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HI MY NAME IS TAMARAH. I AM 29 AND I AM A PHAT GYRL. I WORK AT A PERFORMING ART COLLEGE. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A BIG GIRL AND GOT TEASED THROUGHOUT MY YEARS IN SCHOOL. EVEN WHEN I STARTED TAKING THIS COLLEGE 6 YEARS AGO, I WENT THROUGH HELL. I HAD TRANSFERED TO THIS COLLEGE AFTER I COULD NOT TAKE THE TEASING. I THOUGHT I HAD FOUND A SCHOOL THAT WAS RGHT FOR ME BUT THAT WAS NOT THE CASE. I DECIDED TO STICK IT OUT AND I STAYED HERE. I STARTED TAKING AN ART CLASS TO HELP TAKE MY MIND OFF THE TEASING. I REALLY LIKE DRAWING AND FOR ME IT REALLY HELPS ME STAY FOCUS. ABOUT 2 YEARS AGO, I COULD NOT TAKE IT ANY MORE. THIS ONE GIRL NAME MELISSA MADE MY LIFE HELL. HER AND HER GIRLS JUST TALKED ABOUT ME TO THE POINT I DECIDED I HAD HAD ENOUGH. ONE DAY I DECIDED NOT TO GO TO MY CLASS. I SAT IN MY ROOM THE WHOLE DAY LOOKING AT PICTURES OF MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS. I STARTED CRYING HOLDING THE PICTURES CLOSE TO ME. I THEN LOOK AT ONE PICTURE I TOOK WITH MY BEST FRIEND WHO I LOVED SO DEEPLY. HE WAS THERE FOR ME THROUGH EVERYTHING. WE HUNG OUT ALL THE TIME AND HE NEVER LOOKED AT AS A BIG GIRL. WE ACTUALLY GOT CLOSE TO THE POINT THAT I WAS STARTING TO FALL FOR HIM. I DID NOT KNOW IF HER WAS FEELING THE SAME WAY UNTIL HE ASKED ME TO SPEND A WEEK WITH HIM WITHOUT ANYBODY KNOWING. I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT WEEK. WE HAD SO MUCH FUN TOGETHER. WE MADE LOVE THE WHOLE TIME WE WE TOGETHER. KNOW ONE KNEW WHERE WE WERE AND THAT WE HAD EVEN HOOKED UP WITH EACH OTHER. WE TURNED OFF OUR PHONES AND JUST DID NOT WANT TO BE DISTURBED BY ANY ONE. HE MADE ME FEEL LIKE A WOMAN AND THAT IS Y I WAS STARTING TO FALL FOR HIM. HE DID NOT CARE HOW I LOOKED ON THE OUTSIDE AND I WAS HAPPY. UNTIL ONE DAY HE WAS ABOUT TO GO ON TOUR FOR A YEAR. I OVERHEARD A CONVERSATION HE WAS HAVING WITH HIS MANAGEMENT. THEY THOUGHT I WAS NOT RIGHT FOR HIS IMAGE. THEY WANTED HIM WITH SOMEBODY THINNER. IT MADE ME MAD AS HELL AND HE WAS FURIOUS BY WHAT THEY WERE SAYING. HE HAD AN IMAGE TO UPHOLD AND I WAS NOT WHAT THEY WANTED FOR HIM. WHEN HE CAME TO TELL ME WHAT THEY HAD TOLD HIM, HE COULD NOT TELL ME. HE THOUGHT IT WAS BEST THAT WE END THINGS NOW BECAUSE HE WAS GONNA BE SO FAR AWAY. THAT MADE ME EVEN MADDER THAT HE COULD NOT BE HONEST WITH ME ABOUT WHAT THEY SAID. I WAS PISSED OFF ABOUT THE WHOLE SITUATION. THINKING ABOUT THAT WHILE SITTING IN MY ROOM MADE IT WORSE. I DECIDED TO CUT MY WRIST. I WA SO NUMB THAT I DID NOT EVEN FEEL IT. I LAID ON MY FLOOR BLEEDING. I HAD NO CARE IN THE WORLD AND I WAS FEELING RELIEVED BY WHAT I HAD DONE. MY SISTER AND FRIENDS FOUND ME AND WERE SCARED OUT OF THERE MIND. I HEARD THEM CALLING ME BUT I DID NOT WAKE UP. EVERYBODY THOUGHT I HAD A REALLY BAD ACCIDENT. I STARTED TALKING TO COUNSELOR AND I STARTED THE GROUP PHAT GYRLS. I STARTED THE GROUP SO GIRLS WOULD HAVE A PLACE TO FELL WELCOME KNOW MATTER HOW THE LOOK. I AM SO HAPPY THAT I STARTED THIS GROUP WITH MY SISTER AND OUR CLOSE FRIENDS. THE GROUP HAS BEEN GOING STRONG FOR A YEAR NOW. WE HAVE RAISED MONEY FOR THE SCHOOL AND FOR DIFFERENT CHARITIES. WE R APPROACHING OUR 2 YEAR ANNIVERSARY OF STARTING THE GROUP. I AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW. BUT LITTLE DID I KNOW THAT I WAS ABOUT TO BE REUNITED WITH THE ONE PERSON WHO CARED ABOUT ME AND LOVE ME FOR ME AND TREATED ME SO GOOD AND WAS MY CLOSE FRIEND.

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Aww I love Gamma Rose, she's so funny and sweet. And her words ring true. Knew her words would get Tamarah straight. Trey loves and will do whatever it takes to show her he's all she wants and needs. Trey just needs to make sure he tells her how much he loves her all the time and everyday. Yeah gone head and make Gamma April some great grandbabies lol. Loved the add. RUN IT!!1

WE BOTH WERE JUST LAYING THERE BREATHING HEAVY. OH MY GOD TREY. YEAH I KNOW HE SAYS LOOKING AT ME. I AM ABOUT TO CALL KIM BACK. NO U R NOT HE SAYS GRABBING ME. YES I AM TREY. WE COULD USE A BREAK RIGHT NOW. HELLO. IT IS ME KIM. HEY TAMARAH. I AM SORRY ABOUT GETTING OFF THE PHONE SO FAST. IT IS FINE. I KNOW U HAD TO TEND TO TREY SHE SAYS. HOW DID U KNOW THAT? CAUSE I KNOW YA'LL SHE SAYS TO ME. U DIDN'T HAVE TO CALL ME BACK SO SOON. WELL I NEEDED TO CAUSE WE COULD USE A BREAK RIGHT NOW. U KNOW U WANTED TO STILL GO AT IT. SHUT UP TREY. I KNOW HE IS VERY HAPPY RIGHT NOW TO BE THERE WITH U. YEAH HE IS. I AM GLAD HE IS HERE TOO THOUGH. I AM SO SORRY I SCARED U. IT IS OK TAMARAH. I AM JUST HAPPY U R ALRIGHT. I JUST HATED U JUST LEFT US LIKE THAT AN U DIDN'T WANT US TO FIND U. I JUST HAD TO GET AWAY FROM ALL OF THIS STUFF. IT WAS JUST TOO MUCH TO HANDLE. I NEEDED TO COME HERE CAUSE THIS PLACE IS MY SAFE PLACE. IT HELPS ME BE AT PEACE WITH MYSELF. I KNOW THAT NOW SHE SAYS TO ME. SO U DON'T HAVE TO BE SCARED ANYMORE OR WORRY ABOUT ME. I AM GONNA BE FINE NOW. HOW R U DOING? I AM DOING FINE. HOW IS NICK DOING? HE IS DOING GREAT. HE HAS REALLY BEEN THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED HIM. ESPECIALLY NOW. I THOUGHT U WERE GONNA HURT YOURSELF AGAIN OR SOMETHING EVEN WORSE SHE SAYS TO ME. I DIDN'T WANT TO HAVE THOSE THOUGHTS BUT I KNOW WHAT KIMMY SAID TO U WAS REALLY HURTFUL. SHE HAS NO RIGHT TO SAYS THOSE THINGS TO U. U KNOW SHE HAS BEEN HERE TOO. R U SERIOUS? YEAH I AM. SHE COME BY HERE SAYING SHE WAS LOOKING FOR TREY.

AND THAT SHE WAS LOOKING FOR U TOO. WE TOLD HER U HAD LEFT AND SO DID TREY BECAUSE IF WHAT SHE HAD DONE. BUT SHE KNEW TREY WAS GONNA GO RUNNING TO U AFTER WHAT SHE HAD SAID TO U. I WANTED SO BADLY TO HIT HER ASS DEAD IN HER FACE. SHE JUST INSISTS ON MAKING YOUR LIFE HELL AND TO GET TREY BACK IN HER LIFE. I ALREADY KNOW THAT IS WHAT SHE IS TRYING TO DO KIM. SHE WILL NEVER ACCEPT THE FACT THAT TREY DOES NOT WANT HER ANYMORE. SHE IS JUST GONNA TRY HER BEST TO MAKE MY LIFE HELL NOW. U KNOW WE GOT YO BACK. I KNOW YA'LL DO KIM. NOW I AM GONNA HAVE TO DEAL WIT HER S**T AND EVERYBODY ELSE WHEN I GET BACK THERE. I REALLY HATE HAVING TO GO THROUGH THIS MESS ALL OVER AGAIN. THIS IS BECOMING TO MUCH FOR ME RIGHT NOW. U WILL GET THROUGH THIS. I KNOW I WILL KIM. I AM GONNA LET U GO SO U CAN FINISH RELAXING WITH TREY. ALRIGHT KIM. I MISS U SO MUCH. I MISS U TOO. I WILL BE BACK THERE BEFORE U KNOW IT. I CAN'T WAIT SHE SAYS. ME TOO. BYE NOW. BYE TAMARAH. I LOVE HE SO MUCH. SHE REALLY DOES CARE A WHOLE LOT ABOUT U. YEAH SHE DOES TREY. I HAVE ALL MY OTHER GIRLS WHO CARE ABOUT ME TOO. BUT NOT LIKE KIM. SHE JUST REALLY DOES NOT WANT TO LOSE ME AGAIN. WHEN I FIRST MET HER, SHE WAS THIS SHY GIRL WHO JUST NEEDED THE RIGHT MOTIVATION TO LET HER KNOW SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL. SHE ONLY TALKED TO ME WHEN SHE FIRST STARTED IN THE GROUP. I WAS PRETTY MUCH LIKE HER OTHER MOTHER AWAY FROM HOME. SHE ONLY OPENED UP TO ME ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS BEFORE SHE BECAME COMFORTABLE WITH EVERYBODY ELSE. SO I CAN UNDERSTAND HOW SHE WOULD BE MORE SCARED ABOUT LOSING ME.

I TAKE IT KIMMY HAS BEEN BY THE SCHOOL. YEAH SHE HAS. SHE WAS LOOKING FOR THE BOTH OF US. I JUST DON'T THINK I CAN HANDLE ALL THIS STUFF THEY R DOING TO ME RIGHT NOW. I HAVE BEEN THIS STRONG PERSON AND NOW I JUST FEEL LOST AGAIN. IT IS LIKE THEY R TAKING ALL MY HAPPINESS AWAY FROM ME AGAIN. EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED IN MY PAST IS JUST ALL COMING BACK AT ONCE. IT IS YOUR PAST TOO BUT I JUST FEEL LIKE IT IS AFFECTING ME MORE RIGHT NOW CAUSE THEY R ATTACKING ME. I WORKED MY ASS OFF TO GET BACK MY LIFE HOW I WANTED IT TO BE. I EVEN HAVE U NOW BUT I JUST CAN'T SEEMED TO STAY HAPPY VERY LONG. IT HURTS ME SO MUCH THAT I HAVE ALL THIS HATE TOWARD ME AN IT IS PRETTY MUCH BRINGING MY LIFE BACK DOWN TO THAT DARK PLACE I WAS AT BEFORE. I JUST DON'T THINK I AM GONNA BE ABLE TO MAKE THROUGH THIS RIGHT NOW. COME HERE AS TREY HUGS ME. THEY HAVE NOT TAKEN ALL YOUR HAPPINESS AWAY. U STILL HAVE ME RIGHT NOW. I AM NOT GOING ANYWHERE. WE R GONNA BE MARRIED SOME WHERE DOWN THE LINE AND NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THAT. I CAME UP HERE TO HELP KEEP U ON THE PATH U HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ON. U CAN'T LET THEM GET TO U RIGHT NOW. U R ONE OF THE STRONGEST WOMEN I HAVE SEEN SINCE MY MOM, YOUR MOM, AND MY GRANDMA HE SAYS TO ME. U HAVE BEEN THROUGH SO MUCH AND YET LOOK AT YOUR LIFE NOW. U HAVE DONE SO MUCH GOOD AT THAT SCHOOL, U STARTED A GREAT GROUP FOR GIRLS AND U WORK HAVE WORK YOUR ASS OFF TO GET TO WHERE U R RIGHT NOW. U HAVE ACCOMPLISHED SO MUCH FOR YOURSELF. WHICH I AM SO PROUD OF U RIGHT NOW. U HAD ONE SET BACK BUT MANAGE TO GET YOUR LIFE BACK ON TRACK. I KNOW THIS IS TOUGH FOR U RIGHT NOW, BUT THIS IS AFFECTING ME TOO. WE R GONNA GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER.

U WILL BE HAPPY LIKE U ALWAYS WANTED TO BE. U HAVE ME AND I WILL ALWAYS KEEP U HAPPY. I JUST SMILED AT HIM. THANK U TREY FOR SAYING THOSE THINGS TO ME. U R WELCOME. THAT IS U I CAME UP HERE TO FIND U. U DON'T HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS BY YOURSELF ANYMORE. I DON'T WANT NOBODY BUT U. I DON'T CARE ABOUT KIMMY OR NONE OF THOSE OTHER GIRLS. U R THE ONLY PERSON FOR ME. THAT IS Y I GAVE U THIS RING RIGHT HERE. I LOVE U AND ONLY U. WE HEARD KNOCK AT THE DOOR. I WONDER WHO THAT COULD BE I TELL TREY. I PUT MY ROBE ON TO ANSWER THE DOOR. I AM COMING I YELLED DOWN. IT TOOK U LONG ENOUGH. HI ROSE AS I GIVE HER A HUG. WHERE IS MY GRANDSON? HE IS UPSTAIRS. WHAT R U DOING HERE? I HAD APRIL BRING ME UP HERE TO TALK TO U. SHE TOLD ME WHAT WAS GOING ON WITH U AND HOW U JUST LEFT. WELL COME ON IN I TELL THEM. HOW R U FEELING? I AM DOING BETTER ROSE. I SAW THE VIDEO OF WHAT KIMMY SAID TO U. SHE REALLY CROSS THE LINE SAYING THOSE THINGS TO U. I CAN SEE NOW Y I HATED HER. SHE IS A B**CH AND WILL ALWAYS BE ONE. ALRIGHT NOW MAMA. I AM SORRY APRIL. BUT THOSE THINGS SHE SAID WAS JUST WRONG. IT WAS BUT SOME OF IT WAS NOT ALL WRONG. AT SOME POINT, I WAS HAVING THOSE FEELING ABOUT TREY AND HIS FEELINGS FOR ME. ONLY ONE I WAS REALLY UPSET WITH WAS HER SAYING THAT I TRIED TO TAKE MY LIFE JUST TO GET HIS ATTENTION. THEN SHE SAID EVEN WHEN I DID THAT HE NEVER CAME BACK TO SEE ME. AND THAT JUST REALLY SET ME OFF CAUSE I WAS NOT THINKING THAT AT ALL. BUT AT THE SAME TIME HE DIDN'T COME TO SEE ME OR EVEN CHECK ON ME. I KNOW HE CALLED U APRIL BUT I JUST FELT LIKE HE STILL COULD HAVE CALLED TO CHECK ON.

I MIGHT NOT WOULD HAVE PICKED UP BUT AT LEAST I WOULD HAVE KNOWN HE WANTED TO SEE HOW I WAS DOING. BUT THEN AGAIN, U GUYS WOULD HAVE FORCE ME TO TALK TO HIM ANYWAY. COME ON DOWN HERE TREY ROSE SAYS TO HIM. HOW R U DOING? I AM FINE GRANDMA. IT HAS BEEN ROUGH BUT WE HAVE BEEN TALKING AND WORKING ON THINGS. THAT IS GOOD ROSE SAYS. I KNOW THIS HAS BEEN HARD ON U TOO TREY. IT HAS CAUSE SHE WOULD NOT BE IN THIS SITUATION IF IT WAS NOT FOR ME, ANTHONY, OR DEON FOR THAT MATTER. I JUST FEEL LIKE SHE WOULD NOT BE HAVING THESE PROBLEMS NOW IF I HAD JUST BEEN A MAN FROM THE BEGINNING AND STAYED WITH HER. I SHOULD HAVE LISTEN TO MY HEART AND NOT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE WERE GONNA THINK ABOUT ME BEING WITH HER. NOW SHE IS FEELING LIKE I AM GONNA HURT AGAIN AN I WON'T BE THERE FOR HER BECAUSE OF ALL OF THIS. I WAS ANGRY WHEN KIM FOUND THAT LETTER AND THEN SHE HAD TAKEN THE RING OFF I GAVE HER. U HAVE THE RING BACK? I DID ROSE. I JUST DIDN'T SEE THE POINT IN KEEPING IT. I FELT LIKE THIS ENGAGEMENT SHOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED. I MEAN MY THOUGHT WERE JUST EVERY WHERE. I NEEDED TO BE ALONE AN AWAY FROM EVERYBODY JUST TO AT LEAST GET MY THOUGHTS RIGHT. I KNEW TREY WAS GONNA FIND ME EVEN IF I SAID NOT TO IN MY LETTER I LEFT THEM. I JUST COULD NOT FACE HIM AN I DIDN'T WANT TO TALK TO HIM ABOUT WHAT HAD HAPPENED THAT DAY. WHEN HE CAME IN AND I HEARD HIS VOICE DOWN HERE, I FELT A WEIGHT JUST LIFT OFF OF ME EVEN THOUGH I REALLY WAS DETERMINED NOT TO SEE HIM. IN MY HEART I WAS HAPPY HE WAS HERE BUT I JUST DIDN'T WANT TO FACE HIM ABOUT HOW I WAS FEELING. HE WAS DETERMINED NOT TO LEAVE ME HERE BY MYSELF CAUSE OF WHAT HAPPENED BEFORE. I COULD TELL HE WAS HURTING JUST AS MUCH AS I WAS AND THE FACT THAT HE EVEN CRIED KNOWING THAT SOME OF THIS WAS HIS FAULT. I REALLY DIDN'T WANT HIM TO LEAVE ME. BUT I JUST DIDN'T WANT HIM TO KNOW THAT. I KNOW HE LOVE ME.

IT IS JUST THE FACT THAT EVERY TIME I GET TO BE HAPPY AGAIN, I HAVE SOMETHING LIKE THIS PUSH ME ALL THE BACK THAT I FEEL LIKE I CAN NOT BRING MYSELF TO COME BACK FORWARD. I SEE U PUT THE RING BACK ON. I MADE SURE SHE PUT IT BACK ON TREY SAYS TO ROSE. I TOLD HER I LOVE HER AND ONLY HER. NOBODY WAS GONNA CHANGE THAT. SHE IS THE ONE I WANT TO BE WITH. I TOLD HER TO NEVER TAKE THAT RING BACK OFF AGAIN. I AM NOT GOING NO WHERE. BUT WE STILL HAVE SOME THINGS TO WORK OUT STILL. I STILL FEEL LIKE SHE THINKS I AM GONNA LEAVE OR HURT HER AGAIN. SO I AM TELLING U NOW THAT I WILL NEVER DO THAT TO AGAIN. I MADE A HUGE MISTAKE BEFORE AN I AM NOT GONNA LET THAT HAPPEN AGAIN HE SAYS TO ME. U BETTER NOT ROSE SAYS. U KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN. I KNOW GRANDMA HE SAYS TO HER. I JUST HAD TO LAUGH CAUSE SHE JUST BE GETTING ON TREY SO MUCH ABOUT US AND NOT MESSING THINGS UP AGAIN WITH ME. THERE IS YOUR SMILE ROSE SAYS. U JUST ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE ROSE. I AM GLAD I CAN DO THAT FOR U. U HAVE TO STAY STRONG. I KNOW TREY WILL NOT HURT U AGAIN. I COULD SEE THAT WHEN FROM HOW HE IS NOW. HE JUST SEEM LIKE A DIFFERENT PERSON WHEN HE IS WITH U. HE IS SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW TO HAVE U BACK IN HIS LIFE. SO I BELIEVE HIM WHEN HE SAYS HE LOVE U AND ONLY U. AND TRUST ME WHEN I SAY HE KNOWS WHAT HE WILL BE MISSING OUT ON WHEN IT COMES TO U. I HAVE HEARD WHAT U GUYS BE DOING SHE SAYS TO US. DON'T ASK ME HOW I KNOW. I JUST KNOW. TREY JUST SEEM MORE HAPPY NOW THEN WHEN HE WAS WITH THEM OTHER GIRLS. I MEAN HE WOULD BE HAPPY BUT HAPPY HAPPY WHEN IT COMES TO U. I MEAN SMILING, FULL OF ENERGY AND JUST READY TO SEE U. I SEE HOW HE LOOKS AT U NOW. EVERY TIME WE MENTION YOUR NAME, HIS FACE JUST LIGHTS UP. THE SAME THING FOR U TOO. YOUR FACE LIGHTS UP TOO WHEN WE TALKED ABOUT TREY TO U ROSE SAYS. ALL I HAVE TO SAYS IS THAT U GUYS WILL MAKE IT THROUGH THIS. IT IS TAKING SOME TIME BUT I CAN SEE U GUYS RR MAKING PROGRESS. DON'T GIVE UP SO QUICKLY ON EACH OTHER.

U GUYS WILL COME BACK STRONGER THAN EVER. I CAN SEE TO THAT U GUYS R REAL HAPPY RIGHT NOW ROSE SAYS. I COVERED MY FACE LAUGHING. OK GRANDMA TREY SAYS. I AM JUST SAYING SHE SAYS. I KNOW U GUYS R NOT JUST DOING A LOT OF TALKING UP HERE. TALKING ONLY GOES SO FAR. AND WHAT ELSE R U GUYS GONNA DO UP HERE FOR A MONTH. OK MAMA. IT IS TIME FOR US TO LEAVE APRIL SAYS TO HER. U HAVE TALK TO THEM ENOUGH. I KNOW SHE SAYS TO HER. I WILL SEE U GUYS IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS. APRIL TOLD ME U GUYS WILL BE UP HERE FOR A MONTH. YEAH WE WILL I TELL ROSE. OH YEAH. YA'LL R DEFINITELY GONNA BE AT NOW. PROBABLY COME BACK WITH ME SOME GREAT GRAND BABIES. LETS GO MAMA APRIL SAYS LAUGHING. TREY WAS JUST STARING AT ME. I WAS LAUGHING. WE WILL TALK TO U GUYS LATER. GIVE ME MY HUGS U TOO. I LOVE U GUYS. WE LOVE U TOO TREY SAYS TO HER. ALL I WANNA SEE IS HAPPINESS WHEN U GUYS COME BACK HOME. I PROMISE WE WILL BE HAPPY TREY SAYS TO HER. WE FIXED U GUYS SOME FOOD TOO. U GUYS DIDN'T HAVE TO DO THAT. IT IS FINE TAMARAH ROSE SAYS. SEE YA'LL SOON. BYE TREY AN I SAYS TO THEM AS HE CLOSES THE DOOR. YOUR GRANDMA IS WILD TREY. SHE REALLY MADE MY WHOLE DAY RIGHT NOW. ME TOO AS HE STARTED LAUGHING. I LOVE HER SO MUCH AND SHE ALWAYS KNOWS JUST WHAT TO SAYS. SHE REALLY DOES TREY. BUT U KNOW SHE DID MAKE SOME GREAT POINTS. I KNOW SHE DID TREY. U HAVE TO KNOW I LOVE U FOR U. I KNOW U DO TREY. I LOVE U TOO. HOW ABOUT WE GO AND GET SOME OF THAT FOOD THEY BROUGHT? I THOUGHT U WOULD NEVER ASK CAUSE IT SMELLS SO GOOD RIGHT NOW TREY. HE SMACKED ME ON MY ASS AS WE WENT INTO THE KITCHEN. MY GRANDMA WAS RIGHT ABOUT ME BEING HAPPY HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. COME ON AND EAT TREY AS I SMILED BACK AT HIM.

I liked that Tamarah always had that pace to got to whenever she was upset. And I really like that treys the only man she bought there. Likes that's there special place and she'd never disrespect him and bring the other men in her life ther.
LMAO of course theyre gonna be sexing while they werew there, what else is there to do. Theres only so much talking to be done lol.
RUN IT!!!!

U JUST STARTED WITHOUT ME HUH? WELL I AM SORRY TREY. I WAS REALLY HUNGRY SINCE WE MISSED BREAKFAST THIS MORNING. SO IT IS NOT BECAUSE OF SOMETHING ELSE? I REALLY WISH U WOULD LAY OFF ABOUT ME BEING PREGNANT TREY. WELL LOOK HOW U HAVE BEEN EATING. I STARTED LAUGHING AND SHAKING MY HEAD AT HIM. U AND YOUR MOM HAD A NICE TALK? WE DID TREY. I JUST TOLD HER LIKE I TOLD U HOW I JUST NEEDED TO GET AWAY FROM THERE TO CLEAR MY HEAD. I TOLD HER I WAS SORRY ABOUT JUST LEAVING LIKE I DID BUT I HAD TO. SHE WAS JUST GLAD I WAS ALRIGHT AND THAT WE R WORKING ON THINGS WHILE WE R UP HERE. AN OTHER THINGS SHE SAID TO ME LAUGHING. WHAT OTHER THINGS? I JUST LOOKED AT TREY SMILING. OH THAT OTHER THING HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. WELL SHE DOES HAVE A POINT ABOUT US BEING UP HERE NOT DOING THAT WHILE WE R UP HERE. WHAT DID I MISS WHILE YOUR SISTER AND USHER WAS HERE? NOTHING MUCH. SHE WAS JUST GLAD I WAS ALRIGHT AND THAT U FOUND ME TOO. SHE ALSO ASKED ME ABOUT THE ANNUAL PICNIC WE HAVE BACK AT THE SCHOOL. SHE WANTED TO KNOW IF IS WOULD BE READY TO WORK ON THAT WHEN I GOT BACK. WELL MR. JOHNSON WANTED TO KNOW. I TOLD HER I WOULD BE READY WHEN I GOT BACK THERE. PLUS, I HAD ALREADY STARTED MAKING SOME IDEAS FOR WHAT WE COULD DO THIS YEAR. U JUST REALLY BE READY FOR EVERYTHING. I HAVE TOO TREY. I LOVE MY JOB AT THAT SCHOOL. EVERYBODY COUNTS ON ME TO DO A GOOD JOB. BUT I KNOW I HAVE MY GIRLS TO HELP ME TOO SO I DON'T STRESS MYSELF OUT WHILE I WORK ON THIS THINGS FOR THE SCHOOL.

SOMETIMES DOING ALL THAT WORK, TAKES MY MIND OFF ALL THE DRAMA I HAVE BEEN GOING THROUGH. I REMEMBER SOME DAYS I WOULD JUST WORK NONE STOP WITHOUT GETTING ANY SLEEP. I THINK THE LONGEST I WENT WITHOUT SLEEP WAS 4 DAYS BECAUSE I HAD SO MUCH GOING ON IN MY LIFE. I KNEW IT WAS UNHEALTHY FOR ME BUT IT WAS HELPING ME KEEP MY MIND OFF THINGS. ESPECIALLY WHEN I WAS HAVING PROBLEM WITH ANTHONY. MY SISTER AN EM HAD TO LITERALLY TELL ME TO GET SOME REST AND NO MORE WORK FOR AT LEAST A WEEK BECAUSE I WAS SO EXHAUSTED. I EVEN HAD TO BE RUSHED TO THE HOSPITAL FOR IT AS WELL. MR. JOHNSON AND THE OTHER STAFF MEMBERS WERE REALLY CONCERNED THAT I WAS JUST GONNA HAVE A BREAK DOWN. THEY ALSO TOLD ME TO TAKE SOME TIME OFF AS WELL. I KNEW I WAS PUTTING MYSELF AT RISK BUT I REALLY DIDN'T CARE AT THAT POINT. THAT IS Y I STARTED TO JUST COME BACK HERE AND JUST BE BY MYSELF WHEN TIME GOT BAD LIKE THAT TIME. I WAS LITERALLY BURNING MYSELF OUT AT WORK. BUT IT DID FEEL GOOD TO JUST GET AWAY AND NOT WORK. I HAVE SO MUCH VACATION TIME SAVED UP THAT IT IS RIDICULOUS TREY. I GUESS THAT IS MR. JOHNSON AND THE BOARD SUGGESTED I TAKE A WHOLE MONTH OFF. I WAS ONLY GONNA TAKE TWO WEEKS BUT THEY THOUGHT I SHOULD TAKE THE WHOLE MONTH TOG GET MYSELF BETTER. SO U WOULD JUST COME UP HERE AND DO NOTHING? PRETTY MUCH TREY. I WAS JUST RELAXING WITH NOT A THING TO WORRY ABOUT. I WOULD GET CALLS FROM EVERYBODY CHECKING TO MAKE SURE I WAS ALRIGHT UP HERE BY MYSELF. I REALLY DID NEED A BREAK FROM ALL THAT WORK I WAS JUST PUTTING MYSELF INTO.

I WAS GETTING CALLS FROM ANTHONY CHECKING ON ME TOO. HE EVEN TRIED TO COME BE WITH ME OUT HERE. I HAD TO STOP HIM QUICK FROM DOING THAT CAUSE IF HE HAD CAME UP HERE, I WAS GONNA KILL HIM. AT THE TIME, I HAD NOT TALKED TO HIM ABOUT WHAT HE HAD DONE TO ME. I JUST COULD NOT FACE HIM AT THAT TIME. I JUST NEEDED SOME TIME TO THINK ABOUT THINGS AT THAT TIME. I COULD NOT BELIEVE I WAS GOING THROUGH THIS AGAIN BUT WITH ANTHONY. I THOUGHT HE LOVED ME BUT HE REALLY DIDN'T. I GUESS I DIDN'T WANT TO DEAL WITH THAT WHOLE SITUATION AGAIN AFTER WHAT U HAD DONE TO ME. MY WHOLE LIFE WAS CRASHING DOWN AGAIN RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES AN I DID NOT WANT TO DEAL WITH IT. WHILE I WAS UP HERE, I JUST PUT IT OUT MY MIND AND JUST WENT BACK TO WORK AND TOLD ANTHONY I DID NOT WANT TO BE WITH HIM ANYMORE. I REALLY TRIED MY BEST TO PUT IT OUT OF MY MIND. BUT I HAD MELISSA AND HER FRIENDS CONSTANTLY BRINGING IT BACKUP DAY AFTER DAY. DID U EVER BRING ANTHONY UP HERE? NO I DID NOT TREY. I WOULD NEVER BRING HIM UP HERE. I COULD NEVER BRING HIM UP HERE. THIS WAS OUR PLACE AN MY PLACE TO GET AWAY FROM HIM. PLUS, AS U CAN SEE, I STILL HAVE EVERY SINGLE PICTURE OF US STILL UP IN HERE. WHICH I KNOW HE WOULD HAVE HAD A PROBLEM WITH. WHICH I WAS NEVER GONNA GET RID OF. I DON'T CARE IF WE WERE TOGETHER. THEN I WOULD NOT HAVE CARED EITHER GIVING THE FACT HE WAS CHEATING ON ME. ANTHONY WOULD TRY HIS BEST TO COME UP HERE TO SEE WHERE I WAS ALWAYS GOING. DID U EVER BRING TYRESE UP HERE? HE ASKED ME. NO TREY.

LIKE I SAID, THIS WAS OUR PLACE WE HAD WITH EACH OTHER. IT DID NOT FEEL RIGHT BRINGING OTHER PEOPLE UP HERE WHERE WE SPENT OUR TIME TO BE ALONE WITH EACH OTHER. HE KNOWS ABOUT THIS PLACE BUT I NEVER BROUGHT HIM HERE. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN WEIRD TO DO THAT. I THINK IT WOULD HAVE BEEN WEIRD FOR HIM TOO. KNOWING WHAT WENT ON UP HERE BETWEEN US. I NEVER TOLD HIM WHAT HAPPENED WITH US UP HERE BUT HE WOULD HAVE KNOWN THAT WE DID NOT JUST COME UP HERE TO RELAX. TREY JUST SMILED AT ME. I ONLY TOLD TYRESE ABOUT THAT Y U LEFT ME WHEN WE CAME UP HERE. I GUESS TOO I WAS NOT READY TO GIVE THIS PLACE UP FOR THAT ONE BAD THINGS. I WAS NOT READY TO GIVE UP ON US. I NEVER WANTED TO ADMIT THAT TO MYSELF OR ANYBODY. BUT I REALLY LOVE U SO MUCH THAT I COULD NOT LET THIS PLACE GO. REMEMBER THAT TIME WE CAME UP HERE FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? I REMEMBER THAT DAY WELL TREY. WE HAD JUST LEFT HERE FROM YOUR BIRTHDAY AND CAME BACK UP HERE FOR MY BIRTHDAY. IT WAS SO COLD ON THAT DAY. BUT I KEPT U WARM WHILE WE WERE UP HERE. I WAS GLAD WE LEFT EARLY CAUSE WE GOT SNOWED IN UP HERE. WHICH WAS THE BEST THING I SAY SMILING AT TREY. WE GOT TO SPEND NEW YEARS EVE AND NEW YEAR'S TOGETHER. I WAS HAPPY TO BE HERE WITH U FOR THOSE DAYS. U MADE MY BIRTHDAY SO FUN THAT DAY. U GOT A LITTLE DRUNK WHILE WE WERE UP HERE TOO HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. YEAH I KNOW. IT WAS FUNNY SEEING U LIKE THAT HE SAYS LAUGHING. I KNOW TREY. IT WAS NOT FUNNY.

YEAH IT WAS. IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I GOT TO SEE U ACT LIKE HOW DRUNK PEOPLE ACT. I WAS NOT THAT DRUNK TREY. I KNOW BUT U ACT LIKE U HAD DRUNK A LOT. THAT IS EXACTLY Y I DON'T LIKE DRINKING. BUT WE WERE CELEBRATING SO I WANTED TO ENJOY THAT DAY WITH U. I REALLY ENJOYED YOUR BIRTHDAY HE SAYS TO ME. I GOT TO BE WITH U AND MAKE LOVE U TOO AS MUCH AS I WANTED TO HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. BUT U WERE NOT TO DRUNK THAT WE WERE ABLE TO DO THAT THE FIRST NIGHT WE WERE HERE. IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYBODY KNOWS US TREY. CAUSE USHER ASKED US WHAT WE HAVE BEEN DOING SINCE WE WERE UP HERE? I TOLD NOT MUCH. HE KNEW I WAS LYING. WELL THEY SHOULD KNOW US. WE R GONNA BE UP HERE FOR A MONTH SO WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING TO PASS THE TIME. YEAH WE DO TREY. I WAS THINKING WE COULD GO DO THAT RIGHT NOW TO PASS THE TIME HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. I THINK WE HAVE ATE ENOUGH TO EAT SO WE CAN NOW BURN IT BACK OFF HE SAYS HOLDING ME. I THINK IT IS TIME WE GO BACK UPSTAIRS SO I CAN START BACK UP WHAT WE DID EARLIER HE SAYS KISSING ME. DON'T U THINK WE HAVE HAD ENOUGH FOR NOW? AS HE IS KISSING MY NECK. I THINK WE R JUST GETTING STARTED AS HE TAKES MY HAND AND WE GO UPSTAIRS. AS WE GO INTO THE ROOM, I GET A CALL ON MY PHONE. DON'T ANSWER THAT HE SAYS COMING BEHIND ME. IT WILL NOT TAKE LONG TREY. HI KIM. HEY TAMARAH. HOW R U FEELING? I AM FEELING MUCH BETTER NOW KIM. THAT IS GOOD SHE SAYS TO ME. I FEEL TREY BEHIND ME KISSING MY NECK. GET OFF THE PHONE HE SAYS TO ME IN MY EAR. UM KIM. YEAH. CAN I CALL U BACK? I AM BUSY RIGHT NOW. THAT IS FINE TAMARAH. I WILL TALK TO U LATER THEN. ALRIGHT BYE KIM. BYE. I JUST DROPPED MY PHONE AS WE STARTED KISSING EACH OTHER.

Well Im glad they had that talk and Tamarah let him know she doesn't blame him for what happened in her life. She talked to her mom and they know everythings okay. Its good shes gonna go back to work and stuff. Even through all this. Awe Treys such a great man. Love him. RUN IT!!!!

I COULD HELP BUT TO THINK ABOUT ALL THE GOOD MEMORIES WE HAD IN THIS HOUSE AS HE WAS MAKING LOVE TO ME. IT JUST FELT LIKE OLD TIMES AGAIN BETWEEN US. WHICH IS WHAT WE NEED RIGHT NOW. WE NEEDED TO START BACK OVER AGAIN. THIS PLACE REALLY MEAN A LOT TO US. AND TO BE UP HERE WITH HIM AFTER ALL THIS TIME, HE REALLY THE BEST RIGHT NOW. AFTER WE DID ALL THIS LOVE MAKING, WE MANAGE TO FALL RIGHT BACK TO SLEEP. I DIDN'T EVEN REALIZED WE HAD EVEN FALLEN BACK TO SLEEP. I WAS SLEEPING ON TREY'S CHEST WHEN I HEARD MY PHONE RINGING. I GOT UP AND PUT MY ROBE ON TO GO SEE WHO WAS CALLING ME. I WENT OUTSIDE ON THE BALCONY TO LET TREY SLEEP. HELLO. DID I WAKE U SWEETIE? YEAH U DID I SAY TO MY MOM. I AM SORRY. I THOUGHT U GUYS WOULD HAVE BEEN WOKE BY NOE. WE WERE UP BUT WE FELL BACK TO SLEEP. HOW R U FEELING? I AM DOING BETTER RIGHT NOW. I AM SO SORRY ABOUT JUST LEAVING LIKE I DID. I JUST NEEDED TO GET AWAY FROM ALL OF THAT. IT WAS SO HARD FOR ME TO JUST LEAVE LIKE THAT. BUT I NEEDED TO BE SOME WHERE I COULD CLEAR MY HEAD WITHOUT EVERYBODY IN MY EAR ABOUT WHAT HAS HAPPEN. I JUST COULD NOT THINK STRAIGHT AT THAT POINT. I HAD TO COME OUT HERE TO JUST THINK BY MYSELF. WE UNDERSTAND MY MOM SAYS. WE JUST WISH U WOULD HAVE JUST TALKED TO US ABOUT THIS. BUT I KNOW SOMETIMES U JUST NEED THAT ALONE TIME TO GET THINGS RIGHT IN YOUR MIND BEFORE U CAN TALK TO ANYBODY. WE JUST LOVE U SO MUCH AND WANT TO HELP U THROUGH THIS LIKE WE HAVE BEEN DOING. I KNOW MAMA. I KNOW U GUYS WILL ALWAYS HERE WHEN I NEED YA'LL.

I JUST HAD TO DO THIS. I KNOW SWEETIE. WHERE IS TREY NOW? HE IS STILL SLEEPING RIGHT NOW. U GUYS MUST BE REALLY TIRED? YEAH WE R. UN HUH MY MOM SAYS. I STARTED LAUGHING. OK MAMA. I DID NOT SAY ANYTHING. I KNOW WHAT U R THINKING THOUGH. I WAS THINKING ANYTHING SHE SAYS. ALRIGHT MAMA. WHATEVER U SAY. U KNOW TREY CALLED US YESTERDAY ANGRY ABOUT WHAT IS GOING ON WITH U. HE FEELS SO BAD ABOUT WHAT HE PUT U THROUGH. NOT TO MENTION DEON AND ANTHONY TOO. I KNOW MA. I SAW HE HAD BEEN CRYING WHEN HE CAME UPSTAIRS YESTERDAY. I CAN TELL HE IS REALLY HURTING JUST LIKE I AM ABOUT THIS. BUT HE FEELS LIKE THIS IS ALL HIS FAULT WHEN HE WAS NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HURT U. HE CAN'T JUST TAKE ALL THAT BLAME AND PUT ON JUST HIM WHEN U WERE HURTING BEFORE U MET HIM TOO. I THINK HE JUST PROBABLY FEELS LIKE IF HE HAD NOT DID WHAT HE HAD DONE, THEN I MIGHT NOW BE GOING THROUGH THIS AT ALL. I WOULD NOT HAVE MET ANTHONY AND WOULD NOT HAVE TRIED TO TAKE MY LIFE. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE ALL THIS IS HIS FAULT. I COULD TELL HE WAS FEELING LIKE THAT WHEN WE WERE TALKING LAST NIGHT. I SAW IT IN HIS EYES THAT HE WAS HURTING ABOUT THIS JUST AS MUCH AS I AM. IT HAS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I SAW HIM CRY LIKE HE DID. I AM GLAD HE WANTS TO HELP ME THROUGH THIS AND THAT HE REALIZES HIS MISTAKES HE HAS MADE WITH US. I REALLY NEVER DOUBTED HIS LOVE FOR ME UNTIL THAT DAY HE LEFT ME. BUT I KNEW HE STILL LOVE AND THAT THAT WOULD NEVER LEAVE HIS HEART.

I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AN I AM GLAD HE IS HERE WITH ME RIGHT NOW. WE CAN START FRESH AGAIN WHILE WE R UP HERE. AND DO OTHER THINGS MY MOM SAYS. I COULD NOT EVEN SAYS ANYTHING. R U STILL THERE? AS SHE IS LAUGHING. I AM STILL MAMA. I AM JUST SAYING SHE SAYS. HE FELT LIKE THAT US DOING THAT THAT WE R TRYING TO COVER UP WHAT WE REALLY FEEL. I CAN UNDERSTAND THAT BUT I DIDN'T FEEL LIKE WE WERE DOING THAT LAST NIGHT WITH EACH OTHER. I KNOW SOMETIMES U JUST NEED THAT FROM EACH OTHER CAUSE THAT HOW U GUYS R. U WANTED TO FEEL HIS LOVE FOR U BUT IN A DIFFERENT WAY. SOMETIMES DOING THAT CAN REALLY HELP WITH TAKING THAT STRESS OFF OF U GUYS. I KNOW U GUYS WOULD NOT JUST HAVE SEX TO NOT TALK TO EACH OTHER. IT IS OK TO WANT TO DO THAT WHILE U GUYS R UP THERE. PLUS, I KNOW YA'LL. U GUYS R NOT GONNA GO A WHOLE MONTH UP THERE WITHOUT HAVING SEX WITH EACH OTHER. I STARTED LAUGHING CAUSE SHE WAS RIGHT ABOUT THAT. SEE SHE SAYS TO ME LAUGHING A LITTLE BIT. IT IS OK TO SHOW YOUR LOVE TO EACH OTHER IN THAT WAY. U GUYS WILL GET THROUGH THIS. I KNOW WE WILL MAMA. U GUYS R MAKING PROGRESS NOW SO JUST KEEP GOING UP THERE. WE WILL MAMA. I LOVE U GUYS. WE LOVE U TOO. I WILL TELL EVERYBODY U GUYS R DOING ALRIGHT UP THERE. I WILL TALK TO U LATER SO U CAN GET BACK TO TREY SHE SAYS. OK MAMA. BYE TAMARAH. BYE MAMA. I WENT BACK INTO THE HOUSE AND SAW TREY STILL SLEEPING. HE REALLY HAD BEEN SLEEPING GOOD IN THIS BED. I HEARD THE DOOR BELL RING. I LOOKED OUT THE WINDOW TO SEE WHO IS WAS. I HEADED DOWNSTAIRS TO SEE WHO IS WAS CAUSE I COULD NOT SEE ANYBODY.

WELL HELLO THERE USHER SAYS TO ME. HEY USHER. HEY SIS. HI TAMEKAH. YA'LL COME ON IN. WE R NOT GONNA STAY LONG MY SISTER SAYS. TREY TEXTED ME AND ASKED TO BRING HIM SOME MORE THINGS UP HERE. U CAN LEAVE THE BAGS RIGHT OVER THERE. HOW R YA'LL DONG UP HERE? WE R DOING ALRIGHT SO FAR USHER. WHERE IS TREY? HE IS UPSTAIRS SLEEPING STILL. U GUYS WERE STILL SLEEPING? NO USHER. WE WERE UP THIS MORNING BUT FELL BACK TO SLEEP. I JUST GOT OFF HE PHONE WITH MY MOM. SHE ACTUALLY WOKE ME UP. SO U GUYS R ALRIGHT? YES TAMEKAH. HOW IS EVERYTHING BACK AT THE SCHOOL? EVERYTHING IS FINE. MELISSA STILL BEING A B**CH AS ALWAYS. SHE EVEN WAS TALKING STUFF ABOUT U HAVING A RELAPSE FROM WHAT HAPPEN TO U BEFORE. USHER HAD TO HOLD ME BACK FROM BEATING HER ASS. SHE JUST THINKS THIS IS ONE BIG JOKE AN IT IS NOT. THIS NOT NOTHING TO PLAY AROUND WITH MY SISTER SAYS. YEAH I KNOW. JUST LET HER SAY WHAT SHE WANTS ABOUT ME. DON'T EVEN WORRY ABOUT HER I TELL MY SISTER. I AM TRYING MY BEST SHE SAYS TO ME. HOW IS EVERYBODY ELSE DOING? THEY R DOING FINE. AND KIM? SHE IS DOING BETTER. SHE WAS SO SCARED WHEN SHE FOUND THAT NOTE FROM U. SHE WAS ABOUT TO LOSE IT. WHEN WE FOUND OUT U WERE SAFE, IT WAS LIKE A HUGE WEIGHT LIFTED OFF ALL OUR SHOULDERS. I AM SORRY I LEFT LIKE I DID. IT IS OK MY SISTER SAYS. WE R JUST GLAD TREY FOUND U AND U GUYS R WORKING ON THINGS RIGHT NOW.

WHAT HAVE U GUYS BEEN UP TOO? NOTHING REALLY I TELL THEM. STOP LYING USHER SAYS TO ME. I STARTED LAUGHING. WE KNOW U TOO MY SISTER SAYS. ALRIGHT I THINK IT IS TIME FOR U GUYS LEAVE. WE R GOING MY SISTER SAYS. BEFORE WE GO, MR. JOHNSON WANTED ME TO ASK U IF U THINK U WILL BE READY TO PLAN OUR ANNUAL PICNIC FOR NEXT MONTH WHEN U COME BACK? THAT IS COMING UP. YEAH IT IS MY SISTER SAYS. U KNOW WE CAN TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING FOR U. I KNOW SIS BUT I WILL BE READY TO HELP OUT WITH THAT. I ACTUALLY ALREADY STARTED ON SOME IDEAS FOR THIS YEAR. U CAN LOOK IN MY OFFICE IN THE BOTTOM DRAWER OF MY DESK AND SEE WHAT I HAVE COME UP WITH. U R ALWAYS THINKING AHEAD. TELL TREY I WILL HOLLER AT HIM LATER. AIGHT USHER. THIS PLACE IS REALLY BEAUTIFUL. I KNOW I TELL MY SISTER. YA'LL CONTINUE TO WORK ON THINGS CAUSE WE REALLY MISS YA'LL. WE MISS U GUYS TOO. NO WE DON'T. FORGET U TREY MY SISTER SAYS TO HIM. U R JUST HAPPY CAUSE ALL THIS TIME UP HERE, U TWO CAN HAVE ALL THE SEX U WANT MY SISTER SAYS. WE ALL STARTED LAUGHING. I BROUGHT YOUR THINGS RIGHT THERE. THANK USHER. NO PROBLEM. WE REALLY NEED TO GET GOING USHER SAYS. ALRIGHT THEN. I WILL CALL U LATER. ALRIGHT SIS. U KNOW WE ALMOST GOT LOST COMING UP HERE TOO USHER SAYS. BUT WE CALLED APRIL TO SEE HOW TO GET HERE. SEE U GUYS IN A COUPLE OF WEEKS I TELL THEM. U WERE SLEEPING GOOD UP THERE I SAY TO TREY CLOSING THE DOOR. I FORGET HOW COMFORTABLE THAT BED WAS UP THERE. NOT TO MENTION ALL THAT LOVE MAKING WE DID BEFORE WE FELL ASLEEP AGAIN. I PROBABLY WOULD HAVE STILL BEEN SLEEP WITH U IF MY MOM HAD NOT CALLED ME. THEN THEY CAME TO DROP OFF YOUR THINGS. HOW R U FEELING? I AM FEELING FINE TREY. ME TOO HE SAYS HOLDING ME.

U LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL RIGHT NOW. THANK U TREY. U WERE JUST GONNA LET ME SLEEP? I WAS GONNA COME UP TO SEE IF U EVEN WANTED TO WAKE UP. I WAS NOT SLEEPING TO HARD CAUSE I HEARD U AND YOUR MOM TALKING. U KNOW I REALLY WAS PUTTING ALL THE BLAME ON ME FOR U BEING LIKE THIS. WELL U DON'T HAVE TO DO THAT TREY. U HURT ME BUT SO DID 2 OTHER PEOPLE. THIS IS NOT ALL YOUR FAULT. I WAS FEELING LIKE THIS WAS ALL MY FAULT. LIKE I JUST PUT MYSELF IN THESE SITUATION. NOW U REALLY DON'T NEED TO BLAME YOURSELF FOR THIS. WELL I CAN'T HELP HOW I FEEL TREY. I WAS HAD IN THE BACK OF MIND THINKING WHAT COULD I HAVE DONE TO MAKE THESE WANT TO BE WITH ME. I ALWAYS THOUGHT I WAS THE ONE DOING SOMETHING WRONG CAUSE U GUYS LEFT ME. I ALWAYS THOUGHT WHAT DID I DO WRONG TO NOT HAVE U GUYS WANT TO BE WITH ME. U KNOW U DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG. I KNOW THAT TREY. BUT THAT THOUGHT WAS ALWAYS WAS IN MY MIND. Y CAN'T I FIND SOMEBODY TO LOVE ME? WITH ALL THREE OF U, IT PRETTY MUCH HAD THE SAME ENDING TO IT. JUST WITH U, U DID NOT GO AND SLEEP WITH ANOTHER GIRL. NOW U CAN'T EVER THINK THAT THIS WAS YOUR FAULT AS HE TURNS MY FACE TOWARD HIM. WE WERE THE ONES WHO WERE IDIOTS NOT TO LOVE U LIKE U WANTED US TOO. WE WERE ONLY THINKING ABOUT OURSELVES. NOT GIVING DAMN ABOUT HOW U WERE GONNA FEEL. I DON'T WANT U TO EVER THINK THIS WAS YOUR FAULT. CAUSE IT WAS NOT. COME HERE HE SAYS HUGGING ME. THIS IS NOT YOUR FAULT OK. I KNOW TREY AS HE KISSED ME. R U HUNGRY? CAUSE I WAS GONNA GO IN HERE AND EAT SOME LEFTOVER FOOD FROM YESTERDAY. I AM REALLY HUNGRY HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. I AM GONNA TAKE THESE BAGS UPSTAIRS AN I WILL BE BACK DOWN TO EAT WITH U. ALRIGHT TREY AS HE KISSED ME AGAIN. OK TREY AS HE WOULD NOT LET ME. GONE UPSTAIRS. ALRIGHT HE SAY SMACKING MY ASS SMILING AT ME.

Awe she was watching her boo Trey sleeping. Bet thats a lovely sight to see. Imagining there future together as husband and wife. And raising a family. Hell the rate they going it wont be long before that happens. They do need to talk more and get all there past feeling out and not hide it, it'll do them both some good. They're love is so special and Its good to see they found theyre way back. Loved the add. RUN IT!!!

I WOKE UP THE NEST MORNING LOOKING AT TREY'S FACE. I REALLY WAS HAPPY HE WAS HERE WITH ME RIGHT NOW. I AM GLAD THAT I TOLD HIM HOW I HAVE BEEN FEELING TOO. I REALLY HAVE BEEN JUST HURTING CAUSE OF ALL OF THIS. I REALLY DID THINK I WAS OVER ALL THIS HURT AND PAIN THAT WAS CAUSE TO ME. THEN KIMMY COMES BACK AND BRINGS EVERYTHING BACK UP AN IT ALL THOSE BAD FEELINGS JUST SURFACED AGAIN FOR ME. I GUESS TREY IS HURTING JUST AS BAD AS I AM ABOUT THIS. I NEVER REALLY DOUBTED HOW MUCH HE LOVED ME TIL WE BROKE UP. BUT I ALWAYS KNEW HIS LOVE FOR ME WAS STRONG AND WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE WITH HIM. I GOT UP AND HOPPED IN THE SHOWER. I JUST LET TREY SLEEP. WHEN I GOT OUT, HE WAS STILL SLEEPING. I COULD NOT HELP BUT STARE AT HIM. THEN I LOOKED AT MY HAND AT THE RING. I WAS JUST SITTING THERE TRYING TO IMAGINE MY LIFE WITH HIM ONCE WE GOT MARRIED. I WENT OUT ONTO THE BALCONY TO TO TAKE IN THE FRESH AIR AND LOOKING OUT AT THE BEAUTIFUL VIEW OF THE WATER. I WAS THINKING ABOUT US HAVING KIDS RUNNING AROUND OUR HOUSE. JUST HAVING THE LIFE WE WANT TO HAPPEN FOR US. I KNOW WE HAVE A LONG ROAD TO GET TO WHERE WE WANT TO BE. I JUST STOOD THERE WITH MY EYES CLOTHES BREATHING IN AND OUT THINKING ABOUT US. AS I WAS STANDING THERE, I FELT TREY WRAP HIS ARMS AROUND MY WAIST FROM BEHIND. GOOD MORNING TREY. GOOD MORNING. HOW LONG HAVE BEEN WOKE? ABOUT AN HOUR OR SO. I DID NOT WANT TO WAKE U UP. U REALLY NEEDED YOUR REST. I REALLY DID HE SAYS TO ME. IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL OUT HERE. I CAN SEE Y U LOVE THIS PLACE TREY. AN I LOVED IT TOO ONCE U BROUGHT ME HERE.

I KNEW U WOULD LOVE THIS PLACE. IT IS SO PEACEFUL OUT HERE. WHAT WERE U THINKING ABOUT? JUST HOW OUR LIVES GONNA BE ONCE WE R MARRIED AND WHEN WE HAVE KIDS. AND HOW WAS IT? IT WAS GREAT TREY AS I TURNED TO FACE HIM. WE R GONNA BE FINE ONCE WE FIGURE EVERYTHING OUT WHILE BEING UP HERE. I LET U SLEEP IN CAUSE I KNEW U COULD USE IT. I COULD FEEL U R HURTING JUST LIKE I AM ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING. I REALLY AM HURTING TOO. I DON'T WANT U TO FEEL LIKE THIS CAUSE OF WHAT WE DID TO U. I HAD KNOW IDEA THAT U HAD THOSE FEELINGS STILL. WHEN I STARTED GOING TO COUNSELING ABOUT THIS, IT REALLY WAS HELPING ME. GETTING EVERYTHING OUT IN THE OPEN WAS GOOD FOR ME. I GUESS I WAS STILL BURYING THOSE FEELING ABOUT THIS. THEN DEON CAME BACK AND KIMMY SAID THOSE HORRIBLE THINGS TO ME THAT THOSE FEELINGS I TRIED TO BURY, CAME BACK. THEY WERE ALWAYS THERE IN THE BACK OF MY MIND BUT I KNEW I WAS NOT GONNA HAVE TO DEAL WITH THEM. I DIDN'T WANT TO TELL U THIS BUT YOUR SISTER TOLD ME ANTHONY STOP BY AFTER I LEFT TO COME FIND U. REALLY? SHE TEXTED ME SAYING HE WAS CONCERNED ABOUT U. SHE SAID HE SAW U BEFORE LEAVING. I RAN INTO HIM AND MELISSA WHEN I WAS GOING TO SEE MR. JOHNSON ABOUT TAKING SOME TIME OFF. AS ALWAYS, MELISSA HAS SOME SMART REMARK TO SAY TO ME. I WAS JUST SO OUT OF IT THAT I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING BACK TO HER. ANTHONY ASKED IF I WAS ALRIGHT. I TOLD HIM HE DID NOT NEED TO WORRY ABOUT ME. AND OF COURSE MELISSA HAD TO SAY SOMETHING BACK. I JUST BROKE DOWN CRYING AND WALKED OFF FROM THEM WHEN I RAN INTO MR. JOHNSON.

I JUST HAD TO GET AWAY FROM EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE AT THAT POINT. I NEEDED TO JUST BE BY MYSELF AND NOT SEE ANY OF U. I HATED TO JUST LEAVE LIKE I DID. BUT IT WAS SOMETHING I NEEDED TO DO. HOW R U FEELING RIGHT NOW? I AM ACTUALLY DOING BETTER RIGHT NOW. LAST NIGHT MADE ME REALLY THINK ABOUT WHAT U WERE GOING THROUGH WHEN I LEFT. I UNDERSTAND HOW SOMETIMES U JUST NEED TO GET AWAY FROM EVERYTHING AND BE ALONE TO GET YOUR THOUGHTS TOGETHER. I SEE SOMETIMES BEING ALONE CAN REALLY HELP. EVEN WHEN PEOPLE THINK IT IS NOT SUCH A GOOD IDEA. BUT I SEE NOW THAT WE BOTH NEED EACH OTHER RIGHT NOW. I GUESS WE DO. I HAVE NEVER LOVE SOMEBODY SO STRONGLY AS I DO U. U DON'T KNOW HOW ANGRY I WAS WHEN KIM SAID U WERE GONE. WHEN I READ YOUR NOTE, I JUST LOST IT TO THE POINT I PUNCHED A HOLE IN THE WALL. WHAT? YEAH I DID TAMARAH. SO THIS IS Y YOUR HAND IS BRUISED LIKE THIS. YEAH. I THOUGHT U HAD GOT INTO A FIGHT WITH ONE OF MY EXES. U MUST HAVE REALLY HIT THE WALL HARD AS I WAS LOOKING AT HIS HAND. DOES IT HURT STILL? A LITTLE BIT. I CAN'T BELIEVE U JUST PUNCHED THE WALL TREY. IT WAS THE ONLY THING TO HIT THAT I SAW. R U GETTING COLD? YEAH I AM. IT IS A LITTLE CHILLY OUT HERE THIS MORNING. WELL LETS GO BACK INSIDE TO WARM UP TREY SAYS TO ME. U KNOW I AM SHOCKED ANTHONY ACTUALLY WENT TO MY HOUSE TO CHECK ON ME LIKE HE DID. YOUR SISTER SAID HE SAYS HE STILLS DOES CARE ABOUT U. I HIGHLY DOUBT THAT. IF HE DOES CARE, IT WILL BE A FIRST. I MEAN WHEN WE FIRST GOT TOGETHER, HE WAS SO CARING TOWARD ME. SO IF HE DOES CARE, IT IS COMING FROM DEEP DOWN INSIDE OF HIM. R U REALLY THAT COLD? YES I AM TREY. COME HERE AS HE WAS HOLDING ME.

I KNOW A WAY WE CAN GET EVEN WARMER HE SAYS LOOKING AT ME. REALLY? YES REALLY AS HE KISSES ME. U WANNA DO THAT TO WARM ME UP? HE JUST SMILED AT ME. U REALLY THINK THAT WILL WARM ME UP? ONLY WAY TO KNOW IS IF WE FIND OUT AS HE KISSES ME AGAIN. I TOOK MY ROBE OFF AS WE LAID ON THE BED KISSES. HE STOP KISSING ME AND JUST LOOKED AT MW. WHAT IS WRONG TREY? I DON'T WANT U TO FEEL LIKE WE HAVE TO DO THIS. I DON'T FEEL LIKE THAT TREY. I ALSO DON'T FEEL LIKE WE R DOING THIS JUST TO COVER UP OUR FEELING WE HAVE BEEN HAVING EITHER. I WANT U TO MAKE LOVE TO ME RIGHT NOW. I WANT TO DO THIS TREY. IT IS FINE AS I TOUCHED HIS FACE. HE JUST SMILED AT ME. LIKE U SAID TOO, I MIGHT JUST END UP PREGNANT AS I SMILED AT HIM. SO WILL U JUST KISS ME ALREADY AS I PULLED HIM DOWN TO ME. I CAN UNDERSTAND HIM FEELING LIKE WE WERE JUST COVERING UP OUR FEELINGS. BUT I WAS NOT FEELING LIKE THAT AT ALL. I REALLY WANTED TO DO THIS. PLUS, I REALLY MISSED THIS PART OF OUR LIVES. SOMETIMES I NEED THIS EVEN IF SOMETIMES I DO FEEL LIKE WE MIGHT BE COVERING UP FEELINGS THAT WE MIGHT DO HAVE ABOUT THIS SITUATION.

Damn Poor Tamarah, these guys have really scarred her bad, starting with Trey. Making her think she was never good enough for them because of her body image. Thats so tough to deal with. But I am glad she told Trey how she is and was feeling, he deserves to hear all that. Im kinda glad he feels bad about it and that he cried, now im sure hell treat her like a queen and show her that he'll never leave her again.
And hmm Trey tryna get her preggers huh....
RUN IT!!!!

U COME UP HERE AND HE FIRST THING U WANNA DO IS GET SOME FROM ME. WELL I LOVE GETTING SOME FROM U. WELL THAT IS GONNA HAVE TO WAIT CAUSE U AM REALLY HUNGRY. THIS IS A LOT OF DAME FOOD TAMARAH. YEAH I KNOW. I THINK I MIGHT HAVE TO TAKE U TO THE DOCTOR MYSELF AND GET A PREGNANCY TEST DONE. I AM NOT PREGNANT TREY. I BOUGHT THIS FOOD SO I WOULD NOT HAVE TO COOK TOMORROW. I AM NOT BUYING THAT HE SAYS. IF U R NOT PREGNANT NOW, THEN U MIGHT BE IN THESE NEXT FEW WEEKS WE R UP HERE HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. WHAT MAKE U THINK THAT WE R GONNA JUST HAVE SEX ALL THE TIME UP HERE? CAUSE I JUST KNOW HE SAYS TO ME. I CALLED EVERYONE BACK HOME AND TOLD THEM U WERE ALRIGHT. THEY WERE REALLY WORRIED ABOUT U. ESPECIALLY KIM HE SAYS TO ME. SHE WAS THE ONE WHO FOUND YOUR NOTE AND RING. I FIGURED SHE WOULD BE THE ONE TO FIND IT. SHE REALLY LOVE U. SHE DOES. SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE I AM HER MOTHER CAUSE OF HOW MUCH WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH. SHE WAS SO SCARED FOR U. SHE THOUGHT U WERE GONNA HURT YOURSELF AGAIN. SHE MUST HAVE BEEN DEVASTATED WHEN U TRIED TO TAKE YO LIFE THE FIRST TIME. SHE REALLY WAS. SHE TOOK IT THE HARDEST OF ALL MY GIRLS TREY. SHE WAS SO SCARED WHEN I HAD FINALLY WOKE UP AND SAW THEM IN MY ROOM. I COULD TELL HOW MUCH SHE WANTED TO JUST HUNG ME AND NEVER LET ME GO AGAIN. WELL HER MIND CAN BE PUT AT EASE NOW TREY SAYS. Y DID U GIVE BACK THE RING? I DON'T KNOW. I FELT LIKE MAYBE WE SHOULD NOT BE GETTING MARRIED. I WAS STARTING TO HAVE DOUBT ABOUT U SAYING U REALLY WANTED TO MARRY ME AFTER JUST A SHORT PERIOD OF TIME WE HAVE BEEN BACK TOGETHER.

U DON'T NEED TO HAVE THOSE DOUBTS. I REALLY DO WANT TO MARRY U. I HAVE ALWAYS FELT THIS WAY ABOUT US. WHAT? I ALWAYS HAD THAT THOUGHT RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND WHEN WE FINALLY GOT TOGETHER. I KNEW MY LIFE WAS WITH U. I WANTED SO BADLY TO PROPOSE TO U WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER. I DIDN'T KNOW HOW OR WHAT TO SAY TO U. I ALSO THOUGHT U MIGHT HAVE SAID NO TO ME. WHEN I LEFT U TO BE WITH MELISSA, I THOUGHT ABOUT MARRYING U ALL THE TIME. IT WAS KILLING THAT I DIDN'T JUST ASK U LIKE I DID NOW. WE WERE JUST GETTING INTO OUT RELATIONSHIP AN I DID NOT WANT U TO THINK I WAS MOVING THINGS ALONG TO FAST FOR US. BUT I COULD NOT HELP HOW I WAS FEELING. I REALLY HAD IT BAD FOR U HE SAYS AS WE STARTED LAUGHING. I BET U DID HAVE IT BAD FOR ME TREY. JUST SO U KNOW, I WOULD NOT HAVE SAID NO TO U. I REALLY LOVED U AN IF U WOULD HAVE ASKED ME TO MARRY U BACK THEN, I WOULD HAVE SAID YES TO U. I DID NOT THINK THINGS WERE MOVING TO FAST FOR US. IT WAS JUST FINE FOR ME TREY. I THOUGHT IT WAS TOO BUT I DID NOT KNOW HOW U WERE FEELING. U COULD HAVE JUST ASKED ME TOO. YEAH I KNOW BABY HE SAYS TO ME. U REALLY HAVE KEPT THIS PLACE UP. YEAH I HAVE. U DIDN'T CHANGE A THING EITHER. I DID NOT SEE ANT POINT OF CHANGING ANYTHING IN HERE. I EVEN SAW U STILL HAVE OUT PICTURES UP IN HERE TOO. LIKE I SAID, I DID NOT WANT TO CHANGE ANYTHING IN HERE. NO MATTER HOW MAD AT U I WAS FOR HURTING ME. THERE WERE TIMES I CAME UP HERE AND JUST WANTED TO DESTROY EVERYTHING IN HERE. I JUST COULD NOT BRING MYSELF TO DO THAT. THERE R JUST TOO MANY GOOD MEMORIES WE HAD HERE. PLUS, THE PEOPLE WHO WANTED TO BUY THIS AREA, WAS JUST GONNA KNOCK THIS BEAUTIFUL PLACE DOWN. I COULD NOT SEE THEM DESTROY THIS PLACE. I CAME UP HERE A LOT TO JUST GET AWAY FROM ALL MY WORRIES AND TROUBLES I WAS GOING THROUGH. THIS PLACE WAS MY SAFE PLACE.

I COULD COME HERE AND JUST BE BY MYSELF WITHOUT NO ONE IN MY EAR SAYING BAD THINGS. I CAME UP HERE TO GET AWAY FROM OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS CAUSE THEY WERE ANNOYING ME SO MUCH ABOUT DATING. I WOULD ALWAYS LISTEN TO YOUR MUSIC TO HELP ME WHILE I WAS UP HERE. I EVEN CAME UP HERE TO GET AWAY FROM ANTHONY ASS TOO. HE WAS JUST CAUSING ME SO MUCH PAIN TOO. I KNEW HE WAS CHEATING ON ME AND I COULD NOT DEAL WITH HIM AND TALKING ABOUT IT. I WAS HURTING SO BADLY CAUSE HE WAS SO GOOD TO ME AND THEN EVERYTHING CHANGE IN A SECOND FOR US CAUSE OF HOW I LOOKED. I FELT LIKE US ALL OVER AGAIN. HE WAS DOING THE SAME THING U HAD DONE TO ME EXCEPT HE CHEATED ON ME. I CRIED EVERY NIGHT I WAS UP HERE. I KEPT HAVING FLASHBACKS OF THAT NIGHT U LEFT ME. I STARTED SEEING HIM WITH CANDY IN DREAM AND EVERYBODY JUST LAUGHING IN FACE. I HAD MY FAMILY IN MY EAR SAYING HOW THEY TOLD ME WHAT HE WAS DOING TO ME. I WAS JUST LOSING MY MIND. I JUST CRIED AND CRIED IN THE BED UPSTAIRS. IT WAS TOO MUCH TO BARE FOR ME. I JUST WANTED TO BE HAPPY LIKE EVERYBODY WAS WHERE I LOOKED. I STARTED TO CRY. I FELT SO USED AN NO ONE WANTED ME. NO ONE WAS WILLING TO A PERSON LIKE ME. AND WHEN KIMMY BROUGHT UP ALL THAT STUFF ABOUT US, I LIKE THAT PERSON AGAIN. THAT U WERE GONNA LEAVE ME AND NOT BE WILLING TO LOVE ME AGAIN. IT JUST STILL HURT THAT I CAN'T GET THESE THOUGHTS OUT OF MY HEAD. I KNOW U WOULD NOT HURT ME AGAIN BUT I CAN'T TAKE THESE FEELING AWAY THAT U MIGHT THAT TO ME AGAIN AS I JUST BROKE DOWN CRYING. THEN KIMMY SAYING HOW I TRIED TO KILL MYSELF JUST TO GET YOUR ATTENTION, REALLY HURT ME SO MUCH. I WAS NEVER THINKING LIKE THAT WHEN I TRIED TO TAKE MY LIFE. I KNOW U WOULD NOT DO THAT AS HE HUGS ME. I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THIS TAMARAH. Y DON'T U GO UPSTAIRS AND LAY DOWN FOR AWHILE OK. OK TREY. I WILL BE UP THERE IN A MINUTE.

I WANNA PUT THIS FOOD AND STUFF AWAY. I WAS HEAD WAS POUNDING SO BADLY RIGHT NOW. HELLO. HEY TREY. HI MAMA. I HAVE U ON SPEAKER PHONE. OK. WHAT IS WRONG TREY? MY MOM ASKED HIM. TAMARAH AN I JUST GOT THROUGH TALKING AND SHE IS STILL PRETTY MESSED UP ABOUT WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO HER. SHE FEELS LIKE I AM GONNA HURT HER AGAIN. SHE FELT LIKE NO ONE WILL EVER LOVE HER FOR HER. I FEEL SO BAD ABOUT WHAT SHE IS GOING THROUGH. U SOUND LIKE U WANNA CRY APRIL SAYS. I DO CAUSE I KNOW SOME OF THIS IS MY FAULT AS WELL AS ANTHONY AND DEON'S AS WELL. WE ALL HAVE JUST HURT HER SO MUCH THAT SHE FEEL LIKE I WILL NEVER LOVE FOR HER AGAIN. SHE GAVE THE RING BACK CAUSE SHE FELT LIKE IT SHOULD NOT HAPPEN FOR US. I AM SO SORRY TREY APRIL SAYS. TREY STARTED TO CRY OVER THE PHONE. IT IS OK TREY MY SISTER SAYS. U R WITH HER NOW. AN U CONVINCED HER TO LET U STAY SO U GUYS CAN WORK ON THINGS. DID U GIVE HER THE RING BACK? YEAH I DID. THERE IS A GOOD SIGN MY SISTER SAYS. ALL U HAVE TO DO IS KEEP DOING WHAT U HAVE BEEN DOING SINCE U GUYS GOT BACK TOGETHER. SHE REALLY DOES LOVE U TREY AN WE KNOW U LOVE HER TOO. U JUST NEED TO KEEP HER FEELING LIKE U HAVE BEEN DOING. THAT SHE IS THE ONLY ONE FOR U AND U STILL LOVE HER NO MATTER WHAT SHE LOOKS LIKE. U GUYS HAVE A WHOLE MONTH TO BE THERE AND WORK ON THINGS.

JUST KEEP GETTING HER TO TALK TO U AND KEEP SHOWING HER THAT U LOVE HER NO MATTER. U HAVE BEEN DOING GREAT SO FAR TREY MY MOM SAYS. WE KNOW U GUYS CAN GET THROUGH THIS CHRIS SAYS TO HIM. U TOO R SO STRONG AND CAN GET THROUGH ANYTHING. U GUYS R GONNA BE FINE APRIL SAYS. WHERE IS TAMARAH NOW? I TOLD HER TO GO REST WHILE I PUT THIS FOOD AND STUFF UP. SO I AM GONNA LET U GUYS GO SO I CAN CHECK ON HER. WE WILL TALK OT U GUYS TOMORROW TO CHECK IN. ALRIGHT MAMA. TREY HAD COME UPSTAIRS TO CHECK ON ME. I WAS LAYING THERE WITH EYE CLOSE. I GUESS MY DINNER IS GONNA HAVE TO WAIT TREY SAYS. I HEARD THAT AS I OPENED MY EYES. HE STARTED LAUGHING. I THOUGHT U WERE SLEEP. I JUST HAD MY EYES CLOSE. HAVE U BEEN CRYING? YEAH I HAVE AS HE SITS DOWN BY ME. I WAS JUST TALKING TO EVERYBODY ABOUT WHAT U TOLD ME. I JUST FEEL SO BAD THAT I AM PART OF THE REASON Y U FEEL LIKE THIS. U HAD TO DEAL WITH DEOM, THEN ME, AND THEN ANTHONY. ONLY PERSON WHO NEVER HURTED U WAS TYRESE. HE WAS THE ONLY MAN WHO WANTED TO LOVE U BUT U COULD NOT LET WHAT WE HAD GO CAUSE U LOVE ME THAT MUCH. I AM JUST SO SORRY ABOUT MAKING U FEEL LIKE THIS. IT IS OK TREY AS I HUGGED HIM. WE JUST HAVE TO TALK MORE ABOUT THIS. I KNOW HE SAYS LOOKING AT ME. IT HAS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I HAVE SEEN U CRY LIKE THIS. WE HAVE A WHOLE MONTH UP HERE TO GET OUR LIFE BACK ON TRACK AND TO DO OTHER THINGS TOO. HE JUST SMILE AT ME. I LOVE U SO MUCH TREY. I LOVE I TOO AS HE KISSES ME. ALL THIS CRYING HAS MADE MY HEAD HURT AND SLEEPY. Y DON'T WE JUST GET SOME REST UNTIL MORNING HE SAYS TO ME. I JUST WANNA HOLD U LIKE I ALWAYS DONE SINCE THE FIRST TIME WE MET TIL NOW. U R JUST SO AMAZING TO ME. WE LAID DOWN AND FELL ASLEEP. TREY HELD ME SO TIGHT TO HIM. I NEVER WANT HIM TO EVER LET ME GO AGAIN.

Oh thank god Trey found her. Im so glad he got through to her and talked her into letting him stay with her and make her feel better. Get her Trey. And she bet not take that ring off nomore. She and Trey alone for a whole month niceeeee. Fcuk bytches like Kimmie hating ass, she just mad Trey's with Tamarah now. Girl boo. RUN IT!!!

I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE JUST TOOK OFF LIKE THIS KIM SAYS. IT IS OK KIM MY SISTER SAYS HOLDING HER. SHE IS GONNA BE FINE KIM. SO STOP CRYING OK. I AM SORRY FOR CRYING. I JUST CAN'T GET THE THOUGHT OUT OF MY MIND THAT SHE COULD BE TRYING TO HURT HERSELF AGAIN. I DON'T WANNA THINK ABOUT THAT BUT IT IS HOW I FEEL. TAMEKAH. HI MAMA. WE CAME AS FAST AS WE COULD AS SHE HUGS MY SISTER. WHAT IS GOING ON? APRIL ASKED US. TAMARAH IS GONE AND WE DON'T WHERE. WHAT? MY MOM SAYS. SHE JUST LEFT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING? SHE LEFT THIS NOTE AND SHE TOOK OFF TREY'S ENGAGEMENT RING MY SISTER SAYS TO APRIL. Y WOULD SHE JUST LEAVE? APRIL ASKED. WE WERE HAVING A NICE LUNCH WHEN WE RAN INTO KIMMY AT THE RESTAURANT WE WERE AT. SHE STARTED TALKING AND SAYING SOME VERY HURTFUL THINGS ABOUT HER AND HOW SHE GOT TREY. SHE EVEN WENT AS FAR AS SAYING SHE TRIED TO TAKE HER LIKE JUST TO GET TREY'S ATTENTION. THAT REALLY SENT HER OVER THE EDGE TAMMY SAYS. SHE WAS JUST ANGRY AND CRYING HER EYES OUT MY SISTER SAYS. I CAN NOT STAND KIMMY APRIL SAYS. SHE WAS NOTHING BUT TROUBLE FOR TREY TOO. WE CAME BACK HERE AND SHE TOLD TREY TO LEAVE HER ALONE FOR AWHILE. TREY WENT BACK HOME TO BRING HER THINGS BACK HERE. I TRIED TO TALK TO HER BUT SHE REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO TALK TO NONE OF US. WE THOUGHT SHE WAS STILL UPSTAIRS PUTTING HER THINGS AWAY FROM SHOPPING. THAT IS WHEN KIM FOUND THE LETTER AND RING IN HER ROOM. I REALLY HATE THIS RIGHT NOW MY MOM SAYS. WELL THE NOTE DOESN'T SEEM LIKE SHE IS GONNA DO ANYTHING TO HERSELF APRIL SAYS.

WE TALKED TO MR. JOHNSON AND HE SAID SHE CAME TO THEM ASKING FOR TIME OFF. THEY GAVE HER A MONTH OFF. HE DIDN'T KNOW SHE WAS GONNA JUST TAKE OFF LIKE THIS MY SISTER SAYS. TREY WAS SO ANGRY THAT HE PUT THAT HOLE IN THE WALL SAM SAYS. WHERE IS TREY NOW? HE WENT TO SEE IF HE COULD FIND HER. WE THINK MAYBE SHE WENT TO THAT HOUSE SHE BOUGHT 4 MILES FROM HERE. U MEAN THAT HOUSE BY THE WATER/ YEAH APRIL. SHE BOUGHT THAT PLACE? I TAKE IT U KNEW ABOUT THAT PLACE? MY SISTER ASKED HER. YEAH I DID. TREY SPENT A LOT OF TIME THERE WITH HER SHE SAYS. I NEVER THOUGHT SHE WOULD BUY IT AFTER WHAT HAPPEN WHEN TREY BROKE THINGS OFF WITH HER. THAT IS WHAT TREY SAID TOO. THAT PLACE MEANT A LOT TO HER THEN APRIL SAYS. IT REALLY DID EVEN IF TREY DID BREAK THINGS OFF WITH HER THERE. THE GOOD THAT HAD THERE POWERS MORE THAN THAT ONE BAD NIGHT THEY HAD MY SISTER SAYS. WHAT THE HELL DO U WANT? SAM SAYS. I DID NOT COME HERE TO CAUSE TROUBLE ANTHONY SAYS. I WAS JUST WONDERING IF TAMARAH WAS ALRIGHT. I SAW HER EARLIER AND MELISSA SAID SOMETHINGS TO HER, WHEN SHE JUST STARTED CRYING. WELL SHE IS GONE ANTHONY MY SISTER SAYS. U GUYS DON'T MEAN........... NO NOT THAT ANTHONY KIM SAYS. WE MEAN SHE JUST LEFT AND WE DON'T WHERE SHE WENT. SHE DID NOT TAKE HER LIFE MY SISTER SAYS. Y DO U CARE ABOUT HER ANYWAY? I WAS JUST WORRIED THAT IS ALL HE SAYS. WELL U DON'T NEED TO WORRY ABOUT HER TAMMY SAYS. I WAS ONLY CHECKING TAMMY. THE ONLY THING U SHOULD BE WORRYING ABOUT IS THAT B**CH MELISSA TAMMY SAYS TO HIM. I HATE FOR HER TO GO BACK TO WHERE SHE WAS. SO NOW U HAVE A CONSCIOUS ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING SHE HAS BEEN GONG THROUGH.

U KNOW U CAN JUST SAVE ALL THIS BEING CONCERNED ABOUT HER MY SISTER SAYS. U DAMN WELL U NEVER CARED ABOUT HER. SO DON'T START NOW ANTHONY MY SISTER SAYS. ALRIGHT TAMEKAH USHER SAYS. I WILL LEAVE THEN HE SAYS. U DO THAT TAMEKAH SAYS. JUST SO U KNOW I DO CARE ABOUT HER. SURE U DO KIM SAYS. JUST LEAVE ANTHONY SAM SAYS TO HIM. I CAN'T BELIEVE HE JUST SAID HE CARED ABOUT TAMARAH KIM SAYS. I PRAY SHE IS ALRIGHT MY MOM SAYS. IS THAT TREY TAMEKAH? YEAH IT IS. HELLO. IT IS ME TAMEKAH. I ALMOST TO THE HOUSE NOW. I RAN INTO SOME TRAFFIC OUT HERE. SHE HAS NOT CALLED HAS SHE? NO TREY MY SISTER SAYS. I HAVE BEEN CALLING HER BUT SHE MUST HAVE HER PHONE OFF CAUSE IT GOES STRAIGHT TO VOICE MAIL. TAMEKAH. YEAH TREY. SHE IS HERE AT THE HOUSE. I SEE HER CAR PARKED RIGHT HERE IN THE DRIVEWAY. THANK GOD MY MOM SAYS. I WILL CALL U GUYS BACK. I AM GONNA GO INSIDE. ALRIGHT TREY. I AM SO GLAD HE FOUND HER APRIL SAYS. I HOPE TREY CAN CONVINCE HER TO COME BACK HOME TO US AFTER HER MONTH VACATION UP THERE MY SISTER SAYS. MAYBE BEING THERE IS WHAT SHE NEEDS RIGHT NOW TO CLEAR HER MIND TAMMY SAYS. U R RIGHT TAMMY MY MOM SAYS. SINCE TREY HAS FOUND HER, Y DON'T WE GO AND GET SOME DINNER APRIL SAYS TO THEM.

TAMARAH R U HERE TREY YELLS OUT. HELLO HE SAYS. WHAT R U DOING HERE TREY? I CAME TO SEE Y U JUST LEFT. HOW DID U KNOW I WAS HERE? KIM THOUGHT U MIGHT BE HERE. SHE SAYS U BOUGHT THIS PLACE AND THAT U HAVE BEEN COMING BACK HERE WHEN U SOME TIME TO YOURSELF. WELL I AM OK AND U CAN LEAVE NOW. I AM NOT LEAVING U. U KNOW U NEED ME HERE WITH U. I DON'T NEED U HERE WITH ME TREY. I WANNA BE BY MYSELF RIGHT NOW. U KNOW THAT IS NOT A GOOD IDEA TAMARAH. WELL I DON'T CARE TREY. I WANT U TO JUST LEAVE OK. I AM NOT LEAVING U. WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS. THERE IS NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT. I THINK THERE IS. U JUST UP LEAVE ME AND EVERYBODY SAYING U DON'T WHEN U R COMING BACK AND U GAVE THIS RING BACK TO ME. I AM SORRY FOR JUST LEAVING BUT I NEEDED TO BE ALONE. THOSE THINGS KIMMY SAID TO ME REALLY HURT ME AS I STARTED TO CRY. SOME OF WHAT SHE SAID AT ONE POINT I DID FEEL LIKE SHE SAID. U TOLD ME SO MUCH STUFF ABOUT HOW U LOVE ME AND WANTED TO BE WITH ME. THEN I DID FELT LIKE U JUST TOOK BACK EVERYTHING U SAID THAT WE HAD WORKED SO HARD TO GET TO. I FELT SO BETRAYED BY U AND WHAT U SAID TO ME. I AM SORRY FOR THAT AS HE TRIES TO TOUCH ME. I DO LOVE U. I DO WANT TO MARRY U TOO. U MEANS SO MUCH TO. JUST STOP IT OK. I AM NOT GONNA HURT U AGAIN. I KNOW U LOVE ME TOO. Y DID U KEEP THIS PLACE THEN? I DON'T KNOW Y TREY AS I AM CRYING. I KNOW Y. WE HAD SOME GOOD TIMES HERE. THIS WAS OUR PLACE WHERE WE CAME TO GET AWAY FROM EVERYTHING. THIS PLACE HAS A LOT OF HISTORY FOR US. EVEN THOUGH I MADE THAT ONE MISTAKE HERE, U STILL DECIDED TO BUY IT. WHAT ELSE DO I HAVE TO DO TO SHOW U I LOVE U AND WANT TO BE WITH U AS HE TRIES TO HOLD ME.

I DON'T KNOW TREY. I KNOW THIS IS HURTING U BUT I AM HERE FOR U NOW LIKE I SHOULD HAVE BEEN BEFORE. I WILL NEVER HURT U AGAIN. MY LIFE IS WITH U NOW. SO PLEASE DON'T JUST GIVE UP ON US LIKE HIS CAUSE OF WHAT KIMMY SAID TODAY. I KNOW U DON'T WANT THAT TO HAPPEN. I CAN SEE U WANT US TO BE TOGETHER. AN I REALLY WANT U TO BE MY WIFE AS HE GRABS MY HAND AND PUT THE RING BACK ON FINGER. THIS IS WHERE THIS RING SHOULD STAY. I NEVER WANT U TO TAKE THIS BACK OFF. THIS IS THE LIFE I WANT HE SAYS LOOKING AT ME. I WOULD NOT WANT IT ANY OTHER WAY. U HAVE BEEN SO GOOD TO ME. WE R GONNA GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER OK. OK TREY AS HE HUGS ME. I LOVE U SO MUCH. I LOVE U TOO TREY. SO U HAVE A WHOLE MONTH OFF NOW? YEAH I DO TREY. HOW ABOUT WE JUST STAY HERE FOR A MONTH? JUST US WITH NO WORK, FRIENDS OR FAMILY. I KNOW HOW MUCH U NEED TO REALLY HEAL FROM THIS AN I AM GONNA BE RIGHT HERE TO HELP U AS HE KISSED ME. U DIDN'T BRING ANYTHING WITH U? I DID HE SAYS. U JUST KNEW U WERE GONNA STAY HERE. YEAH HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. EVEN IS I HAD NOT BROUGHT ANYTHING, I WAS NOT ABOUT TO DRIVE NOW. WE WOULD HAVE HAD TO PUT UP WITH ME HE SAYS LAUGHING. R U OK NOW? I FEEL A LITTLE BETTER. SO U WERE JUST GONNA LOUNGE AROUND WITH THIS ON BY YOURSELF? YES I WAS TREY. IS THIS WHAT U BOUGHT TODAY? YES IT IS. HE WAS JUST LOOKING AT ME. THEN I AM GLAD I CAME. I AM GONNA GO GET ME SOMETHING TO EAT. I THINK I AM GONNA WAIT FOR MY DINNER HE SAYS BITING ON HIS LIP. BUT I WANT U TO HAVE ENOUGH ENERGY FOR YOUR DINNER AS I KISSED HIM. U KNOW I ALWAYS HAVE PLENTY OF ENERGY FOR U AS HE WRAPS HIS ARMS AROUND ME. HOW ABOUT U LET ME HAVE MY DINNER NOW? AS HE IS KISSING ON MY NECK. U R JUST GONNA HAVE TO WAIT CAUSE I AM HUNGRY RIGHT NOW. CAN U LET ME EAT PLEASE? BUT I AM EATING TOO AS HE IS LICKING ON MY NECK. Y DON'T U LET ME HAVE MY DINNER FIRST AND THEN U CAN HAVE YOURS AS HE KISSES ME.

OMG poor Tamarah, I cant believe she just up and left like that. Without telling nobody poor thing. Lord i hope Trey finds her, she definatly doesnt need to be alone right now. Lord knows what could happen to her. Im glad she decided to take time off, but again she dosnt need to be alone. Loved the add. RUN IT!!!

TREY WHERE R U GOING? I WILL BE BACK TAMEKAH. I WAS JUST SITTING THERE ON MY BED. Y DID U TELL HIM TO LEAVE? I REALLY NEED SOME TIME TO THINK RIGHT NOW. HE IS ONLY TRYING TO BE THERE FOR U RIGHT NOW. DON'T U THINK I KNOW THAT I YELL TO HER. I REALLY DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT THIS RIGHT NOW. I AM SORRY FOR YELLING BUT I REALLY JUST WANT TO BE ALONE RIGHT NOW OK. ALRIGHT MY SISTER SAYS. IF U NEED US, WE WILL BE DOWNSTAIRS. THANK U. I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH THIS RIGHT NOW. I AM PUSHING EVERYBODY AWAY WHO LOVES ME AN I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I JUST REALLY NEEDED TO GET AWAY RIGHT NOW TO CLEAR MY HEAD. I STARTED TO PACK A BAG WITH A FEW THINGS AND JUST LEAVE THIS PLACE FOR AWHILE. I JUST CAN NOT BE HERE RIGHT NOW. I WROTE A NOTE SAYING Y I NEEDED TO LEAVE. I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO DO THIS TO THEM BUT MY MIND IS ALL OVER THE PLACE. I STARTED CRYING AS I WALKED OUT THE DOOR. I WENT TO MY CAR AND PUT THE BAG IN IT. I WENT TO GO SEE MR. JOHNSON AND THE BOARD ABOUT TAKING SOME TIME OFF. AS I WAS GOING TO SEE THEM, I WOULD SEE MELISSA'S ASS WALKING RIGHT TOWARD ME. I JUST KEPT ON WALKING BY THEM TO SEE MR. JOHNSON. WELL LOOK AT U LOOKING ALL MISERABLE SHE SAYS TO ME. I JUST KEPT WALKING. R U ALRIGHT TAMARAH? Y DO U CARE ANTHONY? I AM JUST ASKING HE SAYS. WELL IT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS IF I AM ALRIGHT. YEAH ANTHONY. LET HER DROWN IN HER SORROWS LIKE SHE ALWAYS DOES. THAT IS NOT FUNNY MELISSA. YES IT IS. WE SAW THAT LITTLE FOOTAGE OF U WITH TREY'S EX GIRLFRIEND. SHE SAID SOME PRETTY HURTFUL THINGS TO U.

WHICH MADE ME SO HAPPY AS SHE IS SMILING AT ME. LETS GO MELISSA ANTHONY SAYS TO HER. U WANNA HIT ME DON'T U? I JUST WALKED OFF CRYING. THERE U R TAMARAH. OH HI MR. JOHNSON AS I AM WIPING MY FACE. R U ALRIGHT? NO I AM NOT. I WAS COMING TO TALK TO U AND THE BOARD ABOUT SOMETHING. COME INTO THE CONFERENCE ROOM. HERE IS SOME TISSUE. THANK U. HAVE A SEAT MR. JOHNSON SAYS. I WAS COMING TOO SEE ALL OF U TO ASK FOR SOME TIME OFF. I GOING THROUGH SOME THINGS RIGHT NOW AN I NEED TO GET MY CLEAR. I DON'T WANT TO BE HERE LIKE THIS AND NOT DOING THE JOB U GUYS WANT ME TO DO EVERYDAY. WE WANTED TO TALKED TO U ABOUT THAT TOO MR. JOHNSON SAYS. WE SAW THE VIDEO FOOTAGE OF U AND THAT GIRL AT THE RESTAURANT. SHE SAID SOME HURTFUL THINGS TO U. SO I KNOW HOW U R FEELING RIGHT NOW. I JUST REALLY NEED TO GET AWAY FROM HERE FOR AWHILE. THAT IS FINE ONE OF THE BOARD MEMBERS SAYS TO ME. WE WANT U TO GET BETTER SO U CAN PERFORM YOUR JOB WELL. U HAVE A LOT OF VACATION TIME SAVED UP MR. JOHNSON SAYS. I KNOW BUT I AM ONLY GONNA NEED ABOUT 2 WEEKS. R U SURE THAT IS ALL THE TIME U NEED? ONE OF THE BOARD MEMBERS ASKED ME. CAUSE U KNOW U CAN TAKES AS MUCH TIME AS U NEED. YEAH I KNOW. Y DON'T U TAKE THE WHOLE MONTH OFF MR. JOHNSON SAYS. I CAN'T TAKE OFF THAT LONG. YES U CAN MR. JOHNSON SAYS. WE WILL BE ABLE TO MANAGE WITHOUT U. PLUS, WE HAVE YOUR SISTER AND THE REST OF THE GIRLS TO COVER FOR U. THANK U GUYS FOR UNDERSTANDING. IT IS NOT A PROBLEM TAMARAH. JUST TAKE THE MONTH OFF AND YOUR JOB WILL BE HERE WHEN U GET BACK. THANK U GUYS SO MUCH.

WE WILL SEE U IN A MONTH TAMARAH. I LEFT THERE OFFICE READY TO LEAVE THIS PLACE FOR AWHILE. I HAD NO IDEA WHERE I WAS GONNA GO RIGHT NOW. I JUST KNOW I NEEDED TO LEAVE HERE. I GOT IN TH CAR AND DROVE OFF NEVER LOOKING BACK. I REALLY HATED TO DO THIS TO MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS. U GOT BACK HERE REALLY FAST TREY. I REALLY WANNA CHECK ON TAMARAH HE SAYS. SHE IS REALLY HURTING RIGHT NOW AN I WANNA MAKE SURE SHE IS OK. I DON'T WANT HER GOING THROUGH THIS BY HERSELF. YEAH I KNOW MY SISTER SAYS. THERE U R KIM TAMMY SAYS. SHE JUST HAD A BLANK LOOK ON HERE FACE. WHAT IS WRONG KIM? MY SISTER ASKED HER. KIM. I UM FOUND THIS LETTER UPSTAIRS FROM TAMARAH AND SHE IS GONE. WHAT DO U MEAN GONE? TREY ASKED HER. I MEAN SHE IS GONE. SHE LEFT KIM SAYS. I MEAN ALL HER THINGS R STILL UP THERE BUT I SAW SOME OF HER THINGS MISSING. SHE LEFT THIS NOTE AND THIS TOO AS SHE SHOWED TREY THE RING. SHE REALLY JUST LEFT MY SISTER SAYS LOOKING AT HER. YEAH SHE DID. LET ME SEE IT TREY SAYS TO HER.

DEAR TREY,

I AM SO SORRY I AM LEAVING LIKE THIS. I JUST REALLY NEED TO GET AWAY FROM ALL OF THIS. IT JUST HURTS SO MUCH RIGHT NOW. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO RIGHT NOW. I REALLY FIGURE THINGS OUT ON MY OWN RIGHT NOW. THOSE THINGS KIMMY SAID TO TODAY, I CAN'T GET IT OUT OF MY MIND. I KNOW U LOVE ME SO MUCH BUT I REALLY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO THINK RIGHT NOW. IT HURTS ME SO MUCH TO JUST LEAVE U AND EVERYBODY LIKE THIS. I KNOW U GUYS WANNA HELP ME BUT I NEED TO DO THIS BY MYSELF. IT IS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO DO THIS KNOW I HAVE ALL U HERE THAT LOVE ME. THIS IS SOMETHING I NEED TO DO RIGHT NOW FOR ME. I AM SO SORRY AN I HOPE U UNDERSTAND Y I AM DOING THIS. PLEASE DON'T TRY TO FIND ME. I DON'T KNOW WHEN I WILL BE BACK. I LOVE U SO MUCH TREY AN I AM SORRY.

LOVE ALWAYS,

TAMARAH.

TREY CALM DOWN USHER SAYS. HE PUNCH A HOLE IN THE WALL. I JUST TALK TO MR. JOHNSON AND HE SAID HE TALKED TO TAMARAH AND THEY GAVE HER A MONTH OFF CAUSE OF WHAT HAS HAPPENED. THEY DIDN'T KNOW SHE WAS GONNA LEAVE LIKE THIS WITHOUT US KNOWING. I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE WOULD JUST LEAVE LIKE THIS SAM SAYS. SHE KNOWS SHE NEEDS TO BE HERE WITH US RIGHT NOW. WE KNOW THAT TAMMY SAYS. BUT SHE JUST FEELS LIKE SHE IS ALONE IN ALL IF THIS. SHE HAS ALWAYS FELT LIKE THIS SINCE SHE TRIED TO TAKE HER LIFE. SHE JUST FEELS LIKE WE DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT SHE IS DOING THROUGH MY SISTER SAYS. I REALLY DON'T BELIEVE THIS RIGHT NOW TREY SAYS. I CAN'T JUST LOSE HER AGAIN. I AM SCARED SHE IS GONNA DO SOMETHING TO HERSELF AGAIN BEING ALONE LIKE THIS. LETS NOT EVEN THINK LIKE THAT TAMMY SAYS. I REALLY DON'T THINK SHE IS GONNA DO THAT TO HERSELF. I JUST CAN'T LOSE HER. I LOVE HER TOO MUCH TO LET HER THINK THAT I WILL EVER HURT HER AGAIN. U R GONNA HAVE TO FIND HER AND PROVE TO HER THAT U REALLY LOVE HER AND WANT TO BE WITH HER NOT MATTER WHAT KIMMY SAID TODAY. I DON'T KNOW WHERE SHE COULD HAVE GONE TAMEKAH. I THINK I DO KIM SAYS. REMEMBER SHE TOLD US ABOUT THAT PLACE 4 MILES FROM HER. R U TALKING ABOUT THAT HOUSE ALONG THE LAKE? THAT IS THE ONE TREY KIM SAYS. HOW DID U KNOW ABOUT THAT PLACE? WE SPENT A LOT OF TIME THERE. AND THAT WAS WERE I BROKE THINGS OFF WITH HER TOO.

I THOUGHT THAT PLACE WAS GONE. IT IS STILL THERE CAUSE TAMARAH BOUGHT IT MY SISTER SAYS. WHAT? YEAH USHER SAYS. I THOUGHT SHE WOULD NEVER GO BACK THERE AFTER I HAD BROKE HER HEART THERE. WE HAD KNOW IDEA U GUYS SPENT TIME THERE TAMMY SAYS. I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE BOUGHT THAT PLACE. OBVIOUSLY THAT PLACE MEANS A LOT TO HER EVEN IF U DID BREAK HER HEART THERE MY SISTER SAYS. I AM GONNA GO SEE IF SHE IS THERE. WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS TREY SAYS. GO FIND HER MY SISTER SAYS. CALL AND LET US KNOW IF SHE IS THERE. I WILL TAMEKAH. I HOPE SHE IS ALRIGHT TAMMY SAYS. DO U GUYS HAVE A SPARE KEY TO THAT PLACE? I DO TAMEKAH SAYS. HERE U GO TREY. THANKS. NOW GO AND BE WITH YOUR FIANCEE SHE SAYS.

Thanks MizzMonique

I feel you Tamarah it was really good. And you put some feelings into that add forreal.

I WAS GETTING EMOTIONAL WHEN I WAS TYPING THIS ADD. JUST THINKING ABOUT TYPING THESE WORD GOT ME A LITTLE TEARY EYED.

Oh my goodness that add made me just as sad as it did Tamarah. I got qa lil teary eyed. That damn Kimmie said some hurtful things to Tamarah. Poor girl, and it seems as if she's doubting Treys love for her now.She should know not to ever doubt his love. Trey loves her fo'real. No matter what she looks like, and now it seems as tho hes gonna have to fight hard to make her see that he loves her for her and will never leave her in thar situation again, after theyve come so far. Loved the add Run It!!

HEY KIMMY GIRL TAMMY SAYS TO HER. U LOOK GREAT. I KNOW I DO. SORRY U DON'T TAMMY. DON'T TRY AND BE NICE TO ME. I JUST SHOOK MY HEAD AT TAMMY LIKE JUST LET IT GO. SO WHAT DO WE OWN THE PLEASURE OF U COMING OVER HERE TO BOTHER US? MY SISTER SAYS. I JUST COULD NOT BELIEVE THAT THIS WAS TREY SITTING OVER HERE BY HIMSELF. I AM NOT BY MYSELF KIMMY. OH RIGHT. U R WITH TAMARAH NOW. OF ALL PEOPLE, U CHOSE TO BE WITH HER TREY. I MEAN REALLY TREY KIMMY SAYS. I WAS JUST EATING MY FOOD LISTENING TO HER RUN HER MOUTH AS ALWAYS. U CAN DO SO MUCH BETTER THAN THIS RIGHT HERE. SEE U KNOW WHAT........... UH UN KIM I SAY TO HER. IF U HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY TO ME KIMMY, THEN SAY IT AND LEAVE. THERE IS THE GIRL I KNOW KIMMY SAYS SMILING AT ME. U JUST THINK U R THIS PERFECT LITTLE ANGEL WHO DOES NOTHING WRONG. BUT I KNOW THAT IS NOT WHO U REALLY R. I KNEW U WANTED TREY ALL TO YOURSELF WHEN I HAD HIM. U JUST COULD NOT STAND THE THOUGHT OF HIM BEING WITH ME AND NOT U. HE WANTED TO BE JUST FRIENDS WITH U AND U COULD NOT HANDLE THAT FROM HIM. I HAD SOMETHING U WANTED AN U DID EVERYTHING U COULD TO TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME. EVERYBODY THOUGHT I WAS THE ONE WRONG BUT REALLY IT WAS U. U COME OVER TO HIS MOM'S HOUSE SAYING U WERE JUST VISITING THEM. WHEN IN REALITY, U WANTED TO SEE TREY AND MESS THINGS UP FOR US. U JUST HAVE ALL THE ANSWER DON'T U KIMMY. YES I DO TAMARAH. CAUSE WHAT I AM SAYING IS TRUE. U KNEW WHAT THE HELL U WERE DOING. U WERE WAITING ON THE RIGHT TIME TO MAKE YOUR MOVE ON HIM ONCE U HAD ME OUT THE PICTURE.

BUT IT DIDN'T GO YOUR WAY. CAUSE I LOOK UP AND SEE TREY WITH ANOTHER GIRL WHO WAS NOT U. I KNOW U FELT SO STUPID WHEN U REALIZED HE NEVER WANTED U. U WAS NOT WHAT TREY WANTED IN A WOMAN. MEANING A FAT WOMAN SHE SAYS SMILING AT ME. U THOUGHT HE COULD LOVE U LIKE HE ME AND ALL THE OTHER GIRLS HE WAS WITH. U WERE JUST NOT THE RIGHT TYPE OF GIRL FOR HIM. U DIDN'T LOOK THE PART OF WHAT A REAL WOMAN IS SUPPOSED TO LOOK LIKE. I THINK U HAVE SAID ENOUGH NOW KIMMY TREY SAYS. OH NO TREY. I AM JUST GETTING STARTED. SEE CAUSE I WATCHED U WITH THESE OTHER GIRLS AFTER WE BROKE UP. TAMARAH WAS CONSTANTLY HANGING AROUND THINKING SHE COULD GET U TO REALIZED THAT SHE WAS THE RIGHT NOW GIRL FOR U. BUT TREY HERE NEVER LOOKED AT U IN THAT WAY LIKE HE LOOKS AT A SLIM WOMAN LIKE ME. I SAW HOW PLAYFUL HE WAS WITH U. TAKING U PLACES, HANGING OUT WITH U ALL TIME. TREATING LIKE U WERE HIS GIRLFRIEND. AND BOOM. U FINALLY GOT WHAT U WANTED. U FINALLY HAD TREY. U FINALLY GOT THE MAN U ALWAYS WANTED. U WERE FEELING SO GOOD AT THAT POINT. U HAD SOMEBODY WHO LOVE U FOR U AND WANTED TO BE WITH U. NO MATTER IF U FAT SHE SAYS LOOKING AT ME. BUT SEE THINGS WENT WRONG AFTER A WHILE. I COULD TELL TREY WAS HAPPY WITH U. BUT U WERE NOT WHAT WAS RIGHT FOR HIS IMAGE LIKE I WAS. ALRIGHT KIMMY. U R GOING TO FAR NOW MY SISTER SAYS. SHUT UP TAMEKAH. ALL THAT LOVE HE WAS GIVING WAS ABOUT COME CRASHING DOWN ON U. THE MAN WHO FINALLY SAID HE LOVED U AND WANTED TO BE WITH U FOR U, TOOK IT ALL BACK.

THAT IS ENOUGH KIMMY TREY SAYS. HIS TEAM THOUGHT U WERE NOT THE RIGHT LOOK FOR HIS IMAGE. SO WHAT TREY DOES WHAT HE DOES BEST, AND HE DUMPS U TO PROTECT THAT IMAGE. ALL THAT HARD WORK U JUST END UP HEART BROKEN. TREY KNEW HE COULD NEVER LOVE SOMEBODY WHO LOOKS LIKE U. I STARTED TO TEAR UP A BIT AS SHE WAS TALKING. AW SWEETIE. R U CRYING NOW? AM I HURTING YOUR SWEET FEELINGS NOW. I SAID THAT ENOUGH KIMMY TREY SAYS TO HER. NO TREY SHE SAYS BACK TO HIM. HE KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING. LEADING U ON WITH ALL THOSE LIES SAYING HE LOVED U WHEN HE REALLY DIDN'T. TREY WAS REALIZING HE HAD TO PROTECT HIMSELF FROM WOMAN LIKE U WHO JUST DIDN'T QUITE CUT IT FOR HIM. TREY WAS BEING TREY. THE GUY WHO KNEW THE ONLY WOMEN FOR HIM WAS SOMEBODY LIKE ME. WHICH IS BEING THIN. YOUR WORLD JUST CAME CRASHING DOWN WHEN HE SAID HE HAD TO BREAKUP WITH U CAUSE OF HOW U LOOKED. BUT I WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE THAT HAPPEN TO U. TREY COULD HAVE NEVER LOVE U LIKE U WANTED HIM TOO. THEN TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE, HE GOES WITH YOUR WORSE ENEMY OF ALL PEOPLE. I KNOW THAT REALLY HURT. SHE WAS THIS GORGEOUS THIN AND SEXY WOMAN WHO WAS EXACTLY TREY'S TYPE OF WOMAN. HE WAS SO HAPPY WITH HER. I BET THAT WAS EATING U ALIVE SEEING HIM WITH HER AND NOT U. I FELT A TEAR ROLLED DOWN MY FACE AS SHE KEPT TALKING. THEN WHAT DO U DO. ALL THAT ANGER AND PEOPLE TAKING ABOUT U, AND THEN YOUR EX CHEATING ON U CAUSE OF HOW U LOOKED TOO, WAS JUST TO MUCH TO BARE. U KNEW HE COULD NEVER LOVE LIKE U WANTED HIM TOO. THAT IS WHEN U DECIDED U HAD NOTHING TO LIVE FOR.

KIMMY PLEASE DON'T DO THIS KIM SAYS. DO WHAT? I AM ONLY TELLING THE TRUTH ABOUT WHO SHE IS RIGHT NOW. SHE IS A B**CH AND ALWAYS HAS BEEN A B**CH. U COULD NOT TAKE THE PAIN. SO U DECIDED TO TRY AND TAKE YOUR LIFE. I BET U THOUGHT DOING THAT WOULD BRING HIM BACK TO U. TREY WAS SQUEEZING MY HAND SO TIGHTLY RIGHT NOW. U REALLY NEED TO LEAVE NOW MY SISTER SAYS TO HER. U THOUGHT HE WOULD COME RUSHING BACK TO AFTER THAT WHOLE INCIDENT. BUT HE DIDN'T DID HE? U SO PATHETIC TAMARAH SHE SAYS TO ME. HE WAS NEVER GONNA LOVE U AND U DECIDE Y NOT TRY AND KILL MYSELF TO GET HIS ATTENTION. U B**CH AS I GOT UP FROM THE TABLE TO GET TO HER. LET ME GO TREY AS I AM TRYING TO GET TO HER. LET ME GO I AM YELLING OUT AS I WAS CRYING. THE TRUTH REALLY HURTS DOESN'T TAMARAH. I HATE U. I HATE U SO MUCH AS I AM CRYING. CALM DOWN TAMARAH TREY SAYS TO ME. I WAS TRYING MY BEST TO GET TO HER. TREY LET ME GO NOW. NO HE SAYS LOOKING AT ME AS I AM STILL CRYING. GO NOW KIMMY I HEAR MY SISTER SAYS TO HER. TAMARAH U HAVE TO CALM DOWN NOW TREY SAYS. IT WAS NICE SEEING CATCHING UP WITH ALL OF U KIMMY SAYS AS SHE WALKS OUT THE DOOR. TREY LET ME GO FINALLY. I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO AT THIS POINT. PEOPLE WERE STARING AT US. R U ALRIGHT? I JUST LOOKED AT TREY AND WALKED OFF. I WENT INTO THE BATHROOM AS JUST CRIED. I DIDN'T WANT TO LOOK AT NONE OF THEM RIGHT NOW.

TAMARAH MY SISTER CALLED OUT TO ME. I DID NOT ANSWER HER. I JUST OPENED THE DOOR AN JUST CRIED AS SHE GRABBED ME. I AM SORRY ABOUT THIS SHE SAYS HOLING ME. I JUST WANNA GO HOME RIGHT NOW AS I LOOK AT TREY. I WILL TAKE U HOME HE SAYS. MY MIND WAS EVERYWHERE RIGHT NOW. I NEEDED TO LEAVE THIS RESTAURANT FAST. AS WE LEFT, I JUST HAD THIS BLANK STARE ON MY FACE LOOKING OUT THE WINDOW. I WAS NOT IN THE MOOD FOR TALKING RIGHT NOW WHICH I KNOW EVERYBODY IS GONNA TRY TO GET ME TO DO. WE GOT TO MY HOUSE AN I JUST WENT RIGHT INSIDE WITHOUT SAYING A WORD. I REALLY DON'T LIKE WHERE THIS IS GOING WITH HER TREY SAYS TO THEM. YEAH I KNOW MY SISTER SAYS. CAN U GUYS HELP ME WITH THESE BAGS? I WALKED IN AND WENT RIGHT TO MY ROOM AND SAT ON THE BED. TREY BROUGHT IN ALL MY BAGS AND CLOSE THE DOOR. I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THIS TAMARAH. CAN WE UM NOT TALK ABOUT THIS RIGHT NOW? I AM NOT IN THE MOOD FOR TALKING. BUT U NEED TO TALK ABOUT THIS. FOR WHAT? SHE PRETTY MUCH TALK ENOUGH AND GOT EVERYTHING BACK INTO THE OPEN FOR ME. TAMARAH......... TREY PLEASE DON'T AS HE TRIED TO HUG ME. JUST DON'T OK. I KNOW U R HURTING RIGHT NOW, BUT DON'T PUSH ME AWAY WHEN I AM TRYING TO HELP U. U WANNA HELP, THEN LET ME BE BY MYSELF RIGHT NOW. WHAT? U WANT ME TO LEAVE U LIKE THIS? I JUST LOOKED AT HIM. U REALLY WANT ME TOO LEAVE RIGHT NOW? I JUST NEEDS SOME TIME TO MYSELF TREY. WELL I AM NOT LEAVING U. TREY.......... NO TAMARAH. I AM NOT LEAVING. I AM NOT ABOUT TO JUST LEAVE U WHEN U R LIKE THIS.

I KNOW U NEED ME RIGHT NOW. I REALLY HOPE U R NOT BELIEVING WHAT KIMMY JUST EITHER. HOW CAN I NOT? WHEN U KNOW SOME OF WHAT SHE SAID IS TRUE. NOT TO MENTION I WAS FEELING LIKE THAT TREY. I REALLY THOUGHT I COULD GET OVER THIS BUT ALL THESE PEOPLE KEEP COMING BACK AND REOPENING UP MY PAST. I HATE THAT I FELT THAT WAY BUT U REALLY DID HURT ME TREY. I KNOW THAT AN I AM SORRY FOR THAT. KIMMY IS JUST TRYING TO MESS UP WHAT WE HAVE CAUSE SHE IS MAD STILL ABOUT ME BREAKING UP WITH HER. PLEASE DON'T JUST PUSH ME AWAY LIKE THIS. I LOVE U SO MUCH. I DO WANNA BE WITH U AN I DO WANT TO MARRY U. JUST STOP TREY OK. I REALLY NEED SOME TIME TO THINK RIGHT NOW. CAN U PLEASE JUST GIVE ME THAT? PLEASE? ALRIGHT HE SAYS TO ME. I WILL GO. BUT I WILL BE BACK WITH YOUR THINGS FROM MY HOUSE. CAUSE I AM NOT LEAVING U LIKE THIS. I KNOW TREY AS HE KISSED ME. I WILL BE BACK HE SAYS TO ME.

Dammit these fools and they crazy ass exes. Lord please let this Kimmie heffa just say hi and walk away. We dont want no drama lol. Easier said then done tho right! I love the background stories if Trey and Tamarah. Gamma Rose and Mamma April are too much, they love the heck outta Tamarah and always liked having her over, even in front of Treys current girlfriends lol. They didnt care. And yeah Treys ass kept coming in while they were talking just so he could sneak a peek at Tamarah, then when everybody was gone he was tryna get at her lol uh huh. We see how you do Tremaine. Loving him some Tamarah and she liked his azz too lol. Took a while for them to get here again but Im glad there happy and together. RUN IT!!!

WHO WERE U TALKING TO? MY SISTER ASKED ME. FIRST DEON. THEN THAT WAS MR. JOHNSON. DEON ACTUALLY CALLED U AGAIN? KIM ASKED. YEAH AND HE IS STILL HURTING AND HE STILL WITH THAT B**CH HE CHEATED ON ME WITH. I HEARD HER ASS IN THE BACKGROUND. HE SAYS THIS IS NO OVER. HE REALLY NEEDS TO GET A LIFE AND STAY OUT OF MINE. HE HAS A LIFE BUT IS OBSESS WITH RUINING MINE. I AM NOT EVEN WORRYING ABOUT DEON RIGHT NOW. MR. JOHNSON WAS CALLING TO CHECK ON ME. CARMEN TOLD HIM ABOUT LAST NIGHT. HIM AND THE BOARD WANTED TO TALK TO ME. I ALREADY TOLD THEM THAT I WAS GOING BACK TO SEE THE COUNSELOR. I KNEW THEY WERE GONNA BE CALLING ABOUT THAT. I ALSO TOLD THEM I WAS ENGAGED. MR. JOHNSON HAD SAID IT WAS ABOUT TIME. THEY ALL STARTED LAUGHING. IT IS ABOUT TIME KIM SAYS. AW SHUT UP KIM I TELL HER. U KNOW U GUYS NEED EACH OTHER MIKA SAYS. MR. JOHNSON SAID HE WOULD CHECK FOR ME TOO SEE WHEN THE COUNSELOR WOULD BE AVAILABLE. THAT IS NICE OF HIM TO DO THAT FOR SAM SAYS. I KNOW. HE HAS REALLY BEEN A GREAT HELP TO ME. HE WAS THERE JUST AS MUCH AS ALL IF U WERE LAST TIME. HIS WIFE WAS A GREAT TOO. SO I AM GLAD I HAD OF U GUYS SUPPORT THROUGH THAT TOUGH TIME I HAD WENT THROUGH. HERE IS U GUYS FOOD THE WAITER BRINGS US. THIS IS A LOT OF FOOD TREY SAYS. I KNOW WE DID NOT ORDER THIS MUCH FOOD. U GUYS DIDN'T THE WAITER SAYS. THIS IS FROM US HERE AT THE RESTAURANT. THE OWNER SENT THIS TO U GUYS THE WAITER SAYS. WELL TELL THE OWNER THANK U FOR THIS I TELL HIM. THIS IS ALSO ON THE HOUSE TOO.

WE CAN'T LET U GUYS DO THIS TREY SAYS. WE WILL PAY FOR THIS GREAT MEAL HE SAYS. U GUYS DON'T HAVE TO THE WAITER SAYS. THE OWNER WANT TO SAYS WELCOME BACK. IT HAS BEEN ALONG TIME SINCE U GUYS HAVE COME IN HERE. YEAH IT HAS TAMMY SAYS. OH MY GOD. LOOK AT THIS AS I GO TOWARD THE WALL ON THIS SIDE OF US. U GUYS STILL HAVE THIS PHOTO HERE? OF COURSE WE DO THE WAITER SAYS. THAT WAS THE NIGHT OF MY BIRTHDAY PARTY WE HAD AT THE RESTAURANT. I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT NIGHT MY SISTER SAYS. WE HAD SO MUCH FUN KIM SAYS. YEAH WE DID I TELL THEM. SO U GUYS ENJOY YOUR MEAL THE WAITER SAYS. THANK U WE ALL SAYS. MAN IT REALLY HAS BEEN THAT LONG TAMMY SAYS. PLUS, THAT WAS THE NIGHT U AND TREY DISAPPEARED FOR LIKE AN HOUR USHER SAYS. TREY AN I JUST LOOKED AT EACH OTHER. YEAH KIM SAYS. IT WAS NOT AN HOUR TREY SAYS. U R RIGHT MY SISTER SAYS. IT WAS MORE LIKE 2 SHE SAYS TO US. NOW U R JUST EXAGGERATING TAMEKAH. NO I AM NOT TAMARAH. U GUYS WERE GONE FOR THAT TANYA SAYS. TREY MUST HAVE HAD A VERY BIG PRESENT TO GIVE U TAMMY SAYS. IT WAS VERY BIG HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. JUST NASTY BRITNEY SAYS. I JUST SAT THERE EATING MY FOOD. SO U R NOT GONNA SAYS ANYTHING? USHER SAYS. I JUST LOOKED AT HIM EATING SOME OF THE GREENS ON MY PLATE. I JUST WANTED TO SAY THAT I MA SORRY ABOUT U GUYS INITIATION PARTY BEING RUIN BY MY BASTARD EX YESTERDAY. IT IS FINE IESHA SAYS. WE HAD FUN DANCING UP TO THAT POINT. WE NEVER GOT TO FINISH THE CEREMONY FOR THEM SAM SAYS. I KNOW I TELL HER. WE CAN FINISH THAT TOMORROW.

RIGHT NOW, THIS IS OUR DAY TO RELAX. OH MY GOD MIKA SAYS. I HAVE REALLY MISSED THIS PLACE SHE SAYS. WE CAN SEE THAT FAB SAY TO HER. U CAN SHUT UP AS SHE HITS HIM. SO WHERE R WE OFF TO NEXT FOR SHOPPING? KIM ASKED. I WANTED TO DO SOME JEWELRY SHOPPING I TELL HER. I WANNA FIND ME SOME MORE JEWELRY TO ADD TO MY COLLECTION. DON'T U HAVE ENOUGH? NO I DON'T CHRIS. MOST OF THE JEWELRY I HAD I ENDED UP GIVING TO THEM. WHAT I GAVE TO THEM I WAS NOT WEARING AS MUCH AS I USE TOO. SO I JUST LET MY GIRLS HAVE IT. WELL WE CAN GET U SOME NEW JEWELRY TREY SAYS TO ME. DON'T LOOK NOW TREY, BUT THERE IS ANOTHER ONE OF YOUR EXES OVER THERE. PLEASE DON'T PLAY WITH ME RIGHT NOW USHER. I AM NOT PLAYING HE SAYS. WE BOTH TURNED AROUND TO SEE WHO IT WAS. NOT HER ASS TREY SAYS LOOKING AT ME. AIN'T SHE THE ONE THAT U GOT INTO IT WITH AT TREY MAMA HOUSE TOO? KIM ASKED ME. YEAH I DID. SHE WAS JUST SO DISRESPECTFUL I TELL THEM. HE WAS DATING HER WHEN WE WERE JUST FRIENDS. AIN'T HER NAME KIMMY? SAM ASKED. YEAH IT IS TREY SAYS. LET JUST FORGET SHE IS HERE AND ENJOY THIS GREAT MEAL CHRIS SAYS. U R RIGHT CHRIS MY SISTER SAYS. SHE MIGHT NOT EVEN SEE US OVER HERE USHER SAYS. SO WHAT HAPPENED AT TREY MAMA HOUSE? KIESHA ASKED. I WAS GETTING OFF WORK AND DECIDED TO STOP BY HIS MOMS HOUSE TO VISIT. I WAS GONNA CAUSE I KNEW THERE MIGHT BE SOME DRAMA IF TREY WAS THERE. AS I WAS DRIVING BY, I SAW HIS MOM AND GRANDMA OUTSIDE TALKING.

I PULLED UP TO SAY HI AND I WAS GONNA LEAVE. I TOLD THEM I DIDN'T WANT TO CAUSE ANY TROUBLE. APRIL TOLD ME TREY WAS NOT THERE AND THAT IT WOULD BE FINE. PLUS, I HAD TALK TO THEM IN A COUPLE DAYS CAUSE I HAD GOT IN TO IT WITH HER BEFORE AND DECIDED TO JUST STAY AWAY FOR AWHILE. HIS GRANDMA DIDN'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT WHAT HIS NEW GIRL WAS GONNA SAY ABOUT ME BEING THERE. SHE PRETTY MUCH TOLD ME TO GET MY ASS OUT THE CAR AND COME VISIT WITH THEM. SO I WENT IN FOR AWHILE. HIS GRANDMA JUST REALLY SPEAKS HER MIND ABOUT TREY AND THE GIRLS HE HAS BEEN WITH. I REMEMBER HER TELLING ME SOMETIMES HE WOULD EVEN BRING THE GIRL TO SEE THEM CAUSE HE KNEW THEY WERE NOT GONNA LIKE HER. BUT THEY WOULD ALWAYS MANAGE TO SHOW UP TO HIS MOM HOUSE TO SAY THEY WERE LOOKING FOR HIM OR THEY MISSED HIM. SO WE WERE JUST SITTING AND TALKING IN THE LIVING AND TREY AN KIMMY CAME WALKING IN. I KNEW THAT WAS MY CUE TO LEAVE. BUT ROSE INSISTED I STAY I LITTLE LONGER. TREY WAS JUST STARING AT ME AS THEY WALKED THROUGH THE DOOR. KIMMY FACE WAS MAD AS HELL. SHE WAS PISSED I WAS THERE. ROSE STOPPED HER REAL QUICK FROM SAYING A WORD ABOUT ME BEING THERE. APRIL TOLD THEM THEY COULD BE ALONE WHILE WE WERE IN THE LIVING ROOM TALKING. I WANTED TO LAUGH CAUSE IT WAS FUNNY. I WAS THERE VISITING WITH APRIL AND ROSE. I DIDN'T WANT TO TRY AND START ANYTHING OR TRY AND TAKE HER MAN FROM HER. WE SPOKE AND SHE HAD A PROBLEM WITH THAT. I THINK SHE WAS MAS CAUSE OF HOW HE WAS LOOKING AT ME. I WAS NOT STARING. YEAH U WERE. U KEPT COMING BACK AND FORTH AT LEAST 6 TIMES FROM THE DEN TO THE LIVING SAYING U NEEDED SOMETHING FROM THE KITCHEN.

U WERE NOT FOOLING US TREY. EVEN YOUR MOM KNEW WHAT U WERE DOING. EVERY TIME U WALKED PAST, U LOOKED STRAIGHT AT ME. YOUR GRANDMA WAS LAUGHING SO HARD AT WHAT U WERE DOING. SHE ACTUALLY SAID TO ME THAT HE WANTED ME. I TOLD HER NO HE DID NOT. SHE SAID OH YES HE DOES. HIS MOM WAS LIKE U KNOW Y HE KEEPS COMING BACK AND FORTH PASSING US. HIS MOM WAS SAYING HOW SHE WISH HE WOULD STOP PLAYING ALL THESE GAME AND JUST ASK ME OUT. HE LOOKED AT ME EVERY TIME HE WALKED PASSED US. HIS MOM ASKED ME TO STAY FOR DINNER THAT DAY. I REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO STAY. CAUSE I KNEW IT WAS GONNA JUST BE SOME DRAMA BETWEEN KIMMY AN I. HIS GRANDMA TOLD ME I WAS STAYING TO HAVE DINNER WITH THEM. I DID NOT ARGUE WITH HER. DINNER WAS SO AWKWARD. NONE OF US WAS SPEAKING TO EACH OTHER. ALL KIMMY WAS DOING WAS STARING AT ME. ROSE WAS JUST WAITING ON HER TO SAY SOMETHING STUPID TO START SOMETHING WITH ME. FINALLY, APRIL ASKED ME ABOUT HOW WORK WAS GOING FOR ME. I TOLD HER IT WAS GREAT. ROSE SAID SHE WAS SO PROUD OF ME FOR WHAT I WAS DOING AT THE SCHOOL. THEN KIMMY WAS LIKE YES THAT IS GREAT WHAT U R DOING AT THE SCHOOL. I TOLD HER THANK U KNOWING SHE DID NOT MEAN THAT. AFTER WE WERE DONE EATING, I HELPED APRIL WITH THE DISHES. AS THE THREE OF US WERE IN THE KITCHEN, THEY WERE OUT IN THE LIVING ROOM ARGUING ABOUT ME. ROSE WAS JUST LAUGHING.

I WAS TELLING HER TO STOP IT. SHE WAS LIKE SHE WAS BEING RIDICULOUS. I WAS NOT THERE FOR TREY AND SHE WAS MAKING A HUGE FUSS OVER THAT. WE WERE JUST FRIENDS. U GUYS WERE FRIENDS ALRIGHT USHER SAYS. WHEN TREY WAS NOT OUT WITH ONE OF HIS GIRLS, HE WAS RIGHT TO YOUR DOOR WITH U AS A FRIEND. I WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE WHEN APRIL ASKED ME TO STAY FOR AWHILE. BUT SHE HAD TO TAKE ROSE BACK HOME AND SHE WOULD BE RIGHT BACK. I TOLD HER I WOULD FINISH UP THE DISHES FOR HER UNTIL SHE CAME BACK. AS I WAS IN THE KITCHEN, I THOUGHT APRIL HAD COME BACK. BUT IT WAS TREY COMING IN THE KITCHEN. HE SAW I WAS STILL THERE. HE JUST STARED AT ME AS I WAS PUTTING THE DISHES AWAY. WHAT WERE U WEARING? SAM ASKED. ALL I HAD WAS ON SOME JEANS AND ONE OF HIS TREY'S ANGEL SHIRT ON. HE WAS FLIRTING ME AS I WAS PUTTIN THE LAST OF THE DISHES UP. I KNOW HE WAS USHER SAID. U SHUT UP USHER. U KNEW U WANTED TO BE WITH HER CHRIS SAYS. HE EVEN TRIED TO KISS ME THAT DAY. WHAT? THEY ALL SAYS. YES I DID HE SAYS. I HAD TO STOP HIM RIGHT THERE. I WAS NOT ABOUT TO BE PUT IN THAT SITUATION. IT WAS BAD ENOUGH KIMMY AN I HATED EACH OTHER. I DID NOT WANT TO BE IN MORE DRAMA ABOUT ME STEALING HER MAN FROM HER. DID HE STOP FLIRTING WITH U? KIESHA ASKED ME. NO HE DIDN'T I TELL THEM. HE KEPT PUTTIN HIS ARMS AROUND MY WAIST HOLDING ME. AND U DIDN'T STOP ME EITHER. YEAH I KNOW AS I LOOKED AT HIM. SHE WAS ENJOYING ME DOING THAT TO HER. AND DON'T TRY OT LIE AND SAY U WERE NOT. I JUST SMILED AT HIM. UN HUH MY SISTER SAYS. SHE WAS JUST SO IN A GOOD MOOD WHEN SHE GOT HOME SAM SAYS. NOW WE SEE Y KIM SAYS. AND HERE COME TROUBLE TOO TAMMY SAYS AS WE SEE KIMMY COMING OVER TO OUR TABLE.

$20,000 Damn Trey can you bemy fiancee? Id like a shopping spree like Tamarahs lol. And ewl lil freaks had sex in that store before they so nasty lol. Ugh this mofo Deion just had to call again, he needs to go and stay in pain somwehre ol punk ass. Trey gone beat his ass if he dont stay away from his girl. Aww Mr. Johnson is a sweet man for checking up on Tamarah. Glad shes gonna get the help she needs. RUN IT

WE HAD TRIED ON SO MANY CLOTHES FOR THE GUYS. IT WAS ACTUALLY FUN DOING THIS AGAIN. WE WERE HAVING A MODEL SHOW RIGHT IN THE STORE AS THE GUYS WERE TAKING PICTURES OF US. WE ACTUALLY HAD DRAWN A CROWD OUTSIDE THE STORE WHILE WE WERE MODELING. IT JUST SO MUCH FUN. R U DONE IN HERE? I THOUGHT I TOLD U TO STAY OUTSIDE TREY. WELL U WERE TALKING A LONG TIME IN HERE. I AM ALMOST DONE TREY. HE WAS STARING AT ME BITING ON HIS BOTTOM LIP. U R JUST SO SEXY RIGHT NOW AS HE STANDS IN FRONT OF ME. WE CAN NOT DO THIS HERE TREY. HE JUST SMILED AT ME. TREY. I KNOW HE SAYS LOOKING INTO MY EYES. WE CAN'T HAVE A REPEAT LIKE LAST TIME WE WERE IN HERE. WE BOTH STARTED LAUGHING. BUT THAT WAS YOUR IDEA HE SAYS TO ME. NO IT WAS NOT TREY. OK IT WAS BOTH OF OUR IDEAS HE SAYS. YES IT WAS AND WE ALMOST GOT CAUGHT TOO. YEAH ALMOST HE SAYS. JUST HELP ME WITH THESE CLOTHES SO WE CAN LEAVE. U R GETTING ALL THIS? YES I AM. LET'S SEE WHAT I HAVE HERE. I HAVE 6 DRESSES, THE SHOES TO MATCH EACH DRESS, I HAVE 6 PAIRS OF JEANS, AND SHIRTS TO MATCH THEM, AND I GOT ME THESE 4 SUITS FOR WHEN I GO TO WORK. U REALLY KNOW HOW TO SHOP HE SAYS. I KNOW I DO. AN I THANK U FOR THIS SHOPPING SPREE TOO TREY. U R WELCOME AS WE WALKED OUT THE DRESSING ROOM. FINALLY TAMMY SAYS. SORRY YA'LL. THAT IS A LOT OF STUFF TAMARAH MY SISTER SAYS. YEAH WELL TREY SAYS I HAD NOT LIMIT. WELL DAMN DRAKE SAYS. U GUYS GOT A PRETTY GOOD AMOUNT OF STUFF TO. BUT NOW LIKE U IESHA SAYS. WELL SHE DESERVES IT TREY SAYS TO THEM.

YES I DO I TELL THEM. WE THOUGHT U GUYS WERE DOING U KNOW WHAT BACK THERE SAM SAYS. TREY AN I STARTED LAUGHING. WHAT IS SO FUNNY? KIM ASKED. NOTHING TREY SAYS. SOMETHING IS OBVIOUSLY FUNNY. IT IS NOTHING U GUYS I TELL THEM. U GUYS DID HAVE SEX BACK THERE MY SISTER SAYS. NO WE DID NOT TREY SAYS TO HER. THAT WILL BE $20,000 DIANA SAYS. DID SHE JUST SAY 20 GRAND? TAMMY ASKED. YEAH SHE DID MIKA SAYS. GIRL U KNOW HOW TO SHOP. AND WE R NOT DONE TREY SAYS TO THEM. WELL DAMN USHER SAYS TO TREY. HERE IS YOUR CARD BACK TREMAINE. THANK U DIANA. U GUYS HAVE A DAY AN I HOPE TO SEE U GUYS AGAIN. THANK U DIANA I SAYS TO HER. HOLD ON A MINUTE SAM SAYS. SO U GUYS DIDN'T HAVE SEX BACK THERE? NO WE DIDN'T I TELL HER. AT LEAST NOT THIS TIME TREY SAYS UNDER HIS BREATH. SHUT UP TREY I SAY TO HIM AS HE IS LAUGHING. HOL UP BRITNEY SAY. U JUST SAID NOT THIS TIME? NO I DIDN'T TREY SAYS. I HEARD U BRITNEY SAYS TO HIM. WE ALL DID KIM SAYS. TREY AN I R JUST LAUGHING. SO U GUYS DID HAVE SEX IN THERE? JUST NOT NOW KIM SAYS. TREY AN I JUST LOOKED AT EACH OTHER. U KNOW U GUYS R JUST OUT THERE TAMMY SAYS. IT WAS HER IDEA TREY SAYS. SO U JUST GONNA THROW ME UNDER THE BUS LIKE THAT? IT WAS YOUR IDEA HE SAYS. I AM GONNA HURT U TREY AS I HIT HIM. YA'LL R JUST NASTY NICK SAYS. I AM SHOCKED RIGHT NOW TAMARAH KIM SAYS. U GUYS R ACTUALLY BELIEVE THAT THAT WAS ALL MY IDEA? YEAH THEY ALL SAY TO ME. WE NEED TO GO NOW I SAY WALKING OUT THE DOOR. U BETTER NOT SAY NOTHING TO ME TREY. JUST PUT THE BAGS IN THE CAR.

AND KEEP ON LAUGHING TREY. I AM SORRY HE SAYS COMING TO ME. IT WAS BOTH OF OUT IDEAS HE SAYS TO THEM. DON'T TRY AND BE ALL HONEST NOW. NOW I KNOW Y U WERE HAPPY AFTER U GUYS CAME BACK FROM SHOPPING MY SISTER SAYS. WE ALMOST GOT CAUGHT TOO I TELL THEM. YA'LL R........ I HAVE NO WORDS RIGHT NOW MY SISTER SAYS. WE ALL STARTED LAUGHING. HOW ABOUT WE GO AN GET SOMETHING TO EAT? KIESHA SAYS. SOUND LIKE A PLAN I TELL THEM. WHERE R WE GOING? KIM ASKED. HOW ABOUT THAT PLACE DOWN THE STREET? MIKA SAY. U WANT SOME SOUL FOOD? YEAH I DO SHE SAYS. SHE IS TALKING ABOUT MCGARTHERS I TELL THEM. WE HAVE NOT EATEN FROM THEM IN A LONG TIME MY SISTER SAYS. WELL LETS GET GOING SAM SAYS. AS WE R DRIVING, I GET A CALL FROM DEON. HE WILL NEVER LEARN. IS THAT DEON? YEAH IT IS. HELLO DEON. R U STILL HURTING? F**K U. WHAT DO U WANT NOW? THAT WAS REAL CLEVER WHAT U DID BACK THERE. U KNOW I AM HURT U FOR THIS. WELL U JUST TRY. CAUSE U KNOW I WILL FIGHT A NIGGA. I DON'T CARE WHO THE F**K U R DEON. OH I KNOW U WILL HE SAYS STILL SOUNDING LIKE HE WAS HURTING. NOW SEE HOW IT FEELS TO BE HURT BY SOMEONE WHEN U THINK THEY LOVE U. U CAN TRY TO DO WHAT EVER U WANT TO ME. U R NOT GONNA HURT ME LIKE U DID BEFORE. I AM SO MUCH STRONGER NOW. U CAN'T BREAK ME LIKE BEFORE. U THINK CAUSE U HAVE THAT NIGGA NOW, HE CAN PROTECT U? OH I KNOW HE WILL PROTECT ME. EVEN THOUGH I MIGHT NOW NEED IT. SEE HE LOVE ME FOR ME. HE DOESN'T TREAT ME LIKE I AM SOME KIND OF DOOR MAT LIKE U DID. I LET U WALK ALL OVER ME CAUSE I WAS SCARED TO FIGHT FOR WHAT WAS MINE.

I JUST THOUGHT I WAS SO I LOVE WITH U, THAT IT WAS CLOUDING MY JUDGEMENT ABOUT WHAT U WERE DONG TO ME. U HAD MY MIND SO SCREWED UP THAT I COULD NOT LEAVE U. U KNEW YOUR PLACE HE SAYS TO ME. U KNEW WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO U IF U DISOBEYED ME. YEAH I DID BUT I FINALLY GOT THE COURAGE TO LEAVE U THOUGH EVEN IF IT DID ALMOST COST ME MY LIFE DEON. I HATE U SO MUCH FOR WHAT U DID TO ME. AND U GO RIGHT AHEAD AND KEEP COMING AFTER ME. CAUSE IT WON'T BE LONG FO YO ASS IS BACK WHERE U NEED TO BE. AND THAT IS IN JAIL. U SERIOUSLY NEED TO GET A LIFE AND LEAVE MINE THE HELL ALONE. WE WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN. AS I CAN HEAR, U STILL WITH THAT B**CH WHO U CHEATED ON ME WITH IN MY HOUSE. I HOPE U TOO R REAL HAPPY. WE ACTUALLY R. SHE DOES WHAT I TELL HER TO DO. WELL SHE IS A DUMB ASS. CAUSE SHE WILL FIND OUT WHO U REALLY R ONCE SHE FEEL LIKE U R SHE HAS HAD ENOUGH. OH TRUST ME SHE WILL NOT BE GOING ANYWHERE HE SAYS TO ME. I AM GONNA HANG UP THIS PHONE NOW CAUSE WE R DONE TALKING DEON. THAT IS FINE WITH ME. CAUSE THIS SITUATION IS NOT OVER TAMARAH. BYE DEON AS I HANG THE PHONE UP. I REALLY NEEDED TO HIT SOMETHING, SCREAM, OR YELL CAUSE I WAS SO PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW. R U ALRIGHT? I WILL BE TREY. I AM SO PROUD OF FOR STANDING UP FOR YOURSELF. I KNOW THAT WAS HARD FOR U TO DO. LETS JUST GO EAT AND ENJOY OUR FRIENDS RIGHT NOW. MY PHONE RINGS AGAIN. IS THAT HIM AGAIN? CALM DOWN TREY. IT IS NOT HIM. HELLO MR. JOHNSON. R U ALRIGHT? I AM FINE. I HEARD ABOUT LAST NIGHT FROM CARMEN.

I AM FINE MR. JOHNSON. I AM HEAR WITH THE BOARD AND WE WANTED TO MAKE SURE U WERE ALRIGHT. I AM FINE NOW. I AM JUST HAVING A DAY OUT WITH MY FRIENDS AND MY FIANCEE I TELL HIM. U AN TREY R ENGAGED? YES WE R. ABOUT TIME MR. JOHNSON SAYS. I STARTED LAUGHING. I AM SORRY I SAID THAT HE SAYS. NO HE IS NOT I HEAR ONE OF THE BOARD MEMBERS SAYS. THAT IS GREAT NEWS. THANK U GUYS. WE ALSO THOUGHT WE COULD HAVE U COME AND TALK TO US ABOUT ALMOST HURTING YOURSELF AGAIN. I HAVE ALREADY MADE MY DECISION TO SEE THE COUNSELOR ABOUT THIS. I DO NEED TO TALK TO HER ABOUT THIS. IT IS TIME I JUST GOT THIS ALL OUT IN THE OPEN. I AM NEVER GONNA HEAL HOLDING ALL THIS INSIDE LIKE THIS. I GUESS WE DON'T NEED TO TALK MR. JOHNSON SAYS. IT IS GOOD THAT U R GONNA TALK TO THE COUNSELOR AGAIN. U R GONNA NEED ALL THE SUPPORT RIGHT NOW. I KNOW AND PLUS TREY SAID HE WOULD GO WITH ME TO SEE HER. THAT IS GOOD TOO. WOULD LIKE ME TO SEE WHEN SHE CAN SEE U? I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE THAT MR. JOHNSON. I WILL SEE TODAY AND LET U KNOW LATER. THANK U MR. JOHNSON. U R WELCOME. AND FINISH ENJOYING YOUR DAT WITH YO FIANCEE. I WILL AND BYE. BYE THEY ALL SAY. IS EVERYTHING ALRIGHT? EVERYTHING IS JUST GREAT TREY AS I KISSED HIM. WHAT WAS THAT FOR? I JUST WANTED TO KISS U. PLUS, THIS HAS BEEN SUCH A GREAT DAY. I AM GLAD TO BE HERE WITH U RIGHT NOW. WELL I AM GLAD U R HAPPY RIGHT NOW. WILL YA'LL BRING YA'LL ASSES ON TAMMY SAYS. WE WERE COMING I TELL HER. I THINK WE NEED TO KEEP U TOO APART FOR A FEW DAY SAM SAYS. CAN WE JUST ORDER? I SAY TO THEM. YEAH WE CAN MIKA SAYS. THANK U TREY SAYS TO THEM. SO WE ORDER WHAT WE WANTED TO EAT AND ENJOY JUST RELAXING AND EATING.

Damn can i get a baller like these girls lol. Even Nicks paid know he shocked the hell outta Kim and errbody else with how much bread he's got lol. Damn can I get a shopping spree and a store shut down just for me to shop in. Trey and them are some hella dudes. Im jelly. LMAO at the guys loving the girl dress choices. RUN IT!!!

AS WE WERE LEAVING, TREY GOT A PACKAGE AT THE DOOR. LET ME PUT THIS IN THE HOUSE. WHAT IS IN THE BOX TREY? JUST SOME STUFF TAMARAH. SOME STUFF? YES HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. WELL WELL WELL. DEON? MY SISTER SAYS. WHAT THE F**K R U DOING HERE? TREY SAYS TO HIM. SO THIS IS WHERE U STAY AT MR. TREMAINE HE SAYS. THIS IS A NICE HOUSE. I SEE Y U R WITH HIM HE SAYS. SHE IS NOT WITH ME BECAUSE OF ALL THIS. SO SHE SAYS DEON SAYS TO HIM. U NEED TO GET THE HELL OFF MY PROPERTY. I WAS HOLDING TREY'S ARM SO HE WOULD NOT GO NEAR HIM. Y DID U LEAVE SO SOON LAST NIGHT? I JUST LOOKED AT HIM. THE PARTY WAS JUST GETTING STARTED AS HE WALKS TOWARD ME. NOT TODAY NIGGA AS TREY GOT IN FRONT OF ME. IT IS OK TREY I TELL HIM. I HAVE SOMETHING I WANT TO SAY TO HIM AS I GET IN HIS FACE. U KNOW U SEXY WHEN U R ANGRY LIKE THIS DEON SAYS TO ME. I JUST SMILED AT HIM.I KNOW I AM BABY. BUT WHAT I HAVE TO SAYS IS GONNA HURT U MORE THAN IT WILL HURT ME DEON. THEN I KICK HIM BETWEEN HIS LEGS. DAMN I HERE EVERYBODY SAY. DON'T COME ANY CLOSER TO HIM I TELL HIS FRIENDS. I AM SO SORRY ABOUT THAT DEON. DOES THAT HURT DEON? I SAID DON'T MOVE I TELL HIS FRIENDS AGAIN. WHAT'S THAT? HE IS HOLDING HIMSELF TRYING TO SAY SOMETHING TO ME. U...U...U B**CH HE SAYS TO ME. DID U JUST CALL ME A B**CH? YES HE SAYS LOOKING AT ME. I SLAPPED HIM IN HIS FACE AS HE FELL OVER TO THE GROUND. OK TREY SAYS GRABBING ME FROM HIM. YA'LL CAN LEAVE MY FIANCEE'S PROPERTY OR I WILL CALL THE POLICE TO ESCORT U OFF. IT IS YOUR CHOICE. NOW U SEE HOW IT FEELS TO BE IN PAIN AFTER WHAT U DID TO ME.

THIS IS NOT OVER HE SAYS TO ME. U CALL THAT TALKING? YES I DO TREY AS I STARTED LAUGHING AND PUT MY HEAD IN HIS CHEST. I CAN NOT BELIEVE U JUST DID THAT MY SISTER SAYS. WELL HE DESERVED THAT AND MORE I TELL THEM. U SLAP THE S**T OUT OF HIM NELLY SAYS TO ME. I DEFINITELY WILL NEVER GET U MAD HE SAYS. I GUESS NOW WE CAN ENJOY THIS WONDERFUL DAY TAMMY SAYS. LETS GO I TELL THEM. U FEEL BETTER NOW? I FEEL GREAT RIGHT NOW TREY. HE STARTED LAUGHING. U R SOMETHING ELSE U KNOW THAT. I KNOW I AM TREY. AND NOW I AM ALL YOUR NOW AS I KISSED HIM. LETS GO U TOO I HEAR MY SISTER YELL OUT. HE OPEN THE CAR DOOR FOR ME. I GET A CALL FROM MY MOM AS WE WERE DRIVING OFF. HEY MAMA. WELL LISTEN TO U SHE SAYS. U SOUND SO MUCH BETTER. I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. WHAT HAPPEN TO MAKE U SO HAPPY? DID U AND TREY HAVE.............. NO WE DID MA. I WAS ASKING SHE SAYS LAUGHING. WE R LEAVING OT GO SHOPPING AN I JUST RAN INTO DEON JUST NOW. WHAT? HI APRIL. HEY TAMARAH. HE CAME TO MY SON'S HOUSE? YEAH HE DID. AND U R HAPPY ABOUT THAT? SHE IS HAPPY CAUSE SHE HIT DEON IN HIS PRIVATE AREA AND THEN SLAPPED HIM. SHE SAID SHE HAD SOMETHING TO SAY TO HIM TREY SAYS. I GUESS THAT SAID IT ALL MY MOM SAYS LAUGHING. NOW THAT IS MY GIRL SHE SAYS TO ME. I SLAPPED HIM CAUSE HE CALLED ME A B**CH. WELL GOOD FOR U APRIL SAYS. I WOULD BE IN A GOOD MOOD TOO MY MOM SAYS. WE WILL LEAVE U TO YOUR SHOPPING AND WE WILL TALK U GUYS LATER. ALRIGHT BYE MAMAS. BYE U GUYS. R U GONNA TELL ME WHAT IS IN THAT BOX BACK HOME? NO I AM NOT HE SAYS.

ALL U NEED TO KNOW IS THAT THAT BOX IS FOR OUR MOMS HE SAYS. I BOUGHT THEM SOMETHING HE SAYS TO ME. THAT IS SO SWEET OF U TREY. WELL THEY ALL HAVE BEEN GREAT MOMS TO US. U CAN TELL ME WHAT IT IS THOUGH. U KNOW I WILL NOT TELL THEM. I KNOW HE SAYS. BUT U R NOT GONNA TELL ME STILL? NO I AM NOT HE SAYS LAUGHING. ALRIGHT TREY. I WON'T BEG U TO TELL ME AS I GET OUT THE CAR. SO U R NOT GONNA BUG ME ABOUT THE BOX? NO I AM NOT TREY. I WILL WAIT TO SEE WHEN U GIVE IT TO THEM. HE JUST LOOKED AT ME. I AM NOT MESSING WITH U TREY. WE GOING IN HERE TREY? YES WE R. THIS IS THE FIRST PLACE U BROUGHT ME WHEN WE STARTED DATING. YEAH I KNOW HE SAY TO ME. I HAD THE STORE BE OPEN JUST FOR U TODAY HE SAYS. ACTUALLY FOR ALL OF U TREY SAYS TO US. ALL OF U GUYS GET TO TRY ON WHAT EVER U WANT TODAY. U PRETTY MUCH SHUT DOWN THE STORE? TAMMY ASKED. YES I DID. WE GET TO TRY ON ANYTHING? MY SISTER ASKED. YES TREY SAYS. AND WE R BUYING LLOYD SAYS. THAT IS FINE WITH ME IESHA SAYS. THIS PLACE LOOKS EXPENSIVE BRITNEY SAYS. IT IS CHRIS TELLS HER. BUT I DON'T MIND HE SAYS KISSING HER. WELL LETS GO SAM PULLING ME INTO THE STORE. U KNOW U DON'T HAVE TO BUY ME ANYTHING NICK. I KNOW U CAN'T AFFORD THIS. ACTUALLY I CAN KIM HE SAYS TO HER. WHAT? SHE SAYS. HE STARTED LAUGHING. I NEVER TOLD U GUYS THIS BUT MY FOSTER PARENTS WERE A VERY WEALTHY COUPLE. REALLY? KIM SAYS. WHEN THEY DIED, THEY LEFT ME A PRETTY GOOD PENNY. THEY HAD ANOTHER SON AS WELL. THEY LEFT BOTH OF US THE HOUSE THEY HAD AND A WHOLE LOT OF MONEY. I LET HIM KEEP THE HOUSE CAUSE I WAS STAYIN ON CAMPUS.

HE TOLD ME I COULD COME BACK ANYTIME I WANTED. WHEN WE GOT OT THE MONEY PART, WE BOTH WERE SHOCKED BY HOW MUCH THEY LEFT EACH OF US. HOW MUCH? KIM ASKED HIM. THEY LEFT US 100 MILLION DOLLARS A PIECE HE SAYS. KIM FACE JUST DROPPED. DAMN TREY SAYS. THAT IS Y I HAVE BEEN ABLE TO STAY IN SCHOOL ALL THIS TIME. I NEVER TOLD ANTHONY ABOUT THIS EITHER. HE JUST THOUGHT I HAD THAT JOB AND A SCHOLARSHIP HELPING PAY FOR SCHOOL. KIM WAS LOST FOR WORDS RIGHT NOW. SO U CAN BUY ANYTHING U WANT TOO HE SAYS KISSING HER. I STARTED LAUGHING. COME ON KIM I TELL HER. NICK IS LAUGHING AS I PULL HER OFF WITH ME. HELLO AGAIN MR. TREMAINE. HELLO DIANA HE SAYS. NICE TO SEE U TOO TAMARAH. U TOO DIANA. I HAVE PULLED OUT SOME OF OUR BEST CLOTHES FOR ALL OF U TRY ON TODAY SHE SAYS. U GUYS CAN DIVE RIGHT IN SHE SAYS. WE WILL BE SITTING RIGHT HERE TREY SAYS. ALRIGHT U GUYS TAMMY SAYS. R U ALRIGHT KIM? SHE WAS STILL SHOCKED. THIS IS A LOT TO TAKE IN RIGHT NOW. WE ALL STARTED LAUGHING. I CAN'T BELIEVE HE HAS ALL THAT MONEY SHE SAYS. WHEN WE FIRST GOT TOGETHER, HE WAS BUYING THESE EXPENSIVE THINGS FOR ME. WHICH I NEVER BOTHERED TO ASK HOW HE WAS GETTING THE MONEY TO BUY ME THESE THINGS. DID HE BUY U THIS NECKLACE? YEAH HE DID. THAT NECKLACE IS REAL EXPENSIVE TAMMY SAYS TO HER. I SAW THAT SAME NECKLACE ONLINE FOR ABOUT 7 GRAND SHE SAYS. R U SERIOUS? YES I AM SHE SAYS. I KNOW THIS IS MUCH TO TAKE IN RIGHT NOW. IT REALLY IS TAMARAH. I HAVE NEVER HAD ANYBODY BUY ME THINGS LIKE THIS. I REALLY DON'T CARE ABOUT HAVING THESE THINGS. BUT THEY R NICE TO GET THOUGH SHE SAYS. WELL IT IS TIME U ENJOY THIS MOMENT WITH NICK. HE DOESN'T MIND SPENDING HIS MONEY ON U. SO JUST ENJOY THIS I TELL HER. OH I AM SHE SAYS. I WON'T GO OVERBOARD THOUGH SHE SAYS. THAT IS FINE SAM SAYS TO HER.

SO U BALLIN' NOW NELLY SAYS TO NICK. U CAN SAY THAT HE SAYS. I AM GLAD THEY LEFT ME ALL THAT MONEY. I THOUGHT THEY WERE NOT GONNA LEAVE US ANYTHING. I MEAN ANTHONY TREATED THEM SO BADLY. I LEFT WITH ANTHONY BUT ENDED UP GOING BACK TO THEM. I WAS A TOUGH KID BUT THEY STILL TOLD ME THEY LOVE ME AND THAT I WOULD ALWAYS HAVE THEM. I HAD NO IDEA THEY WERE GONNA LEAVE ME ALL THAT MONEY. I WAS HAPPY AND SO MY BROTHER THERE SON. I CALLED HIM MY BROTHER CAUSE HE WAS NO MATTER IF WE WERE NOT BLOOD BROTHERS. HE HELPED ME MORE THAN ANTHONY EVER DID. BUT I STILL LOVE MY BROTHER. I THOUGHT MAYBE HE HAD CHANGED WHEN I FINALLY GOT HERE. BUT HE WAS STILL THE SAME PERSON. I THOUGHT HE WAS RIGHT ABOUT EVERYTHING. I AM STILL YOUNG AND LEARNING. I AM JUST GLAD I FINALLY WOKE UP AND SAW THINGS MORE CLEARLY. THAT IS A LOT OF MONEY FOR ONE PERSON TREY SAYS. IT IS BUT I MANAGED NOT TO SPEND IT ALL. IS THAT HOW U GOT YOUR CAR? YEAH. I TOLD ANTHONY I HAD BEEN SAVING UP MY MONEY TO GET. U WOULD HAVE HAD TO DO A WHOLE LOT OF SAVING TO GET THAT IMPALA CHRIS SAYS. YEAH I KNOW. BUT NOW I HAVE SOMEBODY I CAN SPEND IT ON ALONG WITH ME HE SAYS. KIM WAS REALLY SHOCKED WHEN U TOLD HERE HOW RICH U WERE. YEAH I KNOW. ALRIGHT BOYS. WHAT DO YA'LL THINK OF THESE DRESSES? I ASKED THEM AS WE CAME OUT THE DRESSING ROOM. DAMN THEY ALL SAY. WE ALL STARTED LAUGHING. THEY CAME TOWARD US. I LOVE U SO MUCH RIGHT NOW. I STARTED LAUGHING. I TAKE IT U LIKE THIS DRESS. WE ALL LOVE THESE DRESSES. WILL GET THIS DRESS THEN JUST FOR U TREY. THANK U HE SAYS KISSING ME. WHERE IS TANYA? I AM NOT COMING OUT SHE SAYS.

Y NOT? I DON'T WANT TO. OH MY GOD TANYA. U LOOKS SO GOOD RIGHT NOW. U GUYS KNOW I DON'T LIKE WEARING STUFF LIKE THIS. BUT U LOOK BEAUTIFUL THOUGH. PLUS, U GOT WAYNE OUT HERE WAITING ON U GIRL. COME ON AS I GRABBED HER HAND. DAMN GIRL SAM SAYS. LOOK AT YOUR FIGURE SHE SAYS. THE DRESS IS NOT THAT BAD KIM SAYS. I KNOW BUT... BUT NOTHING WAYNE SAYS. U LOOK SEXY IS THIS DRESS AS HE WALKS AROUND HER. I TOLD U U LOOK GREAT. I LIKE WEARING DRESSES BUT NOT THIS CLINGY TO MY BODY LIKE THIS. BUT U LOOK GOOD KIM SAYS. JUST BUY THE DRESS I TELL HER. ALRIGHT I WILL GET THE DRESS SHE SAYS. THANK U WAYNE SAYS BEHIND HER. WE ALL STARTED LAUGHING. I SAW THAT AS SHE HITS HIM. CAN U YA'LL TAKE A PICTURE OF US? MY SISTER SAYS. I WANNA SEE HOW THIS LOOKS IN A PICTURE ON ME. TIME TO CHANGE LADIES TAMMY SAYS. U NEED SOME HELP? NO I DON'T TREY. HE HIT ME ON MY ASS AS THEY SAT DOWN WAITING FOR US TO PUT SOMETHING ELSE ON FOR THEM. I CAN HONESTLY SAY I AM REALLY ENJOYING MYSELF RIGHT NOW. THIS IS JUST WHAT I NEEDED RIGHT NOW. TO BE WITH TREY AND ALL OUR FRIENDS HAVING A GREAT TIME LIKE ALWAYS.

Treys forever gonna be a freak when it comes to Tamerah SMH. In the kitchen again tho, glad they got interrupted lol. Deion better stay away, cause Treys not the one to mess with right now about his fiancee. Going on a Shopping spree b****es yay lol.

DID ANYBODY CALL MY PHONE THIS MORNING? NOT THAT I KNOW OF. I THINK YO SISTER MAY HAVE TEXT U THOUGH. SHE DID TEXT ME. SHE WANTED TO SEE HOW I WAS DOING. U KNOW U R EATING YO ASS OFF THIS MORNING. WELL I DIDN'T GET TO EAT LAST NIGHT. U KNOW I COULD HAVE FIX U SOMETHING LAST NIGHT. I KNOW TREY. I JUST DIDN'T HAVE AN APPETITE LAST NIGHT. I DIDN'T FEEL HUNGRY. I REALLY NEEDED THIS TOO THIS MORNING. I HAVE MY ENERGY BACK NOW SO I WILL BE TO DO ALL THIS SHOPPING TODAY. U R JUST REALLY HAPPY ABOUT THIS SHOPPING TODAY. YES I AM TREY. PLUS, I AM SPENDING IT WITH U. SO I AM EVEN MORE HAPPY ABOUT THAT. WHAT R U DOING? I AM ABOUT TO WASH THESE DISHES WE JUST USE TREY. I WILL DO THAT HE SAYS. IT IS NOT A PROBLEM. U KNOW U DON'T HAVE TO DO THAT. I WANT TO TREY. IT IS NOT GONNA KILL ME. U KNOW I HAVE A DISH WASHER FOR THAT TOO. YEAH BUT IT IS ONLY TWO PLATE AND SOME SILVERWARE THAT CAN BE WASHED BY HAND TOO. HOW COME U DO THIS EVERY TIME I WASH DISHES? CAUSE I WANT TO AS HE IS HOLDING ME. REMEMBER THE LAST TIME I HELD U LIKE THIS? NO I DON'T AS I AM TRYING NOT TO LAUGH. I KNOW U R LYING TAMARAH. I REALLY DON'T REMEMBER TREY. Y R U LYING TO ME RIGHT NOW? NO I DON'T AS I MOVE TOWARD THE COUNTER. COME BACK HERE HE SAYS TO ME. NOW I KNOW U REMEMBER WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT. U WERE STANDING JUST LIKE THIS WITH YOUR BACK TO ME. U HAD COME IN HERE TO GET SOMETHING TO DRINK. UN HUH. U WERE WEARING MY FAVORITE LITTLE BLACK DRESS. I CAME RIGHT BEHIND TO LIKE THIS.

I WRAPPED MY ARMS AROUND LIKE THIS. OK. I MOVED YOUR HAIR OVER LIKE THIS AS I STARTED KISSING ON YOUR NECK LIKE THIS. I REMEMBER THAT NIGHT HE WAS TALKING ABOUT. NOW U KNOW I WOULD NEVER FORGET THAT DAY TREY AS I TURNED TO FACE HIM. THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME U BROUGHT ME OVER HERE FOR OUR FIRST DATE. AND THAT WAS THE NIGHT I TOLD U I LOVE U FOR THE FIRST TIME HE SAYS TO ME.U THOUGHT I REALLY FORGOT THAT NIGHT? I KNEW YO ASS WAS LYING ABOUT NOT REMEMBERING. THAT WAS ALSO THE DAY YOUR MOM CAME OVER THE NEXT DAY TO SEE U. U WERE STILL SLEEPING. I HAD HEARD U GUYS TALKING. SHE HEARD U IN THE BEDROOM. BUT I NEVER SAID IT WAS U. SHE JUST THOUGHT I WAS WITH ANOTHER GIRL WHO SHE PROBABLY WAS NOT GONNA LIKE. SHE WOULD NOT EVEN LET ME GET A WORD IN TO TELL HER WHO WAS IN MY ROOM. I WAS IN THE BEDROOM LAUGHING CAUSE SHE WAS JUST GOING ON HOW U NEEDED TO STOP BEING WITH ALL THESE GIRLS AN JUST SETTLE DOWN WITH ONE. THEN I HEARD HER MENTION HOW SHE THOUGHT I WOULD BE PERFECT FOR U BUT U COULD NOT SEE THAT. I WAS JUST SITTING THERE LISTENING TO HER AND SMILING. SHE THOUGHT I WAS NOT LISTENING AND PLAYING GAMES WITH HER. I HAD TO TELL HER TO CALM DOWN AND TO SEE WHO WAS IN MY ROOM. SHE REALLY DIDN'T WANT TO SEE. THAT IS WHEN I CAME OUT AND U TOLD HER TO TURN AROUND. I HAD NEVER SEEN HER SO HAPPY. SHE WAS SO SURPRISED TO SEE ME STANDING THERE. SHE HUGGED ME SO TIGHT TOO. AFTER SHE SAW U, SHE LEFT US ALONE REAL QUICK. I COULD NOT STOP LAUGHING THAT MORNING. SO I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT NIGHT AND THAT MORNING TREY.

THAT WAS ONE OF THE BEST NIGHTS I EVER HAD. U REALLY MADE MY NIGHT TREY. I HAD NEVER BEEN SO HAPPY TO FINALLY FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE ME AND TREAT LIKE U HAD DONE AND STILL R DOING FOR ME NOW. U WERE SO AMAZING. U WERE NERVOUS THAT NIGHT TOO. I WAS CAUSE IT WAS U AND THAT I HAD NEVER HAD SOMEBODY TREAT ME LIKE U DID. U SAID THE RIGHT THINGS TO ME. U MADE ME LAUGH ALL THE TIME. AN U WANTED TO BE WITH ME. MY LIFE WAS PERFECT FOR THE FIRST TIME. HE JUST SMILED AT ME. MY LIFE WAS FINALLY PERFECT TOO AS HE HOLDS ME. U MADE ME SO HAPPY FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE. NOW THAT I HAVE U AGAIN, I AM NOT LETTING U GO AS HE KISSED ME. AND THAT ALWAYS SEEMS TO HAPPEN WHEN WE GET SOMETHING STARTED AS THERE WAS A KNOCK ON HE DOOR. I ALREADY KNOW THIS IS OUR FRIENDS TREY SAYS TO ME. WHAT THE F**K DO YA'LL WANT? HE SAYS OPENING THE DOOR. U NEED TO STOP CUSSING LIKE THAT USHER SAYS TO HIM. WE KNOW YA'LL WERE NOT DOING ANYTHING IMPORTANT MY SISTER SAYS. WE ACTUALLY WERE DOING SOMETHING VERY IMPORTANT. WELL GOOD MORNING MRS. NEVERSON TAMMY SAYS TO ME. HEY YA'LL. HOW R U FEELING? KIM ASKED ME. I AM FEELING SO MUCH BETTER RIGHT NOW. U LOOK BETTER SAM SAYS. WE FIX YOUR ROOM BACK UP TOO MY SISTER SAYS. THANK U GUYS SO MUCH FOR DOING THAT FOR ME. U REALLY DESTROYED THAT ROOM MIKA SAYS. YEAH I KNOW. WHEN I FINALLY CALM DOWN, I COULD NOT BELIEVE I HAD DONE THAT. WE PUT ALL YOUR PICTURES IN YOUR DRAWER. I WILL JUST GET SOME FRAMES WHILE I AM OUT TODAY ON MY SHOPPING SPREE. A SHOPPING SPREE? MY SISTER ASKED ME. I AM TAKING HER ON A SHOPPING SPREE TODAY TREY SAYS TO THEM.

U R WASTING LITTLE TIME BUYING HER WHAT SHE WANTS USHER SAYS. WELL SHE SAID SHE WAS GONNA GET RID OF SOME OF THE THINGS SHE DOES NOT WEAR. SO I SUGGESTED SHE SHOULD REPLACE WHAT SHE WILL BE GETTING RID OF. I KNOW U REALLY LOVE HIM TANYA SAYS. JUST LIKE OLD TIMES CHRIS SAYS TO US. YES IT IS TREY SAYS TO HIM. I REALLY NEED THIS TO TAKE MY MIND OFF THINGS RIGHT NOW. I AM ALSO GOING TO GO BACK TO COUNSELING FOR THIS. I REALLY NEED TO GET ALL THIS OUT IN THE OPEN AGAIN. I THOUGHT I COULD JUST LET THIS STAY IN THE PAST AND NEVER TALK ABOUT IT AGAIN. BUT NOW THAT DEON IS BACK, THAT WILL NOT HAPPEN. WE DIDN'T WANT TO TELL U THIS BUT HE CAME BACK LAST NIGHT LOOKING FOR U TAMMY SAYS. WHAT? DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT. HE DOES NOT KNOW U R HERE. YEAH HE DOES I TELL THEM. U KNOW MELISSA WILL TELL HIM WHAT HE NEEDS TO KNOW SINCE THEY R BUDDIES. IF SHE TELLS HIM WHERE I LIVE, I WILL BEAT HER ASS FOR DOING THAT. I TAKE THAT BACK. I WILL LET U BEAT HER ASS FOR DOING THAT TREY SAYS. I STILL CAN NOT BELIEVE THEY R FRIENDS SAM SAYS. IT WEIRD CAUSE ALL THE PEOPLE U GUYS HAVE DATED R SOMEHOW FRIENDS IN ALL OF THIS OR HAVE BECOME FRIENDS WITH EACH OTHER. I KNOW DEON IS GONNA BE LOOKING FOR ME. WELL I AM NOT LEAVING YOUR SIDE TREY SAYS TO ME. WELL I AM READY TO GET THIS DAY STARTED WITH SOME SHOPPING I TELL THEM. DO U GUYS MIND IF WE COME ALONG? MY SISTER SAYS. WE COULD USE THE COMPANY TREY SAYS. SHE NEED U GUYS JUST AS MUCH AS SHE NEED ME RIGHT NOW. SO LET JUST MAKE THIS A GROUP THING FOR US. WHICH WE HAVE NOT DONE IN A LONG TIME DRAKE SAYS. SO LETS GET GOING TREY SAYS TO US. TIME TO BUY WHAT EVER MY BABY WANTS TODAY HE SAYS KISSING ME. WILL U GUYS JUST COME ON KIM SAYS. WE BOTH STARTED LAUGHING.

i love Trey he has become the best boyfriend,lover fiancee, ever. Hes so attentive to Tamerah and vows to keep her safe and happy and he shows his love in so many lovely ways. Glad hes there to help her get through all this drama with Deion and Melissa punk asses. He aint gone let nobody hurt his baby ever AGAIN. Wish i could go shopping with him lol. And the mammas dont play either I see. RUN IT!!!

I WAS FEELING SO MUCH BETTER AFTER TREY AN I HAD THAT TALK LAST NIGHT. I WAS SO SCARED AFTER SEEING DEON LAST NIGHT. NOW I HAVE TO DEAL WITH HIM AND HIS S**T NOW. I HATE PUTTING TREY IN THIS POSITION NOW TO HAVE TO ARGUE AND FIGHT NOW THAT HE HAS COME BACK HERE. I AM EVEN MORE PISSED THAT MELISSA AND HIM R FRIENDS TOO. IT IS LIKE EVERYBODY WE HAVE BEEN WITH KNOW EACH OTHER SOME KIND OF WAY. EXCEPT TYRESE. WHICH I AM REALLY GLAD ABOUT RIGHT NOW. I REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW I AM GONNA GET THROUGH THIS. I KNOW HAVE TREY AND MY FRIENDS BUT THIS I REALLY DON'T WANT THEM TO HAVE TO KEEP DEFENDING AND FIGHT FOR ME. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT THIS. TAMARAH. HUH. TIME TO WAKE UP BABY. WHAT TIME IS IT? IT IS ALMOST 10 HE SAYS. REALLY? YES HE SAYS SMILING AT ME. Y DIDN'T U WAKE ME SOONER? I KNEW U COULD USE THE REST AFTER WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT. I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW. U R GONNA BE FINE. U HAVE ME TO PROTECT U FROM HIM NOW. I JUST HATE U, MY FRIENDS, AND FAMILY HAVE TO DEFEND AND FIGHT FOR ME LIKE THIS. U KNOW WE WILL FIGHT FOR U NO MATTER WHAT. U DON'T HAVE TO FIGHT THIS BY YOURSELF ANYMORE. SO U CAN STOP THINKING THAT THIS IS YOUR FIGHT AND NOT OUR. CAUSE U KNOW I WILL DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT U. I DON'T CARE WHO IT IS FROM. I LOVE U SO MUCH. I LOVE U TOO. HOW DOES MY FACE LOOK? IT IS FINE HE SAYS KISSING MY CHEEK. I WANNA THANK U FOR CALMING ME DOWN LAST NIGHT. I JUST FELT LIKE I HAD TO DO THAT TO TAKE ALL THAT PAIN AWAY AGAIN.

I COULD SEE HOW SCARED EVERYBODY WAS BUT I DIDN'T CARE. U DIDN'T STOP UNTIL U GOT ME TO REALIZE THAT U WERE GONNA BE HERE FOR ME NO MATTER WHAT. I HATED I DESTROYED MY ROOM LIKE THAT THOUGH. I GUESS IT TIME FOR ME TO GO BACK AND SEE MY COUNSELOR ABOUT THIS. SHE REALLY HELP ME OUT A LOT WHEN I NEEDED TO TALK TO HER. I THINK I NEED TO GO BACK AND TALK TO HER ABOUT THIS. I NEVER TOLD HER ABOUT THIS PART OF MY LIFE EITHER WHEN SHE WANTED TO KNOW HOW DEEP THINGS WERE FOR ME. I LEFT THIS PART OUT CAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO RELIEVE IT AGAIN. NOW I HAVE TO CAUSE HE HAS COME BACK. I AM GLAD U R DECIDING TO GO BACK TO COUNSELING ABOUT THIS. I HAVE TOO SO THIS OR I WILL NEVER HEAL FROM THIS. HE HURT ME SO BAD AND NOW EVERYTHING IS COMING BACK TO HAUNT ME. IF IT MAKES U FEEL BETTER, I WILL COME WITH U. U DON'T HAVE TO DO THAT TREY. I WANT TO DO THIS WITH U. U R MY FIANCEE NOW. WHAT EVER U HAPPENS TO U, HAPPENS TO ME TOO. I AM NOT ABOUT TO LET U JUST GO THROUGH BY YOURSELF. I TOLD U I WOULD BE HERE FOR U NO MATTER WHAT. U R GONNA NEED MY SUPPORT RIGHT NOW. THIS IS NOT GONNA BE EASY FOR U. YEAH I KNOW. I DON'T WANT U TO FEEL LIKE U HAVE TO SEAT THROUGH ME TALK ABOUT THIS FOR HOURS. I DON'T CARE HOW LONG U TALK ABOUT THIS OR ANYTHING ELSE WHEN U GO. I JUST WANNA BE THERE FOR U. I LIKE LISTENING TO U TELL ME HOW U FEEL. IT LET ME KNOW THAT U TRUST ME ENOUGH TO TELL ME THOSE SECRET U HAVE THAT U DID NOT WANT ME TO KNOW ABOUT BEFORE. R U SURE ABOUT THIS? YES AND STOP ASKING ME.

ALRIGHT TREY. R U STILL GONNA TAKE ME ON MY SHOPPING SPREE TODAY? I SEE U DID NOT FORGET ABOUT THAT. I STARTED LAUGHING. I REALLY NEED TO SOMETHING FUN TODAY AND NOT JUST MOPE AROUND HERE ALL DAY FEELING SAD ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT. IF U WANNA HAVE YOUR SHOPPING SPREE, THEN I WILL TAKE MY BABY THEN. WE BOTH COULD USE SOME FUN AND IT WILL TAKE OUR MINDS OFF THIS WHOLE THING WITH DEON. THANK U TREY FOR BEING HERE WITH ME RIGHT NOW. HE JUST SMILED AT ME. I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR U. NOW GO AND SHOWER SO WE CAN HEAD OUT. I ALSO MADE BREAKFAST TOO. I WILL KEEP IT WARM FOR U UNTIL U COME OUT. ALRIGHT TREY. DON'T FORGET TO BRUSH YO TEETH. SHUT UP AS I THROW A PILLOW AT HIM. DON'T BE THROWING MY PILLOWS NOW AS HE THROWS IT BACK AT ME. I LOVE U. I LOVE U TOO TREY. I WENT TO BRUSH MY TEETH AND HOPED IN THE SHOWER. I REALLY NEEDED THIS SHOWER TOO TO HELP ME RELAX EVEN MORE. THE WATER FELT SO GOOD AS I STOOD THERE. I WASHED UP REAL QUICK CAUSE I WAS GETTING HUNGRY. WHEN I GOT OUT, I HEARD OUR MOMS WERE HERE. I KNOW THEY R PROBABLY PISSED RIGHT NOW ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED LAST NIGHT. THERE IS MY BABY MY MOM SAYS. HOW R U FEELING? I AM FINE NOW MA. I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT MUTHAF**KER HIT U LAST NIGHT. CALM DOWN MA. I REALLY AM TRYING NOT TO TALK ABOUT THIS RIGHT NOW. I KNOW U R UPSET. OH I AM MORE THAN UPSET RIGHT NOW. I CAN'T BELIEVE HE FOUND U AND COME BACK TRYING TO MESS WITH HEAD ALL OVER AGAIN. U ALMOST TRIED TO TO HURT YOURSELF AGAIN CAUSE OF HIM.

I KNOW BUT I DIDN'T CAUSE OF TREY MA. THANK GOD FOR HIM TALKING U OUT OF DOING THAT APRIL SAYS. I JUST FELT LOST LAST NIGHT. RIGHT NOW I JUST WANT TO HAVE A FUN DAY WITH MY FIANCEE AND LEAVE THIS SITUATION ALONE FOR NOW. I ALREADY TOLD TREY I WAS GONNA GO BACK TO SEE MY COUNSELOR TO TALK ABOUT THIS. CAUSE I REALLY OD NEED IT RIGHT NOW. WELL THAT IS GOOD MY MOM SAYS. R U CALM NOW? YEAH I AM. I JUST HATE SEEING U LIKE THIS AND THAT HE IS BACK IN TOWN ABOUT TO STIR UP MORE TROUBLE FOR U. WELL I HAVE TREY HERE TO PROTECT ME FROM HIM. I KNOW YA'LL HAVE MY BACK THROUGH ALL OF THIS. YES WE DO APRIL SAYS. WELL WE R GONNA HEAD OUT. WE JUST WANTED TO MAKE SURE U WEER ALRIGHT APRIL SAYS. WE WILL BE TALKING WITH U LATER. AN U TAKE REAL GOOD CARE OF HER FOR ME TREY MY MOM SAYS. I WILL HE TELLS HER. WE LOVE U GUYS AS THEY HUG US. HAVE FUN TODAY APRIL SAYS. U BETTER DO SOME SERIOUS SHOPPING SHE SAYS TO ME. OH I WILL I TELL HER LAUGHING. LETS EAT SO WE CAN HEAD OUT AND GO SHOPPING HE SAYS KISSIN ME.

OMG poor Tamerah, Im just so glad Trey was able to talk her down from hurting herself.s***s crazy. Poor girl. Deion gonna get his and so is Melissa. Tamekah's gone beat her ass. And Trey gone finish the ass whipping he was giving Deion. Trey really is a good man. Hes the rock Tamerah needs. RUN IT!!!