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The One I Gave My Heart To

I laid face down ass up as he gripped my hips and pumped in and out of me. The alcohol was starting to wear off and suddenly I felt a mixture of emotional pain and heart break. A few tears escaped my honey brown eyes as he enjoyed what no longer his. Usually when we had sex I was the one on top, calling the shots but tonight I was too wrapped in my emotions. I felt him pull out and shoot his warm cum on my ass and he got up, mumbled something and walked to the kitchen. I got off the bed and walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror at me… better yet at what I’ve become. I am 24 years old, beautiful black and Puerto Rican chick, I’m well off because of my father’s death, and I could have anything my heart desired, anyone I bated my long eye lashes at… except for him. He once was mine, I gave him my heart…hell he still had it. We were good together, inseparable, the “good thing” hun, I guess all good things come to an end because we did when he proposed to my sister… and she accepted it.

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Dolls!!! OMG its been 6 long weeks but IMMM BAACCKKKK!! Soo much has been going on with me and I haven't had time to update. I swear I typed the next add for this like 5 times and my phone deleted it each and every time (insert the"I'm pissed af" face here) I'm going to update my other story DIOR (that I've been working on a lot lately)later on today and the next add for this should be up at most by Wednesday. I have to retype the whole damn thing -_-. Hope you dolls are ready :D
~Easha

still team chris!!
haha i see what trey did use that massage session to get her to go and be his date for his job thing sneaky
do lunch with chris! i wanna know why he be acting ballsy
and dam i think they should talk about her dad ? i mean after hearing about her bio mom showing up im pretty sure she still misses her dad
run it!

where you at girl? R U N I T

Trey is definitly trying his best to win Paris back. Good luck with that. Bet Chris aint gone let that happen though. RUN IT!!!

Trey didn't even ask her,how you just gonna plan it. She needs to give Chris his chance because she only ended things because Trey was hurt and that they have London. Don't stay with someone just because y'all have kids together. Her father wanted her with Chris for a reason, Trey had his chance. TEAM CHRIS

trey is so sweet..RUN IT

I'm still team TREY

RunIt!!

New reader! I like this story, yo!
RUN IT!

run it!!!

Run It....

run it

Lol she was loven dat rub down lol i hav hope for trey run it

that was an awesome add thank you much. i know paris loving the treatment but i got a feeling one of them will mess up soon. but i still have high hopes for trey. Run it please

week later
"What you doing tonight?" Kirko asked me. It was almost closing time and I was ready to go home. "Nothing, why?" "No reason just wanted to see what was popping. Baby daddy there?" He asked already knowing the answer. "It's Friday so you already know." I said putting the remainder of the files away. "Well somebody else obviously don't." I looked at Kirk and his eyes darted to the left. My head followed his eyes and Chris was standing at my office door. Kirk chuckled. He and I had become cool over the years. "Kirk excuse us please." Kirk nodded and exited my office. "Hey, what are you doing here?" I asked. He sat down "I just came to check up on you." He smiled. I squinted my eyes at him. "You came to just check up on me? We haven't see each other in years and now all of a sudden you're popping up? What's up with that?" I asked. "Its because I'm back to claim my prize." "What are you on?" I laughed. "Nothing, we said we'll figure something out but we never did. So lets get figuring." "Chris you can't just come back into my life and expect things to pick up where they left off. It don't work like that." He sighed "you're right, lets start slow. Lets do lunch to catch up." "I'll think about it." "You'll think about it? What's there to think about?" He asked frowning. "A lot." I said picking up my purse. "Well don't think to long, we have a lot to catch up on. I've missed you." He said standing up. I gave him a friendly smile. I would be lying if I said I didn't miss him and that he's not giving my butterflies right now, but I'd rather keep that to myself. "You don't have to say it back, I already know. This tough girl act is transparent." I laughed. "It's transparent? Whatever! And it's not an act its who I am now." I said trying not to laugh. But he was right, I'm not good at lying to him. "Ok, if that's who you are then why are you blushing?" I hated that both Chris and Trey noticed every little thing I did. Things I didn't notice I did, they'd notice. "Because it's hot." I lied. He just laughed "let me walk you to your car?" He said reaching his hand out. I looked at his hand and then back at him. "Ok, but we're not holding hands." He put his hands over his heart. "Damn just hurt my feeling." I laughed at hit his arm. "Don't be sensitive, it's not attractive." I said as I locked my office door and held it open as he walked out. "Whatever." He mumbled but I just ignored it and we walked to Kirk's office. "Kirk you ready?" I asked. We had a rule that the last two had to leave the shop together. "Almost, I just need to confirm this order from JB Hunt, it'll just be like 5 minutes." He said looking over there order. I nodded "I'll be in the front waiting." I said as we walked to the lobby. It got quiet so I spoke up. "The kiss" he laughed "I knew you was going to ask me about that." "What the hell was that about." I asked sitting on the desk . "I just wanted to see if you'd stop me and you didn't." He said biting his bottom lip. "And?" "And since you didn't stop me that meant that you still love me." I laughed. He's so full of it. "You laughing because you know it's true." "When did you get so ballsy?" I asked changing the subject. "Changing the subject, typical move Par." He said inching closer to me. "Typical Par? Ok who are you and where's the real Chris?" I said as I squinted my eyes at him again "We'll talk about that over lunch, so you better come." We locked eyes for a minute. "Ok, JB hunt's order is confirmed. So it's time to roll." Kirk said coming into the lobby. Chris and I were both still starring at each other. "Am I interrupting something?" Kirk asked. I batted my eyes and looked at him. "No, no. When did you come out?" I asked. Kirk just looked at me, smiled and shook his head. "Ok, lets head home." I said as I put the alarm on. We all left the shop and went our separate ways.
When I got home I unlocked the door and London was knocked out on the couch. I took my heels off and walked farther in. Walked in to the kitchen and Trey was there eating my grapes. "So they don't have grapes where you live?" I asked. He didn't see me walk up so he flinched. When he turned around he smiled, hugged me and kissed my cheek. "Thought I was gone have to clap you." "You don't have a gun." I laughed and hugged him back. "Not here." He said letting me go. "How was work?" He asked picking me up and sitting me on the island. "Long. It's 10:50 and I'm just getting home. I didn't even get to talk to London." He pecked my lips. "Well I talked to her, how you feel?" I looked at him weird. "Whyyyyyyyy?" I asked dramatically. "Because I figured you'd be tired and your body is probably achy and hungry... So I made you a bath and I made dinner. And for dessert I'm going to give you a massage." I smirked. He was always good at things like this when we were together. He smiled, kissed my cheek and picked me up bridal style. "Your bath awaits you." He said walking me towards me room. I started feeling guilty about seeing Chris today. "Trey wait." I said as he was half way up the stairs. "What's wrong." He asked putting me down. I sighed heavily and looked down. "I don't even know why I'm telling you this... Chris came by my job today, well right before we closed." I looked at him and his had his arms crossed. "I know we're not together but I like this thing we have going go so I just want to be honest with you." He nodded. "He wants to do lunch and catch up." "And what did you say?" He asked. "I told him I would think about it." "Ok." He said picking me back up and continuing back up the stairs. Only thing he had to say was ok? "Trey wait." I said again. He put me back down. "What now?" He asked. "Only thing you have to say is ok?" I asked searching his face. "Yeh, I mean thank you for telling me." "And?" I pressed. "And nothing. I trust you. Like you said we're not together so I can't get mad over you seeing your ex. I don't like it, but this is your life. You do what you think is best for it. I like that you're open with me, that's the only thing I can ask for... Now are you ready to take your bath." I smiled and nodded as we proceeded to the room.
After I took my bath, ate dinner and tucked London in her bed I got in my bed. Trey walked in and smiled "You ready to get rubbed down." I laughed and turned in my stomach. "I guess that's a yes." He laughed, walked over and started massaging me. "So I got this thing next week at my job." He stated. "Um hum." Replied enjoying my massage. "I want you there with me." "Um." I replied with my eyes closed. "I'll come get you Thursday night and we'll go shopping and do whatever else you want to do.." He kept talking but those were the last words I heard before I drifted off to sleep.

thanks dolls :)

Lol idc if chris did jus kiss her he stringn her alone did she nt jus hear him say his boo a be back he aint worried wat that tell u he fill the same bout yo ass still team trey run it lol

ohhhhh chris..lol he keeps comin and makin things difficult..good luck paris..run it!!

Run It...

run it

RunIt!!!

OHMYGAWWD!!! Chris just changed the game! Aw hell!!!!
My thirst for this story is TOO real!!!
Run It!!

My phone buzzing on my nightstand took me out of my deep sleep. I tried ignoring it but it kept buzzing. I opened my eyes and saw my hair. My head was on Trey's chest and he was still sleeping. My door bell rang and I sucked my teeth. I moved my hair, got out of bed and put my robe on before I checked on London, who was still sleeping. I slowly walked downstairs and looked out of the peep hole. It was Trey's mother. I closed my robe tighter before I opened the door. "Good morning" she said walking in. "Morning." I said in a raspy tone. "Y'all don't know how to answer phones?" "We were all still sleep." "Trey too?" She asked as if she was shocked. I nodded. "Well he said he'd have London ready for church. Tell him to come here please." I walked up stairs and woke him up. "Your mother wants you." I said laying back in the bed. He sighed "tell her I'll call her back." He said with unopened eyes. "She's downstairs." He sat up fast. "Damn, I forgot about London. Can you get her ready please." He yawned and put on a shirt. I just got back up and went to wake London. After helping her with her hygiene needs I let her pick out a dress. "Mommy can I wear the purple one?" She asked pulling it out if her closet. I nodded approving the dress. "Good because I'm sick and tired of pink." She said and I laughed. "What's wrong with pink?" I asked pulling the dress over her head. "My grandmas both get me evvvveeerrryy thing that's pink." "Because you're a girl." I laughed tying a bow in the back of the dress. "But all girls don't like pink." She said as I fixed her hair. "Well just be thankful they got you something." "I aammm" she said as in helped her put on her little shoes. She smiled at herself in the mirror and we went down stairs. "Grandma" she yelled hugging Trey's mother. Ms. April picked her up and kissed her cheeks. "Hi grandmas princess, you ready for church?" London nodded. "Ok Tell mommy and daddy bye." She waved at the both of us and they left. Trey looked at me and yawned "You still sleep?" He asked. My answer was a yawn so he walked in front of me and bent down, I got on his back and he gave me a piggyback ride back to my room. Once we got there we both fell back to sleep.
30 minutes later the door bell rang I tried ignoring it but it kept going. "Paris get the door." Trey said tapping me. I didn't want to get up, but I forced myself to. I walked downstairs and snatched the door opened and to my surprise it was Chris. "Hey, what are you doing here?" I asked. "I came to bring London some cake and a goodie bag, you know since y'all left early." I nodded and fixed my robe. "Can I come in?" He asked. Why couldn't he have just dropped the stuff off and left? "Yeh" I replied opening the door wider. "It's been 3 years and you did a lot of redecorating." He said touching the walls. "Yeh, you know I like to switch it up." It got silent. I knew he had something to say but it didn't come out. "So how'd the talk go with your boo?" I asked and he chuckled. "She slapped me, she said we are nasty b****es and she dumped me." "Wow, I'm sorry to hear that." "She'll be back don't worry." He said before he looked at me and smirked. Why'd he have to be so damn sexy? "What you doing to night?" He asked putting the cake on the counter. "The family thing, Trey leaves tomorrow morning." "Wow y'all are really hanging in there. Did he propose again?" He chuckled "No. And if he did?" "Nothing he just seems like that type of dude." Chris laughed again. "Oh yeh and what type of dude is that?" I asked not understanding what was so funny. "The type of dude that don't gives up even though its obvious that somebody else is tattooed all over your heart." He said poking my heart. I laughed "who's tattooed there? Must be London." I said raising my eyebrow. "No it's mine and you know it. You're just trying to suppress the feeling that you have for me to try to make your family work. But I can see through that." "What the f*** are you talking about Chris." I spat. "I'm talking about this." He said stepping forward and kissing me. Oh my god, was all I could think. I didn't even fight him back, I know this was all types of wrong but it felt so right. He broke the kiss and looked at me. I didn't even know how to feel. "Who was at the door?" Trey yelled looking over the balcony. I looked at Chris and he smiled and looked up at Trey. "Hey, I was just dropping London's cake off." Trey walked farther downstairs. "That's what's up." Trey replied not wanting to really converse with Chris. All I could do was look at the damn floor. "Alright, this is getting awkward so I'm leaving. Trey." Chris said waving. "Chris" Trey said doing that same phony wave that Chris just did. "Paris" Chris said kissing my cheek "call me" he whispered before he stood up and exited. What the f*** has gotten in to him? That was bold af. And it was as if he didn't care. That left me feeling some kind of way. I'm not sure if it was good or bad but it was some kind of way. I felt Trey burning a hole through my face so I looked at him. "He really just came to drop off cake?" He asked. I nodded and got up "Lets go out to eat, I'm hungry." I said getting up and walking towards the stairs. "You're lying" I heard him say so I turned towards him. "Come again?" "I said you're lying. You keep forgetting that I know you. The way you looked down until he left meant that he did something. You care to explain?" He asked. "He just asked what I was doing tonight." I said semi telling the truth. Neither one of them are my current man so I don't owe anyone an explanation. I know Trey and I just had some amazing sex, but it's too soon for him to be acting like he's my man again. "Alight, lets get ready." He said following me upstairs.

Wow it seems like we have a lot of Team Trey!! (lol) Kinda figured it would be. But Team Chis is hopeful :)
This next add isn't going to be long. I'm going to try to add again today,but if not today then it will be one tomorrow.
I'm so loving these comments!!
Thanks Dolls!
~Easha

Check out the new Chris Brown video!! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9cvJIwh3OYU

She needs to be with Chris just like Chris needs to be with her.Its what her dad wanted.

RUUUN THIIIIISSS

i can dig it long as trey dnt mess up yay them run it please

Yes for Paris and Trey, London may get that sibling after all.

I want her with TREY TEAMtrey!!