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Scared of Beautiful

<a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1VrqkSz3Trs">Scared Of Beautiful</a>

<em>No wonder why, there’s no mirrors on these walls no more
You can’t tell me why, you’re so terrified of beautiful
Scared of the good, more than the evil
Scared of the light, more than the dark
Scared of the truth so much more than the lie
I’m scared for you
I’m scared of you
Scared of beautiful</em>

Bobbi
Jay
Donovan
Shane
Tierre
Stacy

<strong>ENJOY</strong>

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whoa...whoa...wait a minute....what the hell Bobbi.....you just jumped like...10 steps back...does she really not remember or is she just playing a game...cause it's not a very fun one.

What the hell Bobbi on??!?
Run it!!!!!!

Ehhh, Bobbi be trippinggggg!
RUN IT!

-__- now Bobbi knows d**n well she remembered kissing Donovan and I am sure she liked it!! She needs to let her guard down and stop tripping!! Now they are back to where they started, which is disliking each other! I hope Don doesn't give up on Bobbi though! And he needs to drop Stacy already, that chick is crazy to me lol. Can't wait to see what happens next!! RUN IT!!!

dammit bobbi...she stay on that bull u kno good got damn well u remember kissing him..and u kno u liked it! ugh and stacy *throws up*..she is no good..RUN IT!

Ugh Stacy's ass smh..Bobbie gettin on my nerves now

RUN IT!!!

wat to go , bobbi . ruin the fckn mood ! ugh -___- her attitude is pissin me off . donavon even was being nice and she has to fck it up . i hope she stops with the attitude and gets over herself . & when she does i hope he doesn't treat her like he does his hoes .

run it .

well i WAS the first reply--typing with 1 hand sux lol

1st reply!! =)

THIS BYTCH STACY!!! ugh...she just gone keep popping up i already know smh...

Bobbi is such a bytch lol. idk wat to say abt her. the guard comes back up when she feel like she gettin too close

Donovan keep putting up the front too!! they both just need 2 keep it 100!

run it!

*sigh* back to square one!!! Ughhh I feel like Bobbi was playing, acting like she don't remember. Here she go again, with her mess. I knew it was gon happen sooner or later. They were about to kiss again too!!!!! ughh Shane has a point tho, the "real" him ain't really him. I like that Shane is quick to call him on his bulls***. Ugh -__- Stacy!! Go on somewhere.

Thanks for all the love!!! Pleaseee tell me what you're thinking so far!

I snapped out of my thoughts as I walked out of the kitchen and back towards the table where Bobbi was still eating her breakfast and reading the comics out of the newspaper.

“I thought I was the only one who still reads the funnies.” I chuckled as she looked up at me and half smiled.

“Only reason why I hold on to the Sunday paper. This is from last week, I didn’t get a chance to read them yet.” She said taking a small bite of her bacon while she continued to read.

“Aye, about what I was saying before Jay came in. I think we should talk about last night..” I started hesitantly as she looked up at me blankly.

“What about it? The club was fun! Is this about Aaron?” She asked as I raised an eyebrow before quickly shaking my head. Nothing I ever had to say concerned Aaron.

“Nah. It’s about..you know..the kiss?” I asked as she scrunched up her face. F*ck.

“Kiss? Who kissed?” She asked confused as I pointed between the two of us. She let out a laugh. “Don, why on earth would the two of us ever kiss?”

“What do you mean? You were the one coming on to ME last night. You were telling me how you was feeling me and..” She cut me off.

“What?! I couldn’t have possibly said any of that sh*t! We barely get along. The only reason why we were cordial last night is because we were both drunk.” She scoffed.

“Uh. I wasn’t that drunk. You were.” I spat back as she continued to look at me with disbelief.

“Oh, so you’re saying you took advantage of me last night?” She asked as I quickly became offended.

“F*ck no! What I look like taking advantage of you when you my bro’s cousin? Like I said, you were in your feelings and told me you were starting to like me. Then we just kissed. It just happened. Now I regret even allowing the sh*t to go down.” I groaned mad af. Bobbi was impossible.

“I’m mad it even went down myself, but happy I don’t even remember the sh*t! And somebody must’ve slipped something in my drink for me even tell you those lies last night.” She snapped as I felt my irritation rising.

“Man are you serious? If you was so far gone, then why yo ass wake up and fix me breakfast?”

“Correction,” She said waving her little finger. “I woke up to fix ME breakfast. I decided to be nice to you for once since I saw you passed out on the couch and didn’t want to be rude. I’m realizing now that I should’ve been, since you forced your lips on me.”

I smacked my lips, “Man I would NEVER! I don’t even kiss b..” I started but quickly stopped myself. I wasn’t going to refer to her as a b*tch..in front of her face.

She crossed her arms, “You don’t kiss what?! You don’t kiss B*TCHES Damien?! Is that what you were going to say?” She made my blood boil when she called me by that dumb ass name.

“That’s not my f*ckin name.” I gritted through my teeth as she grinned. She knew she was pissing me off.

“Well my f*ckin name ain’t b*tch!”

“Quit acting like one then! Damn! I swear I’m done trying to be cool with your ass!” I yelled pointing in her face as she got in mine.

“Nobody asked you to try to be cool. I’m coo if I don’t f*ck with you. I like Aaron over your dumb ass anyway!” She argued back stepping even closer to me. I couldn’t help how sexy she looked. It was pissing me off even more that I was attracted to her during a time like this.

“Is that right?” I asked, my voice lower. It was my d*ck talking.

“Yeah, that’s right.” She answered as I placed my hands on her hips and aggressively pulled her close. She was taken aback by my force, but didn’t budge. I couldn’t even explain why I was doing this. How were we just arguing and now I wanted nothing more than to kiss her again.

We started leaning in until I heard Jay begin to make his way down the steps. I quickly backed away and she did too. I walked towards the living room to grab my clothes and keys.

“Forgot my phone.” Jay chimed as he walked towards the table and grabbed it. Once he did, he looked between the two of us. I was putting on my shirt while simultaneously sliding on my jays and Bobbi was picking up her plate and cup from the table.

“Uh..was I interrupting something?” He smirked as we both quickly answered “no”.

“Haha..yeah okay…” He teased as I huffed and chucked up the deuces before walking out of the front door.

--

I arrived at the shop about an hour later after going home and getting myself together for the day. I was happy to see a good number of people waiting for tats and piercings when I walked through the doors. Shane was at the front ringing out a couple and gave me a light head nod when he saw me.

“We’re busy. Time to get to work.” He said as I nodded in response. Working always kept my mind busy.

After four hours of back to back tattoos, we were finally able to catch a break and straighten up the messy shop. Shane was putting away picture books as I was wiping down the tables and chairs with disinfectant spray.

“Yo, how’d last night go? You smash Karrie?” Shane called out to me as I shook my head as if he could see me.

“Man hell no. Ended up staying at Jay’s last night.” I groaned as he popped his head into the room I was in with the slickest grin on his face.

“Woorddd? You smash Bobbi then?!” He asked as I rolled my eyes.

“Nah nigga. I already told you I wasn’t on that.” I answered with attitude as I debated on whether or not I was going to tell him what really happened. “I kissed her though.”

Shane pretended to pass out on the floor as I laughed and threw the roll of paper towels I had in my hand at his head.

He chuckled as his eyes popped open and got off the floor, “You LYING! YOU kissing somebody?!! I ain’t never seen you kiss nobody in LIFE nigga.” He said in disbelief as I shrugged.

“Bruh. I can’t even tell you what came over me. She was coo last night. But woke up to the same ol bull sh*t wit her man. And yet, I STILL wanted to kiss her again. I don’t know what it is about that b*tchy ass girl. She’s mean as f*ck and yet I find myself doing things I don’t EVER do. I swear I’m about to start treating her like I do the rest. She’s starting to take my kindness for some weak sh*t.” I complained as Shane just smiled at me.

“I like Bobbi already. Got yo ass on some sucka sh*t.” He clowned as I crossed my eyes.

“She don’t got me on NOTHING. I’m good on her from here on out. Back to the real me.” I said with confidence as Shane just shook his head.

“The real you ain’t really you dawg.” He said as we both heard the door chime. He looked out at the door and rolled his eyes. “Aww sh*t. WE CLOSED!”

“Don’t act like you not happy to see me Shaney Pooh Pooh!” I heard her say as I cursed in my mind. Moments later I watched <a href="http://hudabeauty.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/07/rihanna-debuts-long-red-hair.jpg">Stacy</a> walk into the room I was in. “Hi baby.”

I looked her up and down. She was looking real good, and I needed to get the nut off I had been holding in since last night. She bit her lip as she placed her hand on waist. She knew exactly how to lure me back in.

“Let’s go to my office.”

daaaaaang im lovin this..love how different he is with her its so cute..they kissed! thats a freakin big thing for him!!! they are fallin for each otha..run it!!!

Awww See That's What I Like To See . They Both Admitted That They Had Feelings For Eachother ! Hopefully Bobbi Doesn't Continue Being Mean To Don .

RUN IT !

oh dam i see why shad was raising his eyebrow Don dont be doing that !
Dam so thats what he was gonna talk to her about before jayy came and ruined the moment
oohh Don mad that she cant remember their kiss! his SECOND kiss... that boy is falling
hard and quick
karrie one word.. swerve.
cant wait to see what other rules they will be breaking ;)
let the friendship begin!
run itt

Aha so excited they kissed and she really doesn't remember wow run it

Ahhh yes I LOVE it!!! They kissed and it seemed pretty intense!! Wow! I am glad that Bobbi said that she has feelings starting to develop for Donovan and I am glad Donovan admitted the same!! But Bobbi is the only other woman Don has kissed?!?! Whoa that's interesting. I definitely agree that the first woman has to do with why Don and Aaron aren't cool. Mmm this is getting very interesting!! I wonder how their relationship will develop from here, can't wait to find out! RUN IT!!!!

Wow, that was intense!
RUN IT!

second woman and he was good enough to make her moan ? what is that boy NOT good at ? they're making progress now , but it's with alcohol in their system . blame it in the alcohol now . that's when people are the most honest . i just see them being good , then both guards going up when they realize how they feel . he could've left when she went to her room yet he stayed so he blew off sex for Bobbi . sounds like he does like her . opening doors , holding hands , kissing when he doesn't kiss anyone on the lips . he's falling , quick . run it ! ready to see where this goes .

RUN IT!!

Omg they are definitely making progress

damn....
that took my own breath away
he musta put it down in the kiss alone
thas y she couldnt sleep and got up and made that man breakfast lmao
im tryna experience some don then lol :)

Yup....without ever really trying....they broke through each other's barriers.

Ayy...all rules are out the window when them two are alone! They definitely feeling each other something serious. I'm loving it! Can't wait to see what rules get broken next lol.

Run It!

Damn don. He feeling her. Him kissing her wouldn't be a big deal for anybody else but thts only the SECOND girl he kissed.... like ever!!! Bobbi was in her feelings too. Tht alcohol had her gone. But in glad she told him how she felt cause now they can start on their relationship. Run it:)))

Aww they are so cute I can't wait for them to stop trying to hide feelings
Run it!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY KISSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!! Lol I knew they liked each other. All that f***ing frontin!! smh I knew it was gonna happen sooner or later. I wonder what happens next. Do they fight it or let it take over them? My guess is to try to fight it at first. But this is the second woman he's kissed?! I have a feeling the first one has a lot to do with this Aaron situation. Omg I love this story. Can't wait to see what happens next!! Run it!!!

Thank you!

<strong>Donovan</strong>

<em>Never hit me up..</em>

I looked at the text from Karrie while putting my plate in the sink. I ignored it and shoved my phone back in my pocket. I had to diss her last night because Jay wanted to go to Felicia’s and Bobbi needed a ride home. She’s acting as though she doesn’t remember what all happened last night..

<strong>6 hours earlier</strong>

“Yo, where tf Aaron go? Why you asking me to take her home?” I asked Jay as he shrugged.

“I think he has to take Tierre home and Bobbi doesn’t wanna go over there. Man please, you know Felicia live way up north and I need to get me some.” Jay begged as I growled a little.

“Nigga me too! I had something lined up for me at the crib.” I sighed as Jay continued to look at me with pleading eyes. I smacked my lips and searched the room for Bobbi. She was saying goodbye to Tierre and Aaron.

I waited for them to hug before I decided to approach her. I tapped her arm and she jumped a little before she looked at me and smiled.

I had to look away before I started smiling too. I hated when she did that sometimes. “You ready to go?”

She nodded and grabbed my hand. I looked down at her fingers intertwined with mine and gripped her hand tighter as I escorted her out of the club with Shane close behind me. I never held hands with a woman before and this was a weird, yet comfortable feeling to be holding hers; guiding her through the crowd and protecting her from any harm or danger.

We got closer to my car and I opened the passenger door for Bobbi to get inside. Shane looked at me strangely when I closed her door, before he opened his.

“When the hell you start opening doors?!” He asked wide eyed as I fanned him off and walked to the driver’s side. It was foreign for me to open doors for women, let alone ride front seat in my whip. I was just doing all of this off of natural instinct.

We rode to the sounds of the new Wiz Khalifia back to the crib and I caught myself peeking looks at Bobbi nodding her head to the music and looking out of the window. She was so different to me. Everything about her. I was feeling connected to her natural side, and not the Bobbi that constantly puts her guard up.

“I can feel your eyes.” She said without looking in my direction. I smirked to myself before I looked straight ahead at the road.

When we pulled up Bobbi walked into the house and I got out to say bye to Shane before he took off.

“You gon try to hit?” Shane asked as he dapped me up. I shook my head.

“Can’t do that to Jay’s cousin nigga. What I look like?” I asked him as he gave me a look like he didn’t believe me.

“You f*cked his other cousin on his dad’s side.” He reminded me as I thought back for a second then laughed.

“Aw. That was different.” I chuckled as he joined me.

“In other words…you respect her. I got you G. Never thought I’d see the day when Don actually respected a b*tch.” He replied shaking his head before turning to walk towards his car.

“That’s not it either. I’m just chilling..” I yelled towards him as he laughed.

“Yeah. Call it what you want. I’ll see you at the shop tomorrow.” He chucked me the deuces and hopped in his car. I shoved my hands in my pockets and walked into the house to say goodbye to Bobbi and make sure she was straight before I headed home.

I walked into the living room to find her sitting on the couch taking her shoes off.

“Hey, I’m going to go..” I started as she poked out her bottom lip a little.

“No one is here..” She said softly as I looked at her like ‘so’.. “Can you just sit with me until I fall asleep or something? I don’t like being here alone.” She confessed as I sighed. I knew I had to meet up with Karrie, but I could see the genuine fear in her eyes.

I reluctantly walked into the room and sat down on the couch with her. “You wanna watch TV?” I asked as she nodded and I grabbed the remote off of the coffee table. I turned on the channel to the first movie I saw and sat back. When I looked over I saw Bobbi looking down and playing with her hair.

“What’s wrong?” I asked as she looked up at me with her soft brown eyes.

“There’s something about you…I’m rude to you sometimes because I try to prevent myself from feeling the way I do.” She admitted as I raised an eyebrow. “Do I feel that alone?”

I debated on whether or not I was going to lie or tell the truth. All rules went out the window each time when it came to her. “…No.” She scooted a little closer to me when I answered her.

“..This feeling is new to me. It scares me in a sense. That’s why I keep trying to protect myself from it. I don’t want to be just another number to you Donovan. I can see that women to you are simply just bodies. Nothing more than just space and time. I don’t want to be that.” She said as I watched her lips the whole time she spoke.

I leaned closer and rubbed my thumb against her cheek. She brought her face closer to mine and our lips were inches away from touching. I lightly licked my lips before pressing them against hers. It was a gentle and tender kiss that was sending my hormones in a rage. She spread her lips allowing me to slip in my tongue to deepen it. A moan escaped her mouth and into mine, and I felt my d*ck jump at the vibration it sent through my body.

As I was leaning her body back on the couch she quickly stopped me and broke away from our intimate moment. She looked at me before she stood up from the couch and ran her fingers through her curls.

“Um..I need to go to sleep.” She said in haste before she picked up her shoes and headed up the stairs.

I pressed my fingers against my lips, as they were still tingling from that kiss. She was the second woman I had ever kissed in my life.

bobbi & whitney . lol they're cute together (: