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Hurt But Healing.

This is just a short story about my childhood and what I've grown to be today. It's mostly based on me and my mom's relationship. For those who don't know my mom commited suicide on my 12th birthday. We only got along when my dad was around, so yeah I'm not too new to hurt.
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All the things you told me, were things mom's never said.
You told me I was a mistake and you wanted me dead.
On all my birthdays you gave me a gun and pills.
You once put me in front of a mirror and told me, I was the only thing I needed to kill.
Yes you hurt me to my soul, and forgiving you was never my goal.
I had to admit on that day you took your life.
It felt like i had been cut with a little butter knife.
I didn't feel hurt unti lthe kids at school said it was my fault.
But being loved was something I was never taught.
Especially after dad was killed, I guess you abusing me is what healed your scars.
I may not be the most beautiful woman, but I know I am a star.
Big Ma told me that deep down you loved me.
Now all I want is to see you, and when I do, hopefully you would atleast hug me.
All the things you told me, are things mom's never said.
But now that I think about it, I keep coming up with reasons you wanted me dead.
Everybody used to tell me you were never the prettiest thing in the room.
But you were a sweet magnolia that would definately bloom.
I guess when I came, you were just another hater.
Not my mom nor my savior.
You hated me because I was beautiful and confident.
Which was something you were not familiar with.
I hope you look down or up at me
And finally see
I AM a sweet, independent somebody.

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Chapter 25~~ Lady In The Streets Freak In The Sheets
Chris' POV

<a href="http://img2.bdbphotos.com/images/orig/e/n/en13nlxuisx7si7l.jpg">I</a> sat down in the living room watching <a href="http://cdn.necoleb****ie.com/wp-content/uploads/2012/10/JheneAiko_xiv.jpg">Rissa</a> sleep. "Stop that s***, weirdo." She mumbled, while peeking one eye open. I chuckled and kissed her soft lips. "Babe, we look good to be in our 30s, I know I do." I complimented myself. "Mmm, You sure do." She whispered softly. I turned to see Rissa with her hands in her shorts. My mouth dropped to the floor. She stood up and walked over to me, she helped me up and sat me on the couch. She straddled me and kissed up and down my neck. "Babe, what if the kids walk in?" I moaned, "s***, let 'em see. I wanna see too." She nibbled my ear and I almost f***ed her raw. "What about a condom?" I asked, she locked eyes with me. "What about it?" I'll take raw with my baby over that any day. Plus, I knew she didn't have anything, neither did I. She kissed down my neck and she grabbed my hands and pulled me up the stairs. She laid me down on the bed and began to strip me, kissing every part that was naked. When she got to my boxers, I got excited. She slowly pulled them down and smiled at me. She kissed the head and I almost came at that moment.

Rissa made her way back up to me and got something out the drawer. My eyes were closed, so I didn't see what it was. I felt her take my arms and put it behind the headboard, she did the same to the other one. I felt a tight pinch so I opened my eyes to see handcuffs on me and I couldn't move my hands if God himself told me too. I groaned, "Baby, this is pure torture." She smiled at me and began stripping herself. "That's my job." I whined. She turned towards me and climbed on top of me and then turned into a 69 position. I tried to lick her, but I couldn't reach her. "Rissa babe stop- Aww s***!!" I yelled. She began bobbing her head up and down and twirling her tongue around my head. She put on hand on her thigh and moved it closer to her center, "Rissa, don't you dare do this s*** to me." I demanded. She kept inching closer and closer. Finally she quickly began to rub and finger herself. She moaned and cursed and I got turned on even more. I began to throb and I felt myself about to bust at any moment. "f***!" Rissa shouted and she came right on my chest. When she did that I busted right in her mouth. She swallowed it and began to lick up hers off my chest. "Rissa, get me out of these damn handcuffs." She bent down to my ear and her heavy breathing was all I heard. "As you wish, Master." She whispered, tickling my ear. She unlocked the handcuffs and I slowly got up. I put her legs above my shoulders. "Chris what are you doing. "s***, something I never did before." I never really gave a girl head, just a little fingering and that did the trick. But I'm glad Rissa was gonna be the first.

I kissed down her thighs and back up. I spreaded her legs wider and licked up and down slowly. Rissa moaned. I stuck my tongue in and out of her at a quick pace, her moans became screams and she began to shake and she came. She collapsed on the bed, while I licked her juices all up. When I came back up, she gave me huge smile. "Can you do that more often?" She giggled turning me on again. "I say we go for round 2. I learned some stuff myself." I sat down on the bed. "Well, show me what you got boo." I said smacking her on her ass. "Oohh! Keep doing that I'll have you speaking in a language only Jesus could understand." I winked at her and she kissed me passionately. Round 2!

Awwwww, RUN IT!

That's my Sky! Let them heauxs have it but know how much to give to them!!! lol

Run It!!!

Chapter 24~~ Grown

Five Months Later

Josiah's POV

"Bruh, I can't belive we're graduating tomorrow." Kaden sighed in relief. "Me neither. I've been waiting to get Alicia in that dorm room, how'd I put it on her crazy." I sung in my drake voice. "Okay nigga, you need to stop talking about my sister like that." Adrian said, walking into the room. "I don't know why our parents let everybody skip a grade. You, Sky, and Asia are gonna be outcast in college." Justin laughed at my comment. "Mhmm, watch when I get invited to all the parties tho. Imma be fye., all the girls gon love little AJ." He popped his collar and Kaden gave him a cold stare. "You gon cheat on my sister?" Adrian shook his head no. "You know what I mean, s***. Quit making me feel so damn scared. Keep staring at me like that, There's gonna be a yellow stain on yo carpet." Adrian joked. "Hey babe. Are y'all ready for homecoming?" Asia poked her head in the door. She's been doing that ever since the incident. "Yeah. Let's go niggas!" Adrian exclaimed. <a href="http://www.picisto.com/photos/picisto-20121216223938-952362.jpg">We</a> got into the limo and drove off.

Alicia's POV

I swear these heffas take forever and a day. "b****es lets go! The boys already left!" I yelled up the stairs. "Hey beauty takes time." Chyna yelled back. "Well yo ass need a million years." I mumbled. "I heard that hoe!" I laughed. "You know you my beautiful hoe! You muy bonita." She puckered her lips and kissed me on the cheek. "Thanks boo. So are you." She cooed. "Are the others down-Nope. Get yall asses down here now! Or yall won't go!" Aunt Eden screamed. There was a sudden shake on the floor and all the girls raced down the stairs. "Now are yall ready? Good." My mom said before we could answer.

Kaden's POV

When we pulled up to the house. All the girls were standing outside drinking something and laughing. "They will never stop at looking beautiful." Josiah whispered, but we all heard him. We got out the car and Nikki rushed into my arms. "Baby!" She shouted and I smiled. We walked into the house and all of our parents were standng there with cameras. "Take a picture heffas!" Auntie Bre yelled. We just stood there smiling and then they took a picture. We hurried up and left before they could say anything else.

When we got to homecoming, every single girl was twerking. The girls had walked away and the guys went over to a table. I was joking with the guys until they all got quiet and looked behind me. I turned to see my <a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbka8zdISW1rdqcd1o1_500.jpg">ex</a> standing there with fake ass followers. "Hey Kaden, can we talk? Alone." I chuckled, "No." I replied and stood up, about to go find Nikki. "Why'd you break up with me. I'm everything Nikki isn't." She said smiling at me. "You think that's a good thing?" I asked, her smile went to a frown in .2 seconds. "You may be beautiful, but my baby is so much more. Your a hoe, and a b****. All you want is money, d***, and nothing more. I wouldn't be saying this s*** if you just owned up to it. I'm pretty sure you don't know your supposedly bestie was tryna hook up with me when we were together, but I told her ass off. But when a nigga did that s*** to you, all you did was upen up yo legs and say "f*** me." Aon't nobody got time for no damn herpes, so get away from me. And your right Nikki isn't everything you are. She's beautiful, nice, smart, funny, caring, and understanding. The list goes on and on. I liked you, but I love her." I felt somebody tap me on my arm so I turned around and saw Nikki standing there crying. I pulled her close and she kissed my lips softly. "I love you PoohBear." I cooed, "I love you more." She said.

Adrian's POV

When I saw Asia, I almost meltedm in my seat. She looked absolutely gorgeous. "Babe you look perfect. So does that ass." I joked, she hit me in my chest and kissed my cheek. "Uh uh guh! You better give me my kiss." I demanded. She stood on her tippy toes and kissed me for what seemed like forever. "Mmm, can I get another one?" She shook her head no. "No. What you mean no?" She just smirked and tried to walk away. I pulled her back and kissed all over her face. She just stood there giggling. It turned me on. I grabbed herhand and led her to the dance floor and she pushed me on the wall and began to grind on me.

Sky's POV

I was dancing with some of my friends when I felt a pair of hands wrap around my waist, and the guy started to grind on me. "What the f***?" I exclaimed turning to see a laughing <a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8g9chGlDT1qho0ovo1_500.png">Devin.</a> I mugged him and he laughed harder. "I'm sorry, but your face was priceless." I started to laugh too and I noticed my friends looking at Devin. I have to admit, I was jealous, but he wasn't my man. "Aren't you going to introduce us to your friend?" The fakest b**** in the school, <a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7m9bl4GRe1qla283o1_500.jpg">Casey,</a> asked. "I'm the boyfriend, Devin." Devin stuck his hand out. All the girls just looked at me to see if he was really my boyfriend or not. "Save me a dance bae." He kissed my lips and walked away. "OOH GUH!!He is too sexy for you." Casey stared off in his direction. I was growing tired of her and I wanted to punch her in her face so bad. "Why are you such a hoe?" She gasped and stared at me. "How dare you?" I got in her face. "No, how dare you?" She smirked and tried to push me, I grabbed on to her hair and my finger got stuck. "s***!" I cursed to myself. She punched me in my face and I was knocked back into reality. I pushed down and punched harder and harder then I got up and threw her against the wall and stomped on her from head to toe. Then I heard sirens.

Next Day~~

Jay's POV

When I pulled up to the police department. I closed my eyes and sighed. "Why the hell would she do something like this? Like mother like daughter I guess." I sat in the car for about 10 more mintues talking to myself. Then I sighed and got out. I walked in the building and in one of the closer cells was Sky, crying her eyes out. When she saw me, she didn't flee to the bars and scream my name, she just put her head down and turned the other way. She knew I was dissapointed in her. "I'm here to bail Sky Iglesias." The lady looked up a me and then at her. "Sit down and fill this out, after that I need identification. Then you and her can leave." I chuckled at her rudeness. I walked up to Sky's cell and pulled up a chair and sat down. She looked at me, but not in my eyes. "Princess, look at me." She looked at me for a quick second and put her head between her knees. "You know, when you were an itsy bitsy girl. I used to have fight little boys off of you." I started, Sky groaned. "Oh God, Dad please stop." The lady from behind the counter rolled over to us. "No, please. I love these stories." I smiled and looked at Sky.

"Two beats one. Anyways, like I said these little boys were all over you. And each time, you would flash that pretty smile, they'd melt like a popsicle. But, as you got older, you began to get more and more independent. You didn't like boys as much as you used too. Hell at one point, I thought you were a straight up dike like Rissa used to be.But then, when you had your first boyfriend. <a href="http://myhollywooddaily.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/10/evan.jpg">Diego.</a> You must've gotten into 100 fights with girls. But, now. Its different. You gotta stop letting these girls get to you. Keep them in check, but not physically. And if it does get to that level, know when to quit." She nodded her head and smiled a bit. One tear left my eye and I wiped it away, and then one by one they began to fall. "Dad,don't be a little b****." She joked. "I'm going to pretend that didn't come out of your mouth." I finished the paperwork and we left. "You know you'll always be my little girl no matter what, right?" She kissed my cheeck. "You know you'll always be my short dad no matter what. I love yah papi!" I laughed, "Love you too princesa." We got in the car and headed home.

Don't read!! I'm serious.

Chapter 24~~ Grown

Five Months Later

Josiah's POV

"Bruh, I can't believe we're graduating tomorrow." Kaden sighed in relief. "Me neither. I've been waiting to get Alicia in that dorm room, how did I put it on her crazy." I sung in my drake voice. "Okay nigga, you need to stop talking about my sister like that." Adrian said, walking into the room. "I don't know why our parents let everybody skip a grade. You, Sky, and Asia are gonna be outcast in college." Justin laughed at my comment. "Mhmm, watch when I get invited to all the parties tho. Imma be fye., all the girls gon love little AJ." He popped his collar and Kaden gave him a cold stare. "You gon cheat on my sister?" Adrian shook his head no. "You know what I mean, s***. Quit making me feel so damn scared. Keep staring at me like that, There's gonna be a yellow stain on yo carpet." Adrian joked. "Hey babe. Are y'all ready for homecoming?" Asia poked her head in the door. She's been doing that ever since the incident. "Yeah. Let's go niggas!" Adrian exclaimed. <a href="http://www.picisto.com/photos/picisto-20121216223938-952362.jpg">We</a> got into the limo and drove off.

Alicia's POV

I swear these heffas take forever and a day. "b****es lets go! The boys already left!" I yelled up the stairs. "Hey beauty takes time." Chyna yelled back. "Well yo ass need a million years." I mumbled. "I heard that hoe!" I laughed. "You know you my beautiful hoe! You muy bonita." She puckered her lips and kissed me on the cheek. "Thanks boo. So are you." She cooed. "Are the others down-Nope. Get yall asses down here now! Or yall won't go!" Aunt Eden screamed. There was a sudden shake on the floor and all the girls raced down the stairs. "Now are yall ready? Good." My mom said before we could answer.

Kaden's POV

When we pulled up to the house. All the girls were standing outside drinking something and laughing. "They will never stop at looking beutifu

lol, RUN IT!

Sneak Peek hoes! Calm down!

Chapter 24~~ Grown

Five Months Later

Josiah's POV

"Bruh, I can't believe we're graduating tomorrow." Kaden sighed in relief. "Me neither. I've been waiting to get Alicia in that dorm room, how I put it on her crazy." I sung in my drake voice. "Okay nigga, you need to stop talking about my sister like that." Adrian said, walking into the room. "I don't know why our parents let everybody skip a grade. You, Sky, and Asia are gonna be outcast in college." Justin laughed at my comment. "Mhmm, watch when I get invited to all the parties tho. Imma be fye., all the girls gon love little AJ." He popped his collar and Kaden gave him a cold stare. "You gon cheat on my sister?" Adrian shook his head no. "You know what I mean, s***. Quit making me feel so damn scared. Keep staring at me like that, There's gonna be a yellow stain on yo carpet." Adrian joked. "Hey babe. Are y'all ready for homecoming?" Asia poked her head in the door. She's been doing that ever since the incident. "Yeah. Let's go niggas!" Adrian exclaimed. <a href="http://www.picisto.com/photos/picisto-20121216223938-952362.jpg">We</a> got into the limo and drove off.

Alicia's POV

I swear these heffas take forever and a day. "b****es lets go! The boys already left!" I yelled up the stairs. "Hey beauty takes time." Chyna yelled back. "Well yo ass need a million years." I mumbled. "I heard that hoe!" I laughed. "You know you my beautiful hoe! You muy bonita." She puckered her lips and kissed me on the cheek. "Thanks boo. So are you." She cooed. "Are the others down-Nope. Get yall asses down here now! Or yall won't go!" Aunt Eden screamed. There was a sudden shake on the floor and all the girls raced down the stairs. "Now are yall ready? Good." My mom said before we could answer.

Wow...That was kinda crazy and serene! I think that its cool she met her younger self. She has been thru too much for her to be so young. She's stronger than most!

Run It!

RUN IT!

I am still reading !!!
I just been incognegro :)

Runnnnnnnnnnnn !!!!!

Chapter 23~~~ Free

Asia's POV

<a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me9c2pyv4V1qa2w6ho1_500.jpg">I</a> was slowly falling asleep and when I did I regretted it.

*Dream*

I awoke in a strange <a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-9nWkmZOous4/TrVZe0Ab8RI/AAAAAAAANtQ/M54mGeElTkk/s1600/alex%2Bhayden%2Bcococozy%2Bwhite%2Bbedroom%2Battic%2Ba%2Bframe%2Beaves%2Bfireplace.jpg">room.</a> I looked all around it and there was no one in sight. I got up and searched for anything I could find. I found a man's shoe under the bed, it was a size 12. Adrian wore a 11. "What the f*** is going on?" I asked myself. Just then the door opened. "Babe, what are you doing?" I turned to see <a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8mftoxOLb1qeenmto1_500.jpg">Devin</a> staring at me. "Get away from me!" I shrieked, running to the bathroom and locking it. "Asia, open the door." He said softly, but I didn't fall into it. "Asia open this damn door!" He yelled causing me to let go of the knob and jump back. He busted the door open and grabbed me by my throat. "b**** when I tell you to do something you do it! You hear me!" He tightened his grip on my throat. "I can't hear you!" I started coughing up blood. "Yes!" I gasped. He let go of me and smiled. "You deserve some rough sex." He said, grabbing me by the hair and slamming me down on the bed. I tried to fight him off, but I felt like this was going to end like it did last time. But I couldn't give up. I hit him in his jaw and hopped up. I remembered he grabbed for my ankle at this point so I jumped ahead of him and ran out the room. When I got to the front door, I opened it and jumped at what I saw. Everyone I ever got close with lied dead on the ground. First it was Heaven, then Chyna. I felt arms wrap around my waist. I knew who it was. "I see you learn early." He whispered in my ear making me cringe. "They all came back for you. Even your pathetic boyfriend." At that moment I elbowed him in the face and ran to Adrian's grave. "Baby I'm sorry. This was all my fault please forgive me. Please! Ple- AHH!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. Devin had a good grip on my hair and he was dragging me through the mud, which made it even harder for him to pull me. I could feel my scalp start to bleed, and my back was scarred up. While he dragged me I spotted a pair of scissors I began to cut my hair. <em>Snip!</em> <em>Snip!</em> <em>Snip!</em> Was all you heard. When I knew, I had one more cut to go I stopped fighting. I quietly snipped and took off.

While I was running I passed everyone. The <a href="http://www.picisto.com/view/picisto-20121214205127-124125">crew</a> was at the gate screaming, "Run!" I saw all the <a href="http://www.picisto.com/photos/picisto-20121214210308-990695.jpg">women</a> screaming, "You can do it!" I finally saw all the <a href="http://www.picisto.com/photos/picisto-20121214211045-742639.jpg">men</a> just cheering me on. I got to the gate and busted through. Devin tried to get to me, but the gate wouldn't let him out. I started to feel bad for the lonely, sad, pathetic bastard. But that all soon went away. I felt Adrian grab my hips and he placed a nice passionate kiss on them. "Hey me!" A little <a href="http://charactersgalore.tumblr.com/post/28218251148">girl</a> said, hugging my leg. "I'd like for you to meet, you. Only she's a bit younger." Adrian introduced me to the little girl.

She grabbed my hand and walked away from the group. "How do you feel?" I smiled, "I feel great." She smiled at me and squeezed my hand a little tighter. "Do you feel free?" I looked down at her totally bewildered. "What do you mean?" I asked looking her in her eyes. "I mean do you feel free. Do you feel as if a heavy burden has been taken off your shoulders or do you feel like half of it is still there." I gasped in shock. "Your only six, you wouldn't understand." She smacked her lips, "Listen, I'm you. I have no other choice, but to understand. And they call me a dumbass up here." She shook her head."Yes I feel free. As free as an angel or a bird." She spread her arms out and started to run through the wind. She ran so fast she began to fly and her arms turned into wings and she turned into an angel and went up into the heavens. "I'll never forget you." I whispered to her.

*Dream Over*

Poor Baby!!!
I know the kids are ready to beat a nxgga down now!

Run It!!!

Run it!
Thats so bold!
You should do a Chap where you show all the parents older!
And talking to the kids about s*** like this and More stuff they can do to keep the girls safe!
Run it boo!

Chapter 22~~Tears Are For Everyone

Kaden's POV

<a href="https://si0.twimg.com/profile_images/2888355723/98b061130f3f53a7f38ba5e9f08c2a4f.jpeg">I</a> sat in the chair, right next to Chyna. They were letting each indivdual see her. As tears started to pour down my cheeks, she softly lifted my hand and kissed it. "Kaden, I love you no matter what happens. If I make it out of here or not." She said softly. I shook my head, "Don't talk like that Asia. You'll make it out of here." I assured, she smiled at me. "I'm surrounded by the most beautiful people inside out. My life couldn't be better." She whispered, I didn't know if it was her or the medicine talking, but it still meant something to me either way. "Your time is up Mr. Brown." The snobby nurse said, not giving two f***s about me and my sister's private time. I clenched my jaws and just as I was about to say something Asia did, "He knows what time it is, it's about to be a patient whooping a doctors ass in a minute." She threatned looking up at the wall clock. I smiled and kissed her forehead. "Love you sis, bye." She blew me and kisss and waved at me.

I walked out to see <a href="http://www.picisto.com/photos/picisto-20121210215145-260077.jpg">Adrian and my dad</a> pacing the floor. "Y'all need to calm down" My mom said, siting down and biting her nails. "Dad, you and Adrian are last." I said taking a seat by a crying Adrian. "I can't go in there man. This is my fault." He cried, my dad knelt down to his face. "Son, Asia needs more than ever right now. I know she's extremely independent, but now, I'm pretty sure she is depending on you. So wipe your tears and be the man your father taught you to be." My dad grabbed a hold of Adrian and helped him stand. You could see through his sweats, his legs were about to give in. As they walked into the room, everyone and everything went silent. All you could here was nurses helping other patients and the clock ticking on the wall.

Adrian's POV

Chris helped me into the Asia's room and when I saw her the tears came back up. I fought to hold them back, but they refused to lose this battle. Asia looked up at me and gave me a faint smile and motioned for me to come here. I practically ran into her embrace, while she ran her hands through my hair. "Baby, I'm so sorry. I should've never left you there. We will be inseperable. Well not like that, but I will be there whether you need me or not. Even if we don't last forever, which I'm praying God won't let happen, I'll be here. I love you Asia." I confessed and she just wrapped me up in her arms and tongued me down. We were almost about to take things to the next level when Chris cleared his throat. "Now Asia, usually I don't approve of your litttle hobbies, but I know this man is a great one. He takes blame for things that weren't his fault, but hey that's what men do. Why do you think we always the ones apologizing?" He joked making us laugh. "Oww oww oww." Asia winced in pain. "I'll leave you two alone." I said walking out the room.

Chris' POV

I stood there staring at my daughter, I knew now wasn;t the time to talk about her being a virgin or not. "I know you weren't a virgin before the incident." I said, sitting down. She looked at me and tears filled her eyes. "Adrian told me before all of it even happened, he is a very good one, don't let him go." Her tears of fear turned into tears of joy. "I didn't plan on it. I love you." She said, I hugged her tightly but gently, "I love you too Fantasia." I cooed, calling her by her eal name. She let go of me suddenly and mugged me, "Please, yo momma do the same thing and s*** didn't change." I stated, she crossed her arms and closed her eyes and fell asleep. "Sweet dreams Princess." I kissed her forehead and left out of the room. I'm glad she wasn't acting all depressed and s***, but me and Adrian have to finish up the plan. I call it, "Revenge on the Rapist" catchy right?

Wow, uhhh, RUN IT!

Okay!! The story is called A Cry For Help.

Bre'lin Arrington
Rihanna(Blonde hair)
19
Funny, silly, sweetheart, loveable, very sexual, easy going
Chris brown/ Nicki minaj if i can have her to!

I think I wanna start a new story. I don't feel like putting up a cast call on another thing so here.

Name:
Pic:
Age: 17-19:
Personality:
Man;
P.S: Tyga is off limits!!! Haha

Chapter 21~~A True Victim
Asia's POV

<a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mahzec3yZI1qa2w6ho1_1280.jpg">I</a> was sitting in my room, looking out my window, thinking about last night. I felt new, fresh, an undescribable feeling. I was brought out of my thoughts by somebody knocking on my door. "Come in." I said, getting off of my window seat and lying down on the bed. My <a href="http://farm9.staticflickr.com/8051/8147024893_1828af4a43_z.jpg">mom</a> came in with a smile plastered on her face. "How'd it feel, did it hurt?" She asked sitting on my bed. "What are you talking about?" She gave me the "you know exactly what I'm talking about" face. "I'm talking about you losing your virginity." I felt my body go numb, "Was it planned?" I sighed and nodded, "Do I know the nigga?" She questioned, making me laugh. "Yeah, it's Adrian." She got up and started to do some old dance called the south dallas swag. "Aye, Bre gon have to pay up! I told her, that you and Adrian was going to f*** one day ever since that day at the park." She exclaimed. When me and Adrian were like 10 he took me to the park and we were hanging out until he kissed me, I'm talking about tonguing me down. I pulled myself together and I sat up. "Mommy, what did Kaden's mom look like?" She responded with a sigh. Of course she had already told me about how he had got here, s*** everybody knew even Kaden. She walked out my room and returned with a picture. I looked at <a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lrs4mkYEuC1qkzm15o1_500.jpg">it</a> in awe. "She was beautiful." My mother began to smile, "Yeah, she was. I loved her with all my heart. That was my boo before I met your father. If it wasn't for her, Kaden wouldn't be here. That's the only reason I'm so thankful for that b**** ass nigga she calls babydaddy." She kissed me on my head and turned to leave. "Mom, what did you look like when you were younger?" I think I hit her turn on button, because she grabbed my hand and led me downstairs. She grabbed a photo album and gave it to me. I opened it to see all these <a href="http://www.picisto.com/photos/picisto-20121208181931-274368.jpg">pictures,</a> my mom was beautiful. "Aye, is that my baby's photo album!" My <a href="http://www.bet.com/news/music/2012/09/25/chris-brown-tested-positive-for-marijuana/_jcr_content/featuredMedia/newsitemimage.newsimage.dimg/091412-music-tweets-chris-brown.jpg">dad</a> yelled coming into the living room. My mom looked up and smiled, "Boo, where my kiss?" He pouted. She stood up on her tippy toes and wrapped her arms around his neck and pecked his lips. My dad grabbed her waist and pulled her in for another. He grabbed her ass and she moaned in his mouth. I felt like I was gonna throw up. "Can I stay over Alicia's?" My dad nodded, my mom scrunched up her face. "Why you gotta go over there?" She asked, "Because, I don't wanna hear you yelling like you are about to die. Chris! Oh Chris! Oh oh! Baby oh!" I imitated her and she smacked her lips. "I don't do all of that." She defended, "Now baby, you know you do." My dad said still holding onto her waist. "It's only because my boo put it down so good." She whispered I gagged and got up and got my overnight bag. When it was ready I texted Alicia and told her I was on my way.

When I got out my car, Adrian was sitting on the porch smiling at me. He stood up and met me in the driveway. "Hey baby." He greeted giving me a passionate kiss after. "Okay, what do you want?" He bit his lip and looked me up and down. "I want you." He licked his lip in slow motion. I got out the car and took his hand. "Where is Alcia?" I asked remebering what I came over for. "She went to Kaden's crib." My brother had his own condo and job so I knew she wasn't coming back home anytime soon. I walked inside the house and sat down. "Lets watch some porn!" I joked, but Adrian took it so serious. He got up and took a dvd out and put it in. Moans and screams filled the room as Adrian sat there in awe. I got up and got me a soda and came back and saw the girl sticking a candle in her vagina. "Ewww!" I groaned. "I bet it was fish scented." Adrian said looking back at me. "I'll pick another one." I grabbed one that said "Debbie Does Dallas." I put it in and soon as it came on a girl was giving some boy head. "Damn, no foreplay or nothing, just right into it." I criticized. Adrian got up and sat down inbetween my legs. <a href="http://data.whicdn.com/images/13128598/tumblr_llvs1ocG6p1qi6j6uo1_500_large.jpg">He</a> grabbed my soda off the table and started to drink it. "Boy, I don't know where yo lips been." I said snatching the can away from him. "When they was in yo pussy last nught you didn't say s***." His comment caught me off gaurd nad he smirked and snatched my drink away. "Nigga." I mumbled under my breath. "I'm a real one all day errday!" He shouted in a country accent. I started to laugh. "Why is her pussy all deformed?" I turned my head and almost choked on my soda. "It's different colors! Oh God, please stop!" I complained. When said that the power went off. "f***! I'm afraid of the dark!" I shrieked. I felt something rub against my leg and up my thigh. "Quit playing Adrian." I said smacking his hand away, only there wasn't a hand to smack away. "Adrian! Where are you? It ain't funny!" I yelled jumping into a corner so that I could get a perfect view of everything. I saw a small figure coming closer to me. "Adrian, stop." The figure stopped and reached for something by me. "Um babe, you're in front of the fuse box." He said laughing. When all the lights came on I mugged him. "You don't know hw much that face turns me on." I rolled my eyes and walked back over to the couch and turned it to Wow Wow Wubbzy. "You still watch this show? s*** I'm a grown man. I watch them grown up cartoons." Adrian took the remote and turned it to Family Guy. Stewie was beating the s*** out of Brian. <a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZomwVcGt0LE">It</a> was too funny. "Why you laughing so hard?" Adrian asked looking at me like I was crazy. "I was just imagining, that I was Stewie and you were Brian." I laughed at myself then got up to go take a shower. Adrian looked up at me, "You need a towel?" I nodded and he got up and led me to his room. He gave me a towel and gym shorts. "What shirt am I going to wear?" I asked confused, "Who said you had to have a shirt on?" He smirked at me then he smacked my butt and I winced in pain. He hugged me and started to rub on it, "I'm sorry boo." He cooed in my ear. I smiled to myself. I took his hand and put it in my panties then took them out and licked them. He stood there wide eyed. "Damn Asia, why are you doing this to me?" He grunted, laying down on his bed. I straddled him and he grabbed my hips, "I'm not doing anything you don't want me to do." I defended. "True, but is it something you wanna do?" He asked. I gave him a soft kiss on the lips and licked his ear. "Does that answer your question?" He nodded and gave me a towel. "s***, the things I would do to you."He sighed and started to strip. I guess he didn't know I was still behind him because he stripped off his underwear too. I stayed there staring at it. It was humongous, I gasped in shock and he turned around and smiled at me. "Ain't know yo man was packin' huh?" All I could do was shake my head and walk away.

I know what y'all are thinking. Didn't you already have sex. Yeah, but I never saw it. I only felt it. To be honest I couldn't fell anything because I went numb from the pain. As I was walking to the shower I heard footsteps behind me, I turned to see no one there. I quickened my pace and ran into the bathroom. When I got in there I slammed the door shut and locked it. I heard a knock on the door. "Um who is it?" I asked paranoid, "Its Devin." A deep voice answered. I opened the door to see <a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbuzkwb82T1qgfdy4o1_500.jpg">Devin</a> standing there biting his lip. "Damn shawty." I rolled my eyes and pushed passed him. "Weel that was rude." He stated, I kept on walkinng until he grabbed my arm and pulled me into his room. "What the f*** do you want?" I asked impatiently, "You." I scrunched my face up, "Nigga no, you are my man's cousin. Not ever in my life would I want another man other than him. Bye." I walked out of the room and took my shower. After I got out the shower, I wrapped my towel around me and made my way to Adrian's room. He wasn't there. I called him and he picked up on the first ring, "Wassup bae." I smiled, "Where you at?" I pouted. "Aww, my baby missing me. I just went to get you some food and pick Alcia up from Kaden's house. He coming over too." I nodded as if he could see me. "Kay, bye boo." He said bye and then I hung up. I started to get dress then there was a knock on the door. Without thinking I opened the door and Devin was standing there. "Nigga what!" I exclaimed, "He pushed me on the floor and got on top of me. "Imma get mine, whether you like it or not." He said pulling his briefs down and moving my underwear over. I pushed him off of me and tried to run, but he grabbed my ankle. He moved to fast and he entered me hard. I yelped in pain. He started to pump as I tried to fight him off. THen I heard the door open and close. I heard, but Devin didn't. I yelled for Adrian, "Yo, baby. He can't here you." Devin chuckle. "Get off of me you bastard!" As soon as those words left my mouth, he hit me in my jaw. Then I felt him cum in me and he pulled out. But I looked up to see Alicia, Adrian, and Kaden beating Devin's ass. I scooted to the corner leaving a trail of blood. Adrian had tears coming down his cheek. He ran ove to me and picked me up and wrapped me in a towel. Then Kaden came back to me crying. "Asia, I'm so sorry. I should've never left you with him. s***!" Adrian blamed himself for the whole ride. Then I started to feel sleepy. I closed my eyes and heard faint screams. "Asia! ASIA! WAKE THE f*** UP!" Kaden cursed. But that was all I heard before everything went black.

That's Right Sky don't let these nigga know shawty! Between Josiah and Jay Lil Bit will never have a boo! smh lol we've taught our babies well!!!

But all I wanna know is who taught Adrian how to eat thr cake like that? These kids are wild! lol

Run It!!!

Chapter 20~~ Not A little Girl Anymore

Kaden's POV

<a href="http://www.picisto.com/photos/picisto-20121206184707-472925.jpg">We</a> were sitting in the living room, rolling up blunts. waiting for the girls to come down. "Brah? What if Nani show up." I worried, letting my smoke out. "Then she show up, ain't s*** gon change my mood about my baby." Josiah said, inhaling his smoke. "I wonder what's taking the girls so damn long. "Yeah, we already got like half the party here!" Justin yelled over the music. "Damn, this is only half? These niggas look like the whole damn party." I shouted, "Let's go upstairs and check on them." Adrian suggested, we all nodded and headed upstairs. When we got to the top stairs we were met by the <a href="http://www.picisto.com/photos/picisto-20121206212257-749949.jpg">girls.</a> "Damn!" We all exclaimed, I looked behind Chyna and saw what Asia was wearing. "Asia, what the f*** is you wearing?" She looked down, "Kaden its nothing." She said, rolling her eyes. "Exactly, now go in there and put on the nice onzie I got you for Christmas. It'll make you look so much younger and better." I assured, she pushed past me and grabbed Adrian's hand. "Babe, you look absolutely beautiful." Adrian complimented, and Asia blushed. "Aww, my baby sis growing uo too fast!" I whined. Asia gave me a kiss on the cheek, "I will always be your baby sis no matter what age I am." When she said that I felt a lot better. I turned to see Nikki standing there looking at her outfit trying to fix it. "Babe, what are you doing?" I asked pulling her closer to me. "I don't look as pretty as the rest of them. I look like a boy." She pouted, "Nah, you look better then them. Twice as beautiful too. Anyway, I love YOU for YOU. Not for that fat ass." I said smacking her butt. She gasped in shock and jerked towards me. She smiled at me. "I got a gift for you in the bedroom." She whispered in my ear. "What's that?" She grabbed a hold of my hand and led me to her room. "Why don't you come in here and see." She locked the door behind me and pushed me on the bed. She started to take off her clothes, and when she got to her bra all I could say was, "Damn."

Sky's POV

I was dancing with Chyna when Justin came over and took her from me. So I went into the kitchen and got something to drink."Hey Lil Ma." I turned to see who was talking to me and I almost fainted at how sexy he was. <a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lwkhmbJc5c1r5d31to1_500.png">He</a> smiled at me, "Did I scare you?" I shook my head, "No, wassup my nigga?" I asked taking another sip of my drink, "Oh s***, she a thuggie." He chuckled, so did I, "Nah nigga, I'm a g." I said doing my thug pose. He kept staring at me and it felt kind of awkward, "What do you want?" I asked looking him in his eyes, "You the first bi- I mean lody to look me in my eyes, that s*** is so sexy." He slid closer to me. "There are many things sexy about me, but either way you ain't seeing past this ass or face." I turned to walk away, "Well, let me atleast get yo number Lil Ma." I put my hand up, "Little Boy, I ain't yo momma, I am Sky. Now learn it or keep it flowing." He wrapped his arms around my waist and held me from the back, "What if I just wanna keep you flowing?" He asked, pressing his pelvis against my butt. "What if I just wanted you to let go of me?" I pushed him off and walked to the backyard where the other half of people were at including Josiah.

"Yo, who was that little nigga?" Josiah asked, I rolled my eyes, "Jo, you know I didn't give him the time nor did I waste my breath with that nigga." Josiah started to smile. "That's my girl!" He exclaimed, I hugged him tight, "Oh s***, this my nigga D'Wayne, but call him DJ." I turned to see <a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lrw6yyHJEr1qho0ovo1_1280.jpg">him</a> looking at me and smiling. "Hi, I'm Sky." He shook my hand and kissed it. "A beautiful name for a beautiful young lady." He complimented and I blushed. My virginity is gonna be the death of me. "So how old are you?" He asked, "I'm 16. What about you?" He smied bigger, "Same here." Josiah hooked his arm around him, "He ain't lying either." He yelled over the music. "What school you go to?" I asked, "I'm going to the same high school yo brother goes to, starting tnext week." In my mind I was screaming yes! But on the outside I only smiled.

Asia's POV

I was dancing with Adrian and he was grinding on me. After the song went off, He grabbed me by the hips and kissed me on the lips. "You know I love you right." I nodded, "If there is anything I know, I definately know that you love me. And its vice versa for me." He smiled and pecked my lips. I grabbed his hand and led him to the guest room. "Bae, what are you doing?" He asked me, lying on the bed. I climbed on him, "What I've been wanting to do ever since I started dating you." I answered, I began to kiss on his neck. "Babe, aren't you a virgin?" I sighed, "Yes baby, but I'm ready." I whined, he put his hand up and pulled his shirt down. "I think we should wait. I want your first time to be special." He said, I nodded. I don't know if it was me being insecure or just a women feeling, but I started to feel not so pretty. "Babe, don't look like that. You know me not having sex with you has nothing to do with your looks." Tears started to stroll down my cheek, he wiped them away. "Lets go to my house, okay." I smiled a bit and stood up and grabbed my bag.

When we got to his house I changed into my pajamas. <a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxb1eezaOw1qa2w6ho1_500.jpg">I</a> walked back downstairs, and Adrian looked up at me and smiled. "You look sexy in anything. I bet you don't even try. I'm bout to go take a shower, call me if you need anything." I nodded and he pecked my lips. I got me a big bowl of cereal and watched some cartoons. After about 30 minutes I heard the door slam shut and Adrian rushed down the stairs. "Baby, hurry! I need you upstairs." Without asking questions I ran up the stairs with Adrian behind me. When I got into his room I gasped. There were candles everyhere. "Baby, its beautiful." I said turning to Adrian he had a rose in his hand. "Why are you so good to me?" He wrapped his arm around my waist and led me to the bed. "Because I love you, and I'll do anything to make you happy. Also because you deserve nothing, but the best." A few tears formed in my eyes and then they began to fall. "Baby, I want you to know, that even if we have sex, I wouldn't change for anything in the world. Because if I did, I wouldn't have you. Nor wuld I be at ease." I hugged him tight, "I love you Adrian." I sniffled in his ear, "I love you more."

He laid me back and started to kiss on my neck and my chest. He then started to kiss my lips and then he forced his tongue in causing me to moan in his mouth. He nibbled on my ear and moved a finger down into my underwear. He softly grazed his finger across my lips . "Damn bae, you wet already?" I laughed, "That's what happens when you got sexy ass nigga kissing all over yo neck." He smirked at me. He moved down to my breath played with my ring in his mouth. I started to moan instantly as he would lick one and flicked the other. "Stop teasing." I moaned, "Those moans can't stay moans forever." He said moving inbetween my legs. He slid off my panties and put each of my legs on his shoulders. He licked my clit and I jerked back. "Why you running baby?" I looked down at him and he looked up at me. "I don't run from s***." He smacked my butt, "How about you show me that you can handle this and not run." I bent down and licked his ear, "Trust me, I can show you better than I can tell you." He postioned my legs back, and started licking my insides. He moved his tongue in the fastest way possible. "A....D....R....I.......AN!" I moaned, "Don't run Asia!" He ordered, now fingering me. I threw my head back. "Look at me." He said softly. When I looked at him he stared me in my eyes and went at a faster pace. "Oh God! I need to run away!" I exclaimed, "No!" He yelled still looking me in my eyes. He sucked on my clit andstill continued to finger me. "Oh s***!" I cursed. I looked down to see him moving his head in a strange way. When I realized he spelled, "Adrian" I moaned aloud. My legs started to shake and I started to feel something come out of me. "Damn." Adrian grunted as he licked the liquid up.

He soon came up to me and pecked my lips, "Baby, we don't have to do this." He said looking me in my eyes, "I know we don't have to, but I want to." I assured, "Are you sure?" He asked, I smacked my lips, "Nigga quit being a pussy and put it in." I spat, he sighed heavily and he grabbed a condom off the dresser. "Here it goes." He huffed, while I closed my eyes. He began to enter me, and I winced in pain. He continued to push himself slowly inside of me completely. A tear slowly strolled down my cheek, "Baby, let me pull out if it hurts that bad." I shook my head, "Are you okay?" He asked, I nodded and he looked down. "Babe, your bleeding!" He exclaimed. "What!" I jumped up to see blood on his sheets. "It didn't even hurt that bad, why am I bleeding." I looked down to see me standing in a pull of my own blood." He shrugged his shoulders, "Go take a shower, I'll clean up in here. Asia, I'm sorry it wasn;t so special."" He apologized, "Adrian, this is the best moment in my life." He pulled me close and pecked my lips. I could feel him growing on my stomach. "You need to control that." I said pointing to his area and walking to the shower, which took everything in me to do.

My baby love him some Alicia! But

Wait...Hol Up! That lil fast bxtch did wht to my baby?

That hxe bet not let me catch her axs slippin

I FIGHT KIDS!!!

Run It!

lmfao, I love this!
RUN IT!

Chapter 19~~ Unapologetic

Josiah's POV

I walked out to the back to see Alicia swimming in the pool. <a href="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m48e1pUa6o1rtj29no1_500.jpg">She</a> came up out of the water and everything went in slow motion. When she looked my way she rolled her eyes and walked past me. I gently grabbed her arm and pulled her back. She snatched her arm away and gave me the coldest stare, "What the f*** you want?" She asked looking up at me, making the cutest mad face ever. "Baby, I'm sorry." I apologized, she only laughed. "I'm so tired of hearing how sorry you are." She said not even looking at me. "I know you are, but everytime I try to say something you never let me finish." Alicia rolled her eyes, "And that s***, you always got a damn attitude. It ain't cute. I mean yeah at first it turned me on, but now it turns me off." She looked me in my eyes, and I could see tears forming. She walked to a chair and laid down and patted the spot next to her. "So tell me what happened. No itnterruptions or blurt outs." I looked at her wide eyed, "You promise?" I asked holding my pinky out. She nodded and locked her pinky with mine.

"That night you caught <a href="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mckslrK2hY1qcmijeo1_500.jpg">Nani</a> giving me head, I promise you she drugged me. Adrian even told me he saw her put something in my drink right after you told me you would be upstairs in 15 minutes. I was knocked the f*** out. And when you screamed that's the only reason I woke up. That hoe doesn't have s*** on you. I love you. To be honest, I was even thinking about proposing to you after college. I just want you in my life as my lady not a friend. I should've tried harder to kick her ass out." I said the last part quietly. "What the hell you mean? She was already in the room?" Alicia questioned, sitting up. I nodded, "Yeah! And when I tried to politely push her ass out she ripped off her clothes. Baby she didn't even have big tits they were fake. I still tried to push her out, but everytime I pushed her away she would grab my hand and put them on her boobs. I told her I was about to call you, then she hit me like a dude. That s*** put me to sleep and so did that drug. I promise you baby I didn't do any of that s*** on purpose. Please take me back, I'll do whatever. Baby please!" I begged, Some tears strolled down my cheeks, but I didn't dare wipe them away. I had to let her know she came before my pride, in some situations it was vice versa. She leaned down and pecked my lips.

"That's all I needed to hear. I love you Devon." She cooed, calling me by my middle name. "I love you more, Chaos." I said back calling her by her middle name. "She started to lick my ear. "Don't do that." I sternly said. "Why?" She pouted poking her bottom lip out, I bit it. "You might start something you can't finish." She bit her lip. "Oh trust, I can finish it." She stood up and got on my back. "Giddy up Josiah!" I laughed and started to walk in the house. "Are y'all good now?" Was all I heard from everybody, but Chyna. "Yeah, we gucci!" I announced, Chyna ran into my arms. "Damn, you don't know how hard it is to be mad at you bro." I laughed, "Okay, let's get ready niggas. Everybody is gonna be here in like two hours." Nikki shouted finally coming into the living room, her mouth dropped open when she saw Alicia in my arms. "Move b****! I need to give my bro a hug." She pushed Alicia off me and hugged me tight. "Oh y'all cool now?" Kaden asked I nodded. Him and Justin jumped on Alicia. "OMG! I thought you guys were like totally not getting back together......like ever!" Justin exclaimed. "Come on girls, let's paint fingernails and do each other's hair." Kaden said in his white girl voice.

"OMG! Let's totally go!" I shouted grabbing the nail polish off the counter and heading back to the living room. "Okay, I got pink, red, orange, green, and ohh fusia!" Kaden grabbed the orange and popped it open. "Come on! We gotta look sexy for the party!" Justin grabbed the pink and started to paint Chyna's toes. "Baby don't mess up." Nikki whined. "Girl I got this, I'm the f***ing man!" Kaden stood up and did the superman. "Okay forreal! We gotta get ready." We all grabbed our overnight bags and started to get ready. This part is gonna be turnt up!

Kids
Rissa and Chris': Kaden and Asia
Eden and Jay's: Josiah and Sky
Bre and Laith's: Alicia and Adrian
Shardonnay and Marlon: Justin

Sorry for the confusement. Add tonight or tomorrow IDK. BOOP!!

I am.sooooooo confused !!! Who child is who's man???
I need a break down .. Smh

Runnnn It

Perfect! ^_^