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1.I've gotta prepare myself for the better and the worst

2.There's this guy that i like who i could never love because i'm afraid to love again and i'm glad to be able to make him happy and i don't ever want him to feel sad and i enjoyed talking to him.

3.There be times when i don't know what to do so i've gotta
keep telling myself to stay strong.

4.There's something that holds me back when a person ask questions about this person for example do u think this person cute? it's like i'm afraid to speak.With words without being said this person should know that in my heart i care and this person is all the other good things that i haven't mentioned because this person is nice.

5.I'm worried and sad about these two people who i care about and i don't know what to do i'm already here for 1 and wish that i was there for the other all i can do is pray for the both of them and situations like this i just want to cry because i've got my hands full already and this hurts me so bad.

6.I feel like a robot that constantly keeps repeating herself over and over again it makes me feel both sad and mad.Why do some of his fans say mean things about him? I don't like it when they do that.

7.Some people think i'm shy but i'm not i'm just a quiet person that's trying to communicate with people.

8.I feel trapped and i don't know what to do.There be times when i just feel like running away not knowing where i'm going and knowing the causes of what could happen to me if i do.

9.Is it safe talking to a stranger that you don't know on a chatline whom you call your friends and not really know them? Well i've met a few people that i don't know and i'm talking to them as if they're my friends and at the same time i'm scared.

10.my favorite color is chrome,baby blue,and pink

11.Noone believes me that i talked to this person they keep calling him a fake and i guess noone haves to believe me.

12.I don't know what else to say to this person i wish that there was more that i can say i can only say how great this person is.This person might wants me to say more but i don't know what else to say this person has great music and this person is a great dancer what else can i say i wish that there was more that i could say :( i'm just a fan.

13.I'm going to meet my family 1 day i hope that it turns out ok.

14.Um let's see where to start ok my cousin called his brother and i asked to speak to his brother because i wanted to ask him something about the reunion wait a min let me pause here for a sec before i continue my mistake was to say hi first then ask about the reunion because i was excited and forgot to say hi and how you doing to my cousin ok now continue and so when i was asking him about the reunion he was like girl you is __ something yr's old and you need to do something about your voice and i'm just listening to him like that's something that i can't change and if my voice wants to change then let it change on it's on and if god wanted to change my voice then he would've changed it a long time ago before i was even born.And my cousins,sister,and now they got my mom even telling me that yes i can change my voice and everytime they tell me that I just let them keep talking and to not say a word or i don't want to talk to them at all or i'm just like if i wanted to ask a question or trying to tell you something how am i going to ask if you keep on telling me about how my voice sounds i'm not going to force myself to change how god created me and this is my way of saying this but i never told them about what if i wanted to ask you a question and i wouldn't want to speak because you keep telling me about my voice and i didn't tell them this because what's the point of telling them and they don't want to listening to me speak.

15.Focusing on the past is a waste of time so i focuses more on the future. i've learned from my mistakes so noone don't have to ask about well i heard you did this and i heard you did that because i will ignore it because of the fact that it's the past and i don't want to focus on the past.Thinking about the past makes me cry it reminds me of some people in my family that keeps bringing up about the past and arguing about it or maybe even trying to fight about it.

16.I have a bad feeling about hanging out with this person this person is probably bad news.