I stared in my mirror and gagged at my reflection. I hated what I saw. Pure ugliness. I couldn't understand why I was made this way. All of my friends were so pretty and I was so...well ugly...there I said it.
"Alliyah, come downstairs for breakfast!" I heard my mom call from downstairs. I sighed and got my bookbag. I walked slwoly down the stairs, dreading going to school that day. I already knew how it would go. Not good.
Mom: Alliyah, what did I tell you about dragging your feet when you walk? she asked as she sat a plate of breakfast down in front of me. You mess up your shoes like that, not to mention my floors. Keep doing it, and you're gonna pay for it out of your paycheck.
Alliyah: Sorry mom, I said rolling my eyes, as i took a seat.
Mom: So, when are you gonna finally let me take you shopping for your prom dress? You know prom's right around the corner right? she beamed as she sat down at the table in front of me with a cup of coffee in her hand.
I sighed loudly wishing she would just drop the subject.
Alliyah: Mom, we've been over this before, I'm not going to prom.
Mom: Alliyah, you cannot be serious, she frowned. Prom only comes once in your life, you're supposed to make it a night to remember. How can you do that, if you don't even go?
Alliyah: Why should I go just so I can get laughed at? You know the boys at my school don't like me. They think i'm ugly. I'm not putting myself through that type of embarrassment.
Mom: You're not ugly. You could use a makeover, and some new clothes, but you're not ugly. And who says you have to have a date anyway? You could go with a group of your girlfriends, I know they'd be happy to do that for you.
Alliyah: I'm not a charity case mom!
I shighed again, as I got up and threw my backpack over my shoulder.
Mom: Alliyah, wait, I didn't mean-
Alliyah: No, just forget it. I'm gonna be late for school, I said cutting her off as I went out the door.
I crossed my arms as I walked down the street to the bus stop. I couldn't get what my mother said out of my head. If she knew what I needed so much, then why didn't she ever try to help me look better? I knew why. Because nothing could help me. I was ugly. I was so deep into my thoughts, that I didn't even notice a car full of teenage boys pull up next to me and drive slowly down the street to follow me.
Boy: Aye girl, he said sweetly as he stuck his head out of the window and smiled at me.
I smiled back faintly.
Alliyah: Hi.
Boy: Yeah, my boys wanted me to let you know that um...you ugly as s***!
Just like that, he and all the other boys started laughing as hard as they could as the driver sped off.
I stopped and watched the car speed down the road as I felt a single tear slide down my face. This is what I went through everyday, every mintue, every second. It was hard living my life. So hard, that if you didn't look like me, you'd have no idea.




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dammit Samantha...
dont make me jack you up...
why would she do that??
haters these days...
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smh...run it
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can someone beat this trick samantha!!! plz anyone!!
cuz she is gettin on my last nerve and i hope she doesn't belive her!
SumBody Need 2 f*** Samantha Up...Run It
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Please don't tell me that she is actually considering what the
bxtch said as the truth. i mean it could happen, but chris doesn't really seem like he would do something like that.
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I love diss storriie...even though ima new reader...mamaxz bumpiex x100,000,000 dis storiie is xtra tuff...gettem...[peep this...dis my fave storiie].......run it.
I love diss storriie...even though ima new reader...mamaxz bumpiex x100,000,000 dis storiie is xtra tuff...gettem...[peep this...dis my fave storiie].......run it.
damm Samantha what the f*** is her problem, Chris dnt like her she needs to get ova it, seriously...she lucky dat wasnt me cuz I was beat her ass for even saying some dumb s*** like that. RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT RUN IT
That trick is 1 liar and Aaliyah should know not 2 believe her.She juss tell Chris about it and watever he says juss trust his word
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Samantha jus needs 2 mind her own damn business jealous ass girl smh she a hater meng!!!! Alliyah betta not believe dat girl when it comes 2 her man if they aint her friend and even if!!! anywayz Run It girlie im gettin upset over here lol
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Samantha jus needs 2 mind her own damn business jealous ass girl smh she a hater meng!!!! Alliyah betta not believe dat girl when it comes 2 her man if they aint her friend and even if!!! anywayz Run It girlie im gettin upset over here lol
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ReEcE LuBbErZ ChRiS BrEeZy!!!! O Mii GoSh DaT c0nCeRt WaS s0 cRaZii DuMb Go0d ii WiiSh ii CoUlD sEe iiT oVeR aNd 0vEr AgAiiN AlL tHa PeRf0rMaNcEs WeRe GrEaT sPeCiAlLy My Bo0's ChRiS Br0wN hE wAs So0o0o0o SeXii........iiT wAs MoSt DeF a NiiGhT 2 ReMeMbEr!!
RUNIT
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WAYNE:)
i hope she get jumped or sumthing....ugh she really aint have 2 go there!
run it asap!
run it!
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She is soo wrong
for that..she knows
the girl had low self-eestem
and now she tellin her all
this crap....please
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oh come on!!! she can't do that!!
things were getting good...
it's just because samantha's triflin' ass wants chris
for herself...alliyah better not believe anything that
she says!!
RUN IT!!
glad to have you back girl!!! :)
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Samantha: I'm kinda thirsty, i'm gonna go get something to drink, you want anything?
He picked up the magazine, and sat back down.
Chris: No thanks. Thanks though.
Samantha: No problem.
She gave a smile, and walked out the door. About halfway down, she met Alliyah walking back up, chatting away on her sidekick. She wasn't paying any attention, so she didn't even notice Samantha come up and stand directly in front of her.
Alliyah: What the hell? I asked as she put her arms out to stop me from running into her. What do you want now?!
Samantha: Look, chill out, I didn't come to start s*** with you, I just...wanted to talk to you.
Alliyah: Talk to me about what? I asked irritatedly.
She looked down at my phone.
Samantha: Who you talkin to?
Alliyah: None of your damn business!
Samantha: Fine, you know what? I try to be nice and warn you about something, but you wanna act all b****y towards me, so you know what, I hope you get your heart broke, I don't even care!
She turned around and begin to strom down the hall. For a minute, I didn't even care, but her comment slowly made it's way into my brain, and I wanted to know what exactly she wanted to warn me about. I took a deep breath, and made my way down to her room, knocking on the door. Two minutes later, she opened it.
Samantha: What?
Alliyah: What did you have to warn me about?
Samantha: I told you I don't care anymore.
Alliyah: Look, can you just forget about that? Please? I wanna know.
She folded her arms and leaned against the door post.
Samantha: Well since you asked so nicely, she said sarcastically, I guess I could clue you in.
Alliyah: Clue me in about what?
Samantha: About your little boyfriend. He doesn't care about you sweetie. He says he does but he doesn't.
Those words hit me hard. I didn't expect her to say anything like that to me, and I immediately became defensive.
Alliyah: What the hell do you know about our relationship?
Samantha: I don't need to know anything about it, because I know him. Chris can't stay faithful. Yeah he tries, but he's not strong enough.
I shook my head in disbelief as I stared at her, unable to find anything to say.
Alliyah: I don't have time for this, I said as I turned around and got ready to walk down the hall back to Chris' room.
Samantha: You don't have to believe me. But think about it. Chris is an entertainer. He gets thousands of girls throwing themselves at him everyday. You really think he's gonna limit himself to just one? If you do, then you seriously need to think about what reality you're living in.
I stopped and listened to her with my back still turned to her. Once she said that last sentence, I heard the door slam shut. I walked back to the room to find Chris playing his x box.
Chris: There you are baby, I need you, you know you my good luck charm.
I walked over, and sat back onto his lap. I stared at the screen, but I really didn't see anything. I didn't hear anything either. I tried to put what Samantha had told me out of my head, but what she said did have a point. Most entertainers didn't just choose one girl to be with, it just didn't happen. And I wasn't ready to be hurt. I was just learning how to be this new me. Maybe it's time to slow things down with him.
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POP OFF!!!!!!
Sorry, i kinda abandoned ya'll lol, i had to take a break, but i'm back now.
Samantha: Chris, what the hell is this? She asked as she stormed into the hotel room holding up an Elle magazine. He took it from her, and slowly smiled as he looked at what she was so upset about. Right on the front cover was a picture of me and Chris doing the Michael Jackson dance we did at the photo shoot I met him at a couple of months back.
Chris: Yo this is tight! Baby, come look at this.
I got up from across the room by the window, and went over sitting on his lap. He gave the magazine to me.
Alliyah: It came out good. But what does it say about me? I thought we had to keep this a secret remember?
Chris: I don't know, I didn't...tell them who you were when you were there, he said flipping through the pages until he found his article.
Chris: Aiight, let's see...Chris Brown and his assistant are definately not afraid to mix business with pleasure. She made a point to stay by his side, ready to get anything he needed, including a dance partner. She showed her skills as she stepped in, and took on a MJ dance off, actually giving Chris a run for his money. Look out Chris, looks like we may have a janet on the way, he read aloud. He slowly put the magazine down.
Chris: Where did they get this from, I never said you were my assistant! Yo Chozin man, get they asses on the phone.
Alliyah: Don't do that. I told them I was your assistant. I knew
that if I told them I was anybody else, they'd twist my words around and still insist that we were dating so...
He stared into my face as his smile came back on his.
Chris: See that's why I love you, you think smart, he joked as he planted kisses on my neck. I laughed so hard that I had to shut my eyes, and when I opened them, I saw Samantha staring coldly at me.
Samantha: Chris, can I talk to you for a minute?
Chris: Yeah, in a minute, he said still kissing me.
Samantha: No now!
He stopped and looked up at her. I could tell by the look on his face that he was getting upset.
Alliyah: Baby, i'm gonna go get somethin to eat, you want anything? I asked quickly, to keep him from saying anything right away. He slowly looked at me, not wanting to take his eyes off of Samnatha.
Chris: Nah, i'm good.
Alliyah: Ok.
I kissed him, and stood up, purposely brushing Samantha as I walked past, and out the door. Once I was gone, he looked at her.
Chris: Yo, you better calm down man, that's all i'mma say.
Samantha: Chris, what is wrong with you?
Chris: What you mean what's wrong with me?
Samantha: You're letting this girl change you Chris.
Chris: Man whatever, ain't nobody changin me.
Samantha: You just don't see it. You used to focus on your career, and your music. That was your first love. Now. That girl
is all you see. She's all you think about, she's all you care about. I can't even have a conversation with you without you bringing up her damn name. And the photo shoot Chris? Come on!
He sat in silence for a long time, just staring out in front of him. He was trying to wait until his anger went down a little before he spoke, to make sure that he didn't hurt this girl's feelings. He stood up slowly and walked up to her, looking her directly in the eyes.
Chris: That girl, as you referred her, is my girl, and her name's Alliyah. Yeah I put her at the top of my list now, but that's my business, and I don't appreciate you always giving her a hard time everytime she's around.
Chris: Hell, you wouldn't even be around if you weren't Tina's cousin, he thought to himself.
She sighed and rolled her eyes as she crossed her arms.
Samantha: You're right. I should have never overstepped my boundaries like that, I was just tryin to look out for you that's all. You're like my little brother, I just don't wanna see you get hurt, that's all.
She went up to him, and put her arm around his neck, hugging him.
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POP OFF!!!!!!
damn i caught up!!
you did great with the sex scenes girlllll!!! LOL
RUN IT!
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-"I'm A King"- T.I. feat. P$C and Lil' Scrappy
run itt!
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Like A Kid In A Candy Store,
Always Want To Come Back For More.
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Always Seem To Take My Stress Away.
He's My Sugar Daddy, I'm His Candy Gir
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this storie is hot fire (lmao)
run it asap!!!!!!!!!
awww....Run it plzzz....Man i can't wait until I graduate class of 2009 wooooo i can't wait!!!
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this story is banging all the details are on point and i love it
run it
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Aww, run it!
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awww she graduated...
dat b**** Marissa needa back up...so does Jason...and
uh uhn Jenna dont be memorized by nothin...or i will be forced to jack you up too...
RUN IT!!!!
LOL!!yea the sex part was fine
this is my fav story!!!
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*Forever*
ok well i'm gonna post this anyway
aiight this is the part that should have came before those last two posts.
Jenna: Graduation is finally here, she said as we stood outside the auditorium in our caps and gowns. All the parents were inside, warming up their cameras getting ready to snap pictures as their kids walked across the stage.
Alliyah: I know. I can't believe after today, we won't ever see each other anymore.
Anette: What you mean ever? You trippin. We'll always be friends, no matter where we go.
Marissa: Everybody make way, validictorian coming through! she yelled as she pushed through everyone, and walked in like she was the queen bee or something.
Jason: Marissa, take your stuck up ass somewhere! he yelled after her, coming over to me, and putting his arm around my shoulder. Yeah, he was still after me.
Jason: So Alliyah, you know this is it right? This your last chance for me to show you what you missin.
I smiled at him.
Alliyah: Guess i'm just gonna miss out.
Marissa: Jason, why the hell are you always sucking up for this b****?
Alliyah: You know what, call me another b**** again and see what happens, I said stepping in her face, but Anette pulled me back.
Anette: Uh-uh girl, not before graduation. We'll get her as soon as this is over, she said staring at her.
Marissa: You ain't gon do s*** to me. And where's your little boyfriend Chris? Aren't you two an item now? Or was that just another one of your well made up stories?
I was this close to just letting go, and letting her have it, when we heard the graduation music start playing. Everybody got in line, and got ready to march in. The minute we did, we saw all our parents stand up, and start screaming "that's my baby" from every part of the auditorium.
I almost didn't even notice him, but I saw Chris sneak in, and take a seat next to my mom. He was all smiles when he saw me walke down the aisle, and when it was my turn to walk across the stage to get my diploma, he jumped up along with everybody else, and yelled my name, clapping his hands. After everyone finally walked, we all threw our caps up into the air, and got ready to go celebrate. Chris came up and wrapped his arms around my waist.
Chris: Congratulations.
Alliyah: Thanks.
Chris: Well these are for you, he said as he gave me a bouquet of white flowers.
Chris: I thought they might match your dress. Your mom told me you were wearing white.
Alliyah: Yeah, they're perfect.
Jen: And who do we have here? You just couldn't stay away huh? she smiled as she and Anette walked over with their own flowers, balloons, and cards in their hands.
Chris: Nah you know I couldn't stay away from my baby, he said as he continued to hold me.
Alliyah: Hey, what is everybody thinkin bout doin right now?
Anette: I don't know, I guess we were just gonna go out to eat. I mean, isn't that what everybody does on their graduation day?
Jenna: I know. It's so played out though.
Chris: Well, why don't ya'll let me take you out. That can't be played out can it? he smiled.
Jenna immediately became mesmerized by his smile.
Jenna: Not at all.
Over the next few months, now that I was out of school, Chris and I were always together. Wherever he went, he kept me right there, weather it was a photo shoot, or a radio interview. If he had a video shoot, he made sure that I had a chair right there on set. In that little bit of time, I had gotten to know his whole family, and I was pretty sure they liked me. His mom always smiled when I came around, and his older sister was always so nice to me. So was his grandmother, and his little brother.
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yeah I left out a part and when I noticed it, It was already too late cause ya'll had read it. They had been going out for three months now. and i hope i did ok with that sex scene cause i ain't good with those at all.
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POP OFF!!!!!!
WOW!!! this is really graphical...like
its a great story tho...but don't u
think she gave it up too quickly??
RUN IT!!!
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*Forever*
awww that was so touching chris had moment with his new girlfriend, he is treating her like a queen, saying all those beautiful things to her, mayne i wish that was me, he is too cute and adorable....well i still am diggin this story....run it run it run it run it run it run it run it run it run it run it run it run it run it run it run it run it run it run it run it run it run it urn it run it run it run it run it run it run it
DAMN.
Lol, great scene.
ahhaha, jay is a dog.
bettuh not try nothing.
and chris and aliyah are so cute.
run it.
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oohh..that was a good scene...
Jay betta not try nothin...
lol damn she couldnt walk...
RUN IT!!!
run it!
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awww Chris is such a sweetheart !
run it !
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The broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday ...