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Don't Judge Me

( INTRO )
The girls and I began to get ready for the Chris Brown concert. It was my 18th birthday and I've always been a die hard Chris Brown fan even through all the bad stuff he went through and all the changes. I did the finishing touches on my hair and make up then put on my sexy baby blue dress and the silver heels. I did the accessories and checked out the ending results in my full length mirror. Just looking at myself all I could say was DAMN!! I confidently walked downstairs and all eyes landed on me. I heard my step brother's friends whispering about how sexy I looked. He snapped himself out of the lil trance he was in and hit them.

"Well damn girl just make us look like some Goodwill swap meat rejects!"

Sasha yelled out and we all laughed. I hugged my mom and step dad then my step brother and we left.

{ CONCERT }
The girls and I sat front row as Chris Brown performed 'Dont Judge Me', 'Countdown', 'Biggest Fan', and a throwback 'Invented Head'. In between songs he would clown, dance, and bring on other artists. The show was coming to an end in about 15 minutes. I swear those 2 hours went by as I glanced at the time on my iPhone 5.

"Now for this last song I'm gunna need a special lady up here. Where's my special lady at?? Let me hear ya!"

The girls began screaming at the TOP of their lungs. Chris looked around the audience then his eyes landed 1 place I thought they never would. On me.

"Shawty right there. I wan you."

My girls screamed as he pointed at me. The security guards came and escorted me to the top of the stairs then Chris gently took my hand in his and brought me to a chair.

"What's ya name gorges??"
"Kiara."
"Well Ms. Kiara I hope you don't mind this."

He said as he pulled my body close to his and wrapped his arms around me from behind.

"Can I hold you like this??"

I nodded my head and bit my lip.

"What about if I do this??"

He began kissing on my neck and lightly sucking on it. I moaned a little and he smirked.

"Do you mind that??"

I shook my head no unable to speak fearing that another moan would escape. The beat to '2012' dropped and the crowd went wild. He sat me in the chair and gave me a sexy ass lapdance sneaking kisses in and sucking on my neck. After that song came on they came and took the chair then the 'Sweet Love' beat dropped and the crowd really went wild. He serenaded me as we grinded and he was shocked that I could keep up and move like this. After a lil while he laid me on the stage floor and humped me. I bit my lip and flopped him over so I was humping me. I rubbed my hand on his abs and I could feel him hardening. We stood up and he kissed me as the song ended and we disappeared under the stage.

"Damn. How old are you??"

He asked examining my body closely and biting his lip. Damn that man does things to me!

"As of today 18."

He nodded his head.

"You here alone??"
"I came with my girls."
"Well do me a favor. Let them know you're not leaving with them tonight."

I smirked and did just as he said then found him again and we left to his hotel room after he took pics with fans and signed autographs. From the time we hit the limo to the bedroom neither of us could take it anymore. Let's just said we definitely did it like it was the end of the world. ;-}

As much as I look back on that night and think about it I was not expecting the events that were to come ..

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Wow, RUN IT!

They really got freak nasty in the club though...
She is kinda right but then again so is he. They just need to come to a mutual agreement.
Yall both each others... end of story.

kiara dont start that s***..run it

kiara dont start that s***..run it

Just make it official already geez...

Run it

{ CHAPTER 49 }

As bad as we wanted to we didn't have sex he just gave me head and I returned it. After we got dressed and rinsed out our mouths with Listerine in the connected bathroom we went back into the studio. Everyone was staring at us and there was no food, just trash.

"Where the f*** all the food go??"

Chris asked as he leaned back on the couch with me on his lap.

"Yo ya went MIA for 2 hours!"

Tyga said and I looked at Chris then back at Tyga.

"We were gone 2 whole hours??"

I asked in shock. I looked at my watch and it was almost 7.

"Yeah, but we understand why."

The boys smirked and Nicki gave that sneaky smile.

"What ya talking about??"
"( Fake moan ) Ah s*** Chris baby that's my spot! Don't stop!!"

Nicki said followed by Wayne.

"Damn girl you wet as f***! Cum for daddy!!"
"( Fake moan ) Ahhhhh s*** baby I'm cumming!!!"
"Damn baby you taste good as f***!!"

They busted out laughing and I shook my head.

"Then here comes Chris. I guess ya switched roles."

Chris looked at Game.

"Nigga what you talking about??"
"( Fake groan ) f*** girl! I swear you give the best head!!"

Game said followed by Nicki.

"You like that daddy?? How bout this??"

Then Game goes.

"( Fake man moan ) s***!!!! f***!!!! DAMN!!!! BABY!!!!"

Once again they all busted out laughing. They were all rolling around with tears coming out their eyes. Sean smirked at me.

"Guess you got that bomb s*** both ways."

Everyone stopped laughing and looked at him. Chris sat up and Game looked at Chris ready to stop him from f***ing up Sean if needed.

"Nigga you been eying my girl since we got here. Ima say this to you 1 time and 1 f***ing time only. This right here is MINES. Fall the f*** back nigga. Keep looking at her and making comments. I swear on my life I'll f*** you up to the point where you end up on a breathing machine."

Venom and jealousy dripped from Chris' voice. Sean just stood up and left.

"Anyone of ya other niggas got something to say about my girl?? Tyga?? Wayne?? Game??"
"I understand today's events pissed you off, but now you tripping man. Kiara like a like sis to me and Wayne."

Game said shaking his head.

"Damn skippy. We all had eyes for her when we 1st met her, but that's lil sis now man. I don't know bout Tyga doe."

Wayne said lighting up and taking a puff then Game lit up his own. Chris looked at Tyga. Tyga just shrugged his shoulders.

"I'm good."
"Aiight then."

Nicki pulled out a bottle and pulled me over to the other side of the room. We sat on the love seat talking and sipping.

"I just don't know where our relationship is at right now."

I said as she rolled up. She passed me a bag and a Dutch so I could have my own.

"Girl you need to talk to him. He's in love with you. s*** he was ready to f*** up every guy today even his friends because of you."

I looked over at Chris. He was leaned back in the cushion of the couch with 1 leg up. He looked at me and smirked. I bit my lip and turned back around. We lit it up and took puffs.

"It's like he doesn't want anyone else to have me, but he doesn't wanna be with me yet."
"He had his points. You do need to do some growing up and know what you want forreal forreal. Chris has changed into a better man. We've all noticed it."
"I know."
"Don't let him slip away. Not only do b****es go crazy over the fact that he's famous, but over the fact of what type of man he is. The way he had you moaning and knocking s*** over plus the rumors I know he got that outta this world s***. Head and d***."
"Damn straight!!"

We high fived and laughed.

( CLUB ]

We all decided to go out tonight so we were in the VIP lounge of Club Majesty (*made up name*) popping bottles and smoking. I was leaning on the rail looking out at the crowd below us. They knew who was in the building and it was crazy. Nicki was next to me sipping her concoction.

"Damn it's some sexy men out here tonight!"

I agreed as I took her drink and began sipping. Nicki did her lil 2 step and I shook my hips from side to side.

"Damn."

Chris said as he smacked my ass. I looked at him and smirked. We were all tipsy except Game since he would be our designated driver tonight.

"Where you been??"

I asked him.

"With Wayne at the bar. We were running low on bottles."

He motioned to new bottles half way gone already.

"Come here."

I said as I tugged on his shirt and pushed him up against a wall.

"Shout-Out to my man Chris Brown up in VIP tonight!!!!"

The crowd went wild, of course mainly girls. '2012' began to play then mixed with 'Biggest Fan' and 'Countdown'. Chris was on hard to the max as I worked him. His hands gripped my hips tighter as he grinded back. My dress rose up some in the back making my thong show. He slid his right hand onto my back and bent me over more. I felt my juices running down my leg and he did too. He put his left hand between my thighs onto my pleasure island and moved his finger. I let out a moan as he took his finger back and licked the juices.

"Damn baby you taste so f***ing sweet."

He groaned in my ear. After that mix it changed to Dive by Usher so I pulled my dress down and stood up. I turned around facing him and we began slow dancing. He palmed my ass and gave it a squeeze.

"You enjoying yaself tonight??"

He asked kissing my neck.

"Yeah. Are you??"
"Most definitely."

As the song ended some fast pace song began to play so we just chilled and I turned to face everyone. They were all staring with their jaws dropped.

"What??"
"What you mean what?? He basically fingered you and you basically rode him with clothes on. He licking ya juices up and s***."

Tyga said biting his lip on the low. I knew he still had some feelings for me.

"What me & my girl do is our business."
"#1 She's not even your girl. #2 Everyone could see it so that made it everyone's business."

Yanny said standing at the VIP rope with her flock. The bodyguards wouldn't let her through since she wasn't with any of us. Nicki and I headed her way, but Chris grabbed me and Drake grabbed her. Tyga grabbed Shanelle and Mark grabbed Tootie. Game just told the bodyguards to escort them away so they were gone. I turned to Chris.

"She's right though. I'm not your girl."

He sucked his teeth.

"Says who??"
"You."
"I've been claiming you as mines all day haven't I??"
"That doesn't make me your girl Chris. I just have the title as your baby mama."
"Can we not start tonight?? We're having a good time."
"Whatever Chris."

I took his arms from around me and went over to the drinks. Wayne lit up a blunt and I took it from him then grabbed a glass and poured up.

Run It...

Trey leave Kiara alone! If there is anybody's funeral today it's gonna be yours. I WANT you to do something. I'll be there with my Tim's and I'll stomp yo b**** ass!! and...┌∩┐(◣_◢)┌∩┐ go f*** yourself!
Run it!!

run it! niggas cant fight the lust/love they feel when they girl know just what to do to em... =)

Whoa, RUN IT!!

They should have let Chris beat Trey's ass one more time lol
Run it

Okay so this means there together now right? Chris broke up wi th ol girl. Let her know His kids and Kiara are #1 in his life. And Kiaras crazy ass beat her up for smacking Chris. Lmao at them restraining her afterwards lol. Kiaras a lil pitbull in a skirt huh. Games and Nicki them ate mad cool. But what was up with Sean staring at Kiara the way he was tho? Oh wow, how the f*** they gone let Trey outta jail. Nigga pose to be at a funeral not the studio. I don't like how he looked at Kiara when he said funeral tho. Important glad she told Chris tho. Damn he's strong her tryna restrain him. Good thing Game Tyga and them we're there. Lol the only way to calm his ass down was to give him sex lmao they both some freaks lol. RUN IT!!!

{ CHAPTER 48 }

Eventually lunch time came around so they ordered pizza while Nicki and I headed to the ladies room. We did our business then washed our hands and walked out. As I was walking I felt someone grab me. I turned around and there stood the enemy: Trey.

"Don't f***ing touch me."

Nicki stood between us staring at him in disgust.

"Stay away from her Trey."
"Nicki this ain't got s*** to do with you so mind ya business."
"Nigga if it gotta do with my in law then it damn sure gotta do with me. Shouldn't you be in jail??"
"I'm out for a day. I had to attend a funeral."

When he said funeral he stared directly into my eyes and my body went numb. I felt the same fear I had when we were together.

"Trey get away from them. Your image is already screwed as it is."

1 of Trey's friends said. Trey smirked at me and blew me a kiss then walked away. We stood there until we knew he was gone then began walking back to the studio.

"Don't worry I won't tell Chris. I know he'll be out the door as soon as the name comes out my mouth."
"I'll tell him soon just not around everyone. Maybe I should tell him here that way the guys can restrain him."
"If you do then I'll tell Game 1st so he'll have a heads up."
"Ok. Just give me a thumbs up when you do."
"Kk."

We stopped in front of the door.

"Oh yeah and thanks for everything back there. I felt like I went numb."
"I got you. Like I said if it has to do with my in law then it damn sure gotta do with me."

She gave me a hug and winked at me then we walked in. She went up to Game then they walked out together. About 20 minutes later they returned and she gave me a thumbs up.

"Uh Chris??"

He turned away from Tyga and gave me his undivided attention.

"What's wrong baby??"
"Uh .. It's .. Uh .. "

He stood up and held my hands with concern on his face. I saw Game go to the door and lean on it then motioned for Tyga to come here. He whispered a few words then Wayne walked over. They all exchanged words and stood around the door with the same angry expressions.

"Is it the girls??"
"No baby they're fine."
"Then what's wrong??"
"Can you sit down please??"
"Nah-"
"Please."

I begged him. He sighed and finally sat down on his chair. I sat on his lap facing him with my legs on both sides of his legs and put my arms around his neck.

"Chris .. Uh .. When Nicki and I came out the bathroom .. We .. Uh .. Trey-"

His jaw clenched and he got ready to jump up, but I held my arms and legs around him tight.

"Did he touch you!?"
"No baby no. He just talked."
"What he say!? Wtf is he doing out!?!?!"
"He just said he had a funeral to attend today. When he said funeral .. He .. Uh .. Looked right at me."

Chris stood up with me holding onto him for dear life. He tried to pull me off of him, but I refused to budge.

"Get off me Kiara!!"
"No Chris!!"

Game spoke up. Venom dripping from his voice.

"Man I wanna kill that nigga as bad as you do, but think of ya daughters. Speaking of them I already got cop cars with them and Mama. If Trey was smart he would stay away from them."
"Nah man if he was smart he wouldn't have said anything to Kiara. Now get off of me!!"

I tried to look him in the eyes, but his eyes were focused on getting out the door.

"No Chris. I know you. You're gunna try something stupid!!"
"KIARA GET OFF OF ME!!!!!!"
"NO CHRIS!!!!!!!!"

Somehow he got me off of him and tossed me on the couch. He ran to the door, but the guys wouldn't let him out. Eventually he just went into the lounge punching walls and knocking stuff over. I waited till he sat down then walked in closing the door and locking it. I had the guys on the other side just in case Chris tried to escape again. He sat on the couch with his head in his hands. I took my spot on his lap and leaned him back. I kissed his cheeks then his neck and lightly began sucking on his spot. His body relaxed some and put his hands on my hips.

" ( Slight groan ) Stop baby I'm mad."
"Stop tryna fight it. There's nothing you can do without ending up in jail too."

I planted kisses on his star tattoos and he snaked his arms around my waist. I slowly grinded on him and he groaned in my ear turning me on. I unbuttoned my shorts and stood up slipping out of them. I was left in my heels, thong, and half shirt which I tossed off with my shorts leaving me in my bra. He bit his lip so hard I knew he was going to break the skin. I straddled him once again and he palmed my ass. He was completely distracted from the whole Trey thing. Mission accomplished.

Run It Plz...

i love the new chris!! i love a man that knows what he wants lol..glad kiara coming to her senses and actually listening to him...and that random chick yanny thought she was reeaaally gon pop up running s***..boo u been with him a week..puhleease do us a favor and hav a seat _/ <---- lol my chair but anyways yea so happy that she is out the picture and that they are starting to work on them i guess RUN IT

I guess I'll have to get used to Kierra. I still feel some type of way about her. But I guess that s*** doesn't matter. Lol, you are slowly getting back on my good side. There's a little corner you can stay in until I am absolutely sure you can stay there. She whoopin ass today!!! They don't want it.
Run it!

Awwwwww, RUN IT!

Run it

Run it!

Run it!!!!

More love????????????

i knew it wasnt going to take much or long before he broke up with her... i feel he leading her on, you cant say im not going to be with you until you grow up , but turning around and kiss her and flirt with her. run it

{ CHAPTER 47 }

I woke up the next morning and kissed his cheek. I was going to head home soon so I got up and brushed my teeth then washed my face and combed my hair. Since he was still sleeping I decided to make him breakfast. As I was cooking the doorbell rang so I went to answer it and it was that b**** from yesterday. She looked me up and down with a raised eyebrow and rolled her eyes.

"Where's MY boyfriend??"
"Who?? Chris?? You mean the FATHER of MY kids?? He's still in bed."
"Nah I'm up now."

He said in a groggy voice. He went into the bathroom and closed the door then I heard him start peeing and a minute later I heard the faucet.

"So you stayed here last night??"
"I have on his shirt don't I."

She sucked her teeth.

"Look b**** Chris is MY man ok and he's JUST the father of your kids. Get that through your head. Unless your kids are over here then DON'T and I repeat DON'T come over here especially when I'm not around. Got it??"

I stared at her then busted out laughing.

"( Still laughing ) I don't know who you think you're talking to like that, but watch ya mouth hoe. First off my daughters and I come before any b**** he dates. If I want to pop up over here and spend the night WITHOUT my daughters being with us then I can. Chris isn't just the father of my daughters he's also a friend. You've only been with him a week. Don't think you can start calling shots around here already."

Chris came out the bathroom and kissed my forehead then gave his girlfriend a hug. I smirked at her then went back to the kitchen to finish cooking. By time our breakfast was done she was leaving. After Chris walked her to her car he came in the kitchen. I put his plate of French toast, strawberry pancakes, hash browns, and grits ( with sugar ) in front of him. I grabbed him a tall glass of orange juice and sat it in front of him.

"Wow thanks shorty you didn't have to. We could've went out for breakfast."
"I know. I just wanted to. Why spend money on breakfast when you have someone who can make it for you??"

I got my plate and OJ then sat across from him.

"Damn I forgot you could throw down in the kitchen."

He said with a mouth full of French toast and hash browns. I just smiled.

"Thanks."
"Better chill. I could get used to this again."
"I don't mind."

We smiled at each other.

"I gotta head to the studio. Wanna come??"
"I don't wanna distract-"
"You won't. You still have a dresser of clothes over here. So what you wanna do??"
"I'll go."
"Cool. I'll do the dishes while you hop in the shower."
"Ok boo."

He just smiled at me as I finished my juice then went upstairs.

( STUDIO ]

Chris and I got out the car laughing at something stupid he just said. We walked into the building and up to the 9th floor. While we were in the elevator Chris kept looking at me smiling; making me blush.

"What??"

I said looking down.

"Nothing. You're just so beautiful."
"Chris-"
"Don't start that insecure s***."

I didn't say anything.

"Come here."

I walked over to his side of the elevator and stood in front of him.

"Baby you're gorgeous. Stop being insecure."
"If that's the case then why can't I keep a man??"
"It's not that you can't keep a man. God has already prepared the right man for you. That's why all those others you've been with don't stay in your life."
"So where's my Heaven sent man??"
"Right in front of you. I was rough around the edges, but he shaped me and molded me just for you. Baby I love you."

I looked up into his brown eyes and slowly inched my face towards his. He did the same and our lips almost connected when the elevator dinged. We were at the 9th floor. I slowly moved away from him and we walked out making a left and continuing down the hall. We entered his studio and was met by Game, Wayne, Tyga, Big, and Nicki Minaj. Game got up and gave me a big brother bear hug as Chris dapped the guys and hugged Nicki. I gave a hug to Wayne and Tyga then waved at Sean and Nicki.

"Who's this Chris??"

Sean asked eying me.

"Back off Sean that's all me. That's the mother of my daughters and future wife."

Nicki smiled at me when he said that.

"So you're the infamous Kiara?? You're daughters are beautiful and so sweet. Chris brings them to the studio to chill from time to time."
"You're the Auntie Nicki they talk about then."
"Yeah that's me."

Chi's sat in a rolling chair then pulled me on his lap. Sean eyed my every move and it made me uncomfortable.

"You ok baby??"

Chris whispered in my ear. I nodded my head yes.

"No you're not. I know you better than you know yourself."

Sean stared at my chest then looked down at my shorts and licked his lips. Chris caught him.

"Get up baby."

Chris said.

"No. Leave it alone babe please."
"No cause he's making you uncomfortable and I'm sitting right here."
"No babe please just leave it alone."

He sighed.

"How about you show me how to work all these buttons. You know I'm tryna be a rapper some day!"

He laughed and poked my side then kissed my cheek.

"Baby you have many talents, but rapping isn't 1 of them."

I laughed then stood up facing him and pouted.

"That was mean Chris."

He laughed and tried reaching out for me, but I playfully pulled away.

"Baby I'm sorry."
"Nope. You-"

The door opened and we all looked at it. Yanny walked in with a smile on her face.

"Hey baby."

She said walking up to Chris and kissing him then sat on his lap.

"Yanny what are you doing here?? I told you I have to work today."
"Then why is she here??"

She said motioning towards me.

"I'm here because he invited me b****."
"Was anybody talking to you hoe!?"
"Hoe!?"

I was about to charge at her then Big Sean and Game grabbed me. Game took me to the lounge connected to the studio to calm down. I paced back and forth as he leaned against the door so I couldn't get out.

"Look you gotta calm down. Think of Tania and Diamond. They don't need their mommy getting charged with assault because she couldn't control her temper."

After about 10 minutes I walked out the room. She was pissed.

"So you're breaking up with me over her!?"
"You knew what it was. I told you her and my daughters come 1st. You getting too comfortable thinking you can pop up places and disrespect the mother of my kids."
"You're breaking up with me!? For HER!?"
"I'm not breaking up with you for anybody. I'm breaking up with you because you're disrespectful."

She slapped him and I lunged at her punching her dead in her eye then mouth. She fell and Game once again grabbed me. Wayne little self had to come restrain me then Chris came. Nicki dragged Yanny out by her hair and tossed her out the door then locked it. Tyga sat there eating candy and watching the scene like it was a movie.

"I'm cool. I'm cool! I SAID I'M COOL!!!!"

They finally let me go and I ran to the door, but Chris picked me up and brought me back into the lounge. He leaned against the door as I sat on the couch bouncing my leg up and down fast. After a few minutes I walked over to Chris so we could go back to the studio.

"You know you're even sexier when you're mad."

He said putting his hands on my hips and bringing me closer to him. He nuzzled his head in the crook of my neck and lightly planted kisses. I relaxed into his arms and put my hands on his shoulders.

"You calm now baby??"
"( Slight moan ) Yeah babe I'm calm."

He gave my bottom lip a light tug then we walked out. Chris sat back in his chair.

"You were ready to f*** a b**** up bad over ya man."

Nicki said. I smirked.

"Damn straight."

We high five and laughed. Chris pulled me back onto his lap and rested his hands on my stomach.

"Yeah she down for her man."
"Always and forever."

I kissed his cheek and he smiled.

"Better be."

He lightly tickled me then spun the chair around to show me how all the buttons worked.

Girlllll wtf how does it take you this long to realize you want this nigga
Yea it was a slap in the face to know he can play the same game you played
Get it together KIARA!!!!

RUN IT!!!

More runs??

Long update already written. Just waiting for some more love.

Damn Chris done grew up. Spoken like a real man. I love him now lol. I just hope he and Kiara can be on the same path before he moves on to someone else. I want them happy and together as a family. Come on people. Lets make this happen esp. for there girls. RUN IT!!!

run it

Run it!!

{ CHAPTER 46 }

Chris eventually came back upstairs. He threw his trash out then threw mines out and put the remains in the fridge. He gently grabbed my hand and brought me to the bathroom handing me my toothbrush. We brushed our teeth then he turned on the shower so I could take 1. As I undressed he sat on the toilet lid.

"Kiara."
"Yeah??"

I stepped out of my heels and slid my jeans down.

"I love you. I'm in love with you. I changed to be the man you want and more. I don't wanna lose you. I don't wanna be with anyone else. I don't want anyone else to be with you. You're mines. You always have been and always will be. I just need you to grow up and realize what and who you really want. I left a t shirt in here for you."

He stood up as I closed the shower door. After I stood there for about 20 minutes crying I washed and rinsed then repeated the cycle. Once I felt clean I turned off the shower and wrapped a towel around me. I blow dried my hair and toweled off then put the big shirt on. My eyes were slightly puffy, but not red enough to the point where you could tell I had been crying. I turned off the light and put the towel in the hamper then laid in bed with him. He pulled me to him and wrapped his arms around me.

"Chris I need you."
"I'm not having sex-"
"Not in that way. I need you to help me get back to the old me."
"You've gotta do that on your own ma. A man helping you stand on your own isn't possible. You need to stand on your own with your help. If I help you then you won't be standing on your own you'll still be depending on somebody."
"When did you become so smart??"
"I've always been smart. I just made dumb decisions, but I grew up. I'm 30 with 2 daughters. I couldn't stay a lil boy forever."
"What if I want the same things you do??"
"You won't know for sure until you allow yourself to mature. I don't want you thinking you want the same things or guessing you want the same things. I know what I want. Once you KNOW then tell me. If we're on the same path we can take things slow and move forward in life together."
"What about your girlfriend??"
"She's nothing serious as of right now. I'll drop any woman to be with you, but that's only for now. If it gets to the point where you're still tryna figure life out and I've fell in love with somebody else then..."
"Then what??"
"The ONLY women I would be dropping any woman for would be my mama, Tania, and Diamond."

That hit me hard.

"I want to get myself right. Please wait for me."
"I can't guarantee that. Just like you didn't wait for me to change and moved on to Trey I'm the same way."
"I did wait-"
"You waited 2-3 years. I've already waited 2 years. Time is ticking. I don't know when when it'll run out. Only my heart knows. Once I meet that woman, if it's not you, then time is up."

He kissed my forehead and let his lips linger there for a little while.

"I love you Kiara."
"I love you too Chris."

He fell asleep holding me. I laid awake for a while just thinking about everything. I don't wanna lose this man. I can't lose him. I need him.

Hahaha! Chris put that ass on hush mode! Lol, that's not a low blow at all. It's called "THE f***ING TRUTH!" Even though I don't like Kiara right now, I wish they'd get back together. Yes you do need to get your act together.
Run it