Where it all began ……..
I was about 5 years old when both of my parents were murdered. Nobody knows who did it or why and it’s been 11 years. I was bounced around from foster home to foster home and always mistreated. My last foster family tried to molest me and I ran away. When the police found me I explained to them what was going on and showed them all the bruises. Now I’m living with my crush’s family and I’ve been here since I was 14, I’m now 16. His name is Trey and he’s an 18 year old freshman in college who is also a full time hustler who‘s street name is Trigga. (Ring, Ring, Ring)
I said as I continued writing in my diary.
“Where‘s my mom and dad??”
It was Trey. Sorry I forgot to mention that he’s a total a**hole and hates me for sum reason.
“I don‘t know. Call their phones.”
He sucked his teeth.
“f*** it. Just open the damn door for me and my niggas.”
I hit the end button on my touch screen and tossed my phone on my bed. I had on booty shorts with a half tank top and slippers. I quickly fixed my hair then jogged downstairs and opened the door. Trey was with Chris (street name Breezy), Antoine (street name Ace Hood), and Michael (street name Tyga).
Trey said as he pushed past me almost knocking me over. I rolled my eyes as Chris, Antoine, and Michael eyed me and followed Trey to the living room.
“f*** you Trey.”
“I wouldn‘t touch ya stank ass pussy after every nigga been up in it.”
I held back the tears and ran upstairs to my room slamming my door and locking it. Let me fill you in on a few things. I went to a party when I first started high school at 13 with a few friends and I was drugged then a few friends of Trey ran a train on me and recorded it. Trey thinks that I let them all f*** me, but it’s the total opposite. Now I have no friends and no1 to turn to. They took my virginity from me and now I’m known as a slut even though I never had sex with any1 by choice.
“I hate my life.”
I mumbled as I walked into my bathroom and locked the door. I pulled out my hidden razor and did what I had to do in order for the pain to go away…
Run or Dump ???