Where it all began ……..
I was about 5 years old when both of my parents were murdered. Nobody knows who did it or why and it’s been 11 years. I was bounced around from foster home to foster home and always mistreated. My last foster family tried to molest me and I ran away. When the police found me I explained to them what was going on and showed them all the bruises. Now I’m living with my crush’s family and I’ve been here since I was 14, I’m now 16. His name is Trey and he’s an 18 year old freshman in college who is also a full time hustler who‘s street name is Trigga. (Ring, Ring, Ring)
“Hello.”
I said as I continued writing in my diary.
“Where‘s my mom and dad??”
It was Trey. Sorry I forgot to mention that he’s a total a**hole and hates me for sum reason.
“I don‘t know. Call their phones.”
He sucked his teeth.
“f*** it. Just open the damn door for me and my niggas.”
“Whatever.”
I hit the end button on my touch screen and tossed my phone on my bed. I had on booty shorts with a half tank top and slippers. I quickly fixed my hair then jogged downstairs and opened the door. Trey was with Chris (street name Breezy), Antoine (street name Ace Hood), and Michael (street name Tyga).
“Slut.”
Trey said as he pushed past me almost knocking me over. I rolled my eyes as Chris, Antoine, and Michael eyed me and followed Trey to the living room.
“f*** you Trey.”
“I wouldn‘t touch ya stank ass pussy after every nigga been up in it.”
I held back the tears and ran upstairs to my room slamming my door and locking it. Let me fill you in on a few things. I went to a party when I first started high school at 13 with a few friends and I was drugged then a few friends of Trey ran a train on me and recorded it. Trey thinks that I let them all f*** me, but it’s the total opposite. Now I have no friends and no1 to turn to. They took my virginity from me and now I’m known as a slut even though I never had sex with any1 by choice.
“I hate my life.”
I mumbled as I walked into my bathroom and locked the door. I pulled out my hidden razor and did what I had to do in order for the pain to go away…
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9 - Done
I’ve been in my room for the last few weeks locked away. I won’t open the door, I won’t eat, I won’t answer my phone, or anything else. All I do is shower and sleep.
“Kiana.”
Chris was at my door.
“What??”
“Please open the door. For me at least.”
I got up and peeked out my window seeing nobody’s car was here except for his. I walked over to my door and unlocked it then he walked in.
“Lock it behind you.”
I said as I got back in bed.
“You don‘t sound too good ma. You haven‘t seen light or eaten.”
“I don‘t want to see light and I‘m not hungry.”
He pulled the covers off of me and picked me up.
“I‘m taking you to the hospital.”
“No Chris.”
I tried to get out of his arms, but I was too weak.
“No you‘re going and that‘s that.”
I put my arms around him.
“Fine, but don‘t leave me.”
“I‘ll never leave you.”
The way he said it sent chills up my spine. He put my slippers on for me and we left the house.
(Hospital)
The doctor said it was good that Chris brought me in because if I kept this up for another day or 2 I would’ve been dead because my system was getting weak.
“How long do I have to stay here??”
I asked the doctor as I was brought to my private room.
“A week or 2.”
“Oh hell no.”
I tried to get out the hospital bed, but Chris gently pushed me back down.
“No you‘re staying ma and that‘s that. You‘re not healthy and I need you to be.”
“Why??”
He ignored my question and turned the TV on.
“The nurse will be in here to put your IV in.”
“Ok.”
He walked out closing the door.
“Chris could you come here??”
“Yeah.”
He got out his chair and stood next to my bed.
“Can you just…Lay with me for a little while??”
They had me in a big bed so I had more than enough room.
“Sure.”
He kicked off his shoes and laid down with me, holding me the way I needed to be held.
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8 - Done
The girls and I shopped for a few hours then went back to my house so Mara could get ready. While she was in my room Nic and I went into the living room with the guys.
“Hey boo.”
Nic said as she went and sat on Shad’s lap.
“Hey Kiki.”
Chris said as I sat down next to him since Ace was ignoring me.
“Wassup.”
“s***. Tryna decide on what to do tonight.”
“Word.”
“Word. What you tryna get in to??”
“I don‘t know yet.”
Ace got up and walked out the room downstairs so I got up and followed him. He was sitting on the pool table so I stood between his legs.
“What the f*** do you want Kiana??”
“Ant why are you so mad at me??”
“You kissed Tyga!!”
“It was a PLAYFUL kiss nothing serious at all. I don’t even see him in that way because I only want you.”
“Sure whatever.”
“Baby-”
“ACE CANDY HERE!!”
Trey yelled from the top of the stairs. I looked at him then moved and he hopped off the pool table.
“So that‘s the b**** you f***ed I guess.”
“Kiki-”
“Nah it‘s whatever. Go ahead and f*** her again.”
I turned to walk away, but he pulled me back to him.
“I don‘t want her baby I swear. We can talk about this later, I‘m going to tell her she gotta go.”
“She can stay and I‘ll go.”
He kissed my neck from behind and held me tighter.
“I don‘t want you to go shawty.”
“Then don‘t give me a reason.”
“I got you.”
He turned me around in his arms and kissed me. I lightly moaned in his mouth and he sat me on the pool table.
“Baby we should slow down.”
I said as he started to lift my shirt over my head.
“Why??”
He kissed the top of my chest after my shirt was off making me moan a lil.
“I‘m not ready Ant.”
“Damn man.”
He sighed loudly then handed me back my shirt and I put it on.
“Ant don‘t be mad. You know what I went thru and it‘s hard for me to get intimate with a guy now.”
“That was 3 years ago.”
“The time that it happened doesn‘t matter. I thought that you would understand, but I guess not.”
I got off the table and ran upstairs.
“Kiana what‘s wrong??”
Chris said as I passed him, but I ignored him and ran up the other stairs to my room slamming my door and locking myself away.
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7 -
Today is Friday and I’m taking my online test because after that incident I refused to go back to school so I do online work.
“Hey.”
Nic said walking in with Samara aka Mara.
“Hey girlies.”
“What you doing??”
“Finishing up my test.”
“Oh ok. Well my boo Ro is taking me out tonight for dinner and a movie then back to his place after.”
I looked at Mara who is like a younger sister to me.
“Are you thinking that tonight is the night??”
“Yeah…”
Mara is 14 and Ro is 17, but he treats her like a queen. They’ve been together for a year and he’s been faithful and patient with her being a virgin.
“Well we need to go shopping.”
“Let me finish up and get ready.”
“Ok.”
They left the room and I finished up my test the took a quick shower and got dressed. Ant walked in my room as I was pinning my hair up.
“Hey baby.”
He said putting his arms around me.
“Hey Ant.”
“Where you going??”
“Shopping. What you doing here??”
“Meeting.”
“Of course.”
I finished my hair and added sum lip gloss.
“Who you getting cute for??”
Tyga said walking in my bathroom.
“Nobody and get out.”
“Why does Ace get to be in here??”
“Because this my baby.”
He said kissing my neck and smiling.
“Oh yeah I forgot.”
Tyga said playfully rolling his eyes.
“You know I love you Michael.”
“You know I love you too bae, but you keep going after this lame nigga.”
Tyga said as he walked over to me and pulled me away from Ace.
“I‘m sorry baby.”
“It‘s aiight bae.”
We playfully kissed then pulled away laughing, but Ace wasn’t.
“Ant-”
“Don‘t even talk to me yo on sum real s***.”
He walked out my room and Tyga just sighed.
“He acts like a b**** yo I swear. Anyway hurry up cuz the girls waiting.”
“Kk love.”
We hugged then he walked out my room too.
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6 -
It’s been about a week now and things are going fine. Nicole and I caught up on EVERYTHING so she knows about all the s*** I been thru. She believed me about the rape and promised to help me thru everything. Right now we’re in my room dancing to Ayy Ladies by Travis Porter.
“Girl when did you learn to dance like that??”
She asked as I twerked.
“Videos and old friends.”
“Uh oh!!”
The song changed to Wet The Bed by Chris Brown.
“You know my brother looks just like him.”
Nic said as she fake grinded on the wall.
“Nahh ya brother sexier.”
“He can sing too. Girl you gotta hear him.”
“Yeahh.”
I was in my own little world and I felt arms wrap around me and grind back.
“I‘m tellllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllling!!!”
I looked at Nic.
“Girl what you talking bout??”
“You dancing all on my brother like ya f***ing.”
I gasped and turned around realizing it was Chris.
“Damn…”
He bit his lip and Ace walked in with Shad and Trey.
“Baby you ready?? The movie starts soon.”
Shad said kissing Nic.
“Yeah bae. Ima call you later girly.”
“Kk.”
We hugged then she left and Chris kept staring at me.
“What the f*** is going on here??”
Trey said.
“Nothing. We were just dancing that‘s all.”
“Yeah whatever.”
Trey walked out the room and Ace was just staring as Chris walked out behind him. He closed the door and I sat on my bed.
“So you f***ing with Chris now??”
“No Ace I‘m not. We were just dancing that‘s all.”
“Why do you keep calling me Ace??”
“It‘s your name.”
“…Why are you so mad at me??”
“You played with my feelings. You were kissing me and flirting with me then f***ed some tramp.”
“…I‘m sorry shawty I really am. I didn‘t mean to make you feel that way.”
“It don‘t matter anyway because you‘re not my man.”
“I want us to have a future though.”
“Whatever.”
He walked over to me and stared into my eyes.
“Can I have a redo??”
“No.”
He kissed my neck.
“Please??”
“No.”
“Don‘t you like me??”
“Yes, but-”
“Then let me have a redo and show you that I‘ll be good to you.”
I thought about it.
“If you f*** up-”
“I won‘t.”
“…Fine, but we‘re taking things slow…”
“Ok cool with me.”
We sealed the deal with a kiss.
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5 -
My phone rang and I looked at the caller ID seeing an unfamiliar number.
“Hello.”
“Mel??”
I haven’t heard that nickname since I was younger.
“Cocoa??”
“Hey.”
Cocoa is my old best friend Nicole personal nickname from me. We were in foster care together for a few months, but then she was fortunate enough to get a caring loving family and I haven’t seen or spoken to her since then.
“Damn Nic It‘s been 11 years.”
“I know girl. How you been??”
I sighed.
“Girl open ya room door.”
“What??”
“Just do it.”
I got out my bed and opened my door. We started screaming as happy tears ran down our faces and hugged each other.
“Baby you good?!”
Some boy said as he ran upstairs followed by 2 other sets of feet.
“Yeah baby I‘m good.”
“Don‘t scare me like that.”
He kissed her. He was a sexy chocolate complexion with sexy ass eyes and a fresh cut.
“This is my boyfriend Bow Weezy aka Shad.”
“This is the Mel you were talking about??”
“Yeah boo.”
Ace and Breezy were standing by the stairs.
“Sis mom said be home by 12.”
Chris said.
“That‘s you‘re brother you told me about??”
I asked shocked.
“Yeah. We were reunited when I was 9.”
“That‘s wassup.”
Breezy looked at me for a while.
“Damn. You‘re the girl from the pictures.”
“I guess so.”
It was silent for a while.
“Come on ya before Trigga starts b****ing again.”
Shad said as they went back downstairs and we went to my room to catch up.
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4 -
I just chilled in the house for the rest of the day and cleaned up. Trey’s parents came home about 4 hours ago and they’ve been sleep since then so I made dinner.
“Hey sweet pea.”
Trey’s mom said as she walked in the kitchen. The reason I keep saying Trey’s parents is because they didn’t adopt me, I’m just living here and this is the way I wanted it.
“Hey.”
“What you cook??”
“Friend chicken, mashed potatoes-”
“MAMA I‘M HOME!!”
Trey said as he walked into the kitchen with a few other guys besides the ones from before.
“Hey baby. How‘s school??”
He kissed her cheek.
“Good good. How‘s work??”
“Hectic. Matter fact it‘s 10 which means your dad and I gotta go after we eat.”
She walked upstairs to get him and the guys just stared at me.
“Damn Trey. You ain‘t tell me she was ya lil sis.”
“She ain‘t. She only living here until she‘s 18.”
Trey eyed me in a weird way that made me uncomfortable. His mom and dad came down then everybody ate and afterwards his mom and dad left for work again.
“Damn I ain‘t get no love since I got here.”
Ant said as I was clearing off the table.
“I know.”
I noticed a faint smell of sex and cheap perfume on him.
“Then can I get some??”
“Ask the b**** you were with.”
He was silent for a while and I finished putting away the food and cleaning up.
“I‘m sorry shawty.”
“It‘s cool Ace.”
I pushed past him and upstairs to my room locking the door.
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