Thursday, November 29, 2007 - 00:37
Anonymous:
Where Innocent Blood Makes Cival Hands Unclean.
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Look at this face. This is the innocent face of the man I fell in love with, the face of a man that claimed my heart and soul. The man that had raised his hands to me countless times........ and as a fool I had returned. I had known this boy for five years since that boy had became a man. My name is Y/n, I am 18 years of age and 2 years Chris' junior. My Parents were never around and my Nana raised me.
My nana never approved of the man I thought was my soulmate, she thought I settled for less when she really wanted me to Have my Forty acres and a mule. But no one could tell me I couldnt love Chris, Thats why I think I took so much from him. I thought if he left me, no one else could love me and I'd be lonley for the rest of my life. Well loving Christopher Maurice Brown had Me In a Low rent Apartment, a child on the way, 4 months to be exact and only a 12 grade gratuation Because all the money we made went into his dream when mine was to become a financial advisor I had no money to go to college. Chris had stressed me so much that for my final year I barelly got the chance to graduate so a scholorship was completely out the way.
Christopher had depurified my blood with his civil hands that Thought It would be his choice to take over the one thing I had control of............. My Life.
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Inbetween Us 2!
damn man
*new reader*
thats alot of stuff thats happened...
its a real good story...i think she gon end up not marryin Ty...
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hello!! yall need to run this!!:[
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alright i kinda think that her profile is deleated and i mad bout it!...i don't know maybe its not....i don't know!just PLEASE run it!!
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Poody is ya profile deleted or somethin???????? I've been waitin for a new post for months
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MAyBe.....
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THAT--LETTER MADE ME CRY TEARS..
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NEW reader. I like the story...can't wait to see what will happen on the wedding day... RUN IT!
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I agree wit a nig MAY run it
omfg hell yea im mad at ty no matter wat that was still hers he should of given it 2 her she would of made the rite choice but anywayz run it
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I understand lol Run It! ;)
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Ill add this weekend, I promise. I'm so very sorry it took so long to tell you guys this but I have been extremely busy. =\
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yall are weird. yall gettin all mad at ty for keepin the letter from her. ty treated her like she was gold. he did it so that she could move on with her life and not be so depressed about chris leavin, after all the pain he caused her. so yall sayin don't marry ty cuz he didn't give her a letter is complete bull to me,no dissrespect to no one tho. if she shouldn't marry ty is because she know she can't commit herself to him completly or because she still loves chris.*shakes head and leave post*
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Thug Love-finished
Halloween Special-finished
Halloween Special the Sequal-temperary hiaitus
I Wanna Turn You Out-started
that is some retarted sh!t how u not gone give the damn letter to her.i wouldnt marry him.lol run it
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oh wow.... what she gone do now?!?!? run it!
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c/o 010... ~~$$iTs a dYNasTy$$~~
::sigh:: see i always knew in
the back of my mind Ty wasnt that 'perfect'.
that was a punk move because he felt intimidated by Chris.
DAMN wat a loser...I CANT-...okay before this gets really crazy
im just gon say RUN IT!!! ::leaves:: ...
::comes back:: TY IS DESPICABLE ... alright im gone now. ::leaves again::
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Y'all can call me crazy...but i say i am simply out there to the point of no return(:
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OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE TY
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~~I GOTTA WALK IT OUT CUZ IMMA SOULJA GIRL~~
~~ya soulja girl Sya-Talitha aka $I$I~~
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aww damn & Y i'm listen'in 2 Gansta boo right now so i'm extra emotional
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Continued
Chris: I was just wondering....... did you ever get my letter
What letter was he talking about?
You: Chris... what are you talking about?
Chris: I gave Ty a letter to give to you a few days after I left for good. You were gone.........
You:I never got It.....
He was now looking into my eyes, I jumped up ran into my room and started to put my clothes on. Chris was startled by my fast movement.
Chris: wait..... where are you going?
You: I have to handle some business......
Chris: Well I gotta get going, Chanhassen is probably missing me.
Chris was keeping Yammy for me.
You: okay, Ill see you at the wedding right.
Chris: yeah
He left and I quietly jumped into my car and rode to Ty's hotel where his batchlor party was being held. His friend chase answered the door.
Chase: was up ma....
I could tell he had been drinking
You: just let me see Ty
Chase: naw gurl.... you know it's bad luck too see the groom before the wedding.
I wasn't in the mood for his games
You: just move!!
I pushed him out of the way and seen Ty with a stripper on his lap, as soon as he seen me he jumped up lookin like he had seen a ghost. I really didn't care about the girl, I just really needed to talk to him.
I pulled him to a back room, he looked so nervous
Ty: baby I can explain everything...... chase set me up and.....
You: I don't care, Jay set me up too.
He came close to me and tried to kiss my forehead when I walked away.
Ty: whats wrong...
You: My letter Tyson..... thats whats wrong
Ty: ....what letter
You: You know what I'm talking about.... Chris letter, the one he gave to you to give to me a few years ago
I was mad, I had a right to have that letter and he took it from me
Ty: that letter, who told you? Chris is just trying to mess up what we have....
He was getting mad now.
You: we had something Ty!! Or didn't you notice!!
Ty: I helped you when he left you with no money, a new born baby, and a cramped apartment!! If you loved me you wouldn't need to read it.....
Both of us were trying to calm down, I was shaking and really upset, he tried to grab my hand but I pulled away...
You: I had a right to have it Ty.... it was mine..... why didn't you give it too me?
He sighed
Ty: if I had gave it to you, I wouldn't even be in your life right now...........
I didn't look at him, I really didn't have a response.
You: where is it..
He looked at me totally defeated
Ty: You still want it? Fine, its at the old apartment in the drawer in the kitchen
He handed me the key to my old apartment. I took it and drove about an hour to my old house.
It was exactly how I remembered. The walls, windows, and the room. I was so filled with emotion, this small apartment had so many good and bad memories. Yammys first step, her first words. I went into the kitchen opened the drawer and there it was.
The letter said:
Y/n, I love you till the point of no return. You are my heart, my soul, and the air that I breathe. You have taken so much from me, the pain I've caused you is something that I can't take back. I don't wan't to cause you no more pain, you be happy with someone that can treat you better than I can. If there was a bigger word for love you are the exact definition. I don't want to hold you back anymore, I loved you so much that I didn't see that I hurt you. I know I'm gone now, but this was something that I had to let you know. I can't breathe without you...... but I want you to live without me.
Love, Christopher.
It was written in his handwritting with his signature at the end......
Why was this happening to me.
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THNX giggles
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awh... how cute is that
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c/o 010... ~~$$iTs a dYNasTy$$~~
omg that was soo cute&sweet
by the way im a new reader
and i love your story forreal
you got me addicted
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cold feet is when you have second thoughts about doin sumthing. usually marriage
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I rather be hated for who I am than to be loved for who I’m not
My Stories-go read them people
Thug Love-finished
Halloween Special-finished
Halloween Special the Sequal-temperary hiaitus
I Wanna Turn You Out-started
OMG THAT IS MY SONG IM LISTING TO IT RIGHT NOW
{SONG MODE}
WE STARTED OUT SAYING
THAT WE WILL JUST BEEEEE FRIENDS
BUT SPECIAL FEELINGS HAVE A REASON
WHAT ARE WE SOPOSED TO DO NOW HERE IN THE MEANWHILE
{OUT OF SONR MODE}
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its ur girl ki ki
AWWWWW that was soooo cute and romantic I hope she dont ditch Tyson for Chris..... I guess LOL run it
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http://www.chrisbrownworld.com/node/245393
run it whats cold feet & AWWWW stars are very calming
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that was sweet of chris but watch she prolly get cold feet
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I rather be hated for who I am than to be loved for who I’m not
My Stories-go read them people
Thug Love-finished
Halloween Special-finished
Halloween Special the Sequal-temperary hiaitus
I Wanna Turn You Out-started
Me and Chris were on good terms now. He has really gotten attatched to Chanhassen, the both of them are inseperable. Ty and myself have been kinda distant lately though, Chris fans eventually got over the idea of him having a child. Chris and I had become great friends like when we were little, both of us decided to put the whole incident behind us. everyone was cool now, Yammy wasn't having many of her attacks which was great. We had set our Wedding on Valentines day, time had flown so fast and it was the day before our wedding.
Jay threw me a batchlorette party some of my co-workers came my nana was there the place was so nice, it was a vintage hotel with the nicest decorations. The ladies were giving me all the gifts and stuff.........
You: you guys are too much, I love all the gifts
I heard a combination of your welcomes, and no problems.
Jay: but that isn't all
You: jay...... you didn't......
knowing exactly what she had done
Jay: come on dontae!!
right then a stripper walked into the room..... The girls started yelling and throwing money. All I could do was shake my head, I TOLD Jay. No Strippers!! The man started to dance and my nana went crazy, what kind've woman was she? my grandpa would have fits if he was still living. But she was having fun so I couldn't complain.
The girls left and I was in my room with my nana everyone else was sleep. Were just having girl talk.
Nana: sooo, are you ready to be Mrs. Grandberry?
You: yeah I guess......
I was dazing off
Nana: I guess?? gurl I know you are not having cold feet. Tyson is so much better that that bum Chris
You: nana Chris is a great person and a fantastic dad, I know he's new to all of this but he really cares....
I felt myself jumping to his defense.....
Nana: you get some rest you have a big day tomorrow
As she left I felt my mind drifting until I heard a knock on my window... I was a little creeped out until I saw Chris soft looking face....... I was a little confused.
The full moonlight shined into his dark eyes as he sat on the ledge of the balcony looking at the stars. He started talking.
Chris: remember our first date we went to see that movie and you got so scared. So we just sat in my car and looked at the stars
he wasn't looking at me but he was still gazing at the sky, it did look beautiful.
You: yeah.... It calmed my nerves after we seen that scary movie
He looked at me
Chris: you look nice
You:um thank you
I was fumbling with my words
You: so what brings you here so late
Chris: I just came to give you this
He took out a cute necklace with my name in it
You: Chris....... it's beautiful why.... I mean
he cut me off
Chris: Thank you for everything, Raising our baby, being a good friend. You were there for me when I had nothing, before the big house and the cars.
That was so sweet.... I sat down on the couch that was on the balcony and signaled him to sit with me. He layed his head on my chest and I ran my freshly manicured hands over his new haircut. He started singing
I enjoy you. I
never wanna see you leave girl.
you've made my life so complete and
I don't (I dont)wanna move
too fast, no, cause youre too special.
I really
love the way (i do) you make me feel inside.
you wonder why my spirit is so happy. hey you touch my
heart, every part.
Ill be back =| and that song is called I may never find by Chris Brown ♥
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