lets hope no kinda drama happens in the month hes away!
karen is super sweet giving the house to them
Julian soo cute with her, again i so need a guy like him lol
run it

That was so beautiful man. From the graduation to the wedding. That song Julian sung to Zaira "Another You" was so beautuful. There vows they wrote for one another, the ministers prayers and scrpitures. The venue setup and the tux and dresses just so pretty. I really loved the honeymoon suite as well man very put together, and now theyre gonna have a baby. The best news ever. JJ and Alexis are gonna be thrilled. Im so happy for that family. This is only the beginning man. LOVED THeSe ADDs Nicole. RUN IT
And congratulations on graduating college, Im very proud of you chica.

aww that was a beautiful wedding and she is finally pregnant!! great add..run it!

Julian

So seven weeks pass and today is me and Zaira’s wedding day!!! I cannot believe I am going to marry the woman of my dreams today. It’s so surreal to me. I am incredibly excited though, and also so nervous! I plan to sing at our wedding today and I just hope everything goes well. I can’t believe it’s really happening!! Anyway it’s Saturday, the day of our wedding and the ceremony starts at 3 pm. It is now 11 am and Zaira and I are getting everything packed to go to the church and our honeymoon later so we can get ready at the church. We are both in our bedroom packing small bags to take with us. Zaira dress and my tuxedo are already at the church. My mom is going to meet us at the church with the kids. Cameron and Angela are our best man and maid of honor and that’s pretty much all of our wedding party. Our wedding is not going to be very big, but that’s just fine with me. The most important people in me and Zaira’s life will be there and that’s all that matters. The more intimate the better. I just look at Zaira packing her bag and I smile. She is going to be my wife in a matter of hours. My wife, I just can’t believe it. I can’t wait to see her all dressed up in her dress. She is going to take my breath away I already know that. And tonight on our honeymoon? Lord don’t even get me started on that! Yes we have already had raw sex, probably a hundred times these past seven weeks, but it’s going to even more special when we do it once we are married. Our honeymoon is the night our bodies officially become one.

“Zaira?,” I said.

“Yeah baby?,” Zaira said while looking at me.

“You’re beautiful.”

“Oh thank you baby you’re so sweet.....I’m really excited for today. I can’t believe that we are getting married! You are going to be my husband.”

“And you’re going to be my wife. I can’t wait baby.....I’m so excited!”

“Me too baby!” Zaira walks over to me and kisses my lips multiple times and then hugs me tight.

“Make sure to pack your lingerie for our honeymoon tonight. You know what I like,” I said while winking at Zaira.

“I already have it packed don’t worry baby,” Zaira said while winking back. I just look at her and I don’t know why......she just looks different to me. I can’t explain it, but something is definitely different about her. I lean in and I kiss her forehead and then we finish packing. Once we are done packing, we get in my car and head to the church. Once we get there, I hug Zaira tightly before we go our separate ways.

“Ok baby I’ll see you at the altar?,” I said.

“I’ll see you there. I love you so much handsome,” Zaira said.

“I love you too beautiful.” We share a passionate kiss and then we go to opposite sides of the church so we can get ready. We went through the back door just because we didn’t want to see the church decorations just yet. We want it to be a surprise. I go to my dressing room area, and I see my mom Cameron, and JJ.

“Hi daddy!,” JJ exclaimed.

“Hey lil’ man come here,” I said. I set down my bags and JJ runs to me and I pick him up and I throw him in the air then I catch him. He laughs so hard and then I hug him tight and he hugs me. He then kisses my cheek and smiles at me.

“Daddy are you excited? You’re going to marry mommy today!,” JJ said.

“I am so excited to marry mommy today....but also nervous,” I confessed.

“Don’t be daddy. You two love each other.”

“I know you’re right....I can’t wait to see you in your tuxedo. You are going to look so handsome.”

“Thank you daddy so will you.” I smile and I rub my hands gently over JJ’s neat cornrows that Zaira put in his hair last night. I kiss his forehead and then I set him down. My mom comes up to me and she rests her hands on my cheeks as tears fill her eyes.

“Mom we haven’t even started the ceremony and you are already crying?,” I joked.

“Oh stop. Julian I am just.....I am so happy for you. You deserve every second of today I mean that. I have watched you grow from a baby, to the beautiful young man standing in front of me right now. You are so strong and loving and caring and you love your family so much. That means everything to me. It shows me that I did alright raising you. I am so honored to have someone as beautiful as you as my son and I am honored to officially welcome Zaira into our family. You two are such a beautiful loving couple and I know you are both going to take such good care of JJ, Alexis and any other children you may want to have. I love you so much Julian and I am so proud of you,” my mom said as tears ran down her cheeks.

“Aww ma you are going to make me cry. I love you so much,” I said while wiping her tears. My mom smiles a bit and we share a long embrace.

“Ok baby I am going to let you all get ready. I will see you at the ceremony,” my mom said. We pull out of the embrace and she kisses my cheek and I kiss hers and she leaves the room. I look at Cameron and we share a quick embrace.

“How you feelin’ man?,” Cameron asked.

“I feel alright.....I’m kind of nervous,” I said.

“Why? Today is going to be perfect don’t even worry.”

“Yeah man you’re right. I just need to chill.” I take a deep breath and I sit down on a nearby couch. I call to make sure everything is in place for our reception this evening. We are just going to have our reception in the local community center. It will be indoors with tons of space and tons of food. I’m excited for every second of today. By 2:30 pm me, Cameron and I are all dressed in our tuxedos. I have on this tuxedo. I dyed my hair back to its natural color about a month ago, so no more blonde. Cameron is wearing this tuxedo and my lil’ man JJ is wearing this tuxedo. We all look really good!

“Daddy and Cameron you look great!,” JJ exclaimed.

“Thanks lil’ man,” I said while smiling big.

“Yeah and you look handsome yourself,” Cameron complimented.

“Thanks,” JJ said while smiling big.

“Ok ya’ll ready? It’s time to line up,” I said. Cameron and JJ nod their heads and I grab JJ’s hand and Cameron follows behind me as we line up to enter the church. I am so nervous right now, my palms are even sweaty! I cannot wait to see Zaira walk down the aisle. I already know that I am going to ball like a baby when I see her. She is going to be so gorgeous I already know it. I look in the church sanctuary and everything looks beautiful. I see all the guests and I just smile. We invited our closest friends and the little bit of family on my mom’s side like uncles, aunts and cousins. Overall, there are about 50 people here, so not a big service at all. Music is softly playing and the ushers are lighting candles towards the front of the pulpit. At exactly 3 pm, the processional starts. So basically the processional begins with my mother walking down the aisle and I just smile at her from a distance. She’s beautiful. Next, I and the minister, Minister Hall, walk down the aisle together. I just look at everyone and I can’t help but smile as everyone smiles back at me. My mom is already crying. After that Cameron and Angela walk down the aisle with their arms locked. Angela is wearing this dress. They are such a beautiful couple. Cameron’s mom is holding CJ in the front row and he squeals a bit when he sees his parents walk down the aisle and everyone laughs at this. Next, JJ and Alexis walk down the aisle together. Alexis places flowers on the aisle as they walk and JJ has the rings in his hands. I smile so big at them, they are beautiful!! They are just smiling big as well and I can tell they are really enjoying this. Alexis is wearing this dress. Once they get to me, I kneel down and I hug them both and they both kiss my cheek and then find their spots next to Cameron and Angela respectively.

“All rise for the bride,” Minister Hall said. Everyone stands up and faces the entrance doors and I just take a deep breath. Sadly, Zaira will be walking down the aisle by herself. I offered for one of my uncles to walk her, but she said she just rather do it by herself since her dad isn’t here. The entrance doors open and my heart literally stops in my chest when I see Zaira. She literally took my breath away. She is dressed in this dress. My gosh she is absolutely stunning. I noticed that her natural hair is straightened and flows past her shoulders. She is gorgeous. She is just smiling big and looking right at me and everyone admires how beautiful she is. Tears just stream down my face and I wipe them away the best I can. She frowns a bit at me and tears swell her eyes, but she won’t let them fall. I don’t want her to ruin her perfect makeup anyway. JJ and Alexis are smiling big at Zaira as well and once she gets to me, she smiles and JJ and Alexis hug her waist quickly and then go back to their spots. She wipes my tears and I kiss her left hand and I grab it tightly as we face Minister Hall.

“We are gathered here in the sight of God and these witnesses to unite Julian Matthews and Zaira Andrews in holy matrimony. As followers of Jesus Christ, they believe that God created marriage. In Genesis it says, "It is not good for man to be alone. I will make a helper suitable for him.” Julian and Zaira, as you prepare to take these vows, give careful thought and prayer, for as you make them you are making an exclusive commitment one to the other for as long as you both shall live. Your love for each other should never be diminished by difficult circumstances, and it is to endure until death parts you. As God's children, your marriage is strengthened by your obedience to your Heavenly Father and His Word. As you let God be in control of your marriage, He will cause your home to be a place of joy and a testimony to the world,” Minister Hall said. Now it’s time for the opening prayer. We all close our eyes and bow our heads.

“Our Father, love has been Your richest and greatest gift to the world. Love between a man and woman which matures into marriage is one of Your most beautiful types of loves. Today we celebrate that love. May your blessing be on this wedding service. Protect, guide, and bless Julian and Zaira in their marriage. Surround them and us with Your love now and always. Amen,” Minister Hall said. We all say “Amen” and then we open our eyes and tilt our heads up.

“Congregation you may all be seated,” Minister Hall said. The entire congregation takes their seats.

“Who gives this woman to be married to this man?,” Minister Hall asked.

“I do,” my mom said. Zaira looks at my mom and they both smile at each other and then Zaira faces back to Minister Hall. JJ and Alexis go to sit with my mom and the choir sings a quick hymn. Now it’s time for the charge.

“Julian and Zaira, the covenant which you are about to make with each other is meant to be a beautiful and sacred expression of your love for each other. As you pledge your vows to each other, and as you commit your lives to each other, we ask that you do so in all seriousness, and yet with a deep sense of joy; with the deep conviction that you are committing yourselves to a dynamic growing relationship of trust, mutual support, and caring love. Zaira and I just look at each other and smile and nod our heads. Now it’s time for the pledge.

“Julian, do you take Zaira to be your wedded wife and in the presence of these witnesses do you vow that you will do everything in your power to make your love for her a growing part of your life? Will you continue to strengthen it from day to day and week to week with your best resources? Will you stand by her in sickness or in health, in poverty or in wealth, and will you shun all others and keep yourself to her alone as long as you both shall live? If so, please say I do,” Minister Hall said.

“I do,” I said while looking Zaira deep in her eyes.

“Zaira, do you take Julian to be your wedded husband, and in the presence of these witnesses do you vow that you will do everything in your power to make your love for him a growing part of your life? Will you continue to strengthen it from day to day and week to week with your best resources? Will you stand by him in sickness or in health, in poverty or in wealth, and will you shun all others and keep yourself to him alone as long as you both shall live? If so please say I do,” Minister Hall said.

“I do,” Zaira said while looking deeply in my eyes. We just smile big at each other and then look at Minister Hall.

“At this time, you two may face each other for your vows. I understand you have both written your own vows. Zaira you may start,” Minister Hall said. Zaira and I face each other and we grab each other’s hands tightly and I stare in her eyes and she looks in mine. Damn she’s beautiful.

“Julian.....I could stand here for days talking about why I love you and how much I love you. You are.....my everything to say the least. When we first met.....I don’t think either of us understood just how much we would change each other’s lives for the better. I can say that I was not in a good place when I met you, even though I thought I was. I can honestly say that I had no idea how could love could be or feel until I met you.....we were both scared of each other for the same reasons when we first met. We were scared that someone could actually love us for who we were, and what we had been through. We have both been through terrible things, but we made it and here we are today. Julian....you have helped me through some of the most difficult times in my life. You have been right by my side even when I didn’t want you to be. You were always there to remind me that I was beautiful and loved and I can never thank you enough for that. Julian whether you know this or not, you have a heart of pure gold. You are always more concerned about the well-being of others before yourself. When I was at one of the lowest points in my life, you were always worried about me. You took such good care of me and that meant everything to me. One of the reasons I love you so much is because you always know what to say to make everything better. I love everything about you Julian. I love your smile, your laugh, the way you kiss me, the way you hold me. I love your eyes, your beautiful freckles, your lips, your body I love everything. But what I love the most is your heart. Your heart is what made me fall in love with you. It’s so pure and loving and caring. You are so passionate and I love that. I love that you have no problem showing me just how much you love me. I know my thoughts are all over the place, but just know.....that I love you with all of my heart, soul, body and mind and I am so in love with you and I will be until the day that I die,” Zaira said as tears ran down her cheeks. Tears are flowing down my cheeks right now as well. Wow. Her words touched me to my core. Damn I love this woman so much; words will never express that enough. I wipe her cheeks quickly and she wipes mine as we smile at each other. I take a deep breath and I look Zaira in her eyes so I can say my vows.

“Zaira...woman you are my life. You are my heart. When we first met, I was in a very dark place. I was alone and I didn’t feel accepted by anyone. I never felt I was worthy of anything good because of my past and the things I did. But that first day I met you, I knew you came into my life for a reason. I didn’t want to believe that I deserved someone as good as you as even my friend, but you changed my mind and convinced me differently so fast. I was so scared of you at first though Zaira. I never liked putting my emotions and feelings out there, but again you changed that. You changed everything about me. You changed me into the man I am today with your love. Your love turned me into a better person....I’ve watched you go through terrible situations and make it out even stronger than you were in the beginning.....you amaze me Zaira. Your kind, loving, compassionate spirit amazes me. You amaze me every day with your actions baby. You always and I mean always put mine or the kids needs before your own. Your happiness lies in me and the kids’ happiness and I love that you can be so selfless in such a selfish world. You have the real heart of gold Zaira. Even when I wasn’t nice to you, even when I was rude, you were always so nice and caring towards me. I didn’t think I deserved that but you tell me that I do and I believe you.....my heart literally beats for you and our family. You’re the reason I can smile every day. You’re the reason I get out of bed every day and work hard. Even when I have bad days, I know my days are not that bad because I have you right by my side. I swear when I see your smile, I forget about everything bad. Nothing can be bad if you are with me. We have our ups and downs Zaira, but all the downs in the world could never even come close to the ups I have had and will have with you in my life. You mean everything to me,” I said. I take Zaira’s left hand and I place it across my heart and she just looks at me with tears streaming down her face.

“You feel my heartbeat? That’s you. My breath? That’s you. Everything is you Zaira. You are literally a part of me now. You know how Eve came from Adam’s rib? Well that’s you. God created you specifically for me and I am so thankful for that and I thank Him every day for you. I hope what I am saying is making sense......but I wrote a song that I would like to perform for you baby. It’s called “Another You.” I wrote this song a little after I proposed because I knew that no matter what, there will never be another you Zaira. There will never be another you,” I said as tears streamed down my face as well. I look at Cameron and he nods his head and music starts playing. I grab a microphone and I quickly wipe my face and I use my free hand to hold Zaira’s left hand. I look her in her eyes and I sing this song to Zaira. I get incredibly into it. I sing my heart out for my wife to be. Zaira was balling so hard and so was my mom. By the time I was finished singing, I was balling too. That was so emotional for me. I set down the microphone and then I move closer to Zaira and we wipe each other’s tears. The entire congregation gave me a standing ovation.

“I love you so much Julian,” Zaira said.

“I love you too Zaira,” I said. Once we get ourselves together, it’s time for the exchanging of the rings. JJ comes up to Zaira and I with the ring boxes in his hands and hands them to Minister Hall and then he sits back down next to my mom.

“Those were absolutely beautiful vows. Now it’s time for the exchanging of the rings. Let us pray. Bless, O Lord, the giving and receiving of these rings. May Julian and Zaira abide in Thy peace and grow in their knowledge of Your presence through their loving union. May the seamless circle of these rings become the symbol of their endless love and serve to remind them of the holy covenant they have entered into today to be faithful, loving, and kind to each other. Dear God, may they live in Your grace and be forever true to this union. Amen,” Minister Hall said. He then hands Zaira’s ring to me.

“Zaira, I give you this ring as a symbol of our vows, and with all that I am, and all that I have, I honor you. In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. With this ring, I thee wed,” I said while sliding the ring on Zaira’s left ring finger. Minister Hall then hands my ring to Zaira.

“Julian, I give you this ring as a symbol of our vows, and with all that I am, and all that I have, I honor you. In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. With this ring, I thee wed,” Zaira said while sliding the ring on my left ring finger. Zaira and I decided on matching gold bands for our rings. Zaira and I then light our unity candle to symbolize that from this day forward, we are one.

“Now that Julian and Zaira have given themselves to each other by the promises they have exchanged, I pronounce them to be husband and wife, in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen,” Minister Hall. Next, Zaira and I partake in our first communion as husband and wife. Wow that feels so good to say!!!!! We all bow our heads and close our eyes for the final prayer.

“May the love of God be above you to overshadow you, beneath you to uphold you, before you to guide you, behind you to protect you, close beside you and within you to make you able for all things, and to reward your faithfulness with the joy and peace which the world cannot give --neither can it take away. Through Jesus Christ, our Lord, to whom be glory now and evermore. Amen,” Minister Hall said. We all say “Amen” and then we open our eyes and lift up our heads.

“Julian, you may now kiss your bride,” Minister Hall. I smile at Zaira and she smiles at me. I wipe her remaining tears and she wipes mine. She rests her hands on my waist and I rest them on her face. I lean down and I press my lips against Zaira’s and I give her the most passionate kiss we have ever shared. Everyone in the congregation starts clapping. After a minute passionate kiss, I pull out of the kiss and then Zaira and I hug each other tightly.

“It is now my privilege to introduce to you for the first time, Mr. and Mrs. Julian Matthews,” Minister Hall said happily. Everyone continues to clap and Zaira and I face the congregation with our hands locked and we walk down the aisle, with Cameron and Angela and the minister behind us. We walk outside and I hug Zaira so tight.

“You’re my wife Zaira it’s official!!,” I exclaimed in pure happiness.

“And you’re my husband! Baby I love you so much!,” Zaira exclaimed.

“I love you.” I kiss Zaira’s lips multiple times and the kids come running up to us. I pick up JJ and Zaira picks up Alexis and we hug them tightly.

“Yay you’re married! You’re my official aunty now!,” Alexis said to Zaira.

“Yeah and now you’re my official second mommy!,” JJ said to Zaira. Zaira just smiles and kisses both of their cheeks.

“I’m so happy. I love you all so much,” Zaira said.

“I love you too,” I, Alexis and JJ said in unison.

“Zaira boo you’re a married woman now!!,” Angela said. Angela hugs Zaira and me tightly and then Cameron does the same. My mom then comes out and we all share a five minute embrace. Everyone is so emotional right now. Once everyone gives us their congratulatory words, we take a ton of pictures. I always want to be able to remember this day. It’s one of the best days of my life. After that, we all drive to the community center about 20 minutes away for the reception. Once we get there, we go in and see this setup. Everything is beautiful. Zaira and I along with Cameron and Angela sit at the head of the room and everyone else takes their seats at the round tables. Zaira is holding my hand tightly and we can’t stop smiling at each other. Zaira scoots her chair close to mine and she rests her head on my shoulder and I kiss her forehead multiple times. We all enjoy a really nice, buffet style dinner and dessert. Now it’s time to party! We hired a DJ for the evening and he starts with the song I wrote for Zaira, “Another You.”

“Baby may I have this dance?,” I asked.

“Of course baby,” Zaira said. Zaira and I stand up and we walk to the dance floor hand in hand. She stands in front of me and wraps her arms around my neck and I wrap mine tightly around her waist. I pull her close to me and we start to slow dance together.

“Baby you look so beautiful today, just so stunning. My heart stopped the minute I first saw you,” I confessed.

“Thank you baby.....you look absolutely handsome in your all white. You look so good baby. I wanted to jump your bones the minute I saw you,” Zaira said while laughing a bit.

“So silly....I like your hair like this too. It looks good on you,” I said while running my hands through Zaira’s straight hair.

“Thank you Julian....you’re so sweet. I am so honored you are my husband.”

“I’m honored you are my wife.” Zaira smiles and closes her eyes and puckers her lips and I lean down and I kiss her lips multiple times and then I look at her. I swear she is glowing right now.

“....You’ve been glowing all day baby I love it,” I said while smiling big. Zaira just smiles at me and she looks down then looks at me.

“....You noticed that?,” Zaira asked.

“I notice everything about you.....when I was looking at you this morning, I don’t know what it was, but you just looked different to me. Different in a good way though Zaira. I can’t quite put my finger on it, but it’s something.” Zaira just smiles at me and rests her head on my chest.

“I’m just so happy Julian. You have made the happiest woman in the world today. I love you so much and I am going to show you how much tonight,” Zaira said.

“Oh is that right? You thought we were nasty before? Tonight I am going to take that to a whole different level you just wait and see,” I said.

“I can’t wait baby.....I have a surprise for you tonight.”

“You’re always surprising me.”

“This one will make you particularly happy.” I just smile and I hold Zaira closer and we enjoy our first dance as husband and wife. It was beautiful. All of today has been truly beautiful. After our slow dance, the DJ plays faster music and everyone joins in dancing. JJ and Alexis dance near us and they are just too cute dancing together. They are so close and I love that. At 8 pm, the reception is over. We got so many nice gifts from our guests and my mom is going to take them home for now. We say bye to all of our guests, and then we say bye to my mom, JJ, Alexis, Angela and Cameron. Once everyone leaves, I take Zaira’s hand and I lead her to my car. We both get in and I start to drive. Zaira held my right hand the entire drive. We aren’t going to have a huge honeymoon, just a special night with the two of us. Maybe in the future we will take a real honeymoon somewhere, but for now this is perfect for us. I hope Zaira enjoys everything. We drive to Richmond and once we get there, I get the room key and I take Zaira to our little villa. With a villa we will have more privacy, as opposed to a hotel room. I pick Zaira up in my arms and she laughs. I open our door and she gasps as she looks around the room .

“I know this isn’t much Zaira, but I really hope you enjoy this. Once we get more money saved up, I will take you anywhere you want to go,” I said.

“Julian, baby this is perfect. I love it,” Zaira said while smiling big. I smile and I close the door behind us. I set the room key on the table and then I walk Zaira to our bedroom. I set her on the bed and I kneel in front of her. I take off her shoes and then I look at her. I stand up and I take off my shoes and then I look at Zaira.

“You want to change for me?,” I asked.

“Julian.....I need to tell you something first,” Zaira said.

“Ok baby what’s on your mind?” Zaira smiles and she stands up from the bed and she takes off her wedding dress so she just has on a pair of white lace panties and underwear and her knee highs and stilettos. Damn she looks good even now.

“Julian......we are going to have a baby,” Zaira said while looking me in my eyes. I just gasp and raise my eyebrows in shock. WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?

“Wh-wha-what? Zaira what? Wait. No.....Zaira......you’re pregnant?!,” I whispered.

“Yes Julian I’m pregnant. I’m pregnant with our child,” Zaira said. I just stare at her. Is this real life? Am I dreaming right now? Zaira moves closer to me and takes my hands and rests them on her stomach.

“Our baby is growing inside of me Julian....our love has created a new life,” Zaira said as tears ran down her cheeks. I just look at her as tears run down my cheeks. I get on my knees in front of her and I rest my head on her stomach and I grab her waist tight and I hold her close as I cry on her stomach. Zaira rubs the top of my head as I cry.

“I can’t even explain how happy I am. I am about five weeks pregnant baby. I missed my period so I took three at home tests and they were all positive. I also went to the doctor and they confirmed everything. I wanted it to be a surprise. My first ultrasound will be in a few weeks....baby are you happy?,” Zaira said softly. I just look up at her and she smiles at me.

“Zaira you just made me the happiest person in this world.....I love you so much,” I said as tears poured out of my eyes.

“I love you too baby. I love you so much,” Zaira said. I look at Zaira’s stomach and I rub it gently and I smile big! I can’t believe a new life that she and I created is growing inside of her. I lean in and I kiss Zaira all over her stomach.

“Hi my baby. Hi. This is your daddy. I love you so much already and I cannot wait to see you,” I said softly. I kiss Zaira’s stomach again and she kneels in front of me and she wipes my tears and I wipe hers. I then hug her so tight. I don’t want to let her go. We share a very long embrace. After that, I grab her face in my hands and I kiss her forehead multiple times.

“I can’t believe all of my dreams are coming true.....and they are all coming true through you Zaira. So I thank you for that,” I said sincerely.

“You’re so sweet baby and you have made all of my dreams come true too baby.”

“Thank you......I just want to hold you in my arms tonight. Would that be ok?”

“As long as we’re together Julian, that’s all I need.”

Run It...

Zaira

So one and a half months has passed and today is the day! Today is the day Julian, Cameron, Angela and I are graduating college!! We are all beyond ecstatic!!! None of us can even explain how happy and excited we are!! We are all graduating honors as well!! I am so proud of everyone and myself. Graduating college is quite the accomplishment. It’s the second week of May at this point and Julian and I are getting married in mid-June. I am too excited for that as well!!! Everything is really going our way. Julian was offered a full time position at the company he interned for last summer and the same goes for me!!!! We both start our jobs in September so we have plenty of time to enjoy the summer with the kids. I will be working at a pharmaceutical company as a researcher. I am so happy that I got this opportunity. Julian will be working for one of the top computer hardware/software manufacturers. I am so proud of my baby! He has worked so hard and he deserves this. His salary alone could take care of me and the kids. Speaking of the kids, they are doing great! They are very excited because now that Julian and I will be graduating, they will be living with Julian and I. Julian and I have been looking for a house and we have a few that we like and can afford. We definitely want to move in before we start our jobs, or we might just stay with Karen, since she offered, until we save up a good amount of money. Julian and I are really going to start our lives together and I just can’t wait. Anyway, it’s Saturday and Julian and I are all getting ready for graduation! Since Julian and I are graduating from different schools of the college, our convocations are in two different places at the same time, so I won’t see my baby walk across the stage and he won’t see me :(

“Baby I wish I could see your fine ass walk across the stage,” I said while putting in my earrings in the mirror in our bedroom.

“I know baby.....I wish I could see you walk across the stage. I would be a fool and scream at the top of my lungs “That’s my baby!!,” Julian said happily. I just laugh and I turn around to face Julian. I move closer to him and I wrap my arms around his waist and I look up at him.

“Baby I am really proud of you. You have been a lot these past four years and for you to graduate with honors and with a job offer, that’s amazing baby. I’m so proud of you for wanting to take care of me and our family and I know you are going to do just that this day forward......so tonight, I have something special planned for you,” I said.

“You’re so sweet baby. I’m so happy you are proud of me, but I’m proud of you too baby. You have been through so much during your four years too, but you did not give up and that just proves that you are strong. You are amazing and I am proud that you were able to get through all you went through; even though I know it got very hard at times.....now does this something special you have planned involve you naked on top of me?,” Julian joked.

“....Maybe.....would you like that?,” I teased.

“You know I would love it.....as long as I can be naked on top of you too.”

“Julian you can be naked on top, under, on the side, wherever you want to be.” Julian just smiles and slaps my ass and I just laugh out loud.

“Zaira I love you. I cannot wait until our wedding. I swear on our honeymoon night, your whole damn pussy is going to be filled with cum. You have no idea!!,” Julian exclaimed. I just smack my lips and I hit his chest. This man is nasty!!!!! He is so anxious when it comes to raw sex and I feel the same way. We have almost slipped up a lot of times, especially as of late, but we have not had unprotected sex. What’s stopping us? We will be married soon, but I am sure if Julian and I have unprotected sex tonight, I will be pregnant by our wedding. I may not know it, but I am sure I will be pregnant. I honestly cannot wait to get pregnant though. I have always wanted to be a mother and I know I already am to JJ and even Alexis, but I cannot wait to give birth to me and Julian’s child. I can’t wait to build a bond with the child I will be carrying. I’m so excited for all of that.

“You’re so damn nasty,” I said while shaking my head.

“And? You love it don’t you?,” Julian teased.

“I love everything about you Julian.”

“Awww baby.” Julian pulls me close and hugs me tight and I hug him back. Julian kisses the top of my head multiple times and I just smile to myself.

“Ok baby we have to finish getting ready,” I said. Julian pulls out of the embrace and kisses my lips then we both finish getting ready. Both of our convocations start at 9 am. Once we are both dressed, we leave and Julian drops me off at my convocation location.

“Baby I love you and I am so proud of you. I will see you later ok?,” I said.

“I love you too baby. You look beautiful,” Julian said.

“Thank you baby.” I kiss Julian’s lips multiple times and I walk to the set of chairs for the graduates and Julian drives off. I wish Julian was right here with me, but I am still going to enjoy walking across the stage. I also wish my parents were here, but I know they are watching from above. Angela is graduating from my school, so CJ, Angela’s mom, and Alexis will be seeing me watch across the stage. Karen and JJ will be watching Julian walk across the stage. Cameron is graduating from another school from Julian, Angela and I. I find my seat and I wait patiently for convocation to start. Angela is sitting nowhere near me since we are in alphabetical order. I look around and I see Shantel. Ugh still can’t stand that ho. She learned her lesson though. She hasn’t even looked Julian’s way since the fight. She even looks fearful when I pass her by. I’m just glad that ordeal is over with. So two hours, pass and it’s official! I have graduated from college!! Commencement is tomorrow, but I still feel like today is just as important. I find Angela and we hug each other so tight!

“Boo we did it!! We graduated!,” Angela exclaimed.

“I know we did! I’m so happy!,” I exclaimed. I pull out of the hug and Angela kisses my cheek and I kiss hers. She holds my hand tightly and we go to find our family. Angela’s mom comes up to us with CJ, and Alexis and we both smile.

“Congratulations Aunty Zaira!,” Alexis exclaimed.

“Thank you pretty girl! Come here,” I said. Alexis smiles and runs to me and hugs me tightly. I then pick her up and I kiss her all over her face and she kisses me all over mine.

“Hi mom.....how was my baby CJ?,” Angela said.

“He was great baby. I’m so proud of you honey. I love you so much,” Angela’s mom said.

“I love you too mom,” Angela said. Angela hugs her mom tight then looks at CJ and smiles big. She loves her son so much it’s amazing to me. She is such a great mom.

“Hi cutie pie! Mommy missed you! Did you miss me? Huh?,” Angela said in her baby voice. CJ smiles a bit and Angela takes CJ from her mom and kisses him all over his face and then gently rocks him.

“Mommy graduated from college CJ! Are you proud of me? Huh?,” Angela said cutely. I just smile and I gently rub CJ’s hand and he smiles at me. Gosh I love this baby so much. I can’t wait until Julian and I have our baby. I lean down and I kiss CJ’s cheek and he kicks his feet in happiness.

“I know you’re happy huh handsome?,” I said in my baby voice. Angela just laughs at me and we wait for Julian and Cameron to show up. 20 minutes later, we see them walking towards us. Julian smiles at me and I smile back at him. He walks over to me and hugs me and Alexis tight.

“Congratulations baby!,” I said.

“Thank you baby same to you!,” Julian said. Julian kisses my lips multiple times then takes Alexis from me and kisses her all over her face.

“Congratulations mommy!!,” JJ said while running up to me.

“Thank you sweetheart!,” I said. I pick JJ up and he hugs me tight and I smile and I hug him back. Karen then hugs me tight. This has been such a great day so far and it’s just started. We enjoy a nice lunch everyone, it was lots of fun. Cameron held CJ the entire time we ate. He is such a good father and it came natural to him just how I thought. CJ looks so much like Cameron too, they are basically twins. After lunch, we all go to Karen’s house. The weather is so nice, so the kids play in the pool and the rest of us sit around and talk. Julian and Cameron grilled meat while the women made the side dishes for dinner. It was a really nice day. At around 8 pm, once Julian and I put JJ and Alexis to sleep, we all left Karen’s house. Cameron and Angela want to spend the night with CJ, not at a party and Julian and I understand that completely. I have special plans for Julian and me anyway. So once Julian and I get home, he sits in the living room while I get everything ready. I change into this. I wear my hair completely out and I have on black stilettos to match. I light a few candles and I turn off the lights. I turn on a slow jam cd and the first song that starts playing is “I’ll Make Love to You” by Boyz II Men. I open the door and I call out for Julian and when he sees me he stops in his tracks.

“Come in baby,” I said. Julian just looks me and up and while licking his lips and then walks into the bedroom. I close the door behind him and I turn to look at him and he is just staring at me.

“Zaira....you are so gorgeous. I love you so much,” Julian said.

“You’re so sweet baby. I love you too. Come dance with me,” I said sexily. Julian licks his lips and moves closer to me. I wrap my arms around Julian’s neck and he wraps my arms around my waist and we start to slow dance together.

“You’re so handsome baby.....you’re perfect,” I said softly.

“You’re so sweet. You’re the perfect one,” Julian said while smiling. He leans down and pecks my lips and then holds me tighter. After a few dances of dancing, I just want Julian to strip. I tell him to do so, he does it quickly, and then he looks at me.

“Lie down for me baby.” Julian lies down in the bed on his back and I go to the end of the bed and I crawl to him. I straddle him and I lean down and I caress his face.

“Julian....you mean everything to me. You are the love of my life and I cannot imagine a day of my life this day forward without you. You, JJ and Alexis are all I need I swear I mean that with all of my heart. I cannot wait to marry you and I cannot wait to start our lives. Our graduation was just the beginning baby. Our future together.....is what I live for. I live for you and our kids. I promise to always stand by you no matter what. I will not let anything or anyone come between us baby. I love you with all of my heart, my soul, my body, and my mind. I love you so much Julian,” I said passionately.

“Oh Zaira you’re so sweet baby. I love you too beautiful. You are my heart you know that.....I don’t deserve you, but I promise I will not ever take you or your love for granted. I will do my best every day to show you that I love you and cherish you. My life from this forward involves me making you and our kids happy and that’s it. When you are happy, then I am happy. You are my happiness Zaira. I love you,” Julian said passionately as well. I just smile and I grab Julian’s face and I lean down and I kiss him deeply. Julian lets his arms roam my stomach and breasts and I moan as we kiss. His hands then roam down my back and to my ass and he grips it tightly in my hands. I can feel him growing against me. Damn I just want to feel him inside of me. I swear there is no better feeling than Julian inside of me. He then runs his hands up my arms and he rests his palms as my face as we kiss passionately. I kiss down Julian’s chin and he tilts his head up and I lick, suck and kiss him all over his neck. I leave a love mark on his tiger tattoo ;) I then kiss down chest and I swirl my tongue around his nipples and he moans lowly while I do this. I run my tongue through the cut of his abs and then I smile when I get to his hard d***. I look up at him and he winks at me and I wink back at him. I open my mouth wide and I take all of him into my mouth at once.

“Ahhh s***,” Julian groaned. I bob my head back and forth at a very past pace as I take all of Julian in my mouth each time. I can tell he loves this and I love doing it. Within 10 minutes, I am swallowing Julian’s cum. I wipe my lips and then I look at him and he smiles at me.

“It’s my turn now baby.....lie down for me,” Julian said. I switch positions with Julian and he plants gentle kisses all over my neck as he slides down the straps of my lingerie piece. I take my arms out of the outfit and he slides it down to my stomach. He looks at my breasts then attacks them with his lips. I rest my left hand on top of his head and I rub it gently as I moan. His tongue feels so good. He slides the lingerie piece past my waist and I take it off under him and he throws it to the floor. He licks and kisses down my navel and hips and then he opens my legs wide and just goes right in. His tongue is already deep inside of me.

“Julian......ahhh!!,” I moaned in pleasure. Julian flicks his tongue across my clit and I scream in pure ecstasy. His tongue is a weapon I swear! He moves his stiffened tongue in and out of my pussy and I grip the bed sheets in pleasure. Within 10 minutes, I am squirting and screaming my lungs out. Julian sits up and licks his lips and I look at him while panting hard.

“Julian get inside of me,” I said.

“I love it when you’re demanding baby,” Julian said while smiling. Julian goes to reach into the dresser for a condom, but I put my hand up stop him. He just looks at me in complete shock.

“Zaira......what are you doing?!,” Julian asked in shock.

“Julian.....I wanted us both to graduate before we stopped using condoms and we graduated today so.....let’s not use condoms anymore. Let’s try and have our baby,” I said while looking Julian in his eyes.

“Zaira are you sure? Are you 100% positive? I wouldn’t mind waiting until we are married if you wanted to.”

“Julian I want this. I want this so bad. I want to have our baby as soon as I can.” The biggest smile ever forms across Julian’s face and he leans down and kisses me so passionately with mostly tongue!! Damn he has never kissed me like this before!!!! Julian pulls out of the kiss and looks at me.

“This means everything to me Zaira,” Julian said.

“It means everything to me too baby,” I said. Julian then narrows his eyes at me and looks at me lustfully. He’s so nasty ;)

“Zaira I really hope you understand what you have just done.......do you understand that I am literally going to destroy your pussy?,” Julian said sternly.

“I...I...I know that baby,” I said while stuttering a bit.

“You scared?”

“No.”

“You should be.” I just swallow hard. Why does his aggressiveness turn me on so much?!?! Lord please help me!! Julian positions himself in between my legs and looks at me and I look at him. Gosh this is going to feel too good!!! I cannot wait!!!

“Zaira.....I am going to apologize now for cumming the second I am inside of you. You know I like to take my time with you, but with your tight, wet warm, raw pussy around me......I won’t be able to control it,” Julian said while laughing a bit. I just laugh and I shake my head. Julian leans down and kisses me and he grabs his d*** in his right hand and slides inside of me. The way he feels.....is a million times better than I thought!!!! We both let out very loud moans even when the head was just in. I am drenched and I know for a fact I have never been this wet before.

“Damn Zaira!!!!!! f*** you feel good!!!!,” Julian groaned in pure pleasure.

“Mmmmmmm! So do you Julian!,” I moaned. Once Julian is all the way inside of me, he rests his head on my shoulder and lets out a sigh.

“s*** I have never felt anything so good in my life.......damn!! You been keeping this s*** from me?,” Julian joked. I just laugh and I kiss Julian’s cheek and he grabs my face and looks at me intensely and I just look back at him.

“I love you Zaira,” Julian said.

“I love you too Julian,” I said. He smiles at me and stares me in my eyes as he pumps in and out of me. Damn he feels good!!! To feel Julian with no barrier is beyond amazing. Within a minute, Julian reaches his second climax and his face contorts in a way I have never seen before. It must have been good!! We both moaned out loud as Julian shot his cum inside of me. I loved the way that felt! He collapses on my chest and I just hold him tight and I smile to myself.

“Damn Zaira....we are not sleeping tonight I hope you know that,” Julian said.

“That’s fine with me baby,” I said. We both catch our breath and then Julian sits up and looks at me.

“We are just getting started. Turn around and get in doggystyle,” Julian demanded. I nod my head obediently and Julian gets off of me and I turn around and I get in doggystyle. Julian slaps my ass multiple times and he pushes my chest in the bed. Julian gets behind me and grips my waist tight and he slides right into me. He groans out in pleasure and he just starts beating my s*** up!!! Like he has no mercy on my pussy right now!!!

“Uhhhhh s***!,” Julian groaned while slapping my ass.

“Ohhhhhhh Julian!,” I yelled into the bed.

“Damn your pussy is so good baby,” Julian moaned.

“Mmmm.” Julian and I continue like this for a while, but then he grabs my left leg and props it up so my left foot is placed in the bed. Julian continue his fast pace, but then starts to rub my clit.

“Ohhhhhhh baby!!!! f***!!!!,” I yelled in ecstasy.

“You like that huh?,” Julian said while slapping my ass with his other hand.

“Mmmmmm yes baby I love it! I love it!!!! You’re gonna make me cum!!”

“That’s right you cum for me baby. That’s what I want.” Within minutes I am squirting all over the bed and screaming at the top of my lungs. Julian slide out of me while I came, but once I was done, he slid right back inside of me and came for a third time within minutes. I collapse on the bed and Julian pulls me legs so they are straight on the bed and spreads them out a bit. He lies on top of me, so his chest is against my back and he plants gentle kisses on the back of my neck as I try to catch my breath. Once I catch my breath, I turn my face towards Julian and he kisses my cheek multiple times.

“Zaira you feel f***in’ amazing. You have Grade A pussy do you know that?,” Julian joked.

“You’re so silly.....but Julian you feel amazing too. You feel a million times better than I imagined. It feels so good to not have to use a barrier with you.”

“I feel the same way....can I slide back in?,” Julian whispered in my ear.

“You don’t even have to ask,” I said sexily. Julian nibbles on my ear and I moan and he slides right back inside of me. Julian wraps his arms around my waist and pumps in and out of me slowly.

“f*** you feel so good Zaira. I can’t say that enough,” Julian said through groans.

“So do you baby,” I moaned.

“I want you to have my baby so bad.” I just smile to myself. Julian is too sweet when we make love. He always says the sweetest things to me. I cannot wait to have my baby with Julian. This man is so amazing and he makes me so happy and I cannot imagine anyone else being the father of my children. Once Julian and I reach another climax, Julian flips me over on my back, puts my legs on his shoulders and slides back inside of me. He starts pumping in and out of me so fast. Gosh he really is trying to destroy my pussy!

“Julian!!! Baby ahhhhh!!,” I yelled.

“Uhhhh damn. This s*** is amazing,” Julian said softly. Julian grips my waist tight and thrusts fast and deep.

“OHHHHH BABY!!!! I screamed in pleasure. I feel a strong sensation take over me after a while and I push Julian out of me and I sit up and open my legs. I rub my clit hard and within a minute I am squirting all over the place. Julian just smiles at me as I do this, and I collapse back into the bed.

“Oh gosh,” I said weakly.

“You need a break baby?,” Julian asked. I just nod my head and Julian nods his head and lies on his side facing me. He gently runs his hands through my hair and kisses my cheek as I breathe heavily. After a five minute break, Julian and I go right back at it. I lost count how many times we both climaxed and we literally did every position known to man I swear! Julian climaxed inside of me so many times; I know he filled my pussy with cum just how he wanted to ;) At around 4 am, Julian and I just finished a round with me on top of him. I collapse on his chest and he holds me close and kisses my forehead multiple times.

“Zaira......thank you so much for tonight. Tonight truly means everything to me,” Julian said.

“Julian thank you for making tonight special. Today has been one of the best days of my life. I’m so happy right now,” I said as tears ran down my cheeks.

“Hey don’t cry.” Julian quickly wipes my tears away and looks at me.

“Julian you are a dream come true I swear. Everything is finally going our way and I’m just so happy. Thank you for making me so happy baby,” I said.

“You’re so sweet Zaira. I know we have had some rough times together, but we made it and now we deserve all the blessings that are coming our way. I know our future is going to be amazing and I’m so excited to start our future together,” Julian said. I just smile and Julian sits up with me in his lap and we hug each other tight. Today will be a day I will never ever forget. After a short embrace, Julian pulls out of the embrace and kisses my lips. He then looks down at my stomach and smiles. He rubs it gently while looking up at me.

“You know that you are probably going to be pregnant by our wedding whether you know it or not right? Because we are having raw sex up until then for sure at least once a day, unless you are on your cycle,” Julian said while grinning.

“I know baby and I can’t wait to have our baby.....we are going to be so happy,” I said while smiling big.

“We already are Zaira. We already are.”

I hope you all enjoy this add! Please leave me comments :)

Run It!

i want a bf like Zaria's! lol too dam cute and CJ a joy :)
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awww...run it

Julian

So the next day, Friday, Zaira and I are walking on campus after our classes are over at 2:15. As we are walking, Shantel is walking towards us. When she sees me, she smiles and waves and I smile and wave back. Once she is in front of us, she hugs me and I hug her back. She then says hi and waves to Zaira and Zaira is polite and does the same back.

“Hey Julian.....think you and Zaira are coming to my party tonight?,” Shantel asked.

“I’m not sure. Our best friends just had a baby last night, so we are going to the hospital now to see them.”

“Aww that’s nice.....but I would really like for you to come Julian. Don’t disappoint me,” Shantel said while smiling a bit.

“Maybe for a little bit, we will see. I will let you know,” I said.

“Ok Julian, you have my number so let me know. I look forward to seeing you tonight,” Shantel said. She kisses my cheek and then hugs me and then walks away without saying anything to Zaira. Zaira kind of glares at Shantel as she walks away and I notice this. She is definitely jealous right now, but she has no reason to be. I grab her by her waist and I kiss her cheek multiple times and she looks at me.

“Why you looking like that?,” I asked.

“So it’s ok for her to kiss your cheek?,” Zaira asked.

“I don’t pay that any mind.....it bothers you?”

“Yes it does Julian. You flipped s*** on me when Xavier looked at me a certain way but he never even touched me, but you let other girls kiss your cheek like it’s nothing? That’s f***ed up and you know it,” Zaira said harshly. Where the f*** did that come from?!? Ugh damn must be her time of the month coming soon, that is the only time Zaira ever gets moody.

“Wow ok.....I had no idea you felt like that. I’m sorry. I will tell her to stop kissing my cheek, hugging me and talking to me? Would that make you happy Zaira?,” I asked. Zaira just rolls her eyes and sighs.

“No I’m asking you Zaira. I’m not trying to be rude right now, I am asking you want you want from me. I don’t want you to feel threatened or jealous so tell me what I can do and I will do it,” Julian said.

“....I don’t know Julian.....let’s just go get the kids ok?,” Zaira said while sighing and looking down. I hate seeing her like this. I move closer to Zaira and I hug her tightly and I kiss the top of her head multiple times.

“Baby I love you so much. You are my everything. No one can or ever will come between us I mean that,” I said.

“I love you too Julian. I love you so much,” Zaira said softly. I smile a bit and I pull out of the embrace and I peck Zaira’s lips. I then grab her hand and we walk to my car and we go pick up JJ and Alexis from school. We are talking them to the hospital with us so they can meet CJ. They are both very excited. Once we get to the hospital, we all go to Angela’s room and we see Cameron sleeping in a chair near the bed, and Angela awake holding CJ in her arms as she reclines upward in the bed. She smiles big when she sees JJ and Alexis.

“Hey my gorgeous sweethearts. I want you both to meet CJ. Come sit on the bed with me,” Angela said. I pick JJ and Alexis up and I set them on either side of Angela and they both just gasp and smile when they see CJ. He is awake and alert and looking around.

“Oh he’s a cutie pie!!,” Alexis said.

“He has your pretty eyes Angela,” JJ said nicely.

“Thank you handsome,” Angela said while smiling big. JJ and Alexis both rub CJ’s hands and Angela just smiles at them.

“CJ, baby, this is JJ and this is Alexis. You are going to be seeing a lot of them,” Angela said while pointing to each of them.

“Angela can you please show me how to hold him?,” Alexis asked nicely.

“Of course beautiful. Hold out your arms,” Angela said. Alexis holds out her arms and Angela carefully hands CJ to Alexis and Angela adjusts Alexis’ arms so she is holding CJ correctly. Alexis is just smiling big as she looks down at CJ.

“Hi CJ. You are so cute!!! You are a good mix between your mommy and daddy,” Alexis said while laughing a bit. Angela smiles and looks at Zaira and I. We go over to her and hug her and then she looks at Zaira.

“Zaira, boo what’s wrong?,” Angela asked. I know how close Zaira and Angela are, they are more like sisters, so they know just when something is bothering the other.

“Nothing girl, I’m fine,” Zaira said while putting a fake smile on her face.

“Zaira I have known you long enough to know when you are lying,” Angela said.

“I’m fine trust me Angela.....I’m going to use the restroom I’ll be back,” Zaira said. She quickly leaves the room and Angela looks at me.

“What’s bothering her?,” Angela asked.

“Well I think I am at fault here......I have this friend Shantel and Zaira and I saw her today on campus. Shantel wants me to come to her party tonight, but I told her we will probably be here at the hospital so I wasn’t sure. So when Shantel leaves, she hugs me then kisses my cheek. Then Zaira got mad and asked me why is it ok for Shantel to kiss my cheek but when Xavier even looked at her a certain way, I would get mad. She has a point, because I know I let my jealousy take control, but Zaira never has until now.....I told her if she doesn’t want me to be friends with Shantel, then I won’t. I don’t want to hurt her like that,” I said.

“Oh Julian......there is something you should know about Zaira......she has never been a confident person and it’s really sad to me because Zaira is absolutely gorgeous inside and out. I swear I tell her that every day and she still doesn’t believe me......it’s not you, but I am sure she is threatened by Shantel because Shantel is pretty.......I don’t know if Zaira ever told you this.....but Travis constantly compared her to other women. He always wondered why she didn’t wear her hair a certain way, or why she didn’t dress a certain way or wear a lot of makeup.....he made her feel bad sometimes about her appearance because he thought she could do so much more with her looks......she told me that one time he rated her appearance and gave her a 7, and asked why she couldn’t look more like Lisa, because in his mind she was a 10. That made her feel awful and she tried to change certain things about herself and I know it didn’t help when Travis cheated on Zaira with Lisa. I know Zaira doesn’t want to control anything you do and she tries really hard not to be jealous. I know you tell her she is beautiful everyday she tells me that, but sometimes when another woman comes along friend or not, she doesn’t believe it......Zaira thinks you are the most handsome man in this world and she wonders why you chose her because she thinks you could have any woman you wanted,” Angela said. Damn. I had absolutely no clue Zaira felt the way she felt. That kills me. I swear Zaira is the most beautiful, gorgeous, sexy woman in the world to me. I tell her that all the time and I show her, but maybe I just need to do more.

“Wow Angela.....I really didn’t know her issues were that deep.....I should be more considerate of her feelings for sure,” I said.

“She loves you Julian and you love her. You two will work this out I know you will,” Angela said. I just nod my head and a few minutes later Zaira comes back into the room. We all sit with Cameron, Angela and CJ until around 7 pm. We ordered food while at the hospital and we all ate together. Angela said she will be discharged tomorrow and she and Cameron are very excited to bring CJ home. So Zaira and I drop the kids off at my mom’s house and then we head home. Once we get home, we go to our bedroom and Zaira sits on the bed and takes off her jewelry and I look at her.

“Baby come here,” I said while holding out my hand to Zaira. She just looks at me and sets her earrings on the counter and then grabs my hand and stands up from the bed. I walk her to the mirror and I stand behind her and I wrap my arms around her waist and I look at her through the mirror and she looks at me.

“Zaira you are the most beautiful woman in the world to me.....do you know that?,” I said. Zaira just sighs and looks down and I lift her face up and I look at her through the mirror and she looks at me.

“Where do I even begin? You have the most beautiful, inviting, almond shaped brown eyes. Your eyes alone take my breath away Zaira. You have this adorable shaped nose and your lips? Zaira your lips are perfectly shaped to me. I love how they feel against mine. You have the most beautiful smile I have ever seen in my life, I mean that. I seriously love your natural hair too baby. You have such a beautiful skin complexion and every inch of your body is so soft. I love the shape of your body and you know that. I love every inch of your curves baby. Everything about your exterior is perfect to me, but that’s not even the best part of you. Your best assest.....is your heart baby. I swear you have a heart of gold beating in your chest. You are so passionate, caring and loving. You always and I mean always put everyone else’s needs before your own. You are so unselfish and I love that about you. You are absolutely gorgeous inside and out Zaira.....don’t you know that?,” I said whole heartedly. Zaira just looks at me as tears run down her cheeks and I quickly wipe them away.

“....You really meant that didn’t you?,” Zaira said softly. I turn Zaira around to face me and I look her in her eyes and she does the same to me.

“I meant every single word with every fiber in my being,” I said sternly. Zaira just wraps her arms around me and hugs me tight and I hold Zaira tightly.

“I’m sorry Julian,” Zaira said.

“You don’t need to apologize....you were right in expressing how you feel. I should be more considerate of how you feel because you always consider my feelings,” I said.

“I don’t want to fight over stupid things like this. I really don’t....I can admit I am insecure Julian. I feel threatened by Shantel,” Zaira confessed.

“You shouldn’t feel that way though. My eyes are only on you and my heart is with you. No one could ever change that......if we were to go to this party, I wouldn’t do anything with Shantel. I would say hi and bye. The rest of the party I would be focused on your fine ass. You would have my complete attention. I mean that.”

“I know you would.....you would be trying to f*** at the party,” Zaira teased.

“Damn you know me so well,” I said while laughing.

“I really do....I’m sorry for snapping on you earlier.”

“It’s ok....your time of the month is coming I know.”

“Yeah it is. You probably now that cycle better than me,” Zaira joked.

“Hell yeah I do....I need to know when I won’t be getting any pussy.” Zaira just hits my chest and I laugh.

“Are you cramping already?,” I asked.

“Ugh yes.....I get cramps a week before the actual cycle comes,” Zaira said.

“Awww my poor baby......let’s just chill here tonight ok?”

“Julian.....if you want to go to the party tonight, I am fine with it.”

“I won’t go without you.....I already told Shantel I wouldn’t be coming anyway......I’ll make you your favorite ice cream sundae and we can watch movies. How does that sound?”

“That sounds great baby.....Julian I love you.”

“I love you too baby.” I kiss Zaira’s lips multiple times and then I go into the kitchen and I fix sundaes for Zaira and me. I go back into our bedroom and I see Zaira has changed into one of t-shirts. That’s my favorite outfit on her ;) I hand her the sundae and then I set my down so I can change into a beater and basketball shorts. I put Norbit on the television and then I get in the bed with Zaira. I pull her in between my legs and she rests her head against my chest. I get my sundae and we both start eating while watching the movie. Zaira and I watch two more movies, well actually one and a half more movies because I noticed Zaira sleeping at around 12 am. I smile and I turn off the television and I lie down in the bed on my back and I rest Zaira’s head on my chest. I just admire her and I rub her left hand as she sleeps. It’s hard for me to believe someone as beautiful as Zaira could be so insecure, but I have no problem telling her everyday just how I feel about her. This is the woman I am going to marry and spend the rest of my life with and no one could EVER compare to her.

aww baby CJ is here!! that was so beautiful!! he will be so loved and very spoiled! lol.. hmm so Julian can have female friends but zaira cant txt xavier?? that aint kool..run it!

Zaira

So another three months pass and Julian and I are doing just fine. The commercial Julian and I were in premiered on television about two months ago and now we are local celebrities! It seems like everyone knows as us as the couple that was in the natural hair commercial. It’s definitely different for all of us. The product company even asked us if JJ and Alexis would do a commercial for their kids’ line since they both have natural hair as well. The kids both really want to, but Julian and I aren’t too sure about that just yet. Anyway, on campus, so many females come up to Julian asking for pictures with him and autographs in case he becomes famous. Julian doesn’t really pay it any mind, but I know these females have crushes on him. As for me, not a single guy has asked for a picture with me or my autograph. People on campus know Julian as someone you don’t want to mess with, so that is why no one approaches me. I don’t mind at all because I don’t want Julian to get jealous or anything like that. But now I am the one feeling jealous. A lot of attractive woman approach and it makes me feel a certain type of way. I haven’t told Julian about this though because I don’t want any tension between us. As for Angela and Cameron, Angela has reached a full term pregnancy!!! She is due any day now! I am so excited for her! She is huge now, but I think she looks beautiful and Cameron does too and he tells her this every chance he gets. They are such a beautiful couple. I already know their child is going to be absolutely beautiful and I can’t wait to meet my godchild CJ! Julian and I plan to be at CJ’s birth, whenever that may happen. Anyway, it’s Thursday afternoon and I am walking on campus to meet Julian at the bus stop. As I am walking, I see Julian talking and laughing with her. Her name is Shantel. It seems like whenever I see Julian on campus and he isn’t with me, he is with her. She is absolutely gorgeous though. I have never been an overly confident person to begin with, so I am easily threatened by attractive women. Ugh I hate feeling like this. I look at Julian as I am walking towards him and when he sees me he smiles big. I smile back and Shantel turns to face me and she smiles at me. I walk over to them and Julian kisses my cheek.

“Hi Zaira,” Shantel said nicely.

“Hi Shantel,” I said politely.

“Well Julian I should get going.....am I going to see you tomorrow?,” Shantel asked.

“Zaira and I might come, I’ll let you know by tomorrow though,” Julian said.

“Great I will see you later,” Shantel said. Shantel kisses Julian’s cheek and then smiles and waves at me and then walks away.

“What’s tomorrow?,” I asked.

“Oh she is having a party tomorrow night and she invited us,” Julian said. I just nod my head and I smile a bit and I start to walk, but Julian grabs my arm to stop me. I look at him and he looks at me. He wraps his arms around my waist and holds me close.

“What’s the matter?,” Julian asked.

“Nothing,” I said quickly.

“Don’t you dare lie to me Zaira.....we don’t have to go to the party tomorrow if you don’t want to.”

“It’s not that.....it’s just.....I don’t know.”

“You do know. Now tell me.”

“......Shantel is.....she’s gorgeous Julian,” I said while looking down. Julian grabs my chin and lifts my head up and looks me in my eyes.

“No one in this world is more gorgeous than you Zaira,” Julian said sternly.

“....Do you really mean that?,” I asked.

“Of course I do. No one could ever compare to you Zaira. You have my heart, hell you are my heart.....I know ever since the commercial a lot more females talk to me and even flirt with me I can admit that. But I do not flirt back and they all know that you are my fiancée....Shantel is in one of my classes this semester and we are friends Zaira. But if you do not want me to be friends with her, then I won’t. I don’t want to do anything to hurt you,” Julian said while caressing my left cheek.

“You’re so sweet baby. Thank you. I don’t want to control you in any way. As long as she respects me, then I am fine with it.” Julian just smiles and hugs me tight and then kisses my lips multiple times. He then slaps my ass and I gasp and I hit his chest.

“Why are you so freaky even in public?,” I asked.

“I’m not shy that’s why. I would f*** you in the middle of this campus and not give a damn who sees us,” Julian said while smirking. I just smack my lips and Julian laughs and kisses me all over my face. Just then my phone starts ringing. I look at it and I see Cameron is calling me. I answer and Cameron is screaming on the other end and all I can make out is “Angela’s water broke!!.” I just gasp in shock and I look at Julian.

“Ok Cameron we are on the way to the hospital now!,” I said. I hang up and Julian just looks at me.

“Angela’s water broke! We have to go to the hospital!,” I exclaimed.

“Oh my gosh I can’t believe it! Ok let’s go!,” Julian said quickly. He grabs my hand and we run to his car and we get in and quickly drive to the hospital. Once we get there, we go to the maternity ward and once we get there, we see Cameron pacing in the waiting area.

“Cameron!,” I called out. Cameron looks at me and Julian and he walks over to me and hugs me tight. I can tell he is nervous.

“Where is Angela?,” I asked.

“They are getting her set up in the room,” Cameron said shakily.

“Well I am sure she wants you with her. Let’s go,” I said. He takes a deep breath and nods his head and I grab his hand he leads us to Angela’s room. Angela is reclining up in the bed with her hospital gown.

“Baby come here,” Angela said while holding her hands out to Cameron. Cameron walks over to the bed and sits next to her and Angela rests her head on his shoulder and Cameron holds her tight. I just smile and I sit on the other side of Angela and I hug her tight.

“How you feeling boo?,” I asked while rubbing Angela’s stomach.

“So uncomfortable......these contractions I have had so far are no joke,” Angela said. I just laugh and I kiss her cheek and she kisses mine. Julian then kisses Angela’s cheek as well.

“I can’t wait to see you CJ. You are going to be the cutest thing,” I said to Angela’s stomach.

“He is probably going to look like his handsome father,” Angela said while looking at Cameron. Cameron just smiles and pecks Angela’s lips. Angela then rests her head on my shoulder and I gently rub her stomach. I can feel CJ moving :) This so amazing to me. I know when I get pregnant it will truly be a blessing and a miracle.

“Baby feel CJ moving,” I said to Julian. I grab Julian’s hand and I place it on Angela’s stomach and Julian smiles big when he feels CJ moving.

“That’s so amazing,” Julian said.

“Your time will come Julian. I already know you and Zaira would be great parents. You already are to JJ and Alexis,” Angela said.

“Thank you,” Julian and I said in unison.

“When CJ is born, I want you two to bring by JJ and Alexis to meet him. I already know they are going to be close,” Angela said.

“They can’t wait to meet him,” I said. Angela smiles a bit and closes her eyes and Cameron lies her down in the bed and kisses her forehead as he holds her hand tight.

“Try and get some sleep baby. You are going to need all the energy you can get,” Cameron said.

“Ok baby.....I love you Cameron. I love you so much. I can’t wait to give birth to our son,” Angela said.

“I love you more Angela. I can’t wait to meet our lil’ man,” Cameron said while smiling. Cameron pecks Angela’s lips multiple times and then rubs Angela’s stomach until she falls asleep. Cameron then looks at Julian and me.

“Ya’ll I’m so scared,” Cameron confessed.

“Why Cameron?,” I asked.

“I don’t the first thing about being a father....I’m so nervous and scared that I won’t do anything right,” Cameron said.

“Don’t think like that Cameron. You and Angela and so great with JJ and Alexis and they may not be newborns, but they are still children. You can’t and won’t learn everything right away, but you and Angela can work as a team to figure out just how to care for CJ. It will come naturally believe it or not,” Julian said.

“Julian’s right Cameron. Nothing you do may be perfect at first, but you will get the hang of it faster than you think. Don’t even worry,” I said.

“Man ya’ll are right....I just want to be a good father you know? I already love CJ more than I thought I could love anyone......I already know when he is born I am going to cry,” Cameron said while laughing a bit.

“Of course you are going to cry. Your first born child is about to come into the world,” I said. Cameron just smiles and nods his head and then looks at Angela. He smiles and holds her hand tightly and caresses it gently.

“Ya’ll I love Angela so much....I want to marry her,” Cameron said. I just gasp in shock and Julian smiles.

“Are you thinking about proposing?,” Julian said.

“Yes I am.....I already have the ring and her mom’s approval. Her birthday is coming up, so I think I will do something special for her then....I want it to be perfect,” Cameron said.

“Oh Cameron! I am so happy for you!,” I exclaimed. I go over to his side of the bed and I hug him tightly and Julian daps him. I am so happy for Cameron and Angela!!! They deserve this!!! I know Angela is going to be too excited when Cameron proposes. I know how much they love each other. About two hours pass, and Angela wakes up in pain. She holds her stomach and closes her eyes shut. I am sure she is experiencing a contraction. Cameron and I hold her hands as she squeezes her tightly. Once the contraction passes, she takes a deep breath and opens her eyes.

“You ok baby? Was that a contraction?,” Cameron asked.

“Yes baby it was. I am ok,” Angela said while sighing. Cameron just nods his head and records the time her contraction lasted. He is making a table of how long Angela’s contractions are how far apart they are. Cameron then kisses Angela’s forehead multiple times and Angela just smiles. A nurse then comes in and checks Angela’s dilation and she is only 3 cm, and she needs to at least be 10 cm to start pushing. The nurse then does an ultrasound and CJ looks just fine. All of his vitals are right where they should be. Cameron, Julian and I get a quick bite to eat and we patiently wait for Angela to start pushing. Finally, 8 hours later, at around 10 pm, Angela is ready to start pushing!! Cameron and Angela’s mom who came as well are both dressed in scrubs. Julian and I are holding Angela’s hands.

“Ok Angela whenever you are ready, you can start pushing,” the doctor said. Angela nods her head takes a deep breath and closes her eyes starts pushing. She does a cycle of 4 pushes, and then she stops, breathing heavily afterwards.

“Cameron I can’t do it. I can’t do it,” Angela said as tears ran down her cheeks.

“Baby yes you can do it. You can do this. You are strong. You are almost there,” Cameron said in an encouraging tone. Angela just nods her head and after three more pushes, the doctors say they can see the head. Cameron and Angela’s mother are both in tears.

“Come on baby, CJ is almost here. Just one more push,” Cameron said. Angela takes a deep breath and pushes and screams out as CJ is expelled from her body. I am crying at this point and Julian has tears in his eyes. The room is then filled with cries from CJ. Cameron cuts the umbilical cord as tears stream down his cheek. The nurse cleans, weighs, measures CJ before she puts him in a diaper, clothes and a blanket.

“Ok here he is,” the nurse said. The nurse hands CJ to Angela and she is just balling.

“He’s beautiful Angela and Cameron,” Julian said.

“He is. He’s perfect,” Angela said. Julian comes over to me and holds me close and Cameron goes over to Angela and sits next to her on the bed.

“Hi baby boy, it’s mommy. I love you so much Cameron Junior,” Angela said. She kisses his cheek multiple times.

“Hey lil’ man,” Cameron said while rubbing CJ’s hand. CJ yawns big and we all just smile at that. Angela hands CJ to Cameron and Cameron holds him perfectly and rocks him gently, while kissing his cheek as well.

“I love you already CJ,” Cameron said.

“Baby he looks exactly the way you did when you were a baby,” Angela said.

“You’re right.....he has your eyes though,” Cameron noticed. Cameron holds CJ for a bit, then Angela’s mom does, and then she hands CJ to me. I hold him so his head is supported and I just stare at him. He is beautiful.

“Hi CJ, I’m your godmother....you are so beautiful,” I said as tears ran down my cheeks. I lean down and I kiss his cheek and he yawns again and I just smile.

“He is so precious,” I said as tears flow down my cheeks. Julian laughs a bit and wipes my tears.

“You’re next Zaira,” Angela said while smiling a bit. I just nod my head and I hand CJ to Julian and Julian gently rocks him.

“Hey CJ. I’m your godfather Julian,” Julian said softly. Julian kisses CJ’s forehead and CJ squirms a bit, but calms down quickly. Julian hands CJ to Angela and I look at him and I wipe his tears. He smiles at me and then kisses my forehead. I hope my birthing experience is just as beautiful as Angela’s. I can tell her and Cameron love CJ so much already. Julian and I stay with Angela and Cameron until about 12 am. We tell them we will be back tomorrow after our Friday classes. Julian and I hug and say bye to everyone and then we get in the car and head home. Once we get home, we instantly change into our pajamas and then we lie down in the bed.

“That was amazing to see baby....I can’t wait until you give birth baby,” Julian said as he wrapped his arms around my waist.

“It really was beautiful....and CJ is so cute. He looks like Cameron but definitely has Angela’s eyes,” I said.

“I know you’re right....it was emotional to see him being born. I cried, so when our baby is born, I am going to be balling like a baby. I probably won’t be able to stop crying,” Julian said while laughing a bit.

“I am going to feel the same way baby.” Julian pulls me close to him and rests my head on his chest. I hold Julian tight and he kisses my forehead and I just smile to myself.

“....Thank you Julian,” I said softly.

“Thanks for what baby?,” Julian asked.

“Thank you for being so patient with me.....I know how bad you want us to have our child, and I know seeing CJ born was a great experience, but I know you want it for us as well.”

“You’re so sweet baby, but I know waiting to have our child after we both graduate and get a job is the best option for us. I know that is what’s best and it may have taken me a while to see that, but I see it now. I love you woman and I will do anything for you I truly mean that.”

“I know you would baby, that is why I love you so much.”

“Oh yeah? Show me how much you love me. Hop on this d***,” Julian said. I just gasp and I hit Julian’s chest and he laughs as I roll on top of him.

“How come I can’t just say how much I love you, and you believe me?,” I teased.

“Actions speak louder than words baby,” Julian said while smacking my ass. I just giggle as I lean down to kiss Julian deeply. He wraps his arms around me and holds me close. I love how intimate Julian and I are, I swear I wouldn’t trade that in for the world :)

Ok ya’ll hopefully you all liked that add! If you read, please leave comments!!!!! I love ya’ll :)

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