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The Cries That Went Unheard

<a href="http://northdallasgazette.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2013/02/meagan-good-4.jpg">momma</a> was just a girl when she had me. 17 to be exact. she thought <a href="http://americanfiyah.files.wordpress.com/2012/03/columbus-short.jpg?w=549">my daddy</a> and her would be together forever but sadly when I was six he was killed in a crash by a drunk driver. we were all alone and she was so heartbroken and later we moved to Columbus, ohio for a fresh start. we didn't know anyone there and that's how she wanted it to be. me on the other hand I wanted to stay in Tappahannock because the only friend I had was this boy named chris and he was my best friend. he was like the brother I never had but momma promised the move would be great for us.
momma got two jobs to keep up with supporting us. while I was in school she worked as a home health aid with this nice old lady named <a href="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/1/19/BettyWhiteJune09.jpg/200px-BettyWhiteJune09.jpg">sue</a> who was very kind to her. she even paid momma extra doing the day to run any errands she needed her to. at night momma would then take me to her bartending job at skullys and I would have to sit with her boss while she would. I kinda liked it there because he always had snacks and stuff for me and he liked to help me with my homework at times.
after about three years I could tell momma was really liking this city and I was too. and then she met <a href="http://iones2s.files.wordpress.com/2012/09/terrence-howard-law-and-order.jpg?w=460&h=290">him</a> and he changed our lives forever.
I began to notice him and how he always came in skullys just to see momma and never buy a drink. after a while he began to come to our house and no sooner than I began going to southmoor middle school he and momma were a couple and actually talking about marriage.
"hey <a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-sfmJxZ_XxT4/Tw_UoaljYxI/AAAAAAAAB6w/YOO_W5pux6U/s1600/image.jpg">ladybug</a> come over here for a minute." my momma said to me as I walked in from school.
"yes momma." I said sitting down and noticing derrick was here as well.
"look I know this all came a little fast and all but derrick and I really wanna know how you feel about us getting married."
"I mean if your happy momma then im happy. derrick seems like a really nice guy and if he makes you happy then that's good in my book."
"your sweet kid." derrick said tapping my shoulder and coming to sit next to momma.
"thanks but please don't call me kid. I have a name ya know."
"aw snap lil miss feisty. im sorry lauren. I promise I wont do it again."
"thanks but um if you guys don't mind I have a super huge book report I must start."
"oh yes go ahead ladybug." I kissed momma on the chick and headed up to my room.
"wait lauren there's one more thing your momma forgot to tell you." derrick called out to me as I was about to head up the steps.
"oo yeah I cant believe it slipped my mind." momma said hopping up and grabbing something out her purse.
"your gonna be a big sister." she said showing me the ultrasound pictures.
"yaaayyy.!!!" I yelled then ran over and hugged her.
the months went by and finally we welcomed to the world lyric nic'le smith. she was so beautiful and I could tell momma and derrick were so happy.
*three years later*
"damn it lauren get down her now.!" derrick called out to me.
"what I do.?" I asked once I got to the bottom of the steps.
"how many times do I have to tell you not to leave these shoes in the middle of the floor.?"
"those are momma's shoes not mine."
"don't back talk me girl."
"im not im just telling you there not my shoes which means I didn't leave them there so this conversation is pointless." I said about to head back up to the room with lyric.
"what did you just say to me.?" he asked walked towards me with his hand to his ear like he couldn't hear what I said.
"I said this is pointless since it wasn't me who left them there." <strong>SMACK</strong>
"don't you dare back talk me again damnit.!" he said through clenched teeth. I looked up at him kind of surprised he did it.
"you said you wouldn't hit me." I said with tears coming to my eyes and ran up to my room. after twenty minutes there was a knock and in walked derrick.
"ladybug im sorry. please don't be mad at me." he said walking over and sitting next to me.
"whatever." was I said still not looking his direction.
"aw don't be mad please." he started to say then began rubbing my hair. "its just that I had a long day at the shop and as soon as I walked in the house I fell over the shoes. I know it wasn't your fault and im truly sorry." he kept going but his hand began to move lower and lower and soon it was rest on my butt.
"you know I love you ladybug. I would never hurt you but sometimes I get so frustrated." he began moving my short and pushing his fingers inside me.
"Nooo stop derrick." I said trying to move his hand.
"shhh its ok." he flipped me over and got on top of me and took my shorts completely off and slowly he pressed his dicc inside of me. I tried to scream but he covered my mouth. he did this a lot when momma was away and sometimes she's here but too tired and asleep to hear anything. after five minutes he came and fell out on top of me. I didn't really cry much anymore, yea it hurts but who can I tell that will really believe me. derrick is a great actor and it would be his word against mine.
he finally got up and left out the room and I went straight to the shower, got dressed and took lyric for a walked in the park. this couldn't continue anymore I know I have to tell momma but I need to figure out how.
just then I got a text from an unknown number
<em>aye stranger longtime no hear from. I know you aint forgot about me. lol anyways im in town and I just ran into your mom so where you at so I can see you</em>
I quickly texted back and asked who it was and just as fast he wrote back <em>Chris</em>
I was so overjoyed I was gonna tell him to meet me at the park but then I realized I had a red mark from derrick and quickly went to the store and brought make up to cover it then I texted chris back and told him where he could find me. i have my friend back and he doesn't go anywhere.
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im glad her momma did what she had to do to protect her child. run it

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dam i hope she gets a lighter sentencing since she did it out of protection
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*Teri's Pov*
I knew derrick was going crazy because I put him out but for him to rape my daughter was just sick. I swore I wasn't gonna be like my momma, allowing mean to do thins to my children like she did to me. as I drove around I thought back on that night my momma turned her back on me the first time.
*Flashback*
<cite>my parents were beyond fuxked up if I may say so myself. my momma was a prostitute along with six other women and my daddy was her pimp. for most of my childhood I was my daddy's princess and he would go above and beyond to give me anything I wanted. that was until my 13th birthday. it was the best birthday I ever had.! my dad's girls did my hair and make up because it was a princess party. I wasn't allowed to have friend but the other girls had their kids there so it was nice since they were basically the only kids I was allowed to hang with. daddy said outers were not allowed because this family would only work if we stuck together. later that night my momma had me take a bath and when I was about to get dressed in my room daddy came in.
"hey princess did you enjoy your party.?" he asked sitting on the bed.
"yea daddy it was great. thank you so much."
"come here and let daddy holla at you for a minute."
"but daddy im naked."
"I know. girl I changed your diapers you aint got nothing I aint never seen before." I walked over and stood in front of him and as his eyes explored my body I knew something wasn't right.
"daddy why are you looking at me like that.?" I questioned.
"your a grown woman now princess so you know what that means right.?" I shook my head no. "it means its time for you to start helping the family."
"what do you mean.? like get a job.?"
"something like that." he grabbed my hand and pulled me to him. he began to rub his hands all over my body then he turned me around so that my back was to him and whispered in my ear that it was time for daddy to try my goods then he inched his dicc inside me. I screamed out in pain but he covered my mouth and kept going. a few minutes later momma came in. she was about to say something but daddy cut her off.
"if you know whats good for you I suggest you turn around and get the fuxk outta here." without any hesitation she did what she was told. for the next three hours daddy had his way with me and no one came to help me. after he was done momma gave me another bath all the while crying and cursing herself for being so weak. I didnt understand how daddy could do that to me or how momma could sit back and do nothing. I ran away the next day and that's when I met lauren's father and his mother marie and they took me in. I vowed to myself that I would be a better mother than mines was and I planned on making sure I didn't fail my child</cite>
*flashback ended*
as I pulled up to my home I saw that derrick was still there.
"what the hell are you doing here.?" I got out the car yelling.
"baby please can we talk about this.?" he cried.
"theres nothing to talk about derrick. you raped my child."
"she came on to me."
"bullshyt derrick.! you beat her then you raped her and now you have to pay." without another word I raised my gun I got from under my seat of the car and shot him in the chest three times then twice in his dicc. I walked in the house and calmly called 911.
"911 whats your emergency."
"my name is teri penson and I just shot my husband."

*Lauren's Pov*
I repeatedly tried to call momma's phone but she didn't answer. which was making me worry even more. I hope she didn't do anything drastic but there was something in the pit of my stomach that just didn't feel right. just then I heard chris and his mom yell and when I rushed downstairs I saw then in front of the tv and there was momma being arrested for the attempted murder of derrick. instantly I feel to the ground crying. I couldn't lose my momma. what about lyric.? how will I explain this to her.? what if derrick makes it and he wants to get custody of her.? do man thoughts were going through my head at once the only thing I could do was cry. chris came over to me and held me in his arms but even that wasn't enough. I needed my mommy.
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run it.!!!

bout time her momma did something right
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Awww s*** ma bout to go to jail for u girl i hope her ma dnt go to jail she need her run it

once we got back to the house Jacob carried me up to my room. I was in so much pain and it didn't make it any better that I was hearing aunt michelle and uncle john yelling about killing derrick for doing this to me.
"make them stop." I cried out to Jacob.
"I cant lil bit. they care about you and what that nigga did was wrong and he deserves what comes to him." he replied rubbing my head.
"I know but momma and lyric love him."
"that may be true but clearly he doesn't love you and in this family we protect our own."
"but Jacob."
"no buts lauren if uncle john gets ahold of him it will be over for him." I sat back and more tears began to fall. not for derrick but for momma. she has been through so much and she may lose another man who cares a lot for her.
it took eight weeks for my injury to heal and by the time it fully healed I was back home with momma. thankfully after she got back from the funeral she had completely kicked derrick out and it was just me her and lyric once again. she promised that she would never let derrick back in to her home because of what he did to me. I could tell she still loved him and to all of our surprise she was pregnant again. school had began and each morning chris came over and we rode to school together which was great because we had secretly began dating. and the night we actually made love was amazing.! it felt so right after everything we went through together. I could never feel for anyone how I felt about him and even though it wasn't my first time chris made me feel so special and I would have gave anything for the moment we shared to have been the first sexual experience I had. without him I don't know where I would be right now. I talk to Keisha and Jacob everyday I come home from school and I really miss them. for winter break they plan on coming up to stay with me and I cant wait.
one day after school I was home alone and I was on the porch writing some music. chris had finally talked me into taking my music seriously so I had about eight songs in my notebook already and I was going over them and starting a new one not paying any attention to derrick's car slowly pulling up in the driveway.
"hey lady bug." he said to my standing on the bottom step.
"what are you doing here.?" I asked slowly putting my book and pen down and standing up.
"im here for lyric. its my week with her. your momma didn't tell you.?"
"no her and lyric are not here."
"what.! this is crazy I told her I was coming."
"maybe I can call her for you."
"no that's fine I can just wait." he said stepping up on the porch. "so hows school going for you.?"
"its good."
"that's nice. do you know your momma's pregnant again.?"
"yea she told me."
"yea I cant be more happy. I know its a very high risk involving this but your momma is strong she will make it through and so will our new little baby."
"I know derrick. momma is the strongest woman I know."
"yea and she's gonna take me back she just needs a little time and we all need just a little space from each other for a while. its gonna work out I know it."
"ok derrick."
"you do think she'll take me back right.?"
" I don't know derrick. im not in here mind."
"but you can help me."
"no I cant."
"yes you can. you can tell your momma to that everything will be fine and its ok for me to come back now."
"but I cant say that if I don't think its true."
"it is true. lady bug I never really meant to hurt you. I just wanted you to understand realize that in order for a young lady to grow up right she had to be disciplined when she did something wrong."
"but I never did anything wrong derrick."
"you know what lets not go there right now. its every humid out here can you please go and get me a cup of tea please.?"
"we don't have tea."
"well can I have anything to drink.?"
"um I guess." I slowly walked in the house and to the kitchen and fixed him a couple of lemonade. while I was putting the jug back in the refrigerator I felt a hand in my hair I turned to see derrick standing there.
"thanks for the drink." he said then began drinking. "look lauren I love your momma to death and I want us back together as a family."
"like I said before derrick that's up to momma but if she does allow you to come back im not staying here." I said walking the long way around the table trying to avoid walking past him.
"what do you mean.?" he asked quickly getting in front of me.
"I don't trust you and I don't feel safe living with you." he sat his cup on the table and just stood there a moment then out of no where he smacked me in the face sending me across the room. "if you come any closer I swear derrick I will tell momma and my uncle john EVERYTHING.!" I threatened.
"you little bytch.! if you try anything like that I will kill you." he said pulling me up by my head. "WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO STUBORN ALL THE TIME. DO YOU LIKE IT WHEN I GET ROUGH WITH YOU OR SOMETHING.? IS THIS THE WAY YOU WANT TO BE HANDLED.? HUH.?" without any other warning derrick began kissing me in the mouth. I tried to squirm out if grip but he was too strong. I began rubbing my hand across the table and when I finally found the glass he had I hit him on the head with it and began to run. I headed straight for the door but once I reached it I found it was locked and these raggedy door have a key for the inside and the out and once I turned and around derrick was dangling the key in my face.
"looking for this.?" I pushed past him thinking I would get away but he grabbed me by my hair and drug me up to my room. and through me on the floor.
"get away from me.!" I cried.
"shut up." he said as he got down on top of me and began taking my shorts and panties off. "since you wanna act grown im bout to treat you like you grown. this is what you want huh.?" he said to me. I tried to move but he punched me in the face cause my nose to bleed but I was giving up I tried again but he then with one hand pulled my arms above my head. I swear I could hear one of them pop out of place. then with his other hand he began unbuttoning his pants and pulling his penis out and ramming it inside me. I screamed out in pain so loud but he covered my mouth and kept going. with each thrust I cried harder but then out of the corner of my eye I saw momma with a steel bat.
"YOU BASTARD.!" she yelled and began beating derrick with it. she had to have hit him about thirty or forty times and then she grabbed me up and helped me to the car.
"BABY PLEASE WAIT.!" derrick cried running behind us fixing his pants.
"NO GET AWAY FROM ME YOU SICK FUXK.!"
"NO BABY PLEASE I CAME OVER HERE FOR YOU." he yelled out now by our car.
"get away from my car derrick." momma said through clenched teeth.
"no til you say you forgive me."
"derrick I just saw you raping my daughter."
"but we can work this out."
"get the fuxk away from my car."
"baby no.!" he said falling to his knees. "I know that was wrong baby but you gotta take me back."
without another word momma drove away. you could hear derrick yelling her name but she kept going. we drove right to chris's house and for a while we just sating the car. chris must have seen the car because he came outside smiling from ear to ear until he saw my face then he ran to me.
"what happened.?" I just looked at him. "derrick.?" I knodded my head yes. he opened the car door and noticed I only had on a shirt to he took off his basketball shorts and helped me into them. I could tell he was very upset we walked up to the house then out of no where momma drove off and left me. what was she about to do.?
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run it.!

sorry its taking so long for me to update this but I been working a lot so I promise this story and my other one will be updated tonight when I get off...continue to run it though lol

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the next day aunt Michelle took me to the ER. this was the longest wait of my life. I played sleep most of the time because I had a feeling aunt Michelle was going to try to ask a bunch of questions that I really don't feel like answering. I was still feeling a type of way that momma left with that man after she saw what he did to me. I miss my sister but I can’t go back there.
the nurse finally called my name to be seen and the doctor explained the wounds he ordered an immediate x-rays and a couple of pain meds to get me through until the results came back. after about an hour or so the doctor and about four nurses came in and surrounded me.
"hey sweetie how are you feeling.?" the doctor asked.
"pretty good." I replied kind of loopy from the drugs.
"ok now sweetie I have a few questions for you. can you be a big girl and answer them for me.?" I nodded yes. "that's a big girl. now how long has this been going on.?"
"it just started because my best friend moved to where I was staying."
"ok and is this friend a guy.?"
"yes."
"ok then Lauren this is a big question so be honest and I promise I will protect you. did the lady here with you do this.?"
"whoa now your out of line." aunt Michelle stood up saying.
"excuse you ma'am this is serious this girl's tailbone is broken."
"what.?" she asked surprised.
"someone broke her ass. lady and if you or anyone involved with you is the cause this girl will not be going home with you."
"look jackass im her aunt and the person who did this is long gone. my family beat the fuxk out of him and I plan on pressing charges."
"noooo." I finally spoke up saying.
"lauren no this can not be ignored."
"just take me home please."
"sweetie this has to be handled." the doctor said.
"teetee please." I requested then she asked the doctor to sign the release forms to I can go home. she carried me to the car and we quietly drove home.
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run it.!!!

Her fam aint nun to mess wit!!! Derrick needed that whippin and some mo frfr!!! Ha moms is crazy to stay with him and they have a younger child too! I'd hate to see what they would do if they knew abt the rapin and stuff smh
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I'm glad they found out now they know. Her mom ain't no better letting a man keep beating on her child like that smh she probably still knew he was doing that to the girl.

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the funeral was really hard for me. between masking the pain of what derrick did the night before and dealing with this being my final goodbye to my grandma I was out of energy. by the end of the service I was just ready to go back to grandma's house and lay in my daddy's old bed. that didn't happen though, the whole family, including momma, lyric and derrick, came back to grandma's house for dinner and more family time. keisha, chris, jacob, and I were in the shed out back and jacob was letting us drink three olives grape vodka mixed with blue raspberry soda. we drank the whole bottle were GONE.! I stumbled in the house to use the bathroom and as I was finishing aunt michelle walked in on me.
"dang baby girl I didn't even see you there."
"my name is ladybug. only grandma called me baby girl." I said back rocking from back and forth.
"uh oh you slipped you a drink or two." she smiled down to me saying.
"cousin jacob." I replied giggling.
"oh did he now. well come on let me help you up." she reached down and began pulling up my panties but she pulled to hard pressing on the open wounds on my butt causing me to squeal in pain and her to look down and see them.
"OH GOD.!" she yelled with pure worry and sadness in her eyes.
"auntie please don't tell. it was my fault."
"who did it.?"
"no."
"you better tell me right now girl."
"derrick." I whispered hoping she wouldn't hear but I guess she did because she picked me up and took me in the living room and she began to call all eight oh my uncles in the house.
"LOOK WHAT THAT ASS HOLE DID TO HER.!" she cried out pulling my dress up so they could see.
"no please it was my fault. I made him mad." I cried out.
"shut your mouth girl.!" my <a href="http://www.prunejuicemedia.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/05/Common-1.jpg">uncle john</a> told me.
"handle that now." aunt michelle demanded. they all went out side and I looked out the window and saw that they went straight to derrick and uncle john punched him in the jaw causing him to fall and they all began kicking and stomping him. I heard <a href="http://www.lasentinel.net/UserFiles/File/100611/Tyrese.jpg">uncle lance</a> yell <cite>so you like to beat on my niece huh bytch.! now you gotta get your ass beat </cite> as he was kicked him in the face. I was so afraid as I watched. then momma walked in and came right to me.
"what the hell have you been telling these people lauren."
"it aint what she told us its what we see." aunt michelle said while pulling up my dress. "why the fuxk have you been letting this nigga put his hands on my niece.?"
"he said he stopped." momma said while looking at all the marks on me.
"fuxk that teri.! you foul and this is beyond fuxked up."
"don't do me michelle I love my daughter and if she was in any real danger by the hands of derrick he would not be in my house." momma shot back. she looked at me then walked out the house and she derrick, and lyric got in the car and left. aunt michelle nursed my wounds and laid me in bed and keisha and chris stayed with me the entire night.
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dang..she needs to tell..and why is her mama so blind!? she is gettin on my nerves..RUN IT

O she need to tell her ma n fast smh run it

over the next couple of days I thought about chris a lot. I even asked keisha her opinion about it.
"girl your are 14 are you sure your ready for this.?" she asked me.
"keisha you don't understand what I have gone through these past two years."
"well help me understand."
"chris will not be me first. my virginity was taken then night my mom went into labor with lyric."
"are you serious.? by who.?"
"derrick."
"your stepdad.? you had sex with your stepdad.?"
"no he raped me."
"oh my god what happened.? how.? why.?"
"they left me at the house when she went in and he came back home crying all miserable. I was concerned so I began to ask questions. he told me momma was gonna be alright but lyric was in intensive care because one of her lungs didn't develop all the way. me being too nice I hugged him and sat on his lap consoling him. that's when he began stroking my back and legs then he went in my shorts." tears began forming in both our eyes but I went on with the story. "he turned me around so that I was straddling him and he slipped his you know inside of me. I screamed and tried to move up he covered my mouth and held on to me tight and kept going. when he was done he pushed me off and told me to go take a shower."
"was that the only time.?" she asked and I shook my head no. "lauren you have to tell someone."
"I cant keisha."
"and why not.? this man is molesting you. why cant you say anything.?"
"he said he would kill lyric and I will be damned if I be the cause of losing my little sister."
"but lauren."
"no I cant do it."
"fine then I will." she said getting up and heading to jacob's room. I quickly caught up to her and tackled her to the ground.
"please don't do this. im trusting as more than just my fam but as my friend please you cant tell anyone."
"lauren your putting yourself in danger."
"let me worry about that." just then there was a loud thump in our grandma's room we ran in and saw her on the floor. we yelled for Jacob and we rushed in to her side.
"is she ok." I asked.
"Keisha go call 911." he yelled to her. she ran off to do what he said and I stood there stuck watching him do cpr.
my grandma was pronounced dead three hours later in the hospital. the last piece of my daddy who loved telling stories to me about him was gone. I called momma and told her the news and she said she would come down for the funeral.
three days later she showed up with lyric and derrick. I was angry she brought him but then again I knew if she was coming he had to follow. I knew after she sent me here he would be back in the house with her. but to bring him here was beyond dsrespectful to my daddy.
"hey ladybug." she greeted me and hugged me.
"hey momma."
"how you holding up.?"
"fine chris has been here and my cousin keisha."
"that's nice. do you wanna come to the hotel with us for the night.?"
"no thanks jacob and aunt michelle want me to help with the final arrangements for the funeral."
"whose jacob.?" derrick spoke up asking.
"come on momma im sure they all would like to see you." I said ignoring his question and pulling momma.
"wait a minute ladybug derrick is talking to you."
"he's my cousin. now come on momma." she left him with lyric and we walked on in the house to the kitchen where aunt michelle and the rest of the family was.
"hey auntie look who's here." I said and she looked up and saw momma.
"well i'll be damn teri penson. its been years." aunt michelle said walking to momma.
"hey michelle. how have you been.?" I couldn't tell if this was a pleasant reencounter so if I just brought momma to her death. it was made clear when they embraced smiling. while they caught up I walked back to see that derrick was sitting in the car with lyric crying so I went and got her.
"aye don't think just because you down here that I wont beat ya ass lil missy. do some shyt like that again and I promise you will regret it." he said with his finger in my face. I didn't respond and I took lyric in the house and began to show her off to everyone. although this was a sad occasion it felt nice meeting all my other aunts and uncles and cousins I never knew. keisha and lyric were by my side the entire night.
the night before the funeral I finally agreed to stay the night with momma only because I really missed her and lyric. derrick didn't say anything to me the entire time I was in there until momma left to get the food for dinner.
"so you must think your better than us now huh.?" he asked getting another beer out the fridge. I was doing lyric's hair so I ignored him. "oh you too good to even speak to me now.?" he said now in my face.
"leave me alone derrick im doing lyric's hair for the funeral tomorrow."
"for what.? that bytch aint no relation to her."
"don't you dare talk about my grandmother with words like that." I said standing up and getting in his face.
"oh you think you tough now since you been down here huh.?" he said then punched me in the stomach. I curled over in pain. he grabbed me by my hair into the bathroom and locked the door. he took his belt off slowly.
"you will respect me girl. now bend over the toilet and pull down your pants."
"no." I said crying and in the corner."
"no.?" SMACK.! he hit my leg once. "do it now lauren." he pulled me to the toilet and pushed me down and pulled off my pants and my panties and began beaten me. I tried to hold in my tears and screams because I didn't want lyric to begin to cry but this is the hardest he has ever hit me. I could feel blood trickling down my legs and it scared me. what is momma gonna say. after five minutes he stopped and I began to put my clothes back on.
"did I say I was finished with you yet. pull them back down.!" I did what I was told and he came up behind me and forcefully entered me from behind. ramming into me with every thrust yelling and hitting me still.
"what did I do." I whispered.
"you came here. I missed you at home lauren. you and this puccy." he said smacking my butt again. he pumped faster and harder I couldn't keep the screams in any longer and I screamed like my life was in danger and he hurried and left out the bathroom. I pulled up my clothes and sat in the corner and rocked back and forth in pain and wishing I never came over here. and now I have to go in my grandma's funeral and hide all this pain.
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RUN IT.!!!

LOL RUN IT!

Awww snap now