LIFE [Real Talk]
has there ever been times when you are surrounded by issues but your not directly involved?
WARNING, THE FOLLOWING MAY BE TOO OVER WHELMING:
Well a whole load of shyt happened last night. my mother, father and brother are in the living room at my dad's house and i'm listening to the chris brown cd (1st one) in my dad's room. all of a sudden i hear yellin and screamin, my mom and sibling goin at it. he is sayin she aint a good mother because when he do something really bad, she hit him. you cant blame her he did drugs in her house. so this has nothin to do with that though. anyway, i dont know what they sayin and then my brother uses the f word. so my mom hears that and goes to smack him in the mouth and he says, get the f off me and he got a broken knee or somethin so i figured he would get up and hit her but he didnt cause his leg. anyway my dad is like "not in my house" cause he just like me he want peace and my dad do everything for everybody and he dont need this stress cause his mother just died. so my mom is like "why you just standin there you gonna let him curse at me?" but since my dad got other things on his mind he dont do nothin. since all this happened while i was still in the room, i heard my mom leaving and i run out like wait dont leave me so i go with my mom back to our house.
Then my dad comes over and my mom is sayin she is orry and my dad is cryin cause he goin through enough as it is. and they realize that my brother is just bein like his friends but they wont take it so my mom calls around for help. and i'm on here last night reading about what advice Mama aka Harlem-Styze gave me . like i aint sayin they dont care about me but they always talkin bout how bad "the sibling" is and not how good i am, they really dont care unless something bad happens, and now my mom's blood pressure is goin up and too much stuff.
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dang...
well, i'm listening and here for you. your parents may not talk about how good you're doing, but it's probably because they know you're good, and they just want your brother to be on that same level. and like you said, yes, you're parents will always be caring about you, but it's just that a bad situation requires a lot of attention. it's hard to be a parent and give equal attention to all children, especially when one may need that extra eye on them. but yeah, i wish the best for you, your family, and their situation. as for your grandmother passing, i'm sorry to hear that, and may her soul rest in peace. but the best thing to do for your parents right now is to keep doing what you're doing by being good and staying out of trouble, maybe even talking to your brother to ask him to lay low while your parents aren't doing so well. but i kinda feel where you're coming from. both of my parents are sick, and i've got 4 siblings as well as 6 neices and nephews, so i get the feeling of being overshadowed all the time, but i know that if i do what i need to, my parents are proud even if they don't always acknowledge me with words.