Noooooo
Zaria should have at least asked Julian how he felt instead of doing it behind his back...
Ugh I hope Julian is alright :)
RUN IT

i agree with julian that travis intentions may not be pure
but this was a agruement blown out of proportion
i hope julian makes it out alive :/

run it

OMGGGGG, I hope he's okay... their argument was stupid, Zaira was completely wrong but Julian didn't have to spazz like that... RUN IT!

And This Silent Reader SPEAKS

Good things DO last forever if you work to fix them when they break!!!
I swear I will be so angry with you if Julian doesn't come out of this alive!!! I know he's hurt and I Know Travis does not have good intentions with these letters. Zaira is way too naive! I also have a big heart and i forgive just as easily but I'm not stupid and I guard my heart! Zaira has heart fully exposed right now and she really is being stupid love makes you do crazy things but at some ppoint your head MAKES your heart listen!

Do NOT do this to me! My heart will be broken!

RUN IT ASAP!!!

Nooo!! I hope he comes out ok. I knew something bad was goin to happen but not this. Hopefully they can move past this

Julian

So a little over two weeks pass and today is Saturday and Zaira and I are moving into our new apartment today! We are both so excited!! As soon as we get to the apartment with our cars and rental truck, we get out and we start to unload the rental truck.

“Baby I can’t believe we are moving in together! I am so excited!,” Zaira exclaimed.

“I feel the same way baby.....best believe we are going to christen almost every room in this apartment. Trust me on that,” I said.

“I know baby and I can’t wait.” Zaira pecks my lips and then we continue to unpack our cars and the rental truck. Once all the boxes are in the apartment, we start to unpack. Zaira is in the kitchen and I am unpacking in our room. I love the way that sounds, our room :) As I am unpacking one of the boxes, I notice a stack of papers. I don’t really pay them much mind, until I notice the local correctional facility address on them. I look at them confused and I look through the stack of about 10 envelopes. I open one and I see a handwritten letter. I look to the bottom for a name and I am shocked when I see Travis’ signature. I look through all of the letters and they are all from Travis. Why is Zaira writing to him? I don’t understand. I skim through some of the letters and they are kind of intimate letters. Travis is spilling his feelings for Zaira and he is saying how thankful he is that she forgives him for what he did. What?!? Why would Zaira not tell me about this? We don’t have secrets so I am very upset right now. I take all of the letters and I go into the kitchen and I see Zaira unpacking dishes carefully. I throw the letters on the counter next to her and she heard the sound and she looks at me and smiles, but her smile quickly dies down when she sees my face.

“What’s wrong?,” Zaira asked.

“Do you want to explain these to me?,” I said while pointing to the stack of letters. She looks at me confused then looks at the letters and I see her whole demeanor change. She swallows hard and she looks at me and I just narrow my eyes at her.

“Julian.....please don’t be mad at me,” Zaira said softly.

“Since when do we have secrets? Huh?,” I asked.

“I just....I didn’t think you would want me talking to Travis.”

“You’re d**n right about that!! How can you talk to him?! He raped you Zaira! He brutally raped you, taped it, and gave you a STD. What could you possibly have to discuss with this man?,” I yelled.

“Don’t yell at me Julian.....all I do is write to him and that’s it. He is really sorry for what he did. He is incredibly remorseful. I don’t want to hate him, so I have forgiven him. He writes me because it helps. It helps the both of us.”

“How does it help you? Why can’t you talk to me about it huh? You know you can talk to me about anything!”

“I know that Julian and I tell you everything.”

“You didn’t tell me about these letters.”

“Well you didn’t tell me about your son,” Zaira rudely.

“Wow.....ok that’s a totally different situation. I didn’t even know if my son was dead or alive Zaira!”

“But you still could have told me.”

“Fine so what we’re even? I don’t think so. You talking to another n***a who happens to be the same man that raped you is a different situation. You could have told him in one letter that you forgave him and that’s it. Why are you writing back and forth to him? Huh?”

“Julian he just likes to talk to me that’s all.”

“Talk to you about what? About how often he gets his a** beat in prison or how awful it is there? What do you two talk about?”

“Julian....I cared about Travis. I loved him at one point and he loved me. He needs someone to talk to and he chose me to talk to. Should I have pushed him away? I don’t think so. I need to talk to him in a sense so I don’t grow hate for him in my heart.”

“He never loved you Zaira. How can you believe that? He cheated on you, made you feel awful for not having sex with him, and then raped you like you meant nothing to you. You meant absolutely nothing to him Zaira,” I said evilly. Zaira just stares at me in shock and I see tears fill her eyes. Wow now I feel awful, but I’m just so mad right now.

“Julian....you really don’t know how Travis felt about me. He hurt me, yes I understand that. I will never forget what he did, but I can forgive him. That is all I am doing.”

“Oh I don’t know how he felt about you? I remember him slapping you across your face. He treated you like trash and now you are acting like he’s your friend? Don’t be stupid Zaira.”

“Julian stop. I am not doing this to hurt you. I am doing this for myself. I need closure too you know.”

“How does writing to him give you closure? He is going to get in your head and try to convince you he’s good when he is evil!”

“I....I don’t know how to explain it Julian.”

“There is no explanation....I can’t believe this.”

“I’m sorry I didn’t tell you but I knew you would act like this.....and it’s not like I need your permission to do anything. I’m your woman not your property.” That was a low blow.

“You’re right you don’t need my permission to do anything ....but I thought we were special to each other and I thought you could include me in every aspect of your life. But I see I was wrong.”

“Julian don’t do that.”

“Don’t do what? Don’t do what Zaira?”

“Don’t be mad at me about this....I’m sorry ok? I should have told you. I should have and I’m sorry I didn’t. But I didn’t want to make you upset.”

“It’s kind of late for that Zaira. I’m pissed to be honest.”

“Julian I’m sorry....I don’t like it when you are mad at me.”

“....I want to understand this, but I don’t. I don’t and I honestly won’t. That man.....broke your heart and your spirit and now you are taking out time to write to him? I just don’t get it.”

“....I’m sorry I can’t explain it to you. I wish I could but I can’t.”

“It’s fine. You want to continue writing to him, I really don’t care.”

“....You don’t care?”

“Did I stutter? I don’t care. You do what you want. I don’t want to control you. You’re a grown woman.”

“....Are you mad at me?”

“Nope.”

“Julian don’t lie....I can tell you are mad at me.”

“I’m not mad....I’m going to finish unpacking.” I shake my head as I walk to our bedroom. I sigh as I continue to unpack. I’m just scared that I might find something else I don’t want to. A few minutes later, Zaira comes into the room and she sits on the bed and looks at me.

“Julian I know you are mad at me...I’m sorry for what I did ok?,” Zaira said as tears ran down her cheeks.

“I don’t know why we are still talking about this because you don’t think you did anything wrong, so what’s the point?,” I said.

“Julian I said I was sorry.”

“Ok Zaira I heard you. You’re sorry I get it.”

“Julian don’t do this to me.”

“What am I doing?”

“You’re pretending you aren’t mad when you are. I know you too well for this.....let’s just resolve this now ok? I don’t want you mad at me.”

“Ok I’ll be honest.....I am very mad at you....why didn’t you think you could tell me? That hurts Zaira.”

“I’m sorry baby I just thought you wouldn’t want me to do it.”

“So you rather keep a secret from me? Is that better?” Zaira just looks at me and then looks down.

“Ok you’re right Julian. I was wrong is that what you want to hear?,” Zaira said while looking up at me.

“You know what? I’m going out for a drive,” I said.

“No Julian don’t leave.”

“I need to get some air....I’ll be back before my mom comes with JJ and Alexis.”

“Julian, please don’t. It’s our first day in this apartment and you just want to leave? Don’t do that. I just want us to unpack our new place together....if you don’t want to be around me right now I can understand that. I will go unpack another room.”

“Yeah you should do that, because I don’t want to be around you right now,” I said harshly. D**n that was really rude of me, but I’m just so angry.

“....Ok Julian I’ll leave you be,” Zaira said softly. She wipes her tears and she quickly stands up from the bed and leaves the room. I just sigh heavily and I plop down on the bed. I’m just hurt that Zaira could keep a secret from me. I just can’t understand why she would want to talk to someone that hurt her so deeply. Travis hurt Zaira so bad. He always made her feel like less of a woman because she would not have sex with him, he slapped her, cheated on her, raped her and gave her an STD. I just don’t understand how she could even want to talk with him. I will never understand that I know that much. I stand up from the bed and I continue to unpack me and Zaira’s belongings. I make up our bed with our new bedspread and I get our room pretty much settled except for Zaira’s clothes. I go into the living room and I start to unpack a few things. I look into the kitchen and I see Zaira unpacking pots and pans. I can see the side of her face and I can see tears rolling down her cheeks. The last thing I wanted to do was make her upset, but I’m upset. I know I can be very stubborn it is one of my flaws I have been told quite often. I sigh and I go into the kitchen and I get a glass of water. I rest against the counter as I drink the water and watch Zaira from my side view. I see her take a deep breath and she stands right in front of me and looks at me and I look at her.

“Julian I cannot stand it when you are mad at me,” Zaira said wearily.

“I don’t understand why you are writing to Travis, but you are going to do it regardless, so why does my opinion even matter?,” I said.

“Why are you so stubborn?!,” Zaira yelled in frustration. I just look at her in shock and she just takes a deep breath again.

“I’m sorry that I have a problem with the woman that I love writing to the man that broke her heart more than once! I’m sorry for caring so much about you that I don’t want to see you get hurt! Excuse me for caring Zaira!,” I yelled.

“I know you care Julian but you are wrong! You have no right to be mad at me! If I want to write to Travis, then I should be able to write to him!”

“I don’t have a right to be mad?! You kept a secret from me! How can I trust you? How do I know you haven’t kept anything else from me? Everything you have told me so far could be a lie! Your parents could still be alive, you may have never gotten raped the first time, how do I know what to believe huh?”

“How dare you. How dare you Julian! How dare you say that I would lie about any of those things! I would never lie about such hurtful things! You can be a real a**hole!,” Zaira yelled as tears ran down her cheeks.

“If I’m so stubborn and such an a**hole then why are you with me then? Huh?,” I asked rudely. Zaira just looks at me in shock. I know I should not have just said that.

“How can you say that to me? How you can look me in the face and say some s**t like that?,” Zaira asked angrily.

“I just don’t understand how you can keep anything from me. I thought I could trust you but maybe I can’t,” I said.

“Julian....you are blowing this way out of proportion.”

“Am I? How would you feel if I was writing to another woman behind your back? It would hurt you too if I didn’t tell you what I was doing. I’m not trying to control you; you know I don’t want to do that. But I’m your man and you’re my woman so I want us to be able to discuss everything. I just don’t get why you would keep anything from me. And you know how I feel about that n***a Travis. It’s disrespectful Zaira.”

“Julian....I didn’t mean to hurt your or disrespect you, but I knew you would have acted irrational like you are now.”

“Maybe if you would have told me straight up and not hid it from me, I wouldn’t have to act irrationally.”

“I’m sorry Julian....what else can I do?”

“You know what? You don’t have to do anything. You do what you what you want, you have been doing that anyway,” I said rudely. I grab my keys off the counter and I turn to walk towards the door.

“Julian where are you going?,” Zaira called out to me.

“It’s a secret,” I said while turning to look at Zaira. She just stares at me with a look across her face, but when I am hurting I hurt other people.

“Julian I don’t want you to go. I want you to stay.”

“Well I don’t. I don’t even want to be in the same area as you right now.”

“....Are you really that mad at me?,” Zaira asked softly.

“Yes!,” I yelled. Zaira just looks at me and nods her head.

“.....Ok. I can understand that you need some space right now.....just know that I’m sorry for what I did. I never meant to hurt you. I love you Julian,” Zaira said. I just turn around and I leave the apartment without saying anything else to Zaira. I get in my car and I speed off. I’m just so angry right now. I do not like the fact that Zaira couldn’t tell me she was writing to Travis. I don’t want Travis to get in Zaira’s head and hurt her, because I know that is what he is trying to do. He is a sociopath and that is what they do. Zaira just has too big of a heart to be mean to anyone and even if you hurt her, she can forgive her. I respect and love that about her, but I could not stand to see Travis hurt her again. Travis could use Zaira’s letters as evidence to get his sentence shortened or some s**t like that. I just don’t believe that Travis has pure intentions with this. Zaira should have told me that is all I am saying. I drive a few blocks and stop at a stop sign. I look both ways and I continue on. Suddenly I hear loud honking of horns. I look to my left side and I see a car coming straight toward me. I just gasp in shock and the next thing I know everything goes black..........

I told ya’ll good things don’t last forever ;)! But don’t be mad and tell me what you think!!

I'm glad you think Zaira and Julian are so cute together but.....good things can't last forever ladies ;) *evil laugh*

Run it

Loved It...
Run It....

i love zaira annd julian!! and jj and alexis are hilarious..flirting with cam and angela..RUN IT!

Julian

I wake up the next day, Wednesday at around 10:30 am. Zaira and I decided last night that we would play hooky from class today. We stayed up until damn near 3 am. Last night.....was absolutely amazing. I have no words. Zaira is a freak which I always knew. Her body....is perfect to me. She is thick where I like it and I could not get enough of being inside of her. She feels f***ing amazing. Her p***y is so damn good I am already addicted to it. I couldn’t get enough last night and I don’t think I ever will. Making love to the woman that I love touched me so deeply. I know I spilled all my feelings for her last night. It was emotional, but in a good way. It was beautiful actually. We were so in tuned with each other and I felt like we were one person last night, which was amazing to me. I’ll never forget a single moment of last night. I look next to me and I see Zaira lying on her back sleeping peacefully. I just smile; she is so beautiful. She is draped in the sheets and I know that she is naked underneath. I smirk to myself and I lift up the sheets and admire her naked body. I look her up and down multiple times. I love her so damn much, it’s scary. I see her squirm a bit and then I see her legs open and bend towards her chest. I look up and I see Zaira awake smiling at me.

“You want some morning sex baby?,” Zaira asked.

“Hell yes....you sure you can handle it? You started to run from me last night,” I teased.

“I’m energized now. Now put on a condom and get inside of me,” Zaira said sensually.

“Oh I have turned your ass out I see. Yes ma’am,” I said obediently. I quickly put on a condom and then I get on top of Zaira and she wraps her legs around my waist. She loves this d**k ;) I lean down and peck her lips as I gently rub her womanhood. I need her as wet as it was last night. It feels so good. She is so tight and wet, she just feels perfect around me.

“Mmm baby,” Zaira moaned in my ear. Her moans are the sexiest sound I have ever heard! I love it when she moans in my ear that turns me on. Once she is wet for me I slide right in. She feels so good!! I swear every time I slide right into her, I just want to cum simultaneously, but I can’t do that to my baby. I like to take my time with her anyway. I look down at Zaira and she is looking at me, while making a slight face of pain.

“You ok babe?,” I asked.

“I’m fine.....can you take it slow?,” Zaira asked.

“Of course baby.” I peck her lips and then I slowly slide in and out of her while looking at her. She smiles a bit at me and she pulls my chest to hers and wraps her arms around me and holds me tight. She is so loving and passionate and I love that about her. Her hands roam up my back and she rests her left hand on top of my head and runs her fingers through my small curls. I love it when she does that. I inch deeper and deeper inside of Zaira and she grips my back in pleasure and throws her head back and lets out a loud moan. I smile to myself and I continue a slow but deep pace. 25 minutes later, Zaira and I both reach our climaxes. Her p***y is so good!! I don’t even want to use a condom ever again, but I know we have to for a while. I pull out of Zaira and I lie down next to her and she turns her head to look at me.

“I love it when we make love Julian,” Zaira said.

“I love it too baby I really do. I think I am addicted already,” I said while smirking.

“Me too. I love you inside of me.”

“And I love being inside of you.....you hungry babe?”

“Yes starving! We had to have burned thousands of calories with all of the sex we have had,” Zaira said while laughing.

“You’re probably right about that.....want to cook together?”

“Yes baby.” I smile and I peck Zaira’s lips and I get out of the bed and I hold my hand out to Zaira. She smiles and stands up from the bed and I slap her ass a few times and she giggles. Her giggle is sexy as f***, damn. I kiss her forehead and then I walk over to the dresser and I hand Zaira one of my white t-shirts and she puts it on. I then take off my condom and then I put on a pair of boxers. We go into the kitchen and we both wash our hands very thoroughly. I take out eggs, and bacon from the fridge and Zaira takes out grits from the cabinet. I set the food on the counter and I watch as Zaira moves around the kitchen getting pans and pots to cook in. When she bent over to get the pot for the grits I slapped her behind hard. She stood up and set the pan down and turned around to look at me.

“Julian you need to behave,” Zaira said while laughing a bit.

“You act like you don’t like it when I slap that round, firm, perfect behind of yours,” I said while smirking. Zaira just hits my chest and I kiss her all over her face and she just laughs out loud. She walks to the stove and I laugh a bit because she is walking incredibly funny. She heard me laugh and she turns to look at me.

“You laughing at me?,” Zaira asked.

“Yeah you’re walking funny babe.....but I know why, it’s my fault,” I said while grabbing my manhood.

“You are disgusting,” Zaira said while laughing.

“You weren’t complaining about that last night,” I said. Zaira just sticks out her tongue and I lean in and suck on it and Zaira slaps my chest to get me stop. I stop and she laughs at me.

“Stop messing with me....and wash your hands again,” Zaira joked. I laugh and I wash my hands again and then Zaira and I cook breakfast together. I tried so hard to not mess with my baby, but I couldn’t help myself. I’m just so in love with her, that I want to spend every second of my time with her. I don’t want to smother her though; I don’t want to be that kind of boyfriend. With our new found intimacy, it’s just hard for me not to touch Zaira. I just can’t keep my hands off of her. Once breakfast is ready, we sit down at the table across from each other. We say our blessing and then we start to eat.

“Baby do you want to do anything today?,” Zaira asked.

“Besides you tonight, yes. I was thinking that we could surprise JJ and Alexis and pick them up from school and take them out for an early dinner. I miss them both so much. What do you think?,” I asked.

“Aww baby that sounds so sweet, I love the idea. I think they both would really like that....can we bring Cameron and Angela? I told them I would see them today and Angela wants to meet JJ and Alexis since I told her all about them. She LOVES children so much,” Zaira suggested.

“I wouldn’t mind that at all, sounds like fun. I really like Angela and Cameron they’re a real good couple.” Zaira just smiles and nods her head and she leans over and pecks my lips. Once Zaira and I are done eating, we clean the dishes and then we take a shower. Of course we had a round in the shower ;). Once we are done in the shower, we get out, dry off and I help Zaira lotion her body, almost causing another round between us, but I controlled myself. After that, we both got dressed. We went to the living room and we got some homework done. At 2:30 pm I called my mom and told her my plans with JJ and Alexis and she loved the idea. I asked her if she wanted to come, but she said she will pass and stay at work a little later than usual so she can get some extra work done. Zaira and I stop by the store to get two car seats for JJ and Alexis. Safety always comes first. By 3:30 we arrive at JJ and Alexis’ school. They do go to the same school and the school is about 20 minutes away from our campus; it’s about midway between my mom’s house and the campus. I park in front of the school and Zaira and I get out and we see kids coming out. 5 minutes later, we see Alexis and JJ coming out of the school holding hands. I can’t help but smile when I see them, they are adorable. They look around and when they see me, they both gasp and wave. I smile and they run to me and I kneel down and I hold them close.

“Daddy!!! I miss you!,” JJ exclaimed.

“I missed you too JJ,” I said.

“Juju! What are you doing here?!,” Alexis asked in shock.

“Zaira and I wanted to surprise you! We are going to dinner with our friends and you two are coming with us,” I said.

“Yay!!,” JJ and Alexis said in unison. I pick them both up in my arms and I kiss the both of our cheeks multiple times. I walk towards Zaira and JJ and Alexis smile when they see her.

“Hi Zaira!,” JJ exclaimed.

“Hi handsome,” Zaira said. I hand JJ to Zaira and she hugs him tight then kisses his cheek. Zaira then holds out her free arm for Alexis and I hand her to her and Zaira kisses Alexis all over her face while Alexis giggles.

“Are my babies ready to go eat?,” Zaira said cutely.

“Yeah!!,” JJ and Alexis said excitedly. I smile and I open the car door and I strap JJ in his car seat and Zaira straps Alexis in hers. Zaira and I then get in the car and we drive to the local Applebee’s, which is where Angela and Cameron are meeting us. Once we park, we get out of the car. I hold JJ’s hand while Zaira holds Alexis’. As we are walking to the door, we see Angela and Cameron sitting on the bench outside the door. When they see us, they smile and wave. Angela gasps when she sees JJ and Alexis and she walks over to us.

“Oh my goodness....these have to be two of the most beautiful children I have ever seen,” Angela said. She squats down and just admires JJ and Alexis.

“Hi handsome you must be JJ. I’m Angela,” Angela said sweetly to JJ.

“Hi Angela....you’re pretty,” JJ said while smiling big.

“Your son is just like you, so flirty,” Zaira whispered to me. I just laugh and nod my head.

“Hi pretty girl you must be Alexis,” Angela said while smiling big.

“Hi Angela. Nice to meet you,” Alexis said while smiling big.

“Nice to meet you too,” Angela said. Angela looks at Cameron and he walks over and squats next to Angela.

“Hey lil’ man, I’m Cameron,” Cameron said.

“Nice to meet you,” JJ said. JJ holds out his fist and Cameron laughs and daps JJ’s fist.

“Lil’ man’s cool,” Cameron said while laughing.

“Hi I’m Alexis Cameron.....you are a cutie,” Alexis said while giggling.

“Thank you gorgeous, you’re a cutie yourself,” Cameron said while smiling big.

“Thank you. Can I sit next to you for dinner?,” Alexis asked sweetly.

“Of course you can, I would like that,” Cameron said. Alexis just giggles and leans in and kisses Cameron’s cheek. Julian and I just laugh and shake our heads.

“I sit next to you Angela?,” JJ asked.

“Of course cutie pie,” Angela said. Cameron and Angela stand up and Alexis quickly grabs Cameron’s hand and JJ grabs Angela’s. I just look at Zaira and she laughs.

“I think your niece and son both have a crush,” Zaira joked.

“I think you’re right,” I said while laughing. We all walk into Applebee’s and we are seated at a six person table. Angela and JJ sit together, Cameron and Alexis sit together, and then Zaira and I sit next to each other. We all start to look through our menus.

“Daddy I miss you. Can we do dinner all the time?,” JJ asked.

“I miss you too JJ. I wish I could see you every day,” I said.

“Me too, can’t I live with you and Zaira?,” JJ said.

“You will eventually I promise you JJ,” I said.

“Ok....I love you daddy,” JJ said.

“I love you more JJ,” I said. JJ smiles and Angela gently rubs his cheek.

“Juju I want to live with you and Zaira now. It would be fun,” Alexis said.

“I know baby girl I know. I want you and JJ to live with me and Zaira too, but we have to finish school first so we can take care of you. Do you understand?,” I said. Alexis smiles a bit and nods her head. A waiter comes a few minutes later and takes our drink orders. Once she brings our drinks, we all order our food. While waiting for our food, we all talk amongst ourselves. JJ and Alexis both talk about school and I just admire them. These two little kids mean everything to me. I love them so damn much. I would do anything for them. I want to give them the world. 25 minutes later our food comes and we all start eating. JJ and Alexis really like Angela and Cameron, I can tell they will be close. JJ and Alexis definitely have crushes. It’s sweet in a sense. I enjoyed dinner with Zaira, JJ, Alexis, Angela and Cameron. We all had a really nice time. It was so good to see JJ and Alexis. I am really going to make an effort to try and see them more often, not just the weekends. They need to know that I love them, so I have to show them. Once we all are done eating, we leave the restaurant.

“Cameron can I see you again?,” Alexis asked sweetly.

“Sure gorgeous. I’d like to see you again. You let me know when,” Cameron said. Alexis giggles and reaches up to Cameron and Cameron picks her up and kisses her all over her face while Alexis blushes. Zaira, Angela and I just laugh at Alexis.

“Angela I want kisses,” JJ said. Angela smiles big and picks JJ up and kisses him all over his face and JJ laughs.

“I’m going to see you later ok JJ?,” Angela said.

“Ok,”’ JJ said. JJ reaches out to me and Angela hands him to me and I kiss his cheek. Cameron hands Alexis to Zaira and then Angela and Cameron say bye to all of us and they leave. Zaira and I put JJ and Alexis in their car seats and then we head to my mom’s house. Once we get there, we all go in and go into the kitchen. JJ and Alexis sit down at the table and pull out their homework. Zaira and I sit down across from them to help them if they need it. My mom comes into the kitchen and smiles at all of us.

“There’s my two beautiful grandbabies!,” my mom exclaimed. My mom hugs and kisses JJ and Alexis and they hug and kiss her back.

“How was dinner?,” my mom asked.

“It was fun....daddy’s friend Angela is pretty!,” JJ said.

“Yeah grandma and Juju’s friend Cameron is a cutie. He is fine!,” Alexis exclaimed.

“My goodness, you two are your parent’s children. So flirty just like your parents,” my mom said while laughing. JJ and Alexis just laugh and so do Zaira and I.

“Daddy how long you stay?,” JJ asked.

“Zaira and I will tuck you and Alexis in bed and make sure you both are sleeping soundly before we leave. I promise,” I said. JJ just smiles and nods his head.

“I want to sit with you daddy,” JJ said. I just smile and I walk over to his chair and I pick him up and kiss his cheek multiple times and then I sit down and I sit down with him in my lap. JJ continues his homework and I just watch him as he does so. He is very smart for his age; I know Krystal made sure of that. I help JJ if he needs help and Zaira helps Alexis if she needs help. I love this family time. Alexis and Zaira are becoming so close and I love that. I just watch Zaira and I can’t help but smile at her. She is such an amazing woman and I know how lucky I am to have her. I will not let her go. I love her so much. At around 6:30 pm, JJ and Alexis take their baths while Zaira and I wait in Alexis’ room. Once they are both dressed in their pajamas, Alexis lies down in her bed and Zaira holds JJ in her lap. JJ said he wants to fall asleep on Zaira’s cushions. I told him I wanted to do the same thing tonight ;) Zaira hit me playfully of course, but JJ just laughed. JJ rests his head against Zaira’s chest and Zaira gently rubs his back. I start to gently sing while I rub Alexis’s back. 25 minutes later, Alexis and JJ are knocked out. Zaira and I kiss Alexis’ forehead and then we leave the room, while Zaira holds JJ close. We take JJ to his room and then Zaira lies JJ down on his stomach and I tuck him in. We both kiss his forehead and Zaira rubs his cheek.

“I love your son so much baby. He’s so beautiful,” Zaira whispered.

“Thank you baby you’re sweet....now let’s get home so we can make him a younger sibling,” I joked. Zaira just hits my chest hard and I laugh quietly. I kiss her lips and then I turn on the night light for JJ and then Zaira and I leave the room. We go downstairs to the living room where my mom is watching television. When she sees us, she smiles and stands up from the couch. She walks over to us and she hugs us tightly.

“You two are so sweet for what you did for JJ and Alexis today. They talk about the both of you all the time. They love you both so much and they want to see you as often as they can. Especially JJ....Julian that boy is so much like you it’s scary. He needs you and so does Alexis,” my mom said.

“I know ma that is why I did what I did today. I want to see them more than just the weekend. I want to show them that I love them. So once Zaira and I get settled in our apartment in the next two weeks, we will see them as often as we can. They can even spend the night with us if they want to. I would love that,” I said.

“I know baby and they would love it too,” my mom said.

“Ok ma we have to head home,” I said.

“Ok baby....now Julian you give Zaira a break alright? Don’t hurt her,” my mom said.

“Huh?,” I said in confusion.

“Julian you act like I was never young once....I saw how you and Zaira were all over each other today, I’m not blind. I know exactly what goes on between you two, even when you don’t tell me......I know you two have taken that special step in your relationship,” my mom said while smiling. I look at Zaira and she looks at me while blushing.

“Oh Zaira baby don’t be embarrassed one bit....it’s a beautiful part of being in love I understand that.....just no more grandbabies while you are in college I mean that Julian,” my mom said sternly.

“I know ma we promise,” I said.

“Alright. I love ya’ll drive safely,” my mom said. Zaira and I smile and say “I love you” back. We hug her and then we leave. We get in my car and we head to Zaira’s apartment. I rest my right hand on Zaira’s left thigh and I run my hand up and down it.

“Baby you just can’t get enough huh?,” Zaira said while laughing a bit.

“I can admit that I am addicted.....your body is my drug,” I said sexily.

“Mmm....I like it when you talk like that,” Zaira said while biting her bottom lip.

“Oh yeah.....want me to tell you what I am going to do with you when we get home?”

“Yeah baby.”

“Ok....but this is what you have to do. You have to play with yourself and imagine they are my hands.”

“Here?”

“Nobody but us baby......now do it.” Zaira nods her head and she unbuttons and unzips her jeans and spreads out her legs and slides her right hand inside of her panties.

“Now imagine you’re naked and your hands are my hands.....I’m gently caressing your pearl.....how does that feel?,” I said sensually.

“Mmm....it feels good baby,” Zaira moaned.

“Now....as I am caressing your pearl I’m sucking on your nipples. Swirling my tongue around your nipples. I’m licking, biting and kissing every inch of your breasts. I move my tongue down your chest, to your navel, and I keep going and I place my lips and tongue on every inch of your body. You like my lips on your body baby?”

“Yes baby I love your lips all over me,” Zaira moaned in pleasure.

“....You wet for me?”

“I’m so wet for you baby....I want you so bad,” Zaira said while looking at me. Damn she just made me rock hard. I want her bad.

“I want you too.”

“I want you now Zaira.” I drive to a secluded parking lot and I park and turn off the car and then I look at Zaira and she looks at me. She looks around and then back at me. It’s dark outside so most likely no one would see us.

“Baby....you want to do it here?,” Zaira asked.

“Why not? Are you scared?,” I teased. Zaira narrows her eyes at me and bites her bottom lip then shakes her head.

“I’m not scared....you’re going to have my attention anyway,” Zaira said sexily.

“Exactly the only thing you are going to be paying attention to is this,” I said while pointing to my manhood. Zaira just laughs and we both get out of the car and go into the backseat. I lock the car doors and then I look at Zaira. I grab her face and kiss her passionately. She takes my right hand and leads it into her panties and I feel her wet womanhood. She’s drenched just how I like it. I caress her gently as she moans in my mouth. This woman is beyond sexy. I cannot get enough of her. She unbuckles and unbuttons then unzips my pants and slides her right hand inside of my boxers and strokes my manhood. She moans as she does this and I do as well. I kiss down to her neck and she rests her free hand on top of my head.

“Baby....do you have a condom?,” Zaira asked. I nod my head and take my free hand and I go into my pocket and I take out a stack of Magnums. I’m always prepared ;) I pull away from Zaira and I slide my pants and boxers down to my ankles while Zaira takes off her pants and panties. I open the condom and I slide it on my manhood.

“You want me on top baby?,” Zaira asked.

“Yeah baby get on top,” I said. I slap Zaira’s behind and she giggles as she climbs on top of me. She straddles me and grabs my manhood and slides me inside of her womanhood. We both moaned out loud as she did this. I grip Zaira’s waist tight as she starts to bounce up and down on top of me. She looks at me and I look at her.

“Damn you feel good,” I groaned.

“Ahhh....I love you Julian,” Zaira moaned.

“I love you too Zaira. I love you so much.” Zaira smiles a bit and I lean in and I kiss her passionately as she picks up her pace. This is so amazing. After our 20 minute quickie and we both reach our climaxes, Zaira just wraps her arms around me and I hold her as we try to catch her breath. I’ve never had a woman make me feel the way Zaira does. I just want to spend the rest of my life with her. I don’t need or want anyone but her. My family is already complete in my eyes. I just close my eyes and I enjoy the embrace. I am so peaceful whenever I am with Zaira. Nothing could ever get me down when I am with her. Zaira pulls out of the embrace and she leans in and pecks my lips a few times. I open my eyes to look at her and she looks at me.

“Can I ask you something?,” I asked.

“Anything Julian,” I said.

“When you think about the future......what do you see?” Zaira looks down and smiles and then she looks up at me. She rests her hands on my cheeks and looks at me intensely as I look at her.

“Julian when I think about the future....I see you. I see you, JJ and Alexis. I see us graduating from college, finding jobs, getting married and living in a house with all four of us. You know....one of my biggest fears is dying alone. Dying with no family or my own legacy such as a child....but Julian...I know that with you, I will never ever be alone. JJ and Alexis.....I feel like they are a part of me and I love them and you so much. You know that I have been without a family for a while now....but with you, your mom, JJ and Alexis, I feel so loved and cared for. You all are my family and I don’t ever want to let any of you go,” Zaira said as tears ran down her cheeks. My baby has a heart of gold, I swear. I just smile and I wipe her tears and pull her into another embrace.

“Zaira I am here to stay. I promise you I am. I have never ever felt a love like the love I feel for you Zaira.....it scares me, but at the same time I love it. I see you in my future too. I see us raising JJ and Alexis and any other kids we decide to have. You are a part of my family now and I love you so much. I truly believe you are the one God made specifically for me. I truly believe that. I know we have not been together for too long, but I know our love is strong. I know our love can get through anything. As long as we trust and love each other and communicate about everything, we are going to be fine. We can be together forever.”

“That is exactly what I want Julian.”

Found some motivation ladies hopefully you all enjoy this add! I love all the support :)

definitely LOVED this!!! they some freaky freaks!!!!! finally got it in..zaira was getting no breaks..at all! glad they took it to that level tho..RUN IT

They finally got their freak on!!!! OW!!!!! Lol I'm so happy they could express their love for one another. And they've been through so much together. JJ and Julian are so wonderful together!!! I'm so happy he got his son back!! Love this. Run it!!

Dam they some lil nasties !!! I loved how it wasn't just sex they expressed how they felt about each other and s*** she won't have any problem getting pregnant ! Gon be poppin kids left and right!
I'm so happy he got jj back and I'm glad he accepted Z even called her second mommy
I can't wait til they all move together :)
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