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<strong> My name is Amiyah. I'm 15 years old. I know some of you are saying to yourself "wow that's young" well it's cause it is. I had no idea that my life would be like this two years ago when I met him. He promised not to let anybody hurt me. *sigh* and I guess he meant it cause the only one that ever hurt me was him...I remember it like it was yesterday. It was a typical day in the life of a 13 year old. Walking home from school with my best friend Zamira. We had parted our separate ways she went to her house and I into mine. I expected it to be like every other day, I would come home do my homework and watch some TV before heading out to basketball practice. You could say my life was good. Hell it was great. Caring parents, star athlete, star pupil, I had the world going for me. But when I walked in my house that afternoon what I saw was far from perfect. There was my mom and dad both lying on the floor in a puddle of their own blood. Kind of gruesome right? At first I thought that someone had did it, but the police found evidence that they had done it to each other. This was in fact the most horrifying experience of my life. I had no family, and no place to go. But luckily for me I knew where to get my money. My dad was a thug. He ran these streets. One night before bed he explained it all to me and told me to remember that if anything ever happened to me, call Rashaun. So being the nosey little girl I was I questioned who he was? My dad told me that he was his most trusted worker and his right hand man. He made me memorize 2 sets of numbers. One was Rashauns' and one was a safe number. He told me that all his extra money was hiding away for me. Just remember there’s a light at the end of the tunnel. I was confused until he drove me to the old rail way. "Use these numbers and you'll be able to live" was all he told me. The 1st thing I did was called him. When he got there he was so sweet and kind with me. He told me not to worry that he h ad it all under control. When we got to his house it was nice. It was just about as nice as mine. I felt completely safe there. I lived happily with him for about 6 months, I had my own room, and he took me shopping regularly. Everything was the way it was before. Yes I was sad but I was living life. The day came when I fell in love. I knew he was 6 years older but that didn’t bother me. He never asked me to do anything I didn’t want to do. He gave me money. He took great care of me. Then the time came when he started complaining that I needed to start “earning” some money. I was ok with that I was 14 now and I wanted to be independent. He never told me how I was to earn it though. I was a virgin up until that night. He cam into my room and told me I was going to work tonight. I said “okay” and went to go get dressed. Then he said “ohh no tonight you’ll be doing some undressing not redressing” I was confused till he started removing my shirt. Then I was very aware of what he was talking about. “I’m a still a virgin” I said quickly. He told me not to worry, he would be gentle. But I walked away. I wasn’t ready. That’s the 1st time he ever put his hands on me. He slapped me and told me to shut up. That I didn’t appreciate him. He called me a lazy b**** and this was the only thing that he asked for. I agreed with him and let him take of my clothes. He was gentle like he had promised but I felt dirty and used after that. It continued every night that he would come into my room and sleep with me. Whenever he wanted it, he had it. Then I got pregnant. He started yelling at me constantly and hitting me all the time. He was frustrated because their was a new dealer in town and business wasn’t doing well for him. When I actually had the baby, he wouldn’t even look at me. He didn’t play with the baby, he didn’t help me at all. He just came into my room when he felt like it and shoved himself inside of me. I don’t know how but I still loved him. Through it all I still cared but one day I couldn’t take anymore so I decided to leave. He pulled out his gun and said “ if you ever leave me, I’ll kill you and that bastard child of yours.” So I lived in fear everyday. The fear that he’ll kill me, the fear that he’ll do something crazy, fear that he’ll hurt my precious baby girl. Then one day he came along and saved me...
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RUN IT PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ I NEED TO KNOW WATS GONNA HAPPEN

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This story is great RUN IT

rubia i know you better get ur but back here and add to this story lolz run it

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Y3S U SH0ULD!!!!! R3ALLY L0V3 iT!!!!!!!!!!! PLZ UPDAT3 iT!!!!!!!!!! L0L. =]
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TAK3 MY H3ART BUT PLZ D0N'T BR3AK iT...LYK3 TH3 0TH3R 0N3 DiD. =[

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Rubia gurl, this is a hott story ... I hope everything is better in yo life. Merry Christmas and RuN iiT!!!

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I'M A FALLEN ANGEL SENT FROM HEAVEN UP ABOVE YEAH..CHRIS'S CONCERT WAS AWESOME..YEAH CHI CITY..DEUCIES..I LUV DAT BOY

i KN0W i'M BUGGiN...BUT PLZ RUN iT!!!!
i FR3AKiN L0V3 THiS ST0RY!!!!!!
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TAK3 MY H3ART BUT PLZ D0N'T BR3AK iT...LYK3 TH3 0TH3R 0N3 DiD. =[

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Run ittt mama!!!

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~R.I.P to all of you that are dying to be like me!!!~
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H3Y PLZ RUN iT....i JUST START3D R3ADiN Y3R ST0RY && i FUKiN L&hearts;V3 BY TH3 WAY i'M TH3R3SA BUT 3RRiB0Di CALLS M3 SW33TZ...0H && iF Y3W N33D ANYM0R3 PPL F0R Y3R ST0RY L3MM3 KN0W S0 i CAN P0SSiBLY B3 iN iT. L0L. =]]

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TAK3 MY H3ART BUT PLZ D0N'T BR3AK iT...LYK3 TH3 0TH3R 0N3 DiD. =[

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&& Live. Laugh. Love. Learn. =]

run it

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Brittney Sending Her Yeah!!!!!!!!! Cuz Baby I'm a Winner!!!!! Didn't Even Take Me 12 Rounds.

OMG I AM SOOO SOOOOO SORRY I HAVNT ADDED I have some serious drama going on my life right now and I seriously cant write when I feel like this...Ill try to add today but idk I'm not making any promises

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OMG I AM SOOO SOOOOO SORRY I HAVNT ADDED I have some serious drama going on my life right now and I seriously cant write when I feel like this...Ill try to add today but idk I'm not making any promises

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Bumpz

aight...im on track now....i was havin a slow moment (errbodi have 'em so don't judge me lol)....RUN IT!!!!!!!!!!!

I got the part.... Thank U!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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ok yesss now I have a cast lol

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I wanna be Chris sista
name: Tiffany aka Tiff~Tiff
age: w/e fits
personality: funny, shy, laid back, down to earth, friendly, and jus a cool person to talk to
man: yung berg

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run iit!!

lol don't worry I'm not into that...lol but okay thanks now I got my ppls but I need someone to be Chris sis so if you want you can be

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good story..sounds great..run it..can i be in the story..it doesnt matter who i am..Brittney be my name..im funny as hell..stupid(not litery)..fun to hang wit..16..but yu can use me however yu want

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Brittney Sending Her Yeah!!!!!!!!! Cuz Baby I'm a Winner!!!!! Didn't Even Take Me 12 Rounds.

Yeah the tow of you can have that part but I still need one more =)

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can i be girl number 3

NAME:Brittani

NICKNAME:Giggles

PICTURE:http://files.myopera.com/E.%20Driver/albums/35120/alicia_keys_9.jpg

AGE:19

OCCUPATION:Model, but in school to be a peideatriction

ORIANTATION:straight

CULTURE:Mixed

ABOUT YA:cool, funny, laid back, shy somtimes, flirtatious, not one to hide how i feel, sweet, caring, not one to f*** wit cuz i'll beat a b****es ass in a heartbeat(boys too) in love wit my man

BODYTYPE:thick

MOM/DAD/:mom has her own resturant dad is a famous lawyer

SIBLINGS:older brother

(ABOUT YA BF OR GF)

NAME:Justin Hoiday

NICKNAME:Jay or J. Holiday

AGE:22

OCCUPATION:Singer

ORINTATION:Straight

ABOUT HIM OR HER:sweet, funny, don't let no one disrespect him or his girl, in love with his girl, loves to sing

BODYTYPE:skinny but muscular

MOM/DAD/:parents died in car crash

SIBLINGS: lil brother

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eh...
Not feeling it

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To kjeezy umm yeah basically lol well read it again and you should understand =)

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