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I stared at the blank wall as the tears slowly, but silently started to make their way down my face like a snake as I listened to Trey Songz sing to me about him hating love and then moving on talking about how this would be the last time, letting each word take me to a higher state of mind, hopefully taking me to another place (forever). After listening to Beyonce explain her being Dangerously In Love, Erykah Badu sing about her friend becoming the love of her life and Crime Mob tell their stories about goin' 'round in Circles I turned my iPod off as the salty tears continued to make their way down my face. I felt numb. I let the silence around me take me away as i laid back on my bed and listened. For anything to make me feel not so lonely. But yet, there was nothing, but the rhythmic sound of slow steady tapping on my window from the light rain. Why was I so numb, but aching at the same time while, everything seemed so peaceful. Too bad this peacefulness wouldn't last forever, it never did. Nothing ever did.

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*Arie*

T0 th3 PPl WH0 R3AD i WANt t0 SAY tHANk U
BUt iM G0iNG t0 R3-D0 th3 WH0l3 St0RY 0V3R
i DiDNt lik3 h0W i StARt3D it
&& i MiGht CHANG3 th3 titl3 S0 thNX AGAiN
BUt Y3A iM D3l3tiN thiS

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MiSS ____ bkA MiSS POOh BEAr ™

*New reader*
13 PULLIN 18?
MANE WHAT WAS SHE WEARIN?
A WET TEE AND SOME PANTIES?
LOL NAWH IM PLAYIN
RUNiT!
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I just realized I dont like you.
So please dont bother me.Cus im afraid if u do,one of us is bout to go to jail and one of us to the hospital.

Ill come sign your cast.
=]

Run It!

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****Luvin Chris Brown
Wen Thinkin about him I never frown
Even though he doesn't know me
I'm glad I know him
Hopin 1 day
I get to meet a fantastic,breathtakin' man
Who gets amazing each and every day****

→ CHAPt3R 2 → C0NtiNU3D…

Now don’t get it twisted. I’m not fast. Or at least I don’t like to think I am. I’m just a young girl who knows how to live her life and knows how to go after what she wants. That’s where some people get it wrong. There’s a difference between being fast and knowing what you want out of life and how to get it. As long as you go about it the right way and not the wrong way I didn’t see that as being fast. Most dudes who first meet me think that I do “things” or “have done” things in my life, that some fast 13 year old girls have done. But they’re wrong. I’m one of those girls who when you first meet you think all this stuff, but then when you get to know me you realize you got me all wrong. But I guess that’s my fault. Presenting myself like that, but damn. Niggas make a female like me want to do some thangs. And sometimes it's not so easy to resist.

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MiSS ____ bkA MiSS POOh BEAr ™

~Nu Reader~
wow... im really speachless b/c this stori is basically a stori about my life. GET OUTTA MY HEAD!!!lol
Run itt mama!!!

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My heart is damaged, tell me can you fix it?
Chocolate 4 lyfe! (im still luvin CMB!!!*Iluvcmb8994*)
Read my new stori plz!!!♥
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→ CHAPt3R 2 → C0NtiNU3D.....

He called me as soon as I got home that night. That was a plus. We talked for what seemed like forever, just joking around, getting to know each other and questioning each other like we was the damn police, until I got sleepy and he told me he’d let me get some sleep and he’d call me tomorrow around 1 or 2. He kept his word. I was over my grandma’s house that weekend and I was about to go back home to the West Suburbs where I lived. So, I told him I’d call him when I got home and dipped. My mama was out of town so my auntie was watching me until she came back home that Wednesday. My auntie was 18 so she was coo’ in my book. She didn’t care if I talked to dudes or if I went out, as long as I let her know. My mama on the other hand was another story. She was like a detective working undercover for the FBI 24/7. She was always questioning me. “Where you goin’?” “What time you gone be back?” “Who is that on the phone?”. I mean damn I know I was 13, but didn’t I get some privacy too? “You 13 years old you don’t have no damn privacy.” was always my answer. My mama was probably the most nosiest person you’ll ever meet. Which is why it was hard for me to do what I do. But me being me I always found s*** to get into. I mean that was just me.

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MiSS ____ bkA MiSS POOh BEAr ™

Run It!
Luvin Dis!

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****Luvin Chris Brown
Wen Thinkin about him I never frown
Even though he doesn't know me
I'm glad I know him
Hopin 1 day
I get to meet a fantastic,breathtakin' man
Who gets amazing each and every day****

Run this girl,Like McDonalds...."I'm Loving It"

→ CHAPt3R 2 → l3t M3 iNtR0DUC3 MYS3lf

Now let me introduce myself a little bit more. My name is Melina and I am 13 years old. Now don’t get it twisted and think just because I’m young I don’t know s*** or don’t understand how the game goes because that’s where you’re wrong. I know how to play the game and I know how to play it right which is where most dudes go wrong when they try to play me, thinking because I’m young that I’m dumb. Now I’m not saying I know everything because there will always be new things to learn when it comes to playing the game and dealing with niggas. I just know the basics which is what you really need to know in order to get by and not get played. Think like a nigga and don’t get played like a b**** was my motto. Or at least one of them. My life changed when we moved from my old neighborhood to the West Suburbs in Chicago. I was just going into middle school and it was my mama’s bright idea to move to “a better school district” supposedly. Which I knew was bulls***. She moved because she wanted to move closer to her boyfriend, who lived approximately 7 minutes away according to his calculations. I couldn’t stand him to be honest. Not because he was a bad person, but because of him we had to move to this lame ass town where it was all whites and like no blacks. Seriously. There was 6 blacks in my whole school, including the 1 black teacher that acted white. Now don’t get me wrong. I don’t discriminate. It’s just the town was lame and so was most of the people in it which is why I was always going back to my granny’s crib to get a taste of what life used to be like. Exciting and fun. But most importantly where I found trouble. Or should I say where trouble found me?

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MiSS ____ bkA MiSS POOh BEAr ™

WOW 13 i luv da story so far RUN IT!!!!!!
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I'm single again, back on the prowl
I thought he was perfect, I don't know how
I'm single again, back on the prowl
I thought he was perfect, I don't know how
I'm single again

WAT SHE ONLI 13..N PULLIN 18 YEAR OLD NIGGAS??
LOL SHE ON WAT IM ON!! yAh DiGg?!?!? HAHA
BUT GURL YEA..RUN IT!!!!

SHOUlD i k33P G0iN' 0R StOP???
PlEASE GiVE ME f33D BACk B3CAUS3 thiS iS MY fiRSt tiM3 3V3R WRitiNG A St0Ri3

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MiSS ____ bkA MiSS POOh BEAr ™

→ CHAPtER 1 → [[Still CONtiNUED]]

"What's yo' name?" he questioned looking at my face. "Melina" I answered simply. "What's yours?" I asked trying to be cute with it. "Chris." "Nice to meet you Chris" I said with my cute little smile. He smiled back. And let me tell you I could've fell the f*** out. He was tryna kill me with that sexy smile of his. "Nice to meet you too" He said in a seductive way. "So, how old are you?" I said really wanting to know because this nigga couldn't have been no where 'round my age. "18" He said. "You?" Damn. Now I had to contemplate whether to lie or tell the truth. So I lied. "14" I said a little over a whisper looking down at my black on black air force ones. "What?!" He said totally shocked. "DAAAMMNN, you do not look like no 14 year old." if only he knew. "I know" I answered innocently looking up at him. "Damn" He said to his self. I knew if he really wanted me he'd still talk to me, but most niggas I met here I only talked to for a little while anyways because they wasn't about nothin'. "Aint nobody gotta know" I said already knowing what he was thinking. "Age ain't nothin', but a number" I said innocently again looking up at him batting my pretty and curly eyelashes. He looked at me for awhile as if thinking 'bout what I just told him. Then he smiled that killer smile again. "Can I have your number?" He asked. Hell yeah! I thought. "Yea. You got a phone?" I said looking at him the whole time. He pulled out his phone and I put in my number. "Are you gonna call me tonight?" I said sweetly. "Do you want me to?" He asked as if he ain't already know. "I wouldn't have gave you my number if I didn't" I answered smartly. "Okay. I'll call ya." He said. "Well, I'm about to go, so can I get a hug?" "Yea." I answered. he gave me a hug and his scent would be forever stuck into my body, mind and soul. "Bye" he said sexily. He jumped in his red mitsubishi [[ http://www.mitsucars.com/MMNA/jsp/galant/09/gallery.do?loc=en-us ]] and sped off. HONk HONk. Granny was here. I got my cuz and we rolled off. This was a good night. But little did I know I was a upcoming victim of a game of love. I just didn't know it yet. At the age of 13, how was I supposed to?

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MiSS ____ bkA MiSS POOh BEAr ™

→ CHAPtER 1 → [CONtiNUED]

It was hella fun. We did ish like this all the time. By the end of the night I had accomplished the floor three times, thrown in the air twice and two cute dudes' numbers. This was why I came here all the time. It was now 12 midnight and everybody was outside chillin', jokin' around and some gettin' blowed waiting for our rides. I was sitting on the cold concrete floor tired than a mothaf***a, just chillin' feeling the cool November air brush against my face. Occasionally some niggas would walk by and whisper to they guys how good me and my cousin was tonight. I would just smirk knowing that I did a job well-done then. Others would compliment me on how fine or sexy I was, but I wasn't really stuntin' them like that. Even though everything was fun and games here these niggas wasn't 'bout nothing really. They was still on these childish games that I wasn't 'bout to deal with and that's why I didn't f*** with too many dudes my own age. I liked them older and that was that. As I was sitting there reflecting back on our wild night I heard some dude tryna get my attention. "Aye" he said tryna get me to look at him. I looked over to my right and there was a car full of some cuties. The one in the driver's seat [[ http://www.flickr.com/photos/14090394@N02/1434683463/ [[ AUtHOR'S NOt3: ThiS iS WhAt SHE lOOk like iN HER tEENS, USE YOUr iMAGiNAtiON ON HOW SHE lOOk At 14 ]] was the one tryna get my attention. That was a plus. "Yes?" I said trying to give him that innocent look. "Come here." He said signaling with his head for me to come over there. That was one of my rules. I don't come to boys, boys came to me. Even though his car was all of five feet away I continued to sit there staring at him like he was dumb. Even if I wanted to get up and go over there I couldn't have. s***. A b**** could barely feel her legs after all that dancing tonight and he expected my black ass to get up and go over there?. Nigga Please. "Now I know you saw me do all that jukin' tonight and you expect me to get up and walk over there?" I questioned with a joking attitude. His friends in the car laughed at my boldness. He sat there for a second just staring at me, and gave me a smirk, showing that he liked my game. He opened the car door and stepped out. His six foot frame and strong arms intimidated me for a second. I stood up feeling like I was 'bout to fall right back down. My legs felt like jello and I don't think it was from the jukin' that night either. We walked over to the car and I leaned on the side trying to keep my balance and not fall and make a damn fool of myself.
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MiSS ____ bkA MiSS POOh BEAr ™

→ CHAPt3R 1 → TH3 B3GiNNiNG

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Bounce and break yo' back! Bounce and break yo' back! Bounce and break yo' back, you bounce so hard you break yo back girl!
The music was blaring through the speakers and everyone was gettin' they juke on, boys footworkin', girls bobbin', and even some niggas was poppin'! It was hype as hell for it to be two weeks before Thanksgiving. Everyone was having fun and of course me and my cousin was puttin' the works on these niggas. This is why I loved Chicago. The energy from everyone was just so vibrant it made everyone feel one with the music and not a care in the world. And even though most likely somebody was going to f*** everything up by the end of the night by fightin' over some childish s***, everyone was still having a good time. "Aye Shay! Let's hit the wall!" I yelled trying to be heard over the loud music. She [[ http://www.atlantadymes.com/adrienne/img13.jpg ]] smiled. She already knew what it was. "Well, let's do this then!" She yelled back. We danced our way through the crowd stopping every quick second to give a fine ass nigga a seductive smile if we "accidently" bumped into them. The wall was full of Chicago dudes, posted up lookin' good, just waitin' to get they fine self juked. "Alright, here's what we gon' do" I said making plans like we was on a got damn mission asomethin'. "We gon' hit the right and make our way to the left" That was it. And we was off to make our moves. We worked each one of them dudes, going down the line, like it wasn't s*** leaving each one with a little bit of satisfactory, but wanting to come back for more. Some girls had joined us in our juking spree, trying to keep up.

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MiSS ____ bkA MiSS POOh BEAr ™

RUN IT GIRL...I LIKE IT!!!

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