This is an experience of my own.

I meet this boy earlier in the school year. He messaged me on myspace. Never seen this dude before. He was a freshmen at my school. [I dont usually Talk to UNDER classmen] Me being a kind and nice person, I messaged him back. He wrote me and said that him and his best friend was checking me and my best friend out. He is a cute freshmen. The cuttest i've seen out there so far. Well anyways we got to know each other a lil bit better. I began to dig is swagg. It was unique because nobody had a swagg like dat. I dont go for the LOSErs!!! So we began to talk. Next thing i know we was spending time with each other. He was coming to my house all the time. So one night i Decided to let him in. See i dont let everybody inside my house. anyways, we was watching T.V., laughing, and cuddling. The usual. That night became the first night that we had sex.

[EDITORS NOTE]
SEE I KEEP MY STORIES REAL SO I MIGHT COME OFF LIKE I TELL EVERY DETAIL AND USE VULGUAR LANGUAGE BUT THATS JUST ME.

It was nice. I had a boyfriend at the time but we was losing love between us anyway. So he was kinda like my rebound dude. U know how that goes. His penis was bigger than my boyfriend.
So i continued to see this freshmen. One big mistake that i made was that we never used protection. So we stopped talking for awhile cuz we was starting to go our seperate ways. To me he was jus a "REBOUND". If you get my drift. So he started talking to other girls and me and my boyfriend had broken up because i told him that i cheated. YES I AM A BRAVE ASS b****... So in the month of Feburary I started to get real sick. I thought i had the flu or a virus cuz i was throwing up a lot and had a real bad cold. Well I started thinking like damn my period didnt come in 2 mths. But it did that to me before so i wasnt really thinking nothing of it. So march gets here and thats when i started thinking. DAMN IM PREGNANT. I knew i was. BUt i didnt want my mother to find out but she did wen i went to the emergency room for getting real sick. So i told him that i was 3 mths pregnant. Okay this dude started tripping like..dat baby aint mine. I kicked some real s*** in his ear. I cursed him out real bad. Made him realize wat he was saying was some bulls***. So he accepted the truth. My mother didnt like the way things were going. I had low blood. THe baby was sucking the life outta me. I became real pale. So my mother wanted me to get an abortion. SHe didnt want me to mess up my life. I had no choice but to get one. THe day that i was scheduled to get one. I contacted this boy by text. I asked him was he go'n go with me to the clinic. THis dumb b**** told me that he had to run track. THat s*** really pissed me off.

So im at the clinic lying on a table getting ready for the procedure. Im here all alone. Just thinking that somebody was taking my baby away from me. I cried. I couldnt do nothing but cry. NOw i miss my baby. I miss that baby so much. I loved that baby from deep within me. I knew i was going to be a mother. I wasnt ready but i was up for the challenge. I knew i would of loved that baby with all my heart. I loved that baby from within now im loving that baby from a distance. THe baby is like my little guardian angel. God has my baby now.