactly when it is supposed to happen. Ok?”
“You’re right baby.....I hope you don’t think I’m crazy.”
“Not at all baby....it makes me feel so good to know that you want me to have your baby....but honestly.....I know I have always wanted to be a mother....but I’m scared. Like what if I am an awful mother?”
“Baby you’re joking right? You are already an excellent mother to JJ and Alexis. You treat those kids like they are your own and I know you would treat our baby just how you treat them. You are perfect mother material baby.” I just smile and I kiss Julian’s hand. He always knows what to say. Once we get home, of course Julian and I are all over each other the minute we get in the door. Julian picks me up and takes me to the bedroom and lies me down on the bed. We strip each other’s clothes off in a hurry and Julian reaches into the dresser as he kisses me deeply. He stops kissing me and looks in the dresser and then looks at me.
“Baby....we’re all out of condoms,” Julian said.
“Oh....well.....I can go to the store quickly,” Zaira. Julian just looks at me and I already know what he is thinking. He doesn’t want to use condoms anymore I know that.
“Baby....can’t we just do it without condoms? I’ll pull out I swear,” Julian pleaded.
“Julian you know you won’t be able to,” I said while laughing a bit.
“So you don’t trust me to do that?,” Julian said defensively.
“What? No baby that is not what I meant at all.”
“So what did you mean then?,” Julian said while sitting up.
“Julian....you know what I meant. You said yourself you wouldn’t be able to pull out....look I’ll just go to the store and get the condoms ok? It’s not a big deal.”
“Don’t even bother. I’m not in the mood anymore.” Julian gets off of me and starts to put on his clothes and I look at him shock.
“You’re not in the mood anymore? Baby I’m sorry....I don’t want you to get offended by anything that I am saying.....but we both agreed we wouldn’t have a baby until we graduated. We even promised your mom.” Julian just shakes his head and I sit up in the bed and I pull the sheets around my naked body.
“Baby what are you doing? Talk to me. Tell me why you are mad,” I said.
“I don’t understand why you don’t trust me. If I say I will pull out, that is what I will do,” Julian said.
“Julian.....it’s still risky....what if I get pregnant? What would happen then?”
“I would be happy. I would be the happiest man walking this earth Zaira....you act like it would be the worst thing in this world.”
“Julian you know that is not true. How can you even say that? You know damn well I would be happy to carry OUR child. But now is not the time. We are both still in college. All we have is one more year and then we can have all the unprotected sex we want.”
“Zaira the minute we are married I am not using condoms. Even if we get married in the winter, I won’t be wearing condoms when we are married. I shouldn’t have to wear condoms with my wife.”
“Julian we didn’t agree on that. You have to make me a part of this decision. You’re not the one that has to carry the baby, I am. I don’t want you to be mad, but I can’t and I won’t even get pregnant until we finish school.”
“Fine,” Julian said nonchalantly. He stands up from the bed and I just look at him confused. There is then ringing of the doorbell and knocking on the door. I sigh and I get out of the bed and I put on a robe and Julian and I go to the door. Julian looks through the peephole and then opens the door and we see Angela and Cameron.
“Zaira!! I’m pregnant! I’m pregnant!!!,” Angela shrieked in happiness. I just gasp in shock and I hug her tight and she laughs and holds me tight.
“Oh boo I am so happy for you!!!,” I exclaimed. Angela and Cameron are a beautiful couple and they deserve this. They are going to be amazing parents.
“You know you’re the godmother right?,” Angela said. I just nod my head and I pull out of the embrace as tears run down my cheeks.
“Oh gorgeous don’t cry,” Angela said while laughing a bit.
“I’m so happy for you and Cameron you both deserve this......hi baby! How are you doing in there??,” I said in my baby voice while rubbing Angela’s stomach. Angela and Cameron just laugh at me.
“Girl I am only 12 weeks pregnant,” Angela said.
“I’m just so happy for you Angela......children are truly blessings,” I said as tears run down my cheeks. Cameron wipes my cheeks and then I hug him tight.
“Ya’ll I’m so excited......always wanted to be a daddy,” Cameron said while smiling big.
“You are going to be a great father too Cameron,” I said.
“I am so happy for the both of you. You two really deserve it,” Julian said kindly. I just look at him and I know that this kills him because he wants this for us.
“Thanks man.....would you be the godfather? We would both appreciate that,” Cameron said while wrapping his hands around Angela’s waist and rubbing her stomach gently.
“I would be honored,” Julian said while smiling. Julian hugs Angela tightly and daps Cameron.
“Oh my gosh I can’t believe this. Angela I want to go to all of your ultrasounds. I want to see my little godchild already,” I said while laughing.
“Well we have our first ultrasound real soon, I will let you know when,” Angela said.
“Great.....so have you two told your parents yet? And what about school?,” I asked.
“Yes we told them and they are both excited. They all said they were going to start buying things for the baby already.....Cameron and I can actually graduate early with our credits, so the plan is to finish college during the fall semester, but graduate in the summer so we can have the spring semester just to ourselves and get ourselves settled with jobs and everything,” Angela said.
“Oh that sounds great! I am just so happy for you two. You two are going to be the best parents to your baby,” I said.
“Thank you boo.....now we are waiting for you and Julian to have your baby so our babies can play together,” Angela said while laughing. I look at Julian and he looks at me and sighs heavily. Angela and Cameron just look at us and I am sure they can both tell they hit a sensitive topic.
“Is everything alright?,” Cameron asked.
“Yeah it’s fine.....congratulations to both of you. I can’t wait to see my godchild,” Julian said while smiling. Angela smiles and hugs Julian tight and then Cameron and Julian dap and then I hug them both and then they leave. Julian looks at me and I look at him.
“Julian....can we talk about this?,” I asked.
“....Did you see how happy they were? Did you see the glow in their eyes Zaira? Don’t you want that?,” Julian asked.
“Of course I do. But you cannot make me feel bad for wanting to wait to have a baby until we graduate from college,” I said defensively.
“Ok. It’s settled then. We can wait until we graduate to have a baby. But that is also when we will get married ok?”
“But I thought you wanted to get marry as soon as we could?,” I asked somewhat hurt.
“Things change Zaira,” Julian said while looking me in my eyes. Why is he making me feel horrible? All because we ran out of condoms, now we are in this pointless argument. Makes no sense to me.
“Whatever Julian. You’re just being stubborn. I hate that about you. You don’t get your way and you have a fit. You need to work on that before we get married,” I said sternly. Julian just looks at me and then leaves the apartment slamming the door behind him. He is being ridiculous and he knows it. He is not the one that has to carry a child for nine months and have a pregnancy completely change his body. I have to do that and I don’t want to do that while trying to focus on graduating. That’s just too much on my plate at one time and I truly hope Julian comes to his senses and realizes this.
uh oh thuggy Julian is back !
i hope yazmin doesn't try no funny business
and i cant believe zaria didn't get a chance to beat down... than again that be a lil ratchet lol
julian is such a good boyfriend taking care of her like that
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Crazy b****...smh why isn't she in jail again? Smh Julian got this!
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Julian just need to make sure he don't do nothing to get that tramp put him behind bars!
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Julian
So about two weeks pass and my family and I have been back from Orlando for a little over a week. We all had such a great time and made some great memories. JJ and Alexis had so much fun and took pictures with all of the Disney characters they could. Zaira and I really enjoyed ourselves as well. We had so much sex it was ridiculous ;). Once we got back to Virginia, we told everyone about our engagement and everyone is ecstatic. My mom cried the second I told her we proposed and she and Zaira shared a hug while crying together. My mom just said she is so happy that I have found someone that will love me forever and I feel the same way :). Angela and Cameron were beyond excited and I asked Cameron to be my best man and Angela is going to be the maid of honor. Everyone is really happy for us and Zaira and I really appreciate that. Today’s the day and Zaira, JJ, Alexis and I are going to the casting call for the model agency! It’s Saturday at 10 am. I could tell Zaira was curious about the whole modeling thing, so I encouraged her to do it. She said ok and now here we are. She wanted all of us here for support, so we are all here. Once we are checked in, we wait patiently for Zaira’s name to be called. I can tell my baby is nervous, but she shouldn’t be. She is looking around at the other models. There are lots of beautiful women here, but they don’t have anything on my baby ;) She is dressed in this outfit and she look so beautiful as always. 15 minutes later, Zaira’s name is called and she looks at me and the kids.
“Mommy you’re beautiful you are going to do great,” JJ said.
“Yeah Aunty Zaira you are gorgeous!,” Alexis exclaimed.
“Baby you are the most beautiful woman here, so go in there and show the judges just that. Just be yourself ok?,” I said in an encouraging tone.
“Thank you all so much I love all of you so much,” Zaira said while smiling. She pecks my lips and then kisses the kids’ cheeks and then she is lead into a room. 15 minutes later, Zaira comes out smiling and runs to me and the kids.
“Baby I made it to the second round! They are going to take a few pictures of me,” Zaira said happily.
“Oh that’s great baby! Congratulations!,” I said. I pick Zaira up and I spin her around as she laughs and then I kiss her lips multiple times as I set her down.
“Congratulations mommy!,” JJ said. JJ hugs Zaira’s waist and Alexis does the same. Zaira smiles and hugs them both.
“I’m so proud of you gorgeous,” I said sincerely.
“Thank you baby. Thank you for being so supportive, that means everything to me,” Zaira said. I just smile and I kiss her lips again and then I kiss her forehead. We sit down and then 20 minutes later, Xavier comes out and calls Zaira’s name. This nigga better watch it, I’m serious. I can admit that I can be the jealous type at times. Zaira is MINE I don’t even like when other guys even look her way. I know she is beautiful, Zaira is gorgeous, so I know guys will look, I just wish they didn’t. Makes me feel a certain type of way. Anyway, Zaira grabs me and JJ’s hand and Alexis holds my hand and we all walk over to Xavier and he smiles at us. He sure does like to smile.
“Hi Zaira it’s nice to see you again. We are just going to take a few pictures of you, nothing too serious,” Xavier said kindly.
“Ok Xavier....would you mind if my fiancé Julian came and our kids JJ and Alexis?,” Zaira asked.
“Wow you’re a mother? That’s great, you definitely don’t look like a mother of two,” Xavier said nicely.
“Oh.....well not biologically, but these two are my babies,” Zaira said sweetly. Xavier laughs a bit and nods his head.
“You are all welcome to come in.....what’s your name pretty girl?,” Xavier said to Alexis.
“Alexis,” Alexis said flirtatiously. My gosh this little girl is going to have all the boys when she gets older. Zaira and I are going to need to watch her!
“Nice to meet you Alexis....what about you lil’ man?,” Xavier said.
“My name’s JJ,” JJ said nicely. Xavier just smiles and shakes Alexis and JJ’s hand and then he looks at me and extends his hand.
“Hi Julian, I’m Xavier. It’s nice to meet you,” Xavier said.
“Nice to meet you too,” I said while shaking Xavier’s hand firmly.
“Ok follow me,” Xavier said. We all follow Xavier into a photography room and JJ, Alexis and I sit in chairs towards the corner of the room. Zaira sits on a stool and Xavier adjusts her face and tells her to smile. Zaira looks towards me and I smile and she smiles back and Xavier snaps numerous pictures.
“Mommy looks so pretty,” JJ said.
“Yeah Aunty Zaira is beautiful,” Alexis said.
“She truly is. She truly is,” I said while looking at Zaira. After taking pictures on the stool, Xavier asks Zaira to stand up. He comes up behind her and adjusts her back and shoulders. Ok I am going to keep my cool, but I don’t like him touching her. I refuse to cause a scene though, I know better. I know Zaira won’t do anything to hurt me. He just better make sure his hands don’t get too comfortable, or else I will make my hands very comfortable with his face!! Zaira looks at me and she blows kisses at me and I just smile at her. Xavier takes numerous pictures of Zaira and once he is done, he asks all of us to look through them. My baby looks so beautiful! I am so proud of her, I mean that. She is doing something that she has never done before, but I respect that. I respect her for taking a chance.
“Ok Zaira these pictures look amazing, you are truly a natural. The judges really liked you, so if anything comes up, we will be sure to call you,” Xavier said.
“Thank you so much Xavier,” Zaira said nicely.
“You are welcome....hopefully I will see you soon,” Xavier said. Zaira just nods her head and shakes his hand and then we all leave. Zaira grabs my hand and locks it with hers, while I hold JJ’s hand and Alexis holds Zaira’s hand.
“Baby you were great in there. I am very proud of you,” I said.
“Thank you so much baby. Thank you for going with me. I really needed your support,” Zaira said.
“No problem baby.....can I be honest though?”
“Of course.”
“Well....at first I didn’t want to come just because I didn’t know what to expect. And I wasn’t too comfortable with Xavier touching you at first, but he seemed to respect me and you which I appreciate.”
“Oh baby. I promise you Xavier was not touching me inappropriately. If he did he would know, and you would know as well. He was completely professional.....baby you don’t have to worry about me. I would never ever hurt you especially not by cheating.....and what would I cheat for? You give me everything I need,” Zaira said while looking down at my manhood, then looking back at me and biting her bottom lip. She is a straight up freak and I love that!
“Mmm you’re right....I’ll give you what you need tonight,” I said while winking. Zaira just laughs and pecks my lips.
“JJ and Alexis are ya’ll hungry?,” I asked.
“Yes!,” JJ and Alexis said in unison. I just smile and we go down the street to Chipotle. We all get the shock of our lives, when we see this man along with Yasmin. What the f***?! Why is she not in jail and why is she in Richmond?!? Alexis quickly hides behind Zaira and Zaira just looks at me in shock. When Yasmin sees us, her face drops.
“Let’s go, we can eat somewhere else,” I said. We all nod our heads and we leave Chipotle in a hurry.
“So you’re just going to ignore me?,” Yasmin said from afar.
“Don’t look or say anything to her, we are leaving,” I said sternly. The next thing I know, Zaira’s hand detaches from mine, and I turn in a hurry and I see Yasmin pulling Zaira by her hair and then Yasmin throws her to the ground. Yasmin’s male friend quickly grabs Yasmin, but Yasmin uses her heel to kick Zaira and it slashes the top portion her left arm and Zaira yelled out in pain. JJ and Alexis scream in shock and they both start crying.
“Yasmin what the f*** is your problem?! Huh??,” I yelled in frustration.
“The b**** took my daughter away from me! I hate her!,” Yasmin yelled. I swear I could kill this b**** right now. I kneel next to Zaira and she is holding her arm in pain. I look at her cut and it’s a pretty bad gash. I rip off a portion of my shirt and I wrap it tightly around the cut as I call 911. The man with Yasmin is holding her tight trying to calm, her down, but Yasmin is trying to break away. Alexis and Zaira run over to me and I just hold them tight as they cry.
“It’s ok babies, I’m ok,” Zaira said as tears ran down her cheeks. I just look at her and she looks at me and smiles a bit through tears. Damn she’s strong. I rest my forehead against hers as tears run down my cheeks.
“f*** you Zaira! When I see you again, I am going to kill you b****!!,” Yasmin yelled. Her and her male friend turn and quickly leave the scene.
“I won’t let her hurt you Zaira. I promise,” I said while looking Zaira in her eyes.
“I know baby, I know. I love you. I love you so much Julian.”
“I love you Zaira.” I kiss her cheek and I put pressure on her cut, to stop the bleeding. The ambulance comes and they take care of Zaira’s cut without even taking her to the hospital. They wrapped it up really good and told us to continue wrapping it regularly until it heals. After the incident, we head to my mom’s house. The kids are pretty upset. They are sitting in the back seat holding each other. Alexis especially is distraught. Seeing her so called mother hurt Zaira hurt Alexis I am sure of that. I just shake my head. I literally wanted to kill Yasmin for what she did to Zaira. Why isn’t she still in jail?!? Ugh why does someone always want to ruin me and Zaira’s happiness?! We are good people and we don’t deserve this to say this least. I look over at Zaira holding her left arm.
“Baby are you ok?,” I asked.
“I’m fine Julian,” Zaira said while looking at me and smiling a bit.
“You sure baby?”
“Yes baby I promise you I am fine,” Zaira said while smiling. This is why I love this woman so much. She never ever lets anything bad get the best of her. She always tries to see the good. Damn I cannot wait to make her my wife.
“Zaira baby, we don’t deserve all of this bull we have to put up with. I know we don’t. I’m sorry about Yasmin I truly am. You definitely did not deserve what she did to you,” I said.
“That’s sweet baby, thank you.....I know God doesn’t give us anything that we can’t handle. I understand that.....so I’m not going to let Yasmin get the best of me. I’m not even terribly hurt, so I am just fine Julian,” Zaira said. I just smile and I kiss Zaira’s cheek quickly and she looks in the backseat at JJ and Alexis.
“Are you two ok?,” Zaira asked.
“Mommy I think Alexis is really sad. She can’t stop crying,” JJ said sadly.
“Pretty girl look at me,” Zaira said. Alexis wipes her face and looks at Zaira.
“Baby girl I know that must have been hard for you to see. For your so called mommy to hurt me....I am sure seeing that hurt you. But I am just fine. I just have a little cut and nothing else. Now Uncle Julian and I are going to do everything we can make sure that Yasmin doesn’t hurt you or any of us anymore. Ok? Everything is going to be fine,” Zaira said.
“I know...I love you so much Aunty Zaira,” Alexis said.
“I love you too sweetheart,” Zaira said. Zaira holds her hand out to Alexis and Alexis and JJ both hold it tight. We stop by the pharmacy because one of the paramedics prescribed a pain killer for Zaira’s arm. Once we get the prescription, we grab a quick bite to eat and then head to my mom’s house. Once we get there, we all get out and our mother greets us at the door. She can automatically tell something isn’t right.
“What happened? Zaira baby what happened to your arm?,” my mom asked with concern.
“Mom it was Yasmin......we saw her in Richmond and she made a scene. She kicked Zaira with her heel, gashed my baby’s arm,” I said getting all angry again.
“What? Oh my gosh. Zaira honey are you ok?,” my mom asked.
“Yes Karen I’m fine I promise,” Zaira said.
“What about my grandbabies? Come here,” my mom said. My mom kneels down and JJ and Alexis run into my mom’s arms and she holds them tight.
“It’s ok babies ok? Everything is fine. Yasmin will get exactly what she deserves, don’t even worry about that. I don’t want my beautiful grandbabies to be upset. Go into the kitchen and I will fix you two your favorite ice cream ok?,” my mom said. JJ and Alexis nod their heads and my mom kisses their faces multiple times and then lets them go and they go into the kitchen. My mom then stands up and looks at me and Zaira.
“I don’t understand how Yasmin got out of jail. This is crazy. She could do a lot worse if she wanted to,” my mom said.
“I know ma. She threatened to kill Zaira, but I will be damned before I let Yasmin even touch a hair on Zaira,” I said forcefully. My mom smiles at me and she hugs me and Zaira tight.
“Don’t worry about her Julian. Karma will take care of her,” my mom said. Wrong, I am about to take care of her right now.
“I know ma,” I said. My mom pulls out of the embrace and looks at Zaira and me.
“Zaira baby I want you to rest ok? I know Julian will take care of you,” my mom said. We both smile and I pick Zaira up in my arms and she rests her head on my shoulder as I wake her upstairs to my bedroom. I lie her down in my bed and she lies on her back and looks at me. She closes her eyes and puckers her lips and I smile and I lean down and I peck her lips gently a few times.
“I’m going to get you some water so you can take your medicine,” I said.
“Thank you baby,” Zaira said. I go downstairs to the kitchen and I see JJ and Alexis eating ice cream. I smile and I kiss the both of their foreheads.
“Juju is Zaira going to be ok?,” Alexis asked.
“Yes she is going to be just fine Alexis I promise,” I said. Alexis nods her head and I get Zaira a water bottle then I go back upstairs to my bedroom. I hand her the bottle and she takes her pills and then closes her eyes. I am sure these painkillers will knock her out. Once she is sleeping, I kiss her forehead and then I leave the bedroom. I walk downstairs and I leave the house without saying anything to anyone. I get in my car and I look in my glove compartment and I see my gun. I sigh and I put it in my pants, start up the car and I speed off. I know where Yasmin lives because this isn’t the first time I have wanted to go to her house to cause her damage. I am not going to hurt her, at least I hope not. I just want to scare her so she will disappear. I cannot have her in me and my family’s lives anymore. I just can’t. I drive 25 minutes and I pull up to Yasmin’s house. This b**** can afford a two story house, and all she had to do was open her legs. f***in’ ho ugh I hate her. I get out of the car and I go up to the door and I bang on the door. Within a minute Yasmin opens the door and when she sees me, she smiles. I am about to wipe that smile off her damn face.
“Can I come in?,” I asked bluntly.
“Of course,” Yasmin said. I walk in and Yasmin closes the door behind me. Before I even knew it, my gun is pressed against Yasmin’s forehead. She stood still in fear and looks at me as tears filled her eyes and I look at her intensely.
“Ju-Julian....what are you doing?,” Yasmin said while her voice shook in fear.
“Yasmin....I cannot let you continue to harass my family. I can’t let you do it. You are ruining my happiness with Zaira. Zaira is my fiancée and I love her with every single fiber in my being, so when you hurt her, you are hurting me. Now I am only going to tell you once.....you stay the f*** away from me, my fiancée Zaira, my son JJ and my niece Alexis. You mean NOTHING to me or Alexis. Alexis cannot stand you. You don’t need to worry about her because I got her. I take care of her every need. She only needs Zaira, me and my mother, not you. She has never needed you and she will never need you. So give it up. Just stop all the bulls*** and move on with your life because you will never be a part of mine or Alexis’. You disappear and I mean fast Yasmin, or I will make you disappear. Do you understand me?,” I said sternly. Yasmin is shaking right now, so I know I put some fear in her.
“I didn’t hear you. Do you understand me?,” I said while c**king the gun. Yasmin gasps in fear and quickly shakes her head.
“Ye-yes Julian. Yes. I understand. I will...I will disappear. I will,” Yasmin said as tears ran down her cheeks. I just nod my head and I leave the house without saying anything else. I quickly get in my car and I leave and I head back to my mom’s house. Once I get there, I notice my mom and the kids napping on the couch. I just smile and I kiss all of their foreheads. I go up to my bedroom and I see Zaira sleeping peacefully. I smile and I close the door and I take off my jacket and shoes. I notice Zaira is sleeping on her left arm, which she probably shouldn’t do right now. I carefully turn her to her right side and I lie down right next to her so I am facing her. I wrap an arm around her waist and then I caress her cheek. She moves around a bit and makes a face of pain. Her arm must be bothering her. I lie down on my back and I rest Zaira’s head on my chest and she calms down. I gently rub her left arm as I hold her close to me. I love her so much and there is no way I would let Yasmin do any worse to Zaira. I already feel bad for letting it get to the point where Zaira got her arm cut. I know she would never blame me for it. As her man, it is my job to protect her and our family, and I plan to do just that.
NEW READER!! Love this story and can we get more outfit pictures? Plus pictures of their apartment? RUNNNNN IT!!!
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Aww I just love them together!! They are a bit overly sexual, but I guess its normal!! Lol They're engaged!! JJ and Alexis are soo cute!! I love how they work together and are there for each other. As far as this modeling thing, I think it might be a good idea, but I don't trust this Xavier dude as far as I can throw him, so we'll see!! Lol The end part with the camera was funny. I'da been like, "My turn. Let's see what we can really do with this camera! ;)" Run it!!
I don't trust that Xavier as far as I can throw him. Recruiter for natural hair models my ass he wants some cookie! Lol but the last few adds have been sexual..but I'm not complaining.
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