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Hurt But Healing.

This is just a short story about my childhood and what I've grown to be today. It's mostly based on me and my mom's relationship. For those who don't know my mom commited suicide on my 12th birthday. We only got along when my dad was around, so yeah I'm not too new to hurt.
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All the things you told me, were things mom's never said.
You told me I was a mistake and you wanted me dead.
On all my birthdays you gave me a gun and pills.
You once put me in front of a mirror and told me, I was the only thing I needed to kill.
Yes you hurt me to my soul, and forgiving you was never my goal.
I had to admit on that day you took your life.
It felt like i had been cut with a little butter knife.
I didn't feel hurt unti lthe kids at school said it was my fault.
But being loved was something I was never taught.
Especially after dad was killed, I guess you abusing me is what healed your scars.
I may not be the most beautiful woman, but I know I am a star.
Big Ma told me that deep down you loved me.
Now all I want is to see you, and when I do, hopefully you would atleast hug me.
All the things you told me, are things mom's never said.
But now that I think about it, I keep coming up with reasons you wanted me dead.
Everybody used to tell me you were never the prettiest thing in the room.
But you were a sweet magnolia that would definately bloom.
I guess when I came, you were just another hater.
Not my mom nor my savior.
You hated me because I was beautiful and confident.
Which was something you were not familiar with.
I hope you look down or up at me
And finally see
I AM a sweet, independent somebody.

Commenti

That was very sweet and sad!
Bout time Laith told Rissa how he fill!
Angel ain't taking me baby from Laith and I!
She not!
Run it boo!

Chapter 12~~ Leave.

<a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3dfiev0P91qbc34so1_500.jpg">Laith's</a> POV

I sat in the kitchen, taking in Angel's words and drinking them away. How dare she f***ing do this to me AND my daughter? I felt another presence so I turned to see <a href="http://30.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lyyoj9dgmx1r8kxvwo1_500.jpg">Rissa</a> staring at me in disgust. "Why are you doing this to yourself Laith?" She asked, sitting down beside me. "You wouldn't understand." She chuckled, "Laith, if you haven't noticed I had to understand a lot of s*** by myself, so I'm tired of being the last f***ing one to know about s***." She said sterly but calmly, so it kind of scared me. "Angel is taking Alicia to California and she wants me to go, and if I don't she'll have me pay child support so high, Jay-Z would back the f*** down and give me his password to his bank account. I looked Rissa to see her nostrils flaring, she was about to beat Angel's ass, and she wasn't going to stop until she got tired. And I'm telling Rissa rarely get's tired evn with Kaden she doesn't get tired. At least there are no bags or yawns to prove it.

Rissa's POV

I was beyond pissed, I was livid. I got up, "Laith, get your s*** we're going somewhere." Laith got up without asking questions. When I walked outside the cold wind hit my face and I ran back in the house. "It was just 80 degrees this morning." I shuttered to no one in particular, "Maybe becuase we live in New York." Laith stated, I hit him in the back of his head, "Nigga, we live in Georgia." He ooh'd and necked himself so hard he fell down. "That's what yuor dumbass get." I spat felling no sympathy for him at the moment. When we got in the car I speeded to our location and when I got there Laith's whole demeanor changed.

Laith's POV

When we pulled up in front of the hospital I felt like charging in there and taking Alicia, but with Rissa's ass she would've stopped at beat Angel's ass. I felt something pushing its way up my throat so I hopped out the car and threw up all the liquor and it felt like I was throwing up my life. Rissa got out the car and handed me a bottle of water, "Let's get you sobered up." I thanked her and got in the car we pulled into the parking lot and sat there for 30 mintues, I sat there thinking about the whole situation. Was she that desperate to have somebody love her? I don't know why Angel is desperate but she is. I then thought about how dissapointed I was in myself. I had never gotten drunk in front of Rissa, I was always worried she'd find that excuse, "If you can do it I can." So I never really drunk around her. I had to play grown up around the house, with the man that showed us right from wrong dead and a stepmom that hated my sister, I couldn't just not care. I was getting into my emotions and I started to replay the moment our father died, only it was in real life.

Rissa's POV

I sat there watching Laith get deep into his thoughts. It was beautiful to sit down and actually be able to stare at him and watch him. He was such a peaceful person. Until there were tears rolling down his cheeks. "Laith." He turned to me with a blank look in his eyes, "Rissa, you know I would never leave you without a fight right. I just want you to know that I have fought all I can, but the other side is winning and I just can't fight anymore. I love I honestly do, but I just can't," His eyes started to close. "Laith! Wake up!" I yelles lapping him. He jumped up holding his cheek, "What the hell Rissa!" He exclaimed, I started to cry, "I'm sorry, I thought you were slipping like daddy, those were his exact same words before he died." I cried harder even thinking about it. Laith sighed and pulled me over in his lap. "Shh, I'll always be here. I'll never leave you." I felt my anger rising, I pushed him off of me and climbed back in my seat. "That's the same thing Daddy said before he left me, so why should I believe you?" Laith hit the dashboard hard and looked at me with the coldest stare, "Rissa, f***, everything is not about you! You are the most selfish person in the world, you think dad wanted to die and leave us like that. Do you think I wanted to sleep in your room every f***ing night because I was worried that Natalie would try and kill you! No, I had to cut back my social life for you! That s*** was not fun, hearing her scream and try to hurt you, it hurt me to. But no, I guess every f***ing thing is about you!" He yelled at me. I don't know why I did it, but I started to cry. Maybe it was because Laith had never yelled at me, not even if I had broken or even stolen something of his. Or maybe it was the fact he sounded like Natalie when he yelled at me.

He pulled me into a hug and I cried into his chest, "I'm sorry Rissa, I didn't mean to yell at you." I nodded, "No, I needed aomebody to tell me the truth. Thanks Laith for always being there for me." He looked at me and smiled, "I told your stubborn ass I would always be here. And when I make a promise, I keep it." I hugged him. "Let's go get your baby back." We dapped each other and walked into the hospital. When we walked into Angel's room her eyes widened when she saw me.

Laith's POV

"Now listen, and listen good. You are not taking my daughter to California. You understand?" She nodded, I smiled. Then her mom walked in, I guess she didn't notice Rissa and I cause she surely said, "Come on baby, we gotta sneak out of here before Laith and his crazy ass sister comes back." Rissa clapped her hands, "I think its a little to late, b****." She spat, "No let's take a little walk while Angel and Laith have little talk." Rissa said she looked up at me and kissed me on my cheek, "Good luck Big Bro." I smiled at her. She dapped me up and gave a fake smile to Angel. When they left Angel looked at me with apologetic eyes.

Ooops! Sorry! Don't read that! Seriously.

Chapter 12~~ Leave.

<a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3dfiev0P91qbc34so1_500.jpg">Laith's</a POV

I sat at the counter that afternoon. Taking in Angel's words and drinking them away. I shook my head how dare she f***ing try that s*** with my daughter like that. I swear if I knew she was going to do this I would've let Bre kill her ass. I felt another presence, so I turned around to see <a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8xzuxIYGX1qfmwzco1_500.jpg">Rissa</a standing there. "Why are you doing this to yourself?" She asked sitting beside me on the other stool. "You wouldn't understand." She chuckled, "Laith if you haven't noticed by now, there was a lot of s*** I had to learn and understand on my own. Why should your problems be so difficult, and if they are don't let me be the last one to find out." I nodded, "Angel is trying to take Alicia to California." When I said that there was a different atmosphere, I got scared myself to be honest.

Rissa's POV

I knew that b**** was sneaky. She was just trying to lure my brother from Bre that s*** is not cool. "Get your s*** we going somewhere." I said turning on my heals. I could feel him staring at me like I was crazy, "Nigga, if I say it one more time, yo ass will be dead, and then Alicia will have to see yo ass in a casket." I spat. He mumbled something, but I didn't want to argue so I just let him be. When we got outside the cold wind hit my face. "What the f***? It was just 80 a few hours ago." I stated to no one in particular." Laith laughed, "Maybe that's because we live in New York." I hit him in the back of his head, "Dumbass, we live in Georgia." He Ohh'd and started to laugh harder, this kid was faded to the max. But it made me laugh to. When we got in the car I speeded to the location. And Laith's whole demeanor changed, so did mine.

Laith's POV.

When we pulled up in front of the hostpital. I just felt like going in there and taking Alicia from Angel. But with Rissa's ass, she might have had stopped and beat Angel's ass. See Rissa went from juvi to jail in 7 yrs, it was for life, but our dad got her out of it. I put my head down and laughed off my drunkness. Then I felt something in my gut. It was pushing up hard, I got out the car and threw up every last bit of the vodka I had. Rissa only laughed at me. "See this is why your a straight up dumbass. Let's go!" She ordered. "No! I need to see Angel." I started to stumble to the front door and fell down. "God, you are such an embarrasment." Rissa sighed and helped me up. "Let's get you somewhat sober." She said handing me a water bottle for 30 minutes I sat in the car drinking away the alcohol. I was dissapointed in myself. I hadn't got this drunk with Rissa around since I was 15. I was always worried that she'd pick up my actions and think it was okay for her to do the same. I had to be there for her. I mean our stepmom hated her and the man that once taught us both right from wrong wasn't there any long.

Rissa POV

I watched as Laith thought. It was a beautiful sight to me when he thought this hard. He looked so peaceful. Then I noticed tears rolling down his face. "Laith." He gave me this blank stare. "You know I'd never try to lead you in a dark path right." I nodded, but I began to worry. "Laith what the hell wake up man!" I slapped him he jumped up. "What the hell Rissa!" He exclaimed, "Laith, I was worried, I thought you slipped like Daddy!" I began to cry in my hands, my dad said the same thing to Laith and I before he died. Those words hung with me ever since. Laith pulled me into the passenger seat onto his lap. I cried in his chest. "Shh...I'm not leaving not now not ever. I will always be with you." He soothed. I felt myself getting angry. I pushed him off and I wiped my tears away, he looked at me in shock, "That's the same thing he said before he died. I was left with that b**** we dared called mom." Laith hit the dashboard hard causing me to jump. "Rissa, f***, everything is not about you! You think I liked being in that hellhole with you laying in my bed every night cause she tried to kill you in your sleep so many times. I had to go through that s*** too. Not only you! Now stop b****ing and get the f*** over it I have." He yelled, I don't know why I did, but I started to cry. Maybe it was beacause Laith never yelled at me in my life. Not even when I broke his stuffor stole his shoes and toys. Or maybe it was beacause he sounded just like our stepmom. He consoled me by hugging me tight and kissing my forehead. "I'm sorry for yelling at you like that Rissa." I shook my head, "No, you're right, I've been thinking about myself for the longets. Thanks for being there Laith." He nodded and kissed my cheek, "I told you I'd always be here." I smiled and nodded. "Now let's go get your baby back." We dapped up and walked into the hostpital. We walked straight to Angel's room and when she saw me her eyes widened, "Who the f*** said it was okay for you to take my niece to damn Californa" Cause it damn sure wasn't me." She looked at me and started trembling. This b**** must think I'm here to see a show. I'll give her goddamn show.
__________________________________________________________________Oh no!! Y'all were wrong! Haha Jk.
But what is Rissa going to do to Angel.
I know! Ohh but shh, it's a secret. Lol

Chapter 12~~ Leave.

<a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3dfiev0P91qbc34so1_500.jpg">Laith's</a POV

I sat at the counter that afternoon. Taking in Angel's words and drinking them away. I shook my head how dare she f***ing try that s*** with my daughter like that. I swear if I knew she was going to do this I would've let Bre kill her ass. I felt another presence, so I turned around to see <a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8xzuxIYGX1qfmwzco1_500.jpg">Rissa</a standing there. "Why are you doing this to yourself?" She asked sitting beside me on the other stool. "You wouldn't understand." She chuckled, "Laith if you haven't noticed by now, there was a lot of s*** I had to learn and understand on my own. Why should your problems be so difficult, and if they are don't let me be the last one to find out." I nodded, "Angel is trying to take Alicia to California." When I said that there was a different atmosphere, I got scared myself to be honest.

Rissa's POV

I knew that b**** was sneaky. She was just trying to lure my brother from Bre that s*** is not cool. "Get your s*** we going somewhere." I said turning on my heals. I could feel him staring at me like I was crazy, "Nigga, if I say it one more time, yo ass will be dead, and then Alicia will have to see yo ass in a casket." I spat. He mumbled something, but I didn't want to argue so I just let him be. When we got outside the cold wind hit my face. "What the f***? It was just 80 a few hours ago." I stated to no one in particular." Laith laughed, "Maybe that's because we live in New York." I hit him in the back of his head, "Dumbass, we live in Georgia." He Ohh'd and started to laugh harder, this kid was faded to the max. But it made me laugh to. When we got in the car I speeded to the location. And Laith's whole demeanor changed, so did mine.

Laith's POV.

When we pulled up in front of the hostpital. I just felt like going in there and taking Alicia from Angel. But with Rissa's ass, she might have had stopped and beat Angel's ass. See Rissa went from juvi to jail in 7 yrs, it was for life, but our dad got her out of it. I put my head down and laughed off my drunkness. Then I felt something in my gut. It was pushing up hard, I got out the car and threw up every last bit of the vodka I had. Rissa only laughed at me. "See this is why your a straight up dumbass. Let's go!" She ordered. "No! I need to see Angel." I started to stumble to the front door and fell down. "God, you are such an embarrasment." Rissa sighed and helped me up. "Let's get you somewhat sober." She said handing me a water bottle for 30 minutes I sat in the car drinking away the alcohol. I was dissapointed in myself. I hadn't got this drunk with Rissa around since I was 15. I was always worried that she'd pick up my actions and think it was okay for her to do the same. I had to be there for her. I mean our stepmom hated her and the man that once taught us both right from wrong wasn't there any long.

Rissa POV

I watched as Laith thought. It was a beautiful sight to me when he thought this hard. He looked so peaceful. Then I noticed tears rolling down his face. "Laith." He gave me this blank stare. "You know I'd never try to lead you in a dark path right." I nodded, but I began to worry. "Laith what the hell wake up man!" I slapped him he jumped up. "What the hell Rissa!" He exclaimed, "Laith, I was worried, I thought you slipped like Daddy!" I began to cry in my hands, my dad said the same thing to Laith and I before he died. Those words hung with me ever since. Laith pulled me into the passenger seat onto his lap. I cried in his chest. "Shh...I'm not leaving not now not ever. I will always be with you." He soothed. I felt myself getting angry. I pushed him off and I wiped my tears away, he looked at me in shock, "That's the same thing he said before he died. I was left with that b**** we dared called mom." Laith hit the dashboard hard causing me to jump. "Rissa, f***, everything is not about you! You think I liked being in that hellhole with you laying in my bed every night cause she tried to kill you in your sleep so many times. I had to go through that s*** too. Not only you! Now stop b****ing and get the f*** over it I have." He yelled, I don't know why I did, but I started to cry. Maybe it was beacause Laith never yelled at me in my life. Not even when I broke his stuffor stole his shoes and toys. Or maybe it was beacause he sounded just like our stepmom. He consoled me by hugging me tight and kissing my forehead. "I'm sorry for yelling at you like that Rissa." I shook my head, "No, you're right, I've been thinking about myself for the longets. Thanks for being there Laith." He nodded and kissed my cheek, "I told you I'd always be here." I smiled and nodded. "Now let's go get your baby back." We dapped up and walked into the hostpital. We walked straight to Angel's room and when she saw me her eyes widened, "Who the f*** said it was okay for you to take my niece to damn Californa" Cause it damn sure wasn't me." She looked at me and started trembling. This b**** must think I'm here to see a show. I'll give her goddamn show.
__________________________________________________________________Oh no!! Y'all were wrong! Haha Jk.
But what is Rissa going to do to Angel.
I know! Ohh but shh, it's a secret. Lol

She going to give them full custody mmhm yup :)

Runnn it !

Oh s***!
Let me hop on real quick!!

Lol!
Sorry!
But Run it!
And I added to Love Affair!

Bre!!! Shh!

Aww That was funny and sweet!
Laith is crazy as hell!
Uhuh Don't tell me she giving the baby up to Me and my man!
Run it boo!

Chapter 11~~~ Thinkin' Bout You

I was sitting in my room, thinking about the situation that occured a few hours ago. "Babe, we need to talk." Chris' voice interrupted my thoughts. I got up and opened the door to Kaden and <a href="http://cdn.rap-up.com/blog/wp-content/uploads/2011/05/chris-kissed-you.jpg">Chris,</a> he looked up at me and smiled. "You okay?" I nodded my head, "No, your not. Can I come in?" I sighed heavily, "I don't see why not." He stepped in and closed the door behind him. "You know Ace can sense your sadness right now." I chuckled, "How do you know that?" I asked, He gave me Kaden and Kaden looked into my eyes and frowned, I gasped in shock. "Chris, how the hell am I suppose to feel about this?" I broke down holding Kaden in my arms. Chris took him and laid him in the crib. "I know this sounds crazy now, but you gotta forgive him. But don't forget." I took in his words, "I've been forgiven his ass in this little amount of time." He furrowed his eyebrows, "So what's the problem?" I stared at the wall. "My mom." He nodded in understandment, "How about I sit here and hold you, while you think of a way to forgive your mom. I'll even bring Ace over." I gave him a huge smile, "I'd love that." I assured.

Two Months Later~~

"Laith! Yo babymomma momma called Angel's about to sart pushing." I yelled, him and Bre came rushing downstairs. "Okay um, Bre gotta get the gifts for the baby, and uh Rissa tell her don't push until I get there." He ordered. After everybody had gotten ready we drove off to the hostpital. When we got there we rushed into the room to see Angel pushing hard and something coming out her area. "Yuck, I told Chris she had a loose ass pussy." I spat, "Eww, you can see the head." Angel's mom looked at us, "Stop being so damn immature." We rolled our eyes, "Yes ma'am." We respectfully answered, "Okay, Angel give me a big push. Three..two..one!" The doctor counted so di Bre and I. Then the baby came out crying. It sounded just like Angel when she cried to Laith when they broke up.

Two Hours Later~~

We were allowed to hold the baby, suprisingly Angel happily let Bre hold her. When the baby got to me, a tear slid down my cheek, "<a href="http://charactersgalore.tumblr.com/image/32294774632">She</a> is absolutely beautiful, she looks like you Angel." Everybody gasped, "What?" I asked looking behind me, "You just gave her a compliment, I thought you hated her more than I did." I laughed, "I never said I hated you Angel, I just didn't like how you tried to get inbetween me and my brother's relationship. That's all. Oh don't try Bre neither, she might beat yo ass forreal." Everbody laughed except for Angel and her mom. "Calm down, don't get your granny panties in a bunch damn." They rolled their eyes. Then <a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2b04efFFO1robzn3o1_500.jpg">he</a> walked in. I immediately groaned, this is the same dude that made fun of me for being so short and skinny in high school. "Oh, wassup Short Stuff." I rolled my eyes, "Hello Bryan." I totally disliked this guy, I mean he was kind of cute and he had swag, but that doesn't change a thing. "Oh s*** you got thick on a nigga." I scrunched my face up, "I already got a man, I don't need a little boy." He licked his lips, then I felt a strong pair of arms wrap around my waist. It was Chris. "Oh s***, you got Playa Chris. Man I'd be suprised if y'all lasted longer than a month." Chris clenched his jaws, "Nigga it's been three months. So shut the f*** up and leave. Your dismissed." I turned on my heels. "Okay, I'll see you later baby, bye." He waved and left. Angel sunked her head down. Bre raced out the door, when she returned she had Bryan by his chain.

"Now listen here nigga, this girl just had a baby and your gonna leave her. I think not. Now when I let go you better sit your black ass in that seat and show some respect, her mother is here and pull yo damn pants up I can see yo damn draws. I swear y'all nggas be havin' the wrong one sometimes." Bre vented. "Thanks Bre. But you shouldn't have, based off what he just did. e are over, how dare you do that s***. Get out me and my baby's life. We are officially over." Bryan chuckled and got up, "That ugly ass baby wasn't mine anyway." I jumped when something was thrown across the room and hit him in the head. "Don't you ever talk about my daughter like that. I will beat yo dumbass." Laith spat. The nurse walked in and she froze too. "Uh, You can learn to breastfeed now." She said stepping around him. "Thanks, can you help me though?" Angel asked, the nurse nodded. Just then Bryan started waking up. "Yo, what the f*** happened?" Laith smiled to himself. "Man, you tripped over the bed. That s*** looked very embarrasing." We all laughed. Bryan just stormed out. "May, I talk to Laith and Bre in private?" I looked at Angel and Laith nodded to me. Me and Chris left out the room and down to the vending machine. "I wonder what they're talking about." Chris stated. "Me too." I agreed.
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What are they talking about?
I know, but you guys don't!
Lol! This is going to be fun!

Thanks boos!! Lol add in a few.

We dont play tht shxt nigga fxckin wit my bxtch will get yo axs murked round here *saaid in my very thick Texas accent* nigga got me heated! Lol smh

Run This Shxt Shawty!

Ohh yeah !!!

Yeah Im with Lele's Idea!

Ahhh!! That may be it! Thanks boo!

Dang, I see someone was into the story. Lol

Wayne is a sick mothaf***a like who da f*** does that wack s*** pussy ass
Runnn It!

Idk , <em>Hurt but Healing</em> *shrugs*

I want to rename this story, but I need help. Please give me ideas! Thanks!

Chapter 10~~ Family
-Shardonnay I had to change your man to Marlon Palmer I hope you don't mind.-

The Next Day~
The <a href="http://www.picisto.com/photos/picisto-20121123211435-820341.jpg">girls</a> packed into Josie's car, while the <a href="http://www.picisto.com/photos/picisto-20121123213936-539798.jpg">boys</a> drove in Trey's car.

The Girl's Car-

As we drove to Mrs. Joyce's house, we blasted Love Sosa by Chief Keef. "These b****es love Sosa, O end or no end, f***ing with them O boys, you gon get f***ed over!" We sung in unison. "This barbecue is gonna be hella turnt!" Josie shouted. "Hell yeah, I heard Mrs. Joyce know somebody famous, I can't wait to meet 'em." Bre said. I shook my head, "Y'all some goddamn groupies." Shardonnay spat. "Aye, shut that s*** up, you know if yo ass saw Wiz Khalifa you would've hopped on that d*** quicker than a rabbit." Akira defended. Shardonnay laughed, "Okay, yo ass is right. I would've tied him down to the bed and f***ed him good." We all started to laugh."Honestly, I'd ride Drake hella good." I admitted, "Damn, Lil Wayne could get it anytime." Akira said, Josie stopped the car, "Akira, that nigga is ugly as f***!" Josie spat. "Whatever." Akira rolled her eyes. "I wonder what the guys are doing." We all nodded in agreement.

The Guy's Car-

"You telling me, Trey, you would f*** Precious!" Marlon exclaimed, "Hell yeah, she can get it anyday." Trey said. "She probably can suck d*** super good." Jay agreed. "Ohh please stop!" Chris complained, "Chris, who would you hit and quit?" Rocky asked, Chris bit his lip thinking, "I'd f*** Jennifer Lopez. Or Kim Kardashian." All the guys dapped him up, "I would have Kim K screaming my name." Laith said, "Oh, like how you had Bre screaming on the dresser." All of them Ohh'd. "Hey, don't be mad my tongue game and stroke game is on top." Vhris gagged, "Eww, nobody wanna know that s***." Marlon whined. "Aye Jay, you eat the pussy right?" Jay nodded his head, "Hell yea, I lick flick and suck on that pussy!" He shouted, everybody gagged, "It was a yes or no question!" Marlon said. "Where here!" Laith shouted. They all jumped out of the car to see the girl's had just arrived to.

Rissa POV

As I knocked on the door, I could hear music playing in the background. "My babies!" <a href="http://www.picisto.com/photos/picisto-20121123224618-833888.jpg">Mr. and Mrs.Brown</a> appeared, we had all already met Chris' mom before so it was nothing new. "Hey Mama J!" We all greeted, She gave each of us a hug and told us to go to the backyard which was packed with people. "Yo, Chris!" We turned to see who it was. There <a href="http://hiphopwired.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/11/ld.jpg">they</a> were walking towards us. "Aye don't act starstruck, they'll call you out in front of everybody." Chris warned. We all nodded and took in his words. "Wassup nigga?" Wayne said dapping Chris up. "Man, life." Chris answered cooly, "Who are these lovely young ladies?" Drake asked nodding towards us, "This is my girl Rissa, that's Bre, Shardonnay, Akira, Josie, and Eden. You already know the guys." Chris introduced us to them and suprisingly none of us acted starstruck.

While everybody was having a good time I would catch Wayne staring at me a few times. "You know that nigga staring at you G." Bre notified, "What dude?" I asked, playing like I didn't notice. "Wayne, he hasn't taken his eyes off of you since we got here." I nodded my head, "Maybe he's just looking at something, I'll be back I gotta go to the restroom." I said giving her my drink and racing to the bathroom. I knocked on the door to see if anybody was in there, there was nobody. "Ahh." I sighed in joy as I relieved myself. When I got up somebody knocked on the door, "I'm in here!" I said. The door opened and I felt somebody grab me by the waist, at first I thought it was Chris then he spoke, "Sup babygirl." I pushed his hands off me and pushed him back. "What the f*** is wrong with you?" He looked at me like I was crazy, "I don't like the way you talking to me. Show your future man some respect." I scrunched up my face, "Nigga what, I would never go with you. Not even if you were the last f***ing guy on earth and I was one of the desperate houswives." I spat, I felt an object go across my face and I fell to the ground. "Now, respect me or else." I stood up, and when my eyes connected with his I hit him in his jaw and he fell back. "f*** you b****!" I shouted kicking him. After I felt like I was done I stopped and went back to Bre. I stopped for a second when I saw Mrs. Joyce standing there shaking her head. But I continued to run to the girls.

Bre's POV

As I was drinking and talking with the girls Rissa came behind me covering her face. "Rissa, why you covering her face?" She used the hand that wasn't covering her face to pull us to the front. "Rissa, tell me what the hell is going on." I demanded raising my voice. She took her hand down and we all gasped, "Yo, who the f*** hit you?" Akira asked. "It was Wayne." When she said that all the girls hauled ass into the house. "Where yo ass at Wayne, I need to talk to you!" Shardonnay yelled. Everybody started looking at us, then Wayne came down with a smile plastered on his face. "Are you looking for me?" I nodded, "Step outside so I can talk to you." Akira said with her hand on her hip. "Nah, I'm good." I clenched my jaws, "Nigga, if I was you I would listen to her." I gritted through my teeth. "That's the thing your not me." He acknoweledge, "Wayne get your ass outside right the f*** now!" Mrs. Joyce yelled from the front door. "None of y'all nosey asses better follow unless you know about this." Everybody but the girls stayed put. When we walked outside Rissa stood there mugging the hell out of Wayne, "So you told?" Wayne questioned getting in Rissa's face.

Rissa POV

"Nigga I didn't tell, she saw the wholedamn thing." He chuckled then grabbed me by my throat, all the girls tried to get him off, but he smacked them out cold. He started dragging me down the street. "Laith!....Chris!" I managed to scream very loudly. Next thing I knew all the guys started beating Wayne even Drake.

Chris POV
When I heard Rissa scream I knew something bad had happened. Soon as we raced to the front, the girls were on the ground with bloody noses. My momma told me he had drug her down the street. I took off running with the guys behind me and when I saw him I saw red. Laith and I threw him off of her and started punching him left to right. Trey, Marlon, and Jay were kicking him while Rocky was making sure Rissa and the other girls were okay. I then heard sirens and saw Drake running around the corner. "Y'all get outta here, I'll get this b**** ass nigga to the doctor and I'll call you later." He said dapping me up, We took off running and we got the girls to the cars and pulled off. "What if he sues y'all, this is all my fault." Rissa cried. I hugged her tight and I wasn't going to let her go, "No baby, he was a sick fool. He deserved it. I'm just glad you called us." I kissed her forehead and she pulled me into a real kiss. This kiss had way more feelings in it then the others. I was getting hard jusst think about her lips on other places of my body. But that's a future thing not now.

Lmao!
I swear Im in love with this story!
That chapter had me rolling!
Lmao!
Run it Rissa!

Yay!! Oh if you haven't seen my post on You vs. Them IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Keep up the good work!!!

Haha !!! Caught up lmaoo !!

I love this story like too the maxx

It is so much I missed but Runnn it!

Chapter 9~~ That s*** Cray!

"Get off of me!" <a href="http://02.wir.skyrock.net/wir/v1/resize/?c=isi&im=/3449/84273449/pics/3098289553_1_11_EaT0rIyN.jpg&w=500">Angel</a> yelled. I actually started to laugh, so did Chris. "Chris, help me!" She shrieked, "Chris, I don't know who that is." Chris said. Bre stopped and got off of her, "Now hoe, try my man again like that, and we will have problems." Bre stated. "Laith what is she talking about?" Angel asked, "You know damn well what she talking about, I broke up with you two months ago." Angel laughed, "I know, but I'm 4 months pregnate. Oh and its a baby girl too." She said walking out the house. Laith stood there shocked. "It's okay Laith I always wanted a daughter, no matter if it really is mine or not." Laith smiled at her and pecked her lips. "Aww!" Chris scrunched up his face, "Go get a room." He whined.

"Who is the hoe that just tried my life outside?" Josie asked walking into the house with Akira behind her. "She's irrelavent, plus her ass looked like she got beat the f*** down by a nigga." Akira said popping her gum, "She need to quit all that s***, first she gon disrespect my lady like that. I swear Chris if that wasn't your cousin I would've let Bre kill her ass." Laith said putting his hands up. Bre smiled at him and took his hand and led him upstairs. "I would've let her kill Angel ratchet ass." Chris admitted, "So when is your little sister coming by?" I asked, "She should be here any second." Then there was a knock on the door. "Oh my God Chris why didn't you tell me <a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdei7fz2RX1rk4qxqo1_1280.jpg">Zoey</a> was your sister!" I exclaimed, "I didn't know you knew her." Chris stated. "Yo, Chris mom said be at her house tomorrow bring friends too." Zoey said. Just as quick as she came she left.

"Ahh f*** Laith!!" I turned my head towards the stairs and I heard fain screams, "Bre getting the d***!" Akira shouted her and Josie satrted laughing hysterically. "Oh s***!" I heard Laith grunt, "Laith goin in!" Josie yelled up the stairs, "Oh Laith I'm bout to let it go!" I scrunched up my face and almost vomitted at the noises I heard. Akira and Josie ran upstairs and they listened, "It sounds like porn." Akira whispered to me. "b**** I don't want to know that s***." Akira rolled her eyes, "Okay Virgin Mary, I won't say nothing else." I laid Kaden in the bed I had gotten him and changed him into his outfit. "I know whose baby that is." Chris said,, finally speaking up. "Me too." A look of relief spreaded across his face, "Its mine." He smiled at me and got up and pecked my lips, "Nah, its ours now." I kissed his lips and he bit mine, "Okay, I'm bout to go cook, watch him." I got up and headed to the kitchen. "Rissa!" I heard Chris yell. I ran into the room to see Kaden laying on his back playing with his feet. <em>SMACK!</em> I winced in pain and grabbed my ass. "Ouch!" I shreiked, I heard Chris snickering. "Oh, I don't like you right now." He blew me a kiss. "Love you boo!" He cooed. I couldn't help but smile. All of a sudden I heard a <em>Thump! Thump! Thump!</em> sound. "Yo, Laith got her on the dresser!" I gagged, "Y'all bet not break s*** in this damn house!" I warned. Just as I said that there was a <em>Crash!</em> These niggas done broke my damn lamp.

lmao chris is crazy "he gone love getting head" smh
and damn! i wonder what they are fighting about!!!
RUN IT!!

Oh s***!
Why am I beating Angel ass!
Run it Boo!

Chapter 8~~ Shop Until You Drop

As <a href="http://www.picisto.com/photos/picisto-20121122225143-635384.jpg">Bre and I</a> walked through the mall, we talked and made smart comments to some people. "Yo we should go see the boss." I suggested, "Remind me why we still work at Champs?" She asked, I pointed to her shoes, "That's why." She nodded in agreement. We walked to Champs and as soon as we entered all eyes were on us.

"Yo, my best employees are here!" <a href="http://sbtv.co.uk/wp-content/uploads/2011/09/Big-Sean3.jpg">Sean</a> shouted. "Yo the best boss is here!" I shouted back. "What brings y'all here?" I pointed to the baby shoes, "I need a little something for my son." He jerked his head back, "Son, when did you ever have maternity leave?" I rolled my eyes, "Not by birth nigga. I was here for the last 6 months dumbass." I spat, "Oh, see you talking to me like I'm a little boy. You talking to a grown ass man." Bre put her hand up, "Boy stop!" We all laughed. "Well you know anything for my nephew, here it's on the house." He said picking out multiple <a href="http://i.ebayimg.com/00/s/NDQyWDc1MA==/$T2eC16VHJGQE9noM,KSRBQWm2qHtk!~~60_35.JPG">outfits.</a> "Sean, you know I can pay for this right?" He nodded, "Of course Rissa. Its just my gift to Little Man." I hugged him tight and thanked him. "Ok, now go, b****es staring at me." I looked around and sure enough b****es were staring, "Y'all mad!" Bre yelled and they all turned and rolled their eyes. "Thought so." We left the store and down to the foodcourt.

"Yo, Rissa. How you doing?" <a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m49cglCKej1qjygn8o1_500.jpg">He</a> said coming to my table. I rolled my eyes, "Nigga, quit being fake." He seemed taken back by my staement, "Me fake, how?" I got up, "Nigga, you the one that was talking to Janet, when you knew she was with me." He smiled, "Oh Janet, I heard she left. How's my son, Kevin is it?" He knew I was about to go oof, "Its Kadin b****." Bre spat. "Who the f*** is you?" Bre grabbed his collar, "I'm your worse f***ing nightmare." He chuckled, "Anyways, does the little thing look like me?" I slapped him so hard his mouth started bleeding, we were now starting to get attention. "Don't you ever in your life talk about my son that way. If you do I will break my foot off in yo ass, and that b**** is a promise." I warned calmer than I thought I would've been. I walked away and out of the mall to my car. "Yo, you shouldn't let him get to you like that. Its not good." Bre advised. "He didn't get to me, he just gave me a better reason to step up and raise my son." She patted my back as we pulled off to home.

When we got to the house, Chris and Laith were playing with Kaden. "Come on Ace, hold your head up for daddy." Chris cooed. "Ace, who the f*** is Ace?" Me and Bre said in unison, they laughed, "Its our nickiname we gave him, cause my nephew is gonna be getting girls when he get older. Ain't that right?" Laith said, while tickling Kaden. All of a sudden a loud fart noise was heard. I sniffed the air, "Okay which one of y'all did it?" Laith and Chris threw up their hands, "Not us. Mine are silent." Chris defended, I walked over to Kaden and sniffed his diaper, "Dios mio!" I exclaimed. I hurried and got his diapers and went upstairs, Chris followed, leaving Bre and Laith by themselves.

I started to clean Kaden's butt and he laughed everytime I cleaned his area. "Chris, this boy is gonna love him some head." I assured, "Why you say that?" I took the wipe and wiped his area, and he laughed. "Aww, my man gon be a playa!" Chris popped Kaden's collar and he kissed my lips. "I love me some cherry lipstick." He licked my lips. "Okay calm down." I said, He smacked my ass and ran downstairs, "Uh oh!" Chris exclaimed. I ran downstairs with Kaden and saw Bre on top of Angel banging her head against the floor. "s***!" I cursed.

Nice choice for my lil dip! lil tyga sexy axs! lol

Rissa need to stop playing with that boy before he go deep sea divin in her ocean and she'll never been the same! lol

Run It!!!

HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO YOU TO BOO!
Lol anyway!
Aww Riss and Chris are so Cute!
We all crazy twerking on each other!
Ooh Laith done put the mack down got me missing calls!
Lol!
Anyway Run it boo!

Chapter 7~~~ Party and BullShїt

As we dropped off Kaden at Kiki's house, we left to go pick up Eden and Jay. "I miss him already." I complained, "Rissa, he is gonna be okay, damn quit b****in'." Josie spat. "Since you have a baby, you can't drink as much." Bre added. "I wasn't planning to!" I said sticking my tongue out. We soon pulled up to Eden's house and I went to knock on her door.

"Oh girl, you looking good!" I complimented as she turned in circles. "Thank you." <a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdi94auk5Z1qe1ztpo1_500.jpg">Eden</a> said smiling. "Rissa quit hittin' on my girl." <a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mab5hq3bUn1rdyxbuo1_500.jpg">Jay</a> demanded. Eden pecked my cheek, "Doesn't look like she's your girl." He smacked his lips, "Whatever man, we gon get faded or what?" He asked, "They are, I might have a couple of shots, but I'm not gettin' faded." He nodded his head, then we packed into the car and headed to the club.

"<a href="http://www.gowherehiphop.com/sites/default/files/styles/large/public/ASAP-ROCKY.jpeg">Rocky,</a> how yo ass already faded and we just got here?" I questioned, "Cause shawty, I stay gettin money and high. That's something I can't deny." He chuckled at his own little rhyme. "<a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxeewvo8ll1qd1oovo1_1280.jpg">Trey</a> what's up with you?" I asked dapping him up, He stared me down. "I think you need a bigger dress." He said hiding me behind him, "Chris go get her another dress from the thrift store." He ordered, we all started to laugh. "Haha, y'all think I'm kidding." Josie hit him in his arm, "Leave her alone, let her be sexy." He rolled his eyes and went to the bar to order shots.

"This is to our little clique slash family." Jay cheered, we all drank our shots and made our nasty faces. Play by David Banner came on and we all grabbed our partners and ran to the dance floor.

"Work that clit, cum girl!" Bree shouted. I was grinding on Chris while he was on the wall. He had his drink in one hand and the other on my hip. He pulled me up and put me against the wall. "Can I get a kiss?" He poked his lips out, I grabbed his face and pulled him close. He forced our lips together and he wrapped his hands around my waist. I felt his tongue lick my lips so I happily invited it in by opening my mouth wider. His tongue tackled mine and he moaned. I pulled out of the kiss suddenly, "What?" He asked irritated that I ended the kiss, "You moaned, "Okay?" He said not getting it, "That moan just turned me on in so many ways." He bent down to my ear, "I can turn you on in so many ways." He whispered making chills run down my spine. "Sorry Papi, I got a 90 day rule." He licked my ear, "After that 90 day rule is up, Imma have you feining for this d***." I moaned, he didn't have the slightest idea how bad I wanted him.

"Okay sex monsters, let's go dance Rissa." Akira said pulling me from Chris he licked his lips and winked at me. When we got to the dancefloor Josie was twerking on Eden and Eden was twerking on Bre and Bre was twerking on Akira and Akira was twerking on me. It was just one line of girls twerking on each other. Then Diced Pineapples came on and Laith grabbed Bre's hand and then we all booed up again.

3 hours later~
I walked in the house with Chris on my heels, "Bae you go upstairs, I'll go get Kaden." Chris offered. "Okay baby, thanks." I gave him a peck on the lips, "Mhmm mhmm, I can't wait for this 90 days to be over." He turned and walked out the door. I called Bre, but she didn't answer, "When yo ass done f***ing Laith call me. I wanna go shopping tomorrow for Kaden." With that I laid on my bed and fell asleep.

-Happy Thanksgiving!!